#literally explodes and throws up

[swagveryswagamazinf]

WERE SOOO BACK

[princescar]

I love just how much Matsuda's "Tragically Down Bad" clashes with Ryoko's "Comedically Down Bad", genuinely my favorite aspect of their relationship.

Matsuda is just: I need to do everything in my power to protect her, even from herself. Even if it goes against everything I stand for, as long as she's here with me

Compared to Ryoko: "I'd still love you even if you pissed your pants in front of me☺️. Oh wait- I forgot, you’re so perfect you dont even pee.🤭"

[cure-stars]

"but you see......this is where my story ends."

"then, let's start it―― right now! your next story!"

as if you're opening a present every second.

as if i'm searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone. 🎪

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

oshi no ko ep 4 spoilers under the cut!!

ohhhhh my fucking god this scene this scene this fucking scene this will never leave my brain it’ll rot there until every star in the sky has faded what the FUCK were they thinking (affectionate)

HE’S :((((((( A BABY. HE’S JUST A BABY. he acts so cold and detached but he loves his friends, he loves his sister, he has trouble thinking of happy moments at first but then it all just comes flowing into him!!! and it breaks my heart because i didn’t even know he could smile like this but of course he can because he’s a kid. he’s not gorou anymore. he’s his own person and that person is a high school boy who enjoys his new life even though he thinks he’s not allowed to. even though his past self literally manifests as a stern voice over his shoulder telling him he’s not allowed to.

GODDDDDDD . god. gorou is literally a fucking GHOST telling aqua not to be happy, never to be happy, just keep obsessing over ai and hating yourself for not being able to save her in the same way gorou must’ve hated himself for not being able to save sarina. just keep living for revenge and nothing else. don’t enjoy yourself. don’t enjoy yourself. don’t enjoy yourself. the relationship between these two makes me so ill because they’re literally the same person but also not. it’s like gorou’s bitter soul was born into a body not made to hold it. aqua is his own person but he’s also haunted by a guilt and an obsession that isn’t his own. he’s haunted by the death of his mother but more than anything he’s haunted by himself. ai would have wanted him to be happy. gorou doesn’t. gorou wants them both miserable and guilty.

and don’t even get me STARTED on akane??????????????????? mimicking ai to make aqua feel better??????????????????????????????? it’s all so twisted and it’ll all just make his obsession grow stronger and stronger. aqua is chasing a ghost. ai is dead and gorou is dead and sarina is dead. he isn’t. but if he doesn’t let himself be happy, if he doesn’t let himself move on, then he might as well be.

[bonetrousledbones]

saw some fanart that reminded me so very strongly of the mishap au that it had me reminiscing over it like a long lost lover. the one that got away..................

[iron-sides]

oughhh zam and her needing people :((((( hang on i need to smash two clips together again

[poseidonstaint]

i don’t know music terminology but all the parts of past songs playing in new songs makes me SICK there was so much of it in thunder saga i was sobbing throwing up and there’s so much of it in wisdom saga im sobbing throwing up

[bitten-button]

I love iseakai and transmigration fics and I was scrolling through my docs randomly and saw one where I yote (yeeted?) one of my Skyrim Bitches into BG3 purely bc his name was Tavish, Tav for short, and I thought it was funny.

Thing is I was scrolling while waiting for time to pass in Oblivion (doing a thing where I don't use the wait function and only sleep a single hour to level up. I make my guy find a chair to sit in to wait for time to pass if I have to, and keep a book on his person to rp that hes reading. No fast travel either.) so I was bludgeoned violently with the vision of a HoK building a bond with Gale but then-

NO. NO YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPLODE WHAT NO. NO. NO YOU ARE NOT SACRIFICING YOURSELF TO DEFEAT THE BIG BAD NO NO I CANT GO THROUGH THAT AGAIN. NO BITCH. WE'RE FINDING ANOTHER WAY AND SO HELP ME IT IS GOING TO WORK. I'LL BE DAMNED IF I LOSE YET MORE PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY NOT LIKE THAT PLEASE.

[oldbutchdanielcraig]

your rpf posting has worn me down enough for that link you posted to be the first rpf fic i ever read. now i need to get into contact with management at big rpf to get you promoted because i had a great time

us right now and i’m not joking

[elprupneerg]

oh damn, the terrors have kicked in

[theclearblue]

Just watched Italy vs Japan volleyball quarterfinals I'm gonna be sick

[jiseoksguitar]

favourite pasttime: loving things so much it makes me feel physically sick

[racmune]

im so sick this musical saved my life

[aretarers]

and one more thing one final thing. but if you think you would be into crazy deity yuri gigi dg ALSO made lady of the shard. frankly this is also a reminder to myself to reread it when i have time and do not actively need to be sleeping

[pinkbugtype]

Emeto warning in the tags bc last night was like. Earnestly one of the worst I've ever had in a life absolutely riddled with hospital visits and medical problems

[rapidhighway]

i’m never actually going to talk to my professor about it but can’t she just read my mind and realize i have like the worst case of time blindness in history PLEASE ToT