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#just. so gd tired
rek88k · 1 year
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Ugh
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spacedlexi · 4 months
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people who think clem surviving makes no sense are so funny. "they were literally foreshadowing her death the entire season" let me introduce you to the concept of a red herring. she tells lilly she isnt lee and shes right. the narrative was forcing her down that path, a path she saw as an inevitable fate waiting to take her too, but its a narrative broken by aj, who is also his own person and not S1 clem
"it happened to lee, and itll happen to you" lilly tells clem she'll die protecting aj from some mistake he makes, when in reality his defiance of her will is what saves her life after she had already accepted her fate. he breaks clem free from the lee cycle and they get their relatively happy ending. good for them
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tangledinink · 8 months
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pastafossa · 1 year
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Oh god I'm so tired. But even after like... hours and hours in the car and a sore body, it was WORTH IT.
I'll do a detailed rundown tomorrow, including of the AMAZING interaction I had with Charlie at his autograph table that basically confirms he's the best ever, as well as share some pics from the con, the couple awesome bits of DD merch I snagged, fun interactions with TRT readers, and a showing of the FUCKING AWESOME TRT GIFT @wonderlandmind4 gave me that literally made me cry.
Until tomorrow, please enjoy this Pasta Is Meant For Cold Weather illustration via two pics and texts only about 2 hours apart -
Me, optimistically texting friend this pic at 8:55am on the day of the con: I AM JESSICA JONES AGAIN, THEY'LL SEE THAT AND MY BAG AND LANYARD AND KNOW IT'S ME
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Me, texting same friend at 11:27AM: i have made a mistake, i'm not jess, i'm jane in the gd warehouse which means I'm hot and fucking melting while waiting for matt, they can just look for the thread cause if I put the jacket on again I WILL die and ya'll will have to seance me for new chapters
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rotzaprachim · 1 month
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I’m at the why don’t I stay home all day and bake bread part of the academic year
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grmpgm · 9 days
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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually
#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can#i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed#i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline#my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up#and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf#it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do#it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time#kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly#it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly#it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person#it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional#worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses#it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better#and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL
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lith-myathar · 7 months
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#really really hate how thoughtless and oblivious i can be to my own bad behavior#ill know something is important or that a shouldn't do a particular thing#but over time and assumptions and small acts of carelessnes shit just....fades and accumulates and one day#i look up and ive done something very stupid and hurt someone else#and i didn't feel it happening#my mind will take things and hide them from me is what it feels like. ill know they're there but it fades into the background noise#i am hard on the things in my life including people and relationships. and i am always so vulnerable to my own fuckin lmfao inattentivenes#this is why i struggle so much with the idea of ever having an intimate partner or children. it doesn't matter how much i care.#eventually and inevitably i do damage.#and i know consciously that people make mistakes and all you can do is try to course correct and make it right. but it's better#not to hurt anyone in the first place and i really don't know if i will ever be capable of that.#trying to convince myself this kind of shit is growing pains but man. man. i can't stop being what i am and it really#really feels sometimes like i am just destined to break and neglect#but then that ''im broken'' thing feels like trying to dodge around taking responsibility and improving. and i should be better than that.#but god how tf are you supposed to stop dissociating from the reality of what you're doing when you're. dissociated.#all i can ever think to do is isolate#*sigh* guys i think i might need to graduate to therapy with a trauma specialist#or adjust my medication. god. im so tired.#why is it so gd hard to be a normal decent person. it doesn't seem hard but then
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stonerzelda · 1 month
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anybody else just not give a shit at all about the eclipse
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googlyowo · 7 months
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can yall stop discoursing in the rwby tag and just start blocking each other. i dont fucking care.
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lobaznyuk · 12 days
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the s*xual tension between me and the decision to watch the dance moms reunion
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!_!
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gerrydelano · 22 days
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yeah if i post DaH it's gonna be wildly divergent from my usual format and habits and that alone might be reason enough to do it just for fun. gotta finish PBR first but i may have like five "chapters" of DaH on the backburner by the time i do lmao
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pastafossa · 1 year
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Hey pasta, I saw your updated post about the impasta and I was curious so I went back to your original post and clicked on the link to their blog.
The blog is still up and they are active right now. Like they just posted something 5 minutes ago. So maybe they just blocked you? Either way I wanted to make sure you were aware of that
This wasn't what I thought it was referring to, so I figure I can respond. Yeah it looks like they blocked me and not deleted. They're still active and posting stuff, although I can't see it, so thank you for the heads-up (the other people who'd checked from me were also blocked so it appeared deleted across multiple people)!
Honestly at this point, all I want is two things - that people not steal my shit, and that the impasta leaves me alone. This time they denied being the impasta, and you know what? I don't care one way or the other. They still stole from my fic, stole work that wasn't theirs because, in their words, 'I just thought it was a good line and didn't think there would be a problem'.
I'm so tired of people stealing from my work when I invest this much effort into it. This is, roughly, the 5th time I've had to deal with this, since even before the Impasta saga I've had people try to plagiarize TRT. It's tiring.
If they want to keep that blog up now that everyone's aware they're a plagiarist, that's their choice. Not what I'd do but then again I wouldn't have plagiarized in the first place. What I'm hoping now is that they'll leave me alone, and they'll stick to their original work. Literally all I want. (edit: as stated, what i want is for them to leave me alone and stick to their own work, now that their stolen works are down, you can stop messaging them.)
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onekisstotakewithme · 2 years
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So this is just my opinion (expressed solely by me) but BJ/Hawk/Peg makes so much sense.
I mean here we have BJ, who loves his wife and is repeatedly shown to love his wife - according to canon - so yeah actually I think just adding Hawkeye to the relationship would make more sense than erasing his canon love for his wife (that's not for me, but others can do it if they want and more power to them! ship and let ship!).
And at the same time, Hawk and BJ have a chemistry that I personally find undeniable, and I think they could easily be in love. But I don't want to erase BJ's love for his wife to do so. Why is it so shocking that Hawkeye - who has exchanged letters with Peg and planned an anniversary with her and has a clear investment in CANON in his best friend's marriage - could actually eventually develop feelings for her?
The options aren't "it never happens" or "they bang as soon as they get off the plane", like. I believe in a triad that develops slowly after a lot of healing and growth and eventually falls in love.
Again, these are just my opinions and I believe strongly in "ship and let ship" so you do you, and I'll do me, I just think we should follow Margaret's advice and have simple respect for each other.
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ozlices · 2 months
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i have to make appointments & also let my doctor know id rather continue one of the new meds she put me on bc it actually helped but ive been completely unmedicated for 2 fucking days & the thought of doing Anything makes me wanna throw up im so over being a person
#mine#i rly do not have it in me to make appointments dawg i have medical trauma can i get used to one new doctor#before im tossed around like a gd hot potato to numerous others. i literally attend my appointments w my cane#what's not clicking abt me having VERY fucking low energy in the aftermath of sm straining stress bruh#but like i dont have a choice bc i could have some of my meds stopped if i dont see certain doctors & im just here like 🫠#i feel somewhat stupid like damn i rly thought finally i had a chill doctor w common sense but no i still gotta fight for my gd life#just be given say over MY OWN GODDAMN WELLBEING#'oh well this causes physical health concerns' to be completely blunt idfc anymore.#truly i fucking do not#my body is a fucking nightmare my entire system resents at this point bc we always have some lvl of bs going on w it#we've no choice but to stop fucking caring bc the numerous mental strains we're dealing w worsen them ON THEIR OWN#& also like literally fuck off bc my body wouldn't be this shit if doctors actually TOOK CARE OF ME PROPERLY#before it got this bad.#there's no fucking fixing shit now by worsening my already overwhelmed & strained body/mind by making me a gd hot potato#if im not Actively Perishing or on the immediate brink of the risk IDC#I NEED TO FUCKING BE ALLOWED TO //CHILL THE EVER LOVING FUCK OUT//#//that// SHOULD BE THE PRIORITU#ive been strained for YEARS but esp since last year to a CONSTANT degree#can i fucking get one GODDAMN foot on the ground to pick myself back up jfc#im so tired & annoyed & sick of there always being SOMETHING#i just wanna fucking chill & finish my preps to stream again & get back to pursuing what i love please#im gonna LOSE MY MIND
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crushofdoves · 1 year
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y’all i - i fell asleep a little before 6pm, frankie woke me up just now at 10pm bc she made cornbread and didn’t want me to skip dinner (very cute, real wifey shit).
and now, fuck the crumbs, im gonna eat this cornbread in bed bc i’m so cozy and then go right back to sleep.
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