#lbr theyre sad as hell

[prim-moth]

Sorrowful souls @iamjessemccartney

Commission

[narsicen]

College au!—straykids edition

small A/N side note: yES, so i was like “why not make my first headcanon?” right and yeah here we are. so i want to be able to let you guys know that you can request headcanons like these or under the same au! but with a different group! so yeah enjoy! this will be split into 2 parts sincE it wiLL gEt LONGGGG. enjoy!

genre: fluffy stuffy, college au!

warning: nothing aside from math and some jerky students/profs.

word count: about 2-4K (for all)

GN y/n!!! x skz!!!

Bang Chan

sweetest college bf out in your campus like WHATTTTT???

you ask yourself how lucky you have to be to gET soMEOnE LIke hIMMMM bC HSIHISIJf

anyway (sorry)

so basically would wait for you at your department’s building, like just outside the door of your building bc aparently the student council won’t let other students who arent in your course to go inside (</3)

he loves to give you his signature smile and like get giddy whenever he sees you bc he thinks youre the sun of his life like he will get tired (even if he naturally alrdy is) like super tired if he doesnt see you. :(

whenever you come out of your classes he would straight up hug you and then just ask you if you want something to drink something or some ice cream.

he’s majoring in bachelor of arts in music prod. program (fancy i know)

anyWAY so he sorta got invited to be in fine arts but he follows his heart and lets just say some people (not his parents) really disscouraged him to go to mUSic

BUT WE HAVE YOU AND THATS NO MORE PROBLEM FOR CHAN

you supported him ALL THE WAY and that just made him fall deeper in love with you

hes the type to be obvlivious to others asking him out because he literally cant see himself with anyoone else than with you and just think theyre joking or being nice. (JHDIJFHHWDJFJD)

like he would just focus on you (not in a possesive like creepy way) he just thinks youre amazing and shiz and he loves you for that and he supports your gut feeling bc he has that much faith and hope for you

i swear if you break his heart

anYWay

he LOVES LOVES

to just dress up in sweats everyday and you ask yourself how he can just go to a fancy dinner with you with a hoodie in his bag “incase” it rains he said but ended up wearing it over his casual fit

but you love him anyway

so you have to come to his dorm every once a week at least to keep him in check bc lbr (lets be real) he literally would choke on like idk cereal bars for breakfast lunch and dinner bc thats the easiest he can find in his cabinet

you open his cabinet and its just cereal bars

HE KEEPS THIS DINO PLUSHY (the one like his drawing) AND HE LETS YOU TAKE IT WITH U DURING EXAM WEEK BC HE KNOWS HE CANT SNEAK TO YOUR DORM AND THEYRE STRICTER SO THATS LIKE HIS SPECIAL AGENT TO COMFORT YOU

and we all know you just love to hug it and just take a breather

his scent is so comforting to you can you not

you once identitfied it as home so when you went to his hometown to visit him when he was on a leave, you sniffed the air when u got in and u said to him

“this doesnt smell like home..?”

“what does home supposed to smell then?”

‘Your colone or something”

and he just found that so cute and comforting idk dhhfkjshkcs

hE lOVES to eat what you cook because iT WAS YOUR PASSION TO COOK WTV THE HELL WAS IN YO FRIDGE

but you took up what your parents wanted bc you stated to yourself “mom and dad will get sad if i dont take this :(“

what a pure soul you are omg

anYWAy

so YESSS but you also realized you get hella tired when you do cook for a long time and youre more like booksmart or something (youre just so used to studying and reading a bunch of books)

but chan asks you to cook anyway because he doesnt want you to lose your passion and you appreciate him sm for that

even if your pancakes be crusty as hell he’d appreciate it bc bro he hasnt eaten real food in like weeks, months if you will

and he just gives you such a sweet smile when he eats

omg

and then he just showers you in compliments

okay but like he loves to show you his finished music/work because you're so down to earth he gets inspiration from you like dang bro

AND YOU LOVE HIS WORKS

as you should tho

so he gets all shy and giddy bc hes worked so hard on it and he cant wait to show his prof.

lowkey wants to write songs about you

which he has done but he couldnt bring himself to tell you about it or make the beat like EDMs or somethng

he like uses soft instruments if you get me

crying idk how to explain

but he like plays the guitar for your songs, ukelele or something

just sweet stUFFF

and its always about how you saved him from choosing the bad decisions and getting caught up in people’s dirt that they throw at him

omg

he gives you his hats

no hoodies bc thats his babies

i mean youre his no.1 baby too but he loves his hoodies okay

and you dont mind

hats can be of great use and you don’t need to be suspected to be dating the campus bf

yea they labeled him as campus bf

just bc hes so-

bf material

like u touch his hair, bf material, his hood, bf material, face, bf material

yeah but they never get to the third one bc you only get to do that

did i mention he invites you to watch his swim meets? cuz yes

DID I MENTION HE SWIMSSS?//S/S/D/S;D;DLFF

he’s like part of the varsity before but quit bc he said he enjoys swimming but he doesnt want it to be his passion, its just something he enjoys and he wants that in his heart only.

NO but during hIS VERY FIRST SWIm MEET that WAS like the first ever time you saw him w/o a shirt since hes shy all the time and you just realize how buff he is and you kind just went: 😀😄😀 for a sec but lbr you tried to make him feel better abt how he looks since hes shy or sum and you end up making him rlly flustered but you did your best HDHOSHD

and omg when he saw you in the crowd with a board that said “milky skin bang chan!” (yes a love so beautiful plug in bc i love them all sm) HE LITERALLY COMBUSTED LIKE IT GAVE HIM MORE MOTIVATION, STRENGTH AND HE JUST BOMBED THAT SWIM MEET, MANNNNNN and when he saw that he placed gold medal omg he was so happy and he looked at you in the bleachers

and you were jumping up and down saying his name, hes never been so happy <//3

omg then when he gets interviewed how he felt when he won

he was like so gidddy and all bc he saw you behind the camera guy witth your board and all and he couldnt contain his giggles

like omg ???? </3 ????

*just giddy chan noises*

Lee Minho

omg i love him SM DNKFSDKJFKJSD

HAUFHJHFE

DHFJSHDFJKS

okay ill stop

so the kind of guy to make you walk to his dorm and not like pick u up

as the devoted minho lovers we are, we do it anyway

but dw when you get there he makes sure to dress up his cats for you bc like omg their other parent IS COMINGEGGGDG TO VISIT HRHEJHF

such a soft boy when alone stop

would get shy when he does something for you

like gives a sheepish smile

but then insults you

in a loving way

like

“you fudging suck <3”

“i love you too <3” <— you btw

thats what happens

and we STAN BC ITS MINHO

anyway, he’s the writer for the university’s paper or something

and he always goes to the bulletin part and writes

“take care of your pets”

andd FUDGING PUTS LIKE HIS SMOL DRAWINGS OF HIM AND SOONIE DOONGI DORI

but no one knows that

sO yeah but yOU DO and you just gush to yourself how hdkjfhksjdjk AMAZING HE IS, and he would just roll his eyes at you for thinking like that bc he says hes nothing special amd you just want to slap him and love him for the rest of your life

and you make sure he knows u love him

sooner the school made him leave his cats in his home (like in his hometown) and not in the dorms and he felt sad bc he misses them sm for like a week or a month and he really just wanted to cling to you because

but he didnt go for that

and you had to initiate it first andd he was so grateful for that. like all his life he just had his cats to go to to, his fam and stuff but he realized how lonley he gets in his dorm and all.

and bro

you just love him for being so open to you bc every since yall met he just turned his shoulder to u and you coudlnt get anything out of him and when you started dating omg he just slowly found his way out of his shell and he realized not every hand that reaches out to him will hurt him or is cold and he touched your hand and it was warm and he called hit home </3

FUDGE MAN

SDOIFOSDKJSDFL *crying*

anywaY

hes a dancE maJORRRR ofc

but then he was like “no”

because he loves dance,, its apart of him and he wants it to just be his other safe haven when youre not there, so he decided to take up to be a doctor

a vet

yes

so he can take care of his cats and other animals (mainly cats)

but you know

and you realized HE HAD THE BIGGEST FUDGING HEART AND YOURE SAD BC HE NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO EXPRESS IT COMPLETELY AND WHENEVER HE DOES HE NEVER FINISHES BC ITS THAT MUCH AND YOU VOWED TO STAY RIGHT HIS SIDE TO LET HIM FINISH TALKING ABT HIS DREAMS AND SHIZ IN HIS HEART </3

he loves to just take walks on the campus at like around 10-11 pm not 12 because he says its time for him to feed himself some midnight snack

and hes the type to look everywhere for anyone who might see you guys and then hook his hand with yours and squeeze it lightly like hes BEEN WAITING TO HOLD UR HAND ALL DAY

omg im literally having tears stream my face rn

HES SO DOHKJSHDKJHSD

and then he talks abt his lessons and hes so thrilled to learn about cats and stuff

and you just cant help but stay silent and just look at him with the most adoring gaze ever and he just says

“what are you looking at ?”

and like in a defensive mode and u tease him abt it

“our cutie minho!~” or sum shiz and try to pat his head and he kinda freaks out or something and like slightly push you away and dramatically say you could have killed him

and you two just tease each other until you have to walk him to his dorm

yeah you thought youd be walked to ur dorm? yeah no we live in minho’s world

BUT

AS YALL GO ON WITH UR RELATIONSHIP HE SUGGESTED TO WALK U TO UR DORM ONCE AND WAS KINDA SHY ABT IT BC HES NEVER DONE IT BEFORE AND HE HONESTLY JUST WANTS TO BE THE ONE TO SAY BYE TO YOU AS YOU GO IN YOUR DORM BC HE SAW THAT GUYS GOTTA DO THAT TO THEIR S/O OR PARTNER AND HE WANNTS YOU TO FEEL SPECIAL BUT HE’LL NEVER TELL U THAT AND JUST REASONED OUT TO BE

“i heard from the council theres a psycho on the campus”

not original, kinda dumb but you just accepeted it bc you rlly dont wanna walk like half the campus back from his dorm to yours bc bro thats shiz scary in the dark and then its cold and u feel like someones watching

but its just youre anxious lol

and you gave him a little peck on the lips when he said bye and he made a face after you finished but went ahead and gave you another one on your forehead before saying bye fr and going to his dorm

he did a little dance when he was on the camp ground near the front of the entrance of the univ. an threw a penny into the fountain like hes acting as if he was so gracious to gift the fountain a penny after he just won the lottery or something

i wont say what u did bc we know you were like screaming inside

and that started becoming a habit and lets just say the creativity when yall leave each other some kisses to last for the night, </3 like these days he’d give you a peck on the lips the next few days, a little kiss on the nose or sum and a big hug </3

anyway

so minho would also have to tutor you in science (bio obv) you had some science program in your course that year or something andd you struggled with biology

as the doctor he is, he helped you with some

and you didnt ace the exam

he got you a cat shaped ice cream popsicle tho

wanna know why? he said that you would be too hard on yourself and he saved his scolding later and eventually after you finished your ice cream you guys went to study in the library

and guess what instead oof minho studying for his project

he tutored you in math

we hate math here yall

and he kept such a smol smile everytime you got it right and he realized how much you did your best to figure it out and he was so patient with you like he was so nice

but he did sigh like everytime u didnt get it right and it made you feel bad so you said to let it go its fine but he pushed on it bc he doesnt want you to suffer on your own when you study on your own.

UGH MOM I LOVE HIM

he calls his mom to talk to her about you and then talk to her cats about it, and then calls his dad to talk about his school and you also

he doesnt go like “MOM DAD, SOONI DOONGI DORI I LOVE Y/N” yeah no he like subtly talks about you and its so endearing for his parents to see his son to have found someone other than his cats and like it shows how much he admires you and you literally give him a smile everyday and he started thinking smiling for someone is the most romantic thing because he used to think its tiresome but now

he thinks smiling because of you, at you and for you is somethig only the heart can give

literally shut up im crying

“so son- how was your pro-“

“i had to teach Y/N instead of doing the project”

“ did you two have fun though?”

“*rapidly nods head* yeah and they told me all about _ *keeps talking*”

Seo Changbin

look at him and tell me he doesnt seem the type to have the biggest pecks in the game and is emo

dude he radiates flowers and everything nice on top

HAJDHFIJSDHJHDS

i fudging LOVE THIS BOY

hes the type to be everything emo but his personality is so beautiful

and you love him for that

he wants to be a detective

SO YEAH

its kinda like being in the police side and all

but he kinda wants to be like a DP or someone who catches deserters in the army but then the has an undying love to be a detective so yES

and you support him bc bro everytime he solves a case he gets so into it and its so - HJFHKDSJFSDJK

pls dont ask me why i think he’s wanna be a police or a detective or somethig i just get the vibes and all fhvisdijvds

OMG HES THE TYPE TO JUST COME TO YOUR CLASSROOM AND HAS HIS RESTING B FACE AND THEN WHEN HE COMES TO YOU HE JUST STRAIGHT UP USES HIS TINY VOICE OR SUM

like absolutely loves to embarrass you

like dont get me wrong hes a gentle man would defo pull ur chair out for you and all

BUT HE WILL NOT HESITATE TO TEASE U LMAO

but he says sorry and does a tiny exaggerated pout when you rlly get mad and dont accept his small apologies, he would most likely be sulking if you don’t accept it, (like in a joking kinda way yk) but he knows he prolly went far HE WILL NOT HESITATE TO RLLY SPOIL YOU like in a good way, but he also knows you deserve a proper apology and not just things so he will say sorry a bunch of times and try his best to make it upp to you

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LITERALLY HAS ONE OF THE DARKEST CLOSETS OUT THERE (aside from chan)

but he has this one pick shirt somewhere in the dark sea of black despare of his closet, yes he bought it jusst bc you asked him to match one day while going to the school fair once.

at first he didn’t wAnt IT at first bC it “rUinS” his aesthic and you tried your hardESt that whole week before the fair to let you guys match and when you guys met at the front gate there he is wearing that pink shirt with a bright smile on face and he admits its pretty “cool” and you had “i told you so” rights that day

you had it recorded

HDKFHKSDHFLKDHS PART OF HIS DARK PAST ALL IN AN ALBUM YOU KEEP IN YOUR PHOTOS

let me just say

the time at the fair and you suggested you guys go to the haunted maze for fun

he literally shook in his boots, he looked at you with wide eyes and just shook his head rapidly

and you just teased him abt it so he had to defend himself but failed to do so because he got dragged to the maze anyway

when you guys got out

he was literally clinging to you for dear LIfE, like he cant let go of your hand, would hug you every once in a while and yeah basically soft binnie </3

and the rest of the boys clowning him for being sacred in the maze

when you guys got home omg, he doesnt sleep at his dorm at certain days since his fam wants to play monopoly nights with him

he obliges bc he wants to see them lose (JKJKJK BYE) no but fR he goes bad home bc he’d secetly miss them </3

hes so cute i swear HDKFKDKJDH

he aLWAYS ALWAYS asks you to accompany him whenever he goes somewhere, the libraray, the cafe, home

like no kidding he asks you to sleep over like right after school and just drags you to come with him to his family dinners sometimes and game night

HIS PARENTS AND SIBLING/S LOVE YOU LIKE SM, you seem to have a charm for making changbin do his chores at homee or something so they love you JJHFJDF NAH BUT THEY GENUINLY THINK YOU GUYS FOUND EACH OTHER AND ARE LIKE THE MISSING PIECES TO EACH OTHER AND THATS SO FUDGING CUTE

like one time his sister spam called him to have you over, and he didnt bring you out of spite and he reported back to you saying he swore it was like he saw the heavens for a second

HEHJFKJSDFH YOURE BASICALLY PART OF THE FAMILY AND ITS SO NICE TO SEE HOW THEY LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS THEY LOVE THEIR AMAZING SON

like yall would go on picnics and they would spend more time with you than with binnie, he didnt mind bc he was just happy you were welcomed to his family, he just used it as an advantage to get cuddles later SGFHJGFSJKLFSGJK

he goes out of the country a lot since he was invited to a special university and he feels rlly bad since hes like a year older (just a year calmz down) and hes gonna graduate soon and he has to leave you for a bit

he considered breaking up with you since you guys wouldnt have enough time with each other and he couldnt just leave you without an explanation so he told you abt his worries

and you tHANKED literally EVRYYONE anD everything that he decided too explain it to you and not just leave you

and as the loving couple you guys are that is amazing beautiful life changig inspirational amazing never been done before never the same, you guys worked it out

he does visit many times and this one time he came back with his big ass muscles outta no where and you just 😧 like you were shOCKED

you prolly choked on air the moment u saw him like YOU LOVED HIM BEFORE AND YOU ALWAYS WILL but BRO

literally the only glow up that mattered and all he did was gave you that smile that you see in the gif

like

you go away, didnt tell me what the hell you doing, come back looking like this and just smile like youre innocent

im just gonna say you were thankful before and after DSHKJSDHJK

BUT YOUVE BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE FOR HIS DREAMS ITS SO HHVSHGJSHFGJH like he was genuinely so thankful to have you and you were thankful to have him too </3

yall just make me sick like its so endearing that i had to blow dry my eyes so the tears stop

you guys text and video call all the time but the timezones are so messed up its hard to meet

but changbin, being the man of your dreams, he made it work, got the night schedule for his classes so when you get out of classes and want to just talk and unwind, BAM hes up and ready to be husband material- ahem i mean your boyfriend

he loves to see you at the airport when he lands back at home and just goes to run up to you and hug you like bear hug

he's gotten ginormous HDFLSDLSD

but sometimes hes had the shizziest year and lowkey just wants you in his arms or to be in your arms, he will hug you when he meets you, lift you up a bit and twirl you

like he gives 0 hecks abt his bags, just drop and run

his first motive is “hug y/n” and his second motive is “kiss y/n” and his third motive is “be with y/n”

thats it

hes a smiple guy and you best give it to him

he loves loves loves when you give him a nose kiss when he sorta lifts you up when you guys first meet at the airport

and that just made me want a changbin

:( omg no he would tell you how much he missed you and how lonely he was waiting for your call when you guys be cuddling and he’d pout slightly and when you give him a little kiss that pout just turns into the sweetest grin and omg i want a changbin

would definetly talk to you about how much he wants to just stay here and be with you for the rest of his life and how hee promises to take you to a vacation that you deserve because lbr group projects and social interaction (except with binnie ofc) sucks

like bro 6-8 hours or more of being with humans suck, you have a big allergy for humans sometimes

but 365 days with changbin every year is literally all you need to cure your allergy <3

doesnt rlly have other hobbies aside from loving you and being the best boy out there </3333

actually i feel like he’d be one of the vocals in Chan’s music projects bc they besties wbk, AND WHEN CHAN GETS FEATURED ON THE SCHOOL’S WEBSITE FOR HIS SONG AND YOU HEAR CHANGBIN

you run to your phone, call him and straight up JUST GUSH OVER HIS VOCALS HEFJSDFHJKSDF AAAAAAA AND HE’D LITERALLY JUST BE WAKING UP BYE AND HE’S JUST SMILE AT HOW MUCH YOU ADORE HIM LIKE HE JUST FEELS SO LOVED AND CARED AND HE VOWED AT THAT MOMENT, HE WILL NEVER LET YOU GET LONLEY EVER AGAIN AND HE REALIZES LIKE AFTER ALL THIS AND ALL HE DOES TO JUST BE IN HIS DREAM HE REALIZES THAT HE’D WANT YOU TO APART OF HIS DREAM TOO </3

HE WANTS TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER BC BRO YOU PROLLY DISRUPTED HIS SLEEP, BROKE HIS EARDRUM BUT DUDE HES NEVER FELT SO HAPPY TO BE WITH SOMEONE and manz just excited to be able to grow old with you </3 literally loves you to the moon, to saturn, to pluto, to the ends of the universe and back

“where do you want to go after i finish my course? ill take you anywhere and everywhere!”

“don’t you have to work though? your job is to protect people not be a tourist guide.”

“yeah but then it’s you!”

Hwang Hyunjin

so like not to be dramatic but i would die for him

sorry

aNYWAYAYYA

so FINE ARTS KINDA BI-

hes actually really into art and he just loves to draw and paint a bunch of portraits, scenaries and yk all that, he loves to dance but he kinda considered it like minho, a part of him and his heart but its defeated with art

hes really passionate about art and he really really wants to pursue it

and you SUPPORT HIM WITH ALL UR HEART AS THE KING/QUEEN/ROYAL YOU ARE

you guys actually first met when you were touring around the fine art’s department with another student, and you guy accidentally bumped in the entrance of the art room or art hall

and you guys have been kinda awkward since then but likeeee you just couldnt get him outta your brain for the next few weeks (months)

and one day you decided to paint something for fun or draw yk you were just stressed and all, you saw him painting a beautiful flower and he looked up at you midway into painting it/coloring it, and he was just awestruck and he just admired you for a bit there (you did too so lolol) and he gave you a soft smile before inviting you to help him maybe with his work

turns out the flower painting was for his girlfriend (</3) and you kinda faltered bc you wished it was you in the place of his s/o and not some girl but then its not surprising he had a gf. sad sad for y/n BUT then he explained how much he wanted to dedicate this to someone, but he never straight up mentioned his girlfriend, he was just unsure of his relationship then since her activities been real sus

and you felt so bad because bro he admired his feelings (not some typo it means his feelings of liking someone or something) and the genuine feeling of being on air when youre in love and he just couldnt imagine it so he paints it to describe his feelings

bro shut up so eventually the girlfriend was cheating on him bcause her reason was like “he only cared about his paintings” and that HURTED HIM bc bro youre out being an indecent human and hes here trying to devote paintings and his feelings to you but you just go say he didnt think you werent worth enough and that rlly pained him

you guys eventually started dating after a few months (nearly a year) you stuck by him because lbr youre glad he left his ex but you were sad that he had to go through such a thing when he just wants to share his love and passion with someone else </3

and when i say the happiness he got every SINGLE TIME he sees you, think about you, mentions about you JUST YOU HES SO HAPPY TO BE HERE WITH YOU AND ALL THAT. HE JUST LOVES YOU AND HE REALIZES HE DOES DESERVE BETTER

and he thinks you are that “better” ,that he deserves or needs

literally shut up im bawling my eyes out

HE PAINTS FOR YOU!!!!!!

sis so like you realized all the paintings he’s done for his ex was all part of his past and for his ex forever, and he wants to let you know his feelings arent just recycled from his old relationship, he makes it the best and the most effort to give you new paintings and literally the cutest meanig behind it stop

hes so in love with the idea of love and hes so inlove with LOVE and you admire that someone that went thru hELL before and has been silently just drawing lines to say how much he feels just for no one to see, was so - JUST AMAZING like he amazes you EVERY TIME. like he would say before “i want to dedicate this to someone i really love…. like my gf” BUT NOW HE WOULD TELL YOU WHEN YOU VISIT HIM IN THE ART ROOM “i want to dedicate this to you.” AND WE ALL KNOW IN HIS HEART HE SAID ‘… you, the person i love the most.”

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA END MY SUFFERING

he would actually have stains on his face, arms and all that all the time and it makes you giggle every time you meet up with him like outside of the univ. and he just defends himself to say that its called the hard work of an artistic artist or something and you just love his dorky side </3

no bc he’s literally the campus crush, when i said campus bf for chan i meant it, but WHEN I SAID CAMPUS CRUSH FOR HYUNJIN, THEY MEAN LIKE CAMPUS HUSBAND

LITERALLY EVERYONE IS HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM

like as they should tho

and you cant help but find yourself wanting to just be in the shadows and get hyunjin when its dark out, after classes bc 1, youre irrelevant (thats what you think) and 2 you just feel like someone is bound to make you feel as worthless and make you want to think twice about really dating him bc he could deserve “better”

SIS YOU ARE THE BETTER FOR HIM

but he would notice this and he couldnt do anything abt the attention he gets sometimes but he would always come back to you like all the time, and like hold your hand oor something like he just wants to show you that even if he might get someone better in the future, you’re the best he can find now and he wants to make sure you know you arent irrelevant and you deserve to be loved too, and that you two are meant to be (lbr he’ll think youre the best he can find ever so yeah)

like it dont matter what zodiac you guys are and what folktale that says you guys are cursed, he loves you and you love him, and you both swore deep down that you would wanna keep that fire going for as long as you live

he would love to just cudddle with you after a long day at the art room and he would say hes stiff or sum and you’d overreact and try to tell him about all these types of stretches or offer to give him a massage or something omggg and he would just laugh at you but then come clean about the solution of just being with you cures alot of his pain, emotionally and physically

and you just felt so warm inside after that, (you still insist on giving him one since idk as the loving s/o you are, you dont want him in pain)

he’s dramatic but hes always like that with you, like thats just you two’s inside joke and its so warming how he wouldn’t dare show that side of him to anyone else because you deserve to see all the folded sides he keeps.

just shows how special you are (shedding tear drops)

he strives hard to make all these painting or drawings and shiz for your birthday/ anniversary/ etc. and you just have to accept the fact that encouraging him and making sure he knows hes talented is a full time job and you voluntarily took it.

but he spends so much time just loving being in love with someone like hes just a hopless romantic, loves the idea of love, being in love and shiz and he’s just glad to call you ‘his love’ yk it just replaces everything with the blank place holder of just “inlove with “”love”” “ yk that word suddenlyy just became you.

dates are not his thing like date planning, he’s rusty at it, last time you two went to the same art room you guys met in and he just gave you a tour and then paint with you

but you loved those moments anyway, you get to see your boyfriend at work and you get to see his thoughts just paint out into a beautiful picture, and where he doesnt have to have trouble expressing why he feels like this or why he feels like that, he can just be plain and open, like an open book for you to freely read and its like his way of saying all the things he hesitates to say.

when he told you about the time his seniors before him told him he should have just been a model or ssomething instead of an artist, he’d do better with that pretty face of his, you swore to hunt them down for discouraging him like that, but you couldn’t help but just soften at him

like he’s been through so much with all that and he had to strive his way into a new field he’s entirely new at and he just wants to express a different type of feeling in his art rather than just showing up at a studio for someone to paint him or just strut around with new clothes, sure that paid more, but art was where his heart found it’s home.

and you loved that part of him

(you loved every part but yk)

the feeling of finally knowing what the other person hass been going through, just right when they open up to you and you get the honor of being the person they choose to tell was probably the happiest moment of your life,

it just feels like a different type of intimate you know?

literally an honor.

and one time while you guys were on a date watching corpse bride together

and the line where victor said “pardon my enthusiasm” and victoria responded with “I like your enthusiasm”

yeah that was the two of you, like hyunjin would shy away from telling you what he really loved about art and how he expresses his art to others, you would always ALWAYS try to tell him how its beautiful and all that, he wont believe you of course but the thought tha you always try your best to tell him he did a good job and that you’d always openly want to share the interests and thoughts he had while making it, you wanted to show him you were patient enough to wait for him to show you the things he loved to paint or the thoughts that came to him while making the art piece.

just over all loving annd waiting for him to come out to you.

idk he may seem outgoing and all that and expressive outside but i feel like hes just a shy quiet boy inside that half of the time doesnt know how he’s feeling when he’s alone with his canvas, his canvas was his only best bud to share his inner thoughts and secrets yk

and yEAHHHHHH it seems so repetitive but rlly he JUST LOVES YOU

Like in a healthy way ofc

You guys also take Time on the weekends to clean his paint brushes and shiz and let me say the water fight you guys have- shfkjhskjhfhjdskj omg a mess

LMAOOOOOOOO but no it’s just all fun and throwing wet paint brushes at each other and just laughing then dreading to clean the mess

He doesn’t cook for u

Lol you thought

You guys cook together!!!!!!! He does the rearranged of the dinner plate and you cook

Teamwork at its finest

Sometimes he would just be your assistant and its so cute how him (being the tallest out of you two) just cluelessly handing you a bunch of things you ask and then curiously looking at what you’re doing

Crying

Or sometimes he’d cling to you by back hugging you while you make a sandwich or something and </3 you wouldn’t have to worry abt the cold when making your sandwiches. </3 ugh

Got him a cake once and he just knew you drew the art (?) on the cake with frosting, it doesn’t look like it considering your minor being fine arts, but you showed your best with the frosting

It had “to artist: Hwang Hyunjin,,,,,,, happy birthday!” And a little drawing of you two and kkami </33333

UGHHHHHH and he just loves the fact you consider him an artist when no one ever took him seriously

Even his professors, (no we know he’s got beautiful art and no one can deny it but its for my au I’m sorry </3)

But yeah and he just fell for you even more by that

He did the same for you and decided “I’ve watched them make sandwiches all the time ill make art it of it”

So yes

He made art out of it

Literally

He got the bread and carved it out and shiz then did it with the rest of the ingredients

Fanciest looking sandwich you’ve seen in your life and there was the calligraphy of happy birthday my love in ketchup and you just didn’t want to eat it

WHO WOULD WANT TO EAT SUCH ART

A MONSTER

Yeah but he decided to guilt trip u into eating it and it worked

</3 curse the puppy eyes of kkami and his

But yeah just a goofy dorky loving couple that is both each other’s biggest fan </3

[heymrstargazer]

hi hello i don't know nearly enough about your oc's so would you mind telling me about them?

WOULD I MIND??? PFTTT

we're gonna be here for a while

gonna do physical descriptions from the actual notes doc w/ little info dumps about all of them (more actual story details can be found at @wcygswhia​ and some better details in this post)

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Colin Rian O’Hanlon: 22, 5′6″, pale af with lots of freckles cause he’s very Irish, had a thick accent when he was really young but has mostly gotten rid of it (except for when hes shitfaced drunk), dark red kinda burgundy hair that looks more brown than red in darker lighting, quite a few scars

overall colin’s kind of a dick. he pisses people off on purpose, gets in their way, touches their things without asking, and makes them question just about everything they stand for. that’s for the employees of his parents’ business, at least. colins parents run an elite service of highly-trained hitmen, and at one point he was supposed to take over the company and was trained as such for many years. unfortunately colin decided killing people was wrong, and has been ostracized from the family since and is either used as a punching bag or completely ignored. but, because he’s an asshole, he doesn’t get much sympathy for the way hes treated. in all actuality, the things hes doing are his very backwards attempt at getting the employees to see what theyre doing is wrong and that they should leave as soon as possible

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Ross Jaymes Masters: 22, 5′9″, lots of tattoos, from wisconsin and has a midwestern accent (literally says ope every 5 minutes lbr), has bleached his hair to hell and back but is letting it grow out (finally)

ross is overall amazing in every way possible, very kind and caring but can be cocky at times (in a lovable way though). is basically a genius, almost has his phd in psychology because his schooling, along with colins, changed a lot when he moved in with the o’hanlons at 13 or 14. i wont get into all that, its pretty sad, but essentially moving in with them was treated as a boarding school type thing, and him and colin learned mostly through private tutors and didn’t really do summer breaks. hes incredibly charismatic and charming, and he knows it gets him more than it should. ross is also very private with his accomplishments because he knows how privileged he is to have all these things, especially in comparison to his 12 siblings and growing up as one of the very, very few pocs in the incredibly white, christian, conservative town he was born in

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Lynette Brielle Dawson: 21, 5′8″, really dark brown hair, some tiny tattoos here and there

lynette comes off as very professional, and saves any arguments or problems for when she can talk to the individual in private. she grew up with her family working in the same business as the O’Hanlons, so she has a lot of knowledge and training already covered which is why she so easily gets accepted into the O’Hanlon’s company. colin and lynette are sort of each others worst nightmare. lynette is like the child the colins parents wish they had, so it causes a lot of friction between them there, and they just started off on the wrong foot and somehow manage to trip their way to another one every time they talk. lynette is trying so hard to do everything right and make a name for herself so colin is there every step of the way messing that up. theyre really the only thing keeping the other from succeeding, cause lynette could do her job if he was out of the picture and colin would be able to stay under his parents radar if she stopped showing him up (unintentionally) in every way possible. eventually they do agree to stop making each others lives miserable, but of course shit hits the fan right after

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Vincent Cohen Brenner: 5′11″, 20, definition of straight white boy (blond hair and all)

oh how i hate this dickhead. hes manipulative, rude, arrogant, overly privileged, and knows he can get away with anything. he originally was just accompanying lynette to the masquerade (where she was hired) because she didn’t want to drive hours to the middle of nowhere alone. unfortunately the end of the masquerade didn’t end how lynette thought, so she ended up asking if vincent could be hired as well. hes careful not to show that hes an asshole around her, but colin can see it from a mile away. its another big clashing point between all of them, and hes so willing to do anything for lynette because he has a very creepy stalkery crush on her. dont get me wrong, he comes off as a very nice, respectful person, but some of the fucked up parts show through in his humor and such

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Austin Elliot Keller: 6′, 25, also the definition of a straight white boy but like the lovable himbo version (light brown hair)

austin has worked at the mansion for a few terms, and has managed to make friends with ross, and somewhat colin (a feat in and of itself). hes incredibly dedicated to his job, which can put a strain on some of his relationships, but overall hes very considerate and genuinely a good person (despite his profession). he takes a liking to lynette right away, not in a creepy way, and shows her a lot of respect and offers to help her through the first few months at the mansion because its all so new. while its subtle, its very different from the friendship she gets from vincent, and because lynette is very her, the two of them mesh very well together. they become friends very quickly and its kinda obvious that theres the possibility of something more there, but neither of them rush into anything and they really build a good relationship before going into anything romantic

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Valarie Marie Grimshaw: 24, 5′5″, a sweetheart honestly, pretty much looks like emma roberts

ugh as i said a sweetheart. she just wants to be friends with people and loves making connections, but isnt entirely a people pleaser. she knows she cant make everyone happy and is okay with that. she makes a very quick connection with lynette, like instantly they become best friends, but she also starts hanging out with colin early on. she develops a bit of a crush on him, very curious as to what he has going on especially being stuck in the mansion despite that his parents hate him. lynette makes fun of her endlessly for it, but valarie also makes a bit of connection with him (as friends) and sorta coaxes lynette into giving him a chance (not that either lynette or colin want it, but still)

[naw-naw-honeyimgood]

ChengQing (lmao never realized that was their fucking ship name)

so pros of (Jiang Cheng/Wen Qing):

one of the few possible het ships available to mdzs fans like there are all of five named female characters and this is the only one not in an established het pairing. and like sure ive seen yanli w/ someone else a couple times but you CANT put her with JIANG CHENG and i cant say ive ever seen mianmian in a serious relationship in fics with anyone besides either her canon hubby or a chick (usually yanli, wen qing herself, or even sometimes both lmao).

it’s basically written itself in cql!! he has a very obv and clear crush on her, even gives her a comb and offers to help her! she seems interested but the way the storyline went it was simply not meant to be :’(

you get to pair off jiang cheng!! ngl once u finish mdzs its kinda sad for everyone not wangxian (in their generation/above) cuz theyre the only one that get a happy ending. Everyone else is forever alone / depressed / bitter or a combination thereof. so it’s nice to see jiang cheng getting a happy ending!

he... gets... kids...? like ngl as a childless person that is happy to stay that way thats not exactly a pro in my eyes but you might look at his relationship w/ jin ling and say “he’s a great father! he deserves to be a father!” which okay good news! wen qing can bear children!

Now. Cons. 

for one thing the fact that you have a lack of options doesnt exactly mean every possible het pairing can have good chemistry even if you change circumstances enough. there comes to a point where certain pairings can only be really viable if one or both of them are ooc.

lets be honest im willing to bet that AT LEAST 80% of the reason cql introduced this ship was because they were not allowed to make the wangxian pair explicitly Together (and i dont even mean anything specifically sexual), and they needed SOME SORT of romance to feature in the story. xuanli doesnt count because theyre an established background ship,  the jiang parents dont count as romance, we aint talkin about the villain relationships, and lbr, mianmian already had a lot more signif in cql than mdzs. so it makes sense that they took the arguably most important male chara besides wangxian and made him have a crush on the most important female character that wasnt his SISTER. 

what im trying to say is that cql pulled that pairing out of a hat. if you look at canon at ALL i highly doubt there would ever have been feelings, just as there never were. we dont quite know the age dif but we know that wen qing was the older sister and wen ning might have been a bit younger? than the boys? cannot quite remember but we dont know if she was only a year or two older or if it was like. mingjue and huaisang. we dont know! and i canNOT see jiang cheng going for an older chick. also their personalities would clash So Much. she has older sis vibes and not the gentle kind like yanli. she snaps at wen ning’s mumbling and stuff a good couple times- you think she’d tolerate jiang cheng’s emotional immaturity? hah. 

this also kinda segues into my main point of: as depressing as it is that jiang cheng is forever alone unless you pair him off... he would honestly put whoever you pair him off with through hell. he’s not nice. so many jiang cheng stans like to argue that he’s a traumatized kid that was raised to channel his emotions through anger (and raises bitterness under his skin like an ugly puppy) but inside he has a heart of gold, and they’re... not exactly wrong! i mean- literally every younger chara is traumatized in some way. but... that doesn’t really... excuse the shit he’s pulled? as much as jiang cheng stans like to forget: jin guangyao was RIGHT when he said that jiang cheng’s insecurities got wei ying killed. his CLOSEST ALLY. 

tying back to wen qing we have their actual CANON interactions (or lack thereof). wen qing didn’t exactly protect wei ying and jiang cheng out of the goodness of her heart when lotus pier fell: she was protecting wen ning (her BROTHER) from the repercussions of his own actions by saving wei ying (and Jiang Cheng ig idk he was just there bUT YOUNG MASTER WEI-)

not QUITE sure why she agreed to doing the golden core transfer (maybe scientific curiousity? i mean she had an unproven medical theory and here was a volunteer) but it def wasnt For Jiang Cheng.

and then the next time she saw him? do you guys remember the next time she saw him? it’ was when jiang cheng came up to the burial mounds to kill wen ning’s corpse and tell wei ying to turn over the wens. 

KEEP IN MIND that jiang cheng KNOWS wen ning and qing SAVED HIS FUCKING ASS after lotus pier (not How but he KNOWS THIS) and yet he still tells wei ying to hand them over.

he makes wei ying choose between what amounts to the cultivation world and his morals. 

that does not a good healthy relationship make. also again their personalities would clash like so bad. i love wen qing way more but you have to admit her personality is super similar to madame yu’s. and we already agreed that jiang cheng was traumatized as a kid. im not saying fengmian didnt have a hand in it but you gotta admit a good amount was madam yu and her insecurites and accusations she piled on her son. and you wanna pair him up romantically with someone who won’t take his shit and smile? will call him out? HAH.

im not saying this because i think jiang cheng should be with a softer personalitied (guy) like lan xichen or wen ning or huaisang because god knows those pairings have their own issues. im just saying that in canon-verse all i can ship whole-heartedly is jiang cheng / therapy, but since there is not therapy in canon-verse, or even if there WAS then there’s no way he’d admit to needing it, then yeah he can stay single for all his bitter life. better that than making jiang parent relationship 2.0 like fuck.

(this of course means that in modern aus where he DOES get therapy i am Open)

also real quick but jiang cheng was NOT a good parent to jin ling and i will not take constructive criticism like sure he was better than the jiang parents and the lan parents but that is SUCH a low fuckin bar and it’s a fact that in chapter 9 jin ling literally thinks “if I can’t slice off her head with this blow, I will die here- death it is then!!” (taken gratefully from the exiled rebels scanlation) and that is NOT a healthy-minded child.

the only healthy minded children is like. jingyi. and probably sizhui. although i am not here for the way the lan sect raise children but sometimes you have to take what you can get.

also i want you to look me in the eye and tell me that wen qing could and would do anything besides throw down with someone that so much as looked at her brother wrong

because jiang cheng apparently decided to lay the blame for jin zixuan’s death at wen ning’s feet (which is incredibly ironic considering he blames wei ying for yanli’s death??? like i feel like he could stand to use his brain cells a bit more??) and repeatedly tried to kill him.

[whence-the-woody]

Finale commentary under the cut

So I wanted to kind of liveblog as I was watching but held back so these are my remembered reactions/second watch reactions

Bummed there was no song recap but quickly figured itd play at the end

PUPPY. Best part of the ep, lbr, Dean was so cute with him

Theyre really doing a cheesey life montage huh - still not clear whether monsters are a thing in this new world?

I was watching the mins tick by during this first montage like OKAY we get it, cheesey happy home life, move along. There was only 40 mins left of the whole show like get on with it, it went way too long 

We definately needed to restablished that Sam is neat while Dean is messy. Totally necessary to spend time on that. Also didnt Dean get houseproud when they moved into the bunker?? What happened to that?

OMG get on with it

Then becomes apparent that hunting is still a thing. Which if so what was the point of showing then doing fucking laundry and dishes while “Ordinary life” plays - if its not just an ordinary life?

At this point i thought it might go the route of them being listless without hunting as a job but then murder scene so I guess not

This whole pie sequence is stupid and a waste of time, we all know it

Dean being a cold, heartless bitch about everyone being dead. Aces. Not unexpected but still just great. How dare you be so happy about pie fuck you dude. 

DOES ANYONE REMEMBER EILEEN

Pie is the face is not funny my dudes come the fuck on

I started skipping through during the murder scene. I was bored. Like, I dont care about tension building to the murder of a family we dont fucking know. Ive always skipped these scenes, what is the damn point. Its not scary or interesting. 

GET ON WITH IT

Same old FBI bullshit. Nice to see the journal again I guess. But like, this is STILL what we’re doing? In the very last ep? Same old, different day, just like 15 years ago. Really?

Singer and Kripke. Subtle. 

I skipped through the interrogation too. I dont find the scary brother act cool or entertaining 

15 mins in and nothing has happened

Theyre trying so hard to give Dean jokes and nothing is landing, its so cringe just stop

The way the little clown faces pop up - if that supposed to be scary? Really? Its all just so silly rn

Watching it again I realise just how easy this hunt is. The answer is in the journal. They find the exact family. They find the exact barn. The kids are just stood in a cupboard. This is what takes Dean out, really? Its not even a normal hunt, its a way too fucking easy one. 

I do not remember this chick or what ep she was in, maybe theres some parallell or foreshadowing by bringing her back but if there is I dont get it

Bottom line if youre gonna bring people back WHY THE FUCK THIS RANDOM GIRL

I knew so fast he was gonna go out like that. Hanging from a fucking nail

I kept saying out loud not like this, no way, this is so stupid, its so stupid omg

I paused and tried to talk myself into putting aside how stupid and awkward it was for him to be doing this scene hanging off a pole and just try to invest in the emotion of the speech. Which I achieved at times

but why was is so awkward tho?? Just the way hes stood pressed against it is fucking weird. Also 1000% Sam couldve gotten help and he wouldve been FINE. It took so long for them to talk, an ambulance couldve been there before they were done, there was no need for this

Okay the speech did make me cry once I pep talked myself into being invested. The reference to being scared Sam would reject him, the I love you so much, Sam saying dont leave me, the stay with me and tell me its okay - all those moments got me and I did cry. I appreciated the family business line. I liked Jensen telling Jared he always keeps fighting, that was a nice reference. 

BUT there were also those moments that made me scoff, roll my eyes or laugh. The whole “always you and me” bullshit especially. The second I knew he was going to say I’ll be in your heart I yelled at them to no do it, I hate that cheesey move, then literally was like “oh my god, he did it”. It WAS NOT always going to end like this - so much of the last 15 years was proving him wrong about that. This is all just so wrong, it is not good. 

Jensen and Jared did a good job with what they were given in this scene but my god

The audacity of the Cas erasure- always you and me. FUCK YOU. 

I laughed out loud when his last shot was a One Perfect Tear. I was literally like “Oh wow they did that”

DEAN DESERVED A BETTER DEATH

It also kinda loses all impact when you see him like 2 mins later

MIRACLE IS THE REAL MVP ILY

Theyre really doing another montage. Really. Like we get it, hes sad, we didnt need the toast to understand that

Omg Miracle by his side. The best of bois. 

Looking around his room like beer and guns was all dean was. Sure. Aces. 

I choose to believe Bon Jovi was a ref to before Dean went to hell

If Donna is back why isnt anyone else?!?

Oh Jared you look so old bby. Go home. He looks older there then later in the ridiculous make up

Why is that shot made to look like hes leaving the bunker forever?? Like that makes no sense

Bobby greeting him is nice and all BUT IT SHOULDVE BEEN CAS

Also they are 1000% doing the show don’t tell by having Bobby just sit and explain everything. SO FUCKING LAZY

Cas has been out of the empty, helping rebuild heaven. Okay, fine. Even Dean’s reaction to hearing that was fine. BUT YOU ASK WHERE YOUR FUCKING BEST FRIEND IS AND GO SEE HIM. WHO IS THIS VERSION OF DEAN WTF

I know people are upset Cas is back working in heaven but I dont think its anything like before. It sounds like he helped fixed things then got his own heaven. Also he’s God’s Dad, hes not serving God, hes teaching him. I know human Cas done right is what we wanted but I dont hate this for him. BUT WE SHOULD HAVE FUCKING SEEN IT. 

Why is a memory of being a kid with his Dad what Dean is reminiscing on. They have literally reverted him back to s1. There are so many memories dean should be thinking about in fucking heaven

Hes going for a drive

Hes going for a motherfucking drive

In the car he was just in

WHY THE FUCK IS HE ACTING LIKE HE HASNT SEEN BABY IN YEARS WHAT IS THIS SHIT

Hes going to drive around doing nothing until Sam gets there are you fucking kidding me. Not going to see any of his family from the last 15 years, just driving. Absolute horseshit. 

This is the moment where you realise that this episode has changed NOTHING. This is the same ending as the last ep except theyre in heaven not on earth

ITS THE EXACT SAME FUCKING THING

Okay so they skip over how Sam went from going on a hunt to walking with a toddler. OMG how unsubtle that they have literally just labelled the child Dean in big yellow letters. I couldnt help but laugh, how fucking stupid. 

I did get a bit teary when the music started I’ll be honest. But mostly through the whole montage (ANOTHER ONE) I was saying to myself This is so fucking stupid. omg this is dumb, what the fuck is this, so stupid.

They literally did a montage so long they had to play the song twice. Im just done at this point wow. 

The old man make up is so bad I just laughed. The only pictures being of the 4 of them, reinforcing the Winchester only bullshit, great. Not even pics of this new random family Sam’s got. The painfully cliche Dad moments for Sam, again so bad its funny. Omg the hand on the head of this random kid, this is so ridiculous. Old man sam in his bad wig trying so hard to move like hes old and crying in the impala. Wtf is happening, this is SO STUPID 

I thought theyd cast a more attractive son I’ll be honest. So he has the tattoo - are they a hunting family? Because that would go against both s1 Sam they’ve tried to go back to and the s15 Sam they build up to for all those years

I know they were going for an emotional parallel with that “you can go now” but this random man saying it to Sam in that make up, with the music cue lined up right there - its just funny coz its so dumb im sorry

I cant believe they actually played another different version, I’ll never get over that

Theres alot of things I’ll never get over

Is this bridge supposed to mean something? They shouldve picked a setting that meant something

I know theyre trying so hard to make Dean look happy and peaceful to convince us its a good ending but sis no

I laughed out loud when Dean turned around - WHAT IS THAT OUTFIT SAM?

Really, they have nothing to say? No questions, no convo? They just have cheesey smiles and look over the water? This is so wrapped up in a fucking bow trying to force us to feel good my god

The cut almost immediately to them talking to the camera, still in character getup, was so cringe I yelled and turned it off

And they pan out to literally none of the people we want to see . Great, Good. 

LITERALLY WHAT WAS THE POINT 

[midoriyaizukustan-inactive]

anyway now that ive been in the fandom for a bit i think its time i called myself out and say that i. Love shiniida

hear me out. neutral good, disaster bi iida with true neutral, functional gay shinsou? we stan.

like just consider for a second. shinsou goes to talk with midoriya to get some closure abt their fight in the sports festival and obv talking to midoriya means having to be near his two besties iida and uraraka

anyway midoriya draws shinsou in like the sun he is and so he ends up kinda friends with iida and uraraka as well. along the line they become full-fledged friends esp when he starts doing extra training w them in addition to the training hes gettin from aizawa so he can “”keep up with you hero course nerds”” (in his own words)

anyway so he starts hangin out with the izucrew more and consequently. iida.

iida is the mom/dad friend (depends on his mood that day which one he is) so he usually organizes some hangouts that r also study groups. and now that shinsou is his friend, iida invites him as well

im thinkin eventually iida and shinsou figure out that iida has a strong suit in math but is weak in language, but shinsou is vice versa, so they decide to arrange extra study sessions so they can get the extra tutoring they feel they need

and finally,,,,the pining™ begins

im honestly not quite sure How they fall for each other or how long it would take buuuuuuut……,.,.

iida would definitely admire shinsou’s drive and determination and i feel he’d be rlly charmed by him once he got passed shinsou’s distant, kinda hostile first impression. like once he got passed shinsou’s kinda defenses and saw the tired, funky dude he is that loves cats and sweaters, iida’s poor bi heart wouldnt stand a chance, not even a second. iida would definitely think shinsou’s love for cats/all things cute is adorable. also i think iida would be exasperated w shinsou’s hair but like in the Fondest Way possible. at first he’s like “shinsou u gotta try to brush ur hair!” and shinsou is like “u can try it wont do anything” and hes right it Doesnt. but eventually the messy style grows on iida and he finds he wants to run his hands thro it,,,also iida at first kinda doesnt get shinsou’s sense of humor but he eventually learns to love it

shinsou on the other hand would be softly disgruntled abt how iida cares for him with what i call the Aggressive Affection. cause iida is just like “shinsou! its past 12 am! i would advise you get some rest now” and he wont stop badgering him until shinsou at least turns off his phone and like “shinsou! i made u breakfast bc u slept in late! u can eat it while we walk to class together!” and hands him some cute lil breakfast thing that keeps shinsou’s hands warm while they walk in the morning air. and at first shinsou is like “bruh” but eventually knowing that iida cares so much makes him feel all warm inside,,,,,, and shinsou Would 100 percent find iida’s chopping motions and general gestures he makes when he talks Adorable As Fuck. and he thinks its sweet that iida cares so much abt helpin him academically as well as heroically

anyway i think shinsou would realize his feelings first bc iida is,,,a disaster,,,and he would freak the fuck out becuz oh shit thats quite the distraction from becoming a hero student

iida notices when shinsou starts to avoid him and he gets really sad :[ and it rlly starts to bother him so he tries asking shinsou what he did wrong but shinsou is always in a flustered panic and its like “OHHH LOOK AT THE TIME GOT,,,GENERAL DEPARTMENT THINGS TO DO,,,,GOTTA GO BYE IIDA” so when asking shinsou doesnt work iida tries to ask his friends if they can think of anything but theyre just as confused as he is bc they didnt even realize shinsou was distancing himself. this just makes iida feel even worse bc that means its Just Him that shinsou’s avoiding so its Clear that he did do smth wrong

eventually he calls tensei abt it and tensei kinda calms him down abt it thank you tensei

meanwhile aizawa is like “what,,,is wrong with my child” bc hes not dumb hes observant as hell and he knows shinsou’s been acting kinda skittish lately esp during training so eventually after training one day aizawa sits him down and is like “im not letting u leave until u tell me why ur so freaked out lately” shinsou tries to fight to escape but aizawa is a Pro Hero and shinsou has only been training for a couple months now so he doesnt make it lmfao rip eventually shinsou gets out that he has a crush (how embarrassing poor guy probably wanted to spontaneously combust when he admitted it) and that he doesnt know what to do with it and aizawa is just like “wow mood”

no but really aizawa calls up mic and is like “hi yes hello ur the distinguished gay in this relationship can u give our dumb son some advice”

so mic swoops in and probably embarrasses shinsou a lil bit but overall shinsou accepts his feelings a little more after the talk so thats Something thanks mic

anyway so this pining goes on for a while longer with iida feeling :[ and shinsou feeling bad but like not knowing what to do dkjfjkf. like after the talk w mic it isnt nearly as bad as it was but shinsou’s still awkward and iida can still tell smth abt their relationship has gotten a little stilted :[ but then the joint training exercise happens and its reveled that shinsou is GOING INTO THE HERO COURSE BABEY!!!!!!!

iida is So Excited that he lifts our boy up and spins him around!!! and shinsou is so FUCKING gay he doesnt know how to function once hes put back on the ground smfh so much for being a functional gay huh shinsou

anyway iida starts apologizing profusely like “im so sorry shinsou my excitement just got the better of me and i hope i didnt make you uncomfortable but im so happy for you-!” and shinsou’s like “im in love with you” iida probably passes out lbr

no but both FREAK OUT over that confession and like its so fucking funny bc it was in front of EVERYONE and aizawa just fucking facepalms bc god why does his dumb kid have to take after him so much smh

anyway EVENTUALLY iida and shinsou calm down and before shinsou can Sprint the Fuck Away, iida is like “i!!!!! love you too!!! not as just a friend!!!” and shinsou hides his face in his mask/capture weapon and iida is just kinda bashfully holding his helmet close to his chest and HHH I LOVE MY BOYS………….

anyway they talk and shinsou is like “yeah so im sorry for being weird this past month and a half its because feelings” and iida is like “OHHHH i thought i did something wrong omg” and so they clear that up w each other and start dating. and they are. Adorable. THE couples’ goals in the izucrew. u wish u were as cute as them

iida reading on the couch w shinsou layin down on him?? iida reading TO him while he’s layin down on him in an attempt to help lull him to sleep??? oh my fucking god. thats so good. shinsou brings snacks to their study dates (and theyre actually iida’s idea of regularly scheduled dates someone help shinsou djkfjk) to make sure that they both actually get some food in them. TRAINING TOGETHER,…,..both get v flustered at first but then they get used to it,,im soft

just….my boys….thank you for your consideration. uhh stan shiniida

[wwounu]

Yesss Keags! You absolute genius! as everything crumbles around him, he dreams about the Reader bc they are his safe space. And he learns he has the power to create as much as he can destroy also. So he puts it to his advantage to do just that with the Reader. And ahh the fluff after the angst bc our baby finds his self confidence. & you can see him and reader traveling bw the two worlds helping every way they can. & nonu teaching little ones like him that it's good to be different. 🥺😭 -🍰

*bare with me

okokok so

wonwoo is obviously in bad condition and everything around him is just crumbling to bits

and all he wants to do is see you but hes scared he’ll hurt you without realising it so which is why he hides away

and everyone who comes across him is wished away to god knows where

but his power temps him to do bad things but the wonwoo thats still there still holds on and tries his best to stay away from that danger as much as possible to keep others safe

but its too much for him

he wants the pain to go away but it hurts so much and he wants to hurt everyone who has ever hurt him

And it only causes more pain to come and hes honestly tired of it all and the only thing that calms him down is thinking about his bookstore, his family and you

so he cries himself to sleep in isolated destruction

however in his dream he dreams of you and he feels happy as if hes lived in misery all of his life

and you say ‘do you want to stay with me, wonwoo? Forever?’

and wonwoo, whos still in love, says the quietest ‘yes’

and youre like ‘okay’ before you push him with the slightest touch and he falls backwards and its strange

its first through hell, then the celestial world, then his bookshop, then into darkness

and hes like ‘not... not again— im scared, please’

and wonwoo wakes up with tears in his eyes and sits up

but hes in a bright, clean room and says ‘huh?’ in a tiny voice

And his condition is still the same, wrecked and damaged and the dominant voices are tempting him to do soemthing he’ll regret

it gets too much before you come into the room because he’s in your bedroom in your apartment

and you just. Drop everything and jump on him

he winces, hurt, but is too shocked to process this all

to process y o u

and he genuinely foesnt believe it until youre like ‘youre here’

wonwoo: here? ive only been gone for two days...

then you pull wonwoo away, confused as you say

‘wonwoo... its been three months’

and you look absolutely wrecked by saying that fact and wonwoo has completely forgot about the day rotations in the real world and the celestial one bc they work weirdly

but you dont go further and point at an open window blowing in cold air and youre like

‘Ive kept it open every night hoping youd come back through it... i even left the light on and your favourite book with one of your pot plants in the library’

and wonwoo starts to cry because this is the most sentimental thing someone has done for him and he holds you tight while dangerously sobbing

even though youd recoprocate the hug, there was something hanging to the hug that wasn’t wonwoo

anyway wonwoo says ‘please, the world is so cruel to me, i... i just want to be with you, i want it to only be us two—‘

hes shaking but the room also begins to shake and youre getting scared, figuring out that wonwoo is probably doing this all

so you stop him and go, hold on wonwoo, listen

and you pat his tear stained cheeks and hes just like a sad kitty just wsnting to be loved, with his broken wings that are classified as impure and disgusting, his whole being classed as disgusting

the shaking stops a little but you can see correlations between wonwoo wincing when the shaking intensifies

and you simply just ask ‘whats happened?’

and he explains about his power and how he feels like he cant be in control and its like hes in the passenger seat of all of this

he cant go on because it makes him sob more and youre just wiping away his tears one by one, letting him take his time

then you say how you’ll protect wonwoo through the good and bad, that hes stronger than this force because theres still that good in him which knows whats right and that it doesnt change anything about how you feel about him

wonwoo: what if i hurt you?

you: i’ll be okay, you’ll save me at the end of the day

he goes on how he cant control it but one touch from you and he’s automatically calmed, breathing steady and the room stopped from trembling

and wonwoo smiles, crying again this crybabyboy before he eventually sleeps next to you, your apartment room having itself stop shaking and glad that your angel is by your side again, playing with his feathers because it helps him fall asleep

OR LIKE (im sorry this is so long djdhs) he disappears for a while in his world of destruction in order to protext the reader, but he’s still observing over them as they do their day to day things, and he wishes small favours to make their day and help them but on the other hand wonwoo thinks they’ve had their memory wiped by the angels and demons, when in reality the angels and demons kept the readers memory because the fear over wonwoo’s power and what he’ll do to them, so whenever wonwoo isnt paying attention the reader is always doing things for wonwoo because they miss them, like opening their window everynight, driving past the bookstore to make sure its in shape, taking a plant or two or all to water and care for them, play with one of wonwoo’s feathers that fell from his wings in their wallet, small things like that which wonwoo doesnt notice and its :((( but they eventually find their way together again bc lbr theyre fated to be

[professor-abeloved]

some kenji + mc/kenji hcs

kenji’s favorite show is daredevil, but his favorite marvel superhero is she-hulk (he likes superheroes who are lawyers okay let me live)

u can’t tell me that he and mc don’t watch superhero shows on the couch for “research” (hint: it’s because theyre dorks lol)

at one point dax joins them to geek out and poppy sighs in the background

kenji likes to cook and mc has burnt water before so really, thank based kenji for saving mc’s hopeless ass

mc falls in love with kenji’s cooking the first time they try it in mc’s apartment

“oh my god these are so gOOD !! can i please hire you as a personal chef instead” 

kenji grins. “i don’t think grayson will allow it, but i wouldnt mind coming here to cook for you everyday”

cue mc choking on their food beause holy thats so cute and domestic i cry

kenji makes killer yakisoba so it’s what he gives people when he cooks for them for the first time

...but he also likes making it because it reminds him of simpler times with his mom (she had a secret ingredient)

it’s one of mc’s favorite dishes, but when they see kenji cooking it out of nowhere, they go and give him a comforting hug him from behind 

oh going back to the superheroes thing, they watch and consume a lot of superhero media but almost always end up on ‘opposite sides’ (i.e. kenji stans superman while mc is batman all the way, kenji is #TeamTony while mc is firmly on steve rogers’ side)

they do a lot of team-building exercises (;D) in their spare time

by that i mean, they do actually train together you know both kenji and mc both wanna save people + have other reasons for being superheroes *(will link mc’s reason when i write it because it’s p angsty lmao)

their first training session sucked though because now instead of getting in each other’s way, they try to put each other out of harm’s way

fuckin dorks

but yo once they get over that, u get a kickass superhero power battle couple !!!

(i personally hc that their general strategy is for talos to keep the villain busy why mc sneaks up on them)

i already mentioned this before but kenji recognizing mc in their superhero costume because he committed the way mc says his name to memory <3 just <3 gets me <3

kenji loves to fly while being held by mc tbh and they totally kiss (and do other stuff) in the air

he also?? loves the fact that mc is stronger than him?? holy hell he gets hearteyes the first time he sees mc casually lift something huge like the sofa or something

similarly i hc that mc gets the dokis when kenji o b l i t e r a t e s someone in an argument 

(maybe because someone is talking shit about mc & kenji fites them and wins because he’s his mother’s son + debate club wtf!!)

pls imagine mc absentmindedly picking up and wearing kenji’s jacket after a team-building session and kenji just staring because shit. mc in his clothes is just - kenji.exe has crashed

aw man imagine them having to sneak out for a hero emergency during work and grayon eyes them like “and where are you two going” 

mc and kenji exchange a look before giving simultaneous excuses and dashing off

this happens several times until eventually grayson is like “look i know what’s happening with you guys”

mc freezes. “you... do?”

kenji steps forward. “listen grayson--”

“no its fine kenji. i... completely understand. i’d do the same thing if i were in your positon.” grayson flashes a smile that doesnt reach his eyes. “don’t worry, your secret’s safe with me. i won’t tell anyone that you’re dating.”

mc lets out a breath they didnt know theyve been holding and kenjis kind of stares at grayson before smoothly recovering and thanking him and i got kinda sad rip

so talos has a fanbase right so some people are jealous of mc (to which mc rolls their eyes lol), some ship mc and talos (they get a thumbs up from mc) while some have the hots for mc themself?? (mc is #Shookt)

kenji agrees that mc’s hot when mc tells him about the fans (and lbr he defs stans mc online)

when they become popular, mc buys talos merch and kenji buys mc merch

[bartsugsy]

Which period of relationship has been your favourite and which has been your least favourite? Boyfriends, fiances, just marrieds or exesbutclearlystillinlove? and why.. For whenever you next have spare time to answer, I always enjoy reading your insightful Robron posts :)

ooohh ajsksk this is sO HARD BECAUSE THERE ARE POSITIVES AND NEGATIVES IN EACH OF THE ERAS AND LIKE… THEY’RE HARDCORE POSITIVES AND HARDCORE NEGATIVES BUT OK I’M GONNA DO THIS

So my brain roughly sort of splits it all up as:

Pre-affair era

Affair era 

First and Second Break up era

Abuse era

Boyfriend era 

Fiancé era

Husband era

Third break up era 

U KNO IM JUST GONNA SIT HERE AND RANK THEM BECAUSE I LOVE AND HATE THEM ALL OK LETS GO

also happy long post day, this shit is going under a cut

ROBRON ERAS RANKED FROM WORSTEST TO BESTEST

7. FIRST / SECOND BREAK UP ERA

Now on the one hand... OK THIS IS WHY THIS IS HARD BECAUSE THIS ERA HAS MY FAVOURITE STRING OF EPISODES BUT ALSO MY LEAST FAVOURITE STRING OF EPISODES -. Ultimately the "least favourite" string lasts way way longer than the good stuff, which is why it's sitting pretty at the bottom. But like. The good stuff is real damn good.

CRYIN IN A GOOD WAY OVER: Cain vs Robert, Aaron to the rescue, FLIRTY! FARMING! FUN!, the portacabin, THE GOD DAMNED LODGE, some of who shot robert, some of the affair reveal, everything about robert getting aaron out of prison

CRYIN IN A END IT ALL HERE WAY OVER: most of who shot robert, most of the affair reveal, ☠️Donny☠️

IN CONCLUSION: ok ok oK DONT GET ME WRONG. THE GOOD STUFF IS FUCKIN INCREDIBLE AND MONUMENTAL AND WHAT ULTIMATELY MADE ME THE HARDCORE SHIPPER I AM TODAY. SO. I HELLA WOULD NOT BE HERE WITHOUT IT. I ACTUALLY WOULDN’T THAT WHOLE LITTLE BIT OF TIME IS EMOTIONALLY WHAT LED ME HERE. IT SHOULD BE HIGHER TBQH.

I JUST HATE THE DONNY PERIOD THAT MUCH.

6. AFFAIR ERA

WHERE IT ALL STARTED. ICONIC. GREAT. ENJOYED IT ALL BUT… IT NEVER QUITE REACHES THE HEIGHTS OF ANY OTHER ERA IMO. THERE’S A LOT OF GOOD BUT NONE OF IT WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE ME THROW IN EVERYTHING I OWNED AND COMMIT MYSELF TO THEM FOREVER.

THE GOOD SHIT CELEBS ARE BUYIN: HOOOOME FAAARRRRM WEEEEEEEK, that time rob killed katie and had to go to his own wedding immediately afterwards, christmas, the barn, the hotels, just… all the sexin’, rob telling aaron he pushed katie, high! drama! everywhere also the fact that they literally jumped straight into a relationship after two bones is incredible.

THE STUFF THE RANDO IN THE TOILETS IS TRYING TO SHIFT ON U: rmr how we never actually knew whether rob was being sincere at any point, aaron ending up in hospital and everything being terrible, their relationship was just pretty awful as a whole tbh lbr

IN CONCLUSION: GET READY FOR THIS CONTROVERSIAL OPINION BUT LIKE… everything in this era was reaching highs of 7 where every other era has stuff that, to me, hits highs of 52? On the other hand, the lows are much higher than every other era - this is the one era where you can say that as much as nothing soars quite as high as SSW, but equally, nothing is hitting the lows of rebecca. I look back on this era a lot more fondly than I felt about it originally and I'm trying not to rely too heavily on my hindsighty feelings because that's unfair to more recent eras. So. NO RISK NO REWARD KIDS. THIS BAD BOY IS GETTIN PLACED DOWN LOW AF SORRY SON

5. BOYFRIEND ERA

OH MAN THEY!!!! ARE!!!! BOYFRIENDS!!!! AND THERE’S NUTHIN BUT DRAMA AND PAIN. COOL.

LIVIN MY LIFE AND LOVIN MY TIME: REUNION BABYYYYY, Rob basically moving in immediately, Rob actually moving in, Rob and Liv bonding, ~Get stuck in~, slowly understanding that DOMESTICITY WOULD BE THE WAY FORWARD FOR A BIT AND GETTING A HELL OF A LOT OF IT

HATIN THE WORLD AND BEING SAD AT MY SCREEN: The Chill™ was a thing. Memories.

IN CONCLUSION: IT WAS GREAT ONCE THEY WORKED OUT WHAT THEY WERE DOING BUT THEN IT WAS A LITTLE BORING AND ALSO CHRANDY

4. HUSBAND ERA

THE ERA OF BIG! FUCKIN! INCREDIBLE! EPISODES! AND PRECIOUS FUCK ALL IN BETWEEN.

TOLD ME THEY LOVED ME AND ONLY ME: THE WEDDING, THE GOODBYE EP, THE FIRST PRISON VISIT, THE ROBLIVION EP, THE ONS YEAH ITS IN HERE I FUCKIN SAID IT WELCOME TO CONTROVERSY LAND STARRING ME IT’S FASCINATING ROBERT CHARACTER WORK IMO, CHAS FINDING OUT, THE REUNION, THE REVEAL, MY BEAUTIFUL HUSBAND WHO I LOVE AND THE EPISODES EITHER SIDE, THE WEED HEIST PLUS THE MIIIIIIILL

KNOCKED UP THEIR EX: well… rob knocked up his ex didn't he

IN CONCLUSION: if I were to rank these eras by how much fun I had in fandom this would be at both the top and the bottom and lbr…. lbr that about sums up this era in general, doesn't it? Horrendous, horrible, terrible pacing - everything post-incident pre-Aaron getting out and everything before the reveal and urgjejd why…. BUT but but the good stuff was just… legendary. that’s why this shit is bang fuckin in the middle.

3. THIRD BREAK UP ERA

CURRENT DAY TIMES THIS IS IT THIS IS WHERE WE ARE. And I’m sure this will change when the era is over but like. My current rn feelings are all for it.

PARTY ALL NIGHT: THE BREAK UP! EVERY SINGLE ROBRON SCENE SINCE THEN. EVERY SINGLE ONE IM NOT JOKING THEYRE ALL ICONIC! THE FESTIVAL AND FUCKIN JASON COMING BACK AND BEING HORRIBLE AND WORRIED AARON AND WORRIED ROBERT AND THE BARTSY AND BARTSUGSY AND THE TWO OF THEM GOING OFF THE RAILS IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAYS AND JUST. THEYRE SO FUCKING IN LOVE. PLUS ROB IS GETTING A NUTTY #WILD STORYLINE AND THEY MADE ME INVESTED IN THE STUPID PLOT BABY FROM THE SHEER LOLS OF IT ALL AND THE ROB/LARRY MESS AND JUST AARON AND ROBERT GUYS THEYRE IN LOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND ITS JUST SOMEHOW SO MUCH EASIER THAN BEFORE LIKE THEY NEEDED THIS STUPID BREAK UP GUYS I WILL DEFEND IT WITH MY LIFE AND MY SOUL

DISCONNECT MY INTERNET AND CRY: where's my make outs. also it's painful and sad. also we all have to come to terms with plot baby. did i mention it's sad af? the lead up to the break up was the worst too like murder me right here why

IN CONCLUSION: IM RIDE OR DIE ABOUT IT ALL UNTIL THEY FUCK IT UP BUT ITS STILL SAD AS HELL

2. ABUSE ERA

Can u believe this time was real no me neither

IT WAS THE BEST OF TIMES: THE SMITTEN KITTEN DATE, rob being ride or die aaron and aaron slowly growing to trust rob again because of it, ILL WAIT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!, the whole best friends who are totally in love but not in the right place to do anything about it vibe,

IT WAS THE WORST OF TIMES: it was hardcore A Lot because of the subject matter but mostly they knocked it out of the damn park and so idk what the bad would be honestly it was just… real good

IN CONCLUSION: just real real good and like… as a redemption storyline for rob and a vehicle for danny to do his thing and fuckin kill it and liv’s entrance… oh i just love it my dudes (but i can't rank it right at the top purely because it's TOO MUCH to rewatch on the reg for me because it is so big and heavy and dramatic)

1. FIANCE ERA

THIS COVERS EVERYTHING FROM JUST BEFORE ROBERT PROPOSES TO JUST BEFORE THE WEDDING. IT WAS… PRETTY BIG. Pretty… big….

‘GOLD.MP3′: SSW. There’s other stuff but like. Who cares. That’s enough of an explanation. Tbh.

THE FUTURE POP ONE HIT WONDER ‘POOP EMOJI.WMA’: Rob and Rebecca kissing that one time (hilarious but pointless). Rob and Rebecca kissing that second time (less hilarious slightly less pointless). The general Aaron being jealous at all times and prevalence of Rob/Rebecca and just… the absence of fun things… outside of a few key episodes. The whole initial weirdness over buying the Mill that I still hate bc it completely ignored Robert’s presence.

IN CONCLUSION: THE LOWS ARE REAL FUCKIN LOW KIDS LIKE IT GETS BORING AF TOWARDS THE END OF THE YEAR. ALSO ALL OF NOVEMBER UP UNTIL MAXINE’S EPISODE WAS WANK. T B Q H. THE GOOD STUFF THOUGH… THE GOOD STUFF IS THE STUFF THAT I REWATCH AS OFTEN AS A HUMAN BEING CAN. EVERY BIG ARGUMENT. THE!!! JANUARY!!!!! ARGUMENT!!!!!!!!!! AARON’S BIRTHDAY! AARON ROBBING HOME FARM, THE PUB QUIZ, ALL THE BARTSUGSY, CHRISTMAS. AND. YOU KNOW. SSW. WAS. OK. I GUESS. YEAH. NO RISK NO REWAAAAARD!!!!

HON. MENTION: PRE-AFFAIR ERA

LITERALLY PERFECT IN EVERY WAY BUT I CANNOT JUSTIFIABLY RANK IT ALONGSIDE ALL THESE OTHER MUCH MEATIER ERAS, GIVEN THAT IT LASTED ABOUT 3 EPISODES BC THEY COULDN’T ACTUALLY KEEP IT IN THEIR PANTS IF THEY TRIED

AND ROBERT SURE DID TRY

DURING THAT… ONE HOUR… WHEN HE WAS BANGING CHRISSIE… uh.

~~~~ THE END FOR NOW ~~~~