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chaoticorganizedmess · 2 years

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Never Mine💔

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You discover why your boyfriend has been acting differently as of late, much to your dismay.

Chargebolt/Kaminari Denki x F. Reader (Ft. Jirou Kyouka)

Warnings: Angst; Cheating; Barebacking; Creampie [18+]

"The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies."

It had been nagging you for a while now. That feeling in your gut that settled into the pit of your stomach. Your longtime boyfriend, Kaminari Denki, had been acting different. It had been occurring for a few months now. You've told yourself many an excuse to give logical reason for it. There was one that you wouldn't touch. Wouldn't even go near. There's no way your Kami would be doing that.

You wish you were wrong.

It had started after he returned home to you after a team up mission. He had been gone for nearly two weeks. You weren't picked to be one of the Heroes to participate, much to your dismay, but Kaminari was. As a matter of fact he was the only member of the Bakusquad to be chosen. It would be alright. You figured you could spend your time holding things down for him at the agency. Not to mention the rest of your friend group to keep you company.

You were excited for Kaminari. Honestly. Even though you'd miss him you knew it would be a great chance for him to be showcased without Dynamight or Red Riot around to show him up. You helped him pack his luggage a few days beforehand. Helped him prepare an itinerary for the times he didn't already have scheduled by mission superiors. Even looked up places to eat or see if he happened to catch any downtime at all.

It was when he timidly brought up a particular aspect of the upcoming mission he failed to mention yet that the unpleasant feeling had it's seed planted into your subconscious without you knowing. More specifically, it was a member of the team he'd be working with that he was just informing you of. Just a day prior to his departure. That he'd be working closely with her.

His ex. Jirou Kyouka.

Kaminari slowly stepped up to the couch where you sat tapping through apps on your phone. When you caught sight of him approaching in your periphery you turned your gaze up to him and smiled. "Hey Babe." Your cheery greeting faltered slightly when he saw him nervously rubbing the back of his neck. "H-hey Beautiful. I, uh, wanted to let ya know something about this mission." You turned your body to better face him. "Okay", you replied apprehensively. Denki wasn't usually one to shy away from you after all this time. He must be nervous about whatever it is. "Go ahead." Kaminari let out an awkward chuckle as he began to explain how he was going to be joined up with Jirou soon.

Very soon.

"I see." Those words were all you could give in response at first. Had it been earlier in your relationship you may have felt more leary of his upcoming trip. Back then you had assumed that you had both grown and matured since attending UA and had the added benefit of having spent years together under your belts. Kaminari and Jirou had been together during second year and into third. When they broke up it was amicable despite how hard it had been. Denki and you had begun dating before graduation and the rest seemed to be history.

Any reservations you had about the pair had dissipated over the years. He assured you he no longer held feelings for her. They were just friends. You had nothing to worry about. You admit you had a hard time believing it wholeheartedly at first, given they were each other's first loves. You swallowed your doubts and trudged forward. You loved him. He was your first after all.

There were times throughout when you found that your paranoia began to surface. It was an unwelcome feeling. That feeling. You felt it when you heard Mina sarcastically quip that they were "too close". Felt it when you swore they both seemed to be unaccounted for short instances during night's out on the town with the gang (maybe they both had to use the bathroom at the same time?). Of course you felt it when you swore you saw them lock eyes from across the room with looks on their faces you swore you saw but couldn't place.

You said nothing about it. Never brought it up to Denki. He loved you. There's no way he'd betray you. Not after going through so much together. Besides that notion the last thing you wanted to do was seem like a crazy girlfriend. It felt like high school drama to you, and you didn't want Kami or your friends to start thinking of you as petty. You assured yourself that you must be feeling somewhat jealous. Yeah, that had to be it. It was all in your head. Any looks you thought you saw were just two dear friends that had history and thought fondly of one another.

Needless to say during the night before he was to leave in the morning you got little to no sleep. It was that damn feeling again. If you were being honest, you were a little disappointed Denki had waited to tell you. After letting you know she was joining him you had asked him how long he knew. You still aren't totally sure why the question popped out. In your mind you figured he was nervous to tell you because he just found out himself. However you were a little surprised to find out that he had known since being informed about everything in the first place.

Denki snored alongside you, sprawled out comfortably on his back. Oblivious to your mind racing with so many thoughts. So many things you wondered about. You shifted to lay on your side and face him. Your eyes looked over his peaceful features as he slept soundly. He was still so laid-back as always. He certainly wasn't losing sleep. Kami never acted like a man with something he was hiding. Like he ever had a dirty, little secret to be kept under lock and key. Never looked as if he ever had to keep up appearances for such things as having skeletons in his closet. You decided that was enough for you to go on and figured you'd attempt to get some sleep. Closing your eyes, you would be given no such relief that night.

It was on the forth day of Kaminari being gone when you felt as if things started to seem different to you. Maybe not totally different just...off. Having been on task forces and various missions yourself you knew that they were unpredictable. Anything could happen at anytime. However Denki was somewhat of a creature of habit for you. There was always a call at the end of the night before he went to bed. At the very least a text, or meme, so you knew he was alright and didn't worry. Unfortunately, they started coming in few and far between; despite your texts to please let you know he was doing alright.

There are times throughout your life when you look back on this whole situation you wonder about the butterfly effect. What if you hadn't forgotten your lunch? What if you had just bought something quick and went back to work? Would you be living the same life blissfully ignorant, or would heartbreak still eventually rear it's ugly head at you.

When that time of day came and you realized your lunch was sitting in your fridge back at your apartment you made a choice. You would stop by Kaminari's agency and see if he wanted to grab a bite. You drove over a little before your lunch hour, ensuring you'd both have plenty of time to go out and eat before getting back to the grind. You parked in the adjacent garage and took the elevator to the floor he was on.

As you made your way to Chargelbolt's office you noticed the lights were out. When you tried the door sure enough it was locked. That was strange. He wasn't supposed to be out on patrol until after lunch. Maybe he had the same idea as you? A familiar laugh sounded from a nearby break room and you went over and peeked your head inside. When you found Kirishima's bulky figure chatting and laughing with some Sidekicks you stepped inside with a smile on your face.

"I knew I heard Red Riot in here!" At the sound of your voice your old friend spun on his heel, flashing you that wide, sharp smile of his. He cheered your name and you both met in a tight hug. It was harder for everyone to get together as of late with so much Hero work on your plates. "What're you doin' here?", he inquired happily as you both pulled away. "I came to see if Denki wanted to grab lunch."

Hearing that statement made Kirishima's smile drop. "I thought he was...with you." As he trailed off his face twisted into one of confusion before turning into something you couldn't put your finger on. "Nah, I was gonna see if he wanted to grab a bite since I forgot my lunch but I guess he had the same idea." You shrugged and his eyebrows furrowed deeper. Seeing him blink at you with that unreadable expression was beginning to make you uncomfortable. The gears were turning in his head and you weren't sure why he got so serious so suddenly.

"Well, I'll just head out now. I took up enough time stopping here. I'll see ya around, Kirishima." You smiled as you leaned in to hug him and he returned it the best he could but you could still tell his mind was elsewhere. You couldn't see it drop slightly as he hugged you a bit tighter this time. "I'll see ya, [Name]." When he softly said you name it was filled with such emotion you didn't know what to think of that either.

You began walking out of the room and turned to give him a wave goodbye but you missed him pulling out his cell after and hitting someone's contact. Missed him hold the phone up to his ear long enough to get sent right to voicemail. Missed how his face then twisted into a look you definitely would've been able to recognize: anger.

On the drive to your apartment your mind was flooded with thoughts of where your boyfriend was and why one of your best friends suddenly clammed up when you mentioned him. Later you'd realize why it felt like you both had pieces of a puzzle that you needed to complete the whole scene, but didn't know to tell the other what you had at the time. You were so deep in thought when you pulled into the parking lot of your apartment building you didn't notice a familiar car parked down a ways. You noticed that your boyfriend's car wasn't there though.

Still pondering the things rattling around in your head you threw your keys aside when you entered your shared apartment. You had thrown your head back to glance at the ceiling as you let out a sigh while you kicked off your shoes. Otherwise you'd notice two pairs of shoes you'd recognize nearby. You made your way to the kitchen and bent down into the fridge. That's when you heard sounds that had you jolting upright and freezing in your spot.

There are some noises that have your blood running cold before disaster strikes. The creaking of wood before a collapse. The particular snarl of a dog before it lunges to bite and it's too quick for you to do anything about. For you, it's the familiar sounds of what you know is your bed creaking and muffled voices. You weren't sure what you wanted to do. Your mind was telling you that there was an explanation for it all. That gut of yours though, your gut knew better. That feeling was back.

You had to see for yourself.

You quietly and carefully stepped down the hall towards your shared bedroom. The door was cracked open a bit, making the noises clearer for you.

"Fuck, my pretty g-girl...I'm not gonna last much longer."

Your boyfriend followed up his statement with a pleasured groan. At the sound of his voice you slapped your hand over your mouth. You froze immediately and the tears began to fall. You could hear the whimpering of his companion and knew exactly by the tone who it was with him.

Jirou.

Your heart felt like it had been set on fire before dropping to the floor. How long had this been going on behind your back? Since that mission? Before the mission? You felt like an idiot for not believing what your gut was telling you all along. You wondered about all the times he called you "Sparkplug" or something similar. Were you always a stand in for Kyouka? Even since back in UA?

How could you, Kaminari?

Your mind apparently found enough strength to fight still. What if this is an elaborate prank Denki is pulling? You could only hope. Finding the courage, you unstuck yourself from your position and continued to inch towards the door. When you were able to peer inside you didn't have a view of your bed, but you did have one of your vanity mirror. Whatever was left of your heart dissipated at the sight it held for you.

Kaminari's lean back was facing the mirror as he thrusted into Jirou over and over. Her ankles rested on his muscular shoulders. From standing in the doorway you were able to see that this was truly no prank. His cock was indeed drilling into her cunt over and over again. By the sounds they made as a result of their fucking you could tell they were near completion.

"G-gonna cum, Baby. Want Daddy to breed you?"

Jirou didn't miss a beat. "Yes Daddy! Please breed me! Ahh!" Your hand was still clamped over your mouth but your eyes squeezed shut. Not only was he cheating but he wasn't using protection. Did he do this with any other women? Should you get yourself tested just to be sure and put your mind at ease?

You couldn't listen anymore. You turned and slowly made your way back down the hallway towards the living room and lowered yourself down onto the couch. Unfortunately for you, before you could get out of earshot your heard the slapping of skin increase and grunts that you were positive signaled the end of their rendezvous. Nothing like adding insult to injury. You lowered your head into your hands and cried.

You aren't sure how long you sat there. Now you were on the couch with your elbows rested on your knees and your cheeks resting on your fists. Tears trickled down your face as you silently cried. Cried for the disrespect you were given. Cried for the end of your relationship with Kaminari. Even cried for the end of your friendship with Jirou. It was all over and done for. You wondered if anyone else knew and declined to tell you, keeping their dark secret alongside them. You thought back to Kirishima's reaction earlier. Was he putting it together before you had the evidence play out in front of you?

The sound of approaching voices broke you from your thoughts. You didn't turn your head but continued to stare at the blank television screen. From your periphery you saw the two come into view from the hallway. He seemed to have an arm around her waist and they were laughing. You could tell that they immediately froze at the sight of you. Your anguish turned into rage as you sat there but you remained silent and unmoving. That seemed to rattle them more as you notice their heads turn to look at each other.

Jirou was the first to move as she carefully made her way over to the door and put on her shoes. She paused, facing you, before going to the door. You could tell she reached out for you but turned to look at Denki who shook his head 'no'. Heeding his warning she retreated to the door and quietly left. Kaminari, who didn't even have his shirt on yet, swiftly put it on as he stepped closer to the couch. Closer to you.

"Hey. Look, Babe...I-.." You didn't give him a chance to say whatever the hell it was before you interrupted him. "How long?" Denki stuttered a few times as he tried to gather his words and that was all the answer you need.

Long enough.

"You were never mine. Were you?" The sound of your broken voice was enough to crush Denki's own heart. He should have known being so selfish would never turn out good. It never worked out for anyone who wanted to have their cake and eat it too. No one.

"We're done." You wanted to scream at him but at the same time you just wanted him gone. "Get out." You weren't bothering to view anything from your peripheral vision anymore. You didn't care. You wouldn't have cared if you saw that his expression twisted into that of hurt and regret. You wouldn't have cared if you spotted the lone tear that crawled down his normally brightened face. You wouldn't care when he made his way to the door and put on his shoes. You wouldn't care when he spared you one last glance and without another word walked out of the apartment you shared for the last time. Walked out on the life you shared together. Walked away from you, forever.

You lowered your head, planting your face back into your hands and bawled your eyes out. After a while you curled into the fetal position right there on the couch. Still crying, you would do so until you fell asleep in that very spot.

Before you passed out you had texted your superior at the agency that you would be out sick the rest of the day and most likely the following day as well. You spent that time crying on and off. During the times you felt more anger than sadness you would take advantage and box up as much of Denki's stuff as you could.

Not just his belongings, but anything that was for the both of you, or gifts and things he bought for you throughout the years. You probably should have just chucked them in the trash but you figured 'let him give them to Jirou'.

Two nights later happened to be the gang's monthly karaoke night. Kaminari and Jirou sat in her apartment, Denki's new home, and discussed whether they should go. They knew they couldn't hide forever and everyone would find out about them sooner or later. They opted for sooner. Rather rip the bandaid off then wait. What if you were going to be there? Denki was sure he knew you enough that he was confident you wouldn't be going. If you did show up, the pair decided they would do the first respectful thing since their sordid affair started. They'd leave and give you the time and space to hang out with everybody.

Denki was right though. You weren't going. You had actually forgotten about it at first. It was when you got the text from Mina asking if you were still going that it popped into your brain. You simply responded with 'No. Sry.' You had already changed your plans to spend the night wallowing in your sorrow and your pajama pants as you ate whatever Mochi ice cream balls were left in your freezer.

Kaminari and Jirou would walk in the door to the karaoke bar a half hour late. Denki had taken Kyouka's hand in his and gave it a reassuring squeeze as they made their way inside. The place wasn't so crowded yet and it didn't take long for them to spot their friends. Shinsou sat at the bar and turned his head to catch a glimpse of the two making their way over to the rest of the group who occupied a booth across the room. A half smile curled onto his face when he saw Kaminari, but when his eyes quickly shifted to see you he saw Jirou standing hand in hand with him instead. His eyes widened in shock before his expression turned into something dark.

The couple made their way to the group and waved as they closed in on them. A round of greetings were heard before anyone really realized the implications of the pair standing before them. After what happened with you the other day Kirishima was first to acknowledge the revelation. His face was blank as he braced himself when they had walked over. He looked between them at their joined hands and let out a heavy sigh. He knew what happened before even having to be informed. "Bro...not cool." The disappointment in his voice was clear as day. He lowered his gaze and shook his head. "Not manly, at all." Kirishima wouldn't meet their gaze or speak to either of them for the rest of the night.

Most of the group, like Sero and Mina, sat there confused. They were here together, holding hands. Did that mean you and him broke up? It must have, right? Good ol' Bakugo, who you happen to know is smarter than the average explosive bear, took in the sight before him as well as Kirishima's reaction and wasn't long behind his best friend in realizing what the Stun Gun Hero had done to you. "The fuck is wrong with you, Dunce Face?!", he roared. Kaminari rubbed his neck nervously and Jirou looked away. It would take actually being told for the others to realize the change that was happening around them. Bakugo and Kirishima stood up to leave the booth, having been seated at each end, and made their way to sit at the bar. They didn't want to be anywhere near the two right now, or "anytime soon" as Bakugo would bluntly say.

When Kaminari turned to watch his closest friends leave he was met with someone's fist hitting him in the face. Hard. He landed on his ass and Jirou would spend a good amount of time afterward tending to his blackening eye.

You were flicking through the television channels most of the time you were sat in front of the TV. It was hard to concentrate on watching anything, not to mention it always seems like sappy, lovey-dovey programs come on at the worst time.

A loud knocking at your door forced you to sit up straight at the sound. Who would be knocking this late? Denki had called and texted you throughout the whole next day after he destroyed your relationship but you never answerered either. You had wondered if Jirou knew about it.

Now you sat looking like a slob. Eyes puffy from crying all day. You had barely slept since everything went down, sleeping on the couch until you purchased a new bed, and it showed. You knew you didn't look anywhere near presentable to go open the door, let alone entertain a guest, even briefly in your doorway.

More knocking snapped you out of that train of thought and when you heard your name softly called from the other side you decided on answering it. You now knew exactly who it was and figured if you could be with anyone right now it would be them. You padded over to the door, undoing the locks and opening it to reveal a slightly frazzled Shinsou. He seemed to be slightly out of breath, as if he just rushed to your door.

"Toshi? What're y'doin' here?" Your voice was hoarse from so much sobbing. Not to mention you hadn't spoken to anyone in two days. "I came here as fast as I could." Shinsou's violet orbs eyed you carefully, taking in your sullen appearance before carting his hand through his hair. You spotted his bloody knuckles and gently took his hand in your own. Before you could ask what happened he filled you in. "I punched him.", he calmly stated.

Your eyes went from his hand right up to his face as you met his gaze. You opened and closed your mouth a few times to speak but couldn't find the words. Your mind was already exhausted. By the surprised look on your face Shinsou decided to elaborate a little more. "He still came to fucking karaoke...and he fucking brought her." It was almost too hard to take the fire Shinsou held in his eyes and you looked away. You attempted to blink away the tears that were building but you knew by experience from the last 48 hours that it would be impossible.

You felt the soft touch of a finger catch the falling tear before he stepped closer and enveloped you in a hug. He smelled like his usual cologne mixed with the faint smell of bourbon. You closed your eyes and slowly inhaled, letting the scent soothe you. He ran a hand down the back of your head as he smoothed down your hair. Your eyes closed when you felt him kiss the crown of your head. After standing there for a few minutes Shinsou broke the silence with his words.

"Want me to brainwash him to go play in traffic?"

The question was quiet and laced with sarcasm and so very... him. You laughed. A small but genuine laugh for the first time in days. "Not just yet.", you replied with a smile. Shinsou hummed in response and you turned your head up to look at him, still allowing him to cradle you in his arms. "Toshi, will you sit with me?" A small smile appeared on his lips as he looked down at you. "Of course, Kitten.", is all he replies and follows as you lead him back inside you apartment.

You both take a seat on your couch side by side. As you curled into him you hand him the remote and instruct him to put on whatever he'd like. You let out a content sigh as you slowly closed your eyes. "Thank you, 'Toshi.", you quietly commented, "You don't have to stay very long if you don't want to." Shinsou looked down at your tired form as he rubbed soothing circles on your back and along your upper arm. You were quickly falling asleep and he felt pride swell in his chest that he was the one to make you feel relaxed enough and safe again.

He would never disrespect you and try something so soon, or even let you know about his secret, but Shinsou Hitoshi had been in love with you since first year at UA. Ever since he got to be so close to you during the Class A vs. Class B trials. It was love at first sight, you were absolutely beautiful. However, he fell for you completely once you stood by him and your teacher Aizawa and spoke to him so friendly and genuine. Even after knowing what his so-called "villainous" quirk was. Even after he blatantly said he wasn't there to make friends. You proved him wrong that day.

He walked away becoming friends with you. He hated seeing you end up with Kaminari back then, but you were so happy and that made it bearable. Now he wonders if he had just been honest with you from the start: would you have ended up with him instead? Would he have unknowingly become your hero and saved you from your current anguish?

He didn't allow those thoughts to consume him at the moment. You and your well-being were the only important things right now. As you drifted off into a much needed slumber you could just make out your name and his words whispered into your hair. "I could stay here with you forever."

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ghostream · 1 year

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Jirou x Reader who feels Inferior to Momo Yaoyorozu

+ Eventual Breakup & MomoJirou

A/N: I had this idea, so I decided to write this! Also, I absolutely adore momojirou, just felt like writing some angst!

Warning(s): a bit angsty, self-depricating thoughts

Character(s): Kyouka Jirou, Momo Yaoyorozu (mentioned)

Every once in a while you wonder why Jirou is still dating you

You obviously really like her, and she does seem to reciprocate your feelings but..

Ever since you found out about her ex, Momo Yaoyorozu, your insecurities were raging all the time

She was smarter, prettier, had an awesome quirk, and was overall just better than you

You can’t imagine how Jirou was dating you, after dating such a perfect person

Momo knew how to play instruments and could actually carry a tune

And you can barely carry a tune, and never even picked up an instrument before

Music is such a huge part of Jirou’s life, and you can’t relate to her at all about it

What’s worse, Jirou and Momo are still friends

Of course, they are, they are both heroes together, and see each other almost daily

Did you forget to mention, you aren’t a hero as well

You are just a normal civilian

You feel lesser in every way next to Momo

And you felt like time was ticking until Jirou went back to her

Which is why you weren’t surprised, when eventually you noticed Jirou spending more and more time with her

And less and less time with you

I mean, how could you blame her, it is a much better option, being with Momo instead of being with you

And you also weren’t surprised when Jirou eventually broke up with you

You saw it coming from a mile away

It was a very quick break-up

Jirou just sat you down and told you she is getting back together with Momo, and that she wishes you well in life

She wasn’t even cruel about it, which made it very hard to be mad at her

But of course you were still upset

But you also feel like you slightly deserved this, like, who were you to even attempt to date Jirou, a wonderful hero, talented musician, and was just made to be together with Momo

You were just a small obstacle in Jirou’s journey back to Momo

You’ve accepted the break-up and you go about your life

Occasionally you would see them on the news, as an Iconic hero couple

And you can’t help the bittersweet feelings that encompass you everytime

likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading!!

do not plagiarize, reupload, translate, and use my work for audio readings without my permission!!!

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lxstfuck · 2 years

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Hi so I wanted to make a request if u can do a momojiro x fem reader then please consider doing it if u dont do this stuff just tell me u wont so I know so like if ur going to do it

It is basically that the reader used to ship momo and jiro so hard and at the same time loved them both so when they get together the reader is broken cuz she wanted to be a part too so when they knew they talked it out and asked the reader if she wanted to be with them

I would be really happy if u wrote it

A/N: We all love angsty romance in this household. Since you didn't clarify I made it like this Romance>Angst>Romance. I hope you enjoy this!

Tags: Mineta, romance to angst to romance, fem reader, reader is in class 1A but we don't mention quirk usage yet, drama. If i forgot anything lmk.

«Rooting for us you»

It was a sunny day, wind blowing softly as it rocked the branches of the trees that adorned the place. Truly beautiful. At least it would be beautiful if you got a chance to admire it. Instead, all were exhausted and fighting, again, to be the last one standing.

“The game is very easy:" The monotone voice of the teacher started to say. “be the last one on battle. You'll be fighting until one is the winner!" He raised his voice and a sadistic smile had appeared on his lips. Chills ran down everyone's spine, meanwhile, Aizawa kept explaining the rules: absolutely none. Quirks were to be used. But they did expect them to use brute force as well. Pairing up was not an option. You looked around, eyes wandering to the two girls that made the perfect team. Kyoka Jirou and Momo Yaoyorozu. Not only they made a perfect team, but also a perfect couple. It was jealousy perhaps? For a time you didn't know you didn't know if you felt envy towards one or the other. Eventually though, you came to realize it wasn't jealousy that you felt. It was love. True pure love.

You meditated about the feelings you had. Love. You loved them. But you felt guilty deep inside. How embarrassing and problematic would be if you confessed to them. They would have problems? Would they break up? No. It can't happen! You like them together. They are beautiful together. It was adorable. They were adorable. Whenever they laughed at something. The way they held hands in a way that seemed so romantic. The little presents on special occasions. Yet, you wanted to be there. At least to hype them up. And you did. For a long time you managed to help them set up dates, choose gifts, sometimes you'd even help them get ready for the dates.

Mineta of course realized that and tried to convince them to kiss or do more. You stood up for them and figured out that a single threat was enough. You would activate your quirk and show him you weren't scared and you weren't going to let it slide.

“I was rooting for us" You say, hiding in a corner, waiting for someone to attack you or for you to attack. A single tear streamed down your cheek and slide to the corner of your lips, the salty taste of it making you lick your lips out of instinct. You repressed a pained sob when you spotted them. Right under you. Little giggles and soft whispers that you couldn't figure out. Oh dear. The lighting wasn't good but you saw them smile and it made your heart sink.

Why? Why?! WHY?! Why her? Why couldn't you have a happy ending too? Life was truly unfair with the ones that don't deserve it. Everytime you think you might be letting go of that hope of getting together, you are reminded and proven wrong in the worst way possible. Like right now. Was it truly necessary for them to be there? Of all the cold, dark places. Here was the perfect place?

It ends here. You couldn't see them, so you decided to not look at them for the rest of the game. You needed them out.

“Nice view?" a voice startled you, out of instinct you threw a punch. A thud made it's way to your ears and you looked down to see the girls gone and Ojiro on the ground.

“I'm so sorry!” I exclaim but all i got was a thumbs up while he stood up and took impulse to hit you. “In my defense, you scared me" You shrugged and jumped to another place, sometimes swinging on the edges to get better angles. He had a powerful, strong quirk so it was all about getting him exhausted or finding a way to bring him down. You look down while swinging and saw acid, Kirishima was the only one who'd survive that. Maybe i could find someone to do the work for me. Yes! That was it! You screamed, making sure to let someone know your location and hoping someone would take the bait. And it wasn't long before explosions were heard. “bingo" you say under your breath and move up quickly.

“Oh fu-" Was heard before an explosion went off. Some dust going up. You laughed a little too loud and ran for it. Your quirk was more for protection than for attack, so of course you were scared for your life. “Come on out!” the echo made it impossible for you to figure exactly were it was. Ojiro was down but you were standing.

How many were left? You calculated the chances and figured if Bakugo was here maybe Deku was too. Maybe they hadn't had an encounter or you would have heard about it. It's easy to tell when they're fighting because of the amount of words they say. Mind running calculations you couldn't help but think about them again.

Where were they? Were they ok? Have they fought someone? Have they lost yet? You couldn't help but worry. You needed a plan to take out Bakugo. He was stubborn, and a hot headed. Maybe that was it? You would use that on your favor.

“Im right here, dumbass!" you yelled, jumping from a building to another. A laugh was heard from his part. Deep and scary. Those words fit him perfectly. Now it was time to lost him. Plus ultra!

It didn't work out.

You were currently on the nurse with some horrible scratches and a broken leg. And it hurt so much you yelled curses at him and your quirk managed to put a fight for you and protect you.

15 years and never broken a bone. Yet, on a stupid game, you broke a ful leg. Bakugo was almost surprised when you cussed him like a sailor. Some went to check on you. Recovery girl saw the distorted leg and frowned almost asking how did that happen. However, she remembered the many times she saw Midoriya coming with more than two broken bones.

After treating you, you heard the curtain being opened and saw the two girls that were in your dreams every night. The girls you had helped so much and cheered on to be together.

“How are you feeling L/N-san?” Momo sat down at the edge of the bed and grabbed your hand gently. She was shaking. You gave her a soft smile.

“I've been better. How are you two? Who was winner?" you asked, changing the subject because it'll made you think of something else.

“Kaminari won. Dumbass shocked everyone. Literally." laughed Jirou. ”The only ones standing was him and Deku but he forgot the shocks got in buildings too and Midoriya almost short circuited". Momo shook her head, worried.

“I didn't notice but your hair is long" You said absent minded.

“I told her I loved her hair. She's just a little shy about it yet". Kyoka poked her sides, making Momo laugh a bit.

You were a little pained.

“Listen we... Wanted to talk to you". Oh no. They figured out? Were they mad? Disgusted maybe? Maybe they won't talk to you ever again? “Don't worry, good things!” They must've seen your face of panic because they tried to calm you down. You took a deep breath and tried to sit down. Jirou helped you up and a pained whine was heard. “Must've been horrible huh?"

You nodded with a smirk on your thin lips. But you shrugged it out.

“We wanted to thank you" They smiled at you. “You were rooting from us since the beginning. You've helped us so much and we're grateful for being our friend, Y/N". You could only think of two things.

How the name came so naturally out of her mouth and how she called you a friend. Pain. That hurt you and if anyone heard your inside, they'd hear your heart cracking a bit more. But you liked the pain. Maybe you were a masochist.

“We love you”. They hugged you slightly. “Noy like a friend.” You gasped.

“Like a best friend?" you had to make sure. Not even in your wildest dreams would this happen. Maybe the anesthesia was kicking in.

“No, Y/N we love you” The emphasis made your heart squeeze. Your vision was cloudy and tears formed in your eyes. “We're sorry and we understand if you're disgusted by it but we love you. We want to be with you." You sobbed. Happy tears streamed down your face, your hands wrapped around them to secure them. As if they were going to scape any moment.

“Is this...” You hiccuped. “is this a joke?”

They laughed. Not a mean laugh. It was soft, reassurance in it.

“Would you like it to be a joke?" you shook your head hurriedly. A clear answer to them. They kissed your cheek and forehead.

“Now you can be rooting for us three instead of us two" Momo said softly as she placed a gentle kiss on your hand.

“I'll be in your care then. I'm rooting for us”

If it was a dream, which was not, you prayed to never wake up.

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Fun fact: i can't write angst for shit. Unless i have a clear scenario in my head. So writing angst for this was hard.

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Kinda Into It [ Bakugou x gn Reader x Jirou] bandau

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Description: Your a young guitarist that's barely getting by ends meet with your day job at a supermarket and at night a guitarists at your local bar but things take a turn when you met the famous band leader Kyouka Jirou who offers you a role as her bands new lead guitarist. But the same can't be said with her co leader/ bands drummer.

(p.s ,characters are aged up till their early/mid twenties)

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*Third pov*

Calming blue morning sky, clouds slowly scattered against each other it's a real sight to see especially when rays of light reflects itself against the large studio windows.

Gently falling onto the purple haired female with a stimming hot cup in hand who really wasn't pleased by the sudden brightness. Before slowly walking towards one of the small bean bags that surrounded the place before plopping down.

Taking small sips from her cup when she let out a breath of satisfaction, softly inhaling the sweet scent of herbs and ginger tea. Life was after all quite hectic for the band, for the past few years exspeally before their debut and now finally she felt at ease with everything that's currently playing out , tickets were sold, albums were charting on billboards and they had just recently finished their grand tour around Asia it was a total blast no doubt!

But... It's nice to be able to unwind sometimes and relax away for a stressful environment. Away from all noise and crowds of people circling around you it feels nice after so long to have some persona space too and a decent amount of privacy to breathe.

Jirou thought when she heard the front door behind her being slammed opened startling the girl from almost spitting out her tea , the door slammed shut with grunt. She turned to face the blond male who had his usual scowl on his sweaty face that flushed red like he just ran a marathon and his clothes were all soaking wet.

"And what the hell happened to you"?

Jirou asked directing her gaze towards bakugou's, him rolling his eyes in response before quickly stripping away his tracksuit that left him bare on top and his sneakers before flopping onto the couch next to Jirou.

Groaning as his back fell against the soft material. "Wanna tell me what happened "?jirou asked as she looked back to the blond next to her who then let out a breath looking back at her.

"And what does it look like that happened!?"

"Hmmm from the looks of it your pissed off and smell like a wet dog " jirou said pinching her nose

Making the blond's eyes to go wide before glaring daggers ,making her chuckle in return.

"Okay okay calm down big guy , that alone can't possibly hurt the all mighty Bakugou's feelings right?"

Making the blonde to grunted in return. Before standing up and heading towards the locker room to grab himself a towel. Then there was jirou casually scrolling through her phone suddenly buzzing it was their manager?

She thought as she press to answer the phone line picking up as the person on the other hand spoke.

"Kyouka! have you heard the news!!" Their manager said voice sounding really worried.

" No? What news what are you talking about "

"It's about tokoyami ! I don't how or why but on his tweeter today he suddenly tweeted that he was disbanding from the band !"

"Wait?What!! Jirou said loudly now standing up as she tried to properly sink in the new information of the current situation.

"But he's never told us anything and why now and why this way?" Jirou said , their manager only letting a frustrated sigh on the other hand not knowing what to say either.

"Sadly I don't know either kyouka I was never informed of such news by tokoyami nor by the rest of the team, I don't maybe this is some kind of drunk prank he playing right now but it better be cleared right away! because as you know the media isn't going to take to kindly to this nor is your reputation or fans so I suggest you get hold of him right away to clear this whole mess because he's certainly isn't answering mine!" They said before abruptly ending the call.

Jirou only stood in silence her phone still pressed against her right ear . Not knowing what she was going to do , to handle this news. For the years she had spent with tokoyami as one of her best friends in highschool being the two founders of this band she couldn't understand either why didn't he say anything to her or talk about it in general?!

What was actually going on? And in that second she immediately dialled for his number....

*Beep* the person your trying to reach is currently unavailable*beep*the robot said making her heart stop for a sec, as she felt a her whole world literally crumbling before her dreams, ambition and passion all going down hill she felt like something had stabbed in the heart waiting for her band mate her friend to answer her!

Lips held tight she dialled again still no answer, her flooding messages where unseen almost like he did it on purpose but why she thought,what was she gonna do? The band's image? Their questioning fans,their lead guitarist? who was gonna replace him and what was gonna happen especially know?

How is this blow gonna affect not only their image together as band that they worked so hard for years and basically their relationship with each other?

Jirou thought while crouched against the couch, phone still in hand showing casing her history of calls to Tokoyami as she stared blurry into the distance as a washed up Bakugou oblivious to the situation going on he suddenly saw her in that state which immediately made him concerned walking towards her , crouched down next her facing her blurred state as he lightly shook her out of it.

"Hey ear jacks you listening? Snap out of it! damnit!?"he said alittle aggressively breaking her out of her trans like state lips parted her expression was nothing but surprise soon turned to a dreadful one.

"Baku-gou?..." Jirou said her voice breaking alittle as she looked up towards him. "Yeah? What is it " he asked still confused.

"It's tokoyami he-he-... he suddenly announced his dispatcher from the band today and now won't communicate" jirou said her voice feeling numb her expression was nothing but hopeless.

After hearing what jirou said bakugou's expression for the first time in a long time turned into anger, their band since highschool,their band that all willingly created together as a whole with memories along the way, their band that had to go through all the shit n hassles to get to where they are right now was all going to waste hah! because of that bird brain decision to chicken out from the fame last minute is that it huh!? Properly so! *He thought 'tch' *

Getting up he looked down a jirou before speaking. *Argh* he thought

"Hey!stop crying about it already and get working! call the team for a meeting and tell em that we are finding a new guitarist!" *Bakugou said as he looked back jirou who looked at him in surprised*

"But tokoyami h-"

"Well he ditched us without a proper warning so I'd say we ditch him too find a new one instead, if he really had something to say to us about it he'll can come say it !" *Bakugou said grinning not in a happy way but in the i am gonna show you kind of way*

*With this it was all set they'd need to find a replacement asap especially a good one though!*

*If that was only easier said then done* jirou thought sighing as she rubbed her face with her palms looking at Bakugou's passive aggressively explaining to everyone about his new fond idea of his, well I guess we can give a shot? An a audition maybe?*

She thought still unsure but soon smiled as she saw everyone in the room slowly starting to hype up with his idea , with that she couldn't help but smile alittle at everyone's behavior to start fresh.

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["y'all sorry for this extermly late update it's been a year since I posted this series but sadly last year due to it being a year for my spm (msia senior final exam) I was focusing on my studies n now it's all over am free yeeee😭😩 also thank you for reading until the end of this chapter I can't believe so many people actual like my stuff like this my first time a fic actual even got 2 digit number I couldn't be more happier that people love reading my series tq✨ n see yah]

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