#just life update stuff

[bunnakit]

i just feel like yapping between work emails

but remember how that big streamer asked me to be on a collab with her with some other people? she asked me to do a collab with her today and it was just us - and when i was out of town she sent me dms and talked about irl stuff with me

and idk it's really hard for me to make friends in the streaming space bc i don't think i offer much outside some one-liners and good vibes so it's been really nice to see like, no, people do enjoy my company and want me on their streams!

(especially after a recent event that really hurt my feelings and had me feeling especially "too loud, too annoying, too much" etc - something that got @sparklyeyedhimbo the angriest i've ever seen him lmao)

we had so much fun today i laughed so hard i gave myself a headache (god bless u REPO don't ever change) and i def feel like we got to be closer friends

and like, i know i'm kinda putting her on a pedestal but i'm also not. i genuinely enjoy spending time with her and talking to her outside of streaming and i don't give a shit about clout, i'm never going to try to stream full time or make a career out of it. i'm just excited to meet new people in different circles than what i normally find myself in.

and maybe making posts like this is creepy but only a very small percentage of people read my personal posts anyway lol

i'm also nervous for the ateez lore stream on the 10th. i always get a little anxious when people i don't know start interacting with the announcements on bsky and here bc i know i have some differing opinions about stuff. and then i'm nervous it'll be like last time and i'll put in all this effort and no one will come.

and if that happens it's fine, i'm just going to get through it so i can offer the vod to people that might want to experience one of my lore nights or maybe have questions. at least it'll be an easy reference.

as for work, i'm still so fucking behind, but i'm finally seeing light at the end of the tunnel. i have to get quite a lot done tonight and i'm SO tired from that collab (oops lmao) but once i conquer the stuff i need to work on today and tomorrow the rest should start flowing MUCH easier and i can finally get caught up - hopefully before the 10th.

i haven't been writing too much, expanded a little on afterimage last night, but i've been sick and it's been hard to find my brain for long enough to do anything lol.

i'm a little lonely, though. i miss writing fanfiction and seeing people's reactions - though part of the reason i stopped was i didn't see much of those anymore either. it's hard to talk to some of my friends about my og fics bc they're either not interested, are clearly only interested to be polite, or talk over me to talk about their fics instead.

and it's not like i can talk about much without spoiling things but man i really wanna feel like someone other than me, kali, and my husband is excited for this thing

anyway enough yapping, my head hurts, i should keep working so i'm not doing emails at 2am again

i really wanna get back to making gifs and having enough brainpower and time to create things just for fun. maybe once the house stuff is done.

[favoure]

i drew ll!scar for a bday banner collab on twitter ! GO LOOK

[fox-guardian]

thinking about mouthwashing worldbuilding. what year is it. where were they going. have humans met aliens yet. What Year Is It. how advanced is their tech beyond the space freighters. literally why was so much mouthwash being shipped to another planet. seriously what year is it, the ship's interior design is giving mid-late 20th century and daisuke has a gameboy and also The Special Super Captain's Emergency Gun is literally just a normal revolver but also they are very much in space WHEN DOES THIS GAME TAKE PLACE

[orengejoshi]

Hello! I just remembered i liked paperhat bc i was going thru old pics of mine and found my flug cosplay from like, ages ago lmao and i am in love with your art ♥️ that is all, thank you 🤣♥️♥️🤣♥️ just felt compelled to say it, continue with your day 😆😆😆♥️♥️♥️♥️

Thank you!

there's so many great Flug cosplays tbh... I wonder if I've seen yours before without knowing, my eyes are everywhere in the tiniest corners of this fandom nonstop since 2017 (hmmmm is smth I should get on too, I've been wanting to cosplay him since years)

appreciate you, here's a recent doodle anyway

[lemonzone]

Hello hat in time enjoyers! Hope you guys are. Still around/lh

[flightyalrighty]

So, list of stuff I gotta make/finish making:

The print cover for Infested Chapter 1: The Cave

The parasite vintage entomology design to turn into a hawaiian shirt pattern

Ivan the Elephant/Magnus The Magnificent keychain and poster

Rubber Shoes With Metal Soles Don't Grow On Trees (if I ever find the time for that)

The rest of A Comic About Cruelty

[kagoutiss]

oot zelda doodle i liked :’-)))

[guqin-and-flute]

My top surgery is tomorrow--literally 11 hours and 22 minutes from now!! I'm super fucking excited and feel strangely very calm. I'll try to pop on after and give the thumbs up, but I'll be recovering for the next few weeks.

I hope to write or do creative things, but I'm not gonna stress, I'm gonna just let it be what it will be and see what happens. Love y'all and as my period is trying its best to happen at the same time, send me good thoughts! ❤️

[despairforme]

[ UPDATE! We sold our house! We have to be out of the house by 2/5, which is not a lot of time to move. >-< I'm going to be super busy - so my writing goals go out the window fjfjfjfj - thank you for your patience guys! Hope you're all doing good! <5 ]

[sso-leo]

the most frustrating thing about star stable is that they could have made the wardrobe update (and the reaction to it) so much smoother if they just implemented the most basic inventory management features that every game with a inventory/storage system has had for like a decade, but they just didn't for some mysterious reason

released something that feels half-baked, promised more and seemingly moved on to do anything else but that

[insummerigrieve]

[just-chelax]

WE'RE ACTUALLY GETTING MORE DILF!ALPHONSE??? I WAS JUST SAYING I'D PROBABLY NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN-

CUT THE CAMERAS, WHO'S WATCHING ME??? /silly /pos

[mishy-mashy]

Lucky timing for me that I get back into Black Clover (specifically over Nacht, Morgen, and the Grey Deer), right before the manga updated with 3 chapters around Nacht, Morgen, and Yami

Was working on an old fic to do with the Grey Deer, but anyway, things to note that are canon:

Nacht seems to suck at magic sensing

He's got a record of not sensing something or someone is there unless it's right in his face and he can see it himself.

When we first see him in the manga, investigating in Dante's room, Nacht didn't notice the Dark Disciple behind him until they said something.

(Ch. 246)

He wouldn't just let someone see him and think 'Oh, nothing will happen here' as he senses them. Nacht couldn't let anyone see him do this. He actually mentions he acted "audaciously" here, but I don't think being caught was ever on purpose.

This was someone directly behind him. Nacht is supposed to be undercover and on high-alert for himself, but couldn't recognize a guy was behind him until they spoke up. This guy wasn't trying to sneak up on Nacht, either; they noticed him, asked what he was doing, and immediately picked a fight

Maybe Nacht was just focusing on reading the papers before dealing with that guy? But he didn't react until the guy spoke up. He could've just dealt with the guy and continued reading his papers. No one noticed the blatant scream either.

(Ch. 246)

Look at that. "Husssh". It was immediate silence right after Nacht dragged him.

And it's not like his reaction was only after the verbal threat. The Disciple already had his grimoire out. And grimoires are an important magic item that boosts magic capability and such, so it's not like the grimoire has no presence.

(Also the Spade warriors are quick to fight and all, but eh)

It's not just the instance with the Dark Disciple, either. Nacht couldn't sense powerful demons just a few paces away from him (Lucifero and Adramelech).

(Ch. 317)

Did everyone just have a slip in mana sensing? Did they not notice the whirling storm right above them?

Nacht was with the Black Bulls, turned his head away, and happened to see Adramelech (the devil sitting on a rock). That's when he noticed the guy; the others had Adramelech speak up before they noticed, at which point Lucifero showed up and flattened them.

Nacht just saw them. He didn't sense them. He just happened to turn and walk that way, probably intending to have gone to Yuno to bring him to Loyce for a reunion.

And when Dante was still kicking and using his Body Magic to regenerate himself, Nacht watched the guy go down and went, 'Alright, he's done now'.

(Ch. 294)

Nacht didn't sense the fact his mana was working to regenerate himself? (Luck didn't either, but it's Nacht I'm focusing on here)

Nacht has a history of being bad with sensing magic. There are instances it could've blown his cover or cost his life, but he was lucky each time

Being a sensor for magic is uncommon, but Nacht missed a soldier right behind him. Said soldier belongs to a Kingdom that believes in absolute strength.

(On the point that the others didn't sense the devils or Dante either—I'm going to consider it being for the sake of the Plot™. But I still think Nacht is bad at magic sensing, even if it can only exist as an HC later on)

Morgen and Nacht are twins, with different birthdays

Nacht is older, born during the nighttime of April 30th.

Morgen is younger, born during the morning of May 1st.

Morgen and Nacht look like their mother

(Ch. 286)

That smile they both have? Genetic.

It's hard to see because her eyes are shaded, but it's the same closed-eye curve smile. Their dad's eyes are a bit droopy / flat, but Nacht and Morgen both have narrow, slanted eyes.

They got their mother's facial features, smile, and probably hair too, since their hair is silky and long. Look at their long hair, and how their mother puts it in a bun; the twins' hair grows fast, and has always been longer than others'.

(Ch. 286)

Not as cohesive of a panel, but look at them.

The twins got their mother's smile, her eyes and long lashes. Even the nose and chin, and her face shape and jawline.

Nacht and Morgen are girly in appearance, and they look just like their mother.

(Volume extra)

Nacht is a damn troll.

I know we get a few examples of this already. He might look like Morgen and try being a good guy, but this is still someone who got on like a room on fire with Yami, and still does at 29 years old.

His shared spell with Yami is called Children's Playground.

When he brought Asta to fight and subdue Liebe, he waited until Asta stepped onto the summoning circle and just sprung it on him, knowing all he had to do was say "Summon".

(Ch. 266)

When he came back from near-death, the first thing he did was trade remarks with Yami like children, going "No u" "No, YOU".

When Asta commented on Nacht's similarities to Yami (something that Nacht KNOWS and acknowledges himself when Yami saves him), Nacht gets a shaded smile and strings up Asta with his magic

When facing off against a devil with Yami, there's a parallel shown of them when they were kids, cutting to near-30-year old adults. And they just say, "Shall we play with him?!"

Y'know, one of many examples of Nacht actually just being a big kid that still likes causing trouble.

(Kind of?) Black Bull robes seem to have changed after Nacht became frequent in the squad

I could be wrong since I haven't looked at their robes in a while, and don't want to go back and forth to check at this point (tacking this point on after it's already queued), but weren't the robes shorter before?

After Nacht becomes a common part of the Black Bulls as their vice-captain, the squad robes got longer, right? Nacht made his own Black Bulls robe a lot like the one he wore at his debut, but it's darker, covers the body more, and has the logo blatantly on it.

I'm at the image limit, but when Nacht agrees with the Black Bulls that they're going to look for Asta, some of their robes look upgraded to the longer cape look? I could be remembering wrong, but if the robes are different, I'm betting Nacht had a say in it. The new robe is literally a version of what he wears everyday

[brother-genitivi]

sorry everyone, I'm very much alive 🏃‍♂️

sorta homeless, staying with a friend. got a house in my name from the 19th onwards so that's chill! chronically ill, too fatigued to do a lot of things but I'm trying 🤟 kind of accepting that I'm joining the disability club.

trying my hand at art again, but very very slowly easing back into it. appreciate those who reached out to me <3

thinking about you all. missed my moots :)

[the-lightning-strikes-again]

Hey all, sorry I've been so quiet on here. I was in a bad car accident earlier this year and have had a lot of challenges coming out of that. I'm doing better and would still like to get back to my lotura stories soon! But I am finding that my brain wants to write using present tense now instead of past tense? a;dfja

As part of getting back into the swing of writing lotura, if there's a story you'd like to see updated or have a quick drabble request for a warmup (and don't mind if it's in present tense lol), let me know!

I hope you all are doing okay and staying safe/healthy!