#latenighthinking

[aishiterude]

October 22nd, 2019

There have been many things that have happened in the past month. I’ve graduated, true and I have passed a year, trues birthday, applications for masters degrees, finding another job! There’s actually so much going on.

Lately, true and I have been on and off rocky. Sometimes we’re on the same page and sometimes we’re completely off. I find myself lecturing her about a lot of things but, I also want to be picky for what I am looking for in my wife. Which I want true to be my wife, like actually seeing a future with her. We both have to mature still and it sucks because I keep witnessing things that I shouldn’t call her out on because she has to learn for herself. All I can do is support her and be the best boyfriend I can be. We have reached a year now, and honestly it’s been the best year of my life. So many things have happened with true and I’m glad I could have experienced them with her.

On our anniversary we went to a bar but, due to the rain the view sucked, we then went to castle Loma for the Halloween event, afterwards we went for dessert at demetres and went bowling at the end of the night. The next day we went on a helicopter ride and ate at the Amsterdam brewery.

She had gotten me a star map(with our day on it), a cutting board, a knife set and a scrap book.

I haven’t used these things yet but I’m hella excited.

I made a YouTube video of us. And I really am happy about it.

I love this girl to death, and I hope to see her walk down the aisle.

https://youtu.be/UIW7yveP5qs

[rawr-boo-meow]

"I overthink too much And this weight becomes too heavy to handle But there's a solace in introspection Cause living in my mind is easier Protection And I'm finding out that I don't have much to say to people these days. That I have so many thoughts running through my mind. I am desperately longing to create something of substance so that my thoughts become the words I somehow can't find They're lost and I can't find them They're lost but I am trying to find what's lost" - Movements #lyrics #overthinking #mood #movements #protection #lost #latenighthinking

[all-i-ever-wanted-was-you-and-me]

On earth there is no heaven, but there are pieces of it.

[delicateinspirationn]

Late night thoughts

Has anyone ever thought you have one soul mate in the whole world, like theres just one person out there that is perfect for you. What if our soul mate isn't in Australia what if they lived on the other side of the world that can barely speak the same language. Imagine if we could meet people all around the world and could understand them. no matter the culture. Someone from New York could build such an amazing relationship/friendship/ownership with someone from Greenland or South Africa or Spain. Each life is limited from something the world has to offer.

[i-hthr]

I'm glad I've left some friendships and then there's other where I'm like shit I shoulda, coulda done more and been a better friend cause they were amazing

[angelicdemon15-blog]

Late night thinking....

What if none of the world truly exists, but instead it's all an illusion of one persons mind?

[aishiterude]

November 18, 2018

Sometimes I wonder what if we got back together.

What would be different. But, I realize how much I have. I snap back to reality of how wonderful I feel when I’m with true. I am 100% myself with her and I am always giving my all. I truly want to marry this woman. I am willing to put all my eggs in this basket. Supporting her through everything is what I want to do. I also realized that I share too much of myself. I don’t have any secrets to hide but, with true I don’t know if she does have anything. I was a little taken back from the whole thing with Kyven. I started to wonder what hasn’t she told me. But, I came back and all I want to know is if she’s okay. She’s my ride or die. I just hope she’s the exact same way for me.

I want nothing but complete happiness for this girl. I say that about Sarah too but, with True it’s literally nothing but unconditional happiness. If true and I don’t end up together for some reason. I thank God that this girl came into my life and helped me realize how much worth I have, how I can develop as a person and how much I can love. I really love this girl.

[rawr-boo-meow]

"So this is where it ends, the road we took together Turn another page, however and forever We only got one chance, the seconds are fading Under the moonlight, we're wishing the same thing I wanna remember, remember this moment Remember this moment, remember this moment Tonight, I'm thinking it's time To burn it all down before the rest of our lives And it can't last, so never look back Give me your heart and I will give you my hand" - We Came As Romans #memories #wecameasromans #lyrics #photography #mood #latenighthinking #nosleep (at San Antonio, Texas)

[brennyboobabygirl16]

idk. you don't seem 100% honest.... you seem....sneaky. I mean you did fucking cheat on me, then told me the day after New Years & said you didn't have to tell me but you did and that's fucking sick and it pisses me off to even think about that. Then at the club this summer you were mad at me but fucked with my head and came up to dance with me and makeout with me and then say at the end "it never happened" like wow that pisses me off. I love you. But you are on a tight leash. You think you can do whatever you want & get away with it and that I'll forget about it and forgive you. Well newflash, NO. had to vent....

[painoverlovex]

Thanks for making me feel like shit, once again... #quote #latenighthinking #cantsleep #fuckyouall

[ocean-bayy]

the irony.

I just realized something.. I remember back in 8th grade when I was dating that douchebag of a guy and my friends got so upset at me for it. but instead of trying to get me out of it, they decided to write me hate letters and reliever it to me in a folder in my history class. that killed me so much. but now when you’re in the same position I was, instead of writing you hate I tried to help you realize how much better of a life and future you could have without him. but instead of it working, once again I got burned and blamed for everything. so maybe I just shouldn’t try to help people anymore.

[aishiterude]

November 8, 2019 3:37am

As you lay beside me, I thank god that you’re someone who communicates, wants everything to work out and loves me unconditionally.

[herculeangirl]

Save yourselves!

I’ve learned a lot of new deep-what-keeps-you-up-thinking-late-at-night life lessons these past few years. I don’t know if that made me any bit wiser (although I’m hoping that it would) or a bit more foolish, but I realized that no one really is there to…

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[mrrunner]

I really, honestly love all my friends here at Shu ! Couldn't ask for other friends !!

[yoitsnhoell]

Say "I Love You."

I feel as if the phrase, "I love you", isn't used enough. At least not used meaningfully enough. Yeah, your parents or siblings are 'supposed to know' that you love them, but don't you think they would appreciate a reminder of your love every now and then?

What's sad is when something horrific or tragic happens that forces you and your loved ones to come together and realize that life is too short and that your time together doesn't last forever. That's when you wish you would have said "I love you." a whole lot more and would have showed how much you cared for them more often.

It shouldn't take a tragic event to make you realize the good things you have in life. Look now and appreciate all you've got. Most importantly, look at the people in your life and tell them how much you love them. It doesn't have to be for any reason at all, just that reassurance will do. I. Love. You.