#justwanttobehappy

[cecenjeff7106]

I am praying for this day to come. They say “fake it til you make it”; so, I have been acting like I don’t care what people’s’ opinions of me have been. However, deep inside the anxiety & fear of being made the butt of all the jokes, being criticized & put down because I’m not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough, not conservative enough, etc have caused a lot of damage to my soul & self-esteem. If I could lose the weight of the burden of self-doubt and self-destruction from my shoulders, I would be in a much better mental space. #tryingtolovemyself #lowselfesteem #losingweightjourney #truthhurts #justwanttobehappy #justwanttobehealthy #findingmyself #over40 #midlifewomen #midlifeawakening (at Painesville, Ohio) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFZ5hL-D7YD/?igshid=1tyn5k7329z7i

[amordeciegos]

It’s hard and it feels heartbreaking when you feel like you have to put up and image because it’s what people expect you to be. When you have to pretend to be someone you’re not, and youre at a point that your doing it to keep others happy even when your actually unhappy yourself.

And the only moment the pain, the loneliness and the self doubt comes is late at night. When your laying alone in your bed and everyone else is sleeping.

Have you ever felt so broken that you feel like no one understands you?

you feel let down, mad at world and don't even understand why? the loneliness hits you cause you know no ones got you. And like your life isn’t shitty so you can’t really complain about it but at the same time you just have this sadness in you and at times can’t even explain where it comes from. Like I just want to be happy, I want to genuinely be happy not be “happy” because I have a smile on face. Because believe me that I’ve had a “smile” on my face even at my lowest.

[nice-n-slow30]

When you smile on the outside but fucked up on the inside. So many things go through my mind daily. I need to be loved or let go. The way things are now just can’t flow. I would love to be “the one” for somebody. I’ll be out of my feelings later and will end up deleting this.

[idizwatidiz]

Absolutely fuck it! Fuck everything!

[sassycheybows]

Here's some art. Model: @dee_linquent I'm having so many mixed feelings about everything. I wont have the money to pay my bills next month and I know, many companies are not shutting off due to missed payment at this time. I am sad because things were finally starting to get stable for me and now the whole city is screwed. All I can do for now is keep editing. I have some other crafty projects I will be doing to set up for future shoots. Doing my best to not let this situation swallow my hope. . . . 📸 @dragondreamsphoto . . . #dailyarts #photoofthedayphoto #halos #dailystruggles #whywhywhy #mixedemotions #dailyphotos #doyoulikethis #howareyoutoday #empathproblems #fineartists #fancyphotography #loveediting #artistproblems #justwanttobehappy #instaartsy #alternativephotographicprocesses (at Vegas, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9zUu9bnuTX/?igshid=yn18zubclsh4

[jennhope12-blog]

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It’s so hard to explain a trigger or how to talk around me. It’s hard to explain the fear and pain I feel all the time.... and when the ones you love just don’t get it or try to get it it makes this journey 100% harder. I’m so alone in my mess.... #feelingalone #nobodygetsit #justwanttobehappy #bpd #bpdisorder #depressivedisorder #ptsd #mentalillnesswarrior #mentallyill #hardday #invisibleillness #tryingtogetbetter #tryingtobereal #mystory #sharingmystory #revovery #depressionsucks #exhausted #emotional #fallingapart

[misterwillow]

Fantasy 7x10 (drawing is about 4.5x5) Part of a series. Endless affection I can never share... : Original #forsale $60 : Support on #Patreon for full size images and see new pieces at patreon.com/misterwillow (link in profile). #art #illustration #misterwillow #penandink #blackandwhite #fantasy #hug #embrace #tenderness #affection #lonely #justwanttobehappy #justwanttoholdsomeone

[qweenaquarius]

Trapped

I always find myself worrying about other people and their feelings but it feels like nobody takes how I feel into consideration. I feel like I’m constantly pretending to be happy because when I show that I’m anything other than happy, it’s a burden for others. 

[i-earthlovin-hippiebear93]

I didnt always want to be alone,being alone was a fear of mine,it still is a little bit,but ive realized its better to be alone if im not understood by anyone instead of trying to be changed by everyone #justwanttobeme #justwanttobehappy #myself #blacksoul #mygodsgotme #powertomyancestors

[auvily]

Here we go again...while all of my friends are in a relationship.

I'm depressed, crying, anxious.

Why can I not be happy, being in a relationship?! Why not me?!

What did I do to deverse that life?!

[jesssaysrandomwords]

#justwanttobehappy #newyearsresolution #selfcare #selfcarethreads #happy #happiness #quote #greysanatomy #greysanatomyquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/Br-p6cYh0-c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vggfrz6aexep

[aman15red]

Life as it is ! People always want to be picked. But its quite hard to be picked nowadays.. however , we need to understand that we could not expect to be pick immediately we need to wait either its in LOVE OR in CAREER.. life just prove how hard it gets by the challenges we face and continue to face for the sake of surviving. #instagram #instaqoute #itsbeenawhile #justwanttobeloved #justwanttobehappy #lifequotes #life #career #careergoals #love #lovequotes #loveyourself #careervslove #lovevscareer #instagramthatshit #sikhi #jatti #punjabi #pickme #pickmechoosemeloveme #loner #kisslife💋 #challenges #weightgainagain #instadaily https://www.instagram.com/p/BnNAeqPBzNPhMKrf7WKtJ020OMppeKbd2vdIEY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yuqugswp4z7x

[surf-the-beach]

Life

When what you thought life was going to be like starts to happen then it’s ripped out from underneath you, but not like in the Hollywood films where everything stays standing on the table but more like the Chinese knock off of a mexixican made d grade Hollywood film where nothing is left and the table catches alight.

That’s my life at the moment .

Forever wanting something that’s seemingly impossible for me to obtain

[biatchiise7en]

When the right time comes it will come. #ibiza #netflix #netflixmovies #netflixandchill #igers #igdaily #igmovies #chilling #clubbing #justwanttobehappy

[brandingsweetie-blog]

How can you possibly make someone else happy when you are in a relationship, if YOU are unhappy? If you become successful before you are happy, how will you be able to enjoy it? #thinkaboutitthursday #thingsthatmakeyougohmmmm #thoughts #happinessiskey #selflove #yourhappinessmatters #love #loveyourself #takecareofyourself #justwanttobehappy #maryjblige #mylife 🤔🤔💯 #lifestyle #life

[cmurrdaa]

Healing is feeling 😞 #melanin #blackgirlmagic #blackgirlsrock #notmyday #preptalk #myself #healing #feeling #notok #annoyed #bossup #feminist #youpoppin #beautiful #iloveyou #independent #empowerself #justwanttobehappy #needtobeheld #her #queen #single #lonely #happy #needahug