#k/da headcanons

[jinxarchive]

How about a headcanon that Jinx is the main content development/technical editor and/or famous designer in this universe.

She is already very famous in this field cuz all popular K/DA, True Damage, and Heartsteel MVs were kinda produced/designed by her.

Do you see it the way i see?????

This post was written by Jinx stan full of delulu in their head. 이상.

[ghostlykeyes]

HI honeyy I love ur blog!!! can u please write the headcanons for kayn and K/da f!reader...how do the two of them explain their relationship to their fans or maybe they give a moment in a few shows?

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HEARTSTEEL KAYN: K/DA READER ♡ Female Reader ♡ SFW, with slight touching/sensuality ♡ No TWs ♡ THIS GOT SO LONG. I am willing to write more for this situation, since I had to cut a lot of my OG ideas to make room for what felt the most important...truly Kayn floods my mind and cannot be expressed or exhausted

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KAYN

When Akali dragged you along to one of Kayn's birthday parties, all she wanted was a drinking buddy to keep her company while Kayn was doing, quote, "birthday boy shit". She wasn't expecting you and Kayn to hit it off so well. She definitely wasn't expecting to find you two wedged in a coat closet, shoving your tongues down each other's throats. She had two words for Kayn as she linked her arm in yours and tugged you out from between a leather jacket and an 80's windbreaker; "Do. not."

But, after two torturously long weeks of you never shutting up about Kayn during rehearsals, and Kayn texting her so much she has to threaten to block him for any sort of peace and quiet (at all hours of the night and day, "hey gimme your hot friend's number", over and over AND OVER AND OVER), Akali comes around. She's just worried for you. Kayn's got quite the reputation, and she doesn't want him to fuck around with you and break your heart. But, she figures, you're both adults, so who is she to stand in the way of whatever you've got going on. So she eventually texts Kayn your number, but not without a warning; "you remember I know martial arts, yeah? and that I can totally kick your fucking ass? don't break my girl's heart dipshit".

On the whole, K/DA supports your budding relationship with Kayn. Even though he's a bit wild, the group's whole thing is about being individual and true to yourself—it seems hypocritical to tell you that you can't be caught holding hands with Kayn in line at Chipotle anymore for the sake of the band's image.

Heartsteel is a bit more tentative about you and Kayn. Alune's nervous to have Kayn dating such a high-profile star when Heartsteel has literally JUST broken onto the scene. But, this is Kayn, after all. What are they going to ask him to do, stop seeing you? He wouldn't listen. Besides, you do seem like a good influence in his life, and if the way his eyes light up whenever he sees your name pop up on his phone screen say anything, he's crazy about you. Eventually Alune sways other management and teams to embrace your relationship, as long as the two of you try to keep it relatively low-key.

If anyone ever implies he's with you to boost Heartsteel's fame or that he's trying to ride K/DA's coattails to the top, Kayn blows up. "We don't need shit from anybody," he sneers, "we're gonna climb to the top all by our fucking selves. Oh, and if you think (Y/N) would settle for anything less than a born rockstar? You're fucking stupid."

For your part, you're more subtle when publicly discussing your relationship with Kayn, but you still shoot down any ideas that he's with you for your status. "Heartsteel definitely doesn't need K/DA's help," you assert. "They're superstars and they're earning their spot on the music scene fair and square."

Kayn is your absolute fucking biggest superfan. He knows your lyrics front-to-back, he shows up to every single event he can, and he even uses Ezreal's Mercari account to snag rare merch that's being resold. Kayn tries to play it cool, but come on. You've seen the amount of posters he tries to hide in his closet. Only a fanboy has a collection like that.

There's hundreds of paparazzi photos of you two floating around on the internet, and Kayn's got a love-hate relationship with that fact. On the one hand, he loves being seen with you—what better way to claim you as his own than a photo of him literally grabbing your ass on the cover of a trashy gossip mag? On the other hand, can't a guy get some goddamn privacy? He hates that he has to share you with anyone, prying 'journalists' included. To make light of it, though, you two have started a little game. You send each other the wildest claims you can find about your relationship, trying to one up the other. Kayn's still winning with the article claiming that he's exercising some kind of mind-control to make you his girlfriend.

Flipping off the camera and open-mouth kissing you is one of Kayn's favorite poses to strike if he notices paparazzi lurking. For your part? You're just happy for his attention.

Kayn loves when you sneak into his shows. You usually have to wear a hoodie and go incognito to avoid getting mobbed, but don't worry, Kayn can pick you out of a crowd no matter what you're wearing. Sometimes, if you're standing close enough to the stage, he'll take off his shirt and toss it at you. He gets off on the attention, on thousands of people all-but-worshipping him, and if his favorite person is in the throng, knowing his worst parts but screaming for him alongside everyone else, just the same? Ego-boost of the fucking century. He may not express it to you often, but he really, really appreciates when you come see his shows.

Your packed schedules present a challenge, and Kayn despises the fact that you're often touring hours away from him. He still tries to talk to you as much as possible, even if it's not in person. Expect daily FaceTime calls, frequent Discord DM's, and around the clock blurry pictures of Kayn causing mischief.

Bless Akali's heart because Kayn absolutely harasses her about you. Whenever you're busy, he bugs her; "tell my gf to come back from the ded". Anytime you're on tour, he Venmoes her money to buy you your favorite fast food. She complains to you constantly—"tell your purse dog to stop yipping at me"— but really, she doesn't mind spoiling you by proxy. She's just happy that Kayn dotes on you so much.

Kayn jokes about making you late for rehearsal a lot—especially if he's halfway down your neck in a heated makeout sesh—but the truth is, that's never going to happen. Sure, he dicks around a lot, but he never gives less than one-hundred-and-ten to Heartsteel and he's not about to let you slack off, either. That includes making sure you get to your K/DA commitments on time (even if your neck is littered with hickies).

Kayn loves when you show him your choreography. He listens intently as you explain how to go through the steps, or complain about what you're struggling with. Often, he'll offer critique; "you look a little off-balance, try standing this way," or "Have you tried positioning a little more to the left?". Sometimes, these are genuine tips. Most of the time, though, he's just looking for an excuse to feel you up. What better way to sneakily touch your boobs than "suggesting" your chest needs to come out more?

[ioniansunsets]

i discovered your blog today and i have a scenario in mind that i have to share with you!

could you write a Heartsteel!Kayn request with K/DA!reader? — headcanons, fic or even the two of them talking on discord; it could be anything! — if you want to ignore it, i will understand, dear.

✖ Heartsteel!Kayn with K/DA!Reader ✖

✖ Word Count: 1.1k

✖ Tags: Established R/S

✖ A/N: I'm also going with headcanon of the idol thing where they try not to get caught in public together to avoid gossip but people somehow ship you guys and speculate anyway teehee ITS CUTE!!!!! I'm also pretending you guys got together after he joined Heartsteel so its after he got removed from his old band.also PARANOIA DROP IN 10 HOURS LETS GO TEAM!!!!!!!! I LOVE HEARTSTEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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xxxx On Tour xxxx

-  It sucked so bad! It was touring season and the both of you guys were busy. All your time together were quick video calls over Discord and sporadic updates via message. It wasn't a secret to your bandmates at least so your respective bands did try their best to give you space. Quiet moments in dressing rooms to call each other were now your small moments of peace between practice sets and live shows.

- Somehow still finding ways to love each other apart. Kayn getting Akali to buy you some chocolates from him. You pleading Alune to help you send Kayn some flowers after his show. (She's a sucker for romance so she lovingly helps you.) Or the way he would spend money getting someone to deliver dinner to you after a long show.

- If only one of you guys are touring, the other totally pays and watches all the livestreams and tries to pop by to shows! You're performing 3h from him? He's begging your manager to let him drop by. Waiting for you backstage to congratulate you on your hard work.

- If you're the one waiting for Kayn backstage he always visibly lights up. He tries to look cool and badass on stage but when its after a good show, seeing you wave at him in the halls, his heart soars! He runs over, pulling you in for a tight hug. " Did you hear me! I was good today wasn't I!" He'd smile proud, giving you a kiss as he fishes for compliments. There is no approval he craves more than your own.

- The other boys are surprisingly nice about it, no one really makes fun of Kayn for being so excited to see you (other than Ezreal). They treat you as one of the band, giving you VIP passes to pop by their shows. And you do the same for them! When possible you slip their manager some VIP tickets to your show for them to sneak in. A mutual understanding from both groups to protect you and Kayn from media.

- Pre-debut Heartsteel, Kayn has also went to almost all your shows, front row every time and surprisingly he always tries to match you hair color for the tour. You have bright blue for tour? So does he. Its blonde now? He's the same. Kayn just thinks its kinda cute to safely match with you in someway shape or form, it is just a small thing that paparazzi wouldn't pick up on so easily since so many other fans do it too.

xxxx Off Stage xxxx

- A supportive power couple, you two help each other out with band activities off stage. You aid him when he practices singing. Kayn giving you tips on how to get keep a good rhythm in your verses, and is also a personal cheerleader for dance practices. You'd help him get connections to other companies that K/DA has collabed with, trying to help Heartsteel succeed! Kayn helps out in his own ways too, sometimes playing tunes in his room for you to sing to. It is all really sweet.

- When he drops by your studio its adorable, it was before Heartsteel's debut and shortly after the peak of KD/A's release. Kayn trying to hide from paparazzi for your sake as he sneaks in through the back. Always in a different cap and sunglasses that he stole from Ezreal, he would wait in the practice room, sitting in a corner and cheering whenever you successfully get a dance move down. The other members don't seem to mind him much, he's now a common presence in the studio. The other girls seem fond of him, happy that you have someone so supportive by your side.

- You try to do the same between your busy training schedule too. Dropping by Kayn's place during band practice evenings, Yone always being the one to let you in since Kayn always sleeps in late. You'd bring snacks and a discerning ear. Your feedback being super useful as you're one of the few people Kayn actually listens to. What Aphelios or Sett say would take multiple attempts and a lot of effort to get through to Kayn, as such, the rest of the gang keep trying to get you to push him to not try to squeeze a "totally sick line" into the rap bridge.

- He doesn't show it off but Kayn has all your merch, you offer to give it to him but he refuses, something about manly pride and supporting his partner, he will spend his own money and time fighting with other fans to buy your merch. A lightstick by his bed, your album on his shelf. A limited edition photocard safely stacked in a top loader on his table (he doesn't have a wallet or else he would totally bring it around.)

- You do the same for him, as one of Heartsteel's first fans you own some of their original merch, simple tees with just their logo, a average blank CD with " Paranoia KAYN MIX" scrawled on in messy marker, they are all your treasured possessions. Kayn even let you keep some of his guitar picks, you have one with a hole punched in as a necklace that you wear when apart from him. Your one secret? You have CDs from when he was in his old band, only the album that he was included in of course, but you don't bring up how you were secretly a fan from his early career. - Sometimes you guys try to go out on dates, risky but fun! 3am walks at the beach, alone together as he plays the acoustic guitar for you by the waves as you sing. Expensive private room dinners at secluded restaurants, walking in, both of you with your hair temporarily dyed black with hair spray dye to try and avoid attention. Small things. Fun things. - It was a little embarrassing when rumors first circulated. Fans somehow finding it cute that Heartsteel can be seen at your shows or how sometimes K/DA gets spotted backstage at Heartsteel concerts. They started to ship members together and when a photo of Kayn looking at you with a soft loving smile was snapped, the internet went wild! *Isn't it cute how they can get Kayn to smile that way!* *Ah! It should be me I want to be them so bad!!!!* Kayn would never admit it to you but he likes all the TikTok video edits of the two of you together, he thinks its really cute unironically.

[secratdoorscafe]

{You/Reader- General Headcanons}

These are just the general headcanon that I have about the readers past in my AU of the Music Universe.

You were born to a magically gifted Mother and a musical fanatic Father.

You were homeschooled by them up until highschool.

Great talent in mastering magic and artistic creativity in music.

Your magic is primarily focus on teleportation, telekinesis and a unique type of telepathy.

Your telepathy is very advance to say the least. You can see, hear, and feel the person's own emotions, thoughts, physical pain and even memories.

A harsh critic towards to certain songs and musicians, just like your Dad.

Was taught on how to cook by your Mom.

Your into and okay with any genre of music.

You are an only child...so far.

A very overprotective Dad, who has passion for classical music and adding some twists to it.

Mom taught you about costumes and how to sew. She would sometimes bring you to theater shows and/or operas to see what they are showing.

You have a vintage/old-school vibe.

Not much into trends.

Your Mom died when you were 16 y/o.

You always send letters to your Father when either of you are away and after you have moved (later on slowly doing FaceTime).

Have been friends with Kayn and Akali since Highschool. They were your first ever friends other than your parents.

Still kept in touch with them even after they have gotten popular.

These two were the reason on how and why you gotten into kpop, rock and rap. They also helped in introducing you into the underground world of music.

Along with Star Guardians, Odyssey, and other anime and manga. Quickly becoming an otaku.

Would visit an Anime Convention when given the chance.

Kayn and Akali would bring you to one of their street performances after school/work whenever you arent too busy.

You were always the "Mediator" out of the three of you.

Kayn is "The Deepest", Akali's is "The Fastest" and you are "The Highest" voices around the block and school.

"Little Mx. Perfect" Kayn would sometimes call you that from time to time.

You know about Rhaast...you can hear Rhaast.

They were your first customers at "Secrat Doors Cafe".

They helped in giving the ideas of adding the karaoke booth and bar.

And probably a few food items to add on the menu too.

You used to sing alot with your Mom and Dad before your Mom passed away. Your Dad kept on sending instruments and equipment to keep the music alive in the family.

Mostly sing when private and alone or at your personal musical studio at your apartment.

[teememdee]

forgive me beloved, i don't know what else to do without you

[yayariley]

Headcanon - NSFW Alphabet Enzo Vogrincic.

Olaaa!! Antes de tudo queria dizer que vi o NSFW Alphabeth do Matías (não lembro agora o user da menina que fez) e fiquei completamente biruta sobre como seria o do Enzo, então toma putaria pq eu to no meu período fértil 🕊

A = aftercare

Até depois do sexo o nosso Enzo é um gentleman. Ele planeja tudo, até os míseros detalhes como preparar a banheira com velas aromáticas pra vocês relaxarem depois de horas fodendo.

Ele gosta de te mimar te dando algo doce pra comer, trocando suas roupas e te dando banho.

B = bodypart

Ele é OBCECADO pelas suas pernas e suas orelhas. Até quando não há intenção ele gosta de passar as mãos nas suas pernas e mexer na sua orelha com a desculpa que achou o brinco bonito.

Quando você passa alguma loção pós banho que acaba deixando suas pernas mais brilhosas ele fica louco e com vontade de se enfiar no meio daquelas beldades, como ele diz.

C = cum (onde ele gosta de gozar)

Ele adora gozar no seu abdômen, você achava meio estranho no começo mas passou a achar atraente por gostar da visão que tinha. Ele sempre limpa a região e dá beijinhos por ali, subindo até chegar na sua boca.

Também gozar no seu rosto após um boquete é o seu prato predileto. Ver seu rosto cheio de porra o deixa com mais tesão ainda e com vontade de te foder de novo.

D = dirty secret (algo que ele gosta muito mas nunca te contou)

Apesar de ser um cavalheiro, ele sempre teve a vontade de te colocar amarrada na cama e de olhos vendados. Também tinha um desejo enorme em te ver com aquelas fantasias sexys como a de enfermeira por exemplo, mas tinha medo de você o achar um tarado e tinha medo de te machucar quando estivesse amarrada.

E = experience

Por ser um cara mais velho, o Enzo era experiente na cama e sabia das necessidades de uma mulher durante o sexo.

Ele sabia exatamente do que você gostava e de como fazer tudo, inclusive posições que ele nunca havia feito contigo mas morria de vontade.

F = favorite position

Ir por cima tava definitivamente no topo da lista de posições favoritas do Enzo. Ele gosta de te admirar enquanto te maceta e te enforcar com aquelas mãozonas.

Te ver revirar os olhos de prazer e morder os lábios era sua parte favorita.

Enzo acha fofo como suas bochechas ficam extremamente coradas quando você está prestes a gozar e era uma das suas razões pra gostar de ir por cima.

G = goofy (se é sério no momento ou solta umas piadocas)

Ele mais faz graça antes do sexo do que durante ou no pós. Ele fica te provocando te chamando de "chiquita desesperada" quando só falta você implorar de joelhos pra que ele te macetasse na cama, e o abusado ainda ri da sua cara quando você faz isso.

H = hair

Ele não liga de se depilar quando você pede, mas normalmente ele só dá uma aparada nos pelos e vapo.

I = intimacy

Vocês possuem uma intimidade invejável. É algo que ele preserva e cuida muito. Enzo gosta de ser o mais romântico possível, você é o porto seguro dele e ele é o seu porto seguro.

É por isso que vocês não possuem o relacionamento aberto, você é a pessoa que ele mais confia e não consegue se ver fazendo algo tão íntimo com alguém que ele não conhece da forma que te conhece.

J = jerk off (se ele bate uma)

Olha, depende muito viu.

Se vocês estão longe um do outro por muito tempo ele acaba se masturbando só lembrando de você sem roupa e das vezes que vocês transavam.

Quando um dos dois viaja, você tem o costume de mandar fotos provocadoras e aí o nosso Enzito não resiste.

K = kink

MÃOS. É meio difícil um homem ter fetiche em mãos femininas mas puta merda, o Enzo tem uma tara absurda pelas suas mãos.

Só de imaginar seus dedos acariciando seu pau e fazendo o famoso movimento do vai e vem deixa ele pirado.

Também chupar seus dedos da mão enquanto você senta nele é a visão dos deuses, e convenhamos que isso te dá um baita tesão porque ele faz questão de fazer contato visual enquanto suga seu polegar com aqueles olhos de POTY (Puto Of The Year)

L = localização

Seu carro e o sofá da sua casa e da casa dele. Normalmente é deitadinhos no sofá de carícia um com o outro que a pegação começa, também é o lugar mais confortável para os dois.

M = motivação

Você existir já é uma motivação pra ele querer te macetar. Tem nem explicação, é isso.

N = NO (algo que ele não gosta)

Voyeurism, pra ele o sexo é uma intimidade apenas do casal e ele morreria de vergonha se alguém os visse fazendo algo.

Degradação também é algo que ele não curte muito, as vezes só te chama de "hija de puta" quando você senta muito forte e quase faz ele gozar antes da hora.

O = oral

QUE LÍNGUA ABENÇOADA. O Enzito tem o superpoder de te chupar melhor do que ninguém e também mexe a língua muito rápido, o que te deixa biruta.

Ver você descer e ir chupando seu pau devagarzinho começando pela cabeça muda a química do cérebro dele. Fazer contato visual durante o boquete mexe muito com ele, porquê o Enzo é muito observador e repara em TUDO.

P = pace (se gostam do sexo rápido ou lento)

Por serem tranquilos, vocês optam pelo sexo mais lento e cheio de carícias, porém é um sexo desesperado, ambos sedentos um pelo o outro. Mas quando os dois enchem a cara parece que ativam o botãozinho da safadeza e a vontade de transar sobe lá pra cima.

Q = quickie

Ele adora 🫦🫦

Banheiro de bar ou da casa de alguém que tá tendo festa é o LDF (Lugar De Foda, como vocês apelidaram) favorito dele.

R = risk

Ele não liga muito, tá disposto a tentar tudo, menos as que envolvam enfiar coisas nele.

Se vocês não gostarem de algo, faz parte, façam outra coisa.

Vocês são jovens ainda, provem de tudo com responsabilidade!

S = stamina (quantas rodadas ele aguenta)

3 no máximo, desde que vocês tirem uns minutinhos pra se recomporem e voltarem ao trabalho.

T = toys

ADORA. Principalmente vibradores.

Ele gosta de usar em você e nele, particularmente adora quando você vai passando o vibrador devagarzinho pelo pau dele até quase chegar na cabeça, ele endoida.

U = unfair (como ele é provocando)

Ele ama te provocar, andar com um shortinho apertado e sem camisa pela casa, ele sabe exatamente o que essas coisas te causam.

Toda vez que ele passa sem camisa ou com aquelas regatas que deixam uma parte do seu peitoral perto de você, ele te olha de canto e percebe a sua cara de desejo. O Enzo se diverte horrores fazendo isso.

V = volume

O sexo é tão gostoso que ele mal se lembra de soltar algum som, mas quando solta... é a melodia dos anjos.

Ele tem um gemido gostoso, toda vez que ele solta um "Ah, chiquita" com aquela voz de puto manhoso você se derrete.

W = wildcard (algum fetiche estranho etc)

Seus pés. Sempre que você chega da manicure com os pés bonitinhos ele fica imaginando você batendo uma pra ele com os pés em seu colo

X = x-ray

Já dizia a doja cat... o narigão entrega.

É grande, tipo, grande mesmo. Falando em medidas, 18 cm.

Aguenta? 😝

Y = yearning (o quão alto é desejo sexual dele)

Mediano, mas quando bate a saudade o desejo sexual fica extremamente alto.

Os tapas na sua bunda, as mãos na sua coxa subindo cada vez mais, as fotos das mãos dele te propósito... Ai ai esse Enzo.

Z = ZzZ (é o famoso goza e dorme ou não?)

Sente mais fome do que sono KKKKKKKKKK mas quando vocês transam por duas horas ele fica extremamente exausto e cai no sono abraçadinho com você fazendo cafuné no cabelo dele.

[crushedsweets]

I'm the sweetest girl in town; so why are you so mean? Nina 'the Killer' Hopkins in Creeped PT 1: K-12

PT. 2: PURPOSE — PT. 3 NEW MESSAGE

General disclaimer: This AU is an amalgamation of headcanons, fanon, canon, and the occasional rewrite. There is an overarching story that HEAVILY strays from their canon stories. TW for toxic relationships, grooming, eating disorders, and self-harm. ED content is restricted to the 'middle school' section. Nina is a very personal character to me, but with a LOT of changes. Please take care of yourself and only engage in content you can handle.

BACKGROUND

❥Nina Hopkins was born on February 13, 1998, in California. She was the older sister of 1 brother, Christopher Hopkins.

❥Nina grew up with workaholics. Her father was a carpenter and her mother was a hairdresser, running her very own salon. They'd work 12 hour shifts, coming home to little Nina fast asleep on the couch, waiting for her parents. Especially her dad.

❥Nina was a daddy's girl through and through, and his guilt for never being there was evident. So he chose to shower her in gifts when he could, tutus and little pink mary-janes. Something girly and flashy.

❥Nina's favorite gift was a cheap, princess-themed makeup palette. Little Rapunzel's and Tiana's littered about her glittery pink and purple eyeshadows, set alongside cherry-flavored lip balms. She'd use the tiny sponge brush to delicately put on bright eyeshadow before school every goddamn morning.

❥It became obsessive. She'd come home and reapply. Cry when her mom makes her wipe it off before bed. Kick and scream when they threatened to take it away from her. When her mother asked why, Nina cried that it made her pretty. She didn’t want to look in the mirror without it. 

❥Now, Nina wanted attention. From a young age, you could see it in her. The way she dressed, the messily applied makeup, the loud voice, fake cries. She didn't get it much from her parents, and it only worsened when she became a big sister.

❥She was about 7 when Christopher was born. Her mom may have taken maternity leave, but that still left no time for Nina. She learned how to make bottles, change diapers, and bathe newborns. No attention aside from Christopher’s tiny hands holding onto her pajamas.

❥This opened a new routine for Nina and her mom, though. Each night, her mom dozed off on the couch, rocking Christopher’s little crib. Nina curled up beside her, purple eyelids half shut, watching whatever show her mom had on. 

❥Nina’s mom’s favorite show was Forensics Files. A little odd to her husband, but it immediately hooked Nina’s attention. It wasn’t age-appropriate, sure, but her mom was far too exhausted to change it. Besides, what’s the worst that could happen? If Nina could wear eyeshadow, she could watch her mama’s favorite show. 

❥Just like Nina’s cheap makeup set, her interest in true crime grew obsessive. She’d get in trouble at school, spending her time in the school’s library, typing away at the school’s computer. She didn’t get far with many of her searches considering the Wi-Fi restrictions, but teachers and students quickly caught on. Eventually, she got banned from the library.

❥But Nina couldn’t get those stories out of her head. Every little bit she had memorized, she scribbled away in her diary. Obsessively. She kept track of every single detail. Memorized the victims’ names, the dates, and even the times they were declared dead. Whatever information was available to the public, Nina wrote down.

❥When Nina was about 9, she got her very own laptop. A gift from her dad, and an apology for so many late nights at work. He had no idea what it would unlock for Nina. All of the forums and chat rooms and videos she’d have access to. He didn’t even know there was a fucking ‘true crime community’ online, how could he expect his little girl to get sucked into that?

GRADE SCHOOL

❥When Nina was 10, she became a bit of a recluse. Girls at school avoided her for a few years now. She spent day after day curled up by the playground all on her own, flipping through her diary and brushing everyone off in favor of it. At home, she’d retreat to her bedroom and scroll online forums. 

❥She began making friends online, choosing to lie about her age. She’d befriend adults interested in the same morbidity as her. They introduced her to new content. It began with anime, usually psychological horror. Eventually, it evolved into dark manga, then gorey horror movies. Nina didn’t think much when they introduced her to liveleak. 

❥Nina left her diary behind one day, a fatal mistake that she was always so careful about. A girl from her class, Claudia, picked it up. Nina didn’t see that diary for a week. She spent days sobbing over it, crying to the people she met online and refusing to leave her room in fear of it being found.

❥She was called into her elementary school’s office the following Monday. Little Nina, dressed in hot pink twinkle-toe converse and glittery lip-balm, sat uncomfortably in the stiff office chair. Her father sat besides her, a look of disappointment on his overworked face. Her diary was on the desk.

❥Nina screamed. She screamed and kicked the chair as she snatched the diary. Without a second thought, she snapped the tension in that room, resulting in her father having to hold her down. She panicked violently, and when she eventually settled down into a whimpering sobbing mess, they scolded her. 

❥They began putting Nina into therapy. Weekly sessions at first, trying to dissect what was wrong with her. It made her feel worse. She didn’t think there was anything wrong with her. She wore ‘weird’ like a badge, something that all her online communities praised her for. Why was everyone acting so awful? It didn’t matter that much, though. Her parents still couldn’t carve time out of their work days for her. Weekly appointments turned monthly, turned every three months, turned never.

❥The girl who found her diary didn’t help. She read through it long before she turned it in to the teachers, snapping photos on her older sister's phone. Claudia began to keep track of Nina, similar to Nina’s habits. When the two turned 11 and entered 6th grade, Nina began experiencing relentless bullying and harassment. 

❥It started with name-calling. Deeming Nina a freak show, calling her a future serial killer, or pretending to squeal and run off when Nina walked by. It snowballed into jabs at her appearance, laughing at her messily applied blush and colorful clothes. Saying she was the ugliest girl in their grade, making comments on her body and how all the boys found her gross. She very frequently fell for boys saying they had a crush on her, only to laugh at her the second she believed it. Her self-esteem was already in shambles, but the relentless harassment only worsened it.

MIDDLE SCHOOL

❥Nina found solace online. Her friends were older, more mature. They understood her. Sure, some of them made her a bit uncomfortable, but it was nothing she couldn't handle. When she turned 12, she confessed her age to them. It broke her heart when a few blocked her, but not everyone did. She clung to those who stayed. Curiously, the adults interested in staying friends with little Nina were the same ones introducing her to new disgusting content. They’d ask to video call her and stream their favorite movies. Nina didn’t realize they were snuff films at first.

❥The harassment at school didn’t stop, of course. Nina was too young to start dieting, too young to be buying expensive makeup, too young to be worrying about her appearance. Regardless, she was convinced it would solve her problems. Alongside the fixation on horror, Nina stressed about her looks. She’d sob in front of mirrors, calling her adult friends and begging them for advice. They’d ask for photos. You know, to help her. She shattered every mirror in her room, weeping over her bloody hands and sending shards along her body. Nina's new diary obsessively kept track of new numbers.

❥Nina spent every night grabbing at her face and body, desperately morphing it to look the way she wanted. She didn’t even stop to think about Christopher in the other room, listening to her wretch into the toilet after every meal. Nina was so unbelievably lost in her own world, that nobody good ever came to mind.

❥She thought about Claudia a lot. So thin, tall, and confident. Claudia had a lot of friends, too. Nina was well aware, considering how often Claudia geared their attacks at Nina. She watched Claudia daily. In 8th grade, she noticed Claudia began wearing crop tops. Nina did too. She’d tie up her shirts and untie them around her parents. Claudia wore her hair in a high ponytail every damn day, so Nina started doing it too. Nina began applying mascara and highlight the same way Claudia did. Both girls were arguably too young for makeup, but there they were, egging each other on to apply more and more. Claudia’s wardrobe was pretty simple, nothing too flashy. So Nina opted out of her rhinestones and bright pink sneakers, instead reaching for simple Converse and plain jeans. 

❥By this point, a good number of them had phones. Claudia had long blocked Nina on Instagram, but Nina just made another account. A few, actually. One was an empty account with a fake profile picture and name, only used to follow Claudia without being blocked. A few more were made, used to follow Claudia and bombard her comments and messages with hateful content. Jabs at her appearance, her body, her clothes. Anything Nina could use as ammunition, she shot down Claudia’s self-esteem as harshly as her own. Nina would tell her adult friends online about it, bringing them to Claudia’s pages to attack her. It was cruel, and Nina knew that.

❥But it just felt so good when Claudia began to change. Before the end of 8th grade, she swapped to hoodies and pajama pants. No longer wore her hair up, instead used it to hide her face the best she could. She spoke quieter and didn't laugh so loud anymore. Nina felt like she won, and the freaks online cheered her on. Finally, Nina was able to drop her fixation on Claudia. 

HIGH SCHOOL

❥There was an odd shift in high school. Nina had completely turned her appearance around. She obsessively posted selfies and was quite careful about her online interests. Nobody could know. She wouldn’t even share the fact that she watched anime, far too fearful of the backlash. 

❥She had caught the eye of a senior at her school. His friend group had practically circled Nina, quickly offering her rides home and inviting her out. She bathed in the attention.

❥Christopher watched his big sister sneak out every other night. He’d ask softly where she was going. Gently, she’d smooth down his hair, press a kiss to his forehead, and ask him not to tell. He listened. Nina didn’t realize how much Christopher knew, and how much he kept to himself. How much of her grief he carried with him, worrying for his big sister.

❥14 year old Nina found herself at quite a few parties. Sometimes they’d be cities away, and she’d be seated on a couch at a random college party, shakily sipping away at a drink that made her nose scrunch. Eventually, the boy that brought her to these parties asked her to be his girlfriend. Nina couldn’t believe it.

❥He was the first boy of many to break her heart. It was a short month with him, till she went to the next guy. Then the next, and the next. Nina started drinking quite a bit, occasionally smoking weed and embarrassing herself on several occasions. She said it made it easier to socialize, but she really just thought it made her look cooler.

❥It grew difficult to balance both social lives. Her adult friends online continued to demand her attention at all times. Not much changed from when she was in middle school, including the way her anxiety would skyrocket when they got upset with her. She always folded to everyone in her life. She just wanted them to stay, to praise her, to tell her how kind and beautiful and sweet and funny she was. But it just felt so much better when someone in real life gave her that.

❥Yet another boy broke Nina’s heart. She thought he was the one, she really did. She spent months with him, from the end of her sophomore year to the start of her junior year. He bathed her in everything she asked for at first. She even got comfortable sharing some of her interests with him. He thought a girl liking anime was badass, but when she began to ramble about cold cases, he started to withdraw. Shortly after he broke up with her, old rumors began to resurface. Photos of an old diary slipped back into her school, shedding light on Nina’s elementary school habits. Nothing seemed to change, huh? Still talking about the same shit she was tormented for years back, but this time, they were attached to screenshots and voice memos that Nina sent to her boyfriend that year.

❥Nina knew who leaked them. Claudia, that stupid fucking bitch. Nina was never confrontational. Nobody ever taught her how to be. But this was a new low for her, dragging her right back to her middle school horrors. It’s like all of her misery, all of her insecurities, all of her rage and frustration and low self esteem accumulated into a string of stupid decisions. 

❥Nina followed Claudia home that following Monday. It was long after school, with Nina patiently waiting for Claudia to finish her group project. Neither of them exactly expected this, but when Nina snatched Claudia’s hair and began bashing her head into the ground, there was a deep sense of relief.

❥Regret followed. It didn’t feel so good watching Claudia sob as she curled up on the floor, clutching her face and begging Nina to stop. A pathetically small puddle of blood pooled beneath Claudia, and the sight made Nina’s stomach churn. She threw up. 

❥But Claudia was fine. Only her nose was broken and her face was bruised. Nina was expelled, now being shoved into an alternate school to complete high school. It was tearing Nina up inside to be so alone again.

❥What else was she supposed to do?

PT. 2: PURPOSE

[tulypes]

♡ AZ HEADCANONS: richard ríos

oi, tchucas! alfabeto fofo com ríos, espero que gostem. se tiver algum erro, me perdoem! isso foi escrito muito rápido, na rua, num pico de criatividade. | ♡ materlist.

( A ) ACTIVITES — o que ele gosta de fazer com você? como vocês passam o tempo livre?

vocês amam sair em viagens, principalmente para lugares que tem praia, e ir à festas.

mas, estando cansado, ele prefere ficar em casa, assistir à um filme no conforto da cama.

( B ) BEAUTY — o que ele admira em você? o que ele acha que há de bonito em você?

ele te acha linda por completo. sua personalidade, o seu jeito, para ele, foi um diferencial.

richard ama sua risada e seu sorriso.

( C ) CONFESSION OF LOVE — como ele se confessou a você?

após uma briga, onde vocês decidiram romper o que tinham. ele ficou detonado, com raiva de si, chateado porque realmente te amava, mas não tinha coragem de assumir isso.

quando percebeu o erro que estava cometendo, bateu na porta da sua casa durante a madrugada, completamente encharcado pela chuva, falando o quanto te amava — tão alto que os vizinhos reclamaram.

resultado disso: vocês reataram e ele ficou gripado.

( D ) DREAMS — como ele imagina o futuro com você?

imagina e planeja, tudo que tem a ver com o futuro dele, ele te inclui.

richard se imagina em um grande estádio, carregando uma taça, juntamente a você e seus filhos. é, definitivamente, o que mais passa pela cabeça dele.

( E ) ENDING — se tivessem que romper com o parceiro, como fariam?

sejamos sinceras aqui: ele é claramente o tipo de homem que termina o relacionamento, arquiva todas as publicações do instagram em que você está e posta stories para mostrar que está solteiro. NÃO preciso elaborar.

no off, fica “oi, saudades”

( F ) FIGHT — supondo que vocês tenham um filho juntos, como ele reagiria em uma situação de briga?

richard vai ser o tipo de pai que não consegue brigar com a criança, principalmente se vocês tiverem uma menina. ele prefere que você faça isso.

porém, se você reclamar sobre a sua falta de pulso, com certeza ele vai se posicionar mais — com muito medo de magoar a criança.

( G ) GRATITUDE — quão grato ele é em geral? ele está ciente do que você faz por eles?

ele é grato demais por te ter ao lado dele, e faz questão de demonstrar isso sempre.

( H ) HONESTY — ele tem segredos que esconde de você? ou ele compartilha tudo?

no início, ele seleciona muito o que vai te dizer, pensando sempre duas vezes, com certo receio de citar coisas que ele considera inapropriadas para o estágio de “se conhecendo” que vocês estão.

porém, com o relacionamento já estabelecido, ele fala tudo, ABSOLUTAMENTE tudo que passa pela cabeça dele.

( I ) I LOVE YOU — com que rapidez ele diz que te ama?

demorou um pouco, vocês optaram por ir mais devagar; se conhecendo verdadeiramente, analisando todas as situações com calma, porém, quando richard falou que te amava, ele teve certeza que queria você ao lado dele para sempre.

( J ) JEALOUSY — ele fica com ciúmes facilmente? como ele lida com isso?

ciumentíssimo! se richard se sente ameaçado com presença de algum homem, ele começa a marcar território, segura sua cintura, te beija na frente de qualquer pessoa, deixando claro para todos que vocês estão juntos e que você é dele.

( K ) KISS — eles beijam bem? como foi o primeiro beijo?

ele beija sorrindo. sorrindo bem descarado e largo. richard prefere beijos lentos, mas firmes, segurando o seu cabelo com força e mordiscando seus lábios.

o primeiro beijo de vocês aconteceu em uma festa, um pouco mais afastado das pessoas presentes, já que nenhum dos dois queria expor. ele deu uma cantada ridícula, mais tão ridícula que te fez rir; e foi assim que vocês começaram.

( L ) LITTLE ONES — como são perto das crianças?

ele é tão querido com as crianças que se aproxima dele! richard é apaixonado pelo sobrinho, e você observar as interações dele com o garotinho só te faz imaginar o quão bom pai ele seria.

ele se agacha para falar com as crianças, ficando do tamanho delas, para dar o máximo de atenção que pode.

( M ) MARRIAGE — quer se casar? como seria o casamento?

ele quer MUITO casar. sonha em fazer a cerimônia na igreja, com todo o tradicionalismo brega possível.

( N ) NICKNAMES — como ele te chama?

“minha mulher”, namorando ou não, Richard diz que você é a mulher dele; te apresenta a todos desse jeito.

ademais, “minha princesa”, “amor” ou “linda”— tudo isso fora da cama…

( O ) ON CLOUD NINE — como eles são quando estão apaixonados? É óbvio para os outros? Como eles expressam seus sentimentos?

no inicio, ele fica um pouco confuso, sem saber o que fazer, tampouco em como lidar com a situação de estar apaixonado. não conversava muito sobre os sentimentos dele com os amigos, mas os outros jogadores do time notaram que tinha alguém na vida do colombiano. talvez o primeiro a notar isso foi o endrick, o que deu um certo espaço para desabafar sobre.

porém, minha filha, quando esse homem resolveu mostrar para o mundo que te amava…

a real é que ele enchia o saco dos amigos, falava de você até enjoar.

( P ) PDA — ele faz demonstrações públicas de afeto ou é tímido para beijar, etc., quando outros estão assistindo?

ele é um exibicionista nato. richard ríos te exibe como um troféu; você é o troféu e ele venceu! te ter como namorada, esposa, companheira de vida, era uma vitória para ele.

fotos em redes sociais, mas sem muitos textos. ele gosta de te beijar, mostrar que você é dele. richard também te presenteia com colares com o nome dele e você faz questão de desfilar com ele para todo mundo ver.

( Q ) QUIRK — alguma habilidade aleatória que ele possui que é benéfica no relacionamento.

ele é um muito comunicativo, precisa sempre se comunicar contigo e quer que isso seja recíproco.

( R ) REMEMBER — qual é o momento favorito dele no seu relacionamento?

ele ama todas as lembranças que tem de você, mas vocês se abraçando com toda paixão no meio do allianz parque, no final do Paulista, assim que o apito soou, sempre vai ser um dos seus momentos favoritos. richard estava tão feliz por te ter ali com ele, naquele momento tão importante.

( S ) SUPPORT — ele está ajudando você a atingir seus objetivos? ele acredita em você?

com certeza! ele acredita em você e nos seus sonhos, independentemente de qual seja. ele te apoia em tudo.

( T ) THRILL — ele precisa experimentar coisas novas para apimentar seu relacionamento ou prefere uma certa rotina?

ele não é muito fã de rotinas, então adora experimentar coisas novas.

( U ) UNDERSTANDING — quão bem te ele conhece? eles são empáticos?

richard nunca imaginou que pudesse conhecer tão bem alguém, como ele te conhece, desde os gostos pessoais, até os trejeitos.

ele conseguia te ler, devido à toda intimidade que compartilhavam. se você estivesse triste, ele saberia, sem ao menos precisar perguntar.

( V ) VALUE — quão importante é o relacionamento de vocês? quanto vale em comparação com outras coisas na vida dele?

o relacionamento de vocês era muito importante para ele.

para richard, era você, a família, e o futebol, as coisas mais importantes.

( W ) WILD CARD — um fluff headcanon aleatório.

ele é muito mimado, então quando você nega beijos a ele, richard fica bicudo até que sua decisão mude.

( X ) XOXO — ele é muito carinhoso? ele adora beijar e abraçar?

muito carinhoso! adora deitar com a cabeça sobre seu peito, enquanto acaricia sua cintura. seus abraços eram a casa dele, onde ele encontrava amor, conforto e paz.

te beijar era uma das coisas que ele mais gostava na terra. ele gosta de beijar o topo da sua cabeça.

( Y ) YEARNING — como ele lida com a sua ausência?

quando precisa viajar para outros estados ou para a Colômbia e você não pode ir, richard tenta levar numa boa, se concentrando nos treinos ou na presença dos companheiros de equipe.

mas, está sempre te enviando mensagem e, quando pode, te ligando.

( Z ) ZEAL — ele está disposto a fazer tudo pelo relacionamento de vocês?

se souber e enxergar que você também está disposta, ele faz de tudo.

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¡Hola!

¿Puedes hacer un headcanon con algunos personajes de MHA (Deku, Bakugo, Shoto, Mirio, Tamaki y Hawks) cuando la persona que les gusta les besa la mejilla como agradecimiento por ayudarla?

Estaba pensando que la lectora es la vecina del personaje; un día él descubre que un malo ha atacado el lugar donde vive y se apresura a salvar a ella y a su familia (los estudiantes tienen la licencia de héroe provisional); después, para agradecerles, le da un beso en la mejilla. Esta era mi idea, pero si tienes otras, no dudes en utilizarlas.

¡Gracias!

My Hero Academia ~Receiving a kiss on the cheek from their crush as thanks~

Manga/anime: My Hero Academia

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

(S/O): significant other

I really liked your idea, so I decided to use it.

Premise

(S/O) is really tired and panting from moving faster than usual to reach his house and from fighting a villain who has taken (Y/N), his neighbor and crush, hostage, but he's also happy to have saved her.

He's in the apartment of the girl, who's looking at him, shaken but also with her eyes full of gratitude, affection and admiration, when they both feel a jolt, which makes her fall to the floor, or rather which would have made her fall if it hadn't been for him, who managed to grab her before she did so. Acting quickly, (S/O) immediately picks (Y/N) up like a bride and throws himself out of the window with her to prevent both of them from being crushed by the probable collapse of the house, landing next to it, among the crowd who has come from the nearby homes, and who are applauding and thanking (S/O).

After a few seconds, the boy realizes he's still holding (Y/N), so, embarrassed and with eyes as big as saucers, he lets her go; the girl, though, doesn't move away from him, as (S/O) thought, but she approaches him, smiling sweetly at him, and, whispering a thank you, she delicately places her lips on his right cheek for a few seconds.

Midoriya I. (Deku)

He'll freeze over: if you tap him, he'll fall over like a statue

It'll take him a while to recover, but he won't be able to say a meaningful sentence or even respond to your thank you ("Y-y-yo-you-you're w-we..."), and he'll be forced to cover his face with his arms or hands because he'll be literally all red

For the rest of the day, he won't be able to speak, so much so his mother will become very worried

"Izuku, are you okay? What's wrong?" "It-it's that... (Y/N)... Isavedherandshegavemeakissonthecheekasthanks! A-and now I-I can't think of anything else! What do I do, mom?" "..." "M-mom..." "Awwwwww, my son is in love!"

His mother will advise him to go to you, so he'll go to the place where you'll be (your house is destroyed) and he'll try to ensure your health, both physical and mental, since he was unable to do so after saving you

Bakugou K.

His first instinct will be to move away, since he'll be really embarrassed, and to yell at you not to do something like that again (not because he doesn't want your affection, but because it embarrasses him too much)

Nevertheless, he'll remain still, with his ears red with embarrassment and, strangely, without screaming

He'll stare at you for a few seconds, almost immersed in a subspecies of fantasy world where there are only you two, until he hears the people who surround you talking and clapping, and his body will move on its own: he'll run away

Before going away, though, if he hears you giggling at his reaction, his heart will skip a few beats, but he'll yell at you to stop teasing him

He'll probably go back to his house still a little flushed, and he'll argue for hours with his mother whether to allow you to stay at their house; in the end... "Oi, come to my house until your house is rebuilt"

Todoroki S.

At first he won't react because he won't totally realize what you did, still focused and exhausted from the fight: he'll act robotically and go back to his home without considering you

However, once he gets home, he'll understand what happened, and he'll blush madly under the incredulous eyes of his father and sister

He'll also slightly lose control of his quirk: a light jet of ice will come out of the right side of his body, covering part of the floor, and light flames will erupt from the left side

He'll think about the kiss all night and won't be able to sleep, so he'll talk about it with his sister the next day; Fuyumi will then decide to intervene personally: she'll invite you to live in their house (since yours is destroyed)

Imagine his embarrassment in living with you (but maybe he'll decide to confess to you)!

Toogata M.

His usual smile will stretch so much almost all of his teeth will be visible, and his cheeks will be dusted with a very light red

If he has to speak, only a stammer will come out of his mouth, and so he'll giggle in embarrassment, putting his hand behind his head

He'll look at you for a while, not knowing what to do and waiting for you to say something; when you don't say anything, he'll walk away in embarrassment

As soon as he's away from you and has recovered (in fact, after your kiss he'll only think about you and the beautiful sensation of your lips on his cheek), he'll give himself a mental slap for not having said anything to you

Thus, to compensate for his imaginary lack of sufficient help towards you, he'll offer to host you for as long as you need and also to protect you from any further attacks from villains

Amajiki T.

You'll kill him: Tamaki.exe has stopped working; press a button to restart

His ears will be red, let's not talk about his face (it could be the perfect cosplay of a tomato); he'll be all shaky, and he'll start playing with his fingers due to embarrassment

After recovering, he could do two actions: the first will be to take the opportunity to bury his red face in your neck due to embarrassment and to hide himself from the crowd, the second to run away and never appear before you again

It's more likely he'll do the first option, but he'll still stay away from you for at least a week to get used to calming his heart, which will be beating wildly

The next time you two meet he'll still blush slightly, remembering your kiss, and he won't be able to look you in the eyes

Takami K. (Hawks)

He's used to people thanking him, even by hugging him, but you aren't just anyone: you're his crush

Indeed, he'll try in every way not to blush, but he'll fail, as a slight blush will be seen on his cheeks; for that reason, he'll wink at you, making you blush: that's his way of shifting the focus of attention from him to you

In addition, his wings will fluff up a little and he'll strut, happy for your special thanks

He'll fly away to the applause of the audience, but he'll keep thinking about you all the time with a dreamy expression for the next days (imagine the happiness of the members of his agency or the other heroes he'll meet, such as Endeavor, in seeing him like that...)

From that day, he'll take advantage of every free moment to come to you to "check", as he'll say, on you, since you may be at risk of attack by villains; actually, he'll do it just to see you

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[deepinsideyourbeing]

Necesito saber cómo creés que sería Enzo en el sexo. Aspectos generales, gustos, kinks, si gime, etc.

Gracias por la investigación de mercado jajaja

+18!

-NSFW ALPHABET-

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Le gusta masajear tu espalda, tus brazos o cualquier parte de tu cuerpo hasta que recobrás el aliento y podés beber el agua que te ofrece, luego te acompaña hasta el baño y de ser necesario entra en la ducha para ayudarte y/o acompañarte (y más...). Siempre tiene a mano algún snack o prepara algo para comer y ambos lo disfrutan mientras ven alguna película o acurrucados.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

A Enzo le gustan sus manos pero sólo porque adora cómo se ven sobre tu cuerpo. Le gusta ver el contraste cuando sujeta tus muñecas sobre tu cabeza, mientras acaricia tus pechos o tu cadera, cuando sus dedos aprisionan tu garganta o tu cara.

Tiene un punto débil cuando se trata de tu boca y tu lengua, tus muslos y la curva de tu abdomen donde siempre coloca sus manos. Son sus lugares favoritos para marcarte con su semen y eso nos lleva a...

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Hiperespermia, nada más que agregar.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Un poquito de CNC y polaroids comprometedoras en su billetera. Adora someterte y saber que si no cooperás puede amenazarte con enseñar a sus amigos y conocidos las imágenes que tomó cuando eras un desastre, en las cuales se aprecia tu expresión de satisfacción y los fluidos que manchan tu rostro y cuerpo.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Suele decir que no tiene mucha experiencia y tal vez sea cierto, pero no es impedimento alguno para que sus dedos, su lengua y su miembro te brinden los orgasmos más intensos que tuviste en toda tu vida. Siempre está dispuesto a probar cosas nuevas, es un firme creyente de que uno no debe dejar de educarse.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary, vainilla pero romántico como a él le gusta. Le encanta poder ver tu rostro mientras te da placer, la forma en que tus pechos se mueven con cada una de sus estocadas y besarte cuando se desespera porque siente tu interior muy apretado y muy caliente :)

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Es bastante serio y jamás pierde la concentración, prefiere mantenerse atento a tus reacciones para actuar rápidamente en caso de que algo te genere incomodidad o te haga sentir abrumada.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Siempre mantiene el vello corto y prolijo, pero cuando se depila por completo su miembro parece todavía más grande y la imagen por sí misma te hace delirar.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Enzo es muy romántico, le gusta tenerte lo más cerca posible en todo momento para besarte y abrazarte con fuerza. Si está arriba tuyo siempre va a reposar su frente en la tuya y mirarte con una intensidad casi abrasadora, todo mientras te retorcés de placer debido a sus movimientos.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Las polaroid en su billetera y algún que otro video que guarda en una carpeta oculta en su celular son lo único que puede utilizar para masturbarse cuando no te tiene cerca. Está obsesionado con vos y con tu cuerpo y al pasar tanto tiempo en el set de rodaje y en zonas horarias incompatibles no tiene otra opción.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding kink porque es posesivo y le encanta marcarte de esa forma. Además disfruta ver la forma en que su semen escapa de tu entrada antes de -ignorando tus quejidos- empujarlo hacia dentro con sus dedos.

Cockwarming si está demasiado cansado y decidís ser caprichosa. Te ordena quedarte quieta mientras sentís cómo palpita entre tus paredes, muy de vez en cuando sujetando tu cadera para moverte lentamente, y sólo cuando le rogás entre lágrimas te permite hacer el trabajo.

Dacrifilia... No puede evitarlo, sos demasiado tierna cuando llorás y adora ver la forma en que tus labios tiemblan o las lágrimas corriendo por tus mejillas.

Daddy kink. (Controversial pero...) Cada vez que tu voz entrecortada pronuncia esa palabra y tus ojos suplican por más, tiene que hacer un gran esfuerzo para poder controlar la fuerza que utiliza para manipular tu cuerpo -que está enteramente a su disposición-.

Finger-sucking porque además de ser la única forma que tiene a veces para mantenerte callada, también le gusta ver cómo cerrás los ojos y simulás que lo que está entre tus labios es otra parte de su anatomía.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Nada se compara con la comodidad de su cama o el sofá de la sala, pero puede que surja la ocasión en que no resiste y te sienta sobre la mesa o el mármol para poder tener fácil acceso a tu entrada. No vamos a hablar del asiento trasero del auto o el parque.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Todo tu ser lo excita, pero le cuesta contenerse cuando lo sentás en la cama para enseñarle alguna prenda nueva o la lencería que acaba de llegarte por correo.

Tiene un pequeño problema con la particular forma en que comés helado y se niega a tener citas si implican permanecer dentro de una heladería.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

No le gusta incorporar ningún elemento si cree que tienen el potencial de herirte verdaderamente, por lo que el knife play y objetos como látigos o nipple clamps quedan descartados por completo.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Ama pasar horas entre tus piernas, succionar tu clítoris o acariciar tus pliegues y tu entrada con su lengua hasta volverte loca. También le fascina ver cómo besás su miembro y la forma en que tu lengua lo recorre o forzarte a tomar toda su extensión y hacer que te ahogues cuando golpea tu garganta una y otra vez ♡

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Un pequeño drabble dedicado a este punto ♡

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Le gusta tomarse todo el tiempo del mundo cuando se trata de darte placer, pero si están más desesperados de lo usual no va a dudar en arrastrarte hasta la superficie más cercana o hacia algún escondite.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Un poquito más de hiperespermia (qué linda palabra).

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Bajo la cama tienen una caja llena de juguetes, todos en tu color favorito: un pequeño vibrador, dildos de diferentes tamaños, butt plugs, collares, correas, cuerdas para shibari, antifaces, cock rings y más.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Enzo no oculta sus gemidos y siempre se encarga de hacerte saber lo bien que lo hacés sentir, ya sea con sonidos o con palabras de aliento similares a las que repite cuando es él quien te lleva hacia el orgasmo. Cuando estás moviéndote sobre su cuerpo le es imposible contener sus suspiros y jadeos o maldiciones.

Me comí un par de letras pero sé que Enzo me va a perdonar y ustedes también 😌❤️

[most-normal-eccles-cake-ignorer]

Good Omens: Lockdown, Aziraphale’s SAD-ASS desk, and how they get to 'Our bookshop' in S2

Welcome to part 2 of me reading reeaally far into the Good Omens: Lockdown video! (part 1 from Crowley's POV here) This post assumes the item choices in the Lockdown visuals are intentional. What follows is going to be my headcanon regardless, but if you're into the Word of God, Lockdown is canon 'If you want it to be.' and I want it to be, sooo checkmate! >;D

Also this is something of a long boi (~13 minute read without following the links >.>), so if you're into unhinged analysis of details and literary references that indicate Aziraphale is in his longing era and want to learn more about author and fave-of-Gaiman, G.K. Chesterton, either get comfy or mark this to read later when you have time!

C: What? A: *somehow surprised even though HE CALLED* A-ah, hello. It's me! C: I know it's you, Aziraphale. A: *regaining composure* Yes, well, just calling to see how you were doing in lockdown.

The video starts with shots of Aziraphale and Crowley's da Vinci sketches (and some sushi remnants)... Babygirl is flipping through the time-goes-too-fast-for-me version of a facebook album, thinking about his crush. vERY chill of him. (also the paper looks new and he's eating on top of them, suggesting these are prints and he has multiple copies of them... sooo normal)

If we look closer at the still of Crowley's portrait, we can see part of the spine of a book that reads Kei- Chesterto-. This is, of course, author Gilbert Keith Chesterton, to whom Neil and Terry (and Crowley) dedicated Good Omens:

The authors would like to join the demon Crowley in dedicating this book to the memory of G. K. Chesterton A man who knew what was going on.

In this post by @azfellandco about Chesterton, you can see a photo of the dedication page and also read the book excerpt where Crowley describes Chesterton as 'the only poet in the twentieth century to even come close to the Truth'.

C: I'm bored. I'm so very very bored - transcendentally bored. There's nothing to do here!

As Crowley is explaining his nap contingency plan, we get a shot of Aziraphale picking up his mug of hot chocolate, then the image below of the 2/3rds gone bottle of Courvoisier cognac (i mean maybe he is baking with it let's not jump to conclusions), and then the stack of books beside a framed woodcut print of witches dancing with devils...

...that I used reverse image search to trace back to page 17 of a book from 1720 called The history of witches and wizards: giving a true account of all their tryals in England, Scotland, Swedeland, France, and New England; with their confession and condemnation.

Interestingly, the text above and below the picture reads:

At their Meeting they have usually Wine, or good Beer, Cakes, Meat, or the like; they Eat and Drink really: When they meet in their Bodies, Dance also, and have Musick...

Beside the framed print of Aziraphale's idea of a really great night out is a stack of books that includes (going from top to bottom):

Homer's The Iliad, Book 2

Orthodoxy by G.K. Chesterton

Forbidden Rites: A Necromancer's Manual of the Fifteenth Century by Richard Kieckhefer

a book by Hilaire Belloc with no visible title

The Club of Queer Trades by G.K. Chesterton

The Iliad (according to sparknotes) has the following major themes:

....Interesting, ok. Book 2 in particular starts with a god (Zeus) messing with someone (Agamemnon) via a dream that says he will be successful in taking Troy if he launches a full assault, balls to the (city) wall. Agamemnon, who is supposed to be leading the Achaean army to conquer Troy, believes the dream but then in a weird twist decides to test his army and be like 'jk actually I'm giving up and going home' and then is mad when the soldiers are like 'sick, to the boats!' Then Odysseus, who sparknotes tells me is the most eloquent of the Achaeans, gives an impressive speech to inspire the troops and reminds them that they vowed 'that they would not abandon their struggle until the city fell.' ...No way that could worsen Aziraphale's internal conflict about being a bad Angel who thwarted the Great Plan. >.>; Orthodoxy we'll get to in a second.

Then there's Forbidden Rites which is a medieval necromancy guide translated from Latin with added commentary - Aziraphale is perhaps studying occult topics in an attempt to understand Crowley better? And then there's the Hilaire Belloc book on top of the second Chesterton book, a collection of related stories/episodes?, The Club of Queer Trades. The book's Wikipedia page says:

Each story in the collection is centered on a person who is making his living by some novel and extraordinary means. To gain admittance [to the Club of Queer Trades] one must have invented a unique means of earning a living and the subsequent trade being the main source of income.

Aziraphale and Crowley have rather novel/extraordinary jobs and they're both peculiar-queer and gay-queer. Neat. The narrator in the book is named Charlie "Cherub" Swinburne - also neat. >.> He goes on an adventure with his friend, a retired judge and president of the Club of Queer Trades, Basil Grant, (who Oct 2021 GoodReads reviewer Cecily said is "described as mad, mystical, and a poet, with almost no friends, but who “would talk to any one anywhere”) and Basil's younger brother, a private detective named Inspector Constable Rupert Grant. The last line of the book is:

Thus our epic ended where it had begun, like a true cycle. (something something "It starts, as it will end, with a garden.")

Anyway, the Belloc book and The Club of Queer Trades are placed back to back in such a way that they almost look like they could be one book with two different aesthetics, or... two halves of a pantomime beast?! (stay with me I needed a segue)

Belloc and Chesterton have what is essentially a ship name:

It was coined by George Bernard Shaw (if you are like me and didn't know why you've heard of him: he wrote, among other things, Pygmalion, which was adapted into My Fair Lady). Shaw apparently liked to gossip about Belloc and Chesterton with H.G. Wells (again if you're uncultured like me: he wrote, among other science fiction-y things, The War of the Worlds).

In the Feb 15, 1908 issue of The New Age newspaper, Shaw said:

He continued:

"Chesterton and Belloc are so unlike that they get frightfully into one another’s way. ... They are unlike in everything except the specific literary genius and delight in play-acting that is common to them, and that threw them into one another’s arms.”

Shaw says Belloc is 'a bit of a rowdy', and 'cannot bear isolation'. Hmm. Then he says Chesterton is 'friendly, easy-going, unaffected, gentle, magnanimous, and genuinely democratic'. HMM.

“They share one failing—almost the only specific trait they have in common except their literary talent. That failing is, I grieve to say, addiction to the pleasures of the table.”

Ok ok I think we can see where this is going.

(^ from Staged S3E6)

Now, someone did ask Neil Gaiman about this similarity, and he said the Lockdown video was filmed by Rob Wilkins in Terry Pratchett's library, and that he suspects 'Belloc is there because he was on Terry's shelves beside Chesterton.' And it MAY VERY WELL BE that NONE (0) of the book titles are meant in any way other than 'these are books from Sir Pratchett's library that looked nice on camera and ofc we wanted some Chesterton refs and maybe some demon-y stuff for Crowley' but that is WAY less fun so I am choosing to take them as intentional: these are books Aziraphale is actually reading (along with the sushi and many cakes he is actually eating). Let's put ourselves in Aziraphale's shoes and try to imagine how it would be to read this stuff during lockdown while you pine for a demon with slinky hips after you got in big trouble at work for Armageddoff (and work happens to have defined your worldview and general purpose in life).

C: welll... ngk then people might follow my bad example and get ill. Or even die—

As Crowley acknowledges that he ought to be out making peoples' lives worse, we see Orthodoxy by Chesterton open on the desk.

Orthodoxy is described as a ‘spiritual autobiography’ and is considered a classic of Christian apologetics, i.e. the religious discipline of defending religious doctrines (in this case, Catholic) through systematic argumentation and discourse. Wikipedia also says Chesterton's The Everlasting Man contributed to C.S. Lewis' conversion to Christianity, so overall it sounds like he must've been fairly convincing. (and so maybe reading it also poked at that work-related-but-religious-trauma-adjacent stuff Aziraphale has going on?)

You can read Orthodoxy (and probably any of the books I mention bc theyre all old) on project gutenberg but I will include this part of what is shown on the righthand page bc it just reminds me (and so probably Azirapalala as well) of a certain angel squeaking happily at a nebula:

"I felt economical about the stars as if they were sapphires (they are called so in Milton's Eden): I hoarded the hills. For the universe is a single jewel, and while it is a natural cant to talk of a jewel as peerless and priceless, of this jewel it is literally true. This cosmos is indeed without peer and without price: for there cannot be another one."

Ok great, so Aziraphale is diving into the works of one of Crowley's favorite authors bc he misses him, that's cute. What else? Oh he already wrote him a letter right before calling - THE WICK ON THE WAX STICK FOR THE SEAL IS STILL SMOKING. sO CASUAL asdashgfjds

something something 'either call on the phone and talk, or appear mysteriously; don't do both'

When Aziraphale gets to 'I've never had so few customers, not in two hundred years!' We get a close up of this glass of cognac with droplets still on the side — I take back what I said about baking, Aziraphale is drinking it~

He's not drinking a wine, eg Châteauneuf-du-pape, which would be ~14% alcohol by volume (ABV), or a sherry (15-20% ABV); he is drinking Courvoisier cognac, a hard liquor (40% ABV). Crowley's Talisker whisky is 48.5% while we are on the topic. This is stronger than what Aziraphale usually drinks which means... he could be a bit tipsy.

As Aziraphale starts talking about the would-be cash-box burglary, we get this wide shot of the desk:

In the top left hand corner, we see two stacks of books, most (all?) of which appear to be Chesterton when I zoom in. Some of them have Chesterton's name visible on them, others have the publisher name 'Darwen Finlayson' on them, which according to my googling is a house that published several of Chesterton's works. If Chesterton was truly 'a man who knew what was going on', then perhaps this is Aziraphale seeking not just to feel closer to Crowley, but also to make sense of the warring ideas in his mind. Interestingly, Chesterton has also been described as 'The Eccentric Prince of Paradox'.

C: *clearly amused* Did you smite them with your wroth?

The screen then shows two occult-y books and a flickering candle (lower left image). Then Aziraphale explains about his cake~, and as Crowley cuts him off because he's about to nervously ask to come over bc he is so so lonely & down bad for a certain angelic bookworm, we see a map of Oxfordshire on top of Pilgrim's Progress (lower right image).

The two books beside the candle are Satanism and Witchcraft (presumably the 1862 book by Jules Michelet that comes up when I search the title), and another called Magic: An Occult Primer.

Satanism and Witchcraft is described on Wikipedia as 'notable for being one of the first sympathetic histories of witchcraft' and says 'Michelet was one of the first few people to attempt to show the sociological explanation of the Witch Trials.’ Sympathy for people who like to eat/drink/dance with demons, if you will?

Magic: An Occult Primer is a 1972 book by David Conway, a Welsh (CACHU HWCH!) magus and is described as 'a seminal work that brought magical training to the every-magician'. It also includes an appendix called The Occult Who's Who, which is somewhat reminiscent of Hastur's Furfur's book about angels. In Chapter 11: A Word About Demons, it says in regard to summoning them:

"Assuming that the form has turned up in the right place, it will soon begin to act and talk in a very friendly manner; do not forget, however, that its winning ways conceal a sinister intention-- namely, to get the adept out of the circle, and into its clutches.”

...okay?? Aziraphale's desk has a flickering candle on it throughout the video, and we get a close up of the flame when Crowley offers to slither over:

and just like that, Aziraphale has summoned a demon~~

Naturally, he freaks out:

A: *panicking*Oh I— I— I— I— I'm afraid that would be Breaking All The Rules! *nervous breathing* Out of the question! I'll see you… when this is over.

But why? Isn't this what he wanted? Let's go back to the Pilgrim's Progress shot from right before the successful demon summoning and zoom in:

In a similar vein to Orthodoxy, Pilgrim's Progress, by John Bunyan, is an allegorical Puritan conversion narrative. Christian is the main character / stand in for anyone who wants to be in the allegory and Hopeful is well, hopeful, from what I gather. A slightly larger continuous excerpt is here for the curious, but here are some bits I thought were especially interesting in the part of the book shown above:

Christian: Why, what was it that brought your sins to mind again? Hopeful: Many things; as, If I did but meet a good man in the streets; or, If I have heard any read in the Bible; or, If mine head did begin to ache; or, If I were told that some of my neighbors were sick; or, If I heard the bell toll for some that were dead; or, If I thought of dying myself; or, If I heard that sudden death happened to others; But especially when I thought of myself that I must quickly come to judgment.

Perhaps the pandemic is bringing Aziraphale's "sins" to mind again, on top of the whole choosing faces thing to avoid 'quickly coming to judgment'. And then:

Hopeful: I thought I must endeavor to mend my life; for else, thought I, I am sure to be lost forever. Christian: And did you endeavor to mend? Hopeful: Yes, and fled from not only my sins, but sinful company too, and betook me to religious duties, as praying, reading, weeping for sin, speaking truth to my neighbors, etc.

UM??? While I can't say about the praying or weeping for sin, he has definitely been reading and the whole 'giving a good talking to' the burglars could be 'speaking truth to [the] neighbors'...?

Anyway to recap:

Aziraphale has been poring over books about dark magic and demons as well as a ton of books by an author that Crowley loves and who formed a partnership w a very different person in a sort of yin-yang, pantomime beast situation

He has been looking at pictures that remind him of their fun times w Leo in Florence and eating sushi and cake cake cake (and forgiving sinners) and drinking hot chocolate and cognac trying to fill a void but now he's tipsy so he wrote Crowley a letter, stamped it with a wax seal and then thought 'I should call her' BUT

His recent brush with attempted death penalties, the death toll of the pandemic, and some of the religious books he was reading have also filled him with guilt/fear over disobeying Heaven, who he knows could still be watching him and Crowley, so he feels much more conflicted than usual AND

He probably has some inkling that he wants to go ape shit on that ox rib if it comes over to hang out (lol editing to add bc i remembered ox rib discourse: ape shit in an emotional way! whether you hc them as ace or not I just think he really likes him and I’m using ox ribs as a stand in for general forbidden joy/love, not specifically sexy stuff)

So he has to say no.

Anything else might cause him to spontaneously discorporate into a plume of pining and cognitively dissonant gay smoke, which may be all well and good if you only think there's a God, but if you KNOW it and the angels are absolutely recording you and Heaven just tried to kill you and your wife colleague, it's... kind of a big deal.

C: Right. gnnehh. I'm setting the alarm clock for July. Good night, angel. *dial tone*

We don't get to hear Aziraphale's response, but besties you and I both know he is not feeling tickety-boo. He spent like a month putting off calling Crowley (UK lockdowns started end of March, the call is at the beginning of May), finally got drunk and said what the Hell, it'll just be a fun flirty chat in between his temptations, and then it turned out Crowley was depressed and not going anywhere and Aziraphale made him even sadder. And then it got worse because it wasn't all over in July, or in October, even.

I think Aziraphale ends up with a lot of time and brain space in which to think about how Orthodoxy and Pilgrim's Progress were only written to guide *mortals* and how it really wouldn't be so bad if he spent more time with Crowley, would it? Heaven hasn't reached out in actual years again, things feel safer. Crowley is essentially Good and spending time with him would be sort of ministering to the downtrodden and afflicted, and Aziraphale does miss reporting his good deeds (lol you know, whatever rationalizations you need to get you there).

More than anything, he thinks about how hollow everything feels without Crowley; how no mouthful of food or drink tastes as satisfying in his absence because it wasn't ever just about the 'gross matter'...

So when lockdowns end, Aziraphale begins to summon his demon again, but this time with much less inner struggling. It all comes so naturally, when you let it. By the beginning of Season 2 in 2023, they seem delightfully comfortable with their shared routines and places (see also this lovely post by @nightgoodomens). Our car. Our bookshop.

Aziraphale might take longer to catch up, but he does get there.

(SHHH DON'T THINK ABOUT EPISODE 6! STOP! I'M HANGING UP!)

“The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost.” ― G.K. Chesterton

[saey707]

i just saw that you are accepting requests, so can i share this scenario with you? 🥺

could you write some headcanons, or even create some discord conversations, with hearsteel!kayn and K/DA!reader? — them writing songs together or updating each other on news about them or anything ! 🥹

✿ Prompt: A day in with a rockstar/popstar! ✿

♡ champion focus: kayn ♡ tw: none! ♡ Gender-neutral reader

Author's Note: Hiii! Thanks for requesting this scenario! It was super fun to write during work lol (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.ﾟThis one is a bit more on the platonic side, because I wasn't sure if you wanted them to be lovers- But please interpret this however you wish! Hope you enjoy these little headcanons!

There is an unspoken divide between the Blades and Heartbeats, which makes it difficult for you and Kayn to be seen together in the public eye without a small degree of scrutiny.

Of course, you'll mention one another in interviews sometimes when one or the other is brought up, but it's generally best to keep talking about each other to a minimum when possible!

In a way, it sort of feels like loving someone from enemy lines... Except you're not enemies! The fans just pit Heartsteel and K/DA against one another, despite them not being comparable in terms of talent and prestige!

Because of this fan-created conflict, you and Kayn generally have to spend time with one another in privacy, which usually involves texting, Discord calls, and sneaking into one another's studio spaces!

The only times you can publicly post photos of each other are on birthdays and award show events. The rest of your shared collection is usually kept secret; Something just between you, Kayn, and the trusted members of your group who you know won't leak them (definitely not Aphelios...).

Your meet-ups usually occur when neither of you are working, touring, or doing guest appearances- So they are quite infrequent. Usually, one person will bring food for both of you- It's just your shared etiquette!

When it comes to sneaking out to meet in person, the two of you generally try to stay inside. But that won't stop Kayn from going out with you at night to the more discreet places around the city!

Rule number one of sneaking out together: Don't let Kayn drive. The chance of Kayn getting potentially arrested for reckless driving is always there- It is bound to happen at one point or another if he drives. Besides, you'll be gripping onto your seat for dear life if he's the driver!

And yes, Kayn does get annoyed when you don't let him drive. But on the bright side, he gets to control all the music! You can expect him to embarrass you by playing songs from your solo era under Thresh Records~

Indoor activities generally include multiplayer gaming (He always loses in Mario Kart and Super Smash because he's too reckless...), ordering way too much food that is way too bad for you two, teaching one another new dance moves you picked up, and songwriting sessions!

Songwriting sessions usually don't fare well between the two of you, especially with how different your sounds are, but you are willing to give one another constructive criticism!

Warning: Kayn does not handle constructive criticism well. Either way, he is fully convinced all of his ideas are pure platinum!

Definitely loves to scroll socials with you on Discord calls; One person will usually stream and you two spend a night invested in all the drama and rumors people spread about you two! What's the point of being outraged at them? They're unavoidable and frankly, it's kinda funny seeing people so torn!

[ioniansunsets]

If you have time can you do headcanons for HEARTSTEEL Ezreal x K/DA fem!Reader? It's totally okay if you don't want to!!(≡^∇^≡)

✖ Heartsteel!Ezreal x K/DA!Reader ✖

✖ Word Count: 1.3k

✖ Tags: Established R/S

✖ A/N: Sorry for taking a while with this! I hope I did him justice. He is just a lovable idiot with your best interests in heart to me 💚💚💚

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xxxx Day to Day xxxx

- He was a brat, an absolute whiny brat when your schedules don't line up. Ezreal is Complaining, begging and whining, incessantly pestering your managers to adjust things so he can spend time with you. His thoughts are plagued by you 24/7 and he wants nothing more than to just Be with you. Reluctantly he would still go to interviews and fan meets, but whenever he's on break he's sending you voice messages, sending you photos, drooping you messages on how he misses you.

- Ezreal would totally skip out on practices to run off and be by your side. Being in the same production studio totally helped. Blinking past higher ups and security to knock furiously on your studio door. Ahri sighing as she opens the door for him. Ezreal happily walking in like it is as much his studio as it is yours. " Here to visit my love, don't mind me girls!" Happy giggles erupting from his lips as he runs up to your side. He would totally just sit cross legged nearby, cheering as you pull off a dance move. Or jokingly learning the same set and joining in when you dance.

- If you were to visit him during his practice instead, he is ecstatic, suddenly a one take wonder whenever you are near. Of course he'd have to be perfect, you were watching him of course. Ezreal would also throw cute heart hands, heart fingers, blow kisses, throw his top off at you. All the embarrassingly cute things that just make him, him. The other boys in the band tease him of course, little loverboy becomes such a chummy mess around you it is almost surprising.

- This lovable loser would totally thirst trap and give you targeted fanservice. When you were apart Ezreal is the kind of guy to lift his shirt up and take a photo of him and his abs in the mirror to send to you. " Looked super cute today! Sucks that you aren't here to check it out yourself. Teehee." If you save any of these photos, don't tell him, it'll actually make him embarrassed instead. The way he immediately freaked out and told you to change it when he saw you set his photoshoot photo as your phone wallpaper, he cannot handle such love coming from someone he loves back just so much. One sided adoration was normal for him, seeing you love him back? His heart is thumping out of his chest.

- The kind of guy to serenade you in a high school boy kind of way, sneaking into the garden area below your window, throwing rocks at your window until you wake up and check it out only to see him with a ukulele loudly singing love songs he knows you like. The only reason it wasn't embarrassing was just because he was actually good at it, he was a singer so his voice was just so beautiful you can't help but forgive him. Of course he'd wait patiently to be let into your house after, laughing as you tell him he didn't have to sneak around to get in. He did it for the romantic fun of it, not because he has to.

- Ezreal is also rarely insecure, but when he is, he goes to you. You being a professional in the industry too, and also being his lover meant you were specifically the only one he trusts to hear his fears and appropriately comfort him. Worried about his voice not being good enough, his dancing being too erratic, his looks not being just perfect. Only when you tell him, with all your own experiences as a professional, that he was doing fine, amazing even. Or that everyone in the industry feels this way, it was just part of the job stress, would he finally calm down. " Thank you...I really needed that..." Soft whispers as he hugs you, your hands in his hair calming him down as he tries to breathe.

- And if it came to you? Panic setting in before a big interview or performance? He is your personal hype man. If anyone can make you feel better about yourself it was Ezreal. He loves you oh so much and has just as many reasons to back it up. Telling you how your cute smile always leaves his mind a fuzzy mess, how he loves your voice so much he sleeps to your solo records, how he watches compilations of your performances because he really loves to see you dance, there was nothing about you he doesn't love, and he is sure your fans feel the same way. He is just as big of a fan of you as you are of him, its hard not to love him for that.

xxxx Touring xxxx

- Ezreal hates that he has to hide his love for you on stage. Sure the adoring cries of cute girls and guys from the crowd was nice but where is yours! Why were you so busy that you haven't seen his selfie! Holding back any negative feelings he would still perform as well as he could on stage. He understands that you had your own performances so you couldn't watch all of his but he is still sad and pouty over it!

- If you were hidden in the audience, the moment he spots you its a 180. Suddenly even more energetic than usual, he can't help but to hop and blink closer to the audience, trying to give you a high five before blinking back on stage. Ezreal having to explain to Alune later why he was breaking rules. But all he would do is sheepishly laugh and apologize, knowing full well he would do it again. He was just so drawn to you afterall.

- Ez is the kind of loving boyfriend that would totally buy you over the top gifts and get them delivered. Almost every location you perform at, a bouquet is personally sent to your dressing room. Always your favorite flowers, sometimes a cheesy love poem written in the card, but always sent to you before your performance. The kind of " Hey, I can't be there but I will be watching you from here <3" reminder that leaves your chest feeling warm.

- If Ezreal is in the audience? He doesn't hide it, rumors be damned, he's a fan he loves you! He hides it enough at his own stage lives, he is going all out with your fans. Lightsticks, fansigns, tees, ita-bags, he has it all. He loves you and wants Everyone to know he's a fan. VIP tickets, man is always right in front jumping and cheering, screaming fan chants, embarrassing you but also just making it so fun! He is in queue with his VIP pass for a Hi-touch too, embarrassing considering how he is already always snuggling you in your private time, yet here he was in public sneaking even more skinship from you.

- It's no longer any doubt to fans that Ezreal loves K/DA but whether you two were a thing? That was a mystery. He loves the fans shipping the two of you together though, he might not be allowed to openly declare his claim over you but, this was cute enough to satisfy him. He has a side fan account for you that is surprisingly popular with fans because for some reason, this account seems to always grab sneakily good photos of you in public.

- When you do hop by backstage to wait for him, he goes fucking crazy. The kind to happily yell your name as he runs and jumps into your arms. He loves you so much and so brightly, peppering your face in kisses, bragging about his perfect performance, excitedly telling you how some fans threw him gifts on stage. A warm smile as he places his sunglasses on your face, " Not bragging to make you jealous, I hope you know you're my one and only." A small kiss on your nose as he pulls away, flashing you a charming smile.

[secratdoorscafe]

{Their Usual Orders - K/DA (+ Seraphine)}

Ahri

Always seem to be interested at the Cookie displays.

Would sometimes buy a piece of cake or salad during one of her visits, probably for indulgence or diet.

But she would always buy a full tray of cookies, most specifically, the one set where it holds a few samples of each and every type of cookie you have at the cafe.

You noted to side it with either tea or latte for her.

Evelynn

For a sexy, elegant, and devious woman like Evelynn, you never expected her fav at the cafe was the desserts. Than again, theres more to than meets the eye.

Yeah, she buyed the occasional salads and sandwiches and it's variation but she always go back for the sweets.

Especielly the cinnamon rolls.

She probably has noticed your confused and curious state about her choice of food because she let out a wink and took a bite of the rolls.

For drinks, always a cold fruit smoothie.

Kai'sa

Simple goes a long way for this girl as she had been around the world and tried most of the delicacies the country has to offer. So there is no greater food than the food that makes you feel like your home.

The soup you made are one of the best in her book. She always orders the cream stew specifically.

Some sandwiches and even tanghulu are also her usuals, occasionally as a side snack.

And you couldnt forget to her favorite drink, which is a fruit smoothie consists of mango and peaches.

Akali

A. Total. Foodie.

Have absolutely almost devoured your whole Café's menu choices since the beginning. There were even a few times of having a eating competition with Kayn.

But there is only one food she always have and thats is, because of her involvement in chossing on what food you should add to the menu, ramen.

There are only four choices of ramen but no complaints. Always considers you cooking the best of the best with a smile on her face.

For drink, some simple soda/soft drinks only. Sometimes the occasional fruit smoothies.

Seraphine

Instantly fall in love with your cafe's signature milkshakes.

She had heard about your cafe a couple of times in Social Media, especielly about the surprise booths. But mostly, the milkshakes.

And her all time milkshake to order? The Sugar Monstrosity Freak. It is the most over the top milkshake in Secret Doors with cookies and sprinkles at the rim, crushed brownies on the icecream, chocolate drippin' inside with the milk, and the cotton candy, lollipop, and wafer rolls ontop.

With how much sugar that milkshake has, you made sure to give her a side of salad and water to ease down on the high sugar consumption. You dont want another sugar overload scenarios again.

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tfw you love a sketch so much you’re scared of ruining it by turning it into a fully rendered piece lol

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HEADCANON: NSFW ALPHABET SÍMON HEMPE

A= Aftercare (Como ele é depois do sexo)

Se o Símon já te beija durante o sexo depois dele MEU DEUS. Beija sua mãos, costelas, pernas, pescoço, basicamente seu corpo inteiro. Diz o quão bonita você é, o quão boa você é na cama.

Depois desse ritual ele vai levantar, pegar uma roupa para você, tomar um banho e pedir alguma comidinha gostosa.

B = Body Part (Parte favorita do corpo)

Símon ama seus seios. As vezes nem é sexual, ele só acha eles tão encantadores.

As vezes vocês estão deitados e ele fica fazendo carinhos, da algumas apertadinhas. Quando vocês estão transando, deixa chupoes, morde, dá até uns tapas leves nos bicos.

C = Cum (Onde ele gosta de gozar)

Dentro de você. Antes você não gostava, afinal 'gravidez'. Mas ele até ajudou você a pagar o método contraceptivo mais eficaz, só pra você se sentir mais segura e deixar ele fazer isso.

As vezes ele tira o pau pra fora e goza fora, entre os seus lábios ou algo assim, só pra ver a porra escorrendo pela sua buceta.

D = Dirty Secret (Algum segredinho dele)

Admito, difícil pensar algo para o Símon (algo que ele teria um pé atrás de contar ou pedir), mas super vejo ele com vergonha de pedir por anal, porém especificamente envolvendo algum pet play. Plug com rabinho, você usando orelhinhas, indo toda manhozinha até ele de quatro.

Ele arrepia só de imaginar isso, mas tem vergonha da sua reação se pedir.

E = Experience (O quão experiente ele é)

Literalmente demos o título de 'aquariano nato' pra ele, então vamos pelo caminho que Símon Hempe tem uma listinha. Lista essa que ele usa a favor dele mesmo pra te ouvir gemer e deixar louca na cama.

F = Favorite Position

Papai e mamãe, porém, com as suas pernas nos ombros dele.

Porra! Imagina ele te comendo assim, socando bem fundo e forte em você, te enforcando, com aquela carinha de que ta louco pra gozar.

Nosso menino sabe bem como ele gosta das coisas...

G = Goofy (Faz piadas durante ou nem?)

Depende. Se ele tá bêbado ou chapado, rola umas piadinhas, uns comentários, mas geralmente gosta de uma coisa mais série, mais sensual.

H = Hair (Depilação e etc...)

Não suporta ficar com muito pelo lá em baixo. De mês em mês se depila totalmente.

Ele sabe que você gosta dele assim, e ele também prefere. Na visão do mesmo, isso até o deixa mais sensível na área, melhorando o prazer.

I = Intimacy

O sexo de vocês é quase sagrado pra ele. Saber que é ele que te da prazer, são as suas mãos passando pelo corpo dele, e que aquela cama, naquele apartamento é a cama de vocês dois, faz ele reparar como ele não quer mais ninguém, e não quer nunca imaginar outra pessoa tocando seu corpo.

J = Jack off (Masturbação)

Só quando vocês ficam muito tempo sem se ver e pra ajudar você manda algumas fotinhas nsfw pra ele kkkk

K = Kink

Você vendada é tudo pra ele. A ansiedade que ele sabe que você sente, sem ter idéia do que ele vai fazer, sua total devoção as desejos dele...

Ele também tem um 'praise kink' enorme. Você elogiar ele faz nosso querido Hempe ficar com um tesão maior ainda.

L = Location (Lugar favorito para fazer)

Voltando no tópico 'intimidade', não poderia ser diferente se não a cama de vocês. É lá que vocês podem fazer qualquer posição que quiserem, tem todo o tempo do mundo.

Mas ele também ama fazer no carro. As vezes no meio do role ele te puxa pela mão, vai saindo do local te dando beijos no pescoço e quando chegar no carro te bota pra quicar no pau dele até o carro ficar completamente embaçado.

M = Motivation

Não precisa de muita coisa pra ficar excitado MAS uma coisa que ajuda é você usando a camiseta do time dele.

Uma das suas melhores transas foi depois que os dois foram no estádio ver um jogo, e assim que chegaram em casa ele te atacou e meteu em você no chão mesmo. Óbvio, ele não deixou você nem cogitar em tirar a camiseta. Ele ama seus peitos, mas ver você quicando ele com a camiseta do time, depois de uma baita vitória... isso sim é prazer senhoras e senhores!

N = No (Algo que ele não faria)

Knife play ou menage.

Eu sei, eu sei... aqui no tumblr temos milhares de smuts com ele na situação de menage (smuts essas que eu groupiezita amo), mas pelo tópico da intimidade vejo que ele teria muito um pé atrás em colocar alguém no meio de vocês, fosse homem ou mulher.

O = Oral

Nunca impediu você de descer e chupar ele até ele gozar na sua boca... NUNCA!

Seja no elevador, carro, casa, lugar afastado em algum festival de música ou banheiro de balada. Ele gosta de chupar você, mas olhar para baixo e encontrar você engolindo o pau dele com maestria, faz ele ficar com as pernas bambas.

P = Pace (Gosta de algo rápido? Meter forte?)

Forte e lento. Aquelas estocadas que vão bem lá no fundo, bem devagar e são fortes, te fazendo gemer por conta do prazer. Quando ta quase gozando vai aumentando a velocidade, e começa a masturbar você só pra sentir você gozando com ele.

Q = Quickie (Sobre rapidinhas)

Ama. As vezes tá atrasado pro trabalho mas não saí antes de te deixar de quatro sobre o balcão da pia da cozinha e meter em você e gozar.

R = Risk (Gosta de correr riscos?)

Agora que tá ficando mais famoso, Símon esta ficando mais consciente, não sai transando com você me *qualquer* lugar. Quer sempre ter certeza que ninguém tá vindo ou pior *gravando*. Ainda tem o espírito aventureiro, mas não quer virar protogonista de página de fofoca.

S = Stamina (Quanto ele dura?)

Geralmente são uns 3 rounds. Tendo tempo, paciência ele consegue se recuperar e voltar a meter em você rapidinho.

T = Toys

Vou contar só uma coisinha: ele te deu seu primeiro vibrador. Um beijo.

E ainda pediu pra você se gravar usando ele.

U = Unfair (O quanto ele gosta de provocar?)

O bastante pra você segurar o braço dele com força, olhar ele nos olhos e dizer "ou você me come agora, ou sabe aquele flamenguista do andar de cima? então..." e ai, as dez horas que ele passou te provocando viram ele metendo em você (usando a camiseta do time dele)

V = Volume

Infelizmente Símon faz parte do time dos homens que quase não gemem. O que ele faz bastante é falar palavrão durante. Pense num homem com boca suja.

W = Wild Card (Um gosto aleatório)

Símon Hempe, tem uma coisinha em gravar vocês.

E não gravação bonitinha, com o celular apoiando em algum lugar. É aquela gravação suja sabe, que balança o celular, pega bem o pau dele entrando e saído de dentro de você, seus gemidos sendo bem captados. As vezes ele nem assiste os vídeos, mas gosta de saber que estão lá.

X = X-ray

Não é muito grande (em questão de comprimento), mas está na média. Mas é grosso, levou um tempo pra você se acostumar (oque ele fica te zoando sobre até hoje)

Y = Yearning (O quanto ele tem de desejo sexual?)

Hempe é um homem com uma boa libido. Vocês não transam todo dia, mas não tem um intervalo de 3 ou 4 dias sem transa não. O homem não aguenta, você senta do ladinho dele no sofá e fica mexendo as perninhas, pronto, ele já tá te pegando no colo e te levando pro quarto.

Z = Zzz (Goza e dorme ou nem)?

Não dorme. As vezes você tem que brigar com ele, porque ou ele quer fazer de novo ou começa a ver vídeo no reels do Instagram com o celular no volume máximo e o brilho também.

O pior até hoje foi o dia que depois de vocês transarem, você foi dormir, enquanto ele simplesmente resolveu ir mexer no cano da pia do apartamento...