#it's the hyperfix talking don't mind me

[psyoniks]

i am void of takumi content. you don't understand. I need MORE takumi content. i just finished watching the second season and i just wanted more of takumi. like gimme more of how his fear of reality works, dive deeper into that. he's just a guy but somehow he ended up being the character i got attached to.

also the takumi tag only has like maybe 10 posts and it makes me sad lol where's the scenarios, theories, headcannons ect. im about to start doing it myself

[bam-monsterhospital]

i know i've posted before about how against the idea of women (because marvel's full of cowards and doesn't want to have that conversation) telepaths being romantically/sexually attracted to scott summers i have been.

and while I know the actual intent behind this pattern on marvel's end and still disagree with that for obvious reasons, ...

In a vacuum? It makes sense.

Most xmen characters express what they're about on the surface, and there aren't too many layers hidden underneath. I can imagine telepaths in the world of marvel getting quickly bored by the people in that world not having anything more to offer than what's out front. Then you have a character like scott, who is designed to be deeply introspective anti-surface-read. A character the audience only gets the full picture of (/learns to appreciate) if the medium allows that glimpse into what's going on below the carefully controlled outer shell. That must be fascinating for a telepath (especially in marvel where you don't have many characters strictly adhering to this design). Not only that, it would take a telepath, or someone who is privy to what's going on below the surface (like, a non-telepath who is trusted enough for scott to open up to) to appreciate the full breadth of this character. So of COURSE the ones who react positively to the idea of scott summers would be those who know there's a lot of unseen shit going on there. It makes sense.

[troublcmakcrs]

//the south park fandom needs to wake back up bc i'm feeling annoying ✨️

[croh3]

gonna vent a little in the tags don't mind me <3

[snove101]

i need to Not kin chase davenport can someone please stop that from happening

[eggmeralda]

I may have lost all hope

[timegears-moved]

guess who's really fucking stupid (<-this guy)

[ne0nwithazero]

I miss my babygirl (Aurelion Sol League of Legends)

[deservedgrace]

i need a therapist because i'm having trauma pop up that i need to process that i don't want to burden my friends with the details of but even if that were available to me rn i am so fucking hesitant to even seek that out because if i have one more MHP tell me i don't have a lot of trauma after i tell them i'm a cult survivor i'm gonna have a real bad time

[friedricebunny]

fanfic writer kdj is a idea that sometimes bounces around in my head but honestly i'd have no idea where i'd even go with that idea (also tbh i'm not confident enough in my understanding of kdj or anybody's characterization to want to write them)

[schadenfreudich]

Wonderful, no one in this system was normal today in the slighest. We're all fucking weirdos

[stiinkysocks]

i've been frequently told i have no identifiable gender by my peers and in passing, people on the street a couple times have said to the person next to them "is that a girl or a boy?"

i've been frequently called an "it" and a "thing" which should realistically upset me since by most it would be considered dehumanising [although not all of the time on purpose, mostly out of pure confusion as far as i can tell] but i am not offended by it at all, in fact i do not mind it [even though i do have a definite gender] since i already feel so alien to my peers, straining my face and voice and muscles and thoughts putting on a human suit every day in order to fit in, which does not work very well at the end of the day

it does not come naturally to me at all

I have to contort myself into unnatural shapes

all that said, i do [and don't] like the idea of being seen in that sort of way, strange and ambiguous but at the same time it is lonely, at the same time, i want to be able to bring up casual conversation like every body else can without it being forced, even though it is so banal. i want there to not an awkward air after every thing i say that even i notice , i want to be able to let out noises that occur in my speech naturally, and flap my hands and rock in my chair and assume my natural posture without every single person trying to get away from me. at the same time i prefer to be alone, because that is when i can truly be myself, by myself i can unzip the disguise i have made for myself

maybe it is more that i yearn for someone i can truly and completely unmask with, other than myself. even with my closest friends i do not do this with [hello]

where we do not even have to speak but we can just enjoy each others company in complete comfort, no expectations, just being ourselves

i really do feel like something inhuman approximating and just mimicking when i do talk. but i do it because otherwise i yearn for that type of connection with others without it i will be more jealous of people that have it, with it it is like i am saying "look, look, i can do it as well, i can have friends as well" the absence of this mask is social suicide

[welcometogrouchland]

Lies face down on the ground. I am not an emotionally stable individual. I need a break

[abysskeeper]

Apparently emotionally weird work days are what force me to dump 2k words of the most purple prose nonsense into my phone.

And I just might make that everyone else's problem.

[gothcatboygirl]

bf let me watch a two hour video essay on the history of rooster teeth, i am so sorry to everyone who was there to witness that

[silverynight]

Katsuki: HA! I DON'T HAVE ANY HYPERFIXATIONS! HAVE FUN WITH THAT STUPID SHIT, LOSERS!

Also Katsuki's mind: Where's that nerd? Did Deku break his arm again? Why is he risking his life like that? I want him to see my new move. I want to be better than him. Deku is wasting his time talking to half and half again. Everyone's going to find out about OFA if he's not careful. I need to spar with Deku again because he's not gonna get better on his own. I should apologize to him. I should bring Izuku back. Why did he write this stupid letter and leave me here? Jokes on him I'm not going to leave his side again. De-Izuku looks tired now. He should learn to trust me with the stuff he can't handle. I'll keep an eye on Izuku. We're going to win this war together. IZUKU, IZUKU, IZUKU, IZUKU....