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bon-uoq · 1 year

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I still really like Age of Calamity in spite of its canon divergence, because nothing brings me more joy than seeing glimpses of what the Kingdom of Hyrule was like before so much of it was vaporized!!

I read every little mission/quest text and it just makes me smile. Reading (wholesome) stories about random citizens!! Little cultural details and how different tribes interacted with each other, what the Sheikah-Royal family relationship was like...

It gave us a surface-level form of the one thing I secretly hoped TotK would let us do, which is to explore this iteration of the kingdom while it was intact. The stone tablets in Tears were so much fun but GODSSS I wish they'd have let us explore ancient Hyrule instead of just the ruins of some of it in the sky and depths.

I am after all a nerd about these games so it really is the small stuff that feeds my heart the most <33

#bonbons bs #the legend of zelda #botw #hw aoc #age of calamity #i know a loooot of ppl were mad it was a wish fulfillment happy ending thing #and not a true prequel recounting the pre-tragedy events #but honestly i've been playing again recently #and in some ways I like it more than tears?? weirdly?#they should've added a photo or freeplay mode tho #just for looking at the thriving villages and stuff #man I wish we could've walked through castle town in its prime :((#so freaking excited for my d&d campaign thooo!!

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stupidrant · 6 months

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i think the most we will get is PC release (if that) this year but that means we gotta deal with those trolls bc changing angrb0da’s skin color is such a big deal to these mfs and i still dont understand that sweet baby inc shit bcuz all the information im seeing is just bundled bullshit LMFAOOO i feel like her actual character gets overshadowed by the made up problems and no one actually talks abt HER as a character or even analyses her fr (outside of here ofc) lol sms abt to make a banger with her and atreus istg

#Truth be told i dont even wanna talk abt this anymore but this topic gets brought up pretty much every week atp #How weird is it that u would only accept her if she were white #Thats literally you admitting you like her character but her being black is a deal breaker #I feel like no matter how much they want her to be a white girl changing her skin wouldnt change their opinion abt her #Theres this one (big) acct in particular thats constantly shitting on rag and its like bro u need to just leave if ur not happy #or take a long ass break and come back at times and then leave again cuz hes just miserable as fuck and yall know exactly who im talking ab #I do see more people getting annoyed with this topic and i dont blame them #its getting super out of hand and dragged out atp #Once again i do not want ppl to like her out of PITY. she deserves a very honest group of fans and if those fans are ppl #That disliked her at first but started to like her later on thats fine as long as its out of being genuine #I cannot wait for her to gain more fans fr but i have to be careful what i wish for bcuz i dont want ppl to become too crazy lol #I might just post smth on that god forsaken reddit as an appreciation post of her or smth idk yet LMFAOOO #I for sure will have to be more brave and visible with my love for her one of these days #also very grateful for that one ragnarok vp. he loves angie for sure #Anyways #Love angie for life #Gow #god of war ragnarok #rant

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lesbiansanemi · 3 months

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Google how to make peace with the fact that you will always be vaguely to extremely uncomfortable (depending on the day) with your body and how others perceive it until the day you die and nothing you do will ever change that

#I almost wish I was much more masc leaning than I am #so the answer would just simply be ‘go on t’#I keep seeing so many posts that are like hrt is good! this is your sign to go on hrt if you’ve ever wanted to!#GOD I wish I were that simple #(those aren’t bad posts that’s not the point they’re just not applicable to me and seeing the sentiment makes me sad and a bit frustrated)#(cuz for me it’s not that easy)#like are there some things T would do to my body that I would like?#yes absolutely. I would LOVE a deeper voice and fat redistribution #but like. that’s it #I would not want it to do anything else #in fact that idea of anything else and potentially ‘passing’ as a man makes me VISCERALLY uncomfortable #I do not want to be a man and I do not want ppl to perceive me as a man #but the same is true for being a woman #I do not like a lot of feminine traits but I do not want to strictly trade them for masculine ones #UNFORTINATELY you cannot pick and choose the affects of hrt #there is no way to ‘look androgynous’ (which is what I want)#(yes ik you can use shapewear and makeup and contour and that can do SOME)#(but it’s A LOT of work and effort I don’t have time or energy to do every day)#(and there’s still some things about my body I wouldn’t be able to alter doing stuff like that)#and it’s like sure I could go on T. but I’d still have this problem just the opposite direction #and it. sucks #it sucks so hard knowing there’s literally no conceivable way I will ever just have a body #that correlates to how I feel gender wise and will get people to ‘gender me correctly’#just based on how I look #and it’s something I’ve been thinking about recently a lot and it’s making me FHDJDKKSSKKSKS in a bad way #I know it’s cuz it’s pride month and I follow A LOT of trans ppl #who are posting trans pride and hrt and surgery info and stuff #(and obviously these are all very good things as I said)#it’s just. because of my particular situation they make me feel… bad #because I won’t ever have an option to be comfortable and happy with how I look lol

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dutybcrne · 1 month

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Quick and easy way for a man to catch Kae’s attention? Show him a nice good ol feat of strength

#hc; kaeya #//Okay; it works with most anybody lbr bdbdb #//But ye #//Not even just combat-wise (tho he Will find himself checking out ppl with keen interest in such cases more often than not)#//But also in simply lifting weight most others can’t. or sb like Wagner pounding away at their latest project at the forge in a way that #makes Kae go ‘god I wish that were me’ and making Huffman or sb turn look at him like ‘Pls be serious. you can do better. pls-‘#//njshshdh #//I love playfully slandering Wagner jfbjdhdb #//But yeee #//Nothin quite like flexing muscles and guttural grunts of effort to trigger windows error noise in his brain hfbfbb #//Bro will be Transfixed #//I jokingly say it’s on the Khaenri’ahn dna jdbd #//His brain is just hardwired that way hdbfb #//Bro will see sb lug around a big ol wine barrel or smth; or damn near bench press and/or fucken CHUCK another man & be like ‘me next pls’#//Actually pls throw him; he is utterly DELIGHTED by it. Doesn’t usually like being touched but he’ll allow this and gladly #//He would be so very giddy and happy afterwards; he’d be practically glowing #//Doesnt matter where or how high/how you wrangle him into it; just #//DO IT jdhdb

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bo0zey · 2 years

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Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

#i have an idea but i’m not sure if it’ll work...imma need mcr 2 pull thru n meet me halfway on this 1 lol #anywyas i h8 talking abt riot fest i feel like every1 h8s me whining abt it too lol #i was so angry and upset with the world and myself. i really tried so hard to stay conscious;#ppl were asking if i was ok & i kept nodding yes because i didn’t want to be pulled out of the pit bc #then i’d lose my spot + my ONLY chance to see MCR live & so up close.#next thing i know i’m being pulled over the barrier by security and WHOOSH into dissociationville i go.#they were too much for my brain to handle so i’d just fall back even more into that weird dissociated state #i honestly would have preferred to not have even attended the concert. like HONESTLY 100% deadass i wish i didnt even go.#like imagine urself in my shoes lol i went from being 2nd row from the stage to like 70000 rows away.#yall dont understand how awful it is to have such a golden opportuntiy to be 1 hr n a few feet away from the band who saved u #to having it all ripped away from u in literally a matter of seconds #if i’d just stayed home my 12y/o little wouldn’t have had to experience the psychological trauma of having everything to having nothing.#my 15/16 year old teen wouldnt have had to re-live the experience of realizing there’s nothing left #in this world to comfort/protect/save her OR her childself #22 year old me realizing i failed them and all the other parts of me. i cant be happy i cant have shit in this world #i couldnt have my mom but at least i had mcr right??? nope lol that got ripped out of my fingertips too #i cant even begin to describe the emotional damage/psychological blow the situation had on me bc like #i cant even put it into words and i know nobody will truly understand/believe me when i say how heartbreaking & detrimental this #situation was for my already fucked up psyche. or they’ll think im exaggerating but its like u dont get it #ive lost so many things and people i spent my entire childhood/adolescence maladaptive daydreaming.#at age 12 mcr became my escapism for ~4yrs straight bc they were the only thing that made me happy #while all the other ppl in the real world in my day to day life were making me wanna kms everyday #like ik it sounds extreme/dramatic but ??? i mean i dont even fully understand my reaction tbh.#i think its just mcr used to be my happy place n then i get to see them live and its just an absolute nightmare #and the fact that i was dissociated from their concert when they used to be the only thing to keep me grounded to this earth???#truly i wish i didnt even go like i cant even listen to their music anymore without wanting to crawl out of my skin #when the only thing that made u feel alive made u feel deader than ever inside....yeahhhhh not fun!!#its a heartsinking feeling i hate it so much i wish i had a doever #mcr #when will mcr return from the war

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nururu · 9 months

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Sensory issues that make me not want my hair to touch my neck/ears

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chronic migraine disorder that can be triggered by wearing my hair up for too long or wearing anything on my head at all

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ppl telling me they like me more with long hair&making me feel insecure about having short hair

#im gonna kms #its an every day issue #i dont have this problem when i have short hair #but i HATE feeling judged i get so hyperfocused on it and it makes me so sad and i cant cope w it tbh #its something i work tirelessly to change by trying to be mindful and not give a fuck but #its HARD #so many ppl express how much they like my long hair better and I just wish they'd keep it to themselves #bc now im like rlly insecure about having short hair again #idk.... i remember back in the day when i was working at the smoke shop and had short hair #there were a bunch of girls who would express how good it looked and how theyve always wanted short hair but #their face was too fat or it wouldnt look good on them #and i would encourage them and tell them if its what you want and it would make you happy then it will always suit you and look good #no one in this world has a “face” for short hair #all of our faces suit whatever hair we want for ourselves #but pol have this opinion based off of society constructed beauty standards #and will just outright way or imply #that you look better following those standards #i think ppl should find happiness and self confidence more attractive than adherence to beauty standards #i successfully convinced one of my coworkers and an old and younger customer to cut their hair short #and they were so bright and excited to show me after they did it #and i hyped them up to hell and back like it made me emotional bc it takes courage to embrace your happiness #despite others judgements #im just #not as brave anymore #im rlly tired tbh #anyways srry im just emotional bc my head hurts and im overstimulated from my hair touching my neck jshfjekduriwj

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llycaons · 1 year

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im finally feeling awake now so @pharahsgf this is the post I was talking about

foolish. reductive. immature. disrespectful. willfully ignorant. WRONG

#I have had this person blocked ever since they said they were into xi//cheng #but I wish I could block them again just for this. it's so stupid and indicitive of all the most annoying misconceptions #first of all pretending that jc and wwx are still at the same emotional and social and moral level postres #when jc not changing/remaining static is one of THE most important part of his charact #and wwx changing and developing and growing up is so significant esp postres when he's wiser and quieter and more mature #even in the flashback arcs he doesn't dwell on his torture of the wens he doesn't 'love it' he doesn't brag about it #he doesn't ever WANT to do it again he clearly just wants to put it behind him #he's done bad things in the past and he wants ppl like xy to pay but that doesn't mean he endorses torture #AND it brings in the fiction that wwx is or needs to be protective of jc when postres he's the one who needs protection FROM jc #like yeah im sure after the verbal assaults and the triggering of his phobia and the physical attacks #he's just rushing to throw himself in front of jc to protect him from dcs #it just plays into jc stans' misconceptions that wwx is happy to sacrifice everything for jc and always will and therefore SHOULD #because ohh everything is about jc and everyone loves him. literally not true to any version of canon #I don't even think the torture dungeon has enough evidence to really consider in the novel and its not even mentioned in the show #but his unilateral violence towards people he suspects of being DCs is visible in literally the second episode #and idk why wwx would just start to 'love' that violence and aggression when it was once pointed at him #especially when he has the option to instead spend time with people who have never tortured anyone suspected of doing some vague bad thing #okay I'm done! I'm done. this got me soo mad though what a stupid fucking post #cql txp

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mechawolfie · 1 year

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another eden

#smudgy.png #trigun oc #oc: eden #its so hot here & its only gonna get hotter i hate summer!!!!!!! (except when i dont)#this was smth quick to try warm colors so i probs forgot some details of his desgin but w ever #also this was prompted by my need to see his chest as most my drawings of him are (unless theyre #prompted by a need to see his belly)#i love him i wish he were real so i could give him a hug a smooch etc #i feel like hes awkward abt recieving hugs but likes to give them to ppl hes close to #hes picky w physical affection #& is more comfortable giving that recieving (smth abt needing control of his personal space)#in terms of recieving i think hed most like words of affirmation #he works hard for the ppl he loves & likes to know it makes them happy #also it just makes him happy to be praised lol

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artsycloudysleepy · 5 months

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Here to go! Sorry for not making you art I’m tired lol

*SCREAMS*

OH MY STARS THANK YOU SO MUCH :0000

THIS HAS MADE MY DAY I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW THEM!!! TYSM!!!

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(edit: why do i ramble so much in tags lol. at least it's an awesome thing to ramble abt :D)

#artsy's woah #artsy's moot sillies #artsy's socks #artsy's chichi #artsy's chaaya #artsy's fabrication #artsy's dew #artsy's ocs #I DID NOT EXPECT THIS WHATSOEVER THANK YOU #HOW FAST DO YOU DRAW????#(btw u don't have to apologise for anything!! i'm not holding u at gunpoint to draw my blorbos - i'm just so happy u do in the first place!#(and the tiredness is a mood lmfao dw /gen)#(also i will draw uni today or during the weekend! my motivation and energy fluctuate and i am MUCH procrastination lol)#BUT ABOUT THE BEAUTIFUL ART I SEE BEFORE ME:#socks is so adorable in your style!! little weird plush that is probably not sentient. probably sentient. who knows. he is SO CUTE #i love the shape of his tentacles btw #chichi!! with their apply juice!! they look so cool!!!#(also i LOVE the freckles you gave it! it looks so cute with them!!)#CHAAYA. YHE EEPIEST OF EEPIES. SHE LOOKS LIKE ME EVERY SINGLE DAY UPON REALISING LIFE EXISTS OUTSIDE OF BED #also i have no idea if her glaring at socks is intentional or just happened to be where they were drawn but that is SO canon lmao #i mean she's 6yo so does get snappy if past her bedtime. plus socks is Not Liked by ppl apart from azzie so he is Prime Glaring Target lol #actually screw it i'm making it canon that whenever chaaya's overtired everyone can tell bc she glares at Socks for hours without breaks :)#dew picks her up for bed and she doesn't break eye contact. just glares until socks is gone #AND SPEAKING OF DEW. STARS HE LOOKS AMAZING #HIS POSE IS SO BRILLIANT HOW DO YOU DO IT #i really love how you drew her clothes!! especially the jacket and the jeans - they would 100% have most of their pairs ripped #(tho more likely from falling over rather than design lol. i have dyspraxia like her and can confirm half my clothes are in tatters ;-;)#(also side note the way you draw shoes is *chef's kiss*. stunning /gen)#you also got their personalities so well!! your art is so impressive :0 #and their hair is so fluffy. i wish to pet it (they would all kill me and/or scream if i did such a thing. especially chichi)

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dinopant · 10 months

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i need to move out of this 'idk what im doing with myself' phase in my life and start doin shit that makes me feel like it matters

#i need someone in my life #im tired of being lonely #i want to move out of this shitty tiny apartment #i just wanna be happy more frequently than what im currently doing #but it just all kinda feels out of reach #im maybe about to get a new job #but idk im trying to stay positive #but im worried im like #just gonna feel the same way i do now at starbucks #i wish someone was waiting for me at home #i wish i had most constant psychical companionship in my life #idk im being whiney and needy #but idk how to take those steps for myself #iv never been wanted by anyone in that depth #and when i was they were like #ppl i went to school with #and i was skinny and young and cis #now im fat and an unexperianced adult and an transman who doesnt pass at all #ppl like me but no one wants me #no one wants to spend time with me on a permanent bases #and im still not sure if im capable of seeing myself as worth bothering other ppl to want me #i think im too shy #or the idea of having to open myself up to someone else so they can fit into the very specific niche of myself as a person #i sound exhuasting to be around #and im not partically good looking or good at stuff to make myself worth being around #'oh but sammi your funny and a good friend'#but that only goes so far!#no one wants to be in a realtionship with me #no one wants to deal with the specific melt downs i have #or to deal with my odd uneven level of relationship experiance i have

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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i am just a small dog girlie and they are my best friends. i love them sm

#I LOVE LARGE DOGS AN EQUAL AMOUNT TO BE QUITE HONEST.. but i feel thats not super unpopular so i talk abt small dogs more #bc i need them 2 know I am with them when other ppl call them ugly or yappy or annoying #or aggressive i hate it when ppl label small dogs as aggressive when its like. Thats bc ppl dont train their dogs #and the dogs are very territorial andanxious and untrained #bc its 'funny'when a small dog is stressed out. eff etc my lecrure i do everytime i start thinkin bout dogs #but yss.. i fr just love dogs #ABD CATS I LOVE CATS TOO!!! i dont believe in the dichotomy i think theyre both good animals. and good for different ppl #abd its finr to have preferences but i hatee the whole like EWWWW CAT OWNER CAT MEAN SND EVIL!! and EWEW DOG OWNER DOG LOUD SND SNNOYING #like ok. whatever dude. what if we just loved our animals. and took care of them. yk. what if the world was made of pudding #and we all were like I personally wouldnt want to have a cat but i think its nice that you have one and that that makes you happy :] yk...#isnt there enough HATE and VIOLENCE in this world!!!#sry guys im waiting for my headphones to charge for my beddybye time so im just talkin. yk how it is #but yas. i love small dogs i love large dogs i get certain critiques for each.. and im glad that ppl are able to say I wouldnt be able to #live with or properly take care of this type of dog. i think thats a good thing #i just wish ppl wouldnt like. blame the dog. for being a dog #yk . idk.. they r our friends guys..#ik irs like. Overly sensitive but seeing ppl call dogs stupid or ugly makes me so sad sometimes #bc like they fr cannot help it whatsoever. we literally bred them to look these ways #i think its fine to be like This dog is sort of silly looking bc i do that. some dogs just are very silly looking #but idk.. no need 2 be hateful. they r all gods creatures Grins..#but anywaysbyas sry j rambled. i talk more abt small dogs even tho i love all dogs mainly bc ot THE HATERS! and also bc well famously my #favourite dog breed is the quintessential small dog. EL WAWA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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4giorno · 1 year

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????? the way ppl were speaking made it seem like al haitham like. destroyed all kavehs belongings and spat in his face and maybe even killed him idk. just something way different and out of character than what he was already doing

#i guess this wasnt such a shock if you already 1. were under no illusion that haitham is a good respectable person #and more importantly 2. thought and knew kaveh actually is a complex character and was suffering the whole time #even before it was being slapped across our faces and 3. didnt live under the impression that their relationship is sunshine and roses #what we know is they were close friends. for some reason that changed so what happened? why is haitham so terrible now?#and believe it or not despite how he acts haitham has a rich inner life. bc hes a person and everyone does #in my opinion we saw some indications of that in this part #i just dont understand how when a single relationship is not all perfect and beautiful then its not worth existing in a story or examining #but yknow im not surprised #but at least finally ppl are starting to afford kaveh some dignity in their eyes! even slightly so yay for that #for what its worth i do think he should move out! they cant even begin to deal with what happened if they feel trapped together physically #so thats why i do hope he wins the competition #id wish for him to win anyway bc i love him jfjgjdjfkgkf im kinda happy i have no idea whos gonna win #maybe cyno wins but kaveh is gonna be chosen by the guy. that would be the best case actually right #also they said haitham stepped down as the acting grand sage already. who is it now currently????

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cornflowercanine · 2 years

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oh yeah also almost forgot to post that one year ago today i moved out of utah. i went from constantly tired and 8ody Hurts Randomly All The Time and Gets New Minor Illnesses Monthly and Starting to get heart issues to like... i've only gotten sick once since i moved out. any pain i get is just from workin lots. ive gained TWENTY POUNDS(!!!) pro8a8ly more since i moved out (REALLY GOOD). i finally have irl friends :) and we go out shopping or to eat at least once a w33k, every other w33k X) literally every8ody in my store that i talk to loves me and is happy to s33 me and gives me compliments :D i kinda cant express how huge a deal it is for me to 8e a8le to Go Outside and TALK TO PEOPLE nevertheless MAKE FRIENDS WITH THEM!!! 8ut god this was kinda all i ever wanted? this was like the 8aseline thing? people are just as nice as i thought they'd 8e and my parents were wrong X) i am way more lova8le than anticip8ed even if i do get confused easy and am slow at some things people still WANT me there :D i have my own money now and can do whatever i want with it and i have :) a lot... in savings and i plan to learn to drive this year and move out next year or so!

LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS EASIER WHEN YOU DONT HAVE YOUR PARENTS 8REATHING DOWN YOUR NECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY A FUCKING MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#clove rambles #personal #:') its 833n sinking in the past w33k and guh i cant convey how much good this has 8rought me #AND ALSO I CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH OF MY HAPPINESS+SATISFACTION IS FROM HAVING MY MOIRAIL 8ACK #AND HOW MUCH OF IT IS FROM 8EING A8LE TO EXIST INDEPENDENTLY AND COMFORTA8LY #8ut x)))... mainly im just so happy to s33 people. and talk to them and 8e known 8y them #theres shitty people duh doy i literally work in food service i s33 them twice a w33k every w33k :)#8ut MAN they are soooooo not my first thought when im thinking a8t people.#people arent dangerous like my parents said or endlessly cruel like some ppl older than me said #people h8 that winter is lasting so long and they like my little cat pins on my apron #x) i could go on forever #as much as ive accomplished the last year theres still a lot to do that im nervous a8t @w@#i dont n33d to tell you how scared i was a8out my taxes omg (which i did! my return's coming soon :))#SO WISH ME THE 8EST OF LUCK WITH LEARNING TO DRIVE AND DOING MORE THINGS ON MY OWN XD #im kinda in the ppl Show/tell me how to do stuff stage-- oh thats another thing #everyone wants to help me so so so 8ad forever holy fuck. literally got kicked out of ma own house #and even still people were like is there anything i can do for you just let me know alright #people are just as 8ad at math as me when i come in early and ask em what 6 hours from 8;30 am is XD #OH AND IF YOUVE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANYTHING EVER!!! ITS SO EXCITING FOR EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!#IT MAKES PEOPLE SO EXCITED WHEN YOU SAY YOUVE NEVER 833N TO SOMETHING SIMPLE 8UT FUN THEYRE USED TO X)#so every single outing goes from just doing smth nice to OMG YOUVE NEVER 833N HERE 8EFORE?!#youve gotta try this and this and this and :D.... x) its realy nice. i coulkd go on 5ever

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scootarooni · 2 years

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Imma be real yall

I'm so burned out from pkmn

#like in an official sense at least #still love me some good fan content!!!#but official game wise i think scarlet is where my journey is gonna end 😔#been playing since og red version before i could even really read lmao. treasured every moment with this franchise-#-and will continue to through replaying and fan content and fan games but i dont see myself throwing down more money for the games anymore #i think i should have give up after gen 7 becos swsh was ass lol. scarlet was fun but i have not touched that game since beating it #im just tired of paying full price for a half-finished buggy game and paying for a post-game and the push for dlc preorders--#introducing half thought out gimmicks only to drop them the next gen #not to be That Guy but i do think we're finally at the point where there are too many pokemon #i made fun of ppl for saying this back in gen5 and 7 becos like. new exciting things were still being added to the meta!#but now it just feels stale #like ok this gen we're just gonna give u sweepers and kill stall tactics #ok this gen we're gonna give u a bunch of broken/stupidly powerful pkmn have fun #to everyone who is enjoying their time with these games! i am genuinely happy for you!!! i wish i was right there with you!#but its seriously burning me out #scout.txt

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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Final. Fantasy.

#🌙.rambles #oh no. i accidentally ended up rambling so much on my priv twt bcs of drk. again 😭😭#i think that's uhm enough for tonight though bcs i shld srs sleep soon (will definitely not but Still)#looking at old notes i have other ff quotes here n. vivi. sob. i rlly. rlly. want to replay ffix soon #this is embarrassing reading these n i srs see how much ff has influenced me. it's actually. really really embarrassing #my attention span help #ffxiv eden's promise. specifically promises to keep oh my god it's so. perfect. it's. heaven. to my ears.#i miss raiding T_T #NOOOOO SORRY MY ATTENTION SPAN JUST CHECKED MY SWITCH RQ #my aunt indeed has chrono cross the radical dreamers edition & girl oh my god that 225 hours on octopath #i. am just listening to music rn i cannot write i'll just do more later yeah FR THIS TIME #fr though just. i miss raiding so much. i rmb me n apollo being so woah bcs like. our static back on twintania had ppl from over europe ofc #from uk to france to germany. n some had turkish blood too iirc. damn i still rmb the accents oh my god.#apollo n i were like around 14 when we were raiding. which is pretty impressive oh my god we cleared the whole of eden's promise #i rmb how they'd ask how school was 🥺 n our fc/static lead was so kind i rmb how he'd check up on us too #I STILL RMB LIKE. smth like 'you two have been sick a lot lately' & 'you good? :c' or smth.#n then awww the way they'd say gn bcs we used to raid till 12 am n apollo n i had school yeah #i'm. really happy w my improvement. from sprout drk me i was so anxious to tank n now look i've cleared uwu <3 #i miss the old twintania static. honestly i still wish that. i cld've unmuted even once yk? but. anxiety.#my social anxiety was really so bad back in 2021 but i guess i had to manage yk. ffxiv rlly helped a lot goddamn #i miss those days a lot. but i'll cry if i think more on that n of other stuff too so i'll just sleep soon #i. genuinely do know that i ramble too much but. actually nvm i'll ramble even more if i say that #i'll just. leave this at here. i'm really going to organize myself this week #sigh i wanted to do. more before i slept. like work on smth rq or. idk. but nah. anxiety. i'm tired. nah. gn #my playlists r a mess my notes r a mess heck even my room is a mess n i look like a mess n my mind is. even more of a mess #but being self-deprecating isn't.. really me but. oh no if i go on i'll ramble to myself abt my dilemmas again fuck this i need to shut up #rn at least i just need my mind to shut up. n oh in the end i guess tonight i won't rlly be able to do anything again but #nooo fuck it i'll just end it at that. so much to do.. so much to think about. but. nah sorry tonight i think i'm too tired. sorry #tbd

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unxpctedlygreat · 2 years

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Seeing my gw posts just makes me wish Faerghus/the Blions were meaner so that Leicester gets its ass kicked 🙈

Something something, somehow the Empire loses, Leicester finally decides to leave the kingdom leave in ""peace"" and then C/aude is *surprised Pikachu face* when the Kingdom people start sneering as Alliance people (closed 'borders'? Could Faerghus decide to isolate itself from the rest of Fodlan? Work on peace with Duscur, with Sreng despite C/aude's muddying the blood, work on alliances with outside countries? But a hard no to Adrestrians and Leicester ppl?)

Dimitri wants what's best for Faerghus, and the Empire and the Alliance have already shown they both want the worse for it

#morgane's talking alone #i need a tag for my few3h ramblings #i like. to think up scenarios where Faerghus still lives...#they 100% wouldn't work in canon but i just want Faerghus to be ok 😭#i think the ppl of Gautier and Fraldarius would be the most hostile to the Alliance and Empire (Blaiddyd too)#actually it's just all the royalist regions that would be adffb #the southern regions were already more willing to join the empire and betray the crown so i imagine they'd be less happy #so either dimitri deals with that or he could tell them to stay with the empiralliance if they truly so wish

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