#just a silly lil promo post

[strifesolution]

little fic announcement: we got another chapter done, so this would normally be the point where we’d post what’s already been written, since we write in advance. however, since the last two updates were almost back to back, we’re gonna give it another few days to update. we’re reaching the peak parts of this story now, and wanna give anyone who wants to catch up a good chance to, so now’s a good a time as any!!

you can read five rounds, six cylinders HERE!

[artzytrash]

Just woke up and need to get out all my thoughts on the Backyard Sports trailer before I go to work

First of all. THAT'S MY BOY!!! MY SON!! I popped off so hard when I saw him. I LOVE that they aren't trying to "modernise" the game by any means (cus that worked so well for them last time /s) and are retaining the early 2000s feel that makes the OG games so beloved

KENNY!! MY OTHER SON!! I love that they used his hair and eyes from the atari design. Probably the best thing they could have done with him.

KIESHA!!! She's so silly. This might be nitpicky but I'm a lil unsure about them making her hair more pointy than round if that makes sense. But it's not a huge deal she still looks great!

The inclusion of the old character sprites was really cute, good way of showing some characters that didn't appear physically. (Ernie was also in that one promo image but still) (I wish Sally could have appeared in the trailer as herself but I'll take this)

Favourite screenshots from the trailer. They're stanced tf up. The silly goobers.

Look I'm not saying this is my doing by any means, but it's pretty coincidental that, like immediately after I join the fandom, it gets a revival. And since I've joined I've been imaging what it would be like if they made another game in the series. Has Apollo given me the gift of the prophecy? /j

I'm very excited for this omg. I got hyperfixated on the series from watching one of my favourite streamers (Therm) play it and never actually played the games myself (I can't emulate the old ones currently cus I don't have a working PC), so I'm excited to be able to play them. I am actually looking at getting a PC very soon so maybe I'll actually play a bit of Baseball 97' or 2001 before then.

Also the music from the trailer is gonna be stuck in my head all day now I know it.

Last thing, I WILL be making art to celebrate the occasion, but I'm gonna be pretty busy this week with work, so it might take me a few days. I can probably find some doodles to post in the meantime, and I'm still working on a ton of aged up AU designs so expect more of them soon.

OK I'm done yapping now BYE

[daftpatience]

Im so thrilled you have gotten into lupin the third! I love all these goobers so much. Just know that if you ever plan on making meech I'd buy all of it.

Questions for you:

Which series (jacket color) did you get into first?

Also got any pen assignments for the lup gang?

WAAH TY i got so excited to think about all this (and im very excited to say merch is COMING. should i post abt it i made some promos awhile ago and have been sitting on them since i dont have a solid timeline yet)

i first watched castle of cagliostro and then bits of part one years ago, so my first lupin was green jacket lupin! i didn't know about part 4+ at the time so i was like "yep that was a cute old show" and didnt dig much deeper until recently! i've been watching a lot of the old movies and the newer parts and im losing my mind over how cute and fun it all is. lupin is so my type its annoying

ON TO THE PEN ASSIGNMENTS!!! (TY FOR ASKING IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO DO THESE) long post incomingggg

i'm giving lupin an aurora optima - it comes in a lotta colours (there's even a limited edition pink one) and is classy/high quality/italian made/etc. feel like that'd suit his aesthetics.

bonus i'm also giving him monteverde colour changing inks so he can play silly lil tricks >:)

jigen gets this Kaweco sport piston filler - it's sleek and stylish and solid metal and the little clear ink viewing segment sorta puts me in mind of his usual outfit colour palettes.

im assigning goemon a calligraphy brush. its just what he is thats that

fujiko gets the bungubox princess kaguya fountain pen - it is pretty and feminine and expensive, soooo fujikocore

zenigata i feel would have/be something so so practical. pilot metropolitan, or some other good japanese pen brand, i think. plus they come in a lot of colours so i bet he accidentally matches lupin sometimes just on instinct.

whee it's been awhile since i did a blorbo pen headcanon round!!! that was fun!!!! yippee!!

[rebouks]

Okay! Time to spill the tea, except it's not really tea, it's more like lukewarm juice aka my future plans and some more ramblings.. ahem ⚆_⚆

First of all, I wanna say just how much I enjoyed creating Somnium. It all started during lockdown... I found myself working from home full-time, I had the perfect excuse to be the homebody I was born to be, I had a lot of time on my hands, and once I found simblr I couldn't resist joining in. It didn't take too long before I decided to hop on the storytelling train and before I knew it, I had a new hobby! Except.. that hobby kinda consumed me. I didn't even know where it was going to begin with, but the more involved I got, the more obsessed I became. Hyperfixations amirite?

The point being.. I think I spent a little too much time on Somnium, which left me little time for much else and I don't want to fall down that hole again. In the future I'd like to challenge my perfectionism! What does that mean? Well, it means not making poses for every scene, it means not being restricted by a complicated overarching plot that requires forced filler scenes and timelines and needs to make sense, it means less dialogue, or gasp! no dialogue at all, it means not getting hung up on continuity with editing and g-shade and font style and blah blah etc etc. I'd even like to incorporate some gameplay too, since I miss just.. playing now n' then.

I want the freedom to think of something silly, or weird, or completely off topic and to be able to run with it instead of being bound by a plot that needs to progress. Am I making sense? I hope I'm making sense. Basically, I'm calling this next venture a "story not story" because rather than it having one large plot, it's going to be more like clusters of subplots with some gameplay, weirdness or silliness in between...

Forever In Between will kick off around about two years after the events of Somnium. Mostly focused on Oscar and his family, we'll join them on the journey of life as Robin and his siblings grow up in the Bay.

We'll also spend some time with other favourites too like Noah n' co. Salton, Ivan & Bruno, Suzie, Miya & [redacted] and Matilda, among others! Maybe we'll even see what Wyatt's up to at some point 👀 As we all know, life isn't always sunshine and rainbows, but Forever In Between (or fib for short) will be a lot less heavy, though hopefully no less interesting!

Obviously, I don't have any set plans but I have a few specific scenes and ideas in mind already, as well as some vague subplots planned for most, if not all of the main characters from Somnium.

Also! Although Oscar is very much still a main character, he'll be sharing the spotlight with Robin too, as I have a lot in mind for that special lil' guy.. tehe!

So, what's next?! I want to make a lil promo before I start and then I've gotta.. y'know, actually start working on it. I have the first few scenes in mind but then we're wingin' it baby! The best plan is no plan and all that... I'm being kind to myself though, so idk when we'll start, real soon though!

I've already given everyone makeovers and gotten a few of the main builds out of the way, enough for me to get started at least, and I'd like to make a new navigation/pinned post too.

I wanna be more organised as well, so story posts will be tagged as "forever in between" & "fib" and bloopers, extras, builds, cas pics etc etc. will be tagged as "fib" & "fib extras"!

Okay.. I think that's it. See you soon! 👋

[halftheway]

open arms promo post, also known as Read My Fics, Boy:

this is an ongoing series following the development of quackity’s ever evolving polycule, both together and individually to their guaranteed happy ending (with a lil pain along the way<3)

some general notes about this au: it’s generally canon-compliant up to early 2021, and it starts to diverge from there because quackity didn’t start torturing dream. that’s really the major difference that isn’t explicitly stated, the rest can be picked up by reading!

now that that’s out of the way, let’s go through the series fic by fic.

we start with it’s not a leap of faith if you don’t trust the jump (redux) (T, 7.5k), commonly referred to as just ‘leap of faith’. here, quackity meets charlie and his world begins to change. just as he starts to fall in love, wilbur is revived and quackity has to decide if he’s ready to let himself be vulnerable again after being ghosted by his fiances. (now new and improved for the two year anniversary, featuring charlie+wilbur pov!)

next comes like you were never gone (M, 22k). remember those fiances? they un-ghost in this fic: karl’s time traveling has taken its toll on his memory, and when he forgets quackity entirely, sapnap sets out to ask for his help. quackity is caught between his past and current relationships, unsure of his future with either. things only get messier when karl disappears again, and quackity decides to take sapnap to las nevadas to meet wilbur and charlie. jealousy, insecurity, and miscommunication ensue, but everything works out in the end.

the third main fic in the series (out of 5 planned!) is walk towards love (WIP! M, currently 34k), the wedding fic! nothing ever comes easy for this group, though, and wedding planning gets sidelined as problems begin to bubble up: quackity’s past trauma, karl’s memory loss, and sapnap’s long-held wish of his best friend attending his wedding (along with wilbur’s fluctuating mental health and charlie’s struggle to adapt to human life). through sheer stubbornness and dedication to their love, once again, the polycule gets their happy ending.

now for the bonus tracks! these are a collection of extra scenes that add a variety of things to the main series, and range from silly to heartbreaking. feauturing domestic fluff, multiple povs, and some offscreen scenes that didn't fit in the main fics

i share everything from memes to character tidbits to wips here under the tag #las nevadas polycule!

[intricatepuckrituals]

i abandoned god too early in childhood maybe. maybe otherwise,, i would be able to search for a hockey player's name.

just their name.

just a wee innocent lil search of their name. and i would be able to scroll some.nice relevant pictoral results on tumbler dot comm of the face that goes w the name doing some silly team promo,,,without posts shouting at me abt how qu+nn hug#es is fucking trying to impregn@te me and post on insta abt it.

maybe then i would not stare at my ceiling at 1am and ask, are we all just...tumbleweeds running from the forsaken winds shouting, "y/n!!!" louder and louder in these echoing, barren lands, with the shadows deepening and the landfill ever growing. maybe,,.. maybe.

[kvnghs-archive]

just gotta have a lil real dump here for a min.

i don’t feel very wanted/needed on this platform anymore.  it feels like my ideas and muses have run their course and no one is interested in what i have to offer.  conversations to start the most basic and simple plots are often one-sided, ending before they even begin, or just left on read with nothing to ever come of it.  i need to discuss plots, characters, etc in order to even have the motivation to be here to write, and i’m not getting much of that anymore (unless i write a specific canon male character on a solo blog, but we’ve learned our lesson there).  when i started here, regardless of who i was writing (canon or oc) i would always get random questions about my muses in the inbox.  just dumb little things that people were interested in — what’s their shampoo smell like? do they sleep with the closet door open?  socks on or off at night?  simple things...ya know?  that makes such a difference to me, that someone thinks my silly little muse is interesting enough to know some funny little facts about them.  now it just feels like people are only in search of a plot device to insert into their story and not the actual character they’re writing against.  i want to know about your muses.  i want you to tell me their morning routine, i want to know the dumb little things my muse would know too.  i crave the interaction the rpc is no longer giving out freely like it once did.  

i am slow, and i very much understand that, but the reason i am so slow is because the rpc as a whole is failing.  people have decided it’s not worth reaching out anymore because they’re being ignored, the elitism and cliques are once again getting out of hand with the drama, and it’s just kind of a sad place to be when you’re not in one of those cliques.  especially you 30-somethings out here trying to start drama with kids like it’s high school...but that’s a whole different and very long post for another time.  anyway, what used to be an escape to enjoy with people in my hobby is kind of just a depressive place to be now.  i don’t feel the excitement for my muses, i don’t feel like people are here to learn anything about my muses, and i’m very much starting to feel like a pity party.  while i am fully away this is also my bad mental health speaking, at the same time it’s also not.  

edited*  what happened to the support the rpc once had?  is it only applicable if you have the correct aesthetics and use the prettiest graphics?  i can’t use photoshop very well, but i like to think i can write okay, so why do my graphics dictate how you see me as a writer?  i don’t care if your promo is pretty, i want to support you so i’m going to reblog it.  the rpc is not as supportive as it once was and you cannot tell me otherwise.  i rarely see promos cross my dash ( mine have less than 10 notes, and it’s me and like one other person most of the time...it literally hurts my feelings to spend time on something that gets completely ignored and i am not sorry about that ), people aren’t commenting and communicating as much as they once were, and i think it’s completely skewing the rpc as a whole.  the same goes for edits, is it hard to like a post someone spent time on?  you can unlike it later if you need to clean your likes, but sometimes people just like to be acknowledged for something they’re excited about.  i have been so excited to post something like an edit or what i thought was interesting about my muse, or just fun that other people might think was cool, to only be met with crickets on the other side.  it’s disheartening and not what the rpc is supposed to be about.

i’m complaining to myself as well, because i’ve stopped being as interactive with the dash as i once was.  but as i said before, after time and time again of being shut out, ignored, and even blocked after speaking to someone...can you really blame people for no longer reaching out?

anyway, sorry if you came in to read this.  i’ve been very much struggling here, and thought making harley would help, but it’s only further solidified that feeling.  i’m really trying to navigate around it, but i’m not even sure where to start with people anymore.  like i’m almost afraid to even reblog things from people anymore because they’re so adamant about reblogging everything from the source, not messaging first, and not even following them first like?  isn’t that what we’re supposed to be doing here?  idk, the rpc has lost its luster and i really miss the community we used to have here.

so anyway...if you’d like to talk about our muses, plots, etc, i’ll do my best to ask random questions, send asks, make edits, and all that jazz as long as it isn’t one-sided.  my ims, ask, and disco are always available though i do miss (or just never get) notifications sometimes so don’t hesitate to boop me.  i’d just love to find some more writing partners to bounce ideas back and forth with.  i have either lost contact with most of mine over the years or they stopped writing all together unfortunately. :/

disco: shiny shitbag ✨#6427

[s0lar-ch3ri]

hey this is a post to any who refuse to follow the golden rule

literally i cannot say enough ever to be nice to people because today i woke up and found 2 messages from people who were ever so happy over my lil art promos AND someone who just reblogged one of my promos :D

so how is this golden rule related? literally today i found that like people are reading my writings. ik, its such a silly and small thing, but like my own sibling keeps procrastinating reading it and knowing theres people interested AHHHHHHHHHHH

peace and love on planet earth if you want reblog with acts of kindness and read with anything this post knowing that op hopes it can make you a lil happy

[thinkingnot]

introducing the great thinker -> me <-

Welcome to the Great Apartment

we are now flat m8s

pronouns: he/him (giggling and twirling my hair)

super cool with any terms to be referred as king, queen, idk hoodie, beez, mister landlord anythin really im cool and love

pseudos: Hoodie/Beez/Fern

mains: Yu Wo (author), Trevor Noah, Priest (author), Rood Chrishi & Kielnode Chrishi & Lanoste & Yujeria (characters from Black Haze the manhwa) and a bit of everyone else (just a dash, a pinch)

(colored means i think about them 24/7 :))

ask, spam notis, message, pop off. i like interactions (not very good at responding might be awkward sorry)

tags list:

#nsfw <- any post/rb that contains explicit implications via wordings, imagery, etc..

#hoodie’s ask <- send asks!!! me answer!!!! :D

#tenant <- for anonymous asks!! :]

#hoodie’s real <- hoodie irl related

#hoodie’s day ratings <- also irl related but im rating it >:)

#correct watcher entertainment quotes <- watcher entertainment hyperfixitation brrrr

batfam fic rec <- yall were right i shouldve got onto the bat train a long time ago dammit (includes: copious danny phantom and spiderman crossover)

#orv correct quotes <- omniscient reader’s viewpoint quotes yoooo

#vomit <- ??? idk ive just realized i talk about vomit way too much might as well as warn ya (i do include a warning tag, the #tw vomit)

#hoodie’s doodles <- it is what it iss

#hoodie reads

#hoodie travels

#thinkingaboutmusic <- where i think abkut music and mostly fangirl over wilbur soot, nf, imagine dragons, mitski & more

#hoodie’s definitions <- i define things for fun

#banish the baddies <- self care, for when you get not nice thoughts and maybe a little bit sad or a lot. i got some little things for you to do or maybe just a distraction. you can reply/rb to these and i will see them or maybe you can do the things in private if you want!!

#fic events things <- i join fic events

#live-fic-react <- haha so im an avid fic reader

#not sponsored but promo for cool shits <- i see good stuffs, i share good stuffs :D

#confession slash jay <- usually accompanied with #or is it cuz i make them when i am in silly goofy mood /lh /hj to all of em’

#correct mcyt quotes <- quotes that are from streams vids or idk any social medias and is canon/real - i will add the source

#fics recs <- uhhhh fics recs :D (me read, they’re good, me recs, they’re probably-definitely all tommyinnit-centric)

#gender <- when i am feeling gender :)

#ranble <- when i randomly ramble

#personal <- ehhhhhh it’s like when i’m bored imma say shit that’s well personal and nobody asked 😎

#hoodie’s art <- when i doodle on the paper and decided to bring it to show and tell

#hoodie’s achievements <- i’ve done things! hooray!! no matter what those things are (ie: felonies, awards, how lonely i am, aged,.etc..)

#hoodie’s lil siblings <- self explanatory

#hoodie’s mc skins <- i made mc skins!

so back on 23rd April my account was bleh

@thinkingaboutaus

@thinkingaboutirlstreams

o7, you’ll be missed

i literally don’t even know how all my blogs just got wiped off i didn’t even do anything

ps: if u recognize me pls tell i forgot all my moots urls ;-;

thanks m8’s

update:

im back babyyyyy

but im too lazy to re-login rn so….. actually….

idk imma just use two accounts from now (probably one on the computer and one on the fone) <- i in fact is still too lazy

[snickerdoodlles]

Bad Buddy Masterpost

This is primarily a masterlist for all my Bad Buddy fics, posted WIP previews, plot sketches, and a few noted meta & headcanon posts.

Hope this helps with blog navigation and the general tumblr fuckery! ^^

Last Updated: 1 Mar 2022

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Fics

All the Little Things [ao3 | tumblr]

PatPran, Post Ep5, Introspection

Pran imagines the future with Pat.

Rating: T | Word Count: 449w | Status: Complete

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come here. [ao3 | tumblr tag]

PatPran, Secret Relationship, 5+1, a lil Spicy

5 times Pat says “come here” plus the one time Pran says it first

Rating: M | Word Count: 9323w | Status: Posted 5/6

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my open sky [ao3]

PatPran, Kiss Prompts, Ficlet Series

Mini series of PatPran kisses as inspired by tumblr prompts. Currently posted: kisses on cheek/dimples; soft morning kisses; kisses in the rain; kisses on scars

Rating: NR | Word Count: 2939w | Status: Posted 4/?

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our soft shells [ao3 | tumblr promo]

PatPran, Anxiety, Hugs & Comfort, Intimacy, Secret Relationship

Pat & Pran, navigating anxieties over a relationship neither particularly wants to keep secret.    

Rating: T | Word Count: 1623w | Status: Complete

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untitled no.14 [ao3 | tumblr]

PatPran, Shameless Makeouts, Ep8 [4/4] Speculation, Relationship Reveal

If Pat doesn’t put on a t-shirt soon, Pran’s going to do something spectacularly stupid.

Rating: T | Word Count: 827w | Status: Complete

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Things That Stay The Same [ao3 | tumblr promo]

PatPran, Pran & Toto, Pat & Toto, Ep9 Speculation

Some things change, some things stay the same. Or: the friends that stand beside you during bad weather times and the reclaiming of your safe spaces.

Rating: T | Word Count: 2490w | Status: Complete

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break a leg [ao3 | tumblr]

Pran & Pa, Pran & Wai, Alternate Ep8 [1/4] scene

Wai finds out Pa's identity through her other big brother.

Rating: T | Word Count: 2791w | Status: Complete

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Sucker [ao3 | tumblr promo]

PatPran, Korn & Everyone, Architecture & Engineering, Outsider POV

Korn spots a suspicious mark on Pat's neck.

Rating: T | Word Count: 1418w | Status: Complete

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of sweaters and gingerbread [ao3 | tumblr promo]

Background PatPran, Architecture gang & Engineering gang

Engineering inaugurates Pran into one of their silly traditions. Maybe someone should’ve warned them not to do this by challenging him, because he’s about to one up them all.

Rating: T | Word Count: 1494w | Status: Posted 1/2

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roadside assistance [ao3 | tumblr promo]

InkPa, Mutual Pining, UST

In which Pa gets a flat tire, but luckily Ink’s there to help. Now if the universe could either make Pa less gay, or women less hot, or just her brother less of a cock block, that’d be grand.

Rating: T | Word Count: 1723w | Status: Complete

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come what may [ao3 | tumblr promo]

PatPran, Korn & Pran, Korn & Pat, Engineering Gang, Mischievous Friends, Developing Friendship, Ep9 Missing Scene

According to the transitive property of equality, if Pran is dating Korn's best friend, that makes him Korn's best friend too.

Rating: T | Word Count: 1886w | Status: Complete

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all the tie and bind [ao3 | tumblr promo]

Pran & Wai, Pat & Wai, PatPran (Background), Missing Scene (Set between ep9 & 10), Episode 9 Coda, Apologies & Reconciliations

Wai apologizes and Pat gives him a shovel talk. ft some Pran & Wai backstory ideas and smug!PatPran boyfriends as a treat

Rating: T | Word Count: 1840w | Status: Complete

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more indelible than ink [ao3 | tumblr promo]

Pran & Korn, Pat & Korn, PatPran, Friendship, Crack, University Shenanigans

Korn's professor only allows cheat sheets on the finals that are permanent tattoos. Pran has a solution.

Rating: T | Word Count: 2007w | Status: Complete

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dimples can always lie (series) [ao3 | series tag]

PatPran, Assassin AU, Soft Boyfriends/Husbands, Genre Typical Content

Pt.1 (1035w) written for the dialogue prompt: “And why exactly is there a dead body in my bathroom?”

Pt.2 (329w) written for the dialogue prompt: “Small fire! I said SMALL fire! That is not small!”

Pt.3 (1300w) written for the dialogue prompt: “We just stopped a homicide. Congratulations?”

Pt.4 (700w) written for the dialogue prompt: “I’m not totally useless. I can be used as a bad example.”

Rating: M | Word Count: N/A | Status: On-Going

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nine lives lucky (series) [ao3 | series tag]

Pat & Pran & Junior, Pat/Pran, Magic AU *very loosely based on Diana Wynne Jones’s Chronicles of Chrestomanci series. no prior knowledge of the series required

no stranger to the wind (1275w | Posted: 1/3) In a universe where magic is as common as science and faith, Junior's goal in life is to grow up to be a leader to the beach village just like Uncle Tong. But when he meets two strangers on the beach that are far more magical than the common eye would see, Junior learns he might have a stronger gift than anything he could ever imagine. 

Rating: T | Word Count: N/A | Status: On-Going

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Only Real is Real [ao3 | tumblr tag]

PatPran, bad boy!Pran, good boy!Pat, Canon Divergence

The boy Pat remembers as wearing soft linens with knitted sweaters knotted around his neck returns wearing leather and a shit-kicker attitude. (Or, bad boy!Pran meet golden boy!Pat. The only thing that hasn't changed is the way Pran still holds Pat's attention completely.)

Rating: T | Word Count: 3031w | Status: Posted 1/?

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Previews

*Posted to tumblr in parts atm, full upload to AO3 TBD 

Grasshoppers and Elephants [ao3 | tumblr tag]

Background PatPran, Engineering & Architecture, Enemies to Friends, Hijinks and Shenanigans, Korn POV

Pat’s friends discover Pat’s dating Pran early on their sophomore year. Upset that Pat felt the need to hide his relationship and determined to make his comfortable enough to come out to them on his own, Korn, Chang, and Mo realize they’re going to have to make the ultimate sacrifice: they’re going to have to befriend the architecture gang. Pat better appreciate them for this.

Pt.1 | Future Scene Cut Scene (1)

Rating: T | Word Count: N/A | Status: WIP

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nothing new [ao3 | preview | tumblr tag]

PatPran, InkPa, Post-Canon, Season 2 Speculation, Bets and Proposals, Reconciliations and Forgiveness, Found Family

What I could see happening in a season 2 for Bad Buddy: the Series. It begins with Dissaya inviting Pat to dinner. A bet is made, proposals are had, and eventually we stumble our way to a happily ever after.

Rating: T | Word Count: N/A | Status: WIP

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listen with your heart [ao3 | preview | tumblr tag]

PatPran, High School Era, Magic AU *loosely based on Diana Wynne Jones’s Howl’s Moving Castle trilogy. no prior knowledge of the novel or movie required

Pran accidentally attaches his door of many places to Pat’s bedroom door instead of his own. If Pran had thought Pat was bad about barging through his window, imagine how bad he’s about to get with a door that doesn’t want to lock him out.

Rating: T | Word Count: N/A | Status: WIP

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Noted Posts

*Just a few noted plot sketch posts, convos with @/jemmo, headcanon & meta posts, etc. that people requested easy access too, let me know if there are any posts you’d like to see added o7

Plot Sketch: PatPran Luca AU

Plot Sketch: Pat, Pran, Ink, Paa, Korn, and Wai go bowling

Plot Sketch: Pat and Wai and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad realization that You’re Friends With That Asshole

Plot Sketch: PatPran pirate AU

Plot Sketch: Paa goes to the hospital instead (ep9 reimagining)

Jemmo Chats: Pat crushes melons with his thighs

Jemmo Chats: PranKorn friendship shenanigans

Jemmo Chats: “come here” (check replies)

Jemmo Chats: Pran and hard drives meta (check replies)

Jemmo Chats: ep7 confession meta

Meta & Headcanons: engineering & architecture dynamics

Meta & Headcanons: WaiKorn headcanons

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[1ddiscourseoftheday]

Tues 11 May ‘21

Louis saw us all coming up with wacky theories about what the BMG announcement might mean and came to tell us what’s going on… wait no he just retweeted the same article from yesterday with the partnership wording! Haha, but in seriousness while I know not everyone agrees I think it’s pretty clear at this point that BMG is his new record label. The tweet he posted was captioned with another easily misconstrued statement, THANKS FOR THAT LOUIS, but I will repeat what I said yesterday, which is that by far the likeliest explanation of his announcing to a fandom that’s rabid for label news that he’s joined a label is that- it’s his new label! And all the evidence I see supports that. The post he retweeted said (in the words of Music Week) “After five One Direction albums and one solo LP with Sony Music and Syco, now Louis Tomlinson is officially an independent artist with BMG”. Some believe this means he’s NOT signed to BMG but is putting out his own album and simply using them as a distro; I personally would say it seems pretty clear at this point that that simply refers to the fact that BMG are, as a label that isn’t one of the Big Four, considered an independent label, making Louis, as someone on their roster, an indie artist- like the tweet said. If he’d gone rogue and started his own label there would be articles everywhere about it and that article would have talked about it (instead headlines read “Louis Tomlinson Signs Record Deal With BMG”), plus we have plenty of quotes that would be frankly odd if he weren’t signed to BMG, such as the vice president of A&R at BMG UK, saying "We are delighted to welcome Louis to BMG. He is already busy working on new music, and we are excited to join him on the next phase of his extraordinary career,” a BMG sales manager saying “BMG will have the new album” and referring to the fact that they’ll do promo for it (in a DM conversation that actually appears to be real, unlike SOME going around today), and Charlie Lightening posting “Congrats @louist91 on the new deal with BMG UK excited for LT2, gonna smash it lad”.

More to the point-- why do people want so badly to think he ISN’T signed with BMG? This is GREAT NEWS!! They’re an indie (what everyone has wanted for Louis forever), and they were founded specifically to give artists more control than the majors (after splitting off from Sony; they were more or less founded as a direct push back against Sony’s business model), but they’re big enough to give him the support an artist of his size needs, which would be very hard for him to pull off running his own label-- I’d much rather see him putting his energy into writing songs, touring, making documentaries, and running his management company, rather than doing his own promo and wrangling with distro deals and shit. He should be signed to a label to do that work for him! And BMG seems like an awesome choice! But the weird ideas out there just continue right on-- not just people saying he’s not on a label, but also others, who don’t think him being on a label completely unconnected to Sony will be able to prevent Sony from dropping a piano on Louis’ head like the moustache twirling masterminds they are er sabotaging BMG somehow (the whole point of them being an indie is that this shouldn’t be an issue?), and such amazing takes as “louis has signed to a queer label” (evidence? “we just know that they are queer”; an actual dialogue from tiktok), are unlikely to be affected by any number of facts, as are the twitter folks getting excited about him ‘unfollowing’ accounts he never followed to begin with (Syco etc).

Anyway Louis, on a roll of giving us what we want today, also gave us a VIDEO with his HAT OFF! I don’t even care that it’s a silly ad (for samsung), or that he trimmed his luscious locks a little, it’s Louis! Talking and stuff!! Showing off his still wonderfully long hair all pushed up and back! Gorgeous, amazing, perfect… and yes I am ignoring the slides and socks thank you very much, though I will mention that they are literally exactly the same as Harry’s slides and socks. He also followed BMG, one of his (no doubt many) NFT trading profiles was found (@LT282828, LMAO), and new shows are being added as the tour dates finalize (though ticketmaster showing a Harry date for the same day/place as one of them was a glitch, we don’t have Harry’s updated dates yet)

And speaking of Harry! MP filming was indoors today, so Harry was only seen walking to his car, but he showed up at the Brits!!! In an amazing geometric patterned (or, uh, “macro framed sequence print” I GUESS) brown and tan suit (that clashed just HORRIFICALLY with the neon pastel Brits décor and his award, I fucking love that) and a cute lil handbag and sneakers to accept his AWARD for Best British Single!! (For Watermelon Sugar oddly, but hey a wins a win). CONGRATULATIONS baby and WOW great to see him! He popped in with pal Tomo Campbell, last seen by us when they drove to Italy together last summer. He thanked “my fans, for being so generous to me, always, and everyone in my life who has my back, thank you so much I love you.” Question, did he make the choice to swap out the pink and yellow award he was handed onstage for the blue and green version he had later? Either way, lol. Lots more people will have nice things to say about him now with this high profile win, but even before that people were gushing about him-- Joshua Bassett came out as queer by calling Harry hot (”I guess this is me coming out”), we got Billy Porter on the Brits pre show carpet saying, “I am seeing change! You know Harry Styles on the cover of Vogue Magazine that is change. You’re welcome!” and someone from his recording studio telling us he “was very nice wasn’t he, he brought doughnuts for the assistants and gave everyone a lift home. He came into reception and offered to make everybody a cup of tea,” awww Harry! Lift home from Harry, that’s my new meeting-one-of-the-boys goal.

Niall wished “everyone involved at the Brits” good luck, and Liam wished an NFT creator luck on his sale.

[seokmins]

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[asokatanos]

do you have any fic recs for the mentalist?

I told you I’d post some for you tonight and here they are!! Unfortunately I did a lot of reading while I was still obstinately REFUSING to make another ffnet account, so I didn’t save like a good 90% of what I read, some of which was excellent. But here are some of the ones I did +fav or whatever they call it there. No particular genre since your ask was open ended, but, well-

(sorry in advance - these are mostly ffnet links but they’re worth braving that site I swear)

((also this is definitely a non-exhaustive list. there’s some real talent in this fandom))

Consummate Connection Confrontation - these are three separate fics in that order by the absolutely inimitable @hardlyloquatious. Literally everything they’ve written is amazing. I’ve completely exposed myself because my first rec is sort of. uh, lightly 18+. But I had to put this author at the top of my list because I love them so much. The way Jane talks in Consummate has literally kept me awake more than once. It’s honestly more sweet and touching than anything but it’s definitely uh. not something your boss should catch you with I guess.

Long Lost, Long Last - same author. This was written and posted before My Blue Heaven aired, but it has the same vibe as that episode, except deliciously drawn out. It starts off with Jane being his kinda silly self and deciding he wants to try his hand at letter writing, so he writes little notes for the whole team. Lisbon is the only one who gives him a note back, and they take to leaving each other lil notes - until RJ is killed and Jane disappears to do some soul searching. This fic is so... beautiful and I think about it with some frequency. “Consummate” is hot but Long Lost Long Last is why HL is my fave TM author.

Practice - okay one last one from this author. This one isn’t like, groundbreaking, but it’s just the SWEETEST look at how much Jane tries after they get together. I’m a sucker for Jane being sweet. Clearly, since that’s why Consummate is at the top of this list.

Blood Red Moon - the author is 221b Baker Street. Their fics are a LOT more heavy. But they’re so, so good. Their mastery of language is incredible and their fics read like professionally written books - and they do Jane/Lisbon banter incredibly well. Some of the imagery they use has genuinely stuck with me. Also see Sacraments in Scarlet (Jane pretends to be a priest), Arsenic and Red Lace (murder at an assisted care facility and Jane being the cheery and extremely sad bastard that he is), Jonathon Redding (a take on Red John that is deeply clever), a Road lEss traveleD (this is. unsettling. it’s extremely good but save it for the last from this author, wait until you love them first. The payoff for not-as-it-seems comes towards the end but it really is worth waiting for).

Blood Wind - by Gone2Far speaking of unsettling. THIS ONE. God this fic is so good. Spooky as fuck in a way that’s a little X-Filesy and incredibly well written. I want to live very far from this fic while at the same time wrapping myself in its words so I can borrow a crumb of talent.

In Case series - @halfagonyandhope (yay, they’re on tumblr). This rec list isn’t necessarily in any sort of order because after HL, halfagonyandhope is second fave author. This particular series is SO ROMANTIC and LOVELY and I kinda wanna cry kinda wanna read it again and again. My favorite one in the series is Ya’aburnee but you have to read the ones preceding it to make any sort of sense. Also now that I’m looking at all of these again I’m realizing that apparently the second installment stuck with me more than I expected because I wrote more than 10k words of something that has a vaguely similar theme (which I will post later). 

Qumran and Reset - by J. Roddam. This author only ever seems to have written these two but they’re fucking EXQUISITE. I generally avoid AUs in this fandom because the concept of erasing Jane’s past does NOT sit right with me but Reset is one of the only exceptions I’ve made. It has soulmate vibes without being like, a tumblr soulmate story. Both of them are living SUCH different lives than their canon counterparts but somehow it actually works and it’s beautiful. Qumran is similarly without peer.

Pretending, I: Witness - @inkstainedfingers97. I wouldn’t even know where to start but I love every single thing about this fic - and it’s recently been completed! I was lucky enough to get to binge read a majority of it but waiting for updates was also genuinely thrilling too. Fake/Real Married for WITSEC reasons, real love for obvious reasons. Also the Lorelei dynamic is way more intense than on the show in a way that’s at once very uncomfortable and very believable.

27 Minutes - by Idan. Okay. Okay so this author commented on one of my fics and I almost lost it because I really love theirs. I was smiling for like an hour when I saw the notification from them!! 27 Min is my favorite one but In The Cards is widely rec’d by others for very good reason, it’s so good. The Pretender is also excellent, written based on promos of Orange Blossom Ice Cream and so a bit AU from there.

Eighteen Hours - I would definitely be remiss if I didn’t mention @leafenclaw (and actually, I was remiss because I realized while making this post that theirs were some of those early fics I read that I never +fave etc, so ty for the ask so I can do it now, anon). Leafenclaw writes SO well and I have an extra soft spot for them because they pointed me in the direction of a lot of fics and were one of the first ppl I ever spoke with in this fandom since luckily they’re on tumblr too. Also Kindred (note - both of these are still WIP but being updated/worked on!) Chasing Storms is complete, incredible, angsty, beautiful. Also I kind of want to borrow the idea of writing one story around a set of many prompts like this. I don’t actually think I’ve ever seen anyone else do that?

The Long Way Back - by LouiseKurylo I consider them sort of a friend because they’ve been SO supportive while I was writing  Saving Grace but even before that with a new suit, another pair of socks, and a terrible couch. And I’ve seen them supporting everybody else too - they’re just SO NICE. Their fics are also very interesting, and they sort of bring Jane and Lisbon much more into the real world. There’s more real life problems to go hand in hand with mentalist plot type problems, which makes for very interesting reading. Fischer in this particular fic is FASCINATING. Also, a hot tip @leafenclaw shared with me: Louise’s faves list has 500 stories in it and pretty much everything in there is worth reading.

Last but OBVIOUSLY not least I wanna mention some of the very cute and talented and actively posting people here on tumblr in our little mentalist squad of approximately 12 people lmao. You probably already know @gracevanpelt aka LilyThistle’s Big Blue, Red Road, Breathe, and Collusion. I have an especially soft spot for Breathe actually even though it’s the least plotty of the lot. I just think it works so perfectly on its own, as is, like a quiet little interlude. No muss no fuss as Jane would say - and I love it a lot. @asambergs aka cmbing’s how glad i am that you exist is actually the FIRST piece of Mentalist fic I ever read, and then I was pulled down this slippery slope to end up posting this at 11:52 pm on a Thursday night. And I’m not about to forget @pjane aka epaynter whose words are so beautifully atmospheric and who writes the softest Jane (I love Soft Jane and will fight anyone who disagrees about it!!)

Aaaand a nice and shameless self plug in the form of ao3 links: Come Fly With Me (this is the softest thing I’ve ever written), Saving Grace (an actual, complete, fully plotted fic. 14 year old me is SHAKING), a new suit, a terrible couch, another pair of socks (this last was inspired by @asambergs fics actually, and was the first thing I wrote in this fandom!)

[rileyblxu]

I recently re-read your AnderPerry fic... it’s so, so good. Like, I knew what I was getting into for having read it before but this time again I was just as charmed, perhaps even more if that’s even possible. I love it!

jkwehaskjfahk anon!!!!! im not sure whether you’re the same anon who messaged me a while ago abt there is the world itself, but either if you are or aren’t, THANK YOU. you have no idea how insanely flattering this is, and how happy this makes me. im seriously a little in shock bc i never expected such a good response from what seemed like such a silly little fic, but everyone has been amazing and so lovely and im still kinda overwhelmed.

thank you so so much for reaching out, and im sooooo glad you liked my fic

also a lil shameless self-promo here, if you are talking abt there is the world itself, i posted another anderperry fic a few weeks ago that hopefully?? you’ll like??? if you ever read it??? you totally don't have to tho

again, thank you a thousand times and have a beautiful day!!

[purecamp]

how about all even numbers for mean queens sharon and all odd numbers for mean queens alaska for the ask thing?

sure!!! a big ask!!🥰

sharon:

2. their favourite chocolate bar

answered!!

4. what they would be if they were a tarot card

@pianowired suggested knight of swords and i googled it bc i’m not very familiar with tarot and i agree yes yes

6. their favourite film to watch when hungover

beetlejuice or edward scissorhands. for winona ryder and nothing more. she loves her (and who doesn’t jesus)

8. their favourite animal

cat!!!! ofc she’s gonna adopt her lil baby cerrone eventually and he’s gonna be a big shaggy bitey nightmare, just like we all knew and loved

10. their favourite floor of the library

the shakespeare one. dusty old plays filled with Drama and existential dread and Extra Ass Murders for the sake of theatre

12. their least favourite vegetable

carrots. far too sweet and just generally weird. she refuses them

14. what component of Christmas dinner they like the best

the chocolate yule log afterwards, bc that’s the only correct answer. alyssa’s cooking is to die for but the CAKE😍

16. the kitchen utensil they hate washing up the most

i am heavily projecting here bc i hate it, wooden spoons. the texture of a wet wooden spoon makes me VOM it’s gross and yeahh. she hates it too bc i said so

18. their favourite celebrity chef

gordon ramsey. ur welcome ortega. he’s just fuckin funny

20. their favourite lipstick/gloss shade to wear

has to be mac, has to be total black. definitely a liquid lip too

22. their least favourite fizzy juice

anything if it doesn’t have vodka in it. why drink coke if u can have vodka and coke is her reasoning

24. their favourite Christmas song

i’ve probably said this before, but the fairytale of new york. bitter and sweary. or christmas sweater by the aaa girls for girlfriend reasons

alaska:

1. their favourite song to listen to on a sunny day

since it’s on my mind, wouldn’t it be nice. great song, 11/10

3. their favourite dish to cook

alaska, famously, does not cook. if any of u have seen that post about the chilli burns and the bowl of milk and the electricity going out, that’s her - as in me and nymph genuinely discussed it. that being said, she’s good at breakfast, so any kind of breakfast food she enjoys cooking and she’s good at too

5. what colour they would be if they were a colour

baby pink!!! bc she’s that sweet girly girl we all love to death

7. the song that will make them white-girl screech on a night out

i wanna dance with somebody by whitney houston. it’s the song that makes her perk up, run to the dance floor if she’s not already there, ignoring how much her feet want to fall off bc they’re impaled into her shoes, and dance for the entire duration of the song grabbing onto sharon and violet the whole time. aka what i did at prom with my teachers watching

9. their favourite social media app

big instagram gal, because she’s pretty and she loves her instagram stories so much too. good for band promo and good for fooling about as she’s prone to do

11. the song they listen to when sad to put them more in their feelings

this is so funny fkskhsks i would say maybe she’d play the piano chords to the shade of it all in fic?? but also any song she can associate with something sad- like listening to my heart will go on, thinking of the titanic, and crying

13. what they think is the most overrated song of all time

hello by adele. she can’t stand when people make references to it bc it irritates her to no end, which everyone else (willam) finds funny and uses against her bc she’s silly enough to reveal her dislike of it

15. what their favourite tv show was as a child

not a tv show, but she didn’t watch much tv growing up with four siblings. she liked to hole up in her little pink bedroom and watch disney movies all day. she adores cinderella a lot

17. their favourite takeaway

a big fat pizza, all kinds of veggie toppings. she’s always trying to convince sharon to get it when they’re adults and she’s home, and sharons always trying to tell her about the benefits of healthy eating (not that it matters, bc she works out and she’s highkey so toned)

19. the unfunniest movie they’ve ever seen

adam sandler. need i say more

“he’s just. he’s not funny sharon!! he’s not!!!”

“i know baby, i know”

“why are we watching this!!!!”

“because alyssa wanted to”

“but she’s asleep now! let’s put something else on!!”

“devil wears prada?”

“yes!!!!!”

21. which gen Z gay icon they would choose to back them in a fight out of Kim Petras, Carly Rae Jepsen and Charli XCX

charli xcx bc her music is the kind she gets drunk and dancey to at house parties. think whipping her hair and laughing a lot and smeared pink lipstick. very that

23. their favourite supermarket

i have a pitiful knowledge of american supermarkets thus i ignore this one

25. the book they will read over and over again

she likes getting sharon to read macbeth with her bc she played lady macbeth once and likes to read her lines whilst sharon does a variety of dumb accents to differentiate between the rest of the characters, including a poor scottish that sounds like shrek

[chiaki-c]

Watched endgame lmao. warnings: salty

Generally speaking it felt much inferior to infinity war. I hadn't spoiled myself but like the time travel was p much what i was expecting i just didnt think it would be so drawn out?? Like it felt like those shenaningans basically took up the whole movie when i assumed it would be more of a means to an end thing? Idek.

I was hoping we'd get some loki by the end of it but :( it took me and my sister a while to realize oh wait he wasnt included in the people resurrected with the gauntlet right b u t he did escape in that other timeline so i guess pretty fucked up way to sorta concede that he is maybe probably alive but also kinda you know?? erase all of his character development post the first fucking avenger lmao this feels like doctor who bullshit all over again. I hate time travel.

I want to know why the russos hate thor so much. Like in infinity war they didnt retain any of his progress in ragnarok but at least it was pretty standard thor shenaningans but why was he selected to be comic relief this round. Like i thought bruce had gotten it bad in infinity war but god. The need to have him not only be pathetic for laughs but also heavily underline that it was his mental health declining making him act like that aND OPENLY MAKING FUN OF IT AND OF ITS MANIFESTATION. WOW?? I honestly can't begin to see how they could be so blatantly insensitive about it in such a big movie. And valkirye being like "and he drinks now :///" like HELLO?????? HELLLLLOOOOOO LMAO

More thor ranting. It was nice to see frigga but, again, her talk with thor really enforced the feel that ragnarok development never existed and also like. It was nice but. You know who else didn't get a single chance to say goodbye to frigga and never actually make peace with the passing of the only person who wholly accepted him?

He also didnt get an abundance of meaningful scenes really. So you know. Missed chance, maybe.

Anyway.

It was so dirty of them to kill nat. They didnt treat her right once, not a single time (winter soldier notwithstanding) so of course they had to end her arc the only possible way. by doing her dirty.

Like in a way?? I'm extremely emotional about clint and nat reunion + her literally giving her life in order for him to spend the rest of it with his family but i just phisically can't bring myself to ignore that they still preferred to kill a woman who, despite all the different flavours of questionable writing was at her core always!! a character whose heart was genuinely in a good place and who didn't get a single reward for her continuous efforts to make up for her past choices. nah she got to die so that Bad Man With Family could be happy. Like im not That mad but also like i can't not be yknow!! And still im so!! About the hand holding and forehead touching bc yes I AM GOING TO DIE MAD ABOUT THESE TWO AND WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN!!!!!!!!!!

Also Nebula. I was so excited the first half abt her bc it felt like she was getting to be part of the team but then THE MOVIE NEEDED HER TO BE FORGETTABLE ENOUGH TO THEM THAT THEY WOULD NOT NOTICE WEIRD BEHAVIOR + HER STAYING OUTSIDE?? WHILE THEY WERE USING THE GAUNTLET LIKE LMAO WHAT. And then bc they needed to wrap up no one got to say bye to gamora even tho she wasn't their version of her but still yknow with those people apparently being unable to be brought back you'd think it would warrant a lil emotional moment? Idek. The amount of this movie that was lost to silly gimmicks is more irritating the more i think abt it.

Lmao @ carol and okoye being in the promos for the woke points and then amounting to jack shit in the actual movie

They really did say fuck stevebucky rights uh. Idk what even to say about this just. Bucky never gets anything. Im wondering why only steve gets to have a chance at a normal life in his rightful time. Could it be bc maybe bucky didn't have anyone besides steve to go back to? /thinking emoji Too bad he wasn't as up high in steve's list of stuff then. I'm saltier abt this one than i originally realized :/

Ppl who are more eloquent than me can surely talk better about the time travel inconsistencies but yeah. A lot of it was glaringly wonky and up to wide range of interpretation which i guess is very convenient for them but to me ends up being kinda unsatisfying especially for like. The big final chapter.

and i gotta say i got really emotional when tony said i am iron man aaand through the whole death scene. I'm gonna blame my period for the tears but honestly?!?!?! I feel like the part of me who basically grew up with this franchise and put a lot of emotional investment in it just really went all out at seeing that. Like i was such a big iron man stan and even when that toned down a lot i always liked him till the end so!!! :'( but compared to natasha his death was a lot more fanservicy id say and like. Of course he'll get all the honors and stuff and it wasn't like totally unexpected or anything. I'm mad at myself for being emo about it but yeah couldnt help it anyway :(

but yeah im mostly meh about it unfortunately