#jevil angst

[mijucats]

i can't stop drawing these horrid divorced sexymen

[rune-of-delta-au]

Animatic based on a fanfiction written by @c4rdkingd0m

Context: After being forced to imprison his companion Stitch, Joker has started to change over time. His court jester ways have deteriorated, he's not as much fun as he used to be, now alone in his struggles. The poor fellow now found it hard even to look at a show stage, remembering what he'd been forced to do. King Kaard decided it was wise to have a word with Joker and ease his pain, he didn't take it well, though. Y'all enjoy the mega angst! <3 BTW INTRODUCING KING KAARD, SWAPPED WITH SPADES Animation & sound design + music by me!

[missowo]

Doorrune aus but more silly interact!!!! let them be silly. no angst >:(((

chaos silly time >:3

[kittblush]

Post show event comic (related to an animation I’m working on)

Jevil is scared to hurt Seam again so he’s just standing there on the stage, staring at the crowd and doing nothing because that’s the least he can do.

Note: he later tried to attack Seam again, but they managed to dodge/block the attack

[clowny-rolls]

JACK LORE/ANGST YIPPEEEEEEE

watching your world burn watching yourself break finally tasting freedom only to find that it tastes bitter anyway this took all night so pls like it....

[rouxlsjarofworms]

Hi erm helo ermm hi hi umm I drew Jevl

Proud of this one I think,,,

[boykisserwoah]

I forgot to put this here my bad !!!

@weirdohno credit for jevil design and background!! Hai bromie :3

Small human Spamvil angst comic :3

[golde-ruby]

silent signal boost

since i apparently have followers here i figured i'd show off a friend's fic

go forth! and be gentle, it's their first proper fic-

[its-ya-girl-phoeni]

@zay-does-things

Totally-not-angsty idea incoming:

Link witnessing memories of what Spamton and Jevil were like pre-insanity, but being unable to do anything as they experience the events that caused their downward spirals, so he just has to watch as Spamton is dragged out of Queen's mansion after his connection with the mysterious figure over the phone suddenly ended, or Jevil being locked away in the dungeon after rambling about the whole world being nothing but a game.

[0ctazooka]

jevil, be glad you aren't one of the hundreds of alternate jevils who want to die bc of gaster ...trust me, their life is worse much worse

no, he still hates Gaster

[meluronsoda]

Prison

[decidedly-emysterious]

deltarune au idea where after obtaining a specific item at the end of the game, you restart with said item and use it on the secret bosses to give them one last moment of sanity to say goodbye to their loved ones

example: jevil to seam, spamton to swatch

[gaudygodby]

make a jevi;l rp blog yes or no

[clowny-rolls]

i present to you, the food some ofyou were waiting for...JACK ANGST

"was the chaos worth it, jack? are you happy with you've done? aren't you glad you played god with all those innocent lives? was it worth your daughter dying?"

keep in mind this is a man who never cries also the OVERWRITE button belongs to @jakei95 :3 yes it has to do with his lore and his fear of children...

[hueberryjam]

Aight I got a few questions because I love SNEO so much and don't wanna flood your inbox! (Also I have found another angst lover :])

What would happen if I ask SNEO about Mike or do/say anything related to Mike? Does SNEO remember him?

How did Spamton feel after the first few days he was tangled up, and then the first few months?

Did He scream at all? I'm assuming if you're down in a basement tied in your own 'veins' you'd be screaming for help. And I feel like with his giant form at least *someone* would hear him.

What would SNEO do if Kris returned somehow? Perhaps by messing with game files

Can Spamton learn to write?

You said that Spamton just wanted to nap all the time after he was free. Why couldn't he sleep when he was tangled? Was it the hysteria or smth?

(And random fluff question for some reason!! :D) Who is his favorite Addison? If he had the ability to speak to them somehow what would he say?

So sorry for all the questions 🙇‍♀️ I just l9ve your au SO MUCH

Hoo-whee! You sure sent in a lot of questions! (This isn’t even all of them!) Been mentally preparing myself to answer these since I’ve been so burnt out with school, buuuut I really appreciate how much you care about my silly little AU!! Thank you for all your love and support!!

BUCKLE IN! THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE FOLKS!

1. What would happen if I ask SNEO about Mike or do/say anything related to Mike?

Of course, Spamton has some pretty strong emotions tied to Mike, as we can clearly tell from canon Spamton. But, since Mike’s in-game influence on Spamton has been left fairly vague, I can’t fully expand on this as of now, at least not as much as I’d like to. I will have to wait for the future chapters of Deltarune to release so I can piece together their dynamic, and include it into my AU’s lore.

However, I can say this for sure, he wouldn’t initially react strongly. If he can’t fully recognize the Addisons, his own brothers, even when they’re right in front of him, then simply mentioning Mike’s name or talking about him likely wouldn’t trigger much at first.

That being said, his reactions are always situational. Depending on his current state of mind, level of lucidity, and the way Mike is brought up, there could be different signs of recognition. This could range from the twitch of an eye, a frustrated grumble, or a full on meltdown.

Though, as far as we know in canon Deltarune, the Addisons probably don’t even know who Mike is. The chances of this ever occurring are low, but something similar definitely could… 📞

2. How did Spamton feel after the first few days he was tangled up, and then the first few months?

As you already know, at first he was in a complete, blind panic. This abrupt vanishing of Kris, of their SOUL, of his last chance at FREEDOM. There was ugly thrashing, frantic screams, this sudden abandonment had shattered something deep inside of him that he could never explain, or even begin to comprehend. He was off-script, and he could sense how wrong this current reality was deep in his code. Yet, despite the cold, inexplicable dread he felt, he never became fully aware of the script’s existence, and in a way, his ignorance to the diverted script was a mercy to his sanity. Of course, he’s not exactly the spitting image of well adjusted in the present, but at least he’s not… Jevil.

As the weeks he spent bound down there dragged into months, the deafening silence, the isolation, the cramped aching in his synthetic but oh-too real limbs, it all became maddening. Dull. Repetitive. And so, completely and utterly desperate, he somehow managed to alter his code, de-spawning his armor and wings in a final attempt to snap off the strings that clung to their rigid edges. But, unfortunately… this only made things so much worse.

Sure, a few of the wires snapped, but the remaining strings were now in direct contact with his synthetic skin, his body no longer protected by his armor. So, of course, when he struggled and tried to slip out, to pull himself loose from the strings’ relentless hold, they only tightened to a new extent, this time constricting and digging into his skin. The wires compressed his throat, damaging his vocal cords and causing partial paralysis. This resulted in his persistent drooling due to impaired swallowing reflexes and made speech both difficult and painful.

So… that’s what happened, but how did he feel? Well, definitely frustrated in the beginning. As far as he knew, this was just another cruel joke fate was playing on him. But, as the months went on, and on, and on, well… not taking his mental corruption into account (as that’s a whole ‘nother can of worms), I’m sure Spamton felt pretty fucking hopeless.

3. Did he scream? Did anyone hear him?

As I mentioned before, he screamed a whole lot. If the wires hadn’t taken out his vocal cords a few months in, I’m sure all his screaming would’ve eventually done the job. Though, your other question about others hearing him wasn’t something I considered. As I see it, the Basement and SNEO within it exist in an entirely different plane of reality. When the error originally occurred, it started in the Basement when the player logged off moments before the SNEO boss fight. That’s why only the Basement got softlocked, because the script altering error began in that room. That room doesn’t exist to the rest of the Cyber World until the Basement door is unlocked with a KeyGen, but it still exists to Spamton in the meantime. Meaning the sounds within it, and the frantic screams echoing through it, cannot be heard until that door is opened.

Though, the stuff about his wires being his ‘veins’… geez that’s pretty messed up!! And you guys say that I’m the sick one! Though, jokes aside, that’s an interesting take on what the wires are! And… probably not even that unlikely to be canon now that I’m really thinking about it…

4. What would SNEO do if Kris returned?

Not a hell of a lot, or maybe he’d kill them. I dunno, roll a dice!

5. Could Spamton learn to write?

Well, I’m fairly sure I posted a crappy little doodle on here ages ago of Mac trying to teach SNEO sign language, though come to think of it… how does Mac even know sign language?? Maybe he’s learning it too for him, and also trying to teach it? That’d be sweet I think? ANYWAY I’m getting off topic…

The answer is, yes! You better hope you have gigantic pencils though, and an even bigger patience… SNEO isn’t only… slower… because of trauma (though that’d probably be understandable at this point), but due to the corruption in his body from malnutrition and the error itself. He’s incredibly glitchy, and prone to some pretty severe headaches. His handwriting would probably be… illegible, but hey- maybe let him try draw something instead?

6. Why does Spamton nap all the time now that he is free? Why couldn’t he sleep while he was tangled?

Spamton definitely slept while he was tangled in the Basement, more so during the later years of his confinement. Who would want to stay awake for 3 years of nothing?

He still naps a lot for many reasons. For example, he’s not exactly in great shape. He’s malnourished, despite Darkners not needing to eat in my AU to live, they still suffer consequences when they don’t. His limbs and muscles atrophied from disuse, and aren’t very helpful for doing more than feeding himself, and engaging occasionally in whatever activity the Addisons want of him. He’s giant, sure, but unfortunately he’s also quite frail. Most of the time he naps to conserve his energy, hold himself together, so to speak.

Though sometimes, he just sleeps to avoid processing his current reality.

7. Who’s his favourite Addison, and if he had the ability to speak to them, what would he say?

His favorite Addison? Definitely Mac. Mac and him were always pals back when they were younger, despite Link being closer to him in age. Sure, Mac wasn’t there for him emotionally like Reen was, not when Spamton was feeling low or depressed, but he was always there when Spamton needed something to cheer him up. Whether that was a video game, a new hand-sewn garment, or just a few laughs, Mac was the relief he always seemed to need.

If he could say something to him? Well, that would mean he’d have to remember him! So, if he did remember him, he’d probably say:

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry you have to see me like this.”

But then again, he’d probably say that to all four of them. Good thing he doesn’t have a great grasp on who they are yet!

[deltafallers]

Could we have a sneak peak into some possible angst for either Spamton or Jevil?

Devilsknife.