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tarotmantic · 1 year

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i will never justify why i like deh bc i don’t have to actually. i can just like it no qualifier needed

#this is inspired by a post but by no means a direct response #im just sick of anyone who ever says they like deh following it up with an ‘even though it sucks’#u can just say u like it #also it doesn’t suck okay it’s not problematic bc that doesn’t #doesn’t mean anything #the story isn’t trying to tell people to lie about knowing dead kids it’s not a moral lesson #the music slaps #have ur issues with it whatever but stawp with the shame #no media is without flaws #deh is not objectively bad as much as people want to believe that #honestly no one gets to clown on deh when dark romance is insanely popular on tiktok #by which I mean clearly we can understand that media doesn’t have to reflect real life morals #it doesn’t have to be pure and clean #im literally so cold rn #that’s unrelated #let people enjoy deh guilt free #let the tiktok girlies enjoy mafia stalker fiction #live and let live!#do i main tag this #dear evan hansen #deh #dear evan hansen (2021)

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bvidzsoo · 5 months

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Guys….what if I said I’m going to CERTAINLY use this and make an 8 part story with a supernatural Academy setting similar to my pirate and dark fantasy series?? :)) I saw this in the morning and instantly got hit with an idea 💀😭🫠

But also…when I went to search for the pic on Twitter, I came across this:

And so WHAT IF I SAID I’LL WRITE A GENDER SWITCHED SNOW WHITE WITH YUNHO??????? AND WHAT IF INSTEAD OF A PRINCESS, THE PRINCE WILL NEED SAVING?????? WHAT THEN??? I’ll certainly write both ideas I just mentioned TRUST but guys, be patient with me, I have to finish my thesis until the 28th of May AND I BARELY STARTED IT NAUR

#just bvidzsoo things #ateez #ateez ot8 #ateez x reader #TBH i want to hide myself in a dungeon and write all day long but life doesn’t permit that atm CRIES HARD #also guys…i wanted to keep this a secret because i wanted it to be a surprise but i suck at keeping surprises a secret SO MUCH #and so im here to say that i will write a Yuyu Spiderman fic soon #😭😭🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️#be patient with me guys…i have so many stories planned it’s just that uni won’t let me live rn #but it’ll be over in july FINALLY #i’m going to write a mobster/assassin!jongho oneshot and a hades!mingi one too #and i have one poseidon!seonghwa too #atp i should write a greek god series for all of ateez 💀💀

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allofuswantgwinam · 9 months

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im not gonna post about the gas station guy anymore bc i am never gonna get balls and im upset

#i almost did it #I had it planned out then of course did not go as planned #bc while I was in the drive thru some mfer I know was inside waiting #and he fucking like moved over to the window to see if it was #literally made direct eye contact but he didn’t even say anything???#so like go away??? he ruined it all #im so pissed #I hate my life #only rn #I hate my life rn #I cried #I was gonna cry so hard but I had to be able to drive so #genuinely feel like I was born to be fucking alone #it sucks #he’s probably not even into me anyways so it doesn’t even matter #this it #y’all will be hearing nothing else 🫡

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greg-montgomery · 11 months

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today i have the feeling that i don’t belong in my workplace anymore

#good thing my interview is in a couple of hours lmfao #let’s switch perspectives: maybe today is awful at work in every aspect to give me the last push i needed to do my best in that interview #today is single handedly erasing every single doubt i had about quitting #like. i had these thoughts that…yeah i can handle it #like if i stay no matter how hard it gets i can handle the pressure and ill deal with it #but just bc you can go through something doesn’t mean you have to #life sucks rn in every aspect and i feel like i deserve better

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nebulaedaniel · 4 months

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sometimes i hate being an adult, wdym i have to make smart decisions

#i dont think the film industry is for me and it breaks my heart a little bit #im too prone to depression and anxiety i dont think it would be good for my mental health to do freelance #im helping out with a short film rn and im leaving it next week and. im doing such tedious work rn but its so fun #i think im making the right decision but that doesn’t make it suck leas #i know myself. so i know that trying with this.. is just going to stress me out constantly #im always thinking 20 steps ahead in life and that just wont be possible in freelance #nebulae.speaks

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victory-cookies · 4 months

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well I can’t say I was incorrect about how my night was gonna be

#I’ve maybe been having the worst sleep of my life? Try to go to bed at like midnight and can’t sleep #finally do but then wake up at like 2 (maybe with a fever? Idk. I wasn’t getting chills but I was nauseous and having weird fever dreams)#I take some gravol in the hopes that the nausea will stop #It doesn’t. I wake up again about half an hour later still nauseous #go get a bowl in case I vomit #try to go back to sleep and wake up again about half an hour later #rinse and repeat for like three hours and then I wake up and realize I have to vomit for real #and now here we are. I’m pretty sure I haven’t gotten more than 2 hours of sleep tonight and I don’t feel like I’m gonna get much more #which sucks. Big time #I also still have a rockin sinus headache and throwing up made my throat hurt real bad #anyway. In hell rn but what can you do

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binders-and-beanies · 4 months

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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated #can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all #tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump #hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much #and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context #it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten #literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch #which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed #literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is #it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night #I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired #and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled #in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout #and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do #it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back #I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them #and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe #and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos #but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications #both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking #and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me #I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it #this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening #just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours #PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends #this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this #personal #mine #vent post

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twinkskeletons · 11 months

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I'm sorry things have been rough dude :( I really hope things get better, and you're strong for hanging in there ❤

waugh thank u.. i hope things get better but it doesn’t feel very likely rn. maybe i’ll start feeling different when i finally see that counsellor it would at least be someone to talk to

#rn the process of making things better really doesn’t seem worth it honestly …#answered #i will only be happy transitioned that won’t happen till i’m on my own but i’m barely functional as is how am i going to deal with real life #i wish i was dead but i can’t even go through with that bc i don’t want to leave this body behind it all just sucks rn

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rosesradio · 1 year

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#so for the mutuals that have been keeping up with the cute little tidbits i’ve been posting about my life—#i fucking hate my major #& after almost crying myself to the point of nausea again i finally did some more research on changing my major #i think i’m going to change my major from information systems to business administration #basically info systems is business & computer science & the bulk of 90% of my issues come from coding #like yes i also dislike my business classes & excel sucks but i find those classes to be easier & manageable compared to my coding ones #not to mention it’s mostly within the wheelhouse of my current major so it only adds two classes to my current grad plan #like yeah there’s gonna be more finance classes which i hate like i hate the math/accounting aspect #but there’s also more marketing type classes where i might actually be able to have a little fun and show some creativity #i imagine my dad will be upset with me—he wants me to stay in this major/not ‘be a quitter’/just ‘try harder’ to learn useful skills #but the alteration isn’t that bad & he can still help me with excel or whatever else #so the change should be good. i still plan to stick it out this semester because i think it’ll be a mess if i drop my classes #not to mention i still need like half the classes i’m taking rn #but since i’m getting my masters in library science it’s one of those things where it literally doesn’t matter at all what—#i get my bachelor’s in #anyways #rose.txt

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handcat · 1 year

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back to the dating app 🚶

#got inspired to try it again 🙄#i have a date semi planned now and all of the women in portland are obsessed w me or whatever #bc i like love and dating ppl but i keep falling in love with friends and it HAS NOT ENDED WELL ONCE so maybe stop it you dumbass #(this may be caused by the fact i’ve gotten my hopes up a bit abt a friend of mine but i should NOT… unless…)#i crave companionship #and am #also so scared all the time i’m soooooososcaredddd rn #why can’t everyone just love me all the time #must be my personality bc i’m like really hot rn #also me swiping on ppl just looking for hookups them matching and just 😳 i do not know if i’m at a point in my life where i am confident eno #ugh to do that 😳#as previously stated i’m so so scared #idk i’m conflicted and need to over share about it #idk will continue flirting w that one friend tho #even though flirting with eachother is an ongoing joke in this friend group so i don’t think she would take it seriously lmao #was telling my dear good pal to come over and suck my fingers yesterday like that’s just how it is #anyway she’s cool and makes childrens books and stories and loves dinasours and is tall and can jump really high #we got drunk together at my friends bday and bonded and it was SO CUTE #also she cries a lot when she’s high but doesn’t notice (she’s not even sad there’s just tears lol)#ruh roh just typed that all out and realized it seems like i’m obsessed w her 😳#going to hit my head on a wall okay goodnight

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girl-in-the-chairs-void · 2 years

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I feel weirdly sad today. I don’t know why. Why is my depression hitting me so hard today…

#I know no one wants to hear it #but like #ehh #life doesn’t suck rn but I’m sad regardless #that makes me feel like I’m needy or some shit #wth is wrong with me #sorry I’m just gonna #go and cry myself to sleep and hope it goes away #pav rambles

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pallases · 1 year

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okay guys i have calculated it all out and even if i get a big fat zero on this race i will still earn a b in the class assuming i get 100% on the other remaining three assignments two of which are a given for 100% and the last of which is like. even if we get a 75% on it (which i do not really see happening) i can still scrape by w a b-

#personal #the engineering chronicles #tbh makes me feel SOOO much better like it will still suck to get a zero on basically our final exam (but it isn’t like weighed like a #final exam we can fail it and still pass as long as doing so doesn’t bring our team assignment average down below 70% which it doesn’t in #these calculations) but like. at least it will not lead to me failing the whole class yknow WRDJFN #on the flipside if we get 100% on the race my grade will boost just enough to take it from an a- to an a. but i do not foresee that #happening LMAO we would have to earn first for that which. our robot is barely functioning atm as it is #whatever i had going on last week was FINE it was not perfect but it was working. then we redesigned and it has all gone to hell 😐 AND we #all have like separate redesigns now which! we cannot do for the race! they need to be identical!#and BEFORE the race we need to submit an assignment that’s like. ‘here’s what our final identical robot design is’ w a SHIT ton of cad #models and drawings. and the race is on saturday. and as none of us have decided on a design yet that works for all of us. we have not #started this giant assignment yet. which. hello #it’s so bad. don’t even get me started on my unrelated exam on friday and also a final paper again on friday… 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 death #this class has actually taken over my life like most of the time it literally feels like i am not enrolled in anything else. which is like i #am SO lucky none of my other classes are giving me trouble but also. it makes me wonder. how i would be doing if i had chosen another major.#not even one outside of stem like linguistics is my only non stem class this semester and i am straight up vibing in everything except this #robotics class. and that can be said for most of the engineering classes ive taken where they’re really the Only classes that give me any #problems. like how stress free would i be rn if i had picked chemistry or applied mathematics or smth 🤨#but also i don’t regret it. i mean i am learning so so much that i never would have imagined knowing how to do a year ago. but also. AAAAAAA

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ilostyou · 2 years

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but seriously i hope u feel better; im sorry life is shitty rn! :(

ilove ur acc <3 i hope u have a better day tmrw

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ty bestie 💘💓💕💖 you’re incredibly sweet to pop in here like that and i appreciate it more than you know <3 here’s to better days all around

#asks #🤷‍♂️ anon #it feels a little silly bc all things considered life is NOT shitty rn but i’m trying to ease myself out of that mindset lol #like that something needs to be objectively shitty to feel subjectively shitty yknow #sometimes you just feel off and it sucks but it doesn’t always need to be validated by others bc feelings are yours and only yours #so by nature they’re subjective etc etc etc #grrrr drilling that into my brain #ily tho fr thank you

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yellowsubiesdance · 4 days

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i think the depression is primarily coming from the fact that i’m working so hard on a show that i might never get a night for. we may not have an understudy show, and while there is always a chance that i need to cover a show, it doesn’t seem that likely. and i don’t get to build the same connection to the rest of the cast, bc even though i’m there in the room everyday, i don’t get to stand up and play in the scenes with everyone else, i just have to sit there and take notes on my part. it’s all just really bumming me out, and i have to totally fuck my work schedule to account for rehearsals that i don’t even really participate in.

#i knew what to expect from the concept of being an understudy but i really didn’t think i would be so affected #although it also doesn’t help that i’m burnt out with no real end in sight #bc i’m cast in another show #and i don’t want to sound ungrateful for the abundance of projects i’ve been on this year #i’m just really fighting for my life rn #everything sucks and i’m just sad all the time #i don’t even get to spend a lot of time with my besties #bc all my time is taken up by this #i regret signing up for so many classes this semester #i’m definitely taking it easier next semester #i’m four weeks in and i’ve got week 13 level burnout idk how i’m supposed to survive

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starlooove · 10 days

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Making my vs siblings? More likely than u think

#my mv is a nomad and my fv is a streetkid #as of now since I’m playing fv rn I’m gonna go from hee pov #the backstory would change a bit if it was mv yknow the vibes #basically twins separated at birth cliche i know #fv stayed in nc mv went with other parent out of city #parental death and info drop (on the death bed! the parents suck :(#makes fv go out. she tells everyone she’s going to Atlanta bc there’s stigma behind nomads #or Atlanta is the start of the search whatever #actually finds mv relatively quickl #Bc - this is where timeline and events would shift if it was from m vs perspective - the bakkers just broke up!#parent either died or joined snake nation idc. prolly died. maybe died in the process. whatever.#anyways v is radioing out to anybody bc his car broke down and he already pissed of the sheriff. he got enough juice to GET to the tower but #now hes stranded in this white ass town help.#Uhm how does v know this is her brother??? uhm. whatever. maybe she doesn’t and just decides to help who cares. maybe she thinks he can help #maybe he name drops bakkers as a last ditch effort or smth #anyways she goes to help they see eachother and it’s like that Tinkerbell scene #the two years in Atlanta are actually two years fucking around and causing trouble with her twin #but mv longs to be apart of a bigger family again and fv is dropping hints about going home :(#mv gets picked up by the aldecados (yeah! yes!) and fv goes back to nc. they promise to keep in touch.#like genuinely teary ass reunion. I usually have all my vs do suicide endings but they’d prolly both pick nomad life w/ the other in this au #unless….smth….unfortunate. were to happen to their dear sibling :(#Uhm anyways yeah.#also they’re both gay and mv is transmasc whilst fv is nb #the v is. I don’t have names for them yet so I’ll say coincidence but I don’t want it to be. they both have v names but going by v was a #coincidence? OH lmao their parents called them v shorthand they thought it was cute growing up when they met eachother they realized they #prolly didn’t care to remember which twin they had (yeah they’re that type of bad)#Uhm. last thing the way the playthroughs are going they have distinct personalities and merc styles I’ll make false promises to get into #but all that really matters is post heist fv drops off the face of the earth and avoids mv bc she can’t give him a family just to rip it #away like this but for mv the second he wakes up at Vic’s he calls her sobbing and wailing into the phone #when it’s mv he goes ‘why can’t u be nicer :/‘ when it’s fv she punches Johnny back ok that’s all

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victory-cookies · 7 days

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I! Fucking! Hate! Uni!

#we’re a week in and I’m already done. I’m so tired #thank god I’m taking next semester off. Work sucks too but at least it doesn’t have homework #I really gotta look into getting a therapist again. maybe to work on getting whatever the fucking is going on with me diagnosed #but also just so I can at least try to work on the sort of. all consuming hopelessness that comes with being a college student #it just sucks. Like I didn’t feel great during the summer either but at least I had my best friend and the sun and some free time #now it’s. fuck all. all day every day is school #my room is a mess. I don’t have the time or energy to clean it #im lonely bc im always lonely #legit the only thing getting me through rn is my gf hyperfixation and that’s not gonna last forever #thinking about ford 24/7 can only be effective for so long before the bad thoughts start creeping back in #it just sucks. I hate being depressed. I hate that I can’t tell if it’s all school’s fault either. Am I just gonna be like this forever?#fuck this stupid baka life or whatever

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