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#its gonna be okay... someday
carrythatwayt · 3 months
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Repeat after me: southdownscottagesouthdownscottagesouthd-
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dolokhoded · 6 months
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what's the buzz, tell me what's a-happening ???
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oceanwithouthermoon · 7 months
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kubosai
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halfbloodworthy · 1 year
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Yuuri: *hugs Wolfram for the first time ever*
Wolfram who has been waiting for reciprocation for years:
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drella · 2 months
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hey guys have u guys heard abt the darkness that’s on the edge of town……..
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saeshiraw · 9 months
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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aria0fgold · 3 months
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I don't know why I'm the way that I am, but I am. (Felt like I just came back from a battlefield tryna understand what this shimeji thing is).
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setsuntamew · 1 year
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Legato/Knives 26. I love you the way a knife loves a heart the way a bomb loves a crowd the way your mother warned you about, essentially. (the way a human loves another human)
Title: waltz of the damned Series: Trigun Characters: Knives/Legato Tags: loyalty kink, developing relationship, experimental style, plant genitalia Summary:
Legato sparkles so terribly brightly.
a composition in 9 movements [read on AO3]
aka, Knives Has the Emotional Maturity of a Man Who Names Himself MILLIONS KNIVES and That's a Problem
but also- I love giving romantic and sweet endings to villains who are entirely undeserving of them, as a treat 🤍
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reides · 1 year
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i got new glasses today!!! and also lots of shiny slowpoke friends in pokego :D plus celebi who is also beloved LMFAO
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broke-on-books · 2 months
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😍😍😍
#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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stargazer0001 · 2 months
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ALRIGHT a single person (@bananacat76) said that they wanted to know abt the silly crossover au me and my brother put together so if its stupid idc (I do care please dont hurt me i will cry/hj)
Now this gonna be slightlyyy more FNF focused. So rapbattles. I mean like the main main character is kinda bf so. Now this aint cause of me its bc of my brother so if you dont like it well then go away bc no one is mean to my brother except for me
ALRIGHT I (my brother) made a whole ass lore document for this!!
FUNKIN TRAVLERS AU
Plot Summary: In this Au BF is faced with an antagonist that wishes to disrupt the flow time in a varies amount of worlds for unknown reasons. The antagonist steals GF and starts to head into another world, BF is able to follow them by jumping into the antagonists portal. The two end up having a rap battle as they are traveling through the portal. As the song ends BF throws his mic and it connects with his opponents head which causes a little bit of power to leak out of his body which goes into BF. The villain then bitch smacks BF and he is launched prematurely out of the portal into an unknown timeline.
Boyfriend.XML: In this au BF has gained the ability to travel between timelines and dimensions thanks to his battle with the antagonist. BF can't control these powers as they happen seemingly at random. He is similar to his canon counterpart outside of being noticeably sadder and just a bit more serious then normal (This is due to him having lost GF and being on the search for her)
Baba: Unlike they're canon incarnation Baba is far more agressive and violent due to the antagonists meddeling. Despite this fact Baba and Boyfriend developed quite the friendship. The former essientally becoming a pet for the latter. The two are often known for getting into heaps of trouble but always somehow getting out scot free.
Hornet: She doesn't diverge too much in terms of personality in this au. But she does become a sort of older sister figure to BF and Baba. She is often the only one being somewhat rational and is often the one that gets the other two out of dangerous situations that they caused. Despite this she's grown attached to the two and does her best to keep them safe.
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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Thinking about Christianity again and how I was raised and deconverted and all this shit. Idk I've always been told that I need to like be okay with *every* religion in order to be a good person and stuff but this religion is so harmful, idk if i can ever be normal about it. I told myself for so long it was just my personal trauma and I had to work through it and that I shouldn't take that out on others by even just avoiding them or something because it was wrong. But I don't know anymore.
It feels so complicated and so simple at the same time
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sunsrefuge · 1 year
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okay. look. listen. im Trying to draw more so maybe if i out myself a little itll help somehow 🧍 Maybe.
that said— (bad sketch below ♥)
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look at him. look at this poor little man. top five photos taken before disaster.* he is witnessing The Horrors**
*disaster: he unknowingly and accidentally makes himself a lich
**The Horrors: his half-sister getting fatally wounded
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angryborzois · 6 months
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my friend wants to do some makeup on me tomorrow and im scared because i know nothing abt makeup and i initially suggested it as a joke 😭
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tianhai03 · 2 years
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hey everyone. im not here to post art right now, i just have something on my mind that i kinda wanna ramble about, which i’ll put under a read more below bc its really long lol. i know this is kinda sudden but i promise its nothing serious. stick around if you’re somehow interested in listening to my ramblings, if not then thank you for reading this anyway, and thanks for all your continuous support :)
i cant remember the reason why anymore, but a couple minutes ago i felt like going through all the blogs ive followed on here. i only follow like 276 blogs if i remember correctly, it’s not much considering how i’ve been here since 2015. i probably felt like looking through it because i was reminded of an artist i follow here and i wanted to see if they’ve updated anything, i have no clue lol.
anyways i looked through the list, and i found a lot of artists ive followed since my early days in 2015, when i first started posting art. some i still remember fondly, some i have vague memories of, and others... i just dont recognize anymore. the only thing im sure of is that they were all artists i looked up to very much, artists who have also definitely motivated me to keep drawing just so i can be as good as them someday. im confident enough to say that ive gotten close to a lot of their levels already, and i am now very comfortable with drawing in a style that is uniquely my own. i have all these artists to thank for that.
but... another thing ive also realized is, most of them arent posting anymore. some have already stopped before i myself stopped tumblr briefly in around 2019, but a lot of them stopped at that exact same year. it makes me kinda sad, i remember looking forward to these artists’ drawings often, but a lot of them just kinda dipped out of existence 3 years ago, without other social medias that i can check to make sure theyre still around. it made me think about how hellish every year has been starting from 2019, it mightve only been 3 years but it sure felt like its been a decade. all i can do right now is hope that they’re still okay, somewhere in the world, still safe and still doing whatever they love.
and on the same note, i hope every single person who is still following me, who still constantly come up to this crumbling website, maybe even look forward to me posting my art; i hope you guys are doing well too. i know there are a lot of people who were from my old 2018 dmc days (since i came back to the fandom just half a year ago and a lot of people started checking up on me again), some of you guys were probably even from my earliest 2016 undertale days; whether you followed me 6 years ago or just today, i want to thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart, for always giving me kind support on the things i do. i am not joking when i said i wont be here right now if it werent for you guys. thank you so, so much.
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#guess i just felt like getting sappy today.#im sorry if this makes anyone anxious; i promise i am totally okay and nothing bad is happening to me#it's just... sometimes you look back on your life to remember the things you've done that led to the life you have today#ive been doing that a lot lately. and i just wanted to talk about what ive thought about#i actually feel a lot better thinking about things like this. it reminds me of the reason why i started drawing in the first place#with how things have been lately especially with my own uni life; it gets so frustrating its very easy to forget why i liked drawing so much#but im not gonna forget about it now; even if i stop drawing someday i'll forever hold on to these memories#i probably sound like a broken record now but; genuinely; thanks for everything i really do appreciate it#allyrambles#long post#if youve read till here#through this long ass post ive been writing for over 30 minutes now#do me a favour and talk to a long time friend you have that you havent talked to in a while#yknow the ones. you were super close but then you just slowly stopped talking to each other? even though nothing bad happened?#do me a favour and just shoot them a message. a short one will do#even a little 'hey we havent talked in a while; just wanted to check up on you and make sure youre still okay' is enough#times are tough right now. it has been for the past 2 years for everyone#if you can do it; im sure it will brighten someone's day up; to know that theres someone out there who still cares#someone will appreciate the kindness#im gonna go now. this post has gotten way longer than i expected and its almost time for bed#i hope everyone has a decent day :) thanks again for reading#hopefully i dont regret this someday lol
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violentdevotion · 2 years
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glory to the night // mitski × daredevil 'resurrection'
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