#lol fck nah

[ayypapiarmour]

I might have underestimated how insane 8H Synastry is

I have this peculiar connection with this person. So the back story is I just finished my internship 3 weeks ago and me being me an astro maniac, checked our synastry and to my knowledge we have

- 8H Venus

- Pluto - Sun

- Pluto - Moon

- Pluto - Asc

- Mars-Pluto (double whammy)

- Venus - Asc and

- 4 planets in my 10 house

And in this case as y’all already figured I’m the house person.

Not gonna lie that 1 week after the internship ended, not seeing each other was tough, I bawled my eyes out lol. Because I really really liked them! How the hell did I not? We spent most of the time together, touchy w each other and other many things. But now I’m good!

And recently I just got a job at a dif company at WK, and so did they (at my former internship place). And I told them about the job out of being friendly and days later, guess what, the supervisor at my former internship workplace informed the group chat that it’s collaborating with WK (the job that I’m currently in) and mind you I told nobody about me being recently employed except THAT planet (Pluto) person.

And I asked the planet person if they told anyone at their workplace about me getting employed at the company they’re collaborating with and they said no. Then I texted them if they know anything like what is the purpose of the collaboration Yana yada and they just simply redirected the conversation to “it’s confidential” and I understood and respected that feedback but then they were like “nah it’s not that confidential, I only said that as an excuse to hang out with you, I will further explain about it when I meet you”.

See the pattern? Being in Plutonian synastry is quite karmatic and might feel like you are fated with the other party and…it’s obsessive.

It’s either the planet or the house person will find many ways to be together with you. You definitely feel each other! It’s like you two can’t be separated from one another.

Had this type of synastry never happened, I couldn’t give 2 fcks bc internship is just…internship, it’s temporary and I always have this mentality where i just move tf on and I ll never take the colleagues at my former internship workplace seriously cause it’s not like I’m gonna ever see them again . But boom, universe works in mysterious ways and I got humbled real quick.

Idk y’all maybe I’m delusional but i just feel like sharing my experiences of this synastry 😂

[byler-alarmist]

I love it when my inner Byler fight lol

When my Mike side is like "Yeah, communication is a 2-way street! Will should've tried to reach out to him, too!'

Then my Will side is like "Nah, fck that, Mike never even apologized for the rain fight after S3! Why should Will have to be the one to reach out??"

[gunsatthaphan]

~ Monthly BL Breakdown: July 2022 ~  

Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Dailymotion and Youtube. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post!

New breakdowns coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns

What came out this month? (green tick = seen or currently watching)

🌟 Rainbow Lagoon (short film) - July 4th (Thailand)

🌟 Stranger’s Love - July 4th (Philippines) 

🌟 Oh! My Sunshine Night - July 4th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Gameboys: The Movie - July 6th (Philippines) 

🌟 Merry Queer - July 8th (reality tv show, South Korea)

🌟 Gameboys 2 (international release) - July 14th (Philippines) 

🌟 His Man - July 15th (reality tv show, South Korea) 

🌟 Vice Versa - July 16th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Coffee Melody - July 18th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Kumusta Bro? - July 30th (Philippines) 

Monthly likes/dislikes

❣️ Vice Versa - ugh. it’s so good so far. Like an actual masterpiece. I just love that the story + setup is different. It’s abstract without being cheesy and it has me glued to the screen at all times. The cast is superb, Jimmy and Sea are absolutely killing it, also I’m living for all the Bad Buddy references lol. It’s also nice to see ohmnanon again in this different setting and overall it’s just so much better than I anticipated. I hope it stays at this level. Oh and also the cinematography?? And all the color references?? fck me up. 10/10. 

❣️ The Eclipse - I’m just gonna put this on here even though it hasn’t aired yet because how could I not 🥺😩 it looks so good. I know some people disagree but I liked this trailer so much better than the first one. I know it could be misleading but I’m really hoping for a 50/50 balance between the curse- and the love story. But we shall see. Either way I’m so ready for F&K to own my ass for the next 3 months. 11/10 can’t wait. 

👎🏻 Unforgotten Night - I honestly still don’t know if I love it or hate it djgkfdf I wouldn’t say I had high hopes but somehow I had faith that it could maybe be good... I was wrong lol. It’s so bad. I love Ton as Kim, he’s adorable and very likeable, same with Baiboon - but Yoon?? heck. He’s by far the worst pick for this kind of role. You would think he has improved his performance by now after being in so many shows but nah. He’s giving me nothing. However despite all, it is quite entertaining -  just because of how ridiculous it is. So I guess I’m having a good time. But it’s abysmal. 0.5/10.

New series announcements

🎥 Love Tractor - Date TBA (South Korea) 

🎥 Wish Me Luck (starring Fiat Pattadon and Na Naphat) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Egoist (novel adaption) - Coming 2023 (Japan) 

🎥 Mystery of Love - Date TBA (Philippines) 

🎥 Happy Merry Ending - Date TBA (South Korea) 

🎥 Liquor - Date TBA (South Korea) 

🎥 Make a Wish (starring Fluke Natouch) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 End Love (starring Game Orarig & Boom Jiratpisit) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Tie the Not - Date TBA (Philippines) 

🎥 Cheat 2 - Date TBA (Philippines) 

🎥 Kabe Koji - Coming October 2022 (Japan) 

🎥 Jump The Series - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 My Tempo (Musical) - September 22nd (Thailand) 

🎥 Roommate The Series - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Wish You Luck (starring Tonnam Piamchon (Triage) and Title Teshin (The Yearbook)) - Coming 2023 (Thailand) 

🎥 The Luminous Solution (starring Gun Napat and Mig Teerapat) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Self, We See You - Coming September 2022 (Thailand) 

🎥 Fool Love In Pilok - Date TBA (Thailand) 

Other news from the BL world

❗️Choi Si Hoon (from Netflix's “Single's Inferno”) will take the role of Yoo Seong in the upcoming Korean BL “The New Employee”.

❗️The Korean BL “Blueming” is getting a second season. 

❗️Fluke Natouch will star in the upcoming Thai BL Make a Wish, along with Judo Tantachj, Pon Thanapon and Nike Nitidol. 

❗️Filming for the upcoming Thai BL “Between Us” has started. The show will premiere on November 18th. 

❗️Bright Vachirawit, Win Metawin, Zee Pruk, Nunew Chawarin, Ohm Pawat, Nanon Korapat and Mew Suppasit were winners at this year’s KAZZ Awards, amongst a few others. 

❗️Table reads for the upcoming Thai BL “Absolute Zero” have started. The series will premiere in 2023. 

❗️MileApo (KinnPorsche) will star in a historical BL movie that is scheduled to air in 2023. The title, as well as further details, have yet to be announced. 

❗️Wayne Song and Huang Chun Chih (MODC) will be in a theatrical play called "Felicita Wedding Office” which will premiere on December 23-25 in Taipei.

Upcoming series & movies for August

☝🏻 P.S. I Hate You (bl sideplot) - August 1st (Thailand) 

☝🏻 War of Y - August 2nd (Thailand) 

☝🏻 On Cloud Nine - August 6th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 21 Days Theory - August 7th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Papa & Daddy 2 - August 8th (Taiwan) 

☝🏻 The Eclipse - August 12th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 My Only 12% - August 12th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us - August 14th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Love in the Air - August 18th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Takara-kun to Amagi-kun - August 18th (Japan)  

☝🏻 About Youth - August 29th (Taiwan)

☝🏻 Semantic Error: The Movie - August 31st (South Korea, theaters)

☝🏻 Ghost House, Ghost House - August TBA (part-bl, Thailand) 

[tiodolma]

s3 Arthur: everyone on this table is equal. no man is more important than other. Merlin: im on the table yay Everybody: pledges loyalty Arthur: merlin. Merlin: no thanks Arthur: u have no choice Merlin: aw ok Merlin: but remember I am on the table. ..... Arthur: You see these dirty boots? Go clean them. Merlin: so about that equality stuff. i was wondering- Arthur: LOL SIKE Merlin: the round table?? a few days ago?? Arthur: I CAN'T READ Merlin: quiet ouch ..... s4 Arthur: dont sacrifice urself ur just a servant, ur not a knight Merlin: (ahahahahaha dont i know that. i was booted off that table the moment we got back) Merlin: my life is lesser than yours lol .......... Lancelot: bruh he should've knighted you Merlin: *remembers how he was shot down with the equality talk* Merlin: nah im just his servant. Lancelot: quiet ouch Lancelot: I will protect you with my life ........ s5 Arthur: AW SHT YOU HAVE MAGIC Arthur: WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE A SERVANT Merlin: You kept me your servant. Arthur: it's my fault? Merlin: You are also my friend. So like i dont want u to die. Arthur: fine. .......... Arthur: *sees Merlin do cool magic stuff* Artuhr: I SHOULDVE RESPECTED YOU Arthur: I AM SO SORRY Merlin: well. okay. Arthur: WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME? Merlin: (reviews entirety of s1-s5) WHY INDEED Arthur: that is fair. i didnt know what i'd do tbh. Merlin: didnt want to put u in that position. Merlin: anyway. dont worry my life aint worth shit. Happy to serve you. Born to serve you. Arthur: *entire life flashes before his eyes* Arthur: (fck i didnt treat him well) Arthur: I want you to be always be you. Merlin: idk what that means but i cant lose you. Kilgharrah: lol sike.

[maximaxstreasurebox]

TWST Diasomnia Chapter Part 1

Summary notes(/reactions) I wrote while reading with the help of Google translate...obviously spoilers-

(2022.12.19) EP 7-1 to EP 7-19

yuu dreamed about the maleficent

freaks out, runs out to look at statue

meets diasomnia gang, calls Malleus 'Tsunotaro'

Sebek angy, Silver and Malleus shush him

Lilia runs in 'in school girl fashion'

slept over bcuz gamer night (Idia?), Silver tried to wake him up 3 times

Lilia is gloomy/anxious(?) during when waking up, bed-hair

Malleus invites yuu to talk about Maleficent

gang leaves to 3rd year orientation for 4th year

3 months per season, 3 courses, must do 2 to attempt graduation exam

company applications through interviews and grades

Trey thinks between food industry and science

Cater thinks between media and theme park management(?)

Ace's brother chose theme park management(?) back then

Should switch between companies for experience

Trey&Cater "idk what to choose, so time to listen to some classmates" tour begins; Vil&Rook

Vil - movie studio or potion, no college

Rook sad he cant see Vil in 4th grade

Rook- archaeological research, chose it after STYX accident showed him hidden beauty in world, college maybe?

Leona where the fck did you climb up from

lol he occupying a row to nap

Vil: take this seriously Leona: already applied :] everyone:??????

he's read the papers while Crowley was talking

Leona - mining and energy research company (geology)

of course he chose it to bitch about it for his bro

Rook: IDIA Idia: i do not exist

no Ortho here bcuz he's 1st year :)))

Idia: its a waste of time here when im already got a job offer everyone:????

he got offers after presentation on culture festival

Vil: is it…. STYX? Idia: nah hell, got kicked out temporally basically so media wont come after my fam *point at letter by dad*

Idia's parents got angy when he built a vacuum robot at age 8 and other shits

Vil: so where did u apply? Idia:……Olympus (no.1. market place, hardest to apply to) (btw web designer or what) everyone: EEEEEEHHHHH??!?!?!? (side note: this genuinely got me sad bcuz he first declined the offer back in chapter 5 epilogue)

Lilia: why are you laying on the desk, Cater?

Malleus cant decide which ones worth it

Lilia………….didn't choose anything……bcuz he will drop out of school

EVEN MALLEUS DIDNT KNOW IT

YUU TALKS ABOUT MICKEY TO REST OF 1ST YEAR GANG

Yuu showed the pic of Mickey, gang go uuuhh?

Grim: his ears are bigger than mine…

Ortho connecting to google, doesnt find anything about Mickey

Yuu talks about Mickey's room and friends

summary by Ortho: 1, Mickey is not from TWST, 2, time moves in Mickey's world too, 3, can only talk to him when he's sleeping

something with the mirror… Ortho uses this word: 銀歯 (silver-tooth????)

Ortho: do you know [Kouseki Radio]? (鉱石ラジオ)

oh we're going technology nerd talk, basically a radio made from ores and things without any electricity involved

sooooooooo the 'silver-tooth' he described is what used as a signal recorder(?)... like the needle on old vinyl

next nerd talk item: [Hitomi no Kagami], a hand mirror

current theory by Ortho: the mirror in Yuu's room is a [Hitomi no Kagami], a mirror used for communication

gang: wait.....then if Mickey is from another world, there might be a way to find Yuu's home world???

research group with 1st year gang! everyone takes turn at taking a chance to meet Mickey at night :D

Sebek and Silver flabbergasted that Lilia leaves school

LILIA....HIS MAGIC IS RUNNING OUT......... he can no longer fly, thats why he ran in the morning...

HE ALSO MOVES OUT AFTER SCHOOL;;;;;;;;;

His home country(?) is [Akatatsu no Kuni] (red dragon)

LILIA WASNT PLANNING TO GO BACK WITH MALLEUS IN THE VERY BEGINNING- *sobbing on floor*

He wants to live in peace and not being b-tched around :(

WE GOT MAL MAL'S GRANDMA NAME: QUEEN MALEFICIA

Silver and Sebek are so heartbroken;;;;;;;;

LILIA IS MOVING OUT WITHIN A WEEK???;;;;;;;;;

Lilia: I'm impatient bcuz I don't have much time! me: *chewing pillow*

Malleus: Are you sure you're not gonna change your mind? Lilia: Nope!..or rather, It has been decided a long time ago, no matter what..

"Fate can't be changed..."

oh man heeeeeee's maaaaad....

Lilia asked Sebek and Silver to help out packing up

Silver cleaning up one of Lilia's drawer be like; 'a test from 2 years ago......broken keyboard........expired coupon......hardened nail polish......candy boxes.....Is he really sure he can live like this? 😭'

..Ring on chain with rotten seeds(?) in candy box....

Silver: ".....Have I seen this ring before?....Aurora-colored jewels..."

Silver: .........so sleepy..... Lilia: Silver?

Silver: I found this box with the withered seeds(?)........can I throw it away- LIlia: NO!

Silver: So.. should I pack it? Lilia: No, I'll just take the bracelet (there's a bracelet in the box too??????),...and the ring can be given back to the rightful owner.. Lilia: To you, Silver. Silver: ??????

Lilia found baby Silver with the jewels on, and planned to give it back when he's grown up 🥺

Silver almost asks about his parents but then he just goes 'thank you'

Sebek found a.....magic tool?... Lilia's weapon when he was still a guard

Sebek notices that the metal part of the tool is made of [Mistium], an old metal thats no longer mined

...and Lilia used to use it also as an ordinary axe..rip Sebek...

MICKEY HUNTING BEGINS! First night: Ace&Duece!

Riddle only let them have away from dorm if they study, so he made study tests for them,even for Yuu&Grim💀

THERE'S EVEN FOR ORTHO, JACK, AND EPEL AHHAAHAHHAH-

Grim: If Yuu goes back to their original world....can I still stay in NRC?

Nooo sad time :"( gang is sad, then got back to midnight study session

Day 1 to meet Mickey - failed

Yuu can't sleep, but then sees light and a shadow outside

It's Tsunotaro......and not in a good mood..

IT'S SNOWING OUTSIDE

And Malleus seems really out of focus........snaps back his attention when Yuu appears, and stops the snowing

Malleus starts talking (read: trauma dumping) about how he got scolded(?) by Lilia for having the castle in ice bcuz of an argument he had with his grandma, and no one else dared to get close to him

OMG LONG HAIR LILIA WE WON WE WOOOOOOOON

Lilia made shredded ice with syrup from the ice and gave it to tiny Mal Mal???

Lilia: "You have a great power...don't waste it" Lilia: "Today who's here at this table could have died"

Malleus: You can say Lilia was always close to me.......but now.....he'll no longer scold me....

Malleus: so after my trauma dumping, what do we have here Yuu? :) Yuu: there might be a way to get home Malleus: ......................................so you're leaving too...

Yuu: I feel lonely about saying goodbye to everyone Malleus: ....if there was a way without losing anyone....would you wish for it?

Yuu says it's normal to be sad about goodbye, and goes back inside with a good night/goodbye..

Lilia: "You have a great power...don't waste it" Lilia: "Today who's here at this table could have died"

Malleus: ...Even with great power, I get nothing, I just lose... Malleus: ...they will leave me, leave the table eventually...

Malleus: ...those who invite me...are no more...

[dilfiesz]

nah i wanna edit saki but she's the only good card on that new set lol fck my life

[iwantlarry]

Alright I'll try my best to be calm but I just can't stand people that think they know us like bro how many times have we said to leave us alone lots of times 😀😀😀😀😊😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 anyways estos niños adentro de mi orita hurt bad like bro ones in my back the other one party's all night long and the other one sleeps all day I get all scared 😨 I'm like is there anything or am I just crazy 😧😧😧😧😧 nah I get it but no bouts to call my mom. And say how I just threw up and they keep upsetting me 😂😂😂 very good evil does lurk in the mind of physco lmao 😂 xoxo gossip girl yariza lmao 😂 no frfr tho FCK whoever did this to me again lol and give me my money back now

[mideoya]

NTD 1 : PIECE OF MIND.

Selamat datang di halaman blog tumblr MIDEOYA.

Mulai sekarang semua hal yang mengganggu pikiran gue selaku pemilik halaman ini, hal-hal yang menjadi keluh kesah gue dan rasanya harus dituangkan dalam bentuk tulisan akan mulai gue sampaikan di sini. Semoga bisa konsisten ya. For my own good sake and sanity. LOL.

Kali ini gue cuman mau cerita tentang gimana serem dan menakutkannya keadaan hati dan pikiran ketika dia ga damai dan tenang sama sekali. Well, gue ga pernah dalam keadaan yang 100% hati dan pikiran selalu tenang. Yes, i'm having lot of anxiety party inside my brain on daily basis. Tapi terkadang kadar kekacauan pikiran dan hati gue beneran se-mengkhawatirkan itu kalau dipikir-pikir lagi.

Jadi ceritanya gue kan kerja udah lumayan lama semenjak lulus kuliah. Selama kerja tentunya ups and down beneran makanan sehari-hari lah dari semenjak hari pertama join. Jadi kalau lagi beneran hectic kerjaan gue tuh bener-bener bikin burn out ga karuan. Siklus menstruasi gue yang sudah berantakan makin hancur karena stress mikirin kerjaan.

Sedikit menjelaskan tentang karakteristik gue dalam bekerja ya. Gue bukan tipikal orang yang perfeksionis at all, tapi gue jelas tidak terbiasa dan mau kerja ngasal. Gue juga gabisa kerja yang beneran tutup mata dan ga perduli sama hal lain diluar kerjaan gue. Ditambah gue punya sifat yang kalau udah ngerasain hal-hal yang kurang menyenangkan gue tidak mau memberikan perlakuan yang sama ke orang lain dengan harapan mereka tidak akan pernah merasakan hal tidak menyenangkan yang gue rasakan. Jadi seringkali, gue menanggung terlalu banyak load kerjaan sendirian dan beban pikirannya juga tentu saja. So many times i'm about to gave up. Tapi keadaan ga mengizinkan. Jadi ya mau ga mau ditelan saja sampai akhirnya gue benar-benar terbiasa dan ga berasa beban lagi. Karena hal-hal ini gue juga sering ngerasa sendirian. Berjuang sendirian, capek sendirian, pusing sendirian, sedih sendirian, semua hal emosi yang ada di muka bumi ini gue rasakan sendirian.

Tahun lalu semuanya terasa berjalan biasa saja dan mulai semakin membosankan sampai akhirnya tiba-tiba ada event di kerjaan yang terjadi dadakan di awal bulan Agustus. Gara-gara event ini kerjaan gue yang tadinya sudah terasa semakin boring tiba-tiba melonjak pesat loadnya dan membuat gue hectic bukan main. Gue beneran sering banget balik kantor jam 10 dan bukan karena sibuk haha hihi sama temen kantor yang shift malem. Tapi ya emang beneran karena kerja mempersiapkan eventnya supaya smooth as fck.

Walaupun capek banget, gue lowkey senang karena jadinya gue tidak ngantukan lagi di kantor out of boredom lol. Sebelum event ini mulai digaungkan, jujur gue makin mempertanyakan sebenarnya gue mau kemana dan ngapain untuk kedepannya. Karena gue semakin sadar bahwa gue jalan di tempat and its felt so boring. I thought i would enjoy it.

Nah karena perasaan capek yang gue sedang rasakan saat itu bercampur dengan ingatan gue akan gundah gulana gue setengah tahun itu, tanpa gue benar-benar sadari sepertinya gue jadi super duper emosional dan mulai butuh alasan untuk tetap semangat kerja di kantor. Disaat seperti ini, datanglah tamu tidak diundang yang akan gue samarkan dengan inisial "SK".

Singkat cerita SK ini after eventnya kelar secara kerjaan jadi punya banyak urusan ke gue. Jadinya you know lah, semakin sering interaksi sama gue, semakin sering bercanda juga tentunya. Becoming more closer in general on daily basis.

Lemme explain a lil bit about him. Kenal sama SK ini udah dari tahun pertama gue kerja tapi ga pernah beneran komunikasi yang gimana banget, sampai akhirnya di tahun ketiga kerja pas covid somehow ada beberapa kali ngobrol dan ternyata orangnya cukup asik seperti yang dikatakan orang lain. But thats all. Sampai akhirnya dia dan gue pindah ke gedung baru dalam 1 ruangan yang sama, tentunya gue semakin sering liat dia juga. Jadi semakin tau apa aja kerjaan yang harus dia handle dan bagaimana dia menjalankan kerjaannya on daily basis. Gue tau dia pekerja yang cukup baik. Until last year, i started to admire him so much. Gue suka cara dia berpikir dalam kerjaannya, gue cukup impressed sama sensitivity yang dia bangun dalam proses kerjanya dengan gue (both profesionally and personally), dan gue juga sangat suka the way he talks about work, tipikal yang tenang tapi jelas dan sistematik.

Ada 1 moment dimana gue agak badmood sama kinerja team dia. Gue tipikal orang yang cukup straightforwards when it comes to work, padahal kalau urusan diri sendiri dan perasaan gue tipikal yang mendem banget wkwk. Akhirnya pas dia kebetulan lagi butuh discuss sesuatu, gue kasih tau kalau gue ga suka sama cara teamnya jawab concern yang gue raise in a forum. And he listen to it very very carefully. Sepertinya dia nangkep kalau api dalam diri gue yang basically ga pernah padam ini agak kebakar dan about to burst lol. Kelar gue "ngomel" dia kasih penjelasan ke gue yang beneran make sense tentang kenapa teamnya harus menjawab issue gue dengan attitude yang sempat tidak bisa gue terima itu. Terlihat jelas dia memang ingin membela teamnya, dan gue bisa memaklumi. Tapi alasan yang dia kasih beneran make sense dan gue paling ga bisa di counter sama hal-hal yang langsung masuk ke logika gue wkwk. BUT at the end, dia mencoba tetap terlihat mau berpihak ke gue dengan memastikan kembali detailnya yang bikin gue bete karena dia paham bahwa cara penyampaian disini juga jadi kunci. Jadi gue nangkepnya dia mungkin mau kasih masukan ke teamnya untuk memperbaiki cara mereka menyampaikan hal-hal ke gue. I remember that moment clearly. Someone tamed my fire.

Paham kan alurnya ini mau gue bawa kemana? wkwkwk.

Lanjut dulu ya, terus kerjaan gue dan SK masing-masing semakin hari semakin mampus banyak dan hecticnya. 1 bulan berasa kayak 2 minggu. Tiba-tiba udah ganti kalender aja. Kerjaan yang melibatkan gue dan SK juga semakin banyak, komunikasi juga tentunya jadi semakin sering. Gue semakin kalut inside, semakin burn out, semakin ga karuan tanpa gue sadari. Tapi dia engga, dia tetap kelihatan enjoy sama dirinya, kehidupannya, dunianya, pacenya. And i started to wondering... How?

Sampai di suatu kejadian, seperti biasa gue sedang diskusi di salah satu forum bersama dengan team yang lainnya. Terus ada beberapa hal yang menurut gue sama sekali ga sesuai dengan rancangan di bulan sebelumnya. Kebetulan karena ngerancangnya ada melibatkan gue tentu saja hal pertama yang dilakukan si bodoh ini adalah meragukan diri sendiri. Gue ragu dan takut kalau ternyata apa yang gue sampaikan selama ini tidak tertangkap dengan baik di SK. Long short story, ternyata ada sedikit misskom antara SK dan teman satu team gue yang juga terlibat. SK dan teamnya sempat adu bacot sama temen gue untuk memastikan bahwa ini skip di temen gue. Dan ya temen gue nih lumayan batu parah, dia juga ngerasa dirinya clear enough seharusnya ga ada kesalahan seperti yang gue temukan tadi. Karena udah buntu dan ga akan selesai juga issuenya hanya dengan debat, SK dan teamnya ngalah dan pergi dalam keadaan super badmood juga wkwk. Mereka beneran ga ngomong ke yang lainnya sampai jam pulang. Ho'oh silent treatment muahaha.

Si goblok ini kan memang senang sekali nge-blaming diri sendiri ya. Dan tadi gue kan tipikal yang terlalu mudah membayangkan diri ini di sepatu orang lain. Gue pun akhirnya ikutan berasa bersalah. Gue ga berani deketin SK hari itu untuk ajak diskusi lebih lanjut. One thing in this world that i could do really well, its reading the room ofc. Gue siap banget menerima konsekuensi dari tragedi ini dia bakalan jadi berubah ke gue dan team gue. Jujur gue belum pernah liat dia kayak gitu sebelumnya. Dan gue punya ekspektasi besoknya pun dia akan tetap badmood or even worse jaga jarak.

Kejadian ini bikin gue kepikiran, gue paham capeknya dia dan masih harus disalahin untuk hal yang mungkin bisa jadi memang teman team gue yang salah. Tapi ternyata besoknya SK masuk dengan keadaan normal, bahkan seharian doi akhirnya pindah meja ke samping gue buat kerja. Gatau kenapa tapi gue impressed beneran sama moment ini. Karena kalau gue jadi dia minimal banget 2 hari gue bakalan ngasih silent treatment lol.

Tapi moment ini juga yang bikin gue tersiksa. Gue mulai menangkap sinyal that i started to... like him? Alarm di otak gue nyala semua. Chaos, kebakaran. Ga mau terima fakta ini dan ga boleh dikembangkan lebih jauh faktanya. Gue beneran panik wkwkwk. He really started to enter my brain like there is no tomorrow. Hal yang paling gue benci di dunia ini adalah ketika gue sedang jatuh cinta. I hate it. Every single time.

Many times i tried to deny it. Sulit beneran sulit. Gue harus stay pro disaat yang bersamaan nekan perasaan supaya ga kesenengan kalau lagi sama SK. Selama sekitar beberapa bulan, nahan perasaan. Gue akhirnya menyadari bahwa ini semua adalah ciptaan otak gue yang lelah.

Gue tanpa sadar melihat SK sebagai diri gue sendiri yang babak belur karena kerjaan tapi tetap kerja. Gue tanpa sadar berharap ada yang mengakui kerja keras gue, dan bersedia untuk memahami rasa sedih-lelah-frustasi gue. Akhirnya apa yang gue rasakan ke SK sebenarnya harapan yang gue rasakan ke diri sendiri. Gue ga pernah benar-benar suka sama SK sebagai seorang manusia dengan karakteristiknya.

Makanya kalau capek ya tidur. Good Night! I'll sleep~ hihi.

[thelegendofclarke]

oml i’ve only been back on here for LESS THAN A DAY and i’ve already done that thing where you tell yourself “i’ll just look for 10 minutes” and then end up scrolling for hours with out blinking or speaking or getting up to pee or having literally any awareness of time passing and the word rotating. 

[scoups4lyfe]

woAH --WOAH WOAHHHHH

WHAT????

(lmao jUST when I think I've seen it all I get hate-crimed like this,,,:)

SKLSJDLFKJSDLFKJDASLKF JSDKLFJSLKDFJ

I- man author-nim, *right* in front of my salad????

there is nO heterosexual explanation for this lmaooooo

this lady wants to fck Ikki so badly it makes her look stupid

"I'm Ikki" he says LOL

Ikki is so f*cking funny. He really out here fully making sure EVERYONE knows he's only a part-time contractor for those Fenix dudes

"Only part-time though"

👀 okay w3ll

I'LL be surprised if this lady isn't the criminal LOL

the fake smile the moMENT she heard he was a Kamen Rider hahaha red flag bro

[kimnjss]

AHHHHhHh … now that I’ve got that outta my system

i’ve rewritten this so many times now lmaooaoao the way that update left my two brain cells rubbing together trying to come up with a response 🤣😩

all i know is yaSssSs your such a good storyteller holysh*t 🙇🏽‍♀️👏🏾

yn wanting to fck jooon … like we all knew it but her admitting it had me clutching my pearls for no reason 😮‍💨

lmaoaoaoaoao the fact her list of why not to fck him is longer than her list to actually do it he truly is a walking 🚩🚩🚩

her seemingly agreeing to joon wanting to mess around had that man salivating and having heart palpations .. 🥴🤣

i feel like if they really mess around … his god complex gone be astronomical 💀

🫂 ⬅️ all of us hugging yn trying to stir her away from the incubus that joon is like GET BACKK U DEM😈N

yoonmin 💗🥺☺️

anytime joon is mentioned in yn gc they collectively get the “ickk” 🤣 … justifiable though

jk …. not the borderline prosti…😩😭💀 … 🙉🙈 i wish i was jared.. 19

NAURRRR … 👀👀👀 w-what was joon last tweet about plSsSs 🥴

in conclusion someone pour me a shot 🥃

lol great upload as always ☺️

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AHHH thank youuuu! dude this story is one of my favorites already so i'm so glad that you're liking it just as much as i'm liking writing it - we're having a great time over here LMAO

nah but !? yn really just jumped into the group chat with that like that wasn't some bIG NEWS . nd all of them were so ready to shut it down - her fucking list too??? 37 reasons are way too many reasons ., this cannot end well !!

her switching up tho?? joon is gonna have no idea what to do with himself nd we already saw a bit of that with the way he acted at her hinting at fucking - he's so used to her combating all his advances so the moment she's giving in nd giving some back??? yeah he's going to lose his mind .

nd yoonmin omg :((( they're the cutest thing to ever exist! definitely what we need in the midst of joon nd yns bullshit . the two of them didn't waste any time ., literally went on one date - decided that they liked each other nd just kept it together . the two so called main characters need to take some notes !

JK!? he's a mess all of the time nd the fact that none of his friends ever know what he's up to?? he's always in some shit ., it's best to act like you have no idea LOL

OMG JOONS LAST TWEET! he's convinced that yn agreeing to hang out with him is all his doing nd that he's oh so smooth - when really she already decided to give him a chance ., really thinks that he's doing smth .

[missmorosis]

OKAY BESTIE CONGRATS YOU DEFINITELY DESERVE 600 FIRST OF ALL AND SECOND THIS EVENT IS WAY TO CUTE USVWIWHWIUS I LOVE IT AND YOU <3333

okay, you already know I’m non-binary, they/it, preferably a boy (girls are pretty tho sishsishi it’s unreasonable)

Uhhh…… I’m an introvert and spend a lot of time alone, but if I really like ya I’ll talk to you way more than I should (or just want to real bad but feel awkward) I’m a INFP-T :D

I draw, writing, bake, still can barely play uke………

I like my hair! it’s super fluffy and soft and I like the length (above the shoulders lol) cause I can just barely put it up yet it still looks okay

Okay #1, humor. be funny or we ain’t gonna work sis. second, i can’t handle someone who like… ugh words hard……… who can’t handle me over reacting?? Kinda???? Kinda just acting how I’m feeling I guess??? Like if I’m already having a hard day, I’m way to used to holding back my emotions too much, let me scream a bit if I’m mad k? Also please be an extrovert we need one in this duo

OKAY THIS IS HARD RIGHT NOW UGHHHH 1. Eternity with you from adventure time??? UGH ITS SO CUTE I CANT HANDLE IT 2. Dead girl in the pool from girl in red, again, it’s just girls being unreasonably great at everything 3. Heatwaves by Glass Animals… why are al these songs so different dang

light or dark // love is pink or love is red // introvert or extrovert // movies nights or beach dates // slow dancing to slow songs or dance like nobody’s watching with your s/o

Okay I have brown eyes and hair, I’m pale as heck, the hairs lighter then normal cause I bleached it a few months ago but not like blond just light brown isjsjshaphs, and I’m a lair…… I’m just under 5’7 so legally I’m 5’6 BUT ITS BY A CENTIMETER !!!!!!!

HOW ARE YOU BESTIE????? IM DOING GOOD PROBABLY THE FIRST DYA IVE BEEN PRODUCTIVE IN AGES !!!!!!!

now playing!

Love with you and Tanaka sounds like finally giving up to your resistance against your sudden chocolate chip cookie cravings together.

Tanaka had been begging you for at least half an hour, and the only problem was: it was two in the morning. You yourself wanted cookies as well, but you knew it was definitely not a good idea.

Fck it.

An hour later, the two of you baked enough cookies to last at least a week. Trays and plates filled your countertops, and the temptation to eat them all was overbearing. The smell was so heavenly.

“Maybe this was a bad idea?” Tanaka finally voiced.

“Nah, now we have cookies, so it’s all good.” You waved it off while taking a bite.

other notes!

CHEERRYYYY <33 IM CONVINCED THE TWO OF YOU SHOULD BE A THING

IM PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING PRODUCTIVE HEHEHLSKFJ

HOPEFULLY THIS WAS OKAY BESTIE SORRY IT WASNT THE BEST- YOU AND TANAKA SUPREMACYYY

[shieldofrohan]

I was looking at your blog & oh boy you do not like Arya haha which is perfectly valid 😅 tbh I feel like it's more common to come across Arya stans who HATE sansa whereas with Sansa stans I can only really think of a few that hate arya. most of the time they like her (which I personally do, but Sansa's my baby ultimately) or they're indifferent towards her. Ofc I'm sure someone will claim that those fans only pretend to like arya lol

Hello,

LOL. Actually if you check my "anti arya" tag carefully you can see that what I hate about her is the way GRRM writes her.

I don’t like that he wrote two sisters not getting along to create a family drama (I have 2 sisters so believe me brothers can’t image the bond that sisters can create) and he bluntly wanted his readers to favor the tomboy.

I didn’t like his take of feminist Arya where she says “women are important too” (which is sth I like about her) but she keeps calling girly things stupid- to a certain extent I understand why she looks down at girly things: because she feels herself failing as a girl so this is her way of dealing with this- but it happens a lot which bothers me as a “girl”. Because this is just making Arya a cliche tomboy.

I don’t like the way he wrote her as a child murderer and she later says she would kill that boy again if it means to go home etc. This girl is 9 years old. Why did he make her so dark and blood thirsty? Some fans love this about her but I think these kind of things hurt her characterization because it makes me question her a lot..

She is extremely full of anger that she even kicks a corpse of a Stark man… WTF?

She wants to learn how to become an assassin? Who the fck does that?! She finds the right to execute people in herself.??

She has lines like I am thirsty for blood etc.. So disturbing and also cliche.

Arya’s characterization bothers me a lot. I find her very dark when I compare her with other Starklings. And a 9 year old girl being this much dark makes me wary. And it makes her unrealistic in my eyes. This is why I can’t enjoy her.

Look, I would find an evil child interesting… but she is not even evil and GRRM still considers her one of the heroes of the series. And I think she passed beyond the grey zone… she is way too dark for me to keep considering her a hero (maybe an anti hero… IDK)

So I just think Grrm overstept the limit with Arya. She kind of reminds me Tyrion (no wonder these two are his favorite characters). I think he enjoys pushing the limits when he writes darker parts and in Arya’s case I believe that he made her too dark and therefore way too unrealistic.

My anti arya takes are usually about her fans not seeing her flaws and but they attack Sansa for the flaws that she does not possess. So I guess I sound very anti in those times. I totally don’t like her but I don’t hate her like the way I hate Tyrion. I see her case as one of author’s errors and this bothers me and IMO it hurst the story.

I don’t want her ending up bad… I just simply don’t care. I am gonna read her last POV in the books and feel nothing and move on. But I truly don’t wish sth bad for her and I am curious about her relationship with Sansa after they reunite. So I only care about her as a plot. Not as a character because I lost my enthusiasm for her. I strongly believe that Grrm could have written her better without going in the route of “bitter tomboy who is way too dark”.

I can’t talk for other Sansa stans. I know most of them love her and I think this is very nice of them but nah.. I am not that vanilla hearted. (lol)

So in conclusion: I don’t care about her anymore that much. I hope she ends up well.

Thanks for the ask.

[alleunwalk]

dgm tag

No one tagged me because i only have like 1 moot that’s into dgm LOL 

( eugene aka @bakchang ) 

found this lurking on the tag-  credit to whoever OP is! 

Just answer the questions and tag three other blogs when you’re done.

• What year did you first get into DGM?

2015? when gene told me about it and dgm hallow was gonna come out the next summer so i wanted to prepare 

• Who’s your favorite character?

allen....... (hence my username LOL)  love his character design but his whole personality is just - something i can really relate to and understand wholeheartedly. i would protect him with my life.   kanda is a close second- his character development and design from the alma arc to now? *chefs kiss* love this kiddo!

tyki - very sexii complex character. i think a major development is gonna happen with him in the near future. 

• Who’s your least favorite character? lvellie- never takes accountability for anything and has an awful personality. selfish, cruel, and i wish him a very unpleasant die evening :)  renny- after everything that happened with alma, she still chose to go ahead and do the third exorcist project. same as lvellie, never takes accountability for anything and is an idiot.  tui and edgar chang- believing in experimenting and torturing children for the gains of war? nah fck that man. they were all terrible people. not to mention, they were horrible parents to bak and neglected him for most of his life.  you can defend edgar all you want but he still was a bystander in all this. he didn’t have to be a pushover for his wife. he still could’ve said something to stop it all. anyways im sorry bak you had to deal with that. 

overall these people do not take responsibility for anything and believe in the “whatever it takes to win this war!” mentality even if it means doing inhumane procedures. 

chaozii- he’s so stubborn and i hate his attitude. also i hate his black/white mentality where he won’t listen to any logistics or reasoning. super thickheaded and annoying tbh.  sheril- im sorry but........he’s such a karen LOL ( hes just fun to make fun of) 

• Who’s your favorite general?

it’s a tie between tiedoll and klaud. love these two so much.  cross wasn’t too bad either tbh- yeah he’s kinda a deadbeat and could’ve treated allen better but we know that he regards allen as his own child deep down inside and there’s def something up with him in the newer chapters that are about to come out. 

• Who’s a character you would get along with?

allen, lenalee, lavi, and prob johnny (best boi)  also would love to be friends with alma (if he was alive today and none of that ever happened to him :,) he’s the sweetest baby) 

• What kind of innocence would you have?

HMMMM maybe something like a bow & arrow? 

• Whats’s your favorite ship?

too many:  kanda x alma (yulma)  allen x lenalee (allena)  kanda x lavi (laviyuu)  komui x bak (komubak) 

• What’s your least favorite ship?

i hate seeing incest ships and adult x minor ships

• What branch would you want to be part of?

european branch because i love everyone in the science division and i think komui is a funny boss to have. maybe the asian branch too? would love to try working with bak sometimes lmao 

• What’s your favorite arc?

TOO MANY rewinding city where they meet miranda!  phantom thief g in paris was fun  seeds of destruction (alma) arc- i cry everytime  searching for allen walker/saying goodbye - the artwork here is stunning. i know people complain it’s “too shoujo” and “girly” looking but tbh? i think it looks amazing. the details are so incredible and you can tell hoshino really took her time getting every little detail drawn on point. 

tagging @bakchang

also anyone else who wants to do this too!