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livingprophecy · 2 years

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the way that the vikings can beat the bills in overtime against nearly impossible odds but then lose to the lions despite being the favored victors is why i’m gonna have heart problems before i turn 30

#mobile.#football tag.#like all the other losses i could take #eagles beating the giants? fine expected #browns losing to bengals? kinda expected this year w the shit QB playing now #hell i can even stand the titans losing so badly to the jaguars #but jesus fucking christ my boys in purple #how are we gonna win a super bowl if we’re in shambles against THE FUCKING LIONS?????#we lost to them last year (one of their only two wins)#and now we lost again #this is why i am developing a heart tremor right here #my heart doesn’t beat properly bc of the fucking vikings jot that down now

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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More MDZS and Hollow Knight! The cool bugs I found in my backyard have started to unionize.

Part 1 - Part 3

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #hollow knight #mdzs au #mdzs hollow knight au #Once again not tagging all the characters due to sheer volume #Thanks for the warm and lovely reception on the first part of this crossover!#even people who haven't heard of hollow knight were very sweet and excited.#I redrew and redesigned some of the characters that people were asking to see #and while I still think I could play around with them a little more I'm pretty happy with the results B*)#JGY getting kicked down the stairs is part of his personality at this point. Of course I had to introduce him as such #Im pretty sure its not JZX who kicks him the first time but birthday boy on birthday boy violence is too funny to pass up #Madam yu being mosskin-like but distinctly not from the same clan was pretty important to me when designing her. But I was at such a loss!#By *chance* I saw The Hunter's design and thought 'YEAH THATS THE ONE'. Let milfs be terrifying.#Little apple originally was gonna be 'the girl who's backyard this all takes place in' but ....little bug steed....#In case you are wondering whether the Lan juniors are suspicious of the fact LSZ has twice as many legs: No. He's 'just like that' to them.#Part three will be in less than a week! Time to see the other side of the crossover!#I am so happy that I can draw silly crossovers and have people cheering me on! Yippee!

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rosielav · 4 months

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Do you like fun?? Do you like whimsy??? How about mice???

Boy, do I have two games for you!! Both hacks of the Lasers + Feelings system, each game is one page, rp heavy, and can be played by small and large groups alike!

16 Mice in a Mech features the Mousey Mech Brigade and their many adventures! Create your perfect mousey crew, customize your mech, and pick from multiple customizable mission objectives!

16 Mice Make Soup (AKA MouSoup) is the culmination of two decades of watching cooking shows and wishing they weren't always so mean to each other. In this collaborative competition, you and your fellow MouChefs work together to create unique and unforgettable dishes using their customized Special Ingredient, but don't forget, at least one round MUST feature soup!!

I'm currently sitting at 247 + 189 sales respectively, and would absolutely love to hit 250 + 200 this month!! Since it is free+, I don't expect to make much/any $$, I just would love to share my silly little mouse games with as many people as possible 🐁

Thank you for your time! Keep Calm and Mouse On!!

#ttrpg community #Ttrpg #indie ttrpg #one page #lasers and feelings #Ttrpg hack #Mouse game #I've really been struggling since the loss of my sister last year and tbh I could use a pick me up #I very much want to finish my mouse game trilogy and I have it all thought up I just have to write it all up #And hopefully Charlie still does commishes cause I love his art style and he did the other two covers #But yea hopefully this year I'll feel better enough to work on the third mouse game #If you pick it up I really hope you love it #My favorite of the two is MouSoup as you can tell from the fact sales are so close together lol #Despite mech being so much older haha like a year or something #It's just so fun and silly #Anyways thanks for reading ILY don't forget to hydrate and take ur meds

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luck-of-the-drawings · 11 months

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HOW DO YA LIKE THAT DARK DOG??

BEEN REAL ENAMORED BY THE 'SORRY' BOYS AND THEIR ODD ESCAPADES LATELY. I THINK THEY COULD DO A LOT OF GOOD THINGS WITH THREE GALLONS OF 'FAKE' BLOOD.

#sorry boys #sorry fanart #cw gore #cw body horror #DEAR GGODODDD I HOPE I TAGGED SORRY THE RIGHT WAY #PLEASE SORRY FANS IM HHEERE IM HERE AND IM CRAAZYYY GODDD PLEASE FIND MEEE FIND MEEEEEEEEE #GONNA BE HONEST IVE BEEN FLOPPIN BACK N FORTH ON THIS REAAAALL HARD LIKE. IM NOT SURE IF I LIKE IT #BUT EVERYONE WHO SEES IT SAYS ITS COOL! SO IMM GONNA TRUST IN THE WORD OF MY FRIENDS!!!!! THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!!#i tried to fit in as many things in the video as i could into his vile chest cavity. im rly proud of how jumbled n messy n fun it looks!#SOME THINGS TO NOTE! i painted over the bg of a specific shot from the video. painted over a portion of that LIGHT FIXTURE #BUT I Had to improvise the rest and im PRROUD LOOK AT THAT!!! WITH A MOUSE TOO BTW #DREW THIS WHOLE THING WITH A MOUSE. took some time but i think im gettin the hang of it #ANOTHER DETAIL: ranboos lil wires behind his mask. teeehehhehee i rly liked gen loss #i like this weird combo i do of cartoony and photo realistic. not sure where my balance is yet with that but im havin fun!!#ughghgh what else can i say abt this piece... other than it kicked my aASSSSSSS!!!#adding highlights in blood is always SSUCH A FIGHT for me guhhh it takes so much wrestling to make it look right....#ggbbhhbbgbh thats all thats in my brain for now. enjoy my art and enjoy my notes about my own art. enjoy ur day aswell if u can

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vynnyal · 1 year

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Unga bunga these take 3 hrs to make

#Artfight #Art #Hollers into the sky I'M MAKING AAART #Glad I still got it #Also was on vacay for the first two weeks of AF so thats. Great #Is it update time? Sure here's a quick life update #So I work at this tiny mom and pop shop right. Because they were so small they liked to take advantage of their workers #Aka me and literally 2 other people ever. I've been here for a year lmao #I always knew they were suspicious but it really came to a head when they accused me of stealing money #Btw they issued me a 1099 (the wrong tax form) so they already stole from me #I talked to the bank and had the delightful experience of slapping their account across the face with my guilt free hands #Metaphorically unfortunately #I'm gonna quit this week. I'm tired of these people. The drama was fun tho #Let's see. Ah! I just passed 1 1/2 years of Sky the other day!#More than the game itself I've become engrossed in the modding community hahaha #It's the weirdest little cranny of a fandom I've seen for such a large project #It's basically ONLY passed via word of mouth. And there's all sorts of fun drama happening within the discord(s) too #Idk this is just so funny to watch. Might get banned sooner or later but oh well. I've spent hundreds #It's their loss 🤪 and mine. Mostly mine. But also their loss 🤪#.... You know. My blog is small enough that I could post some funny stuff that I don't dare post anywhere else #Hehehuhuhu I just might. I have a lot of videos #OH SPEAKING OF VIDEOS I'm thinking of cleaning up all my old vids and publishing em to youtube #Apparently I just never did that #May as well dust off the ol' tube of yube and my handful of subs #I'll just post the unfinished ones unlisted as well. Why not!#Till next time. Hopefully soon

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#it actually does make such a huge difference omg im like ... feels like i got thrown into the floor lost my breath #having someone i like so much to talk to abt things #and share stuff and details abt not only my days but their days too #and talking abt like books that we read or shows/movies we saw and etc etc #sending pics. sending voice messages. all of that #that was so amazing wth???#it sounds like such a mundane thing but it changed my enire baseline. it wasnt a littel thing to me #i didnt share as much as i wanted to because it takes me longer to settle into smth like this #or any kind of connection/correspondence/bond/rapport #im slow bc im so scared of ppl. scared of trusting. scared of opening up. rejection rejection all of that #yeah.. takes me a lot longer than the average person to settle into smth like this #avpd is its own special hell...#i miss it a lot and i wish there hadnt been all the other circumstances so i could've actually relaxed into it #and come out of my shell completely. which i was almost there. now that mental block is gone but it's too late....#i take too long... it is impossible to be patient with me. i really hate everything abt my brain #my desire overtook my fear and it was quicker than it ever has but not enough.. :(#i miss it sm and it made me feel so so much lust for life..#but it's gone now and i can really feel the loss of it #i wouldve done anything i could to save it. or nurture it. or whatever. but it was a sacred treasure to /me/.#it doesnt matter if i try to put out the flames in a burning house if the house is gone and there are actually only the flames left #and since to me it is so special. and like. the fact that this even happened is crazy to me stuff like this feelings and connection never #happen to me. it's like.. special to talk to someone u like & have an established rapport with on a regular basis #and tell them stuff and rant abt like a book or whatever. ask them details abt their life bc u know them and enjoy knowing them #i cant just transfer all of this to someone else. i dont feel like yapping abt the book im reading into the void or someone i barely know #i just dont know... i need that sm and it was so amazing w someone i like sm. & it makes me sad i takes me too long to get fully comfortable #bc of this time were it was the most intense and long lasting for me but also im in love lmao. but other times too...#i take too long and why would someone wanna wait like actually a year (which is how long it often takes me to pass a certain barrier)#im not special. im nothing that great. it is easy to find someone else who is x1000 better than me and wont take an eternity to warm up #i just feel so sad bc i try so hard and then all of my effort just goes down the drain and then i have to do it again if i meet someone #then they'll leave me behind too and get tired of me and not like what they see and then im back at square 1 again

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hypervoxel · 6 months

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I think Carmilla Carmine had a deal with Heaven, a black market getting angelic weaponry directly from the source. The Exorcists were deliberately leaving behind some weapons during their massacres for Sinners to pick up and keep killing each other with, but not that many. Carmilla went a step further and got angels to keep giving her angelic weapons throughout the year. She traffics them throughout Hell, because angels can't kill a hellborn demon, but other demons aren't restricted by those rules.

It would make her even more reluctant to advertise that the angelic steel can harm angels themselves*. Heaven will cut off the supply if everyone knows. She can't threaten her own business like that!

*I think angelic weapons can only kill an angel if they are removed from Heaven first. If they're in Heaven, their natural environment, a realm made of light and energy, they cannot be killed. Hell is cut off from that energy though, and without it, the injuries caused by angelic steel are fatal.

#carmilla carmine #i. do not think the rushed writing was fair to her at all #she should have had was longer to get over her reluctancy to fight - like her realizing that her family isn't the only family in danger #and realizing that by taking a neutral stance‚ she is only dooming other families to loss and heartbreak #so even though she doesn't want to get blood on her face‚ doesn't want Heaven and Hell to go to all out war‚#the Exterminations are happening whether she steps in or not.#demons are going to try to fight for their lives and they are going to fail without the weapons she has a monopoly on #like it's compelling! her character could be compelling!#but she's not bc there was 0 screen time for that revelation #and some of her attitude during the Overlord board meeting could be due to the trauma of the Extermination only happening days? prior #but this show was SO quick that it didn't feel like much time passed between then and her pep talk song with Vaggie

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mer-se · 4 days

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beaut 🐎 🍂

#new car!! but I’m mourning my old one #I’ve cried twice about it pls #sentimental to a fucking fault #everyone should start out with a used little car with a cd player she was so beat up but so loved #cars been there for the last six years through so many moments #happy and sad and tears loss and laughter #she held up and protected us through so much #so many deep talks and star watching and laughter in that car #so much damn food eaten in there (and spilled)#bared witness to a lot but she needed more work than I could do and it was time #I would’ve made my friend take her if I knew I would be this sad about it #it’ll get easier though just feels like a loss of a friend right now #they said she was going to auction not destroyed so maybe she'll be someone else's first car #new babe is badass she’s so beautiful #will fill her with memories too #she can’t ever replace her but I love her already and I’m excited for all the adventures we’ll see together #right in time for fall too #have to decorate her and put love into her like the other #idk how to act with a brand new car my other one had like 125000 miles like huh!#my radio didn’t even work (again)#| miss her little crusty ass!!!!!#here's to a new season though of change and growth and feeling safe out there 🖤🧿#(almost got a green one but it wasn’t the right shade in the sun) but she was pretttty #saw the most delicious green one with big olllll tires maybe in the future

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skunkes · 1 year

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#i dont like travel much but can someone take me to italy to see michelangelos david i need to see him before i die #he's been the associative object (object. object) for my current brain spiral. the one i wrote that whole essay on the other day #the imitation of a human body the representation of a human body #i think i want to go somewhere i can see more sculptures representative of human beings in general #to cause myself more symbolic or metaphorical pain #the fenced off representation of a human body. you cannot touch it.#you cannot touch the statue. but also. you ARE the fenced off untouched statue.#desire and the desired and being an object and having and being a body and being and not being human #i want to be frozen in marble on the pedestal i want to be the pedestal i want to topple off the pedestal #the human body the human body the human body #⬅️ saying this all deliriously as if dying in your arms from blood loss #talkys #im not sure how to feel about the thoughts that have been swarming my brain lately but i feel like it could be made into art #if i were smarter #its like silkworms in their cocoon #in the way i would have never been the person to discover how to get silk from them i hate that i cant spin any of this into #something tangible and meaningful and poetic and real #i want to make art i want to be art i need someones hands to pull the fibers from my untouched brain #he's like a doll to me. i am a doll to me.#🌺

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yusufstits · 2 years

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thinking about nile having nightmares and not being able to sleep post london and then being very tired during the day and taking naps on whoever's around

#like. my heart aches for her thinking about what she's going through after london #debating whether it's safe to contact her family and knowing she'll outlive them and could put them in danger if she does contact them #her friends completely ostracizing her after she came back to life #(once again. what the fuck they should have been so happy??)#so she's completely separated from her former life and is dealing with that loss #the trauma of killing and being killed #like given that she had nightmares about the man she killed in afghanistan i imagine she would also have nightmares a #about the people she killed during the rescue #and this would bring up a lot of complicated emotions and possibly a bit of identity crisis/self reflection on her being a marine #all of this plus being dropped into a group of people who've known each other for hundreds of years + mortal andy - exiled booker #anyway... she is going through a Lot #but: going back to “tell us” i think they would try to take care of her #and talk about her nightmares #(but also. there might be reluctance from nile to share or joe/nicky/andy to ask when she wakes up gasping #because what if she dreamt of quynh. like that's a whole other dimension - do they want to hear about it because it means she's alive #or do they not want to think of her dying over and over. i imagine nile would wrestle with this at first)#ok i got off track the point is. nile taking naps on andy nicky and joe and being comforted. i think that would be nice for her and everyon #there is a lot happening emotionally and andy has to heal physically and they all need to heal emotionally #so. naptime #sorry these tags are so long lol i had more thoughts than i thought #the old guard

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stillfruit · 4 days

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i love not knowing if i'll ever be healthy again i love all of the time i've used to move my body become nothing i love spending my adulthood wasting away year after year for various reasons baby!