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Last Line Challenge
Yayyyy I LOVE last line challenges. did them often on my writeblr and miss them dearly as of late. thank you so much for the tags @kazzykatt and @cipher-the-sidhe!!!! I'll give two excerpts since I was tagged by two people! I'm also gonna cheat and give more than just the last line here because it's been a while since I've dropped a decent crumb of anything.
Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many as you like).
First up, from the next chapter of Dead Mall Dare
aaaand from an unfinished prompt
Tags below!
@robinette-green, @yourpalghost, @kandidandi, @betweenblackberrybranches, @bamsara, @venomous-qwille, @sun-e-chips, @kibbits, @thatmooncake and that's all because I don't have the strength to tag all 206 people a la word count LMAO
#man...this turned out way too long#maybe I should have stuck to JUST the last line after all#sighs. SIGHS. oh well#snippets#dead mall dare
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Pain is a great motivator…
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Meanwhile Toriel:

(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)
Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!
#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”????#lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update.#IS THAT A MAC OS???#Yes......owo''#Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters!#FINALLY!!#I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed#Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things.#Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too-#but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :)#bread#art#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#seriously though#long post#man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu#This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q#chara#asriel#susie#kris#asriel dreemurr#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#deltarune#comic#my art
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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Bucky!!

#bucky barnes#my art#artwork#my draws#my drawings#my drawing#marvel#mcu#pencil#winter soldier#winter soldier art#james buchanan barnes#james bucky barnes#hand drawings#this took way too long#it turned out so good#iron man#marvel comics#marvel cinematic universe#marvel civil war
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Old man Hinata (with fangs) 🫠
Click on the image to see the details better pls :3
@infinitemilk
#Though he truly doesnt look like hinata#Lmao#guess the character chat#I was going to make him fully blonde or just white-haired but#he truly didnt look like hinata#so I tried to add some orange too#guess I still have a long way to go🫠#haikyuu#haikyuu fanart#haikyuu hinata#hinata as an old man#it really didnt turn out to how I want it but Idk what else to do#hhhhhh#anyway#I actually only watched the season 1#teehee 🤭#my art#digital art#my digital art#artists on tumblr
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One of my artistic tells in any story I write or create otherwise is going to be that if there’s a man with long hair and a goatee he is automatically going to be the coolest person and the room. Also likely the hottest.
#Every male character I make where other characters comment on how capable and attractive they are#Nine times out of ten he’s a man with long hair and a goatee#OC Nocturne#OC Sentry#I guess tbh Mayday is turning out that way in this story too lol#OC Manu#OH and Rizel’s brother. need a name for him.#The Jedi Nautolan character in the post-YHIM story is the exception#Only because he doesn’t have hair#But he’s got those tendrils so like it sort of counts#hounds speaks#Nick in the Role Swap AU is the exception#He looks haggard and has long hair because the possibility of him turning to the dark side is on the horizon#and that hair is the silhouette of the hairstyle he had when he was younger and that almost became a possibility#and he ain’t dealing with his grief well/at all. and also is unconsciously mimicking his old Jedi master’s appearance/beard#Tbh it goes back to my love of pirates and men in adventure stories in general. and also Ardeth Bay 😮💨🙌#That man was THEE template for cool men™#Now I should say that not all of the cool characters WILL have long hair#It’s just that the ones who DO have long hair will almost always be THE coolest person I. the room#*in
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Wanna ramble about a moment/character in ninjago you think people need to talk about more?
I don't know who you are anon, but I'm glad you asked!
I am desperate for people to character-analyze Wu. I'm desperate for a lot of character analysis including Nya but since I got a lot of my Nya feelings out with some lovely folks the other night (edit: the other night was a month ago dw about it. this took a minute) I'm going with Wu this time
Master Wu to me is such an interesting case of a character who it is so easy to ignore the bits of the show that hint at his wider issues and traumas. He is a man defined heavily by his family and by his past. A lot of criticism he gets, I think, is due in part to that.
I've mentioned before that I've been rewatching S1 with a friend of mine and intermittently pausing to infodump on them about interesting character things I notice from that season. A lot of that has been Wu-focused because despite having seen RotS dozens of times throughout my life (watching it on CN, watching it on Netflix when only it and Legacy were around, rewatching it with friends) I have only just started noticing the seeds of character written in.
I might also just be reading too much into things, but hear me out
In S1 (and by extension, the pilots), Wu is characterized as your typical old wise teacher. In the first few minutes of EP1: Rise of the Snakes, he is chewing out the Ninja for playing video games instead of training. The line he uses? "Never put off until tomorrow what can be done today."
It's a line that gets repeated throughout the series. In fact, it gets repeated that very episode when the ninja go (pun not intended) to fight the Hypnobrai and a literal pre-teen. At first, it seems to just be a piece of wisdom. Some old proverb Wu's picked up over the years, possibly one he even coined himself. However, in EP7: Tick Tock, Wu tells the story of who, possibly, first told him this.
(Source: Tick Tock/Transcript | Ninjago Wiki | Fandom, highlight added.)
It was Garmadon. Now, I'm not gonna dwell too long on Garmadon, if you spend five minutes talking to me you'll learn he was the first character whose story I obsessed over and I want this essay to be about Wu, but I think he plays a role in Wu's overall story, as does Wu's family as a whole.
Prior to this, Wu and Garmadon's relationship has been more of a sibling rivalry taken to a good vs. evil extreme. We didn't know why Garmadon was evil and we didn't know about Wu and his relationship as kids. However, this scene establishes the backstory. They were, as Wu puts it, "the best of friends." That is, until Garmadon gets bit by the Devourer going to get the katana Wu lost.
Now, I know the Devourer bite was destined to happen because of the Overlord or some shit, but Wu doesn't. As far as he's concerned, Garmadon getting bit was a direct consequence of both his mistake and his cowardice. He lost the katana. He was too scared to get it. Garmadon went over instead. Garmadon got bit.
The scene goes on to show the FSM tending to Garmadon in the aftermath. Wu is watching from behind the door, likely told to stay back, but concerned. And in his POV, we get this intense moment, where Garmadon turns, looks directly at him (his eyes turning bright red for the first time), and says "It's all Wu's fault!"
(This clip should begin at the start of Wu eavesdropping. If it doesn't, skip to 0:58. I highly recommend also paying attention to Wu's body language during this scene.)
The camerawork does a great job of showing how this probably felt for Wu. It zooms in, Garmadon's voice echoes, and the background blurs. We see in the flashback that this is a moment Wu has etched into his memory. Not to mention, he was likely a very young child when this happened. LEGO characters' ages are weird, but Wu in this scene has the Big Eyes, which always seem to be used for characters under 12. We don't know exactly how much older Garmadon is to my knowledge, but he doesn't have the Big Eyes, so he's probably closer to 12 and a few years older than Wu for sure.
Imagine that. Being in elementary school and your older siblings gets hurt. They're acting strange. They're lashing out at your father. Then, they blame it all on you. They're hurt because of you. Wouldn't you internalize that?
I could go on about Wu's relationship with Garmadon, but again, I think I've spent enough time on it and I don't want to only focus on that. It's an important part, but there are others.
Let's talk about Wu's relationship with his dad.
Now, I have not yet read the Spinjitzu Brothers series. I cannot speak to any development of Wu and the FSM's relationship in there. I have, however, read The Book of Spinjitzu and blogged some of my thoughts on it here, including some of what it says about Wu.
For those who haven't read it, first, there is a Google Drive folder floating around with all of the canon spinoff books/graphic novels in it. Here's the link if you wanna read them!
The FSM is an... intriguing figure. I mean, in the series he's basically god? He made the entire world. That's already a very high bar to live up to. Then, in Book of Spinjitzu, there's a few specific parts that, when I read them, signaled that Wu internalized a specific message when he was young.
(Source: The Book of Spinjitzu, Page 3).
Wu does not want to disappoint his father. It is up to him (and Garmadon until he turns evil) to "uphold the legacy of Spinjitzu" and, by extension, his family. He says he was "very young" when this was explained to him. Considering he seems to already be training at an elementary age, "very young" means VERY young.
(Source: The Book of Spinjitzu, Page 16).
Here, we again see Wu being very aware that he has some large burden to carry. Something else interesting here is that the thought of the Green Ninja Prophecy is already weighing on him too. His considering if he might be the Green Ninja is of extra interest because of how the Green Ninja Prophecy and the--I wouldn't call it obsession, possibly fixation?--with who it is factors into his later actions, but we'll get to that later.
(Source: The Book of Spinjitzu, Page 19).
This one in particular gets me because it comes after Wu mentions Garmadon becoming more evil. It is a statement of power. Wu knows that the legacy of Spinjitzu now rests in his hands alone. He cannot let himself fall the way Garmadon did. He cannot disappoint his father. Whether or not the FSM intended it, Wu always knew the fate of the world rested, at least in part, upon his shoulder. He knew this from the time he was a young boy and it remains in his mind to this day.
Now, these quotes are indirect, but they all point to one clear idea: As a child, Wu internalized the idea that he alone is responsible for keeping Ninjago safe. He will play a pivotal role in its history.
There's not evidence in this book that the FSM's was a bad father, per se. However, just because one doesn't set out to harm their children, doesn't mean they won't. I often say Wu has an "Atlas complex," which I have no idea if it is an actual concept but use it to refer to this idea. Wu feels as though he is responsible for holding up the world, much like Atlas. He must keep the balance, he must solve the Green Ninja prophecy, he must make his father proud.
(Source: The Book of Spinjitzu, page 61).
I'm going to get further into what this means for Wu as a teacher to the current Ninja Team, but for now let's look at Wu's first foray into teaching.
Morro. Wu's Biggest Mistake.
That might seem like an overstatement, but it's not.
(Source: Ghost Story/Transcript | Ninjago Wiki | Fandom)
Okay he says regret, not mistake, but I was paraphrasing.
Let's turn back to his quote about his destiny. Wu writes, "Is my life's mission to be the Green Ninja? Or maybe it will be to find the Green Ninja and protect him (or her)??"
From a very young age, Wu was not only aware of the Green Ninja but prophecy but also thinking about his place in it. We see this again when he takes Morro in and trains him.
(Source: Ghost Story/Transcript | Ninjago Wiki | Fandom, highlight added)
A big thing Wu is criticized for here is making Morro believe he is meant to be more. That he is the Chosen One. And Morro, being a young homeless orphan just now given some semblance of power and protection, latches onto that. And I can see it, but when you take into account the above that he was trained from (likely) a younger age than Morro and given a similar level of responsibility, it becomes more understandable. Wu is just doing what he was taught. He doesn't believe that he is harming Morro until it is too late.
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This is the entire story, but I'm specifically going to be discussing 1:36 onwards here. I also wanted to add that rewatching this scene made me lay down on the floor! What the fuck! But I digress.
There's a lot going on in this scene. For one, Wu washing his hands of Morro in some ways, but not others. He turns his back on Morro when he tells him that destiny has decided, but looks at him again when Morro storms out. He goes to save Morro from the Grundal, but decides that he cannot "teach those who would not listen." Most importantly, when Morro leaves to go find the Tomb of the FSM, Wu leaves the door open. He waits for Morro to return, but never goes after him. And Morro never comes back.
Wu gives Morro's fate a dismissive response at the end of his ghost story ("I am saddened he was banished to the Cursed Realm") but it's clear he still cares deeply about him in the finale of the season.
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Wu's VA in this is phenomenal btw. That "Please Morro!" and "MORRO!" make my heart ache.
Morro believed Wu stopped caring, but he didn't. Even after all he's done, even after trying to destroy all of Ninjago--destroying what Wu had spent his life trying to protect--Wu tries to save him. He begs for Morro to come with him. Morro refuses, Wu watches him perish.
Someone else Wu is close to is gone. Wu again considers himself responsible. Everything is his fault.
And finally, we reach Wu today. A cautious, secretive man. He loves his students, this much is clear. Even as early as the pilots, he drops his wise teacher persona to joke around with them.
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As with Morro, he trains them like his father did him. He even uses the same methods his father used when he trains them.
(Source: The Book of Spinjitzu, page 32)
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While he is hard on the Ninja, wanting them to succeed and training them to help defend the Realm, he lets his guard down more than it seems he did with Morro. He also learned a valuable message from his experience with Morro when he hides the Green Ninja Prophecy from the Ninja, getting angry when they start to push themselves in the same way Morro did upon learning about it. It's clear he doesn't want a repeat.
Now, I can't speak for later seasons (I will eventually) but this fear of repeats, his students going down a dark path because they're tempted by power or greatness, losing someone else, likely drives Wu not telling them other important information. That is just a passing thought though.
Final notes:
I'm currently in the process of rewatching S7: Hands of Time. I actually got this ask right after finishing EP68: Scavengers, which opens with Wu having a nightmare. In it, he and Misako are walking outside of Yang's temple. While walking, Misako delivers this line in response to Wu reminiscing about the time they've spent together:
(Source: Scavengers/Transcript | Ninjago Wiki | Fandom)
This line, to me, is Wu's subconscious trying to tell him something he needs to hear. It's hinting at what might be his greatest flaw. Wu is haunted by his past, by his mistakes. He finds it difficult to tell others because of both his guilt and his desire to not put that worry upon them. In this very season, he makes the mistake of trying to face his past on his own, and he nearly dies for it.
In the same episode, you see Wu trying to make sure Lloyd doesn't make the same mistakes.
(Source: Prev)
Wu stresses the important of the team. It's as if he sees Lloyd blaming himself for what happened to Wu, sees him doing the same thing Wu has, and is trying to prevent him from doing the same thing. This is further emphasized when, after Wu falls asleep (well, fakes falling asleep), Lloyd says "Wu's mistake was going in alone. So was mine."
Master Wu is, like many characters in this show, someone who is more complex than meets the eye. He is not just a wise, old teacher. He is a man who, throughout his life, has made mistakes and carries the weight of each of them on his shoulders. He is a man who tasks himself with making up for those every day. He is a man who wants better for his students, his family.
Until the day he dies, he will guide and protect his students. And possibly? Even after death too.
#ninjago#lego ninjago#master wu#long post#anon tag#this made my day i looooooooooooooove character analysis#i know a lot of what i post about it may not encompass the full series but i just think that makes it more fun tbh#i'm working with what i have and later i may come back to this and add even more things#i'm also very passionate about wu analysis as a former wu hater because i think the fact that his character stuff is so buried#leads to a lot of the hate#Why didn't he tell the ninja things? well he told morro things and look how that turned out#he grew up believing the weight of the world was on his shoulders#in one way or another#i won't lie and say the man does not make mistakes#but like i mention in s7 when he does he is fucking haunted by them#he is not breaking the generational trauma but he is damn well making an attempt for someone who probably doesn't realize he has it#p.s i tried to add image desc to each ss to make it more accessible but if i messed it up please let me know!#i spent way too much time on this#somebody do a word count i'm curious but too tired to copy this all into docs#falls over#part 2 of this is just the dark island trilogy but i think i'm gonna wait to do that#this took so long and the words are now refusing to words#thank you for reading#i need to take a nap after writing this I feel physically spent#please enjoy another rook branded ramble disguised as a comprehensive essay#other essayists bring you professionalism and academic vibes#i scream into the void and put way too many links o7#happy birthday ninjago!!!! i finished this in honor of you hopefully it is worthy
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So today, I was in a fast food restaurant getting lunch. And I went to the fountain drink machine to fill up my cup, and I get there at the same time as another person (guy looks like he’s in his early forties, y’know the age where people have lived long enough that you expect they know how to act mature and polite).
He says, “go ahead - you got here just before me, anyway.”
So, I smile as a thank you, and I put the cup down to start getting ice in my drink. The machine gives me a little too much, so I pour some out, then I turn my attention to the touchscreen to order my drink (you push the selection, then push a big button, and the selected drink puts out into your cup). This touch screen is not always easy to deal with, sometimes it brings you to the wrong screen, which it did for me, so I was trying to get to the selection I wanted….
…And this entire process had not gone longer than one minute. One single minute.
Then suddenly, the guy, who had previously been chivalrous to me, speaks up and says “…my food’s getting cold, y’know.”
I look over at him, bewildered.
He continues, “…I’ll only take two seconds, since you don’t know what you want yet.”
(for the record I did know what I wanted, the machine was just being difficult)
So I roll my eyes and step aside so he can get his drink. He mumbles “thanks” gets his drink, and leaves, and I get my own drink.
So I guess kindness and chivalry have a time limit of about sixty seconds for some people…
#be kind#be nice#I honestly could not believe how rude this guy turned out to be#can’t help wondering if I was a man would he have acted the same way if he thought I was taking too long?#maybe maybe not#either way - RUDE
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"Slow down, you crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart
Then tell me, why are you still so afraid?"
-Billy fucking Joel
#dawg#I just love leonardo#HE IS THE FACE MAN#I am getting refamiliarized with digital and its kinda wack#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#leonardo hamato#save rise of the tmnt#digital art#I had a lot of fun with this one though#like it took way too long for what it is but im happy with how it turned out#my art ✨
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i miss my last days off
#I slept so bad this day though and was helping mow the lawn at 11 am#my dad bought a bunch of seeds and wanted help doing yard work 🤢#he even got sunflowers again after our some years hiatus#from like 2015 to 2019 we had so many sunflowers front and back and I always miss em I thought it was really cute he got#might’ve been before then all I know is I went through a phase of growing singular sunflowers in a pot in my kitchen#before it came to be a yard thing#there would be praying mantis all over out there#actually saw a itty baby one the other day on my steps#anyways it won't be a sunflower colony like before but happy about it anyway#he threw down a bunch of other stuff too I miss the one year he went crazy back there and we had a whole flower field#will do a few more things this week my backyard became such a nice place to hang out#sore legs from all the walking and whatnot I have to get back my summer endurance#walk all winter but not the same way#forgot how tired the sun makes you but I also really love that feeling#I love sleeping too after a long day outside in the sun#that's my mourning dove bestie she's there every year#her and her man’s take turns all day holding the fort down#she watches me do my makeup through my window and we’re bonded for life#mine#added some pics of chubbies I found#I care so much more about back there now and love his little memorial area#🖤
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NO LIFE NERD 🦠🦠🦠
an art trade for my moot @greasy-microphone !! :^)
#jerma#jerma985#jerma fanart#jerma985 fanart#this took me way too long to finish but I’m so so happy with how he turned out 🥹 gross sweaty man go brrr#also the jercula drawing she made for me in return is SO GOOD GO LOOK AT IT NOWWWW
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thinking about john's multitude of short-lived, often quickly-abandoned apartments for some reason, so a couple details:
although you might expect to find a very wizard-y interior to any place he's currently living at — you know, grimoires, skulls, dust, clutter, etc. — his flats actually tend to be fairly spartan in terms of decor; they've even been accused of looking modern, here and there. he just moves too frequently to really settle in & accrue Things, and has so often had to simply up & leave everything he currently owned behind (with very little chance of getting any of it back) that he no longer attaches much meaning to household objects.
besides the consistent presence of at least one bookshelf with at least 12 books on it, and a sad sprig of garden sage that miraculously hasn't died yet, the one exception to his lack of personal touch is his extensive collection of records + tapes, all of which he has repeatedly & methodically tracked down and bought / bid / traded / stolen / threatened for / blackmailed for / simply taken back whenever an enterprising landlord or new tenant left him the opportunity to do so. his record player itself has never needed to be taken back, since it has always mysteriously vanished from whatever flat he's leaving and mysteriously appeared wherever he's staying; it's convenient like that. his 10th anniversary walkman, however, frequently goes missing, only to turn up again later in a place he KNOWS he checked when he's least expecting it.
lack of home decor isn't to say he doesn't own much, mind: the bulk of his personal possessions — assorted occult paraphernalia, blackmail documentation, miscellaneous crap from his mucous membrane days, and anything he is able to take with him from past flats — are usually stored off-site, in a secure location that can't easily be tied back to him. this guy's been accused of being a satanic killer on multiple occasions, he knows better than to keep all the real shit out where anyone can just swan in and see it.
currently, this storage location (which i lovingly call occult shit central) is an abandoned inner london storefront + adjoining flat that was formerly his old friend ray monde's shop and home, called brick-a-brac antiques. it's decidedly cozier than the last place, (in that there are chairs, plural,) and has fewer bear traps laid out in anticipation of unlucky thieves; in fact, if a person were to visit without already knowing where constantine actually lives, it'd be easy to mistake it as his expectedly-wizardy flat. it's not an ideal location for an occult shit central, too close to the heart of the city and too close to people to avoid drumming up suspicion should constantine attempt any sort of ritual inside, but until chas finally quits ducking the paperwork and signs over his storage lot (which he may or may not be dragging his feet on out of pure resentment for having to do it at all) ray's place is the best option there is.
constantine's previous (and future) storage location was a lock-up in streatham that chas had been letting him use (see: all but surrendered to him entirely) since he got out of ravenscar, but after constantine's sister died, john decided he was done with magic and, in a spontaneous fit of rage, burnt the place down with everything but a few necessities still inside. he regretted this later, when he inevitably returned to the occult scene after just over a year away, and spent a lot of time calling in favors / hypnotizing arson inspectors to try and put together an inventory of everything he'd lost.
in the nearly 20 years since the fire, he's managed to replace or find substitutes for about 2/3 of what he had (occult-wise), and gather enough fresh dirt / do enough favors / orchestrate enough compromising situations to accumulate a little over 1/4 of the political / interpersonal power he once maintained. ( the lack of success in the latter being, in part, because people now in power aren't as familiar with his name & reputation as they once were; in part because people just don't believe in magic as much as they used to, or were otherwise bought by hell / heaven / other parties a LONG time ago; and in part because he's come to absolutely fucking despise most politicians / people in power more than he is willing to work with them, or more than he is able to plausibly believe they won't try to drop him at the first opportunity. )
you would be hard-pressed to find a landlady/landlord that speaks kindly of this man. if he wasn't kicked out for suspicious smells / disturbing noises / sudden infestations / suspected satanic activity, then it's likely that he abruptly up and disappeared in the middle of the night, with no warning and no rent. (on a few occasions, this vanishing act also coincided conspicuously with a gruesome death on the premises, sometimes of the landlady/landlord themselves, although no one's ever been able to prove anything.) frankly it's . . . magic, that people still rent to him.
due to these aforementioned bad ends, he's incredibly lucky if he gets enough time or leeway to take any sort of furniture with him from one place to the next. however, there is one incredibly comfy, wing-backed, sapphire-blue armchair that's miraculously managed to survive every move in the last ten or so years without being reported stolen — even though it has survived every move because it has, in fact, been stolen in the dead of night nearly every single time, by john and at least one of his buddies.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#the extent to which i think about constantine's personal storage unit should frankly be concerning to medical professionals. but i digress#it's the rust cohle instinct to make yourself a secret lair i fear. i too would like a private little cubbyhole that no one knows about#where i go to plot my little plots and draw my little pepe silvia webs and occasionally live and sleep out of#anyway this man trades apartments like fleas trade barn cats. bc people and creatures just keep fuckin SHOWING UP and RUINING THINGS#he just wants a HOME GODDAMMIT!! STOP SLOPPING DEMON MUCOUS ALL OVER THE CARPET AND ENTICING HIM TO SOLVE PROBLEMS!!!!#i do think i will return custody of the streatham lockup to john when he turns 72. but i like the challenge of a tiny lil change#it's my way of acknowledging that he is getting older and the world is changing around him. and chas is still pissed about the fire#and i think john would Hate to see ray's store just lying empty after all these years. that was a sanctuary for both of them for a long tim#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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1 year later, and still a menace <3
#this is from a bit ago. but i remembered the other post and thought id share more of the muppet creature himself#beebo ft beanie's disgruntled whistle snore and another half-finished crochet project#currently tho they are both losing their shit bcs theres an owl hooting outside as owls are want to do. its 2am...#oh! forgot to mention at some point. but uh. lil guy has bad knees as it would turn out#he went for a check up some months ago. and yeah. his knees “wander” apprently.#the vet said that this might be painful for him at times. and to pick him up and hold him any time he asks us too#(she said this while carting him around the clinic apprently. didnt want to put him down despite also confirming that he walks just fine)#but like??? as someone with chronic joint issues myself (bad hips) can you imagine that??#just. anytime you feel bad. you can just go to a warm squisy giant. and ask to be held for however long#like. lil mans is living the dream#would love if everytime my hip complained i could just go uppies and be held by a giant or set atop a big ol' heating pad#unfortunately i am the giant. and hes hogging the heating pad :/#beanis mc'weanis is doing fine. thankfully no arthritis yet. in a funny way. shes acting more like a puppy lately? so. love that for her#tho... she did tear up another really nice dog bed. bcs she cant leave stuffing alone. but thats not anything new for her unfortunately lol
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I know part of the point of therapy is to make you actually confront and unpack the things you haven’t/don’t want to but god nothing makes me more viscerally upset or defensive than when my therapist points something out that ik is probably true and don’t want to consider
#sorry this happened yesterday and I can’t stop thinking about it#mostly about the fact that the vast majority of my significant relationships#have been extremely unhealthy#and I’ve had friends Point that out too#but it always makes me get so defensive and snappy like no tf they weren’t#except. they definitely were…….. and I just don’t wanna accept that for a loooot of reasons#because like ik it’s because I don’t set boundaries and do whatever the person wants me to#and I give and sacrifice and give and sacrifice#so when eventually something finally happens where I CANT just do whatever they want#it fucking explodes because the other person has gotten so used to me being like ‘yes sir whatever you want sir’#because in my brain that’s what love is that’s what you do when you love someone#and I don’t know how to confront or understand that that’s not true#because that’s the only way I know to get people TO love me#except is it actually genuine love when it only lasts so long as I do whatever they want and expect of me?#and the second I put my foot down about ANYTHING it turns into this massive ordeal that inevitably ruins the relationship?#and I think there’s also something to be said about the type of people I’m drawn to and surround myself with#that this keeps happening because logically I know reasonable people who truly cared wouldn’t react in such an extreme way#but to acknowledge all of that once again means facing that these people did not truly care about me#beyond being their little hype man gift giver favor doer backup person etc#and that….. that is a fucking MISERABLE notion#kaz rambles
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A spot of late night sketchin' 💜 I have multiple concepts for my witchsona and eventually I'd like to draw em all but this was the one that wanted to be drawn today ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ Perhaps tomorrow or a bit later I'll redraw the one I created before this one, I'm quite fond of the last concept I had hehe I wanna do it justice
#I had to sacrifice the hair stars for this one because she'd be way too cluttered lol#Man I love it when a selfsona drawing turns out well 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。#Why are both myself and my main OC always the ones I struggle with the most ahhh#That's why I like fanart so much lol#The design is already present I only need to use my brain for the drawing part lolol#anw that's a long way to say that I really like how this looks haha#artists on tumblr#art#cute art#digital art#teacolouredart#procreate#artist persona#witchsona#halloween
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Renaissance Faire but make it slightly spooky 💀

#🎃 Cryptid sighting#🎃 Photographic evidence#Oregon Renaissance Fair#Misadventures around Oregon#Not too shabby for a mask thrown together in a little over a day!#I ditched the hinged mandible for now because I couldn't get it to articulate the way I wanted- but I'm happy with how this turned out#It felt good to finish a 'quick' project- even if it meant I was only running on a few hours of sleep yesterday at Faire#Technically I still have work to do on the mask (like adding gloss sealer to the teeth & adding more padding so my glasses aren't carrying-#- all the weight) but it was finished enough to wear#Missing jaw#Mask making#Not like I don't already have too many costumes on the backburner as it is- but I really do want to have the macabre-greenman -#- concept (that the mask was hurredly created to play with) ready for next year or the following#Also saw The Most Beautiful greenman (or maybe camoflaged wildman? Woodland fae?) costume there!#They were covered in this long cascade of faux-foliage from head to toe that swished as they walked & it was STUNNING#I'm still going with clothes for mine for ease but it was one of the coolest fantasy costumes I've seen @ faire in a while!#This probably came across as more of a standard lich now that I think about it- which I guess my green man concept fits into as well
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