#its not a good intuitive feeling either. but i feel peace with it?

[capricores]

does anyone just have a strong, lingering intuitive feeling lately ???? or is it just me 😭

[celestialtarot11]

🪬 Astro Aspects 🌀

🌙 Moon- saturn aspects relate to the phrase “I’m resilient because i had no choice”

Additionally, moon saturn aspects can indicate an emotionally cold mother figure, or being physically absent at some point in their lives. Moon represents the mother, so it’s important to look at that placement. It can also indicate divorce or separation in the parents.

Moon conjunct pluto 🤝 moon saturn aspects

Sun touching north node has the ability to get famous or widely known in a community! Until the native is aware of their skill set & strengths, and finds practical use, the native may choose jobs that don’t fulfill them. Depending on the severity of the aspect, the native will find criticism in their jobs, or find it hard to climb up the ladder (squares especially) But when the native finds exactly what they’re good at, the native lives a happy life in terms of money & career ✈️💨

Venus-pluto and wanting to know everything about a person. You want to devour them with your eyes, and touch every part of their mind. When the native is awakened to the power of their presence & how intelligent they are, the native radiates an impactful energy. Those around them can feel the intensity, especially when they are one on one, it’s felt even more. Maneater energy 💅🏻

Venus opposite pluto has the ability to either bring necessary destructive change in their partnerships, but also rebuild and provide solid structure. This energy is neither bad or good. It can go anywhere, hence the void state. These natives are constantly creating in their relationships. Beautiful 🌀

Neptune aspecting the ascendant creates such a mystifying aura. People like to gossip about these natives, and people constantly wonder about who and what these natives are doing all of the times. These natives attract attention just like that, and can manifest easily. These natives are also prone to addiction and getting high to cope.

Neptune aspecting Venus does not know limits in love. Very similar to a pisces venus/scorpio venus. This native wants to go deep all the way, and can also embody scorpionic energy. These natives will love deeply even if it’s unhealthy, and will stay in unhealthy situations. Their commitment is real, and loyalty unmatched 💅🏻 But it can cause a detriment to their health.

Sun sesiquadrate pluto also carry an intense aura. Although this aspect is seen as minor, it still affects the native. Transformation through ego is big, and necessary. Native constantly finds themself in this lifetime 🌙✨

Sun trine pluto creates a resilient individual. An individual who goes through intense circumstances, one after the next. There’s always a shift challenging the individual to empower themselves. When meeting this person, even if they are a libra rising, you will feel their power radiating from within. Or they display that. Even if the native is sweet and kind, there is always an underlying powerful energy.

Mars trine pluto have insane ambition. Especially if mars is in the 6th house. Absolute powerhouse of the cell 🤣 they ARE the mitochondria. Mars trine pluto smile and laugh, and say “try me again, I dare you.” Once this native is awakened to their power, its game over. Even more powerful when this native finds themselves embracing change and inner conflict. It provides them peace to constantly do shadow work. These natives do not like their shadows running the show 🤡

Sun aspecting neptune, ya’ll are powerful spiritual channelers. Ya’ll tap into spirit like no tomorrow and receive visions, dreams of the future and get intuitive gut feelings. All of it. But also have the ability to attach ego to this ability and become prideful of spiritual nature.

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Thank ya’ll so much for reading this 🤍✨ enjoy and feel free to comment reblog or like! Id love to hear feedback 💗

[katiifaetarot]

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PILE 1- Blu underneath Xmas tree 🎄

PILE 2- Blu inside hamper

PILE 3- Blu being a distinguished gentleman

PILE 4- Blu falling asleep 😴

** sometimes ( most of the time ) i will pick up on multiple energies that need attention or want to be expressed during the reading so i ASK YOU TO UNDERSTAND THIS DURING MY READINGS:

depending on how the reader(YOU) chooses to look at the situation or however the situation resonates for the reader(YOU) and because this is a general reading;

⚠️you HAVE to be able to use your better discernment + better judgement skills to fully absorb the message and be able to do the necessary work to keep you on track for the future you WANT for yourself⚠️

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OKAY PILE 1:

Relax pile 1. It's time to tune into your emotions and give yourself some time and space to figure out what you need right now in this moment of time. Do not care about challenges that come your way because it will all work out the way it needs to and the way it DESERVES too.

You carry the capacity to feel and absorb the emotions of yourself and other people VERY deeply, so make sure your boundaries stay firm when people try to take advantage of that ability of yours.

Ride the waves, Find your groove, and Move in the direction that feels most suited for you! Don't feel bad for going ghost if you are trying to heal and work on yourselves, being a little selfish sometimes can help you own who are authentically and separate others energies from yours!

A lil cleansing would do you good pile 1! You dont need tools either! Taking an intentional shower or bath could work WONDERS for your energy field.

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OKAY PILE 2:

Let go and Move on Pile 2. Give yourself a break from people for a bit, even if that means taking a couple of minutes to yourself and going back to your busy schedule after.

You are strong, but with strength you must also realize its strong of you to show emotion too! Dont become a victim of circumstance. Cry that good cry, Scream that ear-piercing scream, Walk that road less traveled--Feel w/e you have too, so you can fully and wholeheartedly leave your past behind you.

You have been in tough situations all your life, but that does NOT have to be your Norm always. You can change the present day feelings by changing how you view your past.

Dont be afraid of change, dont be afraid of yourself, dont be afraid of what will happen once you accept your reality for what it is, and dont let other people make you feel small just because you can chase your dreams positively and stand in your own confidence and authenticity!

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OKAY PILE 3:

Soooo, Pile 3, theres two separate groups here. Please use YOUR discernment when absorbing this message so you can choose the correct one:

First Group: the future you want is achievable but you have to be willing to go through the slow days and rest, as well as, be excited for whatever life will hand you between these achievements!!!! IT IS OKAY to just be right now and float towards the future, obviously stay proactive but also find time for joy and silly things!

Second Group: Ok so the future you want is achievable BUT you are being complacent and stagnant right now. Its okay to build rest into your routine and "Do-Nothing-Days" too....but you must balance that out with planned, clear, honest action days too!! Happiness is coming, so start preparing before missing those opportunities or moments of joy !!

Both Piles: Get excited about slowness and work in those periods to keep you grounded and stable!

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You could be feeling lack luster or bored lately Pile 4, and thats okay!! Life is trying to get you to create from this frustration and slow you down to see the bigger picture!

Theres no harm in being still and listening to what you need or want right now, but there is harm in wallowing and staying in an energy that keeps you stuck or wanting more.

What is it that you truly want? Reevaluate your attitude to match the circumstances you want to be brought in for you.

Boredem and Discontentment could be plaguing your life, DONT LET IT! Balance out your actions, thoughts, and emotions to figure out the best way forward for yourself!!

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[elysiansparadise]

Hi! I love your blog. Could you do moon in the 4th house?

Hello, thank you so much! Sure I can do it. 🌹

Moon in the 4th house

Something really curious happens with them, they are kind and captivate others easily, but they are not as open with their emotions as others would believe. There are many things that they keep in the most beautiful depths that not everyone can know, because they protect them carefully and with caution. Getting to know them is like slowly entering a paradise that embraces you and envelops you with its warmth and welcoming vibes. They are sensitive deep down people, regardless of the sign on the cusp of their rising, they just know who to show that side with, at the end of the day they are your reflection, and they show you only what you show them, they are the clear representation of I treat you how you treat me. Finding comfort for them is difficult, but it is something that they actively seek, seeking a feeling of sweetness and attention for themselves, and at the same time, seeking to provide this to those they love. The Moon, by feeling comfortable in this house (because it's its domicile), endows the native with a strong and powerful heart that is capable of providing love and comfort to others. They may have the ability to advise others, ease their sorrows, and understand them like no one else.

Looking directly into those eyes takes you on a radiant and peaceful journey towards your soul, as this placement is characterized by having very expressive eyes (especially if it's in a fire / water sign or if it's aspecting Neptune or Venus). Eyes that seem to read and decipher each corner of your soul. Many people can become attached to them or become attached to them very quickly, as you don't meet people like them every day. They give a sense of nostalgia to others, and many, no matter how time goes by, can remember them with a smile on their face. It is likely that these natives are very similar to their mother / female figures in their lives (either in personality or physical) or that they are very close to a specific woman in their family (may vary if Moon it’s making hard aspects with Saturn, Pluto or if it’s afflicted). Family can be an important matter, whether it's the family you were born with or the family you raised. It usually indicates a pleasant childhood, but if afflicted, the person will dream and wish very much to have a more positive family life in the future. Their roots and experiences from the past continue with them as if they were living them at the moment. They have a great memory to remember the small details of those whom they treasure with their hearts, however, this also applies to remembering the pains of the past. Many of them think about the past, wanting to change the way things were, what they did, what they didn't, what they allowed, among other things.

They are very empathetic and sensitive to the feelings of others. Even if they don't know the other person very well, they have a knack for understanding what the other person is going through. They never minimize the pain of others or compare it to their own, they just observe it and if they can, they try to help the person. They have a great intuition to feel the emotional state of others and in general, if they are good people or not. When a negative mood invades them, they may have the tendency to either eat a lot or sleep a lot. They can have very pronounced mood swings, it is necessary that they surround themselves with good and balanced people, since there is a tendency to "absorb" the vibes of the environment in which they are. Prone to stress and melancholy. Many of them tend to be loved and appreciated by children, who feel protected, comfortable and happy with their presence. These natives are very connected to their inner child, perhaps more than other people, and that is not why they are childish or immature, quite the contrary, they allow themselves to do things that make their inner child and their hearts dance. It can be difficult for them if they have Moon in Capricorn, Scorpio or making hard aspects with Saturn, Uranus or Pluto, if this is the case, mending the relationship with their inner child, healing past wounds and being kinder to themselves can bring them much happiness and peace.

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[broomsick]

UPG’s of what some of the Gods could want to help you with!

These are all completely personal thoughts, and I am aware they may not mirror your own experiences at all. They don’t have much historical accuracy, which is why I’ve labeled them “UPG’s”. I haven’t experienced each and every one of these as manifestations of deity blessings, but I have experienced some. The rest is conjecture based on the God’s “domains” (the areas of influence they are generally associated with), as well as their personalities and the interests I’ve come to associate each of them with. Feel free to take any of these to heart, as well as to add your own UPG’s.

Thórr: developing pride in yourself and your accomplishments, learning to let go of worries and have fun every once in a while. He brings about a feeling of absolute safety and He’s always come to soothe me after difficult events.

Óðinn: making important life decisions, learning new skills and trying out new things, finding ways to acquire wisdom, learning to truly listen to others but also to your own instinct. His presence is an extremely calming one, and He opens your senses to the world around you.

Freyja: feeling comfortable in one’s body, helping one show their affection to their loved ones, accepting hard truths and overcoming them. She’s also a good teacher when it comes to developing magical crafts such as spells and potions.

Frigg: She can provide a lot of comfort and love, and She can help you accept and deal with difficult changes in your lives. She’s also a great help when it comes to family matters.

Yngvi-Freyr: appreciating the land you live on and its gifts, seeing the beauty in the world, developing gardening and cooking skills. Just like Thórr, He is very keen on cheering you up when you’re feeling down. He is also a great help when it comes to matters of wealth, material possessions, and financial stability.

Skaði: fighting off seasonal depression, finding warmth and comfort during winter, enjoying the season either alone or with friends and family. In my experience, she’s great at helping you stay level-headed and emotionally stable.

Týr: defending one’s values and opinions, staying true to oneself, but also learning to find compromise to settle disputes, accepting differences in others. He’s a great help when it comes to making the necessary sacrifices to reach one’s goals.

Eir: overcoming illness/injury, keeping oneself safe and watching out for loved ones, and helping others in general, by becoming involved in one’s community or by starting volunteering activities, for example.

Heimdallr: improving one’s willpower, observational skills and intuition. He is, amongst other things, a symbol of transition, which is why He is helpful when it comes to tackling important transitions in one’s life.

Baldr: seeing beauty in the mundane, nurturing happiness, learning to act spontaneously and in the spirit of adventure, appreciating the people around you, rediscovering and caring for one’s “inner child”.

Loki: developing one’s self-confidence, letting go of worries, finally acting instead of waiting, learning to detach oneself from others’ opinions, finding pleasure and passion again.

Iðunn: improving one’s connection to spirituality, nurturing and acting on creativity, finding inspiration, keeping one’s heart and mind peaceful, learning to calm oneself, spreading kindness.

Hel: She can help one mourn, accept death and be at peace with it, as well as tame their fears. Just like Óðinn, the lessons She teaches can be heard in Her silence: Her presence is extremely calming and quiet, but She has much to teach.

Njörðr: helping one’s wealth prosper, appreciating the gifts of the sea, improving one’s connection to the ocean, practicing sea magic and developing such crafts that are connected to the sea.

[system-of-a-feather]

So I'm off work and like 85-90% just Riku, so I wanted to explain Fei (name to be revised, but Fei is a placeholder we went ".... best we got rn but maybe we will think of something better later") and for now, I might talk about Fei more in "object" terms due to Fei being more of a mindset from my Riku-only perspective which is the perspective I am currently in

Either way, our system's main hosts and fronters have honestly become pretty accustomed to being co-front and understanding one another enough that we kinda don't sweat active listening to one another cause its a lot more intuitive; and combine that with the last weekend being extremely peaceful and nice we really didn't care much to "ruin" the moment by sweating overt internal listening when we could be enjoying the external present - and as a result most of the time on the weekends, we really just settled in a state where we just shrugged at "whose out" and just existed as an amorphous unit

And so that was carrying over into the drive to work today and we were talking about it and our Wishiwashi Healing Direction and just kinda figured we should welcome and name that state for communications sake and to normalize it as an option so we can build the habit of letting ourselves rest in that "*shrug* Many Parts Up Vaguely Fused without Blurring and Dont Really Care" state when it benefits us

And so tentatively, as Fei, we decided to name that state Fei.

And so Fei will start appearing in the tag sign offs here and there (unless we figure out a name we like better) but Fei isn't so much an "alter" perse as much as a temporary state of mass fusion that we hold when being multiple parts seems to be more effort than being whole.

It's not inherently a final fusion either, otherwise wed probably use our chosen name as Fei was pretty sure some of the elders still floated around, but by the nature of the "don't really care, the fused state I'm in right now feels good and I don't wanna to ruin it by overthinking and overcomplicating the concept of identity" - Fei isn't really any specific parts fused.

And so its some fusion fuckery we are deciding to try to normalize in our system cause at least the four hosts in this brain very much enjoyed being Fei while still knowing we could seperate and redifferentiate whenever.

But yeah, our system really has decided to say fuck the final fusion, functional multiplicity false dichotomy. We can fuse and """split""" (better term would be differentiate imo) as we feel the will and need to cause the concept of "I" is a fake illusory premise anyways

[skqw]

Far Away by bryse0n is an exploration-filled gravity helper map well suited as an introduction to that kind of gameplay. Unlike most maps, a lot of the content is off the beaten path, with berry rooms nearly everywhere. Getting to the end of the map is less than half the map! It's just begging to be full cleared, so even if you're a player who doesn't go for modded berries, you really really should go for them here.

I am very hesitant to call the map beginner (I do, in the end) -- I'll get into this later. Intermediate is a safe difficulty to rank it as, but there's more nuance than just the one scale.

Gameplay is centered around springs, being both the main mobility of the map and the only way to change gravity. Falling blocks are introduced later, and maintain normal gravity no matter how you're aligned. Lots of the rooms are built like vanilla rooms, where the game recognizes that you might not be comfortable with the controls and gives you a decent amount of freedom to move around, pause, and experiment. I found myself relying a lot more on climbing and walking than I normally do while flipping gravity, and the map seems to encourage this with lots of grabbable surfaces.

And, of course, the berries. I won't say how many there are, but it's a hell of a lot for a single chapter! Some berries are pretty obvious, either visible from the main track or in easily-accessible side rooms, ""standard"" berries. Some berries require a little bit of backtracking with different gravity, using the fact that springs are the only thing that can change your gravity. Some berries are in series of rooms that run parallel to the main track, or are off of other berry rooms, twisting and turning on itself to occupy every bit of space in the map. Berries aren't really treated as challenges for the sake of being hard, they're treated as extra content that adds to the main gameplay of the map. Honestly, I'd say that the map was built for the berries instead of the other way around!

The map also contains a cassette and a heart. Despite the crazy pathing of some berry rooms, the map can be full-cleared in one go, if you know what you're doing. Going in blind, I guarantee that you will miss something on a first run! But that's more of the fun: going back to get everything that you missed. It really makes me glad that vanilla shows off berry order after you complete a map. A lot of the side paths are well-indicated as well, and even those that are pretty sneaky aren't too egregious. (By the way, progress for the heart is saved between runs.)

The decoration is very well done, using a seamless blend of vanilla and custom assets and taking inspiration from OMORI. It just oozes the love and care that was put into the map, not to mention all the hard work. Between this and a peaceful music track, it all comes together to be very comfy.

Now, difficulty. I want to call the map beginner so bad, because everything in the map's design is truly meant to be beginner. However, there's a simple fact of gravity helper: it will mess you up. Gravity helper is very intuitive to understand, but there's just a different feel there that takes away a player's confidence in their movement. If you aren't already comfortable with Celeste's controls, adding more on top of that might push into frustration. For the record, I list the map as beginner in my personal list. I just can't confidently say this will be a fair ranking for absolutely everyone.

Taking everything into account, I think this map still appeals to a wide audience. I recommend this map to anyone who has a handle on the game's controls, and for players who loved full-clearing the vanilla game this is a must-play. It's a good start to understanding gravity helper, but it won't teach you much about its capabilities. It is also an excellent map to replay whenever you're looking for something easy and feel-good; if you played this when it came out, I recommend you play it again sometime soon!

Remember to leave a like on the GameBanana page if you enjoyed! It really, really helps.

[loetise]

which dnd class suits your personality?  ˎˊ˗             your result;  college of glamour bard and druid following circle of dreams.

( bard )                you’re  a  storyteller  at  heart  and  you  may  have  a  bit  of  a  thing  about  attention  and  validation.  you’re  a  natural  improviser  and  you’re  great  at  adapting  to  situations  at  a  moment’s  notice  using  whatever  resources  you  have  at  your  disposal.  you  can’t  stand  being  bored.  you’re  very  creative  and  you  probably  have  a  great  sense  of  style.  you’re  honestly  just  here  for  a  good  time,  and  you  live  for  drama.

+ ( college of glamour )               the  college  of  glamour  is  the  home  of  bards  who  mastered  their  craft  in  the  vibrant  realm  of  the  feywild  or  under  the  tutelage  of  someone  who  dwelled  there.  tutored  by  satyrs,  eladrin,  and  other  fey,  these  bards  learn  to  use  their  magic  to  delight  and  captivate  others.  you’re  a  natural  performer  who  doesn’t  mind  being  the  center  of  attention.  you’re  a  great  admirer  of  beauty  and  you  are  the  type  to  have  a  very  carefully  cultivated  personal  aesthetic.  you  might  have  a  bit  of  a  whimsical  or  eccentric  side  and  some  people  might  find  you  a  little  unusual  at  first,  but  you  can  usually  win  them  over  with  your  delightful  personality.  you  love  receiving  compliments,  praise,  and  validation  but  might  have  a  hard  time  dealing  with  criticism  or  negativity.

( druid )                you’re  a  thoughtful  and  reflective  person  who  cares  a  lot  about  the  natural  world.  you’re  generally  open-minded  and  non-judgmental,  though  there  are  some  beliefs  or  opinions  that  you  won’t  be  swayed  from.  you’re  in-tune  with  your  intuition  and  you  know  yourself  pretty  well.  you  may  spend  a  lot  of  time  in  your  head,  observing  the  world  and  thinking  about  what  you’ve  observed.  you  seek  peace,  balance,  and  try  to  avoid  confrontation  unless  absolutely  necessary.

+ ( circle of dreams )                druids  who  are  members  of  the  circle  of  dreams  hail  from  regions  that  have  strong  ties  to  the  feywild  and  its  dreamlike  realms.  these  druids  seek  to  fill  the  world  with  dreamy  wonder.  their  magic  mends  wounds  and  brings  joy  to  downcast  hearts,  and  the  realms  they  protect  are  gleaming,  fruitful  places,  where  dream  and  reality  blur  together  and  where  the  weary  can  find  rest.  you’re  a  cheerful  person  who  doesn’t  mind  helping  others.  you’re  a  wanderer  at  heart  and  you’re  either  the  type  of  person  who  can  feel  at  home  no  matter  where  you  go,  or  the  type  of  person  who  doesn’t  quite  feel  at  home  anywhere.  sometimes  you  might  feel  a  little  disconnected  from  the  real  world,  you  might  find  yourself  drifting  into  daydreams  or  getting  lost  in  fictional  worlds.  you’re  very  tuned  in  to  your  intuition  and  your  personality  brings  a  delightful  touch  of  whimsy  to  any  group.

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[shy-the-schizophrenic]

Holy shit. I didn't realize I was losing it. I knew psychosis was on its way I didn't know it was here. I'm obsessing, paranoid, delusional. I'm stuck in this mindset that everything that's going to go wrong will. That anything I can think of him doing, he's doing. No evidence, just pure "intuition". I see one thing and suddenly it means something else. I'm taking pieces and going off that without seeing the bigger picture. He's right. I haven't been being nice. I am until I perceive danger. Something is going wrong. He's deceiving me. I don't even know if it's true. Reality and "my reality" are overlapping. I don't know what's real and what's not. I didn't realize I've been non stop punishing him. Going after him for every little thing. He must be realizing this isn't worth it. I'm literally acting like a crazy person. I can't even imagine how he must feel. Maybe it's time for a trip to the psych ward... Kade I'm so sorry. I keep telling you to do better when I need to do better too. We're both wrong and I've only said you're wrong. I've been acting like an asshole and wondering why you're pulling away. Which makes me act even crazier. You're right. I've lost my mind. This breakup has made me lose my sanity and I didn't even know it. I gotta fix this. Right now I'm no good for you either. And that kills me to say that. I deal with things in a very different way. An erratic way and I know you're the calm type. You deal with things rationally. You think and lead with logic and I lead with emotion and irrationality. My world has been turned uprated upside down and am now in what I call "my spiral". And that's what I'm doing spiraling. I've lost it. I've never taken a break before. Besides with Frankie. So no ex boyfriend has seen this part of me trying to cope with the loss of them. They never see how far I fall and how I'm no longer really right in the head. They get to leave, move on. I'm stuck doing this. My process. The fucked up process. I'm sorry you're seeing it. I know I need to let you go. I don't want to. It's going to kill me and I won't recover for a long time. But you deserve better than me. This mindset isn't going away. This psychosis isn't going away. Not anytime soon. And I know it's hard to be around me during this time. So I don't want you to have to endure my insanity. I can't even do it. I love you. And I think loving you is letting you go so you can be happy. You deserve happiness and peace and calm. Not someone who isn't even in her right mind. I don't want to lose you but I've already lost you. I push people past their limits. I perceive deception when there isn't any once trust is broken. This part of me is the part that I can't fix. So I'll see you tomorrow for my things and then I'll let you go. I love you and I'm forever sorry for everything I've done to you when I was supposed to be a good girlfriend. I really tried. I just didnt have the tools in my toolbox.

[azure-cherie]

Hello, here for the Aphrodite's love Game. Thank you for conducting it, really looking forward to it.

My Aphrodite is in Leo 10th house at 17 degree.

How I feel about myself is...interesting. I don't like myself that much but I don't hate myself either. I always feel like I can't fit in. I've never found my kind of people other than online. I am very much into social works, woman rights, feminism and feel very strongly about justice. Anything that goes wrong in the world kind of affects. It's hard for me to not care. Sometimes it depresses me and I don't like that about myself.

I don't have many friends. I think I like that maybe cz I've had shitty friends that I like this peace. I can cut people out of my easily, very easily. I wasn't like that but became after bullying. Never had a childhood, certainly not a happy one. Has a lot of childhood trauma but that's my therapists job lol.

People has called me heartless or cold. I can be very logical and practical. Sometimes harsh. I don't let my heart guide me but my brain. Emotional decision aren't for me. People will probably say I am the least romantic person even though I am a hopeless romantic.

Basically, I like myself but at the same time don't and I think I can be someone great if I play cards right, I think I can do some good in the society and I'd like to be happy someday but I've a long way to go.

Oh an important one, I've never been in love and I don't think I can fall in love easily. It's pretty easy for me to stop liking people.

My best qualities:-

Feel strongly about justice, not afraid to speak the truth, blunt, stubborn, doesn't back down, good at critical thinking, care about other people, good at what I do, can be a good leader if I didn't have anxiety, I am self aware(all the bad and the good), have come a long way from naive 14 yr old who got bullied and trusted people easily.

I will like an intuitive interpretation too, if I've to specify then my future spouse otherwise whatever are your requirements.

Exchange reading for you:-

You remind me of a woman in a beautiful vintage dress standing in a beautiful garden. And the music that came to my mind was dandelions, so I guess you're standing in a field of dandelions lol. Emoji :- 🌸

Intuitive reading about your next lover.

Honestly, you might have options but you will probably be oblivious to them. Both of them might make a move at the same time(not fair lol). You might be not in the healthiest headspace or probably not looking for a partner. You might meet him at university or some work-related place. Trusting your gut feelings and affirming your boundaries might be very important. Do not let anyone cross your boundaries or disrespect you. You'll probably make the right choice. You need to trust yourself more and don't ignore the signs around you. You'll know who he is. Trust the actions and not the words. One thing that I think is important doesn't matter if it's next or any lover, learning when to call it quits, learning when to walk away, learning when to cut people off. It's important to remember that even if you love him, if its not for you, walk away. You don't have to give people a second chance. If it's not for you, it's not for you. I think your relationship will be healthy and loving, whatever the label you put at it, it will great for you. I think you'll learn and grow from it, you'll became more mature and you'll learn more about the world. I think it will an amazing relationship. Love yourself, it's important. Remember you're enough.

Thank you for your time and effort. I hope you're doing great. Cheers 🥂

Hello, thank you for participating in the game and telling me about yourself 💗

Feedback: aww do i remind you of that it's my absolute pleasure

🫢yes my head is messed up sometimes i want someone other times i don't, then them making together huh 😮‍💨 , yes i think we will meet in university, alright taking your advice, good to know. that it will be loving and that i will be growing in it . Thank you so much .

So honey for your future spouse i see someone who is very clean specifically, they prefer luxury, they love the finer things in life, they love to eat outside most days , they've been a loner most of their life , not because they don't have friends but because they don't really relate to anyone they know , they've big dreams but they're keeping it from everyone since their family wants them to do something else , they love to sing a lot , they love to watch cartoons and would bring your flowers and gifts, they will be a shoulder to lean on when you're sad , however they might be moody or detached , sometimes especially when they're really hurt , they'd like to take you places , spend time with you, you seem like once in a lifetime shot to them , if they don't take they miss it forever and no matter how we try we don't get it back . You will meet this person in a office setting, in academic places or in a park , i see some crowd being present.

They will fall in love with you because you seem really beautiful to them like very unique , they haven't seen anyone like you , then your aura is also very beautiful and because of that people are instantly pulled towards you , they will approach you and talk to you , you might talk about a lot of subjects like science, politics etc. Your first impression of them might be like oh wow he's approaching and he actually looks well dressed so that's also a plus point he will be loving you as a friend as a lover.

Messages: " we should go for a rollercoaster ride" , " we should be together all the time " , " we should go to a new place together" , " we are meant to be ".

Thank you for your time and effort too , i am doing good , wbu ? And i hope you resonate, please leave a feedback if you do 💕

[orchidrene]

Hi!!!

That you for following me back! I love your pick a cards a lot, they are very accurate, tell the full story/are detailed, and give me lot of clarity. So I def had to follow! 😄

I saw that your an INFP, me too!!! You also must be very intuitive, especially if you have what (Cancer sun Scorpio moon?). My ex is a scorpio moon. He felt things very intensely, had a hard time letting go, and was very.........deep. He was also struggled with anxiety, which I hear is common for people with scorpio placements since scorpio is about mystery, the unknown and the occult. You have to be suspicious/ a detective to be into that stuff, so its natural to be paranoid.

^Lol sorry for my tangent up there😅

I love, love, love, astrology so when I find out about certain placements in a person I try to dissect how it may manifest in certain aspects of their life. I feel like maybe your so detailed oriented, because of the scorpio. Cause you'd have a major fixed sign.

Ahhh well I guess I should introduce myself too.

You can call me Lovey or M (Which ever your prefer) I am an Aries Sun, Pisces Moon and rising. I dont really "run" a blog per se, but I like to reblog things that either have meaning to me, have good advice, or are tips on tarot, and funny observations for astrology. Even though I dont say anything of importance on there, when I scroll through my blog there are many words that give me peace of mind, so I hope you can find it there too.

All the blessings in the world,

<3

Hello fellow INFP, my heartful greetings and gratitude, I am actually a Capricorn moon 😭 thank you so much though ( ◜‿◝ )♡ you took out so much time to write everything and make me feel appreciated but I have Scorpio ruling my 2nd house which deals with how you make and manage money and material stuff so yeah I was meant to open a blog for channeling and stuff <3. My feelings do run deep too. Thank you so much for making me feel appreciated today (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ) I hope my blogs will provide you with more mental clarity and take care of yourself, much love.

[trolagygirl2022]

Hello! I hope I’m you are having a good day! I’m here to participate in the exchange game! I will be attaching my briede persona chart too!

Your FS: Physical description:

Visual: carrie and aidan season 3 scenepack (youtube.com) (2:17- 4:19) He is considered VERY se*y.I feel like your fs is on the bigger side. He may be comfortable being himself and doesn’t worry about restricting himself in order to fit some aesthetic. As a result his weight may fluctuate alot. His legs may have really muscular legs because he walks a lot. He may have dark wavy hair that makes a bit of a Superman curl. He may have big green eyes that are super expressive. It makes him look younger than he is. He may have a natural tan especially during the summer. He may have a more laid back style (athlesure) but he knows how to dress up when the occasion calls for it. He doesn’t really like it. He may have to do it for work sometimes. There may be certain items in his wardrobe that he wears a lot, for example a leather jacket. ‘It just fits me just right!’ 

Their aura/vibe:

Visual: herc_clip_005.AVI.mp4 (youtube.com)Your fs may come across as super earnest. He has a very welcoming and kind aura that invites people in. He’s considered really popular and very likable among other people. He may be constantly surrounded by others wanting his attention. He may accidentally find himself to be the leader of a lot of social circles. Your fs may be extremely community focused. He loves to give back and do little things for those around him. He may be the type to drive his elderly neighbors to the grocery or appointments. He may have done those types of things since he was quite young. He may have grown up in a more individualized community that may have thought this was weird. ‘You should only take care of yourself and your own. He may like to sneak in little surprises for those he cares about too. They weren’t always appreciated though especially by those he grew up around. He loves in a big way and sometimes people found that ‘annoying’. Your fs didn’t worry about what they thought though.Visual:Wes and Jen's Relationship 5 (youtube.com)(0:22-1:37) He is very confident and has an easy going nature. He tries really hard not to let things bother him and he cares alot about keeping the peace. He’s VERY patient. He thinks about his words for a long time before he speaks them so his words are always very thoughtful and meaningful. He may have a tendency to overthink and filter himself though. He worries a lot about hurting others with his words. I feel like when he gets too emotionally overwhelmed his filter drops. He becomes really blunt sometimes to the point of hurting others. He will immediately apologize and try really hard to do better. I feel like your fs may lead his life by his emotions and intuition, while you are more logical. Some of his responses may not make sense to you because they come from a more emotional root. I feel like he really likes being outdoors and spending time in nature.  Its a special time for him to reflect and connect with himself again. He may take a lot of walks in order to clear his head. He’ll really like to take you along with him once your relationship becomes more serious.Visual:ariel and eric library scene part 2 | little mermaid 2023 hd - YouTubeYour fs has a very curious mind. His mind is constantly moving even when he’s not. He wants to know more about the people and things around him. He likes asking a lot of questions.He lives collecting new information.He may have Gemini placements. He may hide his intelligence and pretend to be a himbo because he thinks its funny. He loves when people underestimate him. He doesn’t try to correct their assumptions either because he’s secure enough in himself when he doesn’t have to prove anything. Visual: Wes and Jen's Relationship 9 (youtube.com)(0:19-1:00)Your fs expresses his inner child in a really healthy way. He has a lot of ‘childish’ hobbies that he loves doing such as watching cartoons or doing crafts. He’s not afraid to be a ‘big kid’. Others may accuse him of being immature,but that couldn’t be further from the truth. He just knows he doesn’t have to be serious all the time to be a ‘real adult’. I feel like he’ll really encourage you to let loose and be silly with him. 

How others describe them:

Visual: Moving Out (In)! #3.20 (youtube.com) He could be considered the whole package.People love that he’s basically a giant puppy.Your fs’ kindness softens even the hardest of hearts. It’s super hard to dislike your fs and that may annoy people. Some people may try really hard to find something “wrong” about your fs. I feel like some people are jealous of the amount of attention they get. They may feel like your fs pushes them out of the spotlight and that’s not your fs’ intention at all. Your fs  would honestly rather be in the background anyway. He may like to put the spotlight on other people than himself. He’s eager to help others and people recognize that immediately. They may try to take advantage of him but he has a lot of powerful allies in his social circle.Not many people have the balls to try him because of it.  Others may feel like he’s oblivious to how protected he is but your fs sees more than he lets on. He has a strong sense of discernment. He may be popular but there are very few people he truly trusts. His friends may immediately feel protective over you because they recognize you as his special person. 

Oh my gosh I was so surprised and pleased by the amount of time and effort you put into this!!! This is so cool and I love how you used your intuition and all of this!! Ok onto the reading.

For your future wife, she has this mischievous charming look to her. Like you know the phrase "witty smile"? That's a major trait that I see her having. Her eyes is something that came up, so this could do with her eye color or just the way it looks is very charming. I see her being very expressive. (she'll definitely make faces like this: 🤨😜🙄🤦🏾‍♀️🙆🏾‍♀️, LOL). She has a lot of charm and can easily pull people. She does look young (possibly younger than her age) but has some masculine features (I'm seeing a more masculine body type and stronger bone structure, possibly a square face shape). I don't know why but I'm getting strong Missy Cooper vibes LOL. I'm seeing her wearing more earthy and "muted" colours. Her style is more casual but it's cute. I see her being a brunette too. Getting some green too so possible green eyes? Her hair could be on the more curly or wavey side too. I think her eyes are her best features, very enchanting and they pull you in.

Their aura/vibe:

I have a strong feeling she also has this sass to her lol. She's pretty witty and has swift comebacks which leads me to believe that she's quite well known/popular. However, she isn't as out of touch as popular people tend to be, I see her being quite empathetic and really sweet. She has a lot of emotional intelligence. She can come off as pretty strong due to her boldness and her beauty, people can have a certain perception of her. She can be pretty emotional but doesn't like to show it, she seems to be someone that keeps her feelings to herself and doesn't like to show them. She's a strong humanitarian, I see her being pretty passionate about such things and could be into activism. She cares a lot about her community and her friends. She's the type of person that cares a LOT about her friends and can act like a "mom" at times. She's someone that really likes order and likes to take charge. She doesn't like being lazy and is always trying to work on herself and improve on places she needs to. She's a perfectionist but can get quite hard on herself. Can come off as a bit judgy but she isn't that type of person. Your future wife has a more "bolder" side where she likes to release her playful energy but that's only in private. That can be in her personality, how she dresses herself, etc. She presents herself in a clean manner and likes to make herself look good. She's someone that is very devoted but that has backfired on her. I see her kindness being taken advantage of by people far too many times that it's really affecter her trust issues. Her "closed off" energy is a mask to protect herself from stuff like that happening. She can really loose herself in relationships. I see her feeling the need to do way more than she needs to. She's pretty intuitive and I see her really utilizing those skills. Oh and a major thing about her is that she's pretty playful! She knows how to let loose and have fun! She has very warm energy. Pretty creative and could be interested in arts and media.

How others see them:

She's veeeeerryyy social and veeeeeeery well liked. She's like the kid in highschool that was very well liked and you could barely find anything to hate her on. She could work in media and communications but that's just a thought. Anyways, the way people think of them is similar to what I said in the last part. I just see people seeing her as a bit closed off? Like people can try to connect with her but she likes to stand her ground. It's not a bad trait at all but it's something people notice and mention it. Other people notice her fun nature meanwhile others talk about her vast knowledge on many things, yes she's pretty funny but she's smart too that's something that should be acknowledged! I see her being a lot of people's "ideal type" too. She's someone that's easily liked by people and can attract people unknowingly.

[orchidyoonkook]

Hi Yoon,

This is your pal, Bubbles. Once more I have returned to Tumblr from a long break. I think I’m going to be taking these breaks more. Being off the platforms has been slightly relaxing, and I’ve been dealing with life in general more. Life is a crazy bundle of experiences and memories, and I’ve come to realize that I haven't appreciated that. I want to have that sense of peace or wisdom in a way. I'm looking forward to reading the newest chapter of Price Jungkook and Oc, and I saw that you have written a Yoongi oneshot. I’m so very excited to read them.   

Update I have read chapter 5, omg Jungkooooooook you should have talked to her about it, give a heads up at least. It’s only been three days after he carried her to bed, I expected him to be a lone puppy by her side and willing to meet up with Nel. OC has the correct line of thought and isn’t overstepping any boundaries, I like how she approaches this situation when talking to JK. She is so mature. I’ve fallen for her, she is loyal, caring, smart, talented, artistic, intuitive,  and kind. Jungkook and…Adaline? Really out of everyone in that college, honestly, he could have given Yuri a chance or something and I would have been more okay. Himself and Adaline are both taking advantage of each other she they are consenting there’s no problem. It still poses the moral question. I know Jungkook is a prince and all but surely he doesn't need to be in a relationship as of now. He has more than 3 years till graduation (I hope it's that amount). 

Either way, I’m super excited to see Nel and how that would go about. If JK, and Adaline cross paths with the long-distance-now-at-same-place couple that would make such an intriguing scene, I wish that would happen. I hope you having a wondrous and mythical Halloween. I wish the best for new life events yet to come. Oh and i still have to read the one-shot later so ill get back to you on that.

Hugs and kisses, 

Bubbles 🫧

Hi Yoon,

Hello Darling. It's so lovely to hear from you again <3

This is your pal, Bubbles. Once more I have returned to Tumblr from a long break. I think I’m going to be taking these breaks more. Being off the platforms has been slightly relaxing, and I’ve been dealing with life in general more. Life is a crazy bundle of experiences and memories, and I’ve come to realize that I haven't appreciated that. I want to have that sense of peace or wisdom in a way. I'm looking forward to reading the newest chapter of Price Jungkook and Oc, and I saw that you have written a Yoongi oneshot. I’m so very excited to read them.   

Online breaks are so important, and I'm so happy you recognize that and are taking them for yourself.

I'm sorry you've been dealing with life, I hope at least its good, and if not, well then I hope my little stories can give you some reprieve for a while.

And I definitely understand your want for peace and wisdom, as I've always been told I'm wise for my age, and that's a very big compliment for me as I aspire to be that. So I get that. I really, truly do. But also don't forget to act young and careless sometimes, in safe environments.

I'm thrilled you're still with me through this journey, and still check in with me too. Thanks for waiting for the new chapter, sorry it took so long. And yes I do! It's my first halloween post featuring my first smut scene, so I hope it goes well for you, but if it's not your vibe, that's okay too!

Update I have read chapter 5, omg Jungkooooooook you should have talked to her about it, give a heads up at least. It’s only been three days after he carried her to bed, I expected him to be a lone puppy by her side and willing to meet up with Nel.

I agree so much, he really should have. But he's still learning how to be normal. He isn't used to people caring in the way OC does.

And yeah :/// but again with his life and his role, he's used to putting his feelings aside for the "greater good." Joys of being in a position of power with a spotlight on you wherever you go, even if your on the brink of collapse, you can never let it show.

OC has the correct line of thought and isn’t overstepping any boundaries, I like how she approaches this situation when talking to JK. She is so mature. I’ve fallen for her, she is loyal, caring, smart, talented, artistic, intuitive, and kind.

Oc is my version of a small self insert. Not in the way that she is me, but I took a lot of my characteristics and made them into a character that fit the story, so I'm over here blushin real hard man. The fact that you like her so much just makes me giggly and happy.

And this isn't me saying I'm taking it as a compliment for myself, but it's really lovely to hear that someone likes characteristics in something you've made based on traits you have that weren't always looked at with appreciation, does that make sense?

Jungkook and…Adaline? Really out of everyone in that college, honestly, he could have given Yuri a chance or something and I would have been more okay. Himself and Adaline are both taking advantage of each other she they are consenting there’s no problem. It still poses the moral question. I know Jungkook is a prince and all but surely he doesn't need to be in a relationship as of now. He has more than 3 years till graduation (I hope it's that amount). 

Yuri is too low born for his father to accept and he knows that unfortunately. He's instilled that Jungkook need to be with someone of "good breeding and political advantage" since he was a kid. It's part of the reason he's at RABFA and not another school. RABFA has all the Wests and some of the Easts (see: Adaline) most eligible bachelorettes.

He does have three more years, yes. And yeah, I'm not a fan of the place he's put himself in either, but again he's still learning to navigate life for the first time without his father's watchful eyes all over his every move, so he's bound to make some questionable decisions here and there.

And that's not even delving into his love map.

Either way, I’m super excited to see Nel and how that would go about.

Me too!!! I'm so excited for you guys to meet him!

If JK, and Adaline cross paths with the long-distance-now-at-same-place couple that would make such an intriguing scene, I wish that would happen.

Ooooo it so would!!! That's a fun scene idea.

I hope you having a wondrous and mythical Halloween. I wish the best for new life events yet to come. Oh and i still have to read the one-shot later so ill get back to you on that.

I was moving so not exactly crazy, but it was also my cats second birthday so there was that, and I released that Yoongi one shot which was super exciting for me cuz I'm super proud of it so yes and no to the mythical Halloween 😅 but thank you nonetheless!!! And I'll look forward to your commentary on TDWV!

Hugs and kisses,  Bubbles 🫧

I love hearing from you Bubbles. I love our life chats and our random ones too. I got giddy when I saw you in my inbox and so I wanted to wait till I was in the right mindset to respond so I could take everything all in. So here I am sat in the corner of a starbucks with my drink, a snack and my computer, happily typing away!

Please feel free to check in when you can, whenever that is. And as always, thank you so much for reading.

Xo,

Yoon

[gatewaystoawareness]

Peaceful Warrior Newsletter — June 2023

Greetings, Peaceful Warrior, All great discoveries are made by those whose intuitions run ahead of their thinking. -C.H. Parkhurst So we come to the sixth of twelve 'courses in the school of life' with Trust Your Intuition. But what, exactly, does this mean? Some psychological researchers, aiming to avoid vague or airy concepts have even denied the existence of a mysterious intuitive wisdom, choosing to rely on tried-and-true reasoning, for example, when making decisions. Before proceeding, a short statement about the right and left hemisphere's of the brain: Today, the strict divisions and qualities associated with each hemisphere aren't as rigidly defined — but we can still generally speak of the 'right brain' as dealing with holistic, intuitive-imaginative capacities and the 'left-brain' as more closely associated with linear logic and reason. The left-hemisphere of the brain is not terribly effective at decision-making. All it can do is compare pros and cons, ups and downs, ins and outs until our mind starts chasing its own tail, often resulting in confusion. After all, how can we weigh each pro and con? One might as well flip a coin. Have you ever made a reasonable, logical decision then awakened at night or in the morning with a shaky feeling about that decision? When I encourage you to trust your intuition, I'm actually advocating that you use both hemispheres of your brain — both logic and imagination, rationality and creativity, linear thinking and the whispered subliminal messages from your subconscious mind (for lack of a better term). Those of you who have read either No Ordinary Moments (https://www.peacefulwarrior.com/no-ordinary-moments/) or Sacred Journey of the Peaceful Warrior (https://www.peacefulwarrior.com/sacred-journey-of-the-peaceful-warrior/) are familiar with the "Three Selves" — the conscious self, basic self, and higher self. The better the communication between our conscious self and basic self (inner child / subconscious mind) the wiser our decisions. On rare occasions we may receive an intuitive message from the higher self, but such messages come to us through the basic self (gut feelings, symbolic dreams — our intuitive capacities). We all receive such messages; we only need to pay attention. There's nothing magical about intuitive messages, but by definition, our basic self (subconscious mind) may be privy to factors we're not yet conscious of. So I encourage you, even as you weigh the pros and cons, to also trust your imaginative-creative faculties — i.e. your intuition — when making decisions. You may follow such intuitive guidance and then encounter all manner of difficulties and challenges along the path. This does not mean that your intuition failed you — in fact, these challenges or obstacles may be exactly what you need to grow stronger and wiser. Albert Einstein famously said that "Imagination is more important than knowledge." Because, in fact, his discoveries emerged through imagery / imagination, and only later were tested and confirmed via right-hemisphere math and experiments. It is by logic that we prove, but by intuition that we discover. - Henri Poincare There is a way to move through the world by relying on instincts and intuition, rather than over-relying on our poor, beleaguered left-hemisphere alone. In the meantime, here's wishing you good journeys, ❤️ Dan Abide in the center of your being. When you cannot see what is happening, do not stare harder — rather, relax; look gently with your inner eye, and let the power of intuition guide you through your life. -Lao-tzu ============================================================ *

[faerytreealtars]

hi Fae! thank you for hosting this game, hope you're doing well ♡

about the member of your soul family: i don't know, but the first thought that had came into my head was that they may have major virgo placements as well. it also seems to me that they may be a woman with medium length light-brown hair. then probably they're virgo rising?

well, i'm KKV, gemini sun & libra moon, and my birth cards are Justice and The High Priestess

aaaand i'd love to know the possible developement of my relationship with MEA in the coming month 👉👈

thank you once again! and have a great day!

Hello, my dear, thank you for sending in your ask and asking after me, I am doing very well, a little tired as life has been so busy with training courses and setting up my new business among many other things but still that is all good, it showcases hope for my future and makes me feel very blessed!

I do know a girl, one I've recently met last month who has brown shoulder-length hair and she matches my interests in nature and art so perhaps that is who you are picking up!! either way, it does sound a bit like myself with the Virgo placements. I am sun and rising Virgo so what you see is what you get!

either way that is exciting to know! Thank you so much for channeling that. Shall we move along now to your reading...

{Cards: Ace of cups, nine of swords, Knight of swords, six of cups, two of cups, eight of wands}

Dearest Keyrii

The cards and my intuition tell me you have found someone truly special and will make you ever so happy, this makes me so glad for you! The dark days and worries are behind you. Just focus on being grateful and present in the moments you share. Throughout the coming months communication will grow between the two of you and reach an even more expanded emotional level, allowing truth and authenticity to always be present between the two of you. I feel MEA is the one for you! We even have the judgment on the TOD, which makes me excited as this shows this connection has to be universally orchestrated in some manner. The last message I can hear is that this relationship may move faster than either of you expect or were prepared for, don't panic or try to control it just let it flow and allow the divine timing to do its work.

Wishing you joy and happiness, as well as thanks to your spirit team

-Fae⚘

{ This mood board that I channeled tells of peaceful, mindful times between the two of you, possibly higher commitment (if that is what you both want), travel, architecture, and museums also kept appearing in my mind}

Hope you enjoyed the reading! Please tell me how I did, I would love to know.

Much love, Fae⚘

[godsnameisjoy]

REPEAT

Date: 16 September 2022

Duration: 18 minutes at 1:52 PM

Depth:

I didn’t know how badly I needed this meditation until afterwards! I knew through my morning hours that my mind was distancing far far away from the Peace within. I knew that I had to prioritise meditation but I didn’t know how necessary it was for me to until I did.

I think I reconfigured my end of a familial relationship in those 18 minutes! Unbelievable! I couldn’t believe the amount of tension I was witnessing in the back of my neck. Again, I knew I was tensed but meditation made me aware of the degree of tension.

Having loosened up enough of that tension and having taken my attention till inner peace, I had another never before kinda moment. In that moment, it felt as if another person was breathing for me. I had lost my sense of ownership over my own breathing! I knew it was my body breathing but it didn’t feel like it was mine. There was Peace in that moment and definitely definitely no panic. It was like as if the body could be set on an autopilot meditation mode.

Duration: 44 minutes at 11:19 PM

Depth:

Every meditation now is an opportunity to grow Peace. Whether subtly or clearly manifesting itself, Peace is the theme.

Last night’s meditation was about a subtle growth in Peace. Despite strong spinal vibrations, I was able to remain meditating for a good amount of time. Despite attention being caught with restless intuitive imagery, I was able to latch onto sensations of Peace.

Maybe I have understood the phenomenon backwards. Maybe Peace is blessing me with its presence but the restless depth of intuition I am at, is providing my attention an impure version of Peace. However it may be, I know where I am at with regards my decades old practice.

My meditations are about drinking a few large, slowly drunk pegs of Peace or they are quick small shots of it. Either ways I am getting drunk on benign energies. Blessed energies are trying to make themselves at home in my head.

Who am I to say no to such blessed sensations such as Peace? Who am I to refuse frequently occurring spiritual phenomena? Who am I to put brakes on my salvation? Who am I to refuse substance free highs that are on the house? Why would I question the possibility that God is a bartender providing the greatest, most blessed highs for free?