#like. idk i try not to think about it but it hurts so much lol

[dondeeee911]

What does your person secretly want to tell you?

Shhhhhh!

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Pile 1

 They want to confess to you that they secretly hate their place of work, which they keep to themselves and would not like to share amongst you and others openly. Your joy, peace, dreams, beauty, and desires are what inspire them to keep striving for more. They eat, sleep, and breathe you. Your person doesn’t want to let you down, that pretty face of yours, could they?🥹“I promise baby, I promise I’ll make it happen; I promise”.  The odds of you being able to tell if something isn’t right with your person are rare. Kisses and warm hugs are a norm when they come home, they mask their emotions well or they don’t like you see them in a state of “weakness”. Yes, all of their hard work is to keep you happy but what about their happiness? They think about that often. 

Pile 2

  Unfortunately, your person resents you. Don’t get me wrong, you are one of the most loving individuals they have ever met, but they can’t seem to wrap their mind around the fact that you tolerated so much of their BS in the relationship. IYKYK😣,They don’t feel like they possess the love they once had for you in the early stages. Your person misses the girl who was tedious about her do’s and don’ts, speaking up for herself and threatening to end the whole connection! They miss the girl who wasn’t scared to leave and choose better. You once had them on their toes and willing to lose it all for you; but they do not know what happened to you, where did “that girl” go? Sadly, they hate to admit that they do not care to try anymore or put in any effort to show their passion for you, if any. They feel like you gave up on your morality, so they gave up on you too.😓

Pile 3

  Ouch! sounds like someone’s pockets hurt😂😩. Okay, we all love the nicer things in life but your partners think you spend an awful amount of time indulging in your luxuries. Maybe pick up a hobby, a side hustle? 🤷🏽‍♀️A true spendthrift you are, and no, they don’t want you to limit yourself ever! But they hate the way you spend money so carelessly. Random purchase after random purchase. “Why did you buy that?”  idk lol.  You have no sense of purpose or direction when making purchases. Watching you spend like a kid in a candy store gets under their skin sooooo badly. They want to give you a budget, but what’s a budget in your world!?🤑

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[reilleclan-blog]

I just listened to a song talking about "keep quiet ur fears are too loud" and I can't get it out of my head. For one ppl are so fucking creative and two it set my stomach on fire cause I want to sing I want to experience shit. And I want to not always feel lonely as much as I do. But I have to work I can't even get a dumbass apartment cause I was 4K short of money I made. I can't feel loved I don't feel it from family never really did. The neglect out wayed everything else. And I'm still trying to get over so much. I visited my brothers a few days ago and some part of me feels like I'll be left by them. Then my mind started spiraling what if they struggled with stuff but I wasn't strong enough to help and support them. I'd rather be the one hurt than them. Yeah I know I'm letting my anxiety take over I can't not think about certain stuff I just push it away before the thoughts get too bad. Anyways I wish I could see them more often I miss them all the time. They are brothers from my dad side but we grew up like we had the same parents or tried too.

And honestly the song reminded me of Ellie being traumatized I kinda wish there was more times that showed her "in distress" maybe I sound like a sick fuck for saying that, but yeah tlou is wild. I'd say for the ppl that don't like heavy stories like that AT LEAST play it one good time.

Anyways I guess I'm done typing out my fears and wants for the night, my soul yearns for something idk what it is to fulfill her. What does she want :) lol idk but I know life can be taken away from me at any second so I'm just taking it a day at a time and I could still say I did my best I did what I could with how many obstacles were thrown at me . Ngl tlou and cyberpunk still make me feel so emo especially cyberpunk. That shit had me fucked all the way up after the dlc I love the game dearly but I'd really like a break. It's been 5months? Since I touched the game fully putting hours into it. I was planning to do a "evil " playthrough for PL ;-; I still miss my gf songbird also I'm sad a mutual deactivated their account I loved their so mi content a lot :,/

[bots-and-cons]

hi :D could you do a rough housing child reader who seems to never break, like they can do the most dangerous stunts and get hurt but still get up and wanna play more and is undeterred despite their clearly broken bones. could you do optimus and ratchet? cuz i know ratchet would be fed up with this reader so much lol.

A/N: I know you said you wanted the reader to be the kid, but I did this a bit differently. So the reader is the parent of the kid, and they’re both under the autobot’s protection. I just felt like I could get more out of it that way. I thought “clearly broken bones” are a bit too extreme, so I went with something a bit more minor. Idk if this is really what you wanted, but this is what I came up with

~Ratchet~

•Ratchet isn’t particularly good at treating human injuries, even minor ones, because of the difference in size

•He has a very limited amount of surgical instruments that are fit for the bots, let alone human sized patients

•So when your kid keeps getting themself hurt accidentally and all the time Ratchet has had to improve his skills

•Ratchet isn’t exactly thrilled about being used as a babysitter, but there’s not much of a choice, since you have to work

•The kid loves Ratchet, they think he’s great and what kid wouldn’t want to play with a giant robot who can turn into a car

•Ratchet is constantly on his last nerve with the kid, but he tries to keep as calm as possible and not yell

•The kid does some dangerous stunts sometimes, like seeing how high they can jump from before getting hurt

•Which is something they can’t figure out without getting hurt of course

•So Ratchet is constantly patching up skinned knees and elbows

•He has a first aid kit full of different kinds of colorful kids band-aids and it’s empties quite quickly, because of how much the kid injures themself

•You’re used to patching your kid up, but it’s definitely not fun, no one wants to see their kid hurt

•Ratchet definitely has his hands full with the kid all the time, because of how chaotic they are

~Optimus Prime~

•Optimus is much more cautious with the kid than Ratchet is

•Optimus just has better reflexes and a better reaction time than Ratchet, so he catches the kid more often when he falls down the stairs while trying to do one of his ninja moves

•You’re thankful that there’s someone who can help you with your kid and especially someone who has so much patience

•Your kid can definitely be a handful and Optimus is a great babysitter, because he’s so patient and kind

•He does have some trouble setting rules for the kid, but he does try

•Optimus also makes the kid an obstacle course that’s more safe than just jumping off the couch or climbing him

•Optimus has also become very adept at applying band-aids and stuff like that

•He’s always catching the kid midair, and they learn to trust him so they keep doing more dangerous stunts, because they believe he’ll catch them

•And damn this kid can be exhausting, they want to play all the time, and sometimes their games and stuff are a bit rough

•Optimus has been on the brink of a spark attack so many times, because the kid falls and stumbles and does their stunts and ninja moves, and he doesn’t want them to get hurt, but he can’t always be there to stop it from happening

[stinkbeck]

wrote a sad story, bummed myself out, but that’s it baby!!! i’m free!!!!!! i never have 2 write another story again.

[lunarharp]

some illustrations/vibes from my uhh 29k memory trauma/disability focus orufrey fic, into the deep end.

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

[crybaby-bkg]

writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

[munamania]

so guys um. really fun update as a result of me once again being really good at understanding and responding to social situations. im pretty sure the friend im seeing is convinced we r like in a relationship or About to be and im just now realizing the extent of that and how quickly im slamming the brakes/going to attempt for smth more casual. um.. girl help

[hecksupremechips]

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

[will80sbyers]

people are being excessively mean to others for clout on places like tiktok and twitter in instances where there is literally no reason to respond in a mean way and I don't think I will ever get it like is it that they need likes for validation because they feel extremely lonely in real life because real life connections with people are rare and the pandemic made things worse and so ganging up on people online with others makes them feel like they are part of something even if that something is negative and is possibly bringing another person to experience extremely negative feelings about themselves or are all these people just a bunch of coward assholes

[lordiavolo]

to be like frank here, redemption is an ever going cycle. when youve been the problem, the toxic ex, the abuser, you have to know you will have to apologize for that for the rest of your life. you will always have to live with the guilt and conscience of knowing how you hurt that person, or mutliple people. and you have to constantly CHOOSE to not repeat that behavior, and its not easy.

when you meet a new friend the topic of who you used to be will come up eventually, and if you have changed youll be honest with who you were. you cant run from it. you cant try to round the corners and make it seem like the other persons fault, or like it wasnt as bad as it was. its really really scary. because everytime you open up about it, its not just the wound of guilt but its also the fear that theyre going to look inside and not like what theyll see.

but you have to keep moving on and you have to keep being honest. and you have to remember that everyone is applicaple for redemption, you just have to work for it and admitting you were wrong with no buts is the first step.

[bangcakes]

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[cinna-bunnie]

bleh

[nomaishuttle]

its also like . ok sry im going on bc im tired and ive upset myself lol but its like. to have somebody who knows i grew up in poverty call me greedy and selfish bc he pressured me into moving up here when i didnt have the money so i Had to rely on him financially. and then i couldnt pay him back while i was literally unemployed. to have him call me greedy and selfish and entitled and lazy was. insanely upsetting

[the-trans-dragon]

I can’t tell if I’m just bad at finding Bedsheets That Don’t Pill, or if it’s just another case of Severe Decrease In Product Quality Due To Ongoing Plague And Labor Shortages, or if I’m just autistic and doomed to experience all bedsheet textures as Level 10 Pain

[piplupod]

racist homophobic misogynist uncle and boomer granddad are going to be here again this evening -_-