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secretlytranced · 9 months

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It'd be super cool if someone snuck in overnight and I woke up with headphones over my ears and a cock in my pussy pounding the hypnotic mantras deep into my sleepy mind.

Just sayin'

#brainwashing #hypnosub #like i just need a brain vacation

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notbecauseofvictories · 2 months

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Big mistake to go into a career that is 50% reading contracts, when sometimes, the very sight of a contract makes me physically ill.

#though to be honest I think I'm just....burnt out. the last couple weeks have felt like I'm dragging myself from day to day #I literally read 4 books yesterday trying to essentially over-stimulate my brain into getting something done #I woke up at 5am this morning! I will wake up at 5am tomorrow too!#I need a vacation very badly and I'm not even going to plan anything for this one. just quietly sit at home.#sleep past 5am! the dream.#no wonder the company has to secretly manipulate you

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joyfuladorable · 1 year

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< Prev Doodles | First Set of Doodles

Surprise, @redstringraven!! Guess who watched a playthrough of Horizon Forbidden West AND the DLC Burning Shores and Then proceeded to reread Pretend that I Never Left and draw Four More DOODLE PAGES!!!! To all the 2k3 Mikey fans out there, this is the fic for you!

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2k3 #tmnt mikey #hzd aloy #hfw beta #should I tag Donnie and Erend and Varl and... Nah #my art #fic fanart #in which Mikey showcases all his badassery while becoming fast friends *cough*siblings*cough* with Aloy #correction: ALL 2k3 fans should read this #as I've stated before this fic does Not Need any prior knowledge of HZD #hzd fans who see this you might have a little more trouble reading this if you don't know anything about TMNT 2k3 lol #hey to all who know HFW do you think it's weird as hell that Beta didn't get new clothes???#like Damn Aloy you have a whole walk in closet and a kitchen sink's worth of clothes and you don't share any of them with your sister????#anyways fixing that lol #also can you tell I've slipped from trying to draw Aloy and the rest in 2k3 style to just doing whatever's most comfy for me #also ALSO Hannah if you're reading this Apologies if I've somehow predicted more of the Epilogue #my brain would Not Stop thinking about What IFs lmaooooo #anyways no matter how many times I reread PtINL I will Never be over how well it's written #nor will I ever be over Aloy and Mikey being found siblings and what a blessing it is on my entire soul #straight up could not stop thinking about PtINL while watching HFW #anyways anyways lol back to work on other stuff!#I've got less than a week left of vacation let's see how much I can get done *cracks knuckles*

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tabithatwo · 1 year

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Because I’ve been feeling brave lately (maybe TOO brave time will tell) I’m gonna ask an earnest question like I am truly curious where this comes from…does anyone understand the frequent jackie body shames shauna trope in yj fic? I am not coming for anyone okay I just can’t figure it out for the life of me, like I am 99.99% certain the only time we see jackie discuss shauna’s body is with boob dress and that’s like…her wanting shauna to show more skin. And then she backs down immediately when shauna gets upset. It’s very much an indicator that she loves her body to me. So I can absolutely see where a hyperawareness or her body around jackie just based on like her Body Being Perceived exists!! Or shauna wondering if jackie was judging her in a negative way in the other clothes or whatever!! I just…body shaming is such a really very cruel thing and I’m very confused by where the explicit and extreme verbal body shaming thing comes from, like is there a moment where people infer it cause I’m at such a LOSS on this one. Like obviously characterization is largely based on how you read a text I fully get that!! And that’s okay!! All of this is creative prerogative!! I’m just constantly confused by how frequently people write jackie just tearing into shauna’s body because it’s so specific and so next level mean.

#asking this might be a mistake! but apparently I’m in the mood to take the risk of questioning things on the internet lately!#something is in the air (it’s the sun in taurus and the merc retrograde in taurus)#but just…it makes me SO sad every time I see it like I have to close out the fic and everyone can write what they want! just!#I’m so curious where it came from and why it became prevelant! it is so very specific y’know?#am I a known Jackie Is Not A Mean Girl advocate from far too many hours of obsessive analysis?? yeah guilty!#but live and let live y’know usually I shrug at it and move on and it vacates my brain space #but the body shaming WOOF! I need the origin story my brain is stuck on it baby! what’s the etiology of the phenomenon y’know?#braving myself for the anons like I’m going into battle. but like. I am curious I do wanna hear the logic #yellowjackets fic #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackie x shauna #yellowjackets

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titsthedamnseason · 2 months

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it’s not funny anymore. i need xander and spencer’s book

#like it’s serious.#how did they become my vacation couple?!#like i’m on vacation imagining what fictional characters would be doing in this scenario AND THEY ARE MY BRAIN’S GO TO?!#i can’t remember the last time i was this invested in a couple before their book even came out #mine #like us series #i guess technically not? but i don’t have anything else to call it rn #and also i can’t remember if i ever brought this up here but it seems obvious that we’re getting easton / vada and im here for it?#like we don’t know super much about either of them but i obviously like easton due to his friendship with xander #and vada is gillow’s child which automatically qualifies her for national treasure status #and i think it was clever of them to pair them off that way #bc otherwise even though easton is well liked he wouldn’t really qualify for a book as just a side character #(not that they didn’t do that for oscar / jack and are obviously angling for a frog / quinn book)#and vada needs someone trustworthy from outside the families #anyway. THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT #YOURE TELLING ME I HAVE TO GET THROUGH ALL THE COBALT BOYS BEFORE THIS?? WHEN THE NLU SET UP WAS THAT PERFECT #like as happy as i am to get ben’s book in my life it just feels wrong that his and xander’s books won’t be back to back idk #🏆 this is for anyone that actually read this deep into the tags you are a warrior

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whentherewerebicycles · 6 months

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trying to resist the thing where you feel bad about X and then your brain is like hey why don’t you try feeling bad about Y and Z too while you’re down there in the pit

#I feel kind of bad about work lately and it keeps nagging at me so I know I need to carve out some time to longform journal about it #but I should not do it now because I’m already in a funk and I’ll just make myself feel worse #I also have a bad feeling that the bad feelings are actually @ myself and not about the environment #like I think I’m doing the thing again where I find the level you can coast at and get by #and then I just coast #because (mean brain enters the scene) I am fundamentally lazy and have no work ethic etc #I just think my whole life is like me operating at 60-70% and not really pushing myself to give closer to 90-100%#but agh ok not the day to open that up #it’s also rainy and I think I’m just like #experiencing the perfect storm of sick on vacation + pregnancy hormones + upheaval period at work + dreary winter weather + bad brain

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simcardiac-arrested · 6 months

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I miss having the braincells to ramble about Sep and Waybee. Instead I'm squishing them like stress toys.

well currently there’s not much going on with them anyways so don@t even worry

#they’re on vacation we’re all taking a break from their asses #cramswering #they’re like my siblings . To me #im like Ughhhh so tired of you all bitches GET AWAY FROM ME !!!!!! (they get away) omgg 😭😭 i miss them when will it be over #anyways my brother’s supposed to be returning home from his like 8 day vacation tomorrow so ^_^ eyayyyy #anyway 2 i’ll be real anytime i try and think of nwb and ns my brain just starts frying lowkey #i think i need them removed from my brain. permanently

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fooltofancy · 10 months

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wanna bg3 so so so badly but there are so many things i need to work on before i can play without guilt, not to mention head hurty enough that i cant even do THOSE things

#i want to take like three days off to play SO BADLY but i just technically took like seven days off and i canttttttttt #v petty complaint ahead but it sure is frustrating to have waited for three years for it to have come out at literally the worst time #for me personally #dont need a vacation from my vacation but i DO need a vacation from my brain #or perhaps a lobotomy #clearly still the vin complains abt stupid nonsense blog so essentially nothing has changed im sorry #have called the pharmacy and taken the meds so hopefully like three hours dark room will mean i can finish this commission later #hell or high fuckin water

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boundinparchment · 9 months

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#Just a special thanks to everyone for sticking around as I seem to navigate imposter syndrome and a lack of enrichment in the enclosure #✌️watching me go through it every few weeks isn’t what any of you signed up for that’s for sure #Every time I’m on this account I feel like I need to be…Aware™️ and I become Too Aware of how much I’m not writing #but my self-worth isn’t based on numbers and sometimes this place scratches the worst parts of your fucking brain #everything you catch me posting that LC gif of her saying she hates everything? Know that’s just me acting a fool and doubting everything #Alright alright I’m signing out again time to go to bed and then go on vacation

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peppermintbutch · 11 months

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Crying and yelling due to my rage (trying to do uni admin stuff so I can keep getting loan money)

#turns out not doing it makes it worse and worse the longer you don't do it #literally opened and looked at my leftover adhd meds Pondering.#but i will not go back to having no appetite and Worse ibs just so I can fill out a damn form #it IS insane though how hard my brain makes this stuff for me like i know it's supposedly easy but it literally hurts my eyes and brain #i have to send sooo many emails. and the ppl i have to send them to are prob all on vacation lol #but i need to get this done Now or no money in october

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wexhappyxfew · 10 months

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being a woman in stem is in fact, quite literally, reiterating the directions of a procedure you’ve done multiple times and someone going ‘no’ and then arguing and then doing exactly what you had previously said 😀😀😀

#quite literally jaw dropping #but it’s the truth #the amount of times it happens is like *blink blink* horrendous #i need a vacation #(love lab tho don’t get me wrong just pissed 👍)#writing to destress bc my brain just can’t deal atm

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oars · 5 months

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im beating myself on the head bc i bought stuff that wasnt food lmao. and like ive been hungry the past few days too

#idk why my brain is like. in some kind of vacation mode recently #like just lalalalaing around like i dont have shit i reallly need to do

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bodega-catto · 6 months

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Tired of feeling like I’m fucking crazy

#personal #woke up and knew I was gonna have an uneasy day from the get go #so like I love vacations but if I don’t have an structured day as time goes by my ocd starts flaring #and today as I was approaching my car im pretty sure I unlocked it but anyway pulled te door and in my brain I was like ‘oh I didn’t lock #it last night’#and the whole shit started because of it #I arrive at coffee with my friends (because again vacations) and I spend 15 minutes just staring at the manual break and pulling the door #making sure everything is in order #I realize as I arrive I didn’t bring my charger (WHICH I DONT PARTICULARLY NEED) but I started feeling #like I left it because I was gonna die in traffic and wouldn’t be able to let my family know bc my phone would die midway???#anyway just bizarre thoughts I had today #I’m really tired #came home and went for a jog with my dog which helped but not I’m just gonna take a shower and chill out #not even gonna cook just noodles and take a nap #SIGHHHHHHHHHH

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stillcominback · 1 year

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#you ever just not feel great ???#ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months #( mostly work just fully draining my life-force )#but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual???#it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage #which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN #not feeling my best!!!#BUT #it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh #really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time #and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy #you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here!#i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!!#here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break #but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all #just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖#idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

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pa-pa-plasma · 7 months

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i'm going to fucking kill someone. i got screamed at & called selfish & stupid for telling my mom to wear a mask. she gave me covid

#& you wanna know the kicker? she's going on a vacation. yeah. she's going on a plane right now while badly sick with covid #how do i communicate with people who are literally missing their brain?#it was my sister who screamed at me btw. she feels the need to play devil's advocate whenever i open my mouth #my mom did what she always does & coughed 17 times without covering her mouth & then sat down in the livingroom to doomscroll for 7 hours #what the actual fuck is it with parents & not covering their mouths when they cough or sneeze? they straight up just spray people with covi #& then laugh about it when you point it out as if spreading the fucking plague is funny #best part is that we're pretty sure her getting covid 5 times a year because she refuses to wear masks killed her husband #not joking about that btw. all she had to say oh ''ooh yeah that would explain it''#like ??????????????????????#i didn't get the chance to go grocery shopping either so now i dont have any fresh food #if i have to eat one more frozen or processed meal i'm gonna fucking kill someone. & now i cant do that because i have basic empathy #i don't even feel right ordering food cuz like. i have to interact with someone to do that (can't pay online)#i avoid covid for this long & then get it because ''people look at you weird if you wear masks. you wouldn't get it''#bitch i'm queer. i wear queer pins. i wear a queer jacket. you're telling ME i wouldn't get receiving weird looks???#god my sister wants to be oppressed so fucking bad. i'm sorry but bitch isn't a slur & you're a fucking coward for not wearing masks #i hope you cant fucking work for weeks because of this bullshit. bitch

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sotc · 2 years

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It’s been a hot minute since I’ve really tried to make my birthday special for myself and I’m really, really glad I did. I went to the beach for the first time in over a decade and a half (and the first time really treating myself to go out like this esp during the pandemic). I enjoyed the waves, the sunshine on my skin and the tan I got, the good food and the time spent with my partner <3. My friends online and off, along with my family have spoiled me so much with their birthday wishes and kindness, I feel SO incredibly blessed and grateful for all of them. All of you!!!! Thank you guys for making me feel special on the one day of the year I can truly call my own. 💞

#2022 manifesting good vibes #and this day was much needed #a mini beach day vacation that refreshed my brain and my soul like fr lol #sometimes it is just healing to remember how tiny you are in a vast sea #and how beautiful the sea is #anyway sorry to get all mushy and weird on main but fr i just feel human and refreshed again #taking the one day i can call my own and just feeling on top of the world #was feeling guilty abt spamming my bday wishes but it is my house. my refrigerator of a blog and i wish to see them all there

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