i think the recurring theme of dostoevsky's that will always destroy me the most is when despite how much a character wishes and yearns for it, they continuously refuse pure and unconditional love when it's offered because they don't think they're worthy of it (and then hate themselves even more for turning it down). it will ruin me EVERY TIME
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i generally try to remember the muses who use different pronouns (like she/they) so that i can use both as well in the descriptions, considering ishtar is the narrator. and i do try to check out the available documentation so i avoid any mistakes. however!!! if we're plotting or writing and you see me using only one pronoun/using the wrong ones, pls pls pls tell me.
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if you're still doing birthday requests (happy birthday btw!!!)
moc era dean/anna
(maybe even demon dean if you wanna get freaky w it)
"You really think I give a shit about you," Dean says, all black-eyed and ugly with the hatred he's got dripping from him while Anna keeps vigilant watch, "that you weren't just some fine ass I got saddled with?"
He's not expecting her to step into the devil's trap with him — she sees it in the flicker of his eyes, from black to confused green to back behind his demon's mask again — but even fallen twice over, she knows her own strength and he's still only a demon with no power over her.
She takes his jaw in her hand, firm to force him to look up at her, and even though he bares his teeth in a grin that's meant to scare her off, she holds his gaze to hers anyway and says, "Yes, you do."
(birthday 3 sentence ficathon! come toss a prompt!)
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thinking about garp and thinking about how garp rly did just pick up a couple of strays (koby and helmeppo) and how he trained them and likely (to an extent) cared for them and how they rose through ranks and thinks about how that what was he wanted for luffy and ace and thinks ab—
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