now im not an analyst or anything buuut
icarus keeps talking about how they're so bad at being good but
they're also really bad at being bad and mean and sneaky
they aren't good at either because they're a person and you have to put in work to do that shit, being an asshole is always easier of course. being closed off and blunt is so much easier. look at vexxed ari, they were content, not happy but not sad, not hurting. but they aren't doing that. they are putting more effort and work into trying to convince people, to get them to see though their eyes. to try and justify their actions because of how much they care. they know what they're doing is bad and wrong. but they still keep trying to explain themself. and they keep failing to be mean, and bad. because! they are! a person!
they have tried so hard to be good. they have failed, how long did they fail for before they decided that they gave up? because i dont think they've acctually given up yet. maybe recent lore was the last straw, maybe they meant it this time. but they still care.
they are not naturally good at being kind or open and they are not naturally good at being mean and blunt. no one is.
you decide if you are a kind person.
you decide if you are an asshole.
no one has a completely pure soul. everyone has fucked up
everyone is a weird looking mixture of black and white. everyone has their own unique shade of grey. its up to you how much black or white you add.
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Enchanted...
I adore Halsin with the other companions, but the depth of feeling for Quarter/Tav with how much he's done for him is unmatched. Mans had the world on his back for a hundred years and someone comes in and takes the weight for him without question.
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