ese domingo por la noche
cuando volví a mi casa
y m sentí así
mi instinto o algo m decía
no iba a ir bien
supe que esto no iba bien
q no era normal sentirme vacía
q no era normal sentirme tan apagada
también es inútil demostrarle a alguien que valemos
q merecemos el mundo
y aunque ya lo veía venir
t juro q no quería q pasara
pero es así
yo lo lo sabía
y más con cada cosa que pasaba
lo afirmaba
q no era justo q m quitaras todas las ganas d vivir
así que volé
volé tan lejos para no verte más
y aunque doliera sabía que eso era mejor
que continuar
así que volé
volé tan lejos para que no me vieras
y aunque no t dolió
sabía que eso era mejor
tenía miedo d quedarme sola
pero m acorde que siempre he vivido sin vos
y q no m harías falta
y ahí es cuando supe que no t necesitaba
la verdad siempre está delante d nuestros ojos
y aunque tengamos miedo d verla
siempre es mejor que vivir a ciegas
el miedo nos hace fuerte
nos hace luchar
y aunque pensemos que esta todo perdido
siempre hay una luz al final del camino
y si sentimos que no hay
siempre hay alguien que nos hace verla
nos hace luchar
y sentirnos fuertes
G.L
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Ya ahorita para muchas cosas no te necesito, pero me gustaría no necesitarte para absolutamente nada, estoy tan cansada y en muchas ocasiones me siento ya hasta la Madre, No necesitarte se va a convertir en mi principal Objetivo, después de Sanarme ❤️🩹🙏
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Malamore is a genderless 9 year old dragonet who currently has no bond and is untitled.
Malamore is basically a puppy in a dragon body: rambunctious, playful, and clumsy.
Malamore loves to swim and will try to take a dive even if they were busy flying the second prior..
The image is more of Malamore's adult body rather than their youthful body.
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tagged by @fantajoseph to list my on-repeat songs! ty!!
people are strange by the doors
are we ready? (wreck) by two door cinema club
girls and their bits by shoe
do it again by steely dan
malamore - 3s take1 by enzo carella
shame by stabbing westward
time of the season by the zombies
burn by the cure
shake the disease by depeche mode
barbarism begins at home by the smiths
tagging anyone that sees this and wants to participate ^_^
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I was tagged by @girldante (thank you so much!!!) and generally I always forget when someone tag me, but this time I manage it
nickname: before this, Aglaurie. It’s a random name I actually don’t remember how I came out with this, but maybe is a distortion of Aglaea
sign: gemini, scorpio rising and sagittarius moon, if anybody care
height: between ~ 1.68 or 1.70 cm. There is a long story about the uncertainty I don’t want to dispach it
last thing i googled: “Aramando Trovajoli Pier Angeli”. He was a composer from the silver age of italian cinema, she was the great love of James Dean, I need to say more? Actually it was only because a score from Trovajoli was from an italian series on prime (now available also in USA!) and I manage to catch it thanks to shazam.
amount of sleep: idk, for sure more than before. Now I try to manage to mantain a regular sleep schedule for my mental/general health (at “random fun fact” at the end of the post I explain it more).
dream job: I finished my bachelor degree studying arts management and culture economics, because I wanted to work in that field, from events/museum organization to art market, and I managed to do some job experience, but the situation (in Italy and abroad) was, and still is, so difficult and structured with so much elitism that I grow disillusioned and frustrated. After some time I restarted to study while working (master’s degree) and now I’m specialyzing in governance and public administration (+ policy management and european politics), not that far from the previous field but maybe with more opportunities, so I “orbit” around it. The ideal that could mix my preferences and the opportunity to have a good financial stability as a profession is project manager, community manager or project officer. I also had some experience in comunication/social media management but I grow tired of it pretty fast, still sometimes I enjoy following and writing down newsletter, like the Pinocchio weekly one. I also love to write a lot and I wanted, years ago, to become a journalist but the bad situation in the field made me rethink about it (well, I wanted to study also urbanism, but this is another chapter).
movie/book that summarizes you: my favourite book since always is The Master and Margarita of Mikhail Bulgakov, but I doubt it could “represent” me. Maybe this choice could fall to Picnic at Hanging Rock by Joan Lindsay, Six Memos for the Next Millennium by Italo Calvino, and many short stories of Dino Buzzati, in particular the ones centered on the Dolomities, a place dear to both of us.
favorite song: Jezebel by Anna Calvi. Requiem n°21 by Fran Palermo. Vesuvio by Nu Genea. Mai Mamma and Questo corpo by La Rappresentante di Lista. Amara and Malamore by Enzo Carella. Tattica by Fulminacci. Rights by Anica. Esplodigodi by Elasi. Oh No and Free Woman by Marina. There are actually so many, I 100% love music and explore different artists, in particular emergents one.
favorite instrument: piano (which actually I started to learn at 11 but at 13 I get tired and stopped, maybe this is one of the very few regrets that I have), violin and trumpets. I grew up around many parents who love classical music and I’m a sucker for “triumphal” and elegiac compositions.
aesthetic: I like to think that I’m not the type of person that have an aethethic, considering that irl I love to dress well but with a basic style (good fabric and ethical consume >>> everything else) and for the other parts I’m a pretty frugal person (a part from fragances, I love perfumes), but in general on a more artistic sense I’m into symolist/surrealist art and culture, I enjoy design and contemporary art (aside the performative field), I enjoy read a lot of newspaper and watch movies, I love dark/deep colours so maybe... dark academia but without the elitism and an added love for economics/social subject? I think that it could be all summarized in: art (and lit + philosphy) hoe.
favorite author: I have so many! Italian literature: Buzzati, Calvino, Sciascia, Pirandello, Moravia, Ortese, Serao. Other lit: Bulgakov, Anais Nin, Nabokov, Lorca, Borges, Thomas Mann, Ibsen, Isabel Allende. I’m very much into magical realism.
random fun fact: idk? For a year now I suffer of (occasional) hypertension and gastroesophageal reflux, the two things are correlated to stress, but the only problem is that when I feel the effects I grow more stressed. I love archery and standup paddleboarding (SUP). I've already written it above, but I love fragrances. Every time I manage to achieve a goal, I buy miself a piece of jewelry (my favourite brands are Pdpaola and Aleyole, but sometimes I enjoy search more underground and rising/ethical brands, like Ilaria Speranza). My favourite colours are red, gold, black, dark purple. My favourite languages are french, portuguese, russian and modern greek.
If somebody else want, I tag: @haljathefangirlcat @delistravaganza @serenataestiva @fatherramiro @acquaporina @verdiesque
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Mi porto ancora in tasca i residui del nostro malamore, a volte quando torno a casa li ritrovo quando mi svesto, altre volte cascano fuori mentre sono a lavoro, o quando faccio la spesa, quando è il momento di dividere il conto. Le tasche sono pesanti, mi fa male la schiena.
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