#alter: fei

[system-of-a-feather]

BTW if you think calming corners, sensory rooms, and other forms of dedicated spaces to handling overload, anxiety, or intense emotions in your house is something only for kids - or even worse - only neurodivergent kids, you are largely denying yourself a very helpful resource based on social norms.

Having a space dedicated to being safe and with easy access to things to help lower overstimulation and calm intense internal experiences is something that everyone can benefit from having

Not just kids

Not just neurodivergent kids

Not just neurodivergent adults

Not just mentally ill adults

Everyone - even the hypothetical person with no mental illness or physical disability

There is nothing "immature" about having spaces organized to make your difficult times easier to handle and I think everyone should consider dedicating maybe even just a shelf or corner in their place to having an abundance of self care resources

Self care is not a limited resource and not something that you have to be "bad enough to have"

If you think its a good thing for parents to provide their kids with rooms / spaces dedicated to different ways they can self regulate, then you should agree that if you are also dealing with any levels of difficulty self regulating, that it should be a good idea and good thing to provide yourslef with rooms / spaces dedicated to ways to help you self regulate

Children and adults both have emotions and life experiences that are hard to regulate / handle and both need ways to relax and calm down

Self care, sensory rooms, and coping / calming corners are resources that can help both children and adults with those difficult moments

[unseconds]

Binx Choppley, sole survivor of the Court of Craft

This is a part of the @d20exchange! A gift for @unhingedandunwell

[kitsuneharmony]

Inspiration struck me and I scrambled to make this ASAP.

Here's a blank version

[somecommonbitch]

“omg ruehob is shrek now” no you fools. it’s still beauty and the beast. we just didn’t realize that captain hob was belle.

[starscatteredsky]

Tips and tricks for mushroomfolk and fungusfolk!

mushroom themed jewelry and clothes!! places like hot topic often carry some, but making your own can be more cost effective

make your mushroom cap!! there’s plenty of great tutorials like This One are great for making a homemade cap!

if the species of mushroom you are is a real one, learn more about it!

learn more about fungi in general!

glitter can feel a lot like spores, so buying some to keep around or use could be nice!

dress in a style reminiscent of your mushself! many mushroomfolk are seen in cottagecore or dark acedemia, but dressing how you used to can help with that connection!

protect yourself from sunlight with long clothing or sunscreen, or enjoy the darkness!

learn more about the appreciation of the natural cycle of life and death, and where fungi fall into it!

hope these tips help!! enjoy, and keep on being fun guys!! (ha ha)

-mod mono

Requests open!!!

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[thetitans-stories]

(Part 2, continued from this post https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/thetitans-stories/687140590483275776?source=share ) Turns out, sleeping with my condition, is slightly worrying for everything around me. I woke up with this pretty thing on the bed. Yes, the wings are real (and orgasmicly extremely sensitive), but again, she had no clue as to anything being different. Now, she had stayed my devoted loyal love slave, so my subconscious is probably making changes around when I am sleep and it can run free. Taking a walk around the house and the garden, the house was no longer a wood cabin, it was a fully fledged mansion, with walls, a gate, out in the middle of the woods. I could tell that from my bedroom in around a 100 foot radius, things were changed, marble plates to walk on, a swimming pool and all walled in. Outside the changes continued, but gradually faded into the wooden earth that was there before and the trees that filled in this forest. I still had that tiny sense of this was normal, but I learned to ignore that by now, this could not be normal for someone to do while they slept. I walked back in and tried to focus. My subconscious could make changes to things, but so far, I could not do so while awake. I focused on the refrigerator. I saw that shimmer of reality breaking for a second, and opened it, finding it full of fresh, fantastical foods. I closed my eyes and imagined, when I opened them and turned around, the dining hall was set to a banquet. Now, however much I want to change something inorganic, it could not change that to living, thinking organic. Living animals, nope. People, nope. People could turn into other ”people” considering I had a Pixie as my love slave, but not to inanimate things.

I decided to take a walk into the forest, leaving Fey behind in the mansion. I was surprised to find a female hiker nearby. I really, really tried to focus on not changing her, but I only got within 30 feet, before my foot snapped a twig. She looked up and saw me, but at the same time, her body morphed into this dryad thing. She just giggled at me and faded away into a nearby tree. Clearly, I just created her as part of reality, not made any mental changes.

Continuing for a few hours down a rarely used path, I found a different cottage. Small, handmade but clearly unassuming. One thought flashed through my mind. A witch might live here. And then a full on blast flowed out of all of me, focusing forward into the cottage. The looks changed slightly, but now it had herbs drying from strings, a cauldron bubbling away over a small firepit. Opening the door from inside, was this blue skinned four armed witch, dressed clearly to seduce me. It took a bit of willpower, but I felt that this could be very bad. So I focused again, but this time on mental changes. Willing things to change was a lot easier than willing things to not change. I could see the confusion in her eyes for a second, before she smiled and this time it was a genuine sexual pleasure radiating from her body. We did have sex, and I will say that four arms are a lot better than two. She left me with a potent potion, so now my dick stays as erect that I want it to be. It is also good to have a magical being out here, tied to your will that can help out when I am not around.

The next morning, I woke up but had no partner. I had sent Fey off to the witch so they could get more acquainted with each other. What I did not count on, was without someone to change, my subconscious would change a lot of other things. Outside my walls, was now gardens. As far as the eye could see. I had to walk for 2 hours before I got to the forest again. And I noticed why my juju had run out. Two elves that probably was a pair of campers and themselves, their clothing and tent morphed into this. I walked up on them fondling and kissing each other, so I guess my sleep brain likes them bisexual. Once I walked up however, they started chatting in elvish, a language I did not understand. But their devotion to me was unmistakable. The border of my changes only lasted a few feet past their camp. I had one of them go fetch my other two slaves and bring them back to the mansion. It was probably a good idea to keep a few around that my powers could go ham on at night, so it did not end up changing the world around me anymore.

Now, every day, I have a new set of slaves around. It makes things unpredictable, but it does put a strain on names. I can never give them names or learn them before they change again. They seem perfectly happy to be named whatever I want them to be. So pool toy 1 and 2 here are more than happy to flaunt their bodies for my pleasure. The funny thing is, when they fully submerge into water, they turn into mermaids. Just a quirk I found funny and interesting that I can set transformations to go off in post script.

Now, if you will excuse me, Zelda here is as athletic as a world class marathon runner, can hold her breath that puts pearl divers to shame and has a extreme oral fixation that means if she does not suck my cock for 20 minutes straight, without taking a breath mind you, she gets withdrawal symptoms that include hyper ventilation and literally begging me to fuck her mouth. She gets that about once every 3 hours, and from the look of her lollypop I say that she is about to hit that 3 hour mark pretty soon.

[foldingfittedsheets]

Last nights DnD session haunts me not because of the emotional turmoil or hard hitting roleplay but because one of our players has been cursed to attract bugs constantly by a wicked fey and has been on a quest for a magic staff that helps control bugs. We found the staff and the player got… sucked inside? And then absorbed the staff into their body? And can now wild shape into a stick of wood…? Why…..?

[majorkphob]

Thinking about how Hob spread the rumor about how Rue called off the Grabalba/Apollo engagement because Rue was in love with Grabalba

But then when Hob came clean to them, Rue was like >:( how dare you say such a thing about me- when they literally called off the Grabalba/Apollo engagement because Rue wanted what's best for both of them

[astrosociety]

twitter expression meme

[somelazyassartist]

Wanted to draw Darling in a pretty winter outfit because like. He's a Winter Eladrin and stuff but also because I just really like the aesthetic <3

[system-of-a-feather]

Honestly, real talk, I feel like people largely do not understand just how much characters within those who are maladaptive daydreamers and/or were maladaptive daydreamers literally are "parts of them" and how both healing and destructive that dynamic can be and I find that a bit visible with how people in DID communities talk about maladaptive daydreaming as a "form of plurality"

Its an absolutely different experience but that doesn't mean that the label of "plural" isn't equally suitable. Since that topic has come up on our radar like way back half a year or year ago, we honestly have been thinking about it as someone who is considered "recovered" from DID and has recovered from maladaptive daydreaming but still has a brain that functions creativity and imaginative worlds with the same semi-autonomous functions whether I like it or not

And honestly? My characters are very much not "my creation", nor are they "just my OCs" - the very way all of my character are made and at this point the only way I know how to write and make characters is by taking a part or aspect of myself (conscious or subconscious) and throwing it out there with a name and face. That part of myself engages with the world I created and develops within the narrative and impacts the world itself.

I repeat and do this for all my characters and the world that I have created serves as a hypothetical exploratory way to understand, engage with, and explore very complex topics with exaggerated and isolated parts of myself. I have never really "planned" a character of given them traits or really anything other than a basic premise of a name, MAYBE a gender, and a vague role and I let them define their own story. No real character arc planning. No real likes and dislikes. No real narrative or secret message.

The function and means of which that I "created" these OCs and the level of which I don't control the way they form and grow is extremely similar to how I "create" alters, albeit one is far more voluntary and intentional than the other and one is physically sharing my life with me and the other is sharing a mental world with me.

((Additionally I don't engage in the mental world I made for them beyond the half joke that I'm the god of the gods of that world and they dont know))

The dynamics I have with my characters is WAY WAY WAY different than my parts / alters but BOTH my characters (maladaptive daydreaming) and my alters (DID) are equally fair to call "parts of me" and "parts of a whole" in a very literal not "Oh yeah Im a writer and this character means a lot to me theyre a part of me"

With my writing partner (who does this as well) we regularly use our characters as well to explain what we are going through / how we are feeling to help facilitate real talk and venting a lot because we have a mutual understanding that while this is a story and these are our characters, both of us have "built" this world by literally giving very specific aspects of ourselves the ability to explore, grow, and learn in a world and that while some have grown SO far from who we are now, they represent an aspect and potential part of us that could have been should something have gone one way in a specifically extreme way in a specific environment.

With that in mind, I absolutely feel its fair to compare DID and MaDD "plurality" with some obvious understanding that while there are similarities they are also different (AND THATS OK).

Cause honestly? If I actually talked to my characters (like a lot of people with MaDD tend to do) I could see myself calling and feeling as though they were a system and I don't think it would be all that inaccurate and wrong. I don't have that experience as my MADD and DID are mostly entirely two seperate dissociative coping mechanisms, but I know for a fact the line between the two is a lot less clear and its just food for thought

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[s-guacamolearts]

MORE FRANZISKA WITH NON HUMAN FEATURES

BONUS:

[transpanda-1]

🌋Dangan Ronpa is pretty embarassin' across the board, but unfortunately every single character from it can be interpreted as a system so it's gotta death grip on us

[dielukedie-quality-dragon-wizard]

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[theggning]

After five years, Diego miraculously awakens from his coma with only the bitter truth to welcome him back. As his body recovers, his life falls apart, and a whole new person waits  to emerge from the darkness.

A character study tracing the transformation of Diego into Godot.

(An updated, revamped, new and improved version of "The Last Drop" with 25% more coffee-flavored manpain for true connoisseurs.)

[rosenfey]

what. if I remade my bg3 oc