#m!shep

[saltysalmonella]

M!Shep and Garrus, set between ME1 and ME2.

[knightundead]

No Shepard without Vakarian!!! Something something gay people

[steelart]

Daily Sketch

A humble entry into the mshenko space — I can’t stop thinking about the angst potential of that mega awkward meeting with the Virmire survivor at the start of ME3

[emrisemrisemris]

The shot echoed out across the ridges seemingly forever, loud as thunder in the flat air. The cloud of acrid white smoke hung still for a long moment even as Shepard lowered the rifle, before the ghost of a breeze saw it begin to drift.

But they were far enough out here that the shot could echo as far as it wanted and nobody would hear it, and even on so still a day the drifting puffs of smoke would be gone long before the wind might carry them anywhere they might be seen. Nominally they were still trespassing, this land bought up and marked on the surveyors' maps for a spur of the railroad that would surely break ground any day now; but they'd been saying that the railroad would come out to Presidio since before Shepard had ever got there, and he'd had enough time to fit in a death and resurrection since.

1199 words, rated G

[targarrus]

kaidan 💋💋💋

[tacoma-narrows]

Guys I'm thinking abt Tatsu at Six Flags Magic Mountain again. I need to ride this thing so badly you guys don't understand. It's been so high on my bucket list forever it looks like such a monster

[copiasthighhighs]

Unpopular opinion: Wrex is more significant and important to the story of the OT than Garrus

[saltysalmonella]

[Part One] [Part Two (you're here!)]

OK, last batch of this set!

[permanentlylatetotheparty]

commander shepard as a colonist and a sole survivor means something special to me

[fand0mfancies]

Mass Effect - Fic 'snippet'

So I apparently made a rod for a my own back by introducing @fairytalegonewronga03 to Mass Effect... since I have nothing else to feed her, this is a scene from a longer fic (basically I'm writing the whole fic for this one scene) I haven't finished yet... but since this sort of stands on its own, I'm feeding it to her, because I'm nice like that.

"John," Kaidan's tone was… not warning exactly, but… it wasn't entirely encouraging either. "You don't have to do this."

Shepard looked at him, hazel eyes soft and understanding even as he was trying to push Shepard's hand away from the fastenings on his trousers.

"I want to," Shepard insisted. "Please."

Kaidan looked at him, as if trying to read his mind. Maybe he was. Sometimes he was sure Kaidan understood him better than anyone ever had.

"Why?"

"Because…" he hesitated. How to explain? How to tell Kaidan that even while he couldn't - hadn't been able to maintain an erection since he'd woken up almost five months ago - he still <i>wanted</i>. He wanted Kaidan's hands on him. He wanted to touch Kaidan, to taste him, to feel him all over him and in him and just… <i>wanted</i>.

Whatever Kaidan read in his face; it apparently was the right thing. The other man pulling Shepard towards him, tipping his head back to allow Shepard to meet him halfway in a kiss that felt for the first time in months like he wasn't the only one wanting.

While much of his physical recovery had taken place while he was in a coma, there was still PT and Hackett had tossed him completely under the bus on the therapy front, now they didn't have a war to fight.

Kaidan had been so wonderful about the whole thing. Loving, sweet and kind. All warm hugs and affection. Even when Shepard had been… honestly kind of an asshole. But other than the one time they'd tried to get physical a week or so after he'd been released from the hospital and Shepard had discovered his… difficulties, he had backed off from anything more.

And Shepard wanted more.

After long discussions with his Doctors about the reasons he may be having issues with… erectile dysfunction and his therapist - he'd never admit it to Hackett but he was right about just how much he needed it - about the intimacy he desperately craved, he'd realised that just because his dick wasn't entirely sure it was ready to get on board, maybe that wasn't important. He knew what he wanted and unless Kaidan completely rejected him, he was going to go after it.

"John," Kaidan's voice was hot in his ear, as he pressed kisses along Shepard's jaw. "Are you…"

"I want this," Shepard said. "Please, Kaidan."

Kaidan nodded. "Okay. Okay. Whatever you want, baby."

"Let me?" Shepard asked, pressing the heel of his hand against Kaidan's cock.

Kaidan nodded again and didn't try to push him away this time when he went to the fastenings, letting him open the trousers he was wearing.

"Hips up," Shepard said.

Kaidan complied quickly and Shepard stripped both trousers and underwear in one tug, giving him no time to possibly protest, pushing them down and off leaving Kaidan in just his t-shirt.

"Take this off too?" He asked, tugging at the hem.

"Am I going to be the only one naked?" Kaidan asked.

Shepard smiled and tugged his own shirt over his head, tossing it the same way as Kaidan's trousers.

Kaidan's shirt followed and Shepard took a minute just to appreciate the view. "You're beautiful," he said. He'd never thought he was the sort of person to say things like that. But… it was easy with Kaidan. Easy to be open in ways he'd never allowed himself to be before.

He reached out, letting his hands run down Kaidan's flank, over firm thighs, gently nudging them apart.

"John…" Kaidan murmured, voice husky.

Shepard bowed his head, nuzzling along the inside of Kaidan's thigh's, following where his hands had just travelled, until his nose was nudged against the base of Kaidan's cock, inhaling the musky, masculine scent.

His pulse quickened, arousal fizzing in his veins, even while his own body still failed to respond in the way it once would have.

"John," Kaidan's voice strained above him.

He smiled to himself and licked a stripe up the underside of Kaidan's cock, tongue twisting around the head in a way he knew would drive him crazy. The desperate whine proved him right and he relished it, as he took the head in his mouth.

The weight on his tongue was… perfect.

Exactly what he'd wanted, craved…

Shepard wasted no time in taking Kaidan as deep as he could, one hand holding the shaft where his mouth couldn't reach and rolling the other man’s balls between the fingers of his free hand.

Kaidan groaned, deep and needy. "God, John."

Shepard didn't smile, but only because his mouth was otherwise engaged. But the thrill that went through him, hearing those sounds fall from Kaidan's mouth, he felt the pulse of desire making his cock ache. He wasn't hard, but he still felt the burn of arousal.

Kaidan's fingers curled around the bank of his neck - not demanding, just holding - as Shepard bobbed up and down on his cock, almost worshipping in his eagerness, he only backed off when he felt Kaidan was too close to coming before he was done with him.

Kaidan cried out in desperation as Shepard backed off. "John, please," he begged.

"Not yet," John said, voice rough.

He stripped off his own trousers - hadn't bothered with underwear after his shower - and crawled onto Kaidan's lap.

"John…"

Shepard shushed him, with a finger and then his mouth, nudging his tongue against Kaidan's lips, delving inside as the other man opened his mouth.

"I want you inside me," John said hotly against Kaidan's lips.

"Fuck, John," Kaidan cursed. "Are you…"

"I promise you, I've never been more sure," Shepard promised. He took Kaidan's hand and tugged it round his waist. "I'm ready."

Kaidan gave an audible gulp, fingers sliding between the cheeks of Shepard's ass, sliding into slick, wet heat.

"John…" he groaned. "John you… you never cease to amaze me."

Shepard smirked. "In good ways I hope."

"The best," Kaidan agreed, pressing into Shepard with another finger, stretching him easily given his earlier preparation. "The best ways."

Shepard moaned softly at the feeling of Kaidan's fingers brushing against his prostate. He needed more. "Please, Kaidan."

Kaidan nodded, pulling his fingers free of Shepard's ass and let Shepard settle over his hips. "Like this, baby. Let me see you."

Shepard did not need to be asked twice, as he reached down to grasp Kaidan's cock, slick with precome and his own saliva. He pressed the head against his hole and sank down in one long slide.

"Holy fuck," Kaidan gasped.

Shepard had to agree. He wasted little time in rising up, whining in his throat at the loss of the feeling of fullness before dropping again.

The heat between them, the sound of slapping flesh, the mingled breaths as they came together in kiss after kiss. The feeling was… intense, perfect, exactly what he'd wanted.

"John, I don't think… I can last long," Kaidan said, hands clutching Shepard's hips.

"Don't… just… fuck me. Give me everything you've got," Shepard begged.

Kaidan groaned and before Sheppard was even really aware of what was happening, he'd been flipped over, Kaidan sliding back into him and filling him, over and over.

Shepard didn't even realise what was happening until he was… coming. His still soft cock spurting between their stomachs, his ass clenching around Kaidan as his fellow spectre looked at him with eyes full of wonder and Shepard felt warmth flood him as Kaidan came too.

Shepard wasn't sure how long they lay there, tangled together so he almost couldn't tell where he ended and Kaidan began.

"John…"

"Yeah…" he murmured. "I… didn't know that would happen. It felt good. But I wasn't… I mean maybe a little but not… my doctors did say it was possible, but I didn't even… feel like it was going to, until it just… happened."

"Never. Cease. To. Amaze. Me." Kaidan punctuated each word with a kiss.

Shepard smiled up at him, reaching up to stroke the pads of his fingers over Kaidan's five o'clock shadow.

"I've been trying to approach this for weeks but…"

"I kept avoiding it. Pushing you away," Kaidan said. "I'm sorry, I… held back, I thought, I didn't want you to feel pressured to give me something you couldn't, I knew how embarrassed you felt, even though it wasn't... I didn't think… how much I may have been hurting you, by keeping you at arm’s length."

"I was embarrassed. But… I wanted this, Kaidan. I love you. And I'm so lucky to have you, how patient you've been with… I know I'm not always the easiest patient. I know I've been short tempered, and I've taken my frustrations out on you."

"You nearly died," Kaidan said.

"So did you. On Mars. And you weren't this much of an asshole," Shepard said.

"I didn't have nearly as complex a recovery," Kaidan said. "But this isn't… I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I never wanted you to feel like I didn't want you, John."

"Well, you'll just have to make it up to me now," Shepard said.

Kaidan laughed softly, pressing kisses to Shepard's fingers. "Deal," he agreed.

[hotgirlgarak]

not to be a misandrist but i restarted veilguard AGAIN bc I couldnt handle playing as a man.......

[dreams-amuck]

Seeing Red🚨

Fan art sketch I did of @x3no9's m!Shep, Isaac, having his way with his pretty little OC, Nate Hackett.

Support me on ko-fi or commission me to get your own spicy drawing!🤭🫣

[emrisemrisemris]

2917 words rated G

Finally the projector produced a coherent image, and Byron pulled himself to attention, and saluted. "Admiral Shepard."

She had an electronic cigarette with her this time, as well as the ever-present cup of coffee. She brewed it like rocket fuel; he'd gotten the taste from her. She looked exhausted, but was smiling. "You're never going to stop doing that, are you?"

"No, ma'am," Byron said, grinning. "Happy birthday. For what it's worth."

"Birthdays are a human thing. Don't think Reapers have them." Admiral Shepard took a drag on the cigarette and stared contemplatively into the middle distance. "Hell, that's enough of a reason to celebrate. Thanks, kid."

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Shepard and his mother mark each other's birthdays, before and during the Reaper War. new fic, or rather old fic; I started this I don't know how many years ago and dug it out recently to poke at again.

A lot of different Shepards turn up in my fic, but Byron Narragansett Shepard - spacer, soldier, war hero, sentimental renegade - was my first playthrough and the one I still think of as "my" Shepard. His mother Hannah is a perennially tired lesbian engineer.

[eyepatchdate]

ok side note. Thinking about how insane the shepard/miranda ship is. like she was the head of the resurrection project for two years. She saw shepard go from a bunch of meat and tubes slowly back into a person. She led making sure shepards personality and cognitive status wasnt different. She wanted to install a control chip in his brain but TIM said no. she basically literally built him back from nothing.

How she felt about that corpse on the table is so enigmatic, this was an assignment, a project, bringing back a symbol for humanity. it wasnt personal. She didnt know him. She recreated him just as he originally was.

something something. Miranda herself as a genetically engineered human. How that forms and shapes everything about her and her mindset. Her at the helm of this project. Bringing back a symbol, not intending to care for the man.

Then if they fall in love like. Hello. That is so insane.

[s0ap-bubbles]

First mass effect play through and why do they just have to make me feel terrible amounts of loss over this

Someone please tell me I can save everyone in the suicide mission in me2 next time