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wing-ed-thing · 8 months
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Kakashi Domestic Relationship Headcanons
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𓆃 It's sort of a 50/50 shot when it comes to effort. Because Kakashi is only a secret slob and the times where he puts true effort into cleaning is random!
𓆃 Kakashi doesn't need any sort of union with you for you to live together. It'll probably happen due to convenience or "the time being right" rather than a formal marriage.
𓆃 Which is something that Kakashi isn't opposed to. He always described himself as "not really a marriage kinda guy," but after your first date was picking out engagement rings— for down the road of course.
𓆃 He keeps a decent bachelor's home. He has actual furniture, is sufficient enough in the kitchen, and isn't afraid of basic living skills like laundry.
𓆃 That being said, he's also surviving on the most insane struggle meals, reusing sweaty uniform pants from the laundry, and leaving a pile of dishes in the sink. But out of all the things he could be doing... things could be worse.
𓆃 When you move in, Kakashi has no concept of another person living with him. He'll leave his clothes around, those dishes will never get done, and he'll skip a few days of showers because he can't smell it.
𓆃 He'll cook sometimes, but, of course, he's leaving the pan.
𓆃 Then, he'll do a big "cleaning day" ever few weeks where he more half-cleans things. He'll shower, do half the dishes, before giving up and reading Icha-Icha on the couch.
𓆃 Kakashi won't skimp on your things, though, which can be nice. You'll find your clothes neatly folded and put away or other small conveniences.
𓆃 Meeting him halfway is usually the best, as you can usually tell him to start a habit, and he'll usually adopt it.
𓆃 Like utilizing the dishwasher and running it often if he doesn't have time to do the dishes. Or perhaps you wash and dry the laundry if he folds.
𓆃 He's just sort of clueless? And while it can almost boarder on weaponized incompetence, at the end of the day, Kakashi doesn't like when things are truly messy.
𓆃 He can do cluttered. He can do disorganized chaos, but even his own messiness gets to him.
𓆃 You just need to establish what clean means to both of you and what your expectations are. He won't give you a hard time about that as long as it's communicated.
𓆃 Expect a lot of spontaneous dates out for ice cream, surprise takeout when you get home after a long day on patrol, and for the groceries to always be picked up when you need them.
𓆃 One of his favorite pastimes is just doing things adjacently to you, like reading while you work on you hobbies or watching a show together.
𓆃 Will remember little things you mention, which he collects into a mental schedule of when to pick up things for the house.
𓆃 You can count on him to build shelves and other furniture. He's going to bang his thumb at least once, but he's surprisingly good at it.
𓆃 Super low maintenance (almost too low sometimes). Overall solid roommate haha
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cosmic-glow · 8 months
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Can i ask a story with Kakashi Hatake accidentally talking to the reader who likes her but doesn't know how talk with her? like drunk confession
Notes: YES! I don't know why I like writing about drunk characters so much... maybe that's a little worrying... But this turned out so cute and honeyed, I really hope you like it, good reading!
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"A Good Reason to be Drunk" - Oneshot.
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Warnings: Kakashi x fem!reader; mentions of alcohol and drunkenness (obviously); small plot at the end; SFW; Kakashi in love💕
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There was no shortage of warnings about how difficult the journey of becoming a jonin is, and indeed it is, but you were aware of this when you decided to become one. What you weren't aware of was that the person who would train you until you had experience was a big slacker who would leave all the work to you.
You heard a lot about Kakashi, the ninja who copies, while you was studying and training to become a jonin. But what you were never told was that he was late for every appointment, procrastinated on mission paperwork, slept whenever he could and left all the hard work to his teammate. You couldn't deny that he was indeed very skilled during fights, but his behavior didn't make up for it.
And here you were, sitting on a sofa in a bar, drinking sake with your already drunk colleague beside you, leaning on your shoulder and smiling idly. Kakashi irritated you very easily and sometimes you didn't even know why.
But at the same time, he had already saved you so many times during fights, intervening when you believed that all was lost, he taught you so many things that weren't in the books, he compensated you for the hokage's scoldings, taking the blame for any mistake in the mission ... In the end you were a good pair, it was just his lazy side that got on your nerves sometimes. Actually, come to think of it, it was even an honor to train with a ninja like him, you just didn't want to admit it.
After all, in addition to the reputation of being a very skilled ninja, he also had the reputation of being a "stealer of hearts", there weren't a few women who said they were in love with him, maybe you were just wanting to focus on some of his defects so as not to let yourself be carried away by the charm too. But it was hard when he was so close to you, laughing with cheeks flushed from alcohol, looking at you with those eyes as black as night. The strain on your nerves at the thought that maybe if you looked too hard he would use his sharingan on you, having you under control to do whatever he wanted.
- I have a headache these days... Can you help me?
- How can I help you? - you asked as a question and not an offer of help.
- There's this girl that I like... But I think she hates me - he sank deeper beside you, sad - How can I make her like me?
You hesitated, not knowing how to proceed, were you imagining or was Kakashi asking you for love advice? He must have been very drunk.
- I don't know, ask her out - you tried to get away from him a little, the heat of the drink starting to take effect.
- I already did that - he settled down on the sofa, stopping leaning on you, resting his head on his hand, his elbow on his knee, the white hair falling over his face, he looked at you between the strands - I don't think it worked.
- So I don't know, ask her directly if you did something, maybe she'll tell you - you got impatient.
- No, y/n is too stubborn to admit anything! - he frowned, irritated by the suggestion and shaking his head to dismiss the idea.
You stopped whatever you were doing, now just staring at him with wide eyes in shock. No, you're drunk too, not as drunk as he is, but the drinking must be making you hear things, make things up, there was no way Kakashi was in love with you.
- Who? - your voice threatened to break, still surprised by the revelation.
- What? - he asked looking for a glass that was still full.
- The girl you're in love with, who is it? - he turned his head to you.
- I can't tell - he said, with the most serious look a drunken man can muster.
And just now, unfortunately, what was left of sobriety in him decided to show up, you would have to manipulate him into giving you the answer without realizing it.
- But how can I help you like this? Tell me at least a little about her.
Kakashi took a deep breath and leaned back on the sofa, he had found a glass that was half full, he was staring at the ceiling but seemed to see through it, far beyond what you could see.
- She is beautiful, very beautiful... She makes me laugh with her stressed way, she always gets angry so easily - he laughs - She likes to look at the stars and listen to music... Her laugh is contagious... And I see myself more and more in love with her... - he was silent for a long time, you even thought he had finished talking -... I need to tell her, I can't even sleep wellI, lose the time and I'm late every day, and she always fights with me because of that - he laughs softly.
Kakashi was so peaceful as he described you, he had a passionate look on his face, fascinated by his beloved, as if just remembering her brought him peace. But at the same time, you could feel his heart sink when he spoke because he thought his beloved despised him, because he was afraid of rejection, because he loved too much.
- I don't want her to hate me... I love her so much - tears started to well up in his eyes - I just wanted her to know that, but I can't even tell her - the tears fell amid sobs, his eyes got low.
You felt helpless not knowing exactly what you should do or say, so you decided to focus first on his problem with being drunk - as if you weren't. Assuming the role of responsible for the situation you got up, took the cup from his hand while he was crying, tried to wipe his tears and got him up saying "it's going to be okay, Kakashi" because it was the best your head could think of and took him outside from the bar after paying for the round.
Now you had a drunk and crying Kakashi on your shoulder being carried all the way home. It was better not to complain, as you could only end up making the situation worse, besides, you thought that part of it was kind of your fault, like, it was you who decided to be rude on purpose to the guy who was in love with you (even though before you didn't know that). Before you could think about it, you entered Kakashi's apartment and put him to bed, which didn't take much effort since he was practically asleep on his feet.
- I love you, y/n - he whispered with his eyes closed, you don't know if it's for you or some vision of his dream.
- And I don't really hate you Kakashi, it's just easier than admitting that I like you too - you spoke low so as not to wake him up, arranging the blanket, not bothering to say it since he wouldn't remember.
Kakashi opened his eyes slowly, a smile forming on his face, looking directly at you with a twinkle in his eyes like a shooting star in the night.
- I knew there was an explanation for all this anger - he said, his voice without any hint of drunkenness anymore - And I also knew that you would never admit it.
It took you a moment to process his speech, Hatake could see the gears turning inside your head as you was transfixed staring at him. When your gaze lit up, understanding what he had done, he started to chuckle at your expression.
- Were you pretending this whole time?!! - you took a step back, crossing your arms, indignation written on your face.
- Yes and no - he sat on the bed, still with the smile on his face - I did pretend to be drunk to get to know if you felt something for me, something besides anger, of course. But I didn't lie when I said I was in love with you, when I said that I stay up all night thinking about how to confess to you.
A silence hovered between you, he had already finished and now he was waiting for your answer, you on the other hand didn't know where to start, all you wanted to say getting stuck in your throat, needing a moment to organize everything.
- You took advantage of my kindness - you don't know why your mind chose to start with that one.
- For a good cause.
- Tricked me.
- Because you're stubborn and would never give me an answer, just like you're not giving now.
- And what answer are you waiting for?!
- That you tell me if you accept to be my girlfriend or not! - he said as if it were obvious.
The silence from before returned, you staring at each other again, your cheeks more flushed this time and his also slightly flushed. Even though he tried to keep a calm, carefree look on his face, Kakashi was internally begging for your answer to be yes, so that he could show the love he's had for you for so long, so that he could touch you the way he wanted, so that he could kiss you. You wanted to let Kakashi love you, you wanted to tell him that you loved him too, and you couldn't understand why you felt that this was a sign of frankness. But with a deep sigh, trying to silence this insistent thought, you looked at him and smiled.
- Of course I do, you idiot!
His smile widened, his cheeks now as flushed as your own with pure happiness.
- I guess I'm the luckiest man in this village now.
He gets up to hug you and can finally kiss his beloved, wrapping his arms around you. Kakashi wouldn't allow there to be a single day when you didn't feel loved after that.
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violetvelourr · 5 months
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Getting to know anew…
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I was very skeptical about this artwork - I was sort of in art block - I keep wanting to draw something but I don’t know what 😬
I still don’t know, but oh well… maybe some day it will hit me 🙈
Anyways, so with this artwork, as time progressed and I stubbornly continued with it, I gradually began melting 🤭🫠
This scene is from the final chapter (17) of part 1 of my first fanfic (‘Outlander: Found on the Path of Life’). Basically after their first time (🤭) Arina gets a chance to admire Kakashi’s handsome face 🥵
«Kakashi smiled contentedly in response. He wanted to kiss her, but the girl held him back, cupping his face in her hands. She could finally get a proper look at his face, as if getting to know him anew: the previous time she didn't really manage to do it, too stunned by what had happened — she only fixed it with the edge of her consciousness.
Reality surpassed all expectations — she thought that Kakashi was hiding some kind of flaw under the mask. However, a charming mole to the left of his lower lip could hardly be considered a flaw — and so his face was just as fine as his body, Arina concluded. And as for the scars — as everyone knows, scars define a true warrior.
"Why do you wear the mask at all?" she breathed out: Kakashi, failing to reach her lips, gave free rein to his hands, causing sweet tremor all over Arina's body.
"Well... it adds to the appeal and mysteriousness, don't you agree?" he said in a velvety voice, pulled the girl to him and covered her lips with his after all.»
☙ ❦ ❧
Hatake Kakashi © Kishimoto Masashi
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mrsbakashi · 11 months
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Hi. I hope you're still taking request. Can I request 😤 headcanons for kakashi and fem!reader from the emoji prompt? I hope you have a nice day 😘
hi, chii! bet you didn't remember you had requested this, but i finally did it! and i hope you like it 💕
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😤: a jealousy headcanon - kakashi
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kakashi takes pride in not being jealous. he’s usually rational and never lets his emotions get the best of him – even when and if he feels jealous, for whatever reason, he’s strong enough not to do anything about it;
there are a few times he can’t be much rational, though, and of course, they all involve you;
it was ridiculous, because you two weren’t dating, and you were nothing but friends — no, not even that; you were simple colleagues, acquaintances or whatever. and that was the reason you were so damn angry all the time. because you had all that energy, all that longing for him and nowhere to put it. your whole body aching to be close to him, and you having to deal with seeing him every day without throwing yourself at him, and it's been like that for years now;
you felt like a teenager to be honest, with the stares from across the room, the lingering touches, the racy heart when his name was mentioned — and he had to know. he had to. and he did. and that’s where the problem lived.
kakashi liked you. he cared deeply about you, you were his first thought in the morning and last thought at night, and he wasn’t stupid or oblivious, he had noticed how you blushed whenever you two talked, how you laughed harder trying to get his attention when you were in the same room, and the way your eyes were always on him when you thought he couldn’t see you – he knew, and he wished he could do something about it, but he couldn’t.
you see, kakashi had lost everyone he had ever cared for, and he knew that the destiny of the people that he let in wasn’t good – they either ended up dead or hurt, and it was unfair to put someone through that when he could easily prevent that from happening.
kakashi knew you deserved better – you were too lovely to be stuck with someone like him. you lit up any room you entered, lightened up the mood, made everyone feel at ease, no matter what they were going through, and he was no exception to that power of yours. he cherished you, loved being around you. you were like this giant ball of sunshine, warmth and happiness, and it was impossible to feel unhappy around you. but he knew you deserved better. you deserved an actual chance at being happy, so he’d keep the distance and only enjoy your presence by far.
what he didn’t know, of course, was that you had no interest in anyone else whatsoever – and who was to blame you? who was better than the freaking copynin? no one. that’s why you had your mind set on proving he was the one you wanted.
you knew why he was reluctant; it was obvious, and it broke your heart to know that he felt this way, but that only made you feel more determined. you weren’t lucky, but you sure was fierce, and you knew he had to like you, at least a little tiny tiny bit, you felt it! and yes, you could be wrong, but sometimes life is about taking risks.
it was at a party that it all went down. anko’s birthday party.
people drinking, singing, dancing, loud music, colorful lights and probably more people than the place could and should fit. it seemed like everyone was there; not a single soul was missing – even kakashi was there. you knew he probably came with gai and he would stay for about ten minutes and then leave when he thought no one else was paying attention, as usual. but maybe tonight could go a little different;
you were wearing a little tiny red dress you had bought with kurenai two weeks ago for this exact party, your head straight into the mission of making it impossible for kakashi to take his eyes off of you — and from the way you saw him looking at you the second you walked through the door, mission accomplished;
you wanted to talk to him, but didn’t want to seem too desperate, and you didn’t know how long you were supposed to wait before approaching him casually and ask about his day and if he was enjoying the party, but you figured a few minutes should do.
so you would see who was around, drink something, recognize which song was playing, maybe watch him from the corner where you were pretty sure he couldn’t see you... and then someone popped into your field of vision and touched your arm. “hey, beautiful”.
you replied with a polite smile and the man invited you to dance – you figured there was no harm in dancing a little, in fact it would be better, giving you a little more time to stay away from kakashi and then act like you didn’t come to the party because of him only. i mean, happy birthday anko and all, sure, but let’s be real.
so you followed the man to the dance floor with a careful smile never leaving your face, then it all happened at once, but in slow motion at the same time – the man placed his hands on your hips and pulled you close, almost too close in your opinion, but he was harmless, you thought. you moved your hips to the beat of the song when you felt his left hand snaking through your body, and then there was another hand circling your wrist and pulling you away from that man’s grip. “sorry, i need to talk to her, it’s urgent” kakashi excused himself while the man nodded;
kakashi held your hand firmly as you walked through the sea of people and headed to the back of the club, away from the noise, ending up in the parking lot.
“is everything okay?” you asked, alarmed by his unusual acting
“yeah, just... give me a second.”
you remained silent, even though there were a million questions bubbling on your mind – and about half of them started with “will you please kiss me?”.
kakashi’s eyes wandered through the whole parking lot before stopping on you, and he watched you carefully as he said “i’m sorry”.
you had no idea why he was apologizing, but you started to say your automatic response to the words ‘i’m sorry’, which were “no, it’s okay, don’t worry about it.” you regretted the words the second they left your lips, because now you missed the chance to ask what he was sorry for.
but none of you moved. instead, you stayed there, staring at each other, in that awkward silence filled by the distant sounds that came from the club.
“a-are you okay?” you asked again, finally breaking the unbearable silence.
“i should be, right?”
“oh, kashi, what’s wrong?” there was authentic concern in your voice, enough to make kakashi feel even worse.
he shook his head. “i pulled you away from him, and i was filled with this urge, as if i had any right to- and i didn’t. i don’t. i’m sorry.”
“no, it’s okay, don’t worry ab... wait, i’m sorry, what?”
“you see, i can handle a lot, but seeing someone else’s hands all over your body isn’t on the list. and the way he was looking at you, and this damn dress, and i just..." he took a deep breath before continuing, "i’m sorry, ok? let’s just go back inside. i didn’t mean to ruin the party for you”
“wait” you open a smile at the sudden realization. “you were jealous.”
kakashi snorted, clearly uncomfortable with the situation.
“you were, weren’t you?”
“yes. now let’s go back inside.”
“why? so i can dance with other men and have their hands all over my body until you pull me back to this parking lot?”
“that’s not happening again, i already said i’m sorry.”
“no, it’s okay, don’t worry abo- damn it!!”
you heard Kakashi chuckle and that put a big smile on your face.
“i don’t want to go back inside.”
kakashi closed his eyes, realizing he now would have to deal with the consequences of his own actions. if he could go back in time, he would have left the party the second you passed through the front door with that ridiculously sexy dress. there would be no trouble. he wouldn’t have seen that man’s hands on your body, he wouldn’t have pulled you away, he wouldn’t be with you in this parking lot now, admitting to you he was jealous while you had too much fun with the fact and he fought the urge to have his own hands all over your body. now he had to convince you to go back to the party and completely avoid you for the rest of his life because now you knew he had feelings for you. fuck.
“it’s your call, but i think anko might be missing your presence.” he tried.
“uh, i highly doubt that. but even if it were true, i’d rather be here with you.”
kakashi sighed.
“look,” you touched his hand to get his attention “i know you’re probably struggling internally right now because you want me to go away and i don’t want to go away – also, i will not go away -, and i know you feel guilty and cursed because of what happened in the past, but-"
“please-”
“i was there!" you interrupted him before he could start his 'go away' speech. "i was there and i saw you! it was impossible to get to you. it still is! i’ve been trying for forever to reach you! and you can’t tell me to get lost or that i don’t know anything, because i. was. there. and i’m not just some random girl. i saw you. i see you.”
he tried to say something, but there was nothing in his mind that fit the situation. he spent years pushing people away, to the point everyone developed a new dynamic to interact with him, and they were all used to it. kakashi was never around much; kakashi was always on missions; kakashi was always reading something instead of talking to people. and no one ever said anything about it, not even gai. and it wasn’t because they didn’t care, but it was because kakashi vanished at the slightest mention of his past. but when you said it, it wasn’t like that. it made him feel cared for, a feeling he thought he’d never feel again.
“it wasn’t your fault. and you deserve love. you deserve it, damn it!”
you were looking into his eye, and for the first time in forever, kakashi felt seen. it was like you could see everything that was in his soul and more. and you had never looked so beautiful. so, before he had time to think and regret, he pulled his mask down and kissed you with all the yearning and aching he had been holding, like you were the answer to all of his problems, the light he didn’t know he had been longing for. and he didn’t stop, not when you smiled and unwillingly broke the kiss, and definitely not when you let out a little moan and ran your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer while you stood on your tiptoes.
“wow!” you blurted, the biggest smile on your face when he finally broke the kiss, only so you two could get some air.
kakashi didn’t let go of you; his hands were still holding you in place by the waist, forehead resting against yours, his breath mixing with yours. he wouldn’t let you go. now that he finally had you, he wouldn’t let you go.
“i hadn’t seen this handsome face in a long time…” you cupped his face, and he leaned in at the touch. “hi.”
“hi.” he smiled, like he was greeting a very old friend, which he was in fact. it had been easy to forget how close you two were in the past, before it all happened, before he shut down.
you kissed him again, just to make sure he was really there, and he was – there, kissing you back. it was like a dream, like one of the many you’ve had before. you’d be so pissed if you’d wake up in half an hour alone in bed, with only the memory of the dream to get you through the day.
“so, um, i guess we should go back inside now. i think someone probably noticed we both have disappeared...” you said as you reached his hand with yours, intertwining your fingers, ready to walk back to the club.
“i don’t know how to put this in a polite way, but i don’t give a shit.”
his words caught you off guard and you laughed harder than you should’ve.
“no, you don’t understand, mr. hatake” you continued, “i still have to dance with at least three other men.”
his grip on your waist got tighter.
“i don’t want to be this kind of guy, but i don’t care if you promised to dance with three other men or with the hokage himself, you’re not going.”
“oh, no, but it’s very important!” you pleaded, trying to hold a laugh. “please!”
“y/n, what’s going on?”
“nothing, it’s just that since you were jealous and we’ve established that you now have, in fact, the right to do whatever you feel like… i was just wondering what would your jealous self do to me this time, if you caught me in another man's arms...” you bit your lower lip, looking up at him from behind your lashes.
kakashi let out a crooked smile as he pulled you even closer. "i have a pretty good idea how that would go."
guess you were about to find out.
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thehighpriestess1 · 2 years
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What are we?
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Pairing : Kakashi X y/n
Format : Short drabble fic
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"Y/n we are outnumbered..". Kakashi whispered under his breath as his eyes scanned from one tree to another. To a normal person everything would seem ordinary but only a trained Ninja like Kakashi knew about the dangers lurking between the branches of the dense trees.
"Congratulations Kakashi you can count! I know we are outnumbered but it's us. If there's anyone who could do it, it's us". You whispered back to him. You knew why was he pointing out the obvious. It wasn't because he was unsure of his capabilities of defeating the 20 enemy ninjas, it was a cakewalk for him. He was pointing it out because he was worried about you. This wasn't your first mission with him. Heck this wasn't even your 25th mission with him, but on every mission Kakashi would go the extra step to safeguard you before eliminating the threat. You hated that he didn't think you were capable enough. You wanted to prove yourself.
Us . . . Kakashi liked the sound of that. He knew you meant that you were teammates and that you work exceptionally well together but he wished it could mean something more. He sighed and focused his gaze on on of the trees, "Alright then...". He saw the twinkle in your eye and slight upward curve of your lips as you grabbed your kunai and winked at him before jumping down from your branch. Kakashi sighed and took out his Kunai and followed you.
"Told you we could do it". You winked at him wiping the gunk from blade. "Mmhmmm". He nodded his head as he cleaned off his weapon. "Everything okay Hatake?". You asked tilting your head the side. Kakashi's grip on his weapon tightened and in a flash he turned towards your and threw the Kunai at your direction. Before you could process what happened you heard a loud groan behind you. With dropped shoulders your turned around and saw one of the enemies lying in a pool of blood. "Ahhh fuck man! I missed that one!". You threw your hands in the air as Kakashi walked towards you. He was standing a little too closer than usual and your heart was beating a little faster than usual. "He could have hurt you". You gulped as his voice dropped an octave indicating the seriousness of his concern. "I know ... Ha ha stupid me...but hey...you got him! So yay!". You blabbered on trying to hide how flustered you were. You thought he was angry at you as he should be but then he gently pressed his palm to the side of your face and leaned a little closer. "You okay y/n?". You could have sworn on your life this man was going to give you a heartattack. You immediately took a step back and shook your head trying to shake off the thoughts from your head. "Yeah. Fine. Perfect. Absolutely fine".
"Alright then...". Kakashi turned around to get his bag as his hand that touched your face twitched by his side. His own face was red under the mask as he pulled it down to take a few quick breaths before pulling it up once again. Maybe Gai was right.... Maybe he did feel something...
I haven't posted something in such a long time so I hope you liked it! 💖
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luvlady-writes · 2 years
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hi !! can i get some angst with kakashi where during anbu he keeps rejecting the reader but at the same time he keeps using her for love (bc he loves her for sure but doesn’t want to be « « serious » »? like he’s scared :(
Hi, nonnie! I hope you like it.
Requests and Ask box are OPEN.
This has no beta and English is not my first language. Be gentle, I’m doing my best ♡
Comments and reblogs are welcome 🖤
Light in the Dark | Kakashi x F!Reader.
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Sitting on his bed, you hugged him from behind and put a small kiss on his naked shoulder. You could feel how his body tensed. He broke your embrace and stand up leaving you there.
You smiled sadly and shook your head.
“Is this the part where you kick me out?” you said while Kakashi dressed without facing you. 
You swear to keep your distance from him since he only wants you to warm his bed. But he is strong, once again you’ve failed to resist Kakashi’s actions. 
He didn’t respond. That’s your answer.
You get out of bed and started to put your clothes back on. Angry with him and with yourself. This is the last time, you said to yourself once again. 
Already dressed, you took your purse and walk off Kakashi’s bedroom and apartment leaving him alone in the dark of his room. You didn’t know but, he was punching himself for hurting you again. He tried to stop looking for you on the nights when he was feeling alone and tormented. Your love was the only thing that can warm his cold heart during his darkest hours but he know that he can’t give you what you wanted and needed in return.
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Anbu's life was taking a toll on him. He was still young but in his life, he had seen and lived things that not anybody could bear. 
You were the light in the dark of his life but for everything he has been through he couldn’t risk losing you too, that’s why he keeps pushing you away. 
You always were by his side when he come back from a mission injured, you healed him, and took care of him, always with a smile on your face. 
“I love you, Kakashi” you said one night after making love with him.
When you said those words, they made him realize that this thing that you had going on was serious and scared him to death because everything he touches, dies. And he doesn't want to lose you because he loved you too.
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Fandom: Naruto AU Pairing: Hatake Kakashi x fem!reader Content: sort of one bed, mutual pining, probably wrong terminology, no-mask-Kakashi. A/N: A usual trope but with Kakashi and reader as modern spies working a case. I am not happy with this but I needed soooo badly to write something.
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...  Reader  ...
It has been a long flight over and the jet lag hits you hard, bothering you more than it does Kakashi, it seems. Still you become wide awake the moment you walk into the tiny apartment and realize that the right view for the mission has come at a cost. Not only is it just one room and a tiny bathroom where you shower on top of the toilet, nope: there is just one bed.
Kakashi doesn’t seem to notice although you’re certain that he’s scanned the room the moment he walks in. He just stalks directly over to the windows and pulls the curtains shut, only then to peek out through the slit of the fabrics.
You toss your go-bag at the end of the bed, not wanting to upset the usual preparations for a stakeout.
Surveillance gigs always start the same way: circle the block a couple of times after having driven through the neighbourhood to get to know it (as if the prep-team hasn’t done their job and noted everything worth knowing in their reports). Then, when the two of you finally have entered the base, it’s time to set up cameras and try to angle the microphones to catch as much of the sound from the apartment roughly across from yours because it’s always there the target’s base of operation is. This time you’re one floor higher, giving your a slanted view of the place in question unless you can help with the optics.
Silently, you begin to unpack and after an hour, everything is ready and either you or Kakashi have to go get groceries so you can hole up in your new temporary home.
Sometimes it’s for more than a week and you hope it’s the case this time too because you like these missions with Kakashi. Not that he knows that you’d rather spend time with him in a crummy apartment than be in your own comfortable home. In fact, you’d do anything as long as it involves him. Even just sitting silently side by side while staring out the window.
...  Kakashi   ...
He insists that she gets some sleep as soon as they’re settled in. He can see how the jet-lag is weighing her down, giving her bags under the eyes and a slowness to the usual limber movements. Kakashi wants his partner in perfect condition.
Partner. If only. Well, they are partners professionally speaking, but is it too much to want more?
Either way, now she’s sleeping peacefully and Kakashi is only stealing a glance and the slumbering figure now and then. He knows, even if his nose has gotten used to it, that the apartment already is beginning to smell of her and he can’t wait to lie down to sleep, head on the same pillow and knowing that she will be nearby...but for now he must stay awake to keep an eye out for the target.
The sun is lowering in the sky and the camera is set up, carefully lowered along the outside of the building for a better view into the rooms on the other side of the street. So far, there has been no sign of who they’re there for and leaning forward to get the sidewalk in sight, there’s just the normal bustle of pedestrians. No one stands out.
There’s a sigh over from the bed and a slight creek of old springs as [Y/N] turns in her sleep, making Kakashi smile.
...  Reader   ...
As soon as you wake up, Kakashi relents the watchpost to you and hurries to the kitchen to throw together a meal for the two of you.
“Thank you,” you mumble in awe at the result.
“Hm,” he answers – it’s a good thing that you don’t mind being quiet with the man, because he’s not very talkative.
You estimate that you have a few days, maybe a week, before you have the needed evidence to bring in the target if the prelim is anything to go by. It’s time you’ve decided to spend wisely by trying to open up towards Kakashi, test the waters so to say and maybe get him to understand that you wouldn’t mind more than just a professional relationship.
It’s a risk to take, though. And you’re not entire sure how to make the first move.
...  Kakashi  ...
He wakes with a start to a soft touch on the shoulder only to find that it’s her smiling shyly down at him.
It’s their second day and so far they’ve taken turns to sleep and keep an eye out but the schedule will eventually take its toll even though they’re both used to sleeping at odd hours.
“Have a look,” [Y/N] motions towards the screen of the laptop that shows the camera feed.
Sitting up, Kakashi rubs the sleep out of his eyes before bending nearer.
On the screen is a grainy picture of the apartment across the street: so far it’s always been empty, void of any activity or light but now there’s a single lamp burning, casting flickering shadows as someone moves about. Unfortunately, it��s impossible to tell who it is because the person keeps themselves angled away from the windows as if knowing they’re being watched.
“We need eyes in there,” he sighs.
His partner nods solemnly. “We’ve got the gear for it.”
“You suggesting we go undercover?”
“That’s one way to do it, but look: they’re still fully dressed with coat, hat and shoes...I think they’re leaving again soon. Then we can enter without needing to.”
Kakashi hesitates. Something about it doesn’t seem quite as simple. “What’ve they been doing?”
“Just talking on the phone. It’s hard to pick up the sound but it appears to be about stocks.”
...  Reader   ...
You had been right: the target left after ten minutes and after another fifteen minutes and a phone call later the two of you went in. Everything went fine to begin with and you were able to install the small bugs in inconspicuous places although the apartment was sparsely furnished. You even made it back to your base without an issue.
No, the problem comes the day after when a fire erupts in the place next door to the target’s.
“Damnit.”
You never heard Kakashi swears and the effect is pronounced even if he doesn’t raise his voice. A shiver races along your spine and you wonder what other inclinations he might have that you don’t know of.
Watching from behind the curtains, the two of you are standing closely side by side and you can feel his heat as well as the heat radiating from across the street. I know which I prefer. But that’s the problem, isn’t it? With the target’s place gone up in a blaze, he’ll go to a new place, rendering the mission a fail and ending it before time. Time you would have used to get closer to Kakashi – not that you’ve done well in that department the last few days.
“Better call HQ,” you sigh.
...
It’s late by the time the fire is extinguished. Even later when you’re told by HQ that the extraction won’t be ready till next day. That means one more night in the apartment. One night where there’s no reason to ration sleep, so to speak.
When you come out from a shower, Kakashi is already stretched out on the bed. You grab the extra pillow and drop it, almost joining it on the hard floor when Kakashi scoffs.
“Don’t be an idiot, we can share if you don’t mind.”
Of course you don’t mind.
...  Kakashi   ...
She lies so close to him. Shoulders are brushing and her scent envelops Kakashi to the point that it’s making him comfortably dizzy. If only he could muster up the courage to say something but he never can when he’s around her. He can sense something’s wrong though, that she’s upset by something. She’s still new at this, Kakashi ponders, maybe she’s upset the mission’s a bust? He’s just about to say something when [Y/N] sighs and turns to him.
“’Kashi,” she begins hesitantly and he instantly loves the nickname, “can I confess something?”
“Sure. I’ll keep a secret.”
“Do you promise not to laugh as well?”
What does she want to admit that could make me laugh? “Of course.”
Still she squints at him before finally saying, “I’d hoped the mission would take longer...’cause I like being around you.”
Oh, he thinks, oh! Something sparks inside Kakashi’s chest, warm and fluttery and light, and he turns to face her.
“Me too,” he offers hopefully though without knowing how to continue from there.
[Y/N] does though: slowly she creeps closer until their noses are touching. Then she puckers her lips and gently places a single kiss upon his lips before retreating, leaving him stunned. Expectant eyes searches his face for clues as to what he thinks of what just happened.
He loves it. Scooting forward, it’s Kakashi’s turn to close the distance to kiss her. Wrap his arms around her and feel her melt into his touch.
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Love me Mercilessly Kakashi x f!Oc Chapter 37 Frostbite word count: 14k tw: Ptsd episode (brief canon typical violence/mentions of blood), brief mentions of trauma, brief mentions of childhood trauma/neglect/abuse, a couple mildly suggestive lines. And a bit of overindulgent fluff at the end hehe [previous chapters on Ao3] Kakashi is faced with a life changing decision. Akami and Sasuke navigate their changing relationship, and struggle to find the right words to define what that relationship really means.
Kakashi had been on assignment for well over a month. Akami tried hard not to count the days, it set her teeth on edge when he’d been absent for so long and unable to send word. She was afraid that she still was not enough.  Akami'd worry her hands through her hair, frightened that he’d die in battle in a foreign land— for his county, for a comrade, some innocent life he thought he could save. It’s what he was supposed to do–it’s what they’re all supposed to do but Akami slept better knowing that if it came down to it she would walk away--come home to Sasuke and Kakashi the rest of the world be damned; they were her world. 
Her pupils pulsed with terror each time Kakashi crossed the Village gates chakra exhausted and covered in blood. She knew he would give his dying breath to save them both…he would do it for almost any Konoha nin. She wouldn’t admit that it made her feel like a failure that he couldn’t put her before his duty. All it would do was start a fight and make him feel guilty and the very last thing Kakashi Hatake needed was another reason to feel guilty. He'd defend both his love for her and his love for Konoha and Akami would argue that was the problem right there. 
At the very least work kept her busy and her mind occupied.  The Jonin department had a meeting scheduled with Kusagakure. Officially the meeting would take place on the 22nd of March—unofficially the meeting was set for the 28th of April. Kusgakure was known for their diplomacy, and though the Hidden Village was never outright foe— due in part to their proximity—terms were shaky at best. The Nations had been sending correspondence since a little after her hire. Akami and Shikaku’s slow growing self proclaimed startup, better known between the two as the ‘strategic division’ proposed the formal sit down; for once the Council consented. 
Konoha wanted to get their hands on Kusa’s intelligence. Their prime location and unpredictable terrain aided their abilities to so successfully read and anticipate the movements of other nations, so it came as no surprise the Hidden Village pumped out shinobi highly skilled in espionage. Although Konoha’s aim was to get signatures stating peace between borders, another nation would always be a threat, treaty or not; as the saying went, keep your friends close and your enemies closer.
The meeting was a couple months away…hell even the phony meeting was two months out but Akami was anxious. Shikaku requested that she come along for negotiations. Aside from Hiruzen’s hand selected escort, Shikaku wanted Akami to choose the rest of their detail. She’d been on diplomatic missions before, accompanying Danzo, disguised in a henge or hidden in the shadows–those meetings ended by jamming a spear of ice right into some noblemen's brainstem. Or better yet slaughtering the entire councilroom the second the sound seals went up and the door locked. This time it was different, she’d be playing the part of herself, Akami Ketsueki assistant Jonin Commander of the Village Hidden in the Leaves.
While Akami went over the roster and upcoming mission schedules for the evening, Sasuke popped a movie in the VCR.
Despite it being his night to choose, he knocked out halfway through the film, head nestled on Akami’s lap. She tried her best not to disturb him, in the same ways she’d get trapped beneath one of Kakashi’s ninken happily snoozing while her legs went numb, she managed to drape a throw blanket over Sasuke and dragged the mission request forms across the coffee table with her foot. 
She lowered the volume on the television to soothe Sasuke and not distract her. The voices and dim lighting faded into the background like a crackling white noise in her focus.
Genma Shiranui and Radiō Namiashi, both expertly trained under Lord Fourth, now often employed as Hiruzen’s personal guard were already appointed to their detail. She was certain the Hokage would be taking an Anbu escort as well. Their aim would be to project the Hokage and listen from the Shadows; so she could expect at least two additional bodies.
For the ‘strategic division’s escort she considered Gai. Akami looked over his file. While she never questioned his intelligence or skill he was a bit of an acquired taste. She struck his name from the list of potentials. 
‘Plink’ 
Akami glanced at the television beneath her brow, assuming the sound of droplets must have come from the movie. The paper fluttered as she flipped through the next document. 
Aoba Yamashiro. A Tokubetsu Jonin, assisted in T and I. Inochi was a fan. His special techniques worked well in interrogation, which meant he should function well in a negotiation. He summoned crows — Akami was all too familiar with crows. Shikaku sent him out with Raidō a lot. Raidō — and Kokutō for that matter — would be accompanying them. Seeing as Aoba often provided assistance to swordsmen, theoretically he would be able to adapt to Akami’s fighting style, if need be. 
‘Plink’   ‘Plink’  
Akami smiled with the pen cap between her teeth. She circled his name, the nib scraping against the parchment. 
‘Plink’  
Sasuke snuggled in her lap. Akami brushed the hair from his forehead, smoothing the wrinkles from his brow. She shuffled her paperwork again, the files cascading from the corner beneath her thumb.  
‘Plink–Plink’ 
Kurenai Yuhi- recently appointed Jonin. Kurenai was calm, sharp and resourceful. A sensor type specializing in genjutsu. Akami’s sensing abilities were roughly that of an experienced genin. Shikaku was strong enough thanks to his yin release, but Kurenai would make a far better tracker and was skilled with seals. Her mastery of genjutsu had her seeing through any and every illusion–making her a good second for Shikaku’s Clan techniques as well. Akami circled her name. 
‘Plink’ 
‘Plink–Plink’  
Akami snapped her head up. She was certain now it wasn’t the television. The sound was too clear and crisp to come from the neighbors especially given the hour. It sounded like water droplets hitting the floor. Did she leave the tap on in the kitchen? 
She craned her neck over the backend of the couch in an impossible attempt to see the sink–though she would not be able to tell from that angle. She frowned in the dark and turned back to Sasuke. 
Akami jumped when she saw the figure shrouded in shadows lurking in the entryway. She laid a hand protectively over Sasuke.
‘Plink’ 
Kakashi stood still as a statue, even his gaze looked carved from stone. He concealed his chakra–his entire presence so excellently the hair at the nape of Akami’s neck stood on end. 
It made her uneasy to have been unable to smell the blood pooling at his feet. Coating his armor, dripping from his hair and splattered across his mask–the viscous blood red of his eye illuminated by the flickering colored light from the television.    
Akami discarded the documents, lifted Sasuke’s head from her lap and placed it gently on the cushion. She stood, rounding the couch moving as little as possible. 
“Kakashi,” she whispered, attempting to lull him from his catatonic state.  He didn’t react, eyes trained on the wall with his thousand yard stare. “Kakashi?” Akami tried again, when he did not so much as blink.  She evaded a puddle of blood. The floorboards groaned beneath her steps.   Hound snapped to attention. Pupils blown, eyes narrowed in distrust. Akami didn't need to see his face to feel that his teeth were bared. 
His body took over, a preservation instinct ingrained into every ninja–– it did not matter if that preservation was for your own life or the intel you carried—it was that instinct that brought you back home even if your mind was miles away, out in the thicket trudging through enemy territory. So as Kakashi stood there in the dark it was only in the flesh, the rest of him was still struggling to come back home. 
And though Akami knew he couldn't help it, it made her angry to see him look at her like that. “You’re home now.” She said, unable to contain a slight bitter sneer. 
She reached out to touch his shoulder, he swatted her hand away. Ensnaring her wrist. She felt her bones creak in his hold, but did not attempt to wrench herself free. 
“Why don’t you shower—change.” He’d feel better if he washed the blood off. It was harder to re-assimilate to life in the Village than it was to be elbow deep in the enemy's guts, — she’d been there plenty herself. For all the lessons they learned at the Academy no one ever taught them to compartmentalize, either you figured out how best to manage or the paranoia ate away at you.   
“It’s okay.” She said, His pupils fluttered and focused on hers, “you’re okay,” the curl of his lip rescinded and his grip loosened. “You’re safe—“ She started, opening her mouth to attempt to lull him from his mission-like trance just as Sasuke stirred in his sleep. 
In Kakashi’s state of hypervigilance he could hear the fabric of the couch rustle. His grip tightened and his neck eerily cranned toward the sound. 
Akami’s muscles tensed, “Stand down.” 
He did not heed her order. His chakra boiled over like a kettle on an open flame and killing intent seeped out in a screeching steam. 
Despite herself Akami could not help but panic, “Calm down or leave!” she demanded, tearing her wrist from his hold, effectively reclaiming his attention. Which in hindsight was a mistake and Hound pushed them back against the wall, boxing her in. He was seeing threats everywhere.   
The chill of the porcelain mask against her cheek was startling compared to the heat blazing off him. Akami’s eyes met his, pupils so thin they were swallowed by yellow. The cushions on the back of the couch shifted, Sasuke grumbled. 
“Kakashi, you need to calm down.” Yet his eyes both the smoky charcoal and unsettling red, were blown, dilated beyond belief from adrenaline. He still wasn’t there. 
He gave Akami no choice…
keep reading on Ao3 [x]
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bstorn · 2 years
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Hello loves, ISO of a kakashi x reader and genma x reader fic!!!!
Reader has a genetic trait to be able to summon wolves in this story!
I’m pretty sure it’s called wabisabi but I can’t find it or the author 😭😭😭🥲🥲🥲
Please help!
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maribellec · 2 years
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Hi, Btdubs, I’m totes open for beta reading :)
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Just imagine
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"Oh god." You moaned as his thick cock was in you. And that's what he needs to hear, without a second thought he started bullying his dick in you. Oh, he absolutely loved this. He always lost his mind whenever you begged him to ruin you. He was moving inside of you at an animalistic pace. The only thing in his mind was to reach his climax, and bring you to yours in the process. He himself was an utter mess, morning, whimpering and almost tearing up from the overstimulation. But he didn't want to stop. He never wanted to stop. If he could he would be inside you all the fucking time, but he had business to take care of. So whenever he was blessed to be inside you, he savoured every damn moment.
Your rolled eyes behind and your toes curled. That's it you were there once again thanks to this crazy bastard, who was obsessed with your pussy. You could feel him twitching in you. He was there so were you. His pace increased. He was too lost in the feeling of your slopping warmth around his cock. His moans and loud grunts outmatched your screams and the sound of your skin against each other. "Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck daddy. Too much I can't." " A little more darling, a bit…" And, as your inner walls clamp down onto him, your tears falling on your face as a strained moan leave your lips. Oh, how divine it feels when you finally cum together, after all those rough strokes, stimulating you so perfectly in ways that you could never imagine, building up to that perfect moment again and again, both of you moaning like a mess as he fills you up as if you were his personal flesh light.
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nobelowz · 3 months
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that one scene in living western where theyre riding the horse together (fic by @galeforcefish on ao3!!)
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violetvelourr · 18 days
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Horny panic 🤣
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This is an improved illustration for a veeeery old chapter - chapter 5 of the first fanfic...
There is a less censored version on Patreon 🤭
Ah, seems like ages ago... :D initially, I posted this illustration as an ink drawing and I crack up every time I see it because it's so ridiculous but also endearing at the same time 🙈
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Also I'm looking at another illustration from that chapter, which I made like around 2.5 years ago and damn I need this to remind myself how much my art has changed 😱
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A small extract from the chapter:
He knew perfectly well what it was like to wake up from a nightmare, and then take ages to recover senses, and the nightmare would not end with awakening, but instead would continue to devour you, drive you crazy — but in reality. He was just beginning to cope with it himself. So now he held her tightly to him, whispering a simple "it's okay, it's just a dream" and stroking her trembling shoulders and back, somewhat awkwardly.
In fact, at some point it dawned upon him that the back was completely bare, except for a strip of bandage and the hair — apparently, in the heat of the struggle, the ill-fated blanket had slipped off. Mentally giving himself a slap to get back on a serious track, he tried to make his soothing strokes as neutral as possible. It didn't help — it was still insanely obscene for him. He panicked slightly and stopped stroking her altogether and instead just hugged her, minding to keep his hands off of her bare back, pressed his cheek to the top of her head.
Little by little, the girl began to calm down. When she finally quieted down, he whispered softly: "Will you tell me?"
The girl raised her tear-stained face up at him.
Look her in the eyes! IN THE EYES, Hatake!!! — Kakashi's consciousness screamed.
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Hi! Do you still take requests? I love your headcanons! Can I have (😳) for kakashi from the emoji prompts pls <3
hi, lovely anon! i'm really happy you like my headcanons, they were so fun to write! which is why i wanna thank you for requesting this one - i've been working in five long-heavy projects (because i'm insane) so this one felt like a nice breath of fresh air, plus it was written in like ten minutes AND it gave me the good feeling of finishing something YAY! so thank you!
anyway, i hope you like it!
😳: a confessing headcanon - kakashi
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it all started as a joke between guys, you know. on one night, one of the only few nights kakashi agreed to go to the bar with the other jonins, one he regretted so so so much;
they were sitting at the table, the three of them alone: asuma, gai and kakashi, with asuma having drunk a little more than usual and laughing loudly at gai's awful jokes while kakashi politely turned down whatever it was that they kept offering him;
you were there too, at the back of the bar, talking with shizune and anko, laughing, a bottle in your hands and awkwardly dancing sometimes - truth be told, kakashi only did go so he could have an excuse to watch you having fun, the strong and worried kunoichi you usually were out of sight. it seemed unfair that he never got to see that side of you simply because he's an introvert, so there he was, only because of you;
of course the guys knew he liked you - despite the fact that he was great at hiding his thoughts and feelings, gai knew kakashi too well, so it was pretty obvious for him, so of course he made sure it was obvious for asuma too, because it seemed like such a great idea!
so, you see, gai challenged kakashi. not a silly challenge, like it usually is, but he challenged kakashi to ask you out on a date or he would do it himself - and asuma got in the middle of it saying that, if neither of them did it, then he would do it
kakashi tried to talk it off, and say he didn't know what they were talking about, and that he didn't care, but it only took gai's arm around your waist to make him change his mind - the man was beside you in milliseconds, pulling you away from gai's touch
so gai looked at him and laughed, and then kakashi asked you, with his voice so low you could've dreamed your heard it "hey, i was wondering if you're free tomorrow night?"
"tomorrow night? yes! what do you have in mind?"
"maybe we could, uh, grab something to eat"
he cleared throat, clearly embarrassed, and you thought what a precious view that was - the great copynin, embarrassed, almost shy.
besides the fact that he actually had a date with you, kakashi regretted going to the bar because that took him out of his comfort zone - he was more than content just watching you from afar, interacting with you during missions only, and with the occasional dreams where you would kiss him and smile - and now he'd have to spend time with you and act as if he wasn't dying to kiss you
so you went out on a date. you ate in a nice restaurant, where you drank a little too much because kakashi only nodded to everything you said, and then dropped by the book store to see what was new - i mean, you knew kakashi liked to read, so he'd have to be excited, since he acted so weird during dinner, right? wrong! you showed him a bunch of books, talked on and on about a few others that you read, making entire reviews, and the man could only nod. it was getting on your nerves.
you walked up to your house practically in silence, since you're ran out of subjects to talk about and kakashi apparently lost the ability to speak
it wasn't until he left you at your door that you opened your mouth. "thanks, i had a... good... time tonight."
"i'm glad you enjoyed it."
"oh, so you can talk!"
"i'm sorry?"
"kakashi, come on, i know something's up, i know you. tell me, what's going on?"
"it's nothing."
"tell me. you can trust me."
"it's really... nothing." he took a deep breath, but his eyes were set on your lips.
you opened the door and invited him in for a tea, which he politely turned down. so you insisted, and he turned it down once again.
"ok, since you're not coming in, tell me this: why did you ask me out?"
"oh that, hm, i don't want you to take this the wrong way, but gai challenged me-"
"well, of course he did! ugh, i'm so stupid! you know, i actually thought, well, kurenai made me think, that you asked me out because you, hear this: liked me! ha! what a joke, right?"
he heard the words, but took a while to actually understand them. how could he explain to you that the challenge was a mere excuse? he made you feel like a joke, and that wasn't his intention, not even in a million years.
"i mean, i feel so ridiculous! this is what i get for getting my hopes up and falling in love with kakashi fuckin hatake! well done, y/n!"
those words hit him right away, like a punch straight in his stomach, waking every cell in his body - fall in love with kakashi fucking hatake.
"look, i'm sorry, let's just call it a night, forget i-"
"did you say fall in love?"
you sighed. of course you and your big mouth would get you in trouble. "kakashi, look, i'm drunk, i don't know what i'm saying, just ignore it."
he got your hand to get your attention when you threaten to go inside your house.
"are you or are you not in love with me?"
"kakashi-"
"are you?" - he repeated, but this time there was some sort of urgency in his voice, he sounded almost... angry. you felt your head spin.
"well, duh! show me a woman in this whole damn viallge-no, country! show me a woman in this whole damn country who isn't in love with you and i'll show you a dead woman!"
kakashi laughed, and that felt like the last straw for you - it was one thing that you felt ridiculous given the situation, but it was something completely different that he would laugh at you, specially in your face, as if you weren't feeling bad and awful enough.
"oh, it's so funny isn't it? i thought you were so sweet, but you're actually really mean! i bet you already knew that i have a crush on you, and so did gai, and that's why-"
(un)fortunately you didn't finish your sentence because kakashi kissed you, which made you feel confused, but also happy, with your head spiralling into a million thoughts you couldn't even begin to understand because he was there, kissing you, pulling you impossibly close as if you could merge into each other.
he breaks the kiss so you both can get some air, and rests his forehead on yours, planting a kiss on the tip of your nose. "well, it turns out, y/n, that i'm in love with you too".
"ok." is all you say, trying to make it all make sense inside your head - it wasn't just that you were a little bit tipsy, but more how unrealistic the whole thing felt. like one of your dreams. oh god, how many times you've dreamed about him kissing you on your doorstep and telling you he loved you. there was no way in hell that was real. in a few hours you'd wake up in a empty bed, with a killer headache regretting every single one of your life decisions, specially the ones that would lead you to kakashi again and again. always the same fucking team...
"are you ok?"
you looked up at him, realizing you were too lost inside your own head and he was still there, talking to you, like it was - may god allow it to be true - reality. you slapped your own face, which caused kakashi to look at you confused, but intrigued.
if you were dreaming the slap would've woken you up, right? so if it didn't, and if he was still there it was reality. kakashi hatake was really at your doorstep, telling you he was in love with you. do dreams really come true?
"y/n?"
"i'm ok! just making sure i'm not... you know, dreaming."
"oh, so you have these dreams as well?"
"hold up, you're blowing my mind."
he kissed you again, more gently this time. he wasn't in a hurry. he knew, deep down his heart, that he would spend the rest of his life kissing you from now on.
"do you want to go inside or do you want to spend the rest of the night kissing me on my doorstep?"
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thehighpriestess1 · 2 years
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Are we close enough?
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Part 1
Summary : Emotionally stunted reader and Kakashi
Warning : Use of profanity
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Pakun looked up with lazy eyes at his boss pacing around the living room. "I should have asked her for dinner!". Kakashi groaned as he stopped and ran his hand through his hair. "Yes". Pakun said before resting his head on his paws. Kakashi sat on the couch and closed his eyes.
Both of you reached the gates of Konoha just as sun was about to set for the day. You kept thinking about the mission and how soft Kakashi's hand felt on your face. You shook your head to shrug off that thought. It was wrong of you to think about your friend this way when Kakashi had barely mentioned anything... He was just concerned for his friend. "Do you have plans for the evening?". You asked him as you left the hokage tower after submitting the report. Kakashi stayed silent for few seconds staring ahead. "Yes". You nodded your head and fixed your gaze to the ground. "Alright then. See you around hatake". You waved and went the opposite direction.
You walked along the aisle going through the list in your hand. The worst part of having long missions was that you had to clear your refrigerator and re stock it again. You sighed as you put the last item in your cart and pushed it towards the checkout. Before you could turn towards the checkout counter your cart crashed against someone. "Shit! I'm sorry!". Your gaze travelled from the foot of the cart to the familiar white hair. Kakashi gave you a closed eye smile as he rubbed the back of his neck. "it's alright". You smiled politely at him and began walking next to him. "This is your plan for the evening?". Kakashi asked side eyeing the ice cream tub in your cart. "Ummmm yeah you can say so...".
Both of you walked out of the store and Kakashi insisted on carrying your bags for you. You looked at him walk next to you and realised why so many men and women fawned over him. He was a complete gentleman on top of being an exceptional shinobi. You saw a women wave in his direction and Kakashi returning her greetings with a smile. You maintained the polite smile to hide the unsettling feeling in your stomach. "Did you eat dinner?". Kakashi asked hesitantly.
"Not yet". Kakashi pressed his lips together under the mask to hide his smile. He was a proud smooth talker but everytime he was with you his words and wits betrayed him. He knew this was a good chance to ask you out and he had to be extremely careful.
"This is my place. I can take it from here". You said nervously. Kakashi snapped out of his daze and realised that he took a little too long to form the right words. "Right. Here you go". He said giving you your bags. "I eat dinner".
"Huh?". You stared at him and Kakashi wished for the ground to swallow him. "Good. You should eat dinner. I guess that why you're in such good shape...I mean health! You're in good health! Ha ha stay healthy! See you later". You laughed nervously and went inside.
Kakashi stood there frozen staring at your gate. "You're hopeless boss". Kakashi blinked slowly and looked down at the pug. "I know".
-X-
Kakashi bumped into you again new days later at another shinobi's wedding. "Hi". You turned around to see Kakashi standing in an all Navy blue suit. "Hi! You look good". Kakashi gave you a closed eye smile. He wanted to compliment you but no words could describe how perfect you looked to him in your yellow sundress. "You .. look fine too". You nodded as you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "Are you here with someone?". You asked taking a sip from your wine glass.
"No".
"Didn't find a date or the girl refuses?". Kakashi chuckled at your teasing voice. "Didn't find one".
"I don't believe that. The Kakashi Hatake didn't find a date?".
"Why is that hard to believe?".
"You have to be the most clueless person in all of Konoha if you have to ask that question Hatake". Kakashi squinted his eyes at you but then shrugged it off. "What about you?". His heart thumped in his chest waiting for your response.
"I came with Genma". Kakashi's eyes widened and then he frowned looking at Genma standing at a distance. "Everything okay?". You asked following his gaze. "Genma asked you of all the people?". Kakashi raised an eyebrow and your heart dropped to your stomach.
"I know I am not the best looking one of the lot but come on Hatake that's rude". You couldn't meet his eyes anymore and decided to fix your gaze on the ground instead.
Kakashi didn't understand what you meant. He was shocked Genma asked you because Genma was the one who pushed him to talk to you. But then it hit him. "No! Y/n no. I didn't mean that. I meant... I just-".
"It's alright.. I understand Genma has a slightly different type. Sorry if I made it awkward". You smiled trying to diffuse the situation. "No. I should be the one apologising. You are beautiful y/n and any guy would be lucky to be your date". You chuckled at him. "If you really want me to forgive you then you'll have to bear the punishment". You cocked you head to the side and smiled at him. "Anything you want".
"Ask me to dance with you".
"Y/n L/n will you have this dance with me?". Kakashi asked bringing his hand forward. You smiled and took his hand. "Gladly".
You swayed together to the song standing a little closer than most of the couples. You could feel the warmth of his hand deep into your skin and wondered if this was the right thing to do or were you raising your hopes to no avail?
Kakashi had never been this nervous. Like everything he did, he was good at formal dances too but he wasn't good at feelings. He wanted to relish the way you felt in his hands, he wanted to imprint the scent of your perfume in his mind, he wanted to hold you for the rest of his life.
Neither of you spoke a word but your body spoke the language unknown to both of you. When the song reached its end you looked up at Kakashi already looking at you. "Am I forgiven?".
"Yes. Yes you are".
-X-
For a month Kakashi tried to figure out his feelings. He has never felt this before. He never wanted to form permanent bonds because he knew the pain and suffering it eventually brings but then why did he want to spend every second of his day with you? Was it your snide remakes? Your ability to make anyone feel comfortable? Your nervous laugh? Or your eyes? He walked the empty streets of Konoha with his hands in his pocket wondering... "Oi! Hatake!". His head snapped forward when he heard your voice. He turned around and saw you jogging towards him. "What are you doing out so late?". He asked as your stopped to catch your breath. "I could ask you the same thing". You winked at him as your straightened up and fixed your hair behind the hairband. Kakashi sighed and continued walking with you beside him.
"Why do you call me Hatake?".
"I don't know". You said shrugging your shoulders. "I guess... It's because no one else calls you that?". Kakashi looked at you through the corner of his eyes. "You use it as my nickname?".
"I guess you can say that".
"Are we that close?". You gulped down and stopped walking. You stood two steps behind him fidgeting with your fingers thinking that maybe you assumed yourself to be too close than you were. "I .. I guess .. fine I'll stop calling you that". You answered giving your best polite smile trying your best to hide the hurt.
Kakashi mentally cursed himself at the words he chose and his heart dropped seeing the slight hurt in your eyes. "I didn't mean that".
"It's alright. I understand I mean maybe I overstepped some boundary..ha ha...sorry about that. Guess I'll stick to calling you Kakashi. Anyway I gotta get back to my...to my cat! Yeah she must be starving. Bye. See you around... Kakashi". You waved and ran off in the other direction.
Kakashi looked at your retreating figure and facepalmed himself. "FUCK!".
You reached your apartment and ran your hands over your face. "Fuck! Why am so so annoying?!". Your loud groan woke your cat up from his slumber and he purred stretching on the rug. "Now you're mad at me too?"
You were half way through brewing your coffee when you heard a knock on your door. You walked wiping your hand on the sides of your trouser. "Hi". Kakashi said as soon as you opened the door. "Hi". Both of you stood silently for few seconds. "Do you want to come in?". Kakashi nodded and you stepped aside letting him enter first.
"I got breakfast". You looked at the bags in his hand and nodded. "For me?".
"Yes. I ... You like cream bread from the bakery right?".
"I do".
"I do too". Kakashi spoke immediately. "I thought you didn't like sweets". You said as you set two cups on the table and turned away to check on the coffee. "I don't..but..I like you".
You felt blood rush to your cheeks and bit your lip hard to stop yourself from saying something stupid. You didn't know what to do. Should you pretend you didn't hear it? It must have been a mistake right? A slip of tongue?
"Y/n?". You flinched and turned around to see him standing in front of you. "Yeah?". Kakashi was nervous and his brain was fogged up with all the possibilities. But he knew this was not the time to think. "I like you... A lot ..".
You blinked slowly at him. Kakashi Hatake likes you? The Kakashi hatake likes you? Kakashi Hatake your crush likes you? "I .. I don't... Do you...I mean of course you do we are friends right? We .. we wouldn't be friends if you didn't like me right?". You laughed but Kakashi's stern expression didn't falter.
"No. I... I am in love with you". Time stopped for both of you as the words left his mouth. "you don't have to answer now or at all if you don't want to. But I had to tell you. I had to let you know because it was driving me insane. I .. I've been in love with you for as long as I can remember and I thought...I thought that I could push it away but I couldn't.. I couldn't stop falling for you and it's fine if you don't-".
"I do. I love you. I just didn't think you would...feel the same". Kakashi's heart kept out of his chest as he heard you say those three words. "I.. didn't think that-". Before you could finish your sentence Kakashi pulled you by your waist and crashed his lips on yours. You tiptoed and wrapped your arms around your neck as you felt his naked lips on yours. Kakashi kissed you like you held the breath he needed to live. You parted with pressed foreheads and panting chest. When you opened your eyes you saw his entire face for the first time ever. "Holy shit you're beautiful". You said as your held his face in your hand. Kakashi chuckled and brought your right arm to his lips and pressed a kiss in each knuckle. "Thank you".
"Can I call you Hatake now? I guess we're close enough for that". You smiled and Kakashi only pulled your closer into him running his hands along you back. "I might call you a Hatake too".
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luvlady-writes · 2 years
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Hi Lu!!! I’m so happy that you’re back!!! I hope you’re doing well
Can I propose
The sound of your voice
The touch of your skin
Is hauntin' me (hauntin' me)- I’lll cry for you
With Kakashi? And relationship: lovers
Please take care of yourself
Love you 🌻
Hi nonnie, thank you so much! I Hope you like it. Sorry for the delay.
I Wanna Give You My Heart | Kakashi x Reader.
Summary: While on a mission, Kakashi thinks of you.
Note: This is for the activity "Pick a song thing", you can check it HERE.
This has no beta and since English is not my first language, expect some mistakes. Be gentle, I'm doing my best ♡
Requests and Ask box are OPEN.
Feedback is appreciated🖤
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It was the third day of his mission. Just being a bodyguard to an important counselor and it should be done. If everything goes as planned, they will arrive tomorrow at midday.
At night, they found an inn to spend the rest of the night in. Till morning, Kakashi has to stay outside the counselor's room in case something happens. Since he had to stay awake, he took his icha icha paradise book to entertain himself.
He read over and over the same paragraph. His thoughts were lost in his memories of you.
Two months ago you were working at Konoha's hospital as a nurse. After a mission went wrong, Kakashi needed some medical attention. He was unconscious when he arrived at the hospital, you were the nurse in charge of him. When he woke up, he wanted to leave the hospital. He was already up when you found him. It was hard, you struggled to convince him to come back to his bed.
He wasn't an easy patient, you have to check on him more than usual because he always tried to escape. He wouldn't stay there more than two days but he needed to rest.
Kakashi would read to pass the time and when you went to check on him, he stopped reading to do a little talk with you. He didn't say anything, he was even a little surprised. Something on you caught his attention; it was obvious you were beautiful, yet there was something else. Something that made him think of you every day even after he was released from the hospital.
The sound of your voice The touch of your skin Is hauntin' me (hauntin' me)
A week later, his thoughts of you didn't stop. Not sure of what he was doing, he sent you a bouquet to the hospital in them you found a handwritten little card that only says: "Thank you for everything. Kakashi".
When your coworkers say something about it, you blush. You didn't notice that Kakashi saw you blush and he was happy. Days after, he would go to the hospital to 'check something for the Hokage, "what a coincidence?" He would say. You talked a little and then he was gone.
By the third week, he gathered the strength to ask you on 'not-a-date'. You happily accepted. You two go on little dates at least once a week, he'll walk you to your house and leave. On the fifth date, he makes a move on you. He asked if you could close your eyes, and when you did, he kissed you.
After that day both of you spend your free time together, sometimes walking around the village, sometimes in your house and sometimes in his. He didn't admit it out loud but he fell for you and hard.
I'm still tryin' to come to my senses But I can't look back So I'm takin' my chances
He was convinced this time. When he finishes his mission and comes back to Konoha, he will ask you formally to be his girlfriend. And if everything goes well, he will ask you to bring his wife because this time, he is in love with you and wants to spend the rest of his days with you.
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