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⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ bbydaddy!jk (14) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ *nsfw*

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note: car sex; riding, doggy, hair pulling, ass slapping, spitting, choking, fingering, and blowjob. dirty talk; daddy kink, bitch/cockslut, etc... the vibes yk?

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opening the door, your eyes light up at the sight of your visitor.

"eomma, you're early! come in, come in! didn’t jungkook pick you up? where is he?”

jungkook's mom laughs, pulling you in a hug. she sways you back and forth and pats your back.

“he’s parking the car, sweetie.”

when she pulls away, she greets zion. excited, zion cheers at the sight of his grandma. he bounces on your hips, leaning forward for you to pass him to her.. jungkook's mom takes him.

ushering her inside, you bend over and place slippers for her. she steps into them as you bombard her with more questions. "how are you? i thought abeoji was babysitting with you tonight? where is he? and… oh my goodness! is this the blouse i got you?”

"yes, it is! you’re right… the colour suits my completion well.” she does a little twirl, showcasing her outfit.

“so cute! very demure!”

snickering, she answers the rest of your questions. “oh, you know your abeoji… he's coming! he went to play golf... of course..." pausing, she looks around your home and sighs. "did you clean again? you don't have to do that, remember? i don't mind helping when i come over! you're so busy, it's not good to overwork. if i check your fridge, will the side dishes i made for you be empty or still full? because i brought more—"

"eomma..."

"it's just side dishes!" she glances to the side, cueing in jungkook to enter in with three bags filled of food. “… maybe 3-5 main dishes too…”

you gasp. "that's too much!"

"yah!" she hisses. pointing at you and jungkook, she makes her claims. “you need to eat more and this one eats 3 times more than you... i would know. i fed him every day and lost so much money—"

"love you too, eomma." jungkook mutters, placing the bags on the kitchen island.

you roll your eyes as he immediately comes over to you, slipping his arms around your waist and greeting you with a kiss on the cheek. then, he makes a kissy face at zion. zion sticks his tongue out at him. jungkook laughs.

"hi," jungkook says softly, tilting his face to see you.

"hi," you reply with the same gentleness, mimicking his headtilt. “you left early this morning… where’d you go?”

“car appointment.”

“oil change?” you ask. jungkook opens his mouth to answer but is interrupted by your son’s excitement.

"hi everyone!" zion squeals, wanting to feel included. “halmeoni, do you see that? mama and dada are married. they love each other!"

jungkook's mom laughs while your eyes widen. feeling your embarrassment, jungkook clears his throat. the air feels awfully thin.

"have you eaten, honey? we can eat a bit here and then bring some dishes for the party." jungkook suggests.

you nod. "i fed zion but haven't eaten myself."

"you need to eat," he frowns. "don't just feed our son. eat too."

"i will," you smile. "eomma, did you make my favourite?"

she gives you an offended look.

"yah, ___... how old do you think i am? i'm not at the age where i forget just anything... of course i made your favourite! i made 3 tubs worth of it! i also added perilla leaves."

you break away from jungkook and hug his mom. you squeeze her tight, causing zion to squirm. "you're the best! i want to be born as your daughter in my next life."

she giggles at your affection. with a teasing tone, she not-so-whispers into your ear; "marry my son soon, okay? so you can be my daughter in this life."

pulling away, you pout at her.

"if i marry your son will you stop nagging me to eat more?"

"marry him first and find out."

completely shocked by her playfulness, jungkook bursts out laughing. before you can respond, he grabs your hand and drags you to the kitchen area. sitting you down at a countertop chair, he places a plate in front of you and begins to unpack the food. his mom moves to the livingroom and sets zion down with his blocks. together, they begin to play and sing.

by the time you pay attention to jungkook, you realize he already fixed you a plate.

"this is too much food."

"shut up," he chuckles, reaching over to tuck your hair behind your ears. "just eat."

rolling your eyes, you pick up your chopsticks and reach for the perilla leaves. struggling to peel them apart, jungkook picks up a pair of chopsticks and helps you peel them. when you get a piece, you thank him and begin to eat.

"the guys are excited to see you again."

in between chews, you snicker at him. "i can't believe they're throwing a good riddance party for yoongi."

jungkook blows air out of his cheeks and sighs. "i can. i literally had to keep one eye open at night because of that guy."

"cos i think he's hot?"

"cos he also thinks you're hot. which... he's not wrong."

"jealous?"

"always."

"how come it's cute on you but scary when it's me?" you pout. "you always complain about that... it can't be true, right? isn't it hot when i'm jealous?"

jungkook shakes his head. "fuck no. i fear for my life. truly."

"liar," you snort.

"i let pia go. i'm looking for a male assistant... i have interviews lined up for next week," jungkook admits. "and it wasn't fully because of you... she was chill and all but definitely spent too much time flirting with jaehyun. distracted him from working, always came in a little late, and still would get my coffee wrong."

"jaehyun's cute!" you admire. “did he ask her out?"

"jealous?"

"always."

"not funny," he warns you. "i'm already enemies with nam joon and you joking about yoongi keeps me on my toes.”

furrowing your eyebrows at him, you tease; "stay on your toes then.”

jungkook makes a face at you before taking his chopsticks and shoving another perilla leaf in your mouth.

"eat up," he hisses. "you're gonna need the energy for all the making up to me you’ll have to do later if you keep pissing me off."

after dinner, you quickly get ready and head out with jungkook. kissing zion goodbye, you also let jungkook's mom know you left a gift bag of skincare in zion's room for her. she tells you you're too much and you tell her it's nothing. then, she's pushing you out the door and telling you guys not to come home.

walking to the car, you notice jungkook takes out a different set of keys. then, a different car beeps and you turn your head to it. jungkook walks forward and then opens the car door for you.

"w-what's this?" you ask, eyes glowing. "was this your car appointment? did you seriously buy a new audi? is this the q7? shit... honey, your model isn't even old—"

"just get in."

you glare at him. "rude."

"please."

“better.”

exchanging nose scrunches, you get in the car. sitting down, he bends inside and buckles your seatbelt. as he pulls out, he sneaks a kiss on your lips. you laugh at his quickness.

moments later, he joins you inside. settling into the drivers seat, he starts the engine. he buckles his seatbelt and begins to drive. suddenly, music begins to play. moments later, he joins you inside. settling into the driver's seat, he starts the engine. he buckles his seatbelt and begins to drive. suddenly, music begins to play.

…

i, i hear the whispers in your eyes...

i'll make you wanna think twice.

you'll find that you were never not mine—

you're mine.

i can feel it comin', hummin' in the way you move...

push the reset button, we're becoming something new—

say you got somebody, i'll say, "i got someone too"

—even if it's handcuffed, i'm leaving here with you...

you turn your head at jungkook and glare at him.

"seriously?"

"whoops?" he acts dumb. "is it a crime to listen to taylor swift?"

you fight the urge to roll your eyes and give him attitude. “no.. the song itself just seems perfectly timed..." you accuse him. he shrugs and takes the hit. "you tryna tell me something?"

"yeah," he says, stopping at a red light.

"really? what is it?"

"this car is yours."

you blink.

"what?"

"what do you mean what? honey, you wanna pay for zion's daycare? fine. i pay for this car. your car." jungkook states with no room for argument.

in disbelief, you open your mouth to say something. anything! truly, this is absurd! daycare bills are nothing compared to a new car—

"you've been driving the same car since before law school. no, it's not broken. no, it's not old... but it's also not what you deserve. you don't want my help paying for zion's daycare bills? fine. so be it. i don't want your help paying for this car."

"jungkook—"

"just say thank you," he pleads, placing his hand on your thigh. the light turns green, and he drives. "i showed it to your dad already. he approved it and even went on a test drive. my mom rode in it today when i picked her up. everyone knows about the car but for you so do me a favour and don't embarrass me by not accepting it."

"it's too much—"

"you're the mother of my child and love of my life," he huffs. "i'll never be able to repay you for that."

you sink into your seat. truly, this is too much. it's not like you needed a new car either! but wow... he's just... too good to you.

"jungkook..."

fully prepared for your reaction, jungkook is quick to make a suggestion. "awh, if you're really thankful... just suck my dick or something—"

"jungkook!"

he chuckles and squeezes your thigh. "come on, mama. it's been a hot minute... haven't fucked in a few weeks. i love sleeping next to you and zion but it would be nice to wake up with my cock in your mouth."

"do you wanna?" you sit up, mood bright and ready. "pull over."

he laughs and wiggles his finger at you.

"we haven't even sat in this car for 20 minutes and you already wanna fuck in the back seats? thankful much?" jungkook blurts.

you huff. "i don't even know how to say thank you. it doesn't feel like it's enough... but thank you, jungkook... for everything."

jungkook shrugs, as if buying you a whole ass new audi isn't a big deal. bringing your hand to his lips, he kisses them.

"you love me," he reminds you. "that's enough."

as expected, the boys try to steal you from jungkook the minute you arrive.

"it's been too long!" jimin cries, poking your sides.

taehyung joins in and aims for your underarm. "who gives a fuck if you're a lawyer. big whoop! we have plans on suing you for never showing up to our events."

you laugh and hide behind jungkook.

"yah! it's hard doing it all," you flip your hair at them. "you try being a mom, a lawyer, and—oh my god! yoongi?"

like a scene from a movie, your friends part for him. yoongi laughs as you rush into his arms and hug him.

"isn't this your good riddance party?" you ask, shocked that he's here.

yoongi sighs. "she dumped me."

"you're joking..." you gasp, clueless and a little angry. "w-what happened?"

yoongi lets you go and greets jungkook with a hug as well. jungkook pats his back and then pulls away. like glue, jungkook shifts and sticks to you. you lean against him and guide his arms to wrap around you.

"to be honest.. we were having issues before i flew there. she freaked out and didn't even bother showing up at the airport. i booked a return flight and gave up fighting for her... it's been—what?” yoongi pauses and gathers his thoughts. “a week? i don't know. i just wish she told me where her head was at before i packed up my shit and quit my job." yoongi laughs, trying to lighten the mood. "this is technically still a good riddance party... good riddance to her."

you pout at him, hating the position he's in. it's so shitty. who treats someone like that? you don't know much about his girlfriend—ex-girlfriend—but everything you did know about her was all good... but life is like that, isn't it? people let you down and turn into something completely different.

it's times like these when you're thankful to have jungkook. the dating pool these days is a nightmare.

"you quit your job? i thought they allowed you to do remote?" jungkook asks, eyebrows knit together.

"they considered it... but didn't go through with it. it's fine... i've been wanting to change things up anyway," yoongi insists. "aside from that... i moved in with jin and told the people subletting my condo that they could stay for 6 months."

jungkook sighs. "well... if you need a job asap, i'm looking for an assistant. it's yours if you want it. i won't even boss you around that much—"

"don't you already have one?"

you raise a brow. "the pretty one?"

yoongi's eyes shake.

"oh," yoongi connects. "i get it. yeah, sure. thanks jungkook. i'll take it for now and get searching for a new job soon. i can start next week.”

"there's no rush," jungkook ensures yoongi. "take the job and keep it for as long as you need."

yoongi nods and thanks jungkook. you share a look with yoongi and sigh.

"are you okay?" you ask yoongi. suddenly, you feel jungkook kiss your shoulder. jungkook then excuses himself to give you and yoongi time to talk. you didn't realize until now that everyone dispersed to their own conversations. jin, jimin, and hoseok were in the kitchen while taehyung and jungkook began to play games on the ps5.

moving closer to you, yoongi shrugs.

"am i supposed to be? i wanted to marry her."

for some reason, yoongi's words strike you. it was one thing to see the pain in his eyes and feel it in the way his words came out of his mouth; it was another to remember jungkook.

you wonder what he said to the guys when you broke up with him.

... that's enough to need a shot or two.

“are you okay?”

you nod. “yeah. took a vacation leave from work for a week to reset… asked for less intense cases and been trying harder in balancing the work-life stuff. it’s been better—“

“no, like.. are you okay?” he repeats. “like… you’re not throwing up anymore, right? and your mood swings? post partum still a bitch?”

“i’ve been doing okay,” you tell him. “i have a session soon… i’ll probably get reassessed and talk about things.”

yoongi smiles. “things like… you and jungkook?”

“yeah.”

he clears his throat.

"you know… it’s really nice to see you two together again," yoongi admits. "if there's one good thing that came out of all of this shit it's seeing you guys happier."

you blink at him.

"no," you stop him. "you can't be going through this huge heartbreak and turn this into a lesson for me. come on, yoongi! nothing's changed," you lie. "we're still broken up."

yoongi groans at your answer. "are lawyers always defensive or is that just a personality trait of yours?"

"both," you play along. "but seriously... we're still broken up. i guess things are... unfolding and going well... but—"

"it's not your fault, you know?" yoongi interrupts you. "he doesn't blame you for any of it either. no one does. so take your time and avoid it all you want—but he's gonna get you back."

your gaze softens, touched by his words. for the first time in a while, you let your guard down.

"you think so?"

"i know so."

by 11pm, more people arrived and took over the living room.

yoongi is re-explaining his situation to a crowd of friends. jimin and taehyung have started a karaoke competition, while jin and hoseok ran around filling everyone's cups with more alcohol. jungkook spent some time catching up with friends, while you gossip with the girlies.

then, your eyes meet jungkook's.

across the room, he bites his bottom lip and nods towards jin's bedroom. you know that signal too well.

excusing yourself from the conversation, you and jungkook slip your way through the party. fingertips brushing, jungkook's heart races when you lace your fingers with his and guide him inside jin's bedroom.

as he shuts the door behind you, your lips crash into his the moment he turns. kissing you back, he cups your cheeks with the palm of his hand.

"forgot you have an exhibition kink," you murmur against his lips. he bites your bottom lip and groans.

"i do not."

"yeah?" you challenge. "remember when you fingered me during your company's christmas dinner?"

"you wore stockings," he cries. "wanted to rip them. duh."

"that literally makes no sense—“

"who fucking cares? you let me finger you. you were into it too." he growls.

“never said i wasn’t.”

jungkook sneers, “holy fuck, can we please go home? i'm have no more social energy and only want to be with you."

you pull away and fix his hair. you watch the way his eyes soften as he looks into yours.

"leaving a party at 11pm is kinda lame though.. we're not that old." you chide. though, you wouldn't mind going home either. "... should we though? should we leave?"

jungkook nods, kissing you again. "can we have sex?"

you laugh against the kiss and pull away. pinching his cheeks, you drag your thumb across his bottom lip.

"yeah, we can have sex. wanna see how much space my car has?" you flirt.

earning a smile from jungkook, he tilts his head at you.

"your car?"

"my car," you repeat with a prideful tone. "it's pretty cool... newest model. my baby daddy bought it for me. it's an audi though, so it gives fuckboy vibes."

jungkook chuckles. "oh? is your baby daddy a fuckboy? yikes... is he at least hot?"

"kinda."

"kinda? wow. if you hate him, just say so."

"hate him?" you gasp. "i love him... gonna marry him one day."

he doesn't know what it is.

maybe it's the 5 shots you downed.

maybe it's simply the truth.

one thing's for sure; jungkook's heart has never skipped a beat that fast before.

sneaking out of the party was easy.

receiving the texts and calls was not. everyone was blowing up your and jungkook's phone, annoyed and disappointed you two left without saying goodbye (even though doing so would completely backfire). truth be told, you two didn't say goodbye because it you two would have been taken hostage. it would've been impossible to escape.

besides, you two prefer it like this.

just you two.

jungkook parked outside his place. the led lights are on in the car and the music is turned down. it's just enough to fill the space, but the true music to his ears are your moans.

in the backseat, jungkook sits with his legs planted on the floor. his pants pool around his ankles while his shirt is thrown to the front seat. his dick is out and your dress is scrunched up to your stomach. you're on top of him, grinding against his thick cock. the top part of your dress is pushed down to your stomach too, leaving jungkook in disbelief. he's so lucky to be this close to you. this view... is mesmerizing.

your breasts bounce so pretty at him. he can't help but dig his face in between them. you giggle, feeling how ticklish his features are against your breasts.

"t-that tickles!" you squirm, grabbing a fist full of his hair and pulling him away. "kiss me or something."

he chuckles but does as you request. stretching his neck, he kisses you slowly and surely. he takes his time, exploring your mouth and sucking on your tongue. you can't help but let out a whimpering moan as he kisses you so good; you're taken by surprise when he slips his cock inside you.

"m-mhmm," you moan. "so good. love your fat cock so much."

jungkook smirks. "dirty talk? really?"

"why not?"

"you're that level of horny?"

"what level is this?"

you hold on to his biceps and bounce hard. your eyebrows furrow and your lips part ever so slightly at the sudden burn in between your legs. it feels so good to fuck him like this. the sound of your ass slapping against his thighs makes this so much more lewd. you continue to bounce as jungkook throws his head back from the pleasure. quickening your tempo, you feel his dick rise even more inside you.

"h-holy shit," you cry, holding onto his biceps even tighter. trying your best to stabilize yourself, you wrap yourself around him. then, you do the only logical thing: whine for help. "jungkook, fuck me… please!”

jungkook wastes no time. he places both his hands on your ass, helping you hold your position. he then leans back and gets into it.

oh, he gets fucking into it.

jungkook begins to drill his hard cock into you. you feel your hole stretch from the friction. you also feel yourself dripping against him. the sound of your liquids smacking against skin arouses you even more. jungkook fucks you, completely disregarding what you can and can't take. he fucks you like it's a lesson.

as you whimper and give out on the position, you put your weight down and sit on him. he slowly and gently continues to thrust inside you. you rest your forehead against his shoulder blade and let out a tired laugh.

"doggy?" you pitch, out of breath.

jungkook lets out an airy laugh but agrees.

sweaty, sticky, and messy; you two switch positions. jungkook shifts towards the corner, allowing you to angle your body diagonally. you lean against the passenger seat, holding it for stability. jungkook kneels, sliding himself back inside you. his hands are on your waist as he begins to thrust in and out.

jungkook has always admired you ass. god truly took his time creating you. it's honestly his favourite feature about you... aside from your boobs, eyes, lips, legs, waist.... okay. fine. he loves it all.

he loves all of you.

you love all of him too... from his tattoos to the way his facial expression changes with every slight touch... it's too good.

not to mention his dick hits all the spots. you feel him play with your pussy, sneaking a hand underneath and in between your folds. you moan at the sensation and feel yourself begin to pound more and more inside of you. out of nowhere, he pinches your clit and you yelp.

suddenly, he grabs your hair and pulls it. the tug sends your head to go back. you bite your lip from the rush.

"you like that, mama? you like having your hair pulled and me fucking you like a little bitch?" jungkook hisses. "such a fucking freak... wanting to fuck in this car? i bought it for you to ride in, not ride me in."

you cry, "needed your cock so bad, daddy."

"you're daddy's little bitch, aren't you?" he slaps your ass. "say it, baby. say you're my bitch."

he slaps your ass again.

you hiss at the tingle but also can't help but wish for more. maybe he heard you because he slaps you for the third time before thrusting himself deeper.

god, he's so big.

like seriously... he's so fucking big! you swear you can feel him in your guts.

"i'm your little bitch," you sob. "f-fuck, daddy... you're so big. always so big for me. biggest fucking cock in the world, o-oh my god. it's for me, right? only for me?"

jungkook moans in response.

"is my pussy tight enough for this massive fucking cock? am i taking you in well? like a good girl? i'm good, right? you like the way i bounced on your hard cock? feel it in my guts... g-god, you feel so fucking good! i'm losing m-my goddamn mind, daddy... you make me f-feel so good... d-daddy, do i make you feel good?"

jungkook stays silent, trying to process your words.

with a whiney tone, you call for him; "daddy?"

"shut up."

he gulps, gripping your hair tighter. tugging it more, he moves closer to your face. swirling his saliva in his mouth, he spits on your face.

"what do you say?"

"thank you, daddy!" you lick your lips, getting a bit of his spit. jungkook lets go of your hair and cups your jaw with his hand. he squishes your lips together and kisses them. you kiss him back and pull away. giggling, he licks your lips and asks you to open up. doing so, he spits into your mouth.

you swallow.

he grins.

"daddy's little bitch is such a good girl... fuck, ___. you take me in so good. good job, honey. so proud of you."

then, his hand moves from your jaw to your neck. you shut your eyes, feeling the way his thrusts speed up but lower in intensity. losing yourself to the feeling of pleasure, jungkook adds pressure to his hold on your neck. you feel your throat tighten as he continues to fuck you.

he's never choked you. you've asked him once or twice, but he refused because he didn't wanna be rough on you like that. guess tonight is different... tonight, he fucks you rough and sloppy.

yet, the second you let out a small cough, jungkook lets go of your neck entirely. he immediately leans over and kisses it. you softly laugh at his kisses and hum;

“i’m okay, honey. it felt good."

“you sure? love you.”

“mhm… love you too—“

without warning, he pulls out and takes a seat. he grabs you buy the hips and gets you to sit in between his legs. he parts yours and places his fingers inside you.

you moan, throwing your head back. jungkook kisses the top of your head as he plays with your precious pussy. he fingers you for a good 5 minutes, your legs shake and your chest feels like it’s going to explode because of how fast your heart is racing. then suddenly—

"a-ahh, f-fuck!"

you cum.

the minute you do so, jungkook slaps your pussy and brings his fingers to his mouth. he sucks on them, tasting you.

you pant and attempt to catch your breath as much as you can. the new car smell is completely gone by now. the car smells of sweat and sex... iconic of you two, honestly.

after a few moments of silence and self-composing, you squish yourself between the seats and jungkook's legs. you take his half-erected dick and shove it inside your mouth.

his cock is huge.

(oversaid? yes. downplaying? absolutely not!)

it fills up your entire mouth and you struggle to get to the base. jungkook helps you, pushing your head deeper. as you gag, he holds you still.

"that's fucking right, honey. choke on my fucking cock like the cockslut you are... m-mhmm, y-yeah," he moans, throwing his head back. he lets go of you, letting you to suck him dry.

you bob your head, dragging your tongue around his length. it's veiny and so angry. the tip practically pulsates at you. you spit on it and rub your thumb across it. jungkook hisses at the touch and you kiss it to make him feel some type of way.

“this what you wanted, right? my cock in your fucking mouth this like this? god, if you could see yourself so full of me… fucking beautiful, baby. the prettiest woman in this entire world has my fat cock in her mouth.” jungkook praises you, doing his best to fight the urge of rolling his lips and fucking your face.

thankfully, he succeeds and lets you do your thing. sucking his dick, jungkook doesn't last too long. his breathing turns heavy and he begins to squirm in his seat. pulling his cock out of your mouth, you jerk him off against your face. jungkook watches as you leave your tongue out.

at the sight, he cums and spills himself all over your face.

his cum splatters and you lick his tip. jungkook laughs and pulls his dick out of your mouth. he tilts your chin and meets your lips with his.

he kisses you, losing his breath even more.

but it didn't matter.

you're his air.

when the morning comes, you wake up to the smell of coffee.

jungkook crawls back into bed with you. he tangles his body with yours. you let out a sleepy laugh when he reaches under your shirt and feels for your boobs. holding him close, he murmurs against your skin;

"want some coffee?"

"sure," you say. "i miss coffee."

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everydayyoulovemeless · 8 months

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Hehe seeing a lot of NSFW asks, if you're feeling like writing more maybe now the NSFW alphabet for Joshua?

Joshua NSFW Alphabet

➼ Word Count » 1.2k ➼ Warnings » MDNI ➼ Genre » NSFW, Romantic ➼ A/N » Always in the mood for a good alphabet

A - Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He's so kind. He'll scoop you into his arms and carry you down to one of Zion's rivers to wash you. It's peaceful, private, and just fast enough to feel good against your skin. Not to mention how cool the water feels, which is always a bonus when you live in a desert.

B - Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Joshua loves your face. He loves the adoring way you stare up at him or the way your features shift depending on how you feel. He could stare at you for hours. You're the most divine thing he's ever laid his eyes on. He personally doesn't have a favorite part about himself. He considers all of him to be stained with sin, so it'd be disgraceful for him to be drawn to any of it.

C - Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He would never dare to cum inside of you. Someone as sinful as him shouldn't be allowed something so sweet. You deserve someone younger - someone who you actually deserve to have children with, or at the very least, cum inside of you. Instead, he just releases himself on the floor.

D - Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He likes the thought of covering your mouth with bandages to keep you quiet. He won't ever mention it. He thinks it may be too degrading for someone like you, but he does think about it a lot.

E - Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He hates talking about his past experiences, especially around you. Mostly because he finds it rude and unnecessary, but he has definitely slept with a handful of women before you.

F - Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary (haha 'cause he's literally a missionary). It's pretty basic, but he thinks it's the best position to be in when it comes to appreciating his partner. He likes being able to look at your face and trace his fingers over almost any part of your body he wants, but most importantly, it's the most comfortable for him. His burns sadly don't allow much room for experimenting, so missionary is what he sticks with.

G - Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He doesn't like being humorous when participating in something so sacred. As a follower of Christ, he takes the deed very seriously and would be ashamed if he ever took you or the act for granted.

H - Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He can't grow hair anymore due to the severity of his burns, so well groomed?

I - Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

As I've said before, Joshua takes sex very seriously and would do anything in his power to make you feel that. He'll take you by the hand and gently guide you to an isolated part of Zion, where he'll set up a small camp, cook for you, kiss you, and take you to bed. The romantic parts are one of the most important factors to him, and he never fails to make it a priority.

J - Jack Off (masturbation headcanon)

He doesn't masturbate. It can be painful at times and he's too old to be feeling horny all the time.

K - Kink (one or more of their kinks)

He's generally more vanilla in his kinks, but every now and then, he likes to do some light bondage.

L - Location (favorite places to do the do)

In a nice, secluded spot in Zion will do. Usually, in a cave of some sort, but as long as it's private, he'll be happy.

M - Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

He's motivated by you're happiness and pleasure. It might sound cliche, but the only reason he's still fucking is because he likes being able to make you feel good. Even if it hurts him, he feels that it's his duty to honor and worship you in such a way.

N - No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He refuses to degrade, harm, or humiliate you in any way. He can't ever imagine anyone doing that to the person they love, and he certainly couldn't imagine doing that to you.

O - Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He prefers to give, one because he doesn't feel he deserves something so sweet from you and second because he can't help but cringe at the feeling of teeth against his burn scars.

P - Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He prefers to go at a slower pace, one because he doesn't want to hurt you, accident or not, and second, he likes to take his time with you.

Q - Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

The simple answer is no. Joshua doesn't like rushing it with you, especially since neither of you really has to, and would much prefer to take you out on a walk somewhere in Zion before properly pursuing you in that manner. He personally believes that these things were meant to take time, so it's safe to say quickies are off the table.

R - Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

No, never. Hurting you or risking your well-being in any way is the last thing he ever wants to do.

S - Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Usually, he stops after the first round. He takes his time with it anyway, so it's not like it's disappointing at all. He's just old and struggles to stay horny long enough to please you.

T - Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

I don't think he knows what a toy is, but even if he did, I don't see him using them much at all.

U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He hardly ever teases you. His number one priority when being intimate with you is to give you whatever you desire. He couldn't ever imagine depriving you of anything or subjecting you to any kind of humiliation.

V - Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Joshua doesn't make much sound, but you'll occasionally hear him grunting above you. It's still pretty quiet, though.

W - Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He likes to pray with you before and after sex. He thinks it's customary to thank God for granting you both the ability to feel and the chance to find one another.

X - X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He's a good 6 inches, bald, and covered in injuries. It's not pretty to look at, but that doesn't mean it can't make you feel good.

Y - Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

It's not very high at all. He's old, and it generally hurts to do. 'Getting it up' is more of a holiday than an everyday occurrence.

Z -Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He doesn't like falling asleep afterward, instead, he prefers to hold you and caress gentle symbols into your skin. The Lord gave both of you moments like these to cherish, not to ignore.

#fallout new vegas #fallout #fnv #fallout nsft #nsft alphabet #nsft headcanons #joshua graham x reader #joshua graham x courier six #joshua graham x courier 6 #joshua graham fnv #joshua graham headcanons #fnv nsft #nsft fnv #nsft fnv headcanons

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the-garbanzo-annex-jr · 7 months

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by Dion J. Pierre

“I’ll say this in no uncertain terms: I have no plans to leave Columbia. If ever I plan to leave Columbia, it will be on my own terms,” Davidai said. “Because, if they can do this to me, one of the most vocal faculty against antisemitism, then imagine what they’re already doing to faculty that are much less vocal.”

Davidai first made headlines in October after delivering a thunderous speech before a crowd of students and others gathered on campus in which he called the school’s president a “coward” for refusing to condemn Hamas apologists and anti-Zionist demonstrations on campus.

In many ways, becoming a public figure has been a detriment. Davidai’s email has been flooded daily with notes from antisemites accusing him of being an “Elder of Zion” and a “genocidal baby killer.” Last month, he discovered that an anonymous group of graduate students had accused him of anti-Palestinian racism and demanded that a professional association of which he is a member publicly censure him.

In Friday’s statement, Davidai said that he has retained counsel and pledged to “fully cooperate” with the university’s investigation.

“At the same time, I will call out Columbia’s bad faith in retaliating against me,” he explained. “An even cursory examination of my advocacy shows the absurdity of this investigation.”

The investigation against Davidai comes amid numerous allegations that since Hamas’ massacre across southern Israel on Oct. 7, the university has refused to address antisemitic rhetoric and violence on campus and allegedly coddled students engaging in antisemitic behavior.

Last month, a student group, Students Against Antisemitism (SAA), claimed in a lawsuit filed with the help of the StandWithUs Legal Center for Justice that pro-Hamas students beat up five Jewish students in Columbia’s Butler Library and that another attacked a Jewish student with a stick, lacerating his head and breaking his finger.

Following the incidents, pleas for help went unanswered and administrators told Jewish students they could not guarantee their safety while Students for Justice in Palestine (SJP) held its demonstrations, according to the lawsuit. The school’s powerlessness to prevent anti-Jewish violence was cited as the reason why Students Supporting Israel, a recognized pro-Israel school club, was denied permission to hold an event on self-defense. Events with “buzzwords” such as “Israel” and “Palestine” were forbidden, administrators allegedly said, but SJP continued to host events while no one explained the inconsistency.

#shai davidai #columbia university #antisemitism #students against antisemitism #standwithus #students for justice in palestine

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iirulancorrino · 9 months

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Best books of the year: 2023 edition

When you read north of 200 books a year it's pretty hard (at least for me) to compile a best-of list without things getting out of hand, but here is my attempt:

Best fiction (new releases)

After Sappho by Selby Wynn Schwartz

The MANIAC by Benjamín Labatut

Not Even the Dead by Juan Gómez Bárcena

Time Shelter by Georgi Gospodinov

Honorable mention: This is Not Miami by Fernanda Melchor

Best fiction (non-new releases)

Piranesi by Susanna Clarke

The Oppermanns by Lion Feuchtwanger

Pollak's Arm by Hans Von Trotha

In the Cut by Susanna Moore

Honorable mentions: impossible to pick a favorite NYRB read but Zama and Cassandra at the Wedding both knocked me on my ass.

Best short story collection:

In the Country by Mia Alvar

Honorable mention: Savage Harvest: Stories of Partition by Mohinder Singh Sarna

Best nonfiction

We Were Once a Family: A Story of Love, Death and Child Removal in America by Roxanna Asgarian

Bottoms Up and the Devil Laughs: A Journey Through the Deep State by Kerry Howley

Poverty, by America by Matthew Desmond

The Paranoid Apocalypse: A Hundred-Year Retrospective on the Protocols of the Elders of Zion, edited by Richard Landes and Steven T. Katz

Sex, Science, Self: A Social History of Estrogen, Testosterone and Identity by Bob Ostertag

Feeling Trapped: Social Class and Violence Against Women by James Ptacek

Intimate Alien: The Hidden Story of the UFO by David J. Halperin

Honorable mentions: Actual Malice by Samantha Barbas, The Devil's Element by Dan Egan, Europe and the Mystique of Islam by Maxime Rodinson

Best poetry

A Hundred Lovers by Richie Hofmann

Hard Damage by Aria Aber

Report to the Department of the Interior by Diane Glancy

Honorable mentions: Deluge by Leila Chatti, Critical Assembly: Poems of the Manhattan Project by John Canaday

#what I'm reading #not writing individual descriptions of each one because that would make this super long but feel free to ask me about any of them #also I have quotes of some of these I need to write up and post #overall piranesi the oppermanns and pollak's arm were my favorites #I'll be thinking about all of those for a while

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dean-a-mean-tae · 6 months

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Extended Family | Stray Kids Additional Member AU

Nicholas's extended family on his mother's side

WARNINGS: J&M's Lifestyles is a fake business. A dead fish and dog. Mention of break ups. Mention of Nolan and Tamaya's questionable parenting habits.

Nicholas Ross Master List | A/N: I freaking struggled with the ages and birthdays of these little shits, so PLEASE tell me if I made a birthday, or gave a time frame, that doesn't add up.

✧*̥˚Jermaine Ross*̥˚✧

Date of Birth: June 17, 1955 Zodiac Sign: Gemini Ethnicity: African American Nationality: African American Occupation: Co-Owner of J&M's Lifestyles

Jermaine Ross. Father of three children, husband of Makayla Campbell, and co-owner of J&M's Lifestyles. After coming across MaKayla's journal of ideas for a business, he created her business, with her permission, and named it after them. 'J' for Jermaine and 'M' for Makayla. Though he wasn't as active in the kids lives as Makayla, he still took time off and built his schedule around his kids and their lives.

He wasn't the best parent, but he told his kids, "We're all learning this together." (we're all in this together) The kids always spoke their mind, they asked questions, and they did stupid things. Jermaine always let them do questionable things as long as it wasn't putting people in high danger. He wanted them to learn for themselves. Tamaya (Nicholas's mom) was a Daddy's Girl, spoiled but disciplined.

Jermaine used to visit Nicholas and Lillian after work. As he spoiled Tamaya, it was only natural that he spoiled her children, his grandchildren.

✧*̥˚Makayla Campbell-Ross*̥˚✧

Date of Birth: December 20, 1954 Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Ethnicity: Black-Hispanic Nationality: African American Occupation: Co-Owner of J&M's Lifestyles/Stay At Home Mom

Makayla Campbell. Mother of three kids, wife of Jermaine Ross, and co-owner of J&M's Lifestyles. Originally, Makayla wasn't operating the business. Legally, she was the co-owner, but she didn't actively participate. The company was based on her ideas and she was fine with Jermaine making her dream come true. In her mind, all of the money goes to her husband's account for him to spend it on his family. So why should she care? She doesn't.

The main reason she didn't participate is because of her children. She wanted a parent to stay with them while the other went to work, if both couldn't stay. When Zion and LaTasha told her they wanted to work in the company, she decided to step in as the co-owner.

When Nicholas was a toddler, and his parents didn't punish him for crying, he would always go to Makayla when he was sad. He'd ask his mother to call her so he could hear her voice to put him to sleep.

✧*̥˚Zion Campbell-Ross*̥˚✧

Date of Birth: November 2, 1974 Zodiac Sign: Scorpio Ethnicity: Black-Hispanic Nationality: African American Occupation: Manager at J&M's Lifestyles

Zion Campbell-Ross. The oldest sibling out of Makayla and Jermaine's children. He lives in a single family home and works at his parent's shop. Occasionally, he'll visit his parents and youngest sister.

Zion was an active person in Nicholas's life, and continuously taught him basic life skills and how to treat others. Him and Lillian like to joke that his girlfriend was Lillian's lesbian awaking as it was obvious she had a child crush on the older woman when she was 6. After Lillian and Nicholas moved out of Tamaya's house, Zion stopped visiting.

Zion, Nicholas, and Lillian still keep in touch. They check in at least 8 times a month, and plan to see each other 3 or 4 times a year.

✧*̥˚LaTasha Campbell-Ross*̥˚✧

Date of Birth: March 29, 1980 Zodiac Sign: Aries Ethnicity: Black-Hispanic Nationality: African American Occupation: Influencer/ Model for J&M's Lifestyles

LaTasha Campbell-Ross. The youngest of Makayla and Jermaine's children. She lives with her parents and works as an influencer and a model for her parents company. LaTasha looked up Tamaya until she married Nolan. Though she looked up to Tamaya, she followed Zion around. Latasha is also a Mama's Girl.

LaTasha has never wanted kids. The idea of giving birth scared her. She doesn't like the idea of being restricted and bound to a person's life. She liked wants to be The Aunt, and the person people could go to when they needed a break. She also just doesn't like kids.

LaTasha is the one who brought up the idea of Nicholas becoming a singer. With LaTasha is the second person Lillian came out to, and she helped her come out to the family.

☼Pets☼

✧*̥˚Precious*̥˚✧

Pitbull Terrier | Female Deceased: Died when Zion was a teenager

Jermaine gave Makayla the dog for their 8th anniversary when Zion was 4. She named him precious because Zion wouldn't stop saying the word for over 2 months.

✧*̥˚Merlin*̥˚✧

Betta Fish | Male Deceased: Died from LaTasha over feeding it when she was six

Jermaine bought her the fish so she would stop begging for a pet. The fish actually lasted longer than it was supposed to, so LaTasha took good care of him until she didn't.

✧*̥˚Panther*̥˚✧

Great Dane | Male Alive: Zion's Pet, who lives with him

Zion got the Great Dane 2 years after he moved out of his parents house. He let LaTasha name him. She named him panther simply because panthers are her favorite animals and Zion is her favorite sibling.

✧*̥˚Naveen*̥˚✧

Doberman | Male Alive: LaTasha's pet, who lives with her and her parents

Nicholas gave Zion the idea to get LaTasha the Doberman to cheer her up from a bad breakup, after the younger male couldn't fly over to comfort her. Latasha named the dog after the prince from Princess and the Frog, Naveen.

☼Fun Facts☼

Makayla and Jermaine got together in April 1971, they were 15

Makayla and Jermaine were 19 when they had Zion, 22 when they had Tamaya, and 25 when they had LaTasha.

The family was only allowed to meet Lillian when she turned 5 and met Nicholas when he was 3.

Makayla didn't, and still doesn't, like Nolan (Nicholas's father) but she put up with him for Tamaya.

Makayla wanted to try and get custody of the kids, Nicholas and Lillian, but couldn't because legally the kids were taken care of and were "fine"

Most of Nicholas's outfits come from J&M's Lifestyles

LaTasha was 18 when Lillian was born

From the date of this post, Makayla and Jermaine have been together for almost 53 years

LaTasha is bisexual and biromantic

Jermaine is demisexual

Zion has had 6 girlfriends, only 4 serious relationships, but is currently single

Makayla only has 1 grey hair meanwhile Jermaine has noticeable grey curls spread through out his hair.

He's still more pepper than salt, but still

Jermaine is the one who told LaTasha to keep feeding Merlin so he indirectly killed the fish

Nicholas Ross Master list

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You can be added by asking in the replies, sending me a message, or doing an ask thingy.

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Can I request dangerous fellows with fem!R!reader

R is from warm bodies

R has a romantic, withdrawn personality. He imagines the world as it once was, and likes to picture the lives his fellow Dead once lived. His thoughts are deep and ironic, but because he is Dead, he has trouble expressing himself. He wants to be more than a simple-minded zombie, but only manages to fulfill his desire when he meets Julie, a strong and witty living girl. He quickly becomes protective of her. His feelings eventually transform into love.

Despite R's status as a zombie, he exhibits many human qualities through his behavior, and actions. R seems to have an active love for music, and is rather intelligent. He enjoys collecting vinyl music tracks because of their superior quality, which indicates he may or might have been an audiophile (someone who loves high definition sound/music). R's residence in the aircraft give many clues to his character traits. Of all, however, his kindness, caring, and protectiveness seem to be his most defining qualities as he is able to rise above his viscous tenancies as a zombie.

I took this from the wiki page

If you read this I want to say THANK YOU

I am so happy you requested this- I've watched Warm Bodies before, and I love R- He's a sweetheart- He is the best

F/N: Female Name Backstory: You were roaming the streets of the city, when you run into an... Interesting group of survivors XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX You were walking through the desolate city, once full of life.. You had no idea how you were able to even stand, let alone control your actions.. You remembered very vividly the zombie that had attacked you, and the god awful pain you had felt. Then, it felt like you were in some dream of darkness... You couldn't move, couldn't see, nothing. And out of nowhere... You awoke. To what you were now. A brain eating zombie. Although the thought of eating brains still disgusted you, and you really had no plans to try and eat brains...

Suddenly, you heard a loud crash from an old store around the corner. Could someone possibly be alive? Or could it be a zombie like you? You couldn't help yourself as you started to walk to that direction. If it was a human, how would you approach them? Wouldn't they kill you? Well... Truthfully, you didn't care. The chance of finding an alive human who could perhaps help you get out of this state was an overwhelming thought... You had to find out, and that was final.

HAILEY: As you approached the store, a young girl came running down the sidewalk and knocked you over. You groaned in pain, and as you looked down.. You saw a girl starring at you in fear. You tilted your head. "How... You alive?" Your voice sounded so raspy... It sounded like you hadn't spoken in so long. Hailey was too stunned to speak... She fell back, looking at you in shock.

"W-What?... H-How are you speaking...?" She whispered. "D-Don't know... Woke up like this..." Your language was very broken, but it was hard to form sentences. You were doing the best you could. You watched as Hailey stumbled back. "W-Why aren't you attacking me??" She inquired fearfully.

"F-Friend. Not food." You shook your head. "Brains, very disgusting." You added on. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "Hey! Hailey what ar-HOLY SHIT!" Zion exclaimed. He got his weapon ready to attack you. You flinched away, expecting to be hit, but the hit never came... You slowly looked up to see Hailey was covering you.

"W-Wait! This zombie's different!" Hailey exclaimed. "What do you mean different!? They're all the same!" Zion exclaimed. "J-Just hear me out... Please.. I-I'll prove it to you, okay??" Hailey inquired. Zion sighed, but nodded. "Fine. But if you're wrong... I am killing this... Monster right here and now." Zion threatened.

Your eyebrows furrowed. "M-Monster? I-I'm monster?" Your voice cracked as you looked down. Zion's eyes filled with shock. Hailey turned towards you, and kneeled in front of you. "C-Can y-you please tell us your name?" She inquired softly. "M-My name? F-F/N..." You spoke quietly.

"See? She can speak just like us... She told me the thought of eating brains disgust her." Hailey explained as she stood up. "She could just be saying that to have a better to chance to eat your brains!" Zion exclaimed. "That's very unlikely. All zombies do not talk, nor do they get mentally hurt." Lawrence's voice rang out.

You looked over, and tilted your head. "M-More survivors?" You inquired curiously. "Yes. There's more of us." Lawrence nodded. "H-Hey! Why would you tell her that!? Now it's more food for her!" Eugene exclaimed. "How can you guys all trust this... Monster?" Scarlett interfered.

"How did you end up in this position??" Harry inquired as he kneeled in front of you. You flinched away slightly, not liking all the attention. "M-Mother... Zombie. Infected me." You struggled to speak. "Guys, come o-on.. Let's not ask her so many questions..." Hailey spoke up. She kneeled in front of you.

"It's okay... I-I'm sorry they asked you so many qu-questions..." Hailey stuttered nervously. You tilted your head. "W-Why... Care about me?" You spoke up. "Y-You were forced into this predicament.. I believe you don't want to harm any of u-us, and are just stuck like this..." She whispered.

"I-I can't even imagine what you're going through..." She added on softly. Your eyes widened in surprise as you stared at her. You found her... Very pretty. She was being so kind to you, despite what you were... She was clearly very shy, and yet, here she was defending you...

"T-Thank...You." You managed to get out. "Well... If she isn't going to eat us, she could help us get supplies. No zombies have interest in her." Sue suddenly spoke up. "Hm. You make a good point..." Lawrence mumbled. "Alright. Get up. We're heading back." Lawrence decided. "W-What!? We can't just bring a ZOMBIE with us!" Zion exclaimed. "You do not question my authority. She could be a great asset." Lawrence pointed out as he started to walk. "C-Come on. Let's go." Hailey gently grabbed your hand, and gave you a shy smile. "O-Okay..." Maybe things wouldn't be so bad for you Afterall...

ETHAN: You were walking over to the shop, when you noticed a bag of chips fall in front of you. You tilted your head, as you picked them up. You felt someone staring at you, so you looked up. Your eyes widened as you noticed a male standing before you. His eyes were wide, and he was gripping the baseball bat tight in his hands.

You held the chips out. "You... Seemed... Drop this." You spoke brokenly. He didn't say anything, staring at you in shock. "No... Harm. I mean... No harm..." You managed to get out as you continued to hold the chips out for him to grab. He continued to stare for a moment, before hesitantly grabbing the bag of chips.

"...Thanks." He thanked quietly. You looked over him, and noticed how he was having a hard time carrying all the supplies. You looked around, and noticed a bag. You gently grabbed it, and held it out for him. "Here... Help carry things." You suggested. He hesitantly grabbed that too, and put the supplies in there.

"How are you able to talk...?" He inquired softly. "Don't know. Woke up this." you admitted as you stood up. "Do you remember your name?" He inquired curiously. "Mhm. F/N." You clarified. "Well... Thanks I suppose... I have no idea how you came to be sentient, but... I suppose that's partially a good thing..." He mumbled.

You shook your head. "Not good thing. Alone." You admitted. "You're alone...?" He questioned softly. You nodded. "Mother turned me." You explained. "Don't want this. Want human again." You tried to explain. His eyes widened. "You want to be human again?" He inquired. You nodded again.

"Don't want people scared of me. Want live normally. Friends. More." You explained. He stood there for a moment, seeming to think about what he should do next... "Alright... This whole situation is new... I... Are you interested in eating brains or...?" He inquired. You shook your head as your pale face scrunched up.

"No. Nasty." You admitted. He stared at you again. "I don't know why I feel bad for you... How about we... Take you to Lawrence, and decide our next plan of action. You'll be okay." He suggested. Your eyes widened. "You... Do that for me?" You inquired curiously. He nodded. "I would. You're innocent." He explained. You couldn't help but feel happy... Did he really want to help you? Why though? It couldn't be just because you were innocent... Either way, you felt yourself swoon over him.. He was being so... Kind. "Okay." You nodded. You decided that you had nothing to lose, so you set on your journey with him to find these other survivors... Maybe you could make it out of this...

SCARLET:

You noticed a girl who was on the ground struggling to escape the grasp of another zombie. "G-Get off me! Help! Help! Please! I don't want to die!" She cried out. You felt pity for the women, and angry at this zombie... How dare this zombie try and eat her brains!? You charged at the zombie, grabbing it by the head and slamming it's head into the ground until it was nothing more but little pieces of rotten flesh, and a rotten brain. You looked over at the girl, who was staring at you fearfully and in shock.

"W-What??... Hey! You don't come closer to me!" She exclaimed as you took a step near her. You stopped. "Are... Hurt?" You inquired. Her eyes went wider. "W-What?" She stuttered nervously. "Are... You... Hurt?" You managed to get out. "N-No! What gave you that idea?!" She screeched.

You looked down at her bleeding leg, and yours eyes widened. "B-Bleeding. You bleeding!" You exclaimed. You looked around frantically before noticing a first aid kit. Your clumsy hands struggled to grab it, but once you did you rushed over to her. "Get away, freak!" She exclaimed as she pushed you away.

You looked at her in shock and hurt. "I... Wanted help you..." You whispered. "Not kill... No eat brains. Brains disgusting." You tried to explain. "I want human again... Not zombie... I don't like this..." You whispered as you looked down sadly. She was silent for a moment. "Fine... Fix up my wound. But if you try and harm me, I swear I will kill you... Got it?!" She exclaimed.

You perked up, and nodded. "Of course. I help!" You spent the next few minutes struggling to help her, but you managed to get the wound in better condition. "I do good?" You inquired. "Mmm... You could've done better. But I suppose your a bit... Brain dead." She sighed.

"Do you have a name? I'd rather call you something other than zombie... Unless you don't remember..." She grumbled. "I remember! I f/N!" You exclaimed. You seemed to be in a better mood... "Will you help get me human?? Or not alone??" You inquired. "Ugh! Try and speak better, please!? I can't understand gibberish!" She explained.

"O-Oh.. Sorry..." You apologized softly. "Can... You help me turn human? Or at.. L-Least not leave alone?" You inquired. "I don't want be here. Please." You begged softly. She looked at you. "You don't want to be alone anymore?? Or be a zombie?" She inquired in shock. You nodded. "I hate... This. Awful way life." You explained. She sighed. "Well... Since you saved me, I suppose I could help you..." She decided as she stood up. You smiled happily as you got up. You hugged her, which caused her to yelp in shock. "T-Thank... You! Thank you!" You managed to get through.

ZION: You noticed a guy struggling to run away. You pulled him into a nearby abandoned building, and covered his mouth. You winced slightly as you felt him try and kick you. "S-Sh... Other zombies.. Eat you if not quiet. Hide out." You tried to explain. He froze in shock, and ended up staying still as the brainless zombies moved past. You let him go.

"Sorry... I save you.." You apologized. "W-What the fuck!? How are you speaking right now!?" He spoke loudly. You winced at the loudness. "T-Too loud... Ears hurt." You spoke softly. He sighed. "I'm sorry... I just... I don't understand this... Why would you save me? Don't you just want my brains?" He inquired curiously.

You shook your head. "No. Brains nasty." You explained. His eyes widened. "W-Wait.. Let me get this straight. You find... Brains gross??" He inquired. "You nodded. "Thought of eating them... Makes me sick." You explained. "Well... Thank you. I suppose..." He mumbled. "I have to go meet up with the ot-" He started.

Your eyes widened, and you shook your head rapidly. "W-Wait! No leave! Please! I can't alone!" You exclaimed fearfully. "What?? I don't understand that!" He exclaimed in frustration. "Please... I can't... Be alone again!" You begged as your eyes managed to tear up... "I-I do anything you need! Just don't me alone! Please!" You begged quickly.

He stared at you for a moment. "...You know you risk my friends killing you if you come with me, right?" He inquired. You nodded rapidly. "I-I know! But... I rather die than alone!" You exclaimed. He sighed in frustration. "Why am I always the one who ends up in these weird situations..?" He grumbled to himself.

"Alright. First, tell me your name. You can't just be called zombie." He decided. "F-F/N." You explained. "Okay... Uh... I'm Zion." He introduced. "Now, how in the hell did you turn into... This?" He inquired as he looked you up at down. "Mother turned me." You whispered. "I hate zombie. I hate being monster." You added on. "Okay, I see... Uhm... Well.. I suppose I can... Let you come with me. Just on the condition that you help me find food on the way.. We're low as is." He sighed. "And don't think I won't hesitate to kill you if you fuck up! You got it??" He exclaimed. You nodded rapidly. "Yes! Understand!" You nodded quickly. "I do anything to stay with people!" You decided. "We'll need to work on your English too..." He mumbled. EUGENE: "WHAT THE HELL!?" A sudden voice boomed. You jumped, and looked over to see an orange haired male staring at you. You yelped in pain as he tossed something at you, knocking you to the ground. "O-Ow... Hurt... Why?" You whispered sadly as you looked at him. "I not monster..." She added on softly.

"No want your brains... Want to be human again.." She whispered. "What... Why the hell can you talk!? Why are you..." He continued to stare at you with wide eyes. "Shit, what do I do!?" He started to pace. "Should I kill, or.. Dammit..." He stopped to look at you. "That's it... I'll just... Kill you." He grabbed his weapon.

Your eyes went wide as you backed away. "P-Please! No! I good! I good! I get food, I get supplies, just no kill!" You begged pitifully. He stopped. "...You'll get food for us?" He inquired. You nodded rapdily. "I do it! Just... No kill.. I don't want die for good... I want out of this curse.." You whispered.

He sighed. "Fine. You go get some food from that store over there. If you can do that, I'll think about it." He decided. You looked where he was pointing, and saw a bunch of zombies crowding it. You nodded quickly as you got up. "Understood!" You rushed over there, and managed to get past all the zombies.

You felt butterflies in your undead stomach. Could this be your chance to find someone to stay with?? Not be alone anymore? You had no idea what to think... What if he still killed you?... No, you could prove it! He was hesitant to give you a chance, sure. But if you did this.. He may like you more!

You grabbed as many supplies as your undead hands could carry, before pushing through all the zombies. You got to Eugene, and held out the supplies. "Here!" You exclaimed. His eyes went wide as he saw the nice snacks and supplies you got. He hesitantly took them, looking over them. "Well.. I guess I can make an expectation..." He mumbled. "Be grateful I'm in a good mood!" He exclaimed. "Come with me. We need to get more supplies on our way back. Do good, and I'll get Lawrence to allow you to stay with us. Got it?" He offered. You nodded rapidly. "Yes! Get it! Let go!" You decided as you followed this kind man. You were so happy to finally find someone nice to you... This was a nice change.

HARRY: You approached slowly, noticing a white haired male siting outside a store. His face was clenched up in pain as he held his head. You felt worried for the man, and hesitantly walked up. "Excuse... Me." You spoke softly. His pained eyes looked up, and widened. He tried to scramble back, but all that resulted in way a yelp of pain. You put your hands up.

"N-No! I mean no harm! Don't hurt yourself!" You exclaimed in worry. "I want help! Let me know how I help!" You exclaimed. His eyes looked frantically over you, but stopped after a moment. "...You want... To help me? Am I dreaming?" He spoke softly. You shook your head. "No. Not dreaming. I'm here... I think." You admitted.

"I don't harm you. No harm to anyone." You explained. "You in pain. How can help?" You inquired. He stared at you for a moment more. "...Could you... Find me some pain medication?" He inquired. You nodded quickly. "Drug store corner. I be back! Be careful!" You exclaimed as you turned away.

You limped to the nearby pharmacy, where zombies were everywhere. You got inside, and looked frantically. You found many different pain medications, so you got them all. You left the drug store, and quickly limped back to Harry. You held the medication out. "Here. Found. Water too." You held out water after he took the bottle of pain medication.

He looked so surprised. But he didn't seem to dwell on the strangeness of this whole situation, so he quickly took some pain medication and downed the water bottle. He leaned his head back. "Scared of me?" You inquired nervously. He shook his head, which caused you to feel surprised.

You smiled softly, as you limped over to him. You gently started to massage his scalp, which caused him to look at you in shock. "S-Sorry.. Try to help." You apologized as you got ready to pull your hand away. He gently grabbed it. "No... It's okay. Please continue.." He spoke softly.

He gave you a very gentle smile, which caused you to feel butterflies. You nodded as you gently massaged his scalp. After a few minutes of silence, he looked up at you again. "Thank you Ms...?" He inquired. "I... Don't remember name." You looked down sadly. "Y-You don't?... I see..." He spoke softly.

"How about... I call you F/N?" He suggested. You seemed surprised. "I-I like that." You nodded. He gave you another soft smile. "Thank you.. For helping me. I have no idea how you can talk, but it seems like you don't know either... So thank you again." He smiled. "You have no interest in brains, do you?" He inquired. You shook your head. "No. Brains gross." You explained. "Well... That's good." He continued to look at you in awe. "You know what? Let's go meet with the others. You showed me compassion, and I want to do the same." He decided. Your eyes widened, but you felt happy. Was this your chance to be around such a kind man..? And, why did it feel like your heart was beating rapidly? Your heart was gone... Maybe.. It was because you were mistaking the feeling of love for it. Either way, you were going with him.

SUE: You didn't see anyone, so you walked into another store. You saw a pretty girl with glasses looking through the coffee section. You tilted your head, wondering what she was looking for. "Dammit.. Where did I drop it?" She mumbled to herself. You looked down and noticed a coffee container on the ground near you feet.

You gently reached down, and picked it up. "Looking this?" You spoke curiously as you held it out for her. She looked confused, as she looked at you. Her eyes widened slightly, but she didn't seme freaked out, which intrigued you. "Oh my... I never expected to run into a zombie who could speak." She admitted.

"I... Not expect to speak either. Not expect to turn zombie, or control body." You explained. She took the coffee container. "Well, I suppose that makes two of us now." She stated. "Say, what brought you over here?" She inquired. "Heard bang. Thought it humans." You explained. She rose an eyebrow.

"And why are you looking for humans? To eat their brain?" She inquired. You shook your head rapidly. "N-No! Of course not! I not want to be alone." You explained. "I figured sound meant humans, humans meant friends, or death." You explained. "Well, I suppose you're right with that one." She admitted.

"Say, what's your name?" She inquired. "F/N." You responded. "F/N? Well that's a pretty name." She complimented. Your eyes widened. "P-Pretty? Thank you." You thanked softly. "What your name?" You tilted your head. "I'm Sue." She responded. "Y-You pretty name too." You complimented. She smiled.

"Thank you." She walked over to you. "You know, I like you. You have many possibilities, as you could help us get supplies. Zombies wouldn't attack you." She pointed out. "What do you say you come back with me to the base? It may be hard to convince the others to let you in, but it's worth a shot. Afterall, you could be quite useful to us, and you could not be alone in return. How does that sound?" She inquired. Your eyes brightened. "R-Really? Yes!" You nodded rapidly. She chuckled, as she took your hand gently. "Then let's head back." She stated as she started walking with you. You felt so excited to maybe start a new life... A better life. JAY: You rushed past the zombies, and noticed a guy trying to escape zombies grasp. He was crying, and looked terrified. You looked around frantically, and noticed a bat. You picked it up, and started to smash the zombies heads around you. You showed them no mercy, and when you were done, none were left.

You looked over at the man, who was staring at you in fear. "Escape. Lots of noise. Zombies follow." You explained as you grabbed his hand. He shook it off. "Get off me! I don't want to die b-by a monster!" He exclaimed. your eyes filled with hurt, as you looked down. "Sorry... I get going now... Good luck..." You spoke sadly as you turned away.

"W-Wait! No! Please don't leave me! i don't know how to f-fight I-I.. I can't turn into one of them! i don't want to die!" He cried softly. You stopped walking, and turned towards him. "Then trust me." You explained.

You heard the hisses of other zombies approaching, so you picked up Jay easily, and carried him out of the store. He yelped out in surprise, but didn't protest. You ran through the destroyed streets till you made it far enough away. You gently sat him down. "You good?" You inquired as you looked at his pale face.

He moved away from you as he started to throw up. Your eyes widened, and you gently walked over. "H-How I help!?" You exclaimed in a worried tone. He looked back at you in surprise, fear, and confusion. "W-Why do you care about helping me s-so much? Aren't you a zombie?" Stuttered. "Yes. I zombie. But protect humans is my goal." You explained. "They friend, not food." You added on. "H-How... How are you thinking like this? No other zombie has thought like this??" He inquired. You shrugged. "No idea. Woke up like this, here we are now." You explained. "You need help getting back to your base? I help!" You exclaimed. He stared at you for a moment, and sighed. "Fine... But I don't trust you yet, so don't push my buttons!" He huffed out as he started to walk. You smiled. "Understood!" You exclaimed.

JUDY: You heard sobs coming from the store, so you rushed inside to see a girl struggling to fight back. You looked down the street, and saw a women and a man running away.. You felt anger as you realized they ditched this girl, but you had no time to pay attention. You ripped the zombies away, and killed them quickly.

You looked at the girl. "You okay??" You inquired in a worried tone as you rushed over to her. You kneeled near her, and gently grabbed her hand, looking over for injuries. She just stared at you in shock, not being able to comprehend what just happened... "Y-You... You saved me...?" She whispered.

You looked up at her. "Did, yes." You nodded. "Friends ditch you?" You inquired softly. She looked down, as she nodded. "Y-Yeah.. I can't believe they did that to me..." She whispered as her eyes teared up. You felt so angry at these friends, but had to hold back. You stared at her for a moment, trying to decide what to do, before you gasped in shock as she hugged you tightly.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!" She cried softly. You stayed still for a moment, as you were confused to why she was hugging you. You smiled softly as you hugged her back. "No... Problem. Help humans, my goal." You explained. "Don't wanna be alone anymore... Scary, sad, confusing..." You whispered.

She broke apart from the hug and looked at you. "I see... Well, I suppose... I can tag along with you. We can find a good base, and we can help each other out of this!" She exclaimed as she smiled. "What do you say??" She inquired. Your eyes brightened. "Yes! Please! I like that!" You exclaimed. She hugged you again.

"What's your name, by the way?" She questioned. "I... No remember. Blank memory..." You admitted. "Oh... Poor thing..." She whispered as she broke apart, cupping your pale face. "Until we figure it out... I'll call you... F/N!" She exclaimed. Your eyes widened. "F-F/N? I like..." You nodded happily. "What's first step??" You questioned. "I do anything help!" You added on. She smiled again as she stood up, helping you up. "Let's go get some supplies, then we set out for a new base! We don't need anyone!" She decided. You smiled, as you nodded. "Okay! Let's do!" You followed her around the store. It was a crappy situation of what happened to this nice women, but... At least something good came from it.

LAWRENCE: You tried to rush over, but gasped as you bumped into someone. "Sorry..." You spoke softly. You heard a familiar gasp. "F-F/N...?" He whispered. You looked up, and saw a familiar guy. But you couldn't remember where you saw him. "I-I know you?" You inquired. He nodded quickly.

"We were classmates. You gave me your umbrella on a rainy day..." He whispered. You tilted your head, as you racked your brain to try and remember. "I-I sorry... Memory shot, cloudy mostly..." You whispered. A slightly sad look crossed his face, but it was quickly replaced with a reassuring one.

"It's alright... I'll help you get your memory back. I just... Can't believe I couldn't protect you before this happened." He sighed. "Who turned you?" He inquired. "My... Mother.." You admitted. He sighed. "Of course it had to be someone close to you... This world is cruel, but I promise I will protect you now, alright?" He reassured as he gently cupped your cheek.

You flinched slightly, not expecting the touch. "Hey, it's alright. Let's get you back to the base, and I will do everything in my power to take care of you, and help you turn back into a human." He reassured. Your eyes brightened. "Y-You'll help me turn human again!? Yes! please!" You spoke happily.

You nodded quickly, excited. "Of course. You're special to me. And, I even have a few... People that could give up their brains for you." He spoke as a smirk formed. You felt a bit uneasy as he offered this with no hesitation. "Oh.. No... I eat no brains." You explained as you shook your head. "I want be human, eat brain won't turn me human." You explained.

"But... Thank you for offer." You thanked. He chuckled. "I suppose that's expected... You've always been so kind, and even now you're being kind." He smiled. "Come, let's get you back. I need to get you back before the other survivors return. They cannot know I'm taking you back, or else they'll throw a hissy fit..." He sighed. You tilted your head. "Where you take me?" You inquired. "Well... Let's just say, I cleaned out a basement of some old school, and you'll be perfectly safe there." He smirked. A bit of a dark look in his eyes. It kind of scared you, but you figured this was the only chance at feeling better... So you nodded. "O-Okay. Trust you." You explained as you followed him. Was this... The right choice?

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