#like I wanna go into fucking law
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Not to vent but I think my biggest fear is failure but I’m also like so set up for it. Self sabotage is all I know.
#like I have so many issues with procrastination#hell as I’m writing this I’m supposed to be doing something that I actually have to do#and like all of the other shit that I keep having to deal with#also puts me at such a fucking disadvantage#I want so badly to succeed#but I’m so worried that I’m not gonna be able to do that#when I do fully absorb in the tasks I have to do though I loose my self anf often have a hard time finding that again#I know life isn’t fair#I learned that at a VERY early age#but I’m still asking myself constant wtf I did to deserve this#like why am I so prone to all these issues#I remember getting told that when I started highschool that I would develope the skills like time management#and then I was told the same thing in collage#but here I am#and I feel like such a failure#and I don’t know what to do about it#because if I’m acting like this I surely can’t do the things I want to do#like I wanna go into fucking law#but I genuinely don’t think I have the ability to because of how badly I self sabotage#ok i’ll shut up now#sorry for the incoherent rant#em rambles#probs gonna delete later
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#to say my mind has been boggled tonight would be an understatement#it was funny at first and then the dude (whos name is BREED by the way) started doing freak shit to chopper and it was less funny#and then the emotional turmoil from that kung fu dugong being told to kill luffy!??#it took me so long to get through two 20 minute episodes because i kept pausing and going back like HUH? REPEAT THAT?#even caesar fucking clown (who breed walks around ON A LEASH) is like ‘this is freak shit i wish i was a normal hostage again’#im just so amazed i have never ever heard of this before#luffy and law press their foreheads together and luffy goes ‘i dont wanna fight you like this’ i was like 😮#my posts#one piece#punk hazard
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ok the date just ended updates in tags
#crushposting#genuinely it was fucking gut wrenching like i wanna cry byt i cant#she explained everything. like why she is the way she is ahd how she was b4 it sll happened etc etc#and while trauma is like. ig a valid reason. she still just cant give me Anything#like she basically wants a long term situationship where she gets to go on dates w other ppl#and also she struggles to show affection bc of events but she wants to receive all the affection but also shes not super comfortable w it#so she doesnt know in what form. she doesnt know how long it will take her to be ready for a relationship#and she doesnt know what she can give me during that. wait. ig#she just held me for a while and she was like i have to be honest etc etc like ok but also fuck this sm its so PAINFUL#she said we can keep trying and if it doesnt work out its fine but like ://#ughhh#....got a bunch of studying done tho#helped her w her law applications briefly
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how to make 19 year old boy who came of age during the pandemic and never had a real real job before now realize he needs to Chill The Fuck Out and be Less eagar about working for free holy shit he is impossible to wrangle
#moki talks#hi i got dumped with a shitload of new responsibilities at work#one of which includes trying to teach a Virgin Employee how work life.. works#today i got asked a mindfuckery question that made me go#oh oh no he doesn't even know basic labor laws must get him sat down with hr like yesterday#do you wanna know what the question was#'so if you work more than 8 hours are you like required to take a lunch??'#CHILD PLEASE#i have told him no less than SIX times now to STOP. WORKING. OFF. THE. CLOCK. jesus christ#it is a CHALLENGE when this is all in a remote environment#sigh. i am not cut out for teaching kids#lawd i am trying tho#i guess in his defense there aren't labor law posters plastered everywhere to read during breaks/downtime#as there are in the typical workplace environment#idk man he's a good kid very smart tons of initiative but i have a feeling this aint the job for him#which really sucks cause its basically his dream job but#bruh i need you to get like 3-6 months minimum of real people customer service job skills#smh i am flabbergasted he asked me about the break policy he has 0 concept of the severity of labor laws#like no wonder states are pushing for child labor again NO ONE IS EDUCATING THESE KIDS ABOUT THEIR RIGHTS. FUCK.
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I am a woman looking for:
⬛ men
⬛ women
✅ a 20 gal/75 litre fish tank I can actually fucking buy in (Western) Australia
#kerytalk#fish nonsense#lol joking also looking for women#but no seriously why the fuck is everything under the sun available up until about 60L and then it's like 120L/31 gallon#yeah I could go to the local fish shop but that requires going outside and you know ... energy#it's also 41C today fuck that#last thing I wanna do is go in there and look at all the tanks like 'well none of these work and now I'm just tired'#western australia specified because oh boy do we get the short end of the imports stick#you thought aussie biosecurity laws were bad - wait until you find out my state has its OWN laws on top of that lmao#also tanks heavy#also jesus christ the amount of people selling tanks WITH fish on facebook marketplace#buddy I don't want your fucking fish also - literally shouldn't be selling them on here
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young elim's childhood infection also affected his hearing (which is ALREADY bad because, you know, cardassians.) he's finally started to wear the hearing aids julian got for him. whenever garak starts getting on his ass about proper cardassian culture he turns them off
#dee s 9#young elim does NOT CARE to hear about how Great cardassia was/is#it's a wretched desert planet inhabited by fascists. and its HIS wretched fascist desert planet so he's going to stay#but he's going to stay and make it BETTER. because people like garak fucked it UP and now EVERYONE in his family is DEAD#gets a bit older. stops exerting the energy to argue. just puts him on mute sjdkhjh#garak thinks lim should take better care of his appearance. lim like *gestures to face* theres an upper limit to how Presentable i can look#garak like A capable young cardassian man should have more ambition! lim like idk i dont wanna lie and kill. I'm gonna keep the house clean#maybe pushing everyone into the military or law was like part of the reason we're Here Now. have a biscuit
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one of my flatmates whom i thought i was chill w is now saying racist shit about me to my other flatmate AND being a giant fucking dick to us both about a contract renewal...when she literally doesn't have a visa or the right to rent in the UK.
#and has an illegal sublet going on!!#kill the cop in ur head etc but i am not letting a white european woman weaponize the law against me <3#i will weaponize it right back!!#thankfully flatmate no. 2 is being super understanding of the situation even though she's got a bad bargain too#like mate we're all trying to cut our losses here!!#two of us are being transparent and communicating w everyone who needs to be involved!!#but one of u mayonnaise dumbasses is being rude and making unfair demands of two people who CAN prove legal right to stay in the UK <3#acc to the lease#if she continues living here WHILE illegal#i and the other flatmate are liable for legal action to be taken against us which is nawt something i wanna be embroiled in ofc#like respectfully ma'am you have done NOTHING to earn my goodwill and we are not friends#i was still willing to be accommodating and considerate of u!!#but ur being rude and racist and inconsiderate!! so gn and fuck off
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I am determined to find what happened to my great-grandfather and great-grandmother because these are the two people nobody knows shit about and who I am a direct descendent of, and from the stories, my great-grandmother was shunned and mistreated because they just didn't like her or something and I am determined to find these people
#I don't even know when they were born#how old were they when they died#or when did they die#just that they died very young#at like early 30s#maybe even their 20s#i have 11 conservatories in lisbon (a city with millions) to run through#its unlikely going to be all of them#only 3 seem plausible#but im going insnae#WHERE TF ARE YOU FILIPE#ANYONE WANNA HELP ME#its from this man that the name baptista comes from#which i dont have because of that stupid fucking law#where children must take the father's surnames
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If I gotta be around some racist transphobe one more time I’m gonna bash my head into a concrete wall until i can no longer see or hear or think of these these stupid ass idiots. I’m so sick of these ppl god
#sorry I have to vent#i defend one thing and they go off on my ass. like kys but if i lunge at u im the bad guy okay now everyone thinks im the crazy one#can they just die like come on I can’t do this by myself#they serve no purpose on this earth they’re gonna be here forever and I’m so sick of it why am i the crazy one when i defend then#they get SO OFFENDED when i call them out and say that what they’re saying is insane. walking hypocrites#I’m gonna go insane i wnat to get out#like what are you???????? god plz die i literally cant bc of law but can u just fuck off forever#i have to hold something and grip it until i calm down but that isnt even working#i do not want to bite anything so im just gonna have to repress it and look insane for the next few hours#im not gonna feel comfortable until i move aren’t I#yeah hahahahahahahahaah omfg i love this world i wish I can buy something rn i wanna watch ososan i don’t feel safe I wanna go to my room
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just finished murder on the orient express, and while it was my first time reading agatha christie, I believe even more firmly now that only women can write what proper justice is and do revenge stories justice
#spoilers if you have never read it and want to but Im so glad at the end poirot didnt go but oh well you guys commited a murder and should#go to jail like how male authors wanna be “fair” and go uwu but murder is murder#Im so fucking glad jfc I was a bit scared#that its gonna be law above all uwu bs#aka tell me youve never been a victim#per
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ive left yall with the queue for the past few days, needed to be offline for my brain again. been catching up on everyones fanfics tho 👁
dunno how long i will be dormant again for but wanted to pop in and say the whole 'i need less social media for my mental health' spiel. i am doing good! (i miss seeing everyone chatting and having fun tho so keep up the good work)
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#cw grief#in tags#im not going to lie i Realized something#i came back to tumblr late 2020 Because Of Technoblade (+the fandom/community).#i had left tumblr in 2018 in protest after congress passed those anti sex work laws#so i thiiink thats part of the problem im having with using the platform now. makes my brain spicy#i dont wanna join the ranks of dormant techno fanblogs (not judging i get it clearly) but man. fucking Ow. yknow?#im still hopelessly obsessed with minecraft and my fav mcrps so that wont go away#but i dont like withdrawing from the community either. i do not want to be alone.#so yeah just checking in!#and then i will logout again wheee#EDIT: ok i dont think i was clear. i am not leaving. i am on a break doing other things. queue will post.
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anyway who wann ahear aboutr that shitty debate bill YOU do .
#wordstag#copy npastes tags ->#medical shit on occasion like my friend s in debate right#and there was this HORRID bill#voluntary euthanasia in specific . and my lord.#notably thy used the GOOGLE definiton for euthanasia . which happened to include irreversible comas. which you may know as#as death . It's death . an irreversible coma theyre already fucking dead. [end coppypaste]#addiotionally they used liek... you know that quote first do no harm ? like they quoted that#which is not in the Fucking Oath mind you#THEN they took that FURTHER and were like . we're going to EDIT it out of the oath (of which multiple versions currently exist and are used#THEN to make it WORSE they went ahead and said the oath wasn't going to be legally binding anymore. it was never legally binding dipshit.#its just so general taht a lot of things are covered in law like medical malpractice ? not quite legal now is it#THEN they did the worst fucking thing possible and decided that if the individual wasnt capable of making that decision themselves#(idk if they specified but im assuming like . mentally unable. perhaps physically unable if they are stupic)#then we got . 6 different healthcare professionals. 2 primary care and i dont remember the rest#and THEY got to decide. which is such fucking bulshit to me#like if ANYTHING it would go to the family yeah ? the individual should get the final say but if you wanna add that in then#the individuals family would get priority . they didnt.#THEN GOD THIS BITHSGC#SHE FUCKING GOT . AN AWARD FOR THE BEST BILL. ABSOLUTELY SEETHING#god it was eloquently written but everything in it was just . completely wrong. like you did Not earn that.#whatever. kicking a rock. i dont care.#i couudl write a better medical bill on cod.
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If you're going to be a mother act like a fucking mother
Your child does not owe you for taking care of them. That is LITERALLY your fucking job, you chose to have them, they didn't ask to be born
If they need your support you support them
They're your child! "I don't care" Well congrats on being the biggest piece of shit! Color me not even remotely surprised
#venting#i called her a terrible mother and then hung up on her#i don't know how you can even THINK about selling your daughters house out from under her esp. when she used to be homeless#four kids and three pets and you wanna take away her house because... she's not acting like an adult?? and she might end up in jail??#what is your basis for either of those claims - first of all - and second of all your deal with her was that you'd hand over#ownership of the house if she kept it together for a year#she fucking did#and GUESS WHO DIDNT KEEP THEIR END OF THE DEAL#LIKE ALWAYS#my mother in law and i have never really gotten along well but if she actually fucking does this thats IT#she's been bothering josh for over a year about how she doesnt understand why i dont like her and she wants to spend time with me and#that is literally never going to happen if she fucks up her daughters chances of fully getting back on her feet#maison speaks
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due to how vast yet vague majority of Alice's family tree is I think I should be given a round of applause for not making her related to more Fables
#paraportal#grimm writings#alice glazier#she's already related to the mad hatter mary anne the white queen AND lewis carroll himself.#the thought. of her being related to so many different Fables & having ties to so many different Tales sounds HILARIOUS to me tho#like girl. no fucking WONDER you ended up getting isekai'd lmao ur whole family is magic/cursed as hell#i already wanna connect rose & marjorie due to them going into comas in their respective Tales#I CANNOT have a phantasmagoria family tree 2.0 I am NOT doing that again goddamnit#anyway sound off in the replies who alice should be related to next sljfkd /hj#like shes married to wendy - her father in law is captain hook#& her sister in law is the little mermaid. girls got ENOUGH fairytale bullshit shes gotta deal with.#but also i want as many paras in this family tree as possible. really STRETCHING the use of ''family'' here lmao
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I think we should give Zora a gun and whatever happens to the Shadow Decree happens
#dislyte#Listen I'm going to be honest. I like a lot of shadow Decree characters. But also.#Given the chance I would kill them off in story because of how much I hate them.#Mainly the fact a good chunk of them are like. Okay with child murder? Like hello#The union 100% deserves criticism (hi Luo Yan the cop who got fired bc he thought the law was beneath him what's up w u being here) and#Tiye's story is. Whoooo boy. The union definitely has An Interest In Branding#But again. Orphanage burning was A Thing That Happened#And ofc there's the meta view of like... What are the bad guys ideals? Are they only evil bc they're extreme? And I try 2 keep that in mind#But like the Shadow Decree is kinda... Just full of selfish people. Ofc some ppl are more sympathetic but all of them Are Selfish#Honestly Bonnie is like the only one who stands out to me as like... Yeah the union failed her community and she's rightfully mad#Most of the others lost like. One person either to the union or just thought the shadow Decree would let them get revenge and#It's a case by case thing like some of them probably feel like they have nowhere else to go and that's understandable but the initial#Actions they took were selfish and I feel like dislyte puts too much into making the characters surface level sympathetic (Ophelia) rather#Than grappling with if they view themselves as good people or if they're disappointed in themselves or if they don't care#(forgot to say earlier Jiang Jiuli n Jiang Man r valid in hatred though like the union directly fucked them over and it's understandable#That they fucking hate them so like it's more grey)#(also this is why like... Nicole n Cecilia r some of my faves they don't give a shit they just wanna fuck stuff up and I can respect that)#And Catherine is actually well done because she's full of hatred and even if she has soft moments shes just. Mean as hell!#LYNN I love Lynn but girl you know about the orphanage burning right???? Right???????#Anyway how well known is the burning of the union? Iirc it was both the HQ and the Orphanage so do ppl only know abt the HQ or both or????#Anyway the union is flawed but trying unaffiliated espers are similar and the shadow Decree is 90% people who are selfish and toxic and#Really fucking annoying. I fucking hate Ophelia so much you have no idea I want to throw bricks at her.#Anyways Zora is the best character and deserves free therapy and a lifetime supply or tiramisu and a gun#JASPER TRIED TO FUCK W THE UNION WITHOUT JOINING YHE CHILD MURDER ORGINIZATION
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I'm so disconnected from everything today, all I wanna do is go home and draw something idk
#toast talks#have had a ton of stuff on my mind all week and it's all coming to a head today#not to mention some really shitty stuff happened at work and I've been slammed with trying to fix that#I didn't take my meds today and I'm exhausted#I wanna write create something but I'm stuck at my desk and can't even draw in here because of how they forced us to set our stations up#and I have to be around family for the entirety of this weekend and I'm just so tired. I don't want to deal with it.#I love my family and my in laws but fuck. It's like I'm a teenager again and have to mask every single behavior of mine to avoid conflict#I wanna go home and take a nap and cuddle my cat and that's it
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