#littlemuddledhead

[littlemuddledhead]

Soulmates find one another. They don't need to go around looking for them.

Any person could be your soulmate. Your colleague, or family friend, college mate, someome from the gym, or the same restaurant or maybe from your neighborhood.

Love need not necessarily be at the first sight kind of thing. For me personally it is waiting around till your soul mate finds you!

[littlemuddledhead]

When six people came in and changed my life forever!

They closed the door behind them, and never came back again, until today, 17 years hence that day, the day when I was hardly two, the day that was full of tears, tears of happiness and of passion. The day when Chandler last showed his wit and made our teary selves laugh, for one last time!

I never had imagined how six weird friends who met by chance could be such a big influence to my life. I never did imagine I could laugh so hard, I could love so passionately, I could make someone else’s life my own, I could live a little more each day when ‘no one told me life was gonna be this way and that my life was stuck in the second gear!’

Seeing you guys today go back to where it all started, gave me goose bumps all over! I am used to seeing you every day, you never went away from me, but today, today was different. Today it was like a ride back into the golden time when I was not even a human! A ride back to the golden age of F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

The day I had been waiting for so long, came and oh god it came so well! Those one hour and thirty nine minutes were the best thing that happened to me in a long while! Seeing you people cry made me cry, watching you people re-live every moment of the complete madness you created with love, laughter, and soul made me fall in love with you all once again!

“Pivot”, “Joey doesn’t share food”, “could I be wearing any more clothes”, “I know”, “NO”, “How you doin”, “Oh my god”, “HI…”, “I’m fine!”, “WE WERE ON A BREAK”, and many more of those iconic dialogues flashed by and made me smile, once again! I can never understand how you guys never fail to lift me when I am feeling low, or unknowingly give me comfort when I don’t even have a “PLA” about my messed up life.

I have tried many times writing how grateful I am of you all, but I have failed always. I guess never will I be able to give justice to what you six people mean to me, what you people have given me. And I am sure there are many others who feel the exact same way! So I just want to say, thank-you, for everything. You guys will remain to live in our hearts forever!

You guys were always there for me! You kept your promise. You guys made life a better journey. Thank you. I will be forever grateful!

One in a billion fans of yours.

[littlemuddledhead]

Have you ever come across someone who just adorns you in the way you are! They find happiness in just being with you, they make you feel complete, and they add an essence to your life.

Some people are just the right ones for you. They make you feel at home, no matter where you are or what is going on in your life. They understand you in a way no one ever has, they read your silence, and they see your scars through your smile. It doesn’t take them much to love you. They find one reason enough to stick by you.

These people may fight with you, not agree with you over many things, but they never stop respecting you for who you are. They do not make you feel bad about yourself; instead, they make you face the reality which you find hard to accept. They make you analyze what the world is criticizing you for, they make you see the reality, and motivate you to work upon it. They always praise you in public, they correct you in private. They never look down upon any thing you do, they always support you, and they always love you.

They become your family before you know it, you love them more than you realize. These people mean the world to you. a friend, a partner; anyone may take this place in your heart. You will feel void in their absence, content in their presence and blessed for their existence!

[littlemuddledhead]

Many things broke my heart but they did clear my vision.

[littlemuddledhead]

Its all about that person who adornes you in every situation. It is about that person who doesn't ask for much but gives you his all without even letting you know.

Love is not about romanticizing every situation. It is about supporting in unfavorable situations. It is about motivating your partner. It is not about committing or making fake promises, but it is about giving each other all!

[littlemuddledhead]

My dear kim soo hyun,

First of, I want to say that you are so wonderfully prety that your sight makes me want to cry. Have you heard of a fact that states a human can influence another human's life in so many ways! Well that's true. Becuase my dear love, you make my heart melt!

You are so beautiful! So innocent! Your charm makes me want to die for you!!! I was not a bangs person until you came in and changed the story for me! I did not know what being selfless was untill you decided to give your life in order to take care of your ailing brother. I felt so bad for you when your mother bluntly said that she gave birth to you just for the sake of protecting her older son. I felt so agitated that my blood boiled! But you, oh you taught me what it is like to believe in families. You taught me that it truly is okay to not be okay!

The way you are just melts my heart! I dont know what i am writing because as a matter of fact, i am lost in your thoughts! The way you look into your girl’s eyes makes me want to come running towards you. You make me cry for being so cute😭

Just like any other girl, i want to look deep into your eyes. I want you to take care of me.

Please make a copy of your self and send it to us, will you?

Love,

Your fangirl❤

[littlemuddledhead]

Nothing but beauty !

[littlemuddledhead]

An open letter to ,

To Yoon Se-ri and Captain Ri Jung Hyuk,

"Sometimes the wrong train takes you to the right direction."

~ Yoon Se-ri

Watching K-drama was not my thing until I came across your story one day while scrolling through Netflix. To be honest, I initially found it extremely weird to watch something of a language unknown to me. It was difficult to get along at first, but when Se-ri, you fell on Captain Ri from that tree, a corner of my heart was won by the two of you. Your story was not like one of those typical romantic college life love stories. It was different. It was heartwarming. Captain Ri, my first impression of you was that you were one of those strict and extremely disciplined soldier man, but your care towards a total stranger, the innocence in your eyes and the way your eyes smiled melted my heart. Scented candles had lesser meaning in my life until you guys made it a symbol of love for me. Your hardships were never ending, with multiple conspiracies and political troubles. But Se-ri’s child like bragging behavior along with your beautiful eyes admiring her with utmost silence, honesty and love compensated everything for me. Your first kiss inspired by the South Korean serials resulted in a dopamine rush within me. If I were to be honest with you, I did not want to continue watching after Se-ri you crossed the border. That last moment between you guys was for me the end of your story. I could not bring myself to continue watching you two in desperate melancholy.

However, you going to South Korea to save your love, made me once again fall for you, harder than before. Seeing tears in your eyes when S-ri got herself shot, to save you broke my heart as well. It was really difficult for me to accept the fact that two souls who loved one another so well could not be together. Your care for one another when you two got shot made me believe in soul mates again. But I do have one regret. I really hoped that you guys got to live together and experience your happily ever after. It had been a long while since I felt so connected with a series. But your story was not just yours, because at the end of it I realized how much your story had become a part of me.

From~

A fangirl who pens down for a thousand others like her.

[littlemuddledhead]

"Ever wondered what it is like to gaze into your eyes? So beautiful and so enchanting they are that they pull me towards you, make me want to surrender myself to you, hug around your strong, protective arms, and kiss you gently on your soft sweet lips!"

[littlemuddledhead]

The great thing about socializing is that you sometimes meet people who are as weird as you are and end up having a friend for life.

[littlemuddledhead]

Being calm is just another step towards sucess. Your hardwork, determination and passion bagged my patience and being calm is when you truly reach your point of success.

[littlemuddledhead]

Dream

Soaring high in the endless skies,

Floating with the snowy clouds,

Breathing in the enchanting lavender fragrance,

Competing with the high flying songbirds,

Flattering along with the beautiful butterflies,

Playing with angels of the heaven aborde,

Admiring the belle of the VIBGYOR,

Pittering and pattering along with the rain,

Dancing with the cold, refreshing winds,

Smiling as bright as the daystar shines

Living as free as the mountains line.

[littlemuddledhead]

To the one with inevitable social anxiety,

Hi, how are you? It’s okay, you don’t have to answer that because I know that it will only make you uncomfortable. There are a lot of things, rather social norms that stress you out and I know how much you hate them! Talking to people, giving a presentation actually interacting! People consider that you are rude just because it is difficult for you to get along. You are fun in your own special way! You might be a crazy book worm for whom numerous fantasy lands is life, or you might be a great artist, saying whatever is in your mind through various strokes of brush! You might write, or sing, or dance or do anything and everything others do! However, you still are considered to be weird!

This is a reminder for you that what these people around you say doesn’t matter. They judge you without knowing you, a thing that only naïve people do! You don’t have to feel inferior just because you don’t mix in well or too soon! You don’t have to think down about yourself! You are unique, you are bold in your own beautiful way! Don’t let others ruin it for you because you never know when tables turn around and every one who was mean to you before will depend on you for something!

Be you, do you because you are incredible!

[littlemuddledhead]

Swollen eyes, heavy hearts,

Together but soon will be apart.

You beautiful human,you bring out the best in me,

I hope i could change our destiny.

Always and forever are just promises to make,

But being with you is my heart's aim.

Yes you are annoying, irritating and swaggy,

But you have a heart of gold and a soul of beauty.

Many make promises,

I aim at keeping them,

I love you today and i will love you forever is the only promise i make.

[littlemuddledhead]

Pain is a harmful feeling. It will cut down every ounce of you, layer by layer, it will suck away all your blood, and wrack your boans with a gut wrenching ache till you finally decide to leave all of it behind you, and decide to grow.

[littlemuddledhead]

The years if the pandemic brought a lot in the platter for us. With all the negativity going on around the world, I was hit by a self realization which is that, no matter who you are, rich or poor, boy or girl, child or adult, you need that one reassuring hand who helps you through everything.