#ive made peace truly

[savnofilter]

i know it's been years since the bnha drama you had to go through in 2020, but i wanted to say that i've thought about really it for years and years and i was on your side for when it happened. i still remain on your side, and i hope you were given proper apologies from yk who and their defenders. you most likely never want to think about it again, but i hope you know that what you did mattered. i think about it really from time to time remembering how the internet was so eager to go against a bunch of teens and how cruel it was really at the time. i know you endured a lot of hate for it, and i hope you're doing better now!

let's be real here, aint nun of them ever apologized to me and never will. it's pretty evident how past the few troll hate asks i got recently, everything is 100% lbh and them and it's not made up cuz apparently mfs think i send hate to myself LOL.

atp idc cuz everyone else ive ever had a problem with that werent part of their circle or used to be, ive actually amended and made up with. but thank you for this, it def doesnt effect me like it did back in the day (idky i aged myself like that). i definitely am better now! mentally, emotionally (i think; im stunted there if we're being quite honest) and overall i love life. i love everything in it like im just chilling... if anything that whole thing made me realize that i was limiting myself being on here 24/7 and straining myself worrying ab shit that didnt need to be worried ab.

so even if i took the L and there are so many fake fuckass niggas on this site (or left) who said they know ab whats happened but still fuck with nonces they can go die like the rest of them. 🖕🏽 it's truly disappointing how cowardly most are to refuse the idea of not supporting someone simply bc they wanna read degenerate bakugo fanfic. i would be lying if i wasnt honest on how hurt i really was when ppl also lied on my name saying i did shit i never did or the fact that no shade no tea, anonie, getting asks like this and then crickets publicly. and to that if there are more recent victims or ppl effected by her and her friends actions you deserve it!!!! lol.

im apathetically bitter but im just glad i can finally talk my shit on my blog LOL. i used to be so scared of talking ab what was really going on, walking on eggshells bc i still wanted to be seen as just funny little Sav who makes borderline crack fics. i am not one to sub a bitch, imma call you out your name but yk who tf im talking ab!! it feels good to be free to speak ab what i want, not feeling pressured to conform to ideologies i dont agree with (proship, dark content, politics etc etc). so tbh im very happy with the outcome. bc at the end of the day i know i spoke nothing but the truth and even with no support i can sleep at night knowing i got no skeletons in my closet. i own to the things i do, i will admit when im wrong and i love to grow as a person. i speak my truth and dont need everyone to agree with it or debate me. 🤷🏽‍♀️

also yall choose your friends wisely. use your intuition. dont ignore that gut feeling and dont fw ppl yk do shitty things. you will get caught up in it, and thats past tumblr cesspool drama advice. it's very tempting to be that bad person. it's tempting to do whatever you want but everything has a consequence.. everything you put out, you receive back.

n ik im not mf saint either bitch ☠️ cuz i made a choice at 14 y.o joining this site, i was either gonna be some wholesome pushover or a bitch. i took the latter, did the time and now ive learned that i dont need to be rude or a bully in order to be assertive. that having respect for yourselves and others doesnt mean to be unnecessarily mean to mfs who DONT deserve it. everything just feels like a life lesson tbvh. im gonna keep arguing with niggas online cuz i eat everyone up even when im outnumbered. 🥴 but to everyone who genuinely deserves an apology from me has received it and likewise. and that's all i can ask for.

tldr; ive learned a lot, that time was very sucky but we up. 🤪🤳🏽

p.s shoutout to ms gworl @/mci bc she kept me in check and helped me a lot. no bum on this site will ever compare to her at all. oh yeah and i will talk ab the callout any chance i get so neva tell me to let it go!! <3

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

[fagkermit]

Tearing them apart with my teeth

[soulmvtes]

i know its been absolutely freezing this week and we're in the minuses now but the winter light and sun has been so beautiful

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

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[pepprs]

i love critters and creatures and beings and beasts. GRIPS you with my fists.

[beautifultragic]

hey quick q how the fuck do you stop being bitter abt things

[liyawritesss]

Hello, I’m the one who requested the how earth 42 miles and reader met and I just wanted to say thank you so much🤍🤍

Hey luv! I'm so sorry it's taken me forever to reply to this. I was very excited to get that ask and write it out and I'm super glad you enjoyed it!

[orcelito]

Honestly I find it hilarious that I've accidentally made it a thing of Vash being a horse girl (gender neutral) bc I'm writing his tomas as a weird horse

Chica the tomas was an accident. She was unplanned. I just tossed her in on a whim, realized I loved her, realized VASH loves her, & now a bunch of readers love her too

I've also gotten a few comments like "man I hope nothing bad happens to her!" And I'm over here just Sweating bc like

Objectively? That Bird Cannot Stay In The Story. If Vash keeps her, she will die. There is no WAY a normal mount would survive the utter chaos of his life in the coming months. Either he gets rid of her, or she dies. There's really no middle ground.

Which makes me sad :( I love Chica the tomas and itnl Vash loves her too

[ricetunamayo]

childe's character is such a sweet thing to think about when you allow yourself to go into heavy detail about all the little things that complete him. from the exterior we meet a man that prides himself on being his archontess' weapon, so much so that even his outfit is inspired by this motivation. he is a bloody, combact knife. with all the red fabric, and jewels that complete it, that adorn it? this is a loyal man, loyal to being someone's weapon.

but in the same breath, in a shocking contrast to his life motivations... childe is a man of comunity, and a family oriented one at that. sure, all of the harbingers are idolized in their country, and all of them represent different things that they must carry out in their duty. but childe....despite being a weapon, indulges in domestic things. so much so that, it even gives the impression of him living for his community, to the fullest, to make up for all the things he wont reach to be in the future. when his duty finally claims him as another weapon fallen in battle.

[fortunately-bi]

We have an inch of snow here rn and I'm so happy I miss the snow

[romeowho]

actually the fact that i don't know how to loop videos is such an asset because there is one clip of a screen recording that if I could just put on loop and listen to while actually using my phone, I would never stop listening to it

[giverofempathy]

hello everyone how have you all been doing 🥹🫶🏻🩷

[omanu]

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[kangtaebins]

Alright, I’m gonna address this one more time.

As for my Narcissist sets (Taehyuns and Soobins specifically), I’ve been made aware that my coloring happened to lighten their skin in a way I never intended to. I do not and would NEVER intentionally whitewash any idol as I find it incredibly disgusting.

As a new cc, sometimes you try new styles and color themes and they don’t always turn out the best. I was made aware of that, and addressed it. I appreciated and still do appreciate the constructive criticism as it came from a kind and respectful place.

I have since then been making sure to double check my before and afters of my coloring before finalizing my sets and posting them bc again,, I never ever have set out to purposely lighten skin. I did so by mistake and I do apologize for it. And am making an effort to make sure it doesn’t happen again.

That all being said, why did you delete the ask? Why didn’t you delete the posts or edit them?

I deleted the ask bc it was addressed directly after the ask was sent and was left up long enough that I assumed it was seen. Which- clearly it was seen as I received another ask from the same anon-

I didn��t edit them bc people have already rbed it- fixing it at that point wouldn’t really have solved the issue. On top of that? GIFs take a lot of time and effort to make and I put a lot of effort into every set I make. I don’t want to erase my hard-work and I won’t erase my hard-work, especially considering I saw many others that were way worse than my one was.

That doesn’t make what I did okay even though it wasn’t intentional, but once smth is on the internet, it’s never truly gone. People still saw it and interacted with it.

Literally if you go through all of my gifs you can clearly see that isn’t a regular thing I do with my coloring- and everyone that follows me knows that. Also?? I completely took the criticism and thought a lot about it. Just bc I didn’t leave up the ask doesn’t mean I didn’t take it seriously.

I’m not performative- I took the critique and am making an effort to not repeat the mistake. So sending me an ask two days later instead of simply letting me improve my coloring and see that it’s not happening again literally doesn’t solve anything.

This blog is a place for me to have fun and make nice content. Content that I spend a lot of time on. Im always open to respectful and constructive criticism when necessary (like now), but if you’re not going to allow me the time to improve on my own blog- then maybe don’t follow me? Idk? In the most respectful and non combative way possible (bc I’m really not looking for a fight), you’re not forced to be here.

I make gifs for myself and my friends, to have others like them as well has been very nice and motivating. Did I make a mistake? Absolutely. I fucked up and that’s okay. I feel like to be sent a second ask is a bit excessive though? Bc if you saw my response then you would realize I meant what I said and still do. But, are you sending those asks to everyone that does the same thing over and over? And if you are, are they responding?

I didn’t have to acknowledge it at all. I could have just deleted it and ignored it. But I didn’t, I acknowledged it,, twice now. Once should have been enough. But I take this seriously bc it’s important and I’m not tryna have people make me seem like some bitch that whitewashes shit for fun bc that’s crazy. My sets speak for themselves. I don’t really have anything to prove to anyone honestly. I chose to acknowledge my mistake like a reasonable person would- like genuinely I’m not addressing it again after this.

Not to mention? My DMs are always open- anyone is more than willing to message me privately and say the exact same thing- but that would get rid of the anonymity wouldn’t it,,

[busylilbee]

I bought a new phone over a week ago and still have not started using it which seems ridiculous but like...changing over is ending up being more emotionally difficult than I was expecting lol.

Not really, but I've had this one for 5 years so it has been through an incredible amount of shit with me and has withstood much abuse (smashed on rocks, dropped in rivers, yeeted across the sidewalk as I trip, etc).

It has started to show its age in little malfunctions, and a respectable amount of time has passed so I figured I would get a new one. But now I kinda wish I had waited to see how long this one would last. I think i could get another year out of it?

Today I finally applied the screen protector and put the case on my new phone (I've had both for several days). I am going to try switch to it tomorrow and finally bid my old V30 goodbye.