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mazeyphaedra · 5 months

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the lengths d20 enjoyers go to justify their fav’s absurdly bonkers bits as being narrative-relevant is so fascinating to me

#like wow u sure can make that jump! but should you? well i’ll reblog it anyway #yna.txt #ive not participated i dont think

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arckiaym · 3 months

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hey what if @zoanluen au v2 what then

#ive been fucking obsessed with this au #not that u'd know cause i have a different tumblr to go feral on and ive been gone for like a week but #take my word for it #or dont i dont care im not ur dad #can u tell i didnt put any effort into the outfit? i can. i just got excited about pigtails #i always get so worried when participating in an au that isnt mine ESPECIALLY when im new to the fandom #like hi ultrakill its me and im not going away sorry :(#wasting time tryina think of a fanart tag #ultrakill

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princessmyriad · 8 months

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Any lovely witchy friends out there have advice for reaching out to a deity?

#personal #been a practising witch for a long time but never really thought about having a patron #but more and more recently i feel a pull towards some specific beings. ive been making some small offerings in the form of crafts #related to their imagery and totem style representations but i havent actually attempted to contact them #or open any direct channels of communication. and as ive never had a patron deity before im not sure how to start that process #how to transition from a solo practice to a more collaborative participation #so any advice is much appreciated! feel free to dm if your suggestions might be more personal or longer than a reply #i only know a few other witches in real life and i dont think any of them deal with deities either so id love to make some friends #who also practice too i think its really good to learn this stuff from real people and not only internet stuff #bc internet stuff especially in regards to witchery can be bs at best and straight up racist and culturally appropriating at worse #and genuinely dangerous at worst for inexperienced practicers so i do prefer knowledge from other real humanoids when possible #witchcraft #witchblr

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777durt777 · 2 months

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Aw thank you for the tag @quickjaw ☺️💚

Lock Screen; Last Movie I Watched; Last Song I Listened To; Last Picture I Took

Tagging (no pressure)

@oxypill @undefined-chaos @badbish-suki @inlovewetrust555 @aespuma @dead---bitch @cosmiciterations @hemipteran @gothluv @fr4gilebxnny

#ive never gotten one of these :3 #only participate if you want too 💚#this is like a summoning ritual for my mutals im terrified #i dont like movies and the last one i seen was embarrassing so heres the last video game I played lmao #it was a rom com 😂#jfc #i blame a mutual i tagged here.. u know who you are 😆#sorry 😭#i didnt even do this right i think i was supposed to rb from quickjaw lmao #10 years here and i still dk how to use this app fully #i dont social on my media usually xD

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nicxxx5 · 2 months

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y'all in the past week i've finished song of achilles, watched stray kids chkchk boom music video and binged s3 of sweet home and i have SO MANY thoughts spiraling in my head

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sea-jello · 11 months

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Day 31/October 31: Halloween || Death || Costumes

never forget the skeleton had hair

#ITS ONLY LATE IF YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ITS LATE #of COOURSE halloween week had to be my busiest week #if it isn’t clear they dragged his skeleton back up and used it as halloween decor #ignore the shading and lighting and skeleton anatomy and pumpkin and path i actually have no idea how to do it #i was bullshitting my way through it all i slapped shorts on him cause i didn’t want to figure that out #i dont love it but i dont overly hate it so call that a win win #TUMBLR DELETED ALL MY TAGS WHAT THE FUCK #i dont remember any more of them #anyways end of morrotober guys it was fun thank you morrotober for hosting #even though there were like 4 or so of us consistently participating #what do i do now #ive fully committed to being back so ill do more probably #but i can only do shitposts unless otherwise given clear instructions #morrotober was good for me tbh i was forced to do more art this month than i ever did in my entire life and i think im improving #im experimenting at least thats good #i think im developing a style i like using bright as fuck contrasting lighting #and a MORRO DESIGN finally after all these months #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #jellos scribbles

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vypridae · 4 months

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is there such a thing as religion apathy (does not participate in religious stuff (minus what family makes us participate in) and doesn’t have bias against any religions)

#i have never participated or desired to participate in any religion #and i don’t consider myself religious i think all the religions are neat in their own way #i don’t actively think about or participate in any religious holidays outside of like family doing stuff #so i mean???#maybe im classified as christian cuz ive drawn stuff for christmas before and we are a christian household but #i really dont follow any beliefs or anything like that #never have never will #so im just wondering HEHDHDHDBDB #is that bejng atheist?? i dont know religious stuff #xanchats #tw religion

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dumbponyboykinnie · 7 months

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Off topic but like im curious how many language can you speak?

oh hi!! thank you for asking! i like answering such type of questions

to begin with, i speak russian bc it’s my native language

and i speak english almost as a native speaker (at least i hope so.. i can read fluent and write and listen fine but my speaking skills aren’t so good yet, i work on them tho)

ive also been learning swedish for half a year (but it doesn’t really count bc i only know like 350 words and some basic grammar, can listen and form simple sentences) as i was planning to study there.. i am not so sure now

and i recently started learning german which already feels kinda difficult even though i only know about 50 words so far and it also doesn’t count but i think i really need to learn it bc there’s a chance that germany might be my only way to move from russia (as an lgbt refugee if i won’t get to a university, i hope it won’t happen but i should be prepared)

i learn both swedish and german by myself so pls don’t judge me for my slow progress😭😭

i also can understand a bit of ukranian bc half of my family is from ukraine and im kinda used to mixed ukranian and russian speech.. i can’t speak it myself tho

anyway i think my job maybe will be related to translating so all of those languages might be helpful for my future

tysm for asking!!

#and i know one phrase in tatar which means “i love you will feed you goat shit” BUT I DONT THINK I SHOULDVE INCLUDED THIS im sorry #щ rambles #forgive me ive never participated in an actual dialogue with an english speaker

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wyllsravengard · 6 months

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my life is so cyclical. i find a hobby. i write self insert fanfiction for it. the cycle continues. how long? who knows. until i die perhaps!

#my goodness...#before that it was bandom self insert which is also still in the world and some have hundreds of notes. MEGA CRINGE so i just dont look #but good lord i have been participating actively in fandom as a writer for QUITE some time #like specifically as a tumblr self insert writer this place is my asylum #whats like genuinely wild to me was that i used to have mutuals and followers in all of those eras. the writing was so ass like fkdjhgjkdff #i follow my friend from bandom days on insta lol she does graphic design and i love her #I FOLLOW MULTIPLE PEOPLE OF THAT ERA ACTUALLY ?#i know this is fairly common but idk in my head ive only been active in fandom for like 2/3 years. not. however long this was.#like a lot of writers have Years of Experience in fandom esp on here its part of the diagnosis for many LMAO #i think its just my adhd time blindness thing that continuously makes it shocking for me. i didnt know i was alive that long #i literally gained consciousness maybe last year

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fiomeras · 7 months

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Maybe im not a true media liker but i could never truly be really into something unless i make something for it. Not fanart, But a whole reimagining or explorative extension of that media.... Truly it cannot get better than this. Its a great mind workout

#i talk #ive been putting off saying this bc i feel people would misinterpret it as me admitting i only participate in something to get attention for #-my ocs ← unbelievably delusional sounding on paper but ive heard people say this but i know that is not true #FOR ME ATLEAST..... once again.#in all honesty. its more of i like it so much that i wouldnt want to touch or tarnish it lest im wrong in my interpretation #so thats why i focus on expanding on whats there but never eleborated on. its just something i like to do always #despite all that though. i dont actually enjoy au content i was always on the fence trying to figure if what im doing IS categorized as such #bc well. none of the original guys are BARELY in it. i think its closer to a fan creation set in the same universe #but what do i know im just a guy. im not that particularly in on the works of what people do... smh #also something something if somebodys already doing it why should i interject. probably the reason why i gravitate to this way of creation

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minnieposting · 11 days

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in my 'i need to remember to be kind to myself' reminders era. sometimes i forget i have ocd and suspected audhd so ofc things r just ... Exhausting . ive been feeling rlly bad abt sm stuff and been obsessively ruminating and just . im so tired !!!!!!!!! i swear ive been in a depressed rut these past few days im just so . tired of everything i wish i could sleep for a year

#like god idk #i think abt life and this world we live in #and i get so hung up on so many things that #homestly dont matter to me but since they matter to Everyone Else i feel bad for not . participating in the norm idk #i feel bad abt the way i want to exist #bc it contradicts w the way this society is built #'why should i feel bad?' i wonder #then the cycle starts again w reminding myself of all the reasons i should #im just #i feel like im floating thru life #people are so tiring to be around these days #ive been drawing again but before that it felt so exhausting too #have i just become lazy.#idk #at least i have my dog #minnie post

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emulation-0 · 5 months

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Why don't you make any art for palestine?

i do, i just haven't posted them

#theyre all mostly physical. i also havent been making any digital art of anything since my pen is broken and i cant afford a new one #i wouldve participated in the artists for palestine campaign if that werent true and i had more time for it. as it is i dont have much time #the physical art ive made and am making has also been for the.. public community i guess. if thats the right way to say it.#so i didnt really post it ? but if anyone thinks its useful then when i get them back ill try #i hope i havent come across as not caring or not doing what i can or anything. i have been making protest pieces. just not online #anon #hanancouldyounot

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sick-ada · 1 month

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time to figure out how to animate to audio

#i wanna be able to participate in maps but i dont think the two animations ive made would be good enough? not sure what the standard is #idk #cicada screaming

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bangcakes · 9 months

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#personal #keep being like. if Only i had talked to him sooner. if Only i had been Friendlier sooner. but its like #Realistically.... probably wasnt ready. and also like. itd have to happen after school was over anyway bc 1. um i need to focus on school #and 2. how Awkward if i asked him out n he said no. or say we broke up or soemthing #like there were weeks i saw him every day. aint no way... i could handle the awkwardness of that #so ok ok ok. everything is fine JFJFJKFKFKFMFMFMFMFMF #i just have to remember not to get in my own head about it #like if i wanna message him i just should.....#its just..... hhhhHHhhhhh whyd this have to happen to me at 29. i could have been a happy spinster thank u NFJFJFJFJJFJFJFJF #but now ik what having an actual crush is like and oh wow is it painful. but also beautiful n fun. i just...... and lets face it this is #more than a crush. like its definitely Like like but i dont wanna say the Real L Word bc it seems..... idk JDJDJJDJD #but ive definitely um.... fallen. ya. ew JDJDKDJKDKDKDKDKS #but im just gonna follow my gut or whatever the fuck has been guiding me bc things have worked out so far #and like it wouldnt have without his participation. like ya....#im just like... what if he Forgets about me or like everything fizzles out #but then its like i Know if i see him again itll all come back.#bc in the summer i tried so hard to get over him (and kinda succeeded)... only to see him again in class and be like oh fuck oh no and the #n That Dinner. that was the final blow. i was so overwhelmed i got lost on the way home #which... the restaurant we were at is less than 10 mins from my house so you can imagine the uh Overwhelmingness #i cant even remember the original point of this but. i think we'll find a way ....... i say we but i should say 'i' bc until he tells me #that he likes me im gonna have to like Not Assume. hhhh #it doesnt help either that ppl were bringing up 'hes just not that into you' on twt bc Now im like #oh God. am i in that kind of situation???? i doubt it tho. i think hes just reserved. GAH. whatever happens happens

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tennessoui · 1 year

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Kit, there is a discussion if Obi-Wan would use the nickname Ani for Anakin. What do you think?

i don't personally like it and rarely use it in my fics because for me it sounds out of character for my interpretation of obi-wan, but i wouldn't want someone else to stop using it because they think people think it's out of character and that they're wrong for using it or liking it, you know?

#not my obi-wan, but also #but maybe yours

#asks #i personally just dont like the nickname ani #and i see it used a lot for scenarios or fics where anakin is hyperfeminized which i also don't tend to like #(for either character for the record)#i don't even like it when padme calls him that and thta's just canon #big fan of the nicknam kin for him though #why doesn't anyone use it #it's right there at the end #call him Ken #he's just ken #feels like an an i dala meme for barbie and ken too #but anyway joking aside #i think in the past like month ive seen a lot more talk on tumblr about stuff like this #weighing fic tropes and canon and fanfic or fanart #and i think those discussions are interesting #i just also personally think i want to be careful when having them #because i don't want someone to feel like they're wrong or their understanding of obi-wan or anakin is wrong #because they think obi-wan would call him ani #and that makes them not want to participate in the fandom community writing or drawing or w/e #but on the other hand it's totally good and fine and natural and expected to have opinions #and have hills you'd die on #especially re characterization #so god do i not want to come off as preachy or anything #it's a fair question!! and i do have opinions lol

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panspy · 5 months

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hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#i think this is an autism related thing #but i genuinely feel like i wasnt made right for the world we live in #like something is just missing from me that ive never seen ppl talk about #and i know this is going to sound entitled and privileged and i KNOW i know i promise and im so lucky i can even be thinking about this but #it feels weird to have the privilege to be scared #this is specifically in regards to working #like having a job. like going to work #i feel like im missing an extremely important part of my brain or my BEING that is capable ot going through the motions of participating #in society. i never felt that switch of wanting to get a job in high school to make money for myself and get that experience #i feel like there's something i MISSED where everyone took a class on how to apply and go to interviews and write resumes and not be scared #like i NEED to be walked through every SINGLE step because i dont know HOW #and i see my peers and the literal entire world around me participating in this atmosphere and i dont know where to start #im fucking twenty three years old and ive only ever been an intern and an assistant #not even a full year of working #i cant drive and i probably wont ever because thats a whole other can of worms #and that means i have to rely on other people to even get to wherever it was i needed to go #i feel like a fucking child because im missing this knowledge that everyone else seems to have #ive tried i really have but none of it seems simple and its all so much and there arent steps to follow #i mean there ARE but its like 1) look up job 2) apply 3) interview 4) yay you're employed #and im talking about each micro step inbetween #what am i missing #and then theres the fucking demand avoidance that slaps me across the face whenever my mom brings it up to me like i KNOW youre being #supportive and encouraging and its not your fault my brain turns off and decides im full of shame bc i cant CONFRONT ANYTHING #jesus christ #manf i know u can see this maybe dont bring it up to mom i can do that on my own maybe #i WANT to help i just want to help at my own pace but unfortunately the world isnt built around individual paces and nothing revolves #around me. i know this #i want to help my mom i want her to never be stressed about money and to retire and never work or help me pay my student loans but i #genuinely feel like theres a switch that never turned on in my head and im being left behind and i genuinely dont know how to. like be alive

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