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#many of these r just hcs and many others r just full on projection
hyperfixated-homo · 1 year
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its almost midnight so you know what that means! random thoughts while i unconsciously panick over how tired i’m going to be tomorrow when i have to wake up at six again :D
today im thinking about love languages. more specifically, unconventional love languages that i hc the sides do! from the same people (complete lie but just roll with it) who brought you remus biting people to show affection, we bring you
virgil likes to pat/slap people. just. pat on the head. slap on the face (gently,,,must hit affectionately)
roman loves all love languages, but only in specific contexts. quality time, as long as he is fully aware of how much the other is enjoying it as well as he is (silent quality time is a big nono). physical touch BUT ONLY SOMETIMES!!! and sometimes, ONLY PHYSICAL TOUCH IF YOU DO NOT HUG HIM RIGHT NOW HE WILL CRY
janus squeezes. squeezy hugs. squeezy hand holding. sometimes its feels like hes trying to literally squeeze the life out of you (hes not, but he doesnt really understand his own strength)
is it possible for someone to be touch adverse but also touch starved. because that is logan and roman. ask them rn if they need a hug. god knows they wont tell you themselves-
patton is so gifts of service its like. stupid. nothing even belongs to him anymore. he has no concept of personal belonging. everything that is his is also everyone elses. must,,, gib everything,,,
janus, remus and virgil also headbutt people. just to check up on them. they dont rlly do like, words of affirmation or quality time. they communicate purely on physical touch and gifts sometimes. sometimes they engage in friendly headbutting battles
remus needs to spend all his time with the people he likes. all of it. just be with them all the time. even if its just pure silence, he needs to know somebody is there or else he will explode
oh also they have specific things for different people!!! like remus spends most of his time w/logan bc he’s the only other one who also needs to be around people a lot!! must of the time logan needs it to be quiet, but he still wants someone in the room
vi nd pat exchange many gifts. it started with the cards and now they make each other a bunch of handmade stuff too!!! like patton whittles figurines for virge and virge sews pat stuffed animals.
similarly, janus and patton exchange food. all types. just. gib meal. ily
honestly patton is the only one who rlly tells ppl that he loves them. nobody else rlly likes to say it out loud. it means so much when they do say it tho
virgil and roman obvs do the opposite of words of affirmation. they tell each other that they hate each other so that they know that they love each other.
the reason that logan and roman argue a lot is bc they don’t share love languages rlly. they have like, opposite cycles for needing/hating touch, which leads to some hurt feelings when one of them gets denied. they remedy this by spending at least one full day a week hanging out and doin things together
remus and virgil fight. so often. they wrestle a lot. it means that they’re having a good day
janus is very smoochy. did i mention that. did i mention that that one college projection au by haysgrove made me obsessed with that hc. yeah he’s a kissy boy. the others never really mind, they know it’s just a thing he does (nd he always asks first!!!)
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chrollohearttags · 1 year
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Omg omg HC to spare? Pls Toji lovingly and slowly seduces you and fucks you so intimately on the couch while you’re riding him to “come and talk to me” by Jodeci. The relationship started off as a one night stand between acquaintances,  and now y’all fuck so frequently and so intimately. Locked eyes and pet names and praises that will make one would watched think y’all were DEEPLY in love 😩😩😩 pls you’re my favorite writer and I know I MF KNOW you’ll eat this shit up and make it art
honeyyyyy, I ain’t even no *huge* Toji girl (bc he still fine as hell, don’t get me wrong!) like that but what??? oh this is so sexy 😫 like this might be my awakening for this man!! May have to spin the block and do a full fic of this one day but yeah..
cw: riding, pet names (sweetness, doll, love) hand holding, praise kink
“Mmm..Toji, fuck!..right there, baby. That’s my spot.”
“I know, doll..oh god, you’re gripping me so fucking tight..”
the exchange between (y/n) and your long time lover entering yet another hour as the two of you engaged in various rounds of wonderful sex; inviting him over for yet another night cap that involved a little bit of white wine, wooing you with his sweet words, a massage and some sensual R&B music. Jodeci hummed through the speakers of the flatscreen mounted to the wall. Now here you were being impaled and bounced relentlessly atop Toji Fushiguro’s thick cock. That plump ass colliding and ricocheting off of his pelvis while your hands intertwined and balanced you in his firm grasp. That chiseled body and perfect physique lying underneath you; a giant smile plastered on his face from the smacking of your sweat slicked skin; the contrast of your tones flickering underneath the pale candlelight..it was the scene reminiscent of a romance movie. One that had been reoccurring for many months on end with it only improving every time. Learning and exploring one another’s bodies, falling deeper in love each time you make it. Tonight in particular was rather special, as Toji was just returning home from a business trip and the first person he came to visit upon touching back down was none other than you. Bearing flowers and gifts, he arrived at your doorstep; dressed in his signature black button down that exposed the chest, small silver necklace and black pants..his cologne wafting through your nostrils as well. All of which you had worked him out of by now, twirling the thin silver chain around your fingertip as you rode him to kingdom come. Obsessing over every square inch and crevice of each other’s flesh throughout the course of the night. “Toji, baby.. ‘m, so close..I’m gonna come again!” “Just keep going, sweetheart. Oh shit, you’re fucking me so good..” continuing to clutch hands as he began bucking his upward into you. That deep voice ringing out in your ear…shooting off expletives and singing your praises simultaneously. “You take me so good, sweetheart. Wrapping around my dick like this.” “You’re doing such a good job, baby. Oh God, you’re incredible.” Telling you all the sweet nothings to make you happy and even wetter than before. Filling you with every inch of him. The mixture of your messy climaxes seeping down your thighs and onto the cushions of the couch. But none of that mattered; only the time you shared with one another and having moments like this.
anyone from the outside looking in, they would have sworn that you and Mr. Fushiguro were a happily married couple yet it couldn’t be the furthest thing from..in fact, you were nothing more than acquaintances months ago. Practically perfect strangers if you were being honest. But that all but changed when a bad thunderstorm trapped you at his place one night. The two of you had just finished up a project for work and as you were heading it out, it began raining and lightning. Naturally, in good faith, he couldn’t allow you to leave in those conditions. So instead, he gave you a warm place to lie your head for the night and his face to sit on..making you come more times than you had in a lifetime. He was an excellent lover and always made sure to talk you through your orgasms..even taking care of you long after the sex was finished. If your busy schedules had permitted it, you’d make this little affair something more permanent. But for now, you’d enjoy things for what they were and let him have his way. Moving his grasp from your fingers to that waist, holding you still as he thrusted up into you. Muffled grunts escaping his throat..tossing his head back from the pings of pleasure exerting through that lower half. Twitching…throbbing while pounding your pussy. Molding you to his shape to ensure you’d want no one else but him inside of it when he finished..and that there was no other woman for him except (y/n) . Which he’d spend every waking second until the sunrise proving.
“Fuck..I swear I’ll always come back to you, baby. Always gonna be yours.”
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havensins · 2 years
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Headcannons for Cis!Top!M!reader being Tony Starks actual intern with a huge cock?
tony stark x intern!m!reader.
cw . sub!tony, dom!m!reader, teasing, slight size kink, public sex, blowjob (r!receiving), hair pulling, sir kink, cum swallowing, mentions of work burnout, mentions of food, the other avengers not minding their business, the reader is a huge flirt, etc.
note . i apologize for any spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes.
when you accepted the internship, tony wasn’t actually the one authorizing it — pepper was
meaning, he didn’t fully know what you looked like.
which was fine, yk, he’d had many interns that he’d only actually met when they’d started the job.
really the only thing tony knew was that you were male and you’d start by working closely along side him and he was fine about being kept in the dark about the rest…
until he wasn’t
cue the immediate homosexual panic he felt the moment you entered the lab
at first, he wasn’t really focused on you, he was more tinkering on a new, smaller project and didn’t notice a visitor at the entryway.
you cleared your throat, taking him out of his focus, and normally he’d make some sort of remark towards anyone who interrupted his work
but looking at you, any words he planned on saying died in his throat
“sorry to interrupt you, mr. stark,”
tony almost fell to his knees then and there.
realizing you were waiting for a reply with a sheepish smile playing on your lips, he somehow pulls himself together enough to form a reply
it clicks that you’re his new intern, and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t a little excited to work along side you.
“oh- er, you weren’t interrupting anything… the new intern huh?”
your sheepish smile turns to a sly one
“pleasure to begin working alongside you.”
the sheer amount of tension in the lab at the very moment could be cut with a knife
okay okay, enough with the backstory; now onto the actual hc’s
as your time that you spent at the tower working alongside tony increased, so did your endless teasing and flirting of the shorter male
at this point, it was obvious that the two of you shared some sort of mutual feelings for one another
but no actual moves were made to genuinely verbalize feelings so the both of you were really just pining over each other and too anxious to admit it
the flirting started off small at first, simply putting your hand on the small of his back when you were passing behind him
staring him down when he knew you were watching
making sly comments
etc
don’t get it wrong though, your progressing relationship isn’t just sexual
it’s also making sure tony sleeps enough and eats
bringing him meals when you know he’s been working for a while
helping him with his anxiety and insomnia
genuinely being there for him
this goes on until soon, the other avengers notice and are both amused and annoyed at the dynamic the both of you have built
steve, natasha, and bucky are all so tired of seeing the both of you be so horribly and romantically chummy with each other
thor, the poor poor baby, doesn’t understand why the both of you wouldn’t just… communicate
it was a couple of months later when tony had a huge project he had to finish, administered by no one other than nick fury
the project was one of great importance, which meant tony was pretty high strung and stressed most of the time
which also meant he was more snarky than usual
tony wasn’t one normally to talk back to you, he kept his quips reserved for other members of the team, but never you
his nearly bratty and sarcastic comments only irritated you
it was around a week into the project and together, the both of you were half way done
you’d reached your breaking point with tony’s comments.
one thing led to another, and the two of you were full blown arguing.
after a certain point, you got tired of the arguing, instead remaining quiet and chuckling dryly.
“what’s wrong? cant speak now, when that’s all you’ve been doing for the past fucking hour.” tony persists, not letting up.
“don’t talk to me like that tony.” you warn, stepping closer.
“or what? it’s not like you’ve actually been helping me this entire time any-“
in a moment, you had tiny pinned against the wall behind him
“i told you not to talk to me like that.” you murmur, looking down at him while your face was inches away from his.
the silence was loud but not uncomfortable.
you’re not sure who leaned in first but in an instant, the both of you were a messy clash of lips and small whines from tony
blood immediately rushes south for the both of you
tony kisses down your neck, hurried hands reaching for your belt
“wait- fuck, wait tony,” you breathe, and he stops, pulling away and looking at you with dilated eyes
“are you sure you want this?” you ask, and tony gives u a lopsided grin
“100%.” he confirms, resuming his previous acts and attaching his lips to yours.
he pushes against you, backing you up until the back of your legs bump against a chair
“let me do this for you,” tony mumbles against your lips, urging you to sit down
you’re sat, watching tony through lidded eyes as he makes quick work of your zipper and pulls your pants down a little to your thighs with your help
he does the same with your boxers, eyes widening a bit when your cock is revealed.
it was obvious you were blessed in that department, but he didn’t know you were this big.
your head cups his jaw, snapping him out of his minor trance
“you can stop at any time, baby,” you tell him & he swears his heart flutters at the nickname
he only looks at you, and kisses your tip before opening his mouth and taking your length
your head tilts back, breathing strongly at the feeling of his wet & warm mouth around you
“just like that, pretty boy,”
his eyes fluttered shut at the praise, and it was then that you learned that tony stark had a praise kink
tony’s mouth was skillful, and it wasn’t long before you felt the familiar warmth that gathered at the pit of your stomach
“im going to cum soon, tony,” you warned, carding your hands through his hair
he pulls off of you, using his hand to continue the stimulation
“cum in my mouth, please, sir,” he whispers dazedly with cloudy eyes before taking you into his mouth again
your lips fall into a smirk, breathing heavily while you move in rhythm with his mouth
he’s palming himself while you occasionally tug his hair, pushing his hips up into his hand while he swirled his tongue over your tip.
your grip on his hair gets tighter and you’re practically face fucking him at this point
the heat that you feel in your lower stomach finally bursts
“fuck..” you grunt, pumping load after load into his mouth
tony moans, a sound almost muted as he swallows your cum
he shivers out of sensitivity as he pulls off of you, pants now sticky from his own cum
“you’re good at that..” you say, lip curling up as you pull up your pants
“thank you..” he rasps, standing up from his most likely bruised knees.
“…” “…”
the silence lasts for a moment until tony speaks up
“you would think after i just gave you the best head of your life, this wouldn’t be awkward,”
you snort at that, rising from the chair
noticing the stain in his pants, you step towards him
“c’mon, let’s get you cleaned up, we have lots to talk about,” you tell him as he leans into your embrace
i…. don’t really have too much more to add honestly
from there, your relationship progresses into more
you admit your feelings during the aftercare process and it’s no surprise that tony feels the same
then the flirting around the lab gets even worse, if possible
but this time, it’s more shared kisses when you’ve come to a breakthrough
soft touches when you can tell he needs them
the avengers notice immediately & thus begins the never ending teasing about your relationship! :)
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fols-eli · 2 years
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what r your favorite iwaoi headcanons! i love your art it's so cute yet sad/full of longing... it rly sticks with me all week after i've seen it.
thank you so much /// TTT TTT that's a huge compliment really!! i always think that maybe i'm projecting too much sadness to iwaoi [HAHA] which makes me hesitant to share some arts/comics;;; (╯_╰) i'm glad it's not all bad. for my fav iwaoi hcs....there’s too many flavors of hc; angsts and fluffs yknow? for now i’ll just share the fluffs ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ!!!
iwaizumi was the first to fall [in love] - iwa’s love is the shape of oikawa tooru, ever since the beginning.
their language of love is physical touches - [i recommend reading this comic, i think it captures the hc perfectly.] their video call lasts 36+ hours - these two would vc their self-study sessions together and probably leave it on while sleeping. oikawa is the first one to propose - but iwaizumi said no because he wanted be the one to propose and so these two just goes back and forth proposing to each other till the other one relents. married iwaoi chooses not to change their last names - Iwaizumi (岩泉/ Rock Fountain/Spring) and Oikawa (及川 / River) is as important as Tooru (徹 / To Go Through) and Hajime ( 一 / Beginning) to them. their last names are part of who they are; they wouldn’t want change anything about it. [this hc’s from twitter but i don’t remember who posted it TT TT, i really liked it.] iwaoi are based off alexander the great and hephaestion - [link to an analysis about the parallels between them.] alexander the great and the death of hephaestion which humanizes him is so so much like iwaoi. iwaizumi is the one who grounds oikawa; one who reminds oikawa of his humanity. i don’t want this to be too long so i just listed down the ones i remember from the top of my head. my interpretation of iwaoi is influenced by my favorite iwaoi writers ( ; ω ; ) gotta love the pining childhood friend tropes
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wizardcommune · 3 years
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gundham sfw alphabet
pairing - gundham tanaka x gn!reader
warnings - none!!
word count - 1.8k
a/n - FUCK YEAH GUNDHAM (also i apologize, i got lazy near the end)
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a = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)
in the beginning of the relationship, he would definitely be very hesitant to show physical or verbal affection since it wasn’t something he was used to. he’d show his love with acts of service and giving, most likely. (giving his s/o one of the devas if he knew they’d be separated for a short period of time, bringing them small trinkets he found like pretty rocks or bones, helping them with homework, etc.)
as time goes on, though, he’d become more comfortable with showing physical affection and would grow to become a huge cuddle bug!!! please hug him for me
b = best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
literally the coolest friend ever. especially if you had an alternative fashion sense, he’d be so down to go clothes shopping with you LMAO
if you were okay initiating physical affection outside of a romantic relationship, and were able to make him comfortable with that, he’d totally be That Friend who cuddles with you all the time!! he’d never mention it though, and would die on impact if you brought it up in front of any of his other friends/classmates
c = cuddles (do they like to cuddle? how would they cuddle?)
once he’s comfortable with it, yeah! he’s definitely super touch starved because of him not having friends most of his life, so having someone to cuddle would make his brain go ^^^^^
honestly, he’s good with any position so it’s up to his s/o. he prefers being able to see their face, though
the first time he ever cuddled with them he cried :(( shh don’t tell anyone though
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
man that’s his DREAM!! the idea of just getting to live with his s/o + animals makes his serotonin machine go BRR
honestly, i think he would fucking suck at cooking. baking, however. :))
because of having to clean up after his animals and keep things out of their way, he would naturally be a pretty neat person out of habit!! i don’t think he’d mind too much if his s/o was messy though.
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
I DIDNT DO THIS ONE BECAUSE IT MADE ME SAD IM SORRY
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)
gundham already sets up so many walls, and for his s/o to be able to break those down would already mean he’d be willing to commit. i don’t think he would ever just like.... date random people for funsies, so being in a romantic relationship with someone is already so big to him.
honestly, i can’t see him being the type to want to get married. he’d definitely want to settle down! but the idea of having a traditional wedding stresses him out. (of course, that doesn’t mean he’d be any less committed :))
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
dealing with small animals like the devas has left him gentle by nature!! he doesn’t even notice it, but he is always extremely careful with his s/o with the subconscious fear of accidentally hurting them/scaring them off :(
emotion wise, i think it’d be the same. when he cares about someone (whether it be romantic or platonic) he’s always cautious of teasing them too much since he knows that it can hurt sometimes. 
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
HE FUCKINGNF LOVES HUGS
they’re probably SO good too, like he’s the type to give those hugs that make you feel so safe. full on wraps his arms completely around you and rests his head on yours if you’re shorter (since he’d such a fucking giraffe my god)
i = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
it would definitely take a while for gundham to admit it. i can see him saying it on accident, like when he thinks you’re sleeping or not paying attention to him. he’d also need a lot of reassurance afterwards, just because of that initial fear of rejection
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they’re jealous?)
if he sees someone flirting with his s/o and they’re uncomfortable, he’ll immediately wrap an arm around their shoulder.
“they said they’re taken, respect that knave.”
sometimes he does get insecure that’s he’s too much for his s/o, considering he’s an evil tyrant, and that they might want to leave him for someone who’s..... not an evil tyrant.... (once again, please give him a hug)
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
like i said before, he’s very gentle when it comes to affection so his kisses are vv soft!! he’ll always hold their chin or one of their hands.
his favorite places to kiss his s/o are probably their forehead and hands!!
he loves being kissed everywhere, but he really likes neck kisses and any kisses around his face :^)
l = little ones (How are they around children?)
he’s great with kids!! he’d tell them stories of how he defeated different warlocks that tried to test him, or giant manticores he tamed.
i think he’d really like kids too, mostly because they’re so easy to impress LMAO
it inflates his ego a little bit whenever one gets really into one of his stories
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
if he wakes up before his s/o, he’d gently pull them into a hug while he waits for them to wake up (sobbing)
morning voice morning voice morning voice morning voice morning v
he memorized how his s/o likes their tea/coffee and will make it really groggily HAHA
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
okokok hear me out
i think that gundham is a really good singer, so he would 100% sing u to sleep
he’d be embarrassed as hell though LMAOO
he’d probably cuddle them before they fall asleep and talk about each other’s days or just random stuff until they get tired
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
i think a few months into their friendship? he would talk about his childhood randomly, but would prefer if they don’t make a huge deal about it.
he’d open up more if his s/o did first! he would take it as they trust him enough to talk about it.
p = patience (how easily angered are they?)
it depends on the person! with someone like hiyoko, he can get pissed pretty quickly, but his patience is VERY thick with his s/o. generally, it takes a lot to anger him. 
that being said, if they put themself in danger he would get ticked off out of fear.
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
especially in the beginning of their relationship when he was hesitant about physical/verbal affection, he would focus heavily on listening to them. he really wanted to show them that he respects them a lot, and remembering small things they mentioned would convey that well.
r = remember (what is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
after coming out of the shower, he walked in to see them asleep on his couch with the devas curled up on top of their chest. he went to go lay down with them and it just kind of.. hit him. that he wasn’t alone anymore and they loved and were there for him. :( 
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)
he’s very protective!! (especially if you’re in the killing game) the thought of something happening to you is his worst fear. 
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
ALL THE EFFORT
if his s/o asks him to do something in passing, you BET he’s gonna make sure he does his best
he keeps track of anniversaries/important dates religiously because he’s terrified of accidentally forgetting LMAO
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
sometimes i think he might come off as cold when embarrassed because his persona is so important to him, but if they expressed being upset he would backtrack SO fast
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
not very much?? like, i think he would brag about his hair or something sometimes but he’s always joking LMAO
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
yes and no? if something ever happened to his s/o, he would feel horribly empty for a time. but i also think that being in a relationship could help him not feel so lonely and teach him better ways to take care of himself, so if they were to ever split he would be able to heal after he got over the initial sadness.
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
he’s a Mitski Understander (TM) his favorite songs are crack baby, pink in the night, and i bet on losing dogs, i’m up for debate
and yes i absolutely will be making a gundham playlist
i don’t know if this counts since i’m 90% projecting, but i hc him as trans and ND so like. solidarity if you are too wink wonk
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
a/n - just so everyone knows, i honestly think every character would be fine with any type of person since projecting is so important to a lot of us. these are just my personal headcanons, and if they don’t apply to you please don’t take it personally!! <3
i think he would really want a kind s/o. especially with what he’s been through, someone who’s gentle/patient would mean the world to him
also someone who likes animals!! they mean so much to him and were basically his entire life until he met the others, so having someone who shared that interest would make him so happy
z = zzz (what is a sleep habits of theirs?)
it’s not uncommon for him to sleep with his animals!! he mostly just sleeps with the devas though; he would probably place them near his head or on his chest so he wouldn’t accidentally roll on them.
he also really likes cuddling with his s/o when they sleep! he wouldn’t mind being the big or little spoon, either.
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kuroosdumbslut · 4 years
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hawks hcs
he has trust issues, like hella
i feel like hes probably tried to be in relationships but they usually go for his looks or status, so relationships are kinda....sparse for him now
i feel like he would like and enjoy a relationship tho, like i feel like he wants a person and craves that deep connection to someone
the chicken restaurants all know him by name and, at the KFC, they know his order by heart
i could see him as a party goer, but will sometimes acts as the DD to get people home safely (hes a caring birb man)
i feel like hes kinda a dork and had like fuckin logic based games on his phone to entertain him when hes bored
as much as it seems like hes a dog person, i feel like he’d like to have a cat or ferret,, theyre more independent and it would give him some form of companionship while he can still do pro hero work without worrying about his pet(s)
HE WANTS KIDS SO BAD OMG like obviously not rn but he wants kids of his own one day, he craves the domesticity of having a family
he knows, logically, he’ll be a good dad but omg he still doubts himself if he’ll be a good dad
if you give him a back rub after a long day, he will m e l t (also, help him with his wings, even though he can 1000% do it himself, it makes him feel cared for ok)
occasionally smokes weed, usually when extremely stressed or depressed
has a tiktok, doesnt really post but he will favorite a lot of videos he enjoys (im self projecting, im self projecting-)
dabi hcs
another one that wants kids but hes also, like, kinda afraid to have kids too
prolly has self image issues 😢
ok but like- he a lowkey weeb
can you imagine him saying something out of an anime before killing someone? its the perfect thing cause then no one will know, and the pile of ashes cant exactly talk sooo
he wants a pet dog so bad omg
like im talking a great dane of some other bigger dog like that
also he 1000% smokes cogarettes and uses his quirk to light em cause ew why would he go to the trouble to both steal cigarettes AND a lighter?
stoner, hes a fucking stoner
also has trust issues, for good reasons
i mean he is a villain so he cant exactly trust many people as is
though i feel like if he were to get into a relationship, he’d probably be pretty distant at first and only really open up if they just stay with him
i also think he would want someone who isnt involved in villainy since its already kinda stressful for he himself to be in it, so having his s/o involved too? oof
he’d probably go for like someone working a minimum wage job or going to college who just seems so dead inside lmao cause like? thats a mood
hes had partners before too, but most of them left after figuring out he was doing illegal shit or only wanted to see how well he fucked
so like, hes pretty skeptical at first of a new relationship
he has a tiktok and will make stupid fuckin videos and all the comments are like “why tf r u cosplaying a villain?” lmao
** ive officially started simping for hawks and dabi full time send help **
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stargazer-balladeer · 4 years
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Platonic! [Mystic Messenger]
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Anon: hi !! can i ask for rfa x reader platonic! headcanons with v & ice cream boi saeran <3
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Characters Included: RFA, V & Saeran
Note: This is one of my favorite works :P. I got carried away by this bc I rlly had so much fun writing it. Hope ya’ll enjoy this!
Additional Notes: You and MC are not the same people.
Reader’s Gender: Neutral (some bulletin might imply a feminine reader but take it how ever you want)
Warning: Dark themes in V’s scenario. Mentions of Suicide. If you’re sensitive to this topic, pls skip V’s. Thanks. Spoiler warning!
“UNREQUITED LOVE”
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Seven
Honestly speaking, Seven is a friend that keeps joking around and fun to be with. He’s so easygoing yet he keeps building up walls around himself, distancing himself from everyone, even you.
He’s the kind that just keeps smiling, no matter what situation he was in. 
It’s that reason why when you approach him for the first time, you could instantly tell he’s building up walls around him. But in reality, he just smiles. 
Behind that smile though screams “go away” “why are you talking to me?” “who the hell are you?”
I think it’s very difficult to befriend him (The twins are, in general). BUT! Once you get past his build-up walls and warmed up to him, he’ll slowly also warmed up to you.
Now, going back to platonic hc.
You two will always have a competition. ALWAYS. Whether petty or stupid or crazy, it doesn’t matter. Seven is the exact definition of CRAZY, and I hope you are too.
You two will be spamming the chatrooms so much, much to the rest’s irritation. You two will be a dynamic duo that cannot be stopped.
Actually people might mistake you as couple (if ever you two go out, you usually stay indoors) since you two actually look like one. Of course, you two will deny it, stating your just friends, which is true enough. 
Though sometimes you two took advantage of this. If there’s a couple discount in a store? You two will pretend to be a couple to get a discount.
Vanderwood would just get used to having two idiots in the house now, since you always crash in Seven’s house. You practically live there now. (poor Vanderwood--)
Seven would be so comfortable with you, that he can be himself. If he’s sure he can trust you, he will tell you about his past and about his twin brother. How he regret leaving Saeran, how he regrets everything about his life.
If MC joins the RFA, you instantly knew something was wrong with Seven. 
If you realize that he loves her, you would definitely tease him about it. He would passionately deny it (with flushed cheeks), but you knew better. 
You would be there for him when he realize what had happened to his brother, you comforted him as he cries. cries.
I would also like to imagine him telling you about the reset, and explaining to your confuse self. You’re the only one he can confide to about this information. Pls don’t break this trust.
You would definitely help Seven to search for Saeran, and be his best man in his and MC’s wedding (yes, even if you are a girl. Fight me.)
Overall, I think this friendship is a wholesome one. Full of trust and fun. Pls don’t abuse this friendship with Seven ;-; This poor bby boi has been through a lot..
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Yoosung Kim
You two definitely meet during classes in College, whether sharing the same course or accidentally met in the library or cafeteria or anywhere. You two will instantly click.
Yoosung would, at first, be shy in talking with you. But slowly grew more confident as you two talk with each other. 
He would DEFINITELY bring Rika up in one of your conversations. You would be like, “??? who?” 
He then proceeds to explain that Rika was his cousin, and that she recently just died. Your motherly instinct activated when you see tears building in his eyes as you brought him to your chest and comforted him. 
It isn’t hard for Yoosung to trust you, unlike Seven. 
If you play LOLOL, this boi would be so ecstatic that he immediately suggested to play together. I hope you agree.
I imagine him being kinda talkative. So, maybe after playing LOLOL or finish doing a project or whatever, you two will sit together on the couch and just talk. Your conversation can be either heartfelt or weird or strange or funny. You two’ll talk endlessly until both of you realize that it’s super late at night.
Like Seven’s, you two will be mistaken as a couple by your classmates. You two’ll instantly deny it though, in Yoosung’s side, flushed face while denying.
But unlike Seven, you two don’t take advantage of this. You two probably didn’t know it existed until someone mention it to you or you found out. 
You two are the innocent beans in the chatrooms. You usually save Yoosung from Seven’s antics, which the rest are grateful for. 
I honestly see Yoosung as a Musical fan, like Hamilton, Dear Evan Hansen, etc. If you like those as well, expect jamming session of Musical Broadway songs. 
I can also imagine if Yoosung is scared or nervous, he will instinctively grab your hand. It’s like he’s reassuring himself that your there for him, and won’t disappear from him. Unlike his cousin, his love. 
He might come off as clingy but you better know that’s not the case. He’s scared. You can reassure him by squeezing his hand and smiling at him. “I’ll always be here for you.” he might shed a tear or two before smiling back at you.
When MC joins the RFA. The two of you were surprised at her sudden appearance but nevertheless welcomed her. 
If you realize that MC likes Yoosung and how Yoosung keeps comparing her to Rika, you would definitely step in. You know that MC feels hurt that Yoosung keeps comparing her to his dead cousin, so you talk to him.
He wouldn’t take this lightly though. But eventually realized that you and Zen were right. MC wasn’t like Rika at all! Maybe even better!
You would be SO worried about Yoosung when you heard he lost one of his eyes. But you knew better to visit him so you spam him instead, letting him and MC have their moment.
You would be there when he became a veterinarian. You’ll also be his best man in his wedding (regardless if you’re a woman).
Overall... this friendship is one-of-a-kind. It’s rare to see a man like Yoosung nowadays. If ever you meet this kind of person, befriend them. I’m sure you wouldn’t regret it :)
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Jumin Han
I can’t imagine anything else but during your childhood. You’re friends with him and V, and possibly Rika as well. But you’re close to V rather than to Jumin.
You’re actually scared of him really, since he has this aura around him that screams “superior!” “don’t talk to me peasant” “go away”. Yeah, not so friendly aura.
V would always reassure you that Jumin isn’t that kind of person. You, of course, believe him but it’s hard to approach someone like Jumin.
Once you’re older, you might have lost communication with the both of them. By the time you knew it, you heard V was getting married to Rika. And you knew who else has a crush on Rika. Jumin.
You, of course, congratulated them. But you were deeply concerned about the black-haired CEO. But when you approach him about it, he pushed you away.
When V suddenly died, you were gravely saddened to have lost a friend. You were deeply wounded at the fact that he left so sudden, why? why? why?
Jumin might’ve noticed you grieving so he’s the one approaching you now. He’s the one reaching out his hand, and you took it.
At the start of your newfound rekindled friendship, it was to say awkward and a bit rocky. But you were used to it so you persisted until you wiggle yourself into his life. And, surprise surprise, he accepted the fact that you are his friend.
You two will not always hang out however, since you two have work to go to. But you two will call each other frequently, asking each other trivial things, which is surprising coming from Jumin. 
I also think someone will mistake you as Jumin’s girlfriend, but he will outright deny it. 
He MIGHT MIGHT use this an advantage though. But not so much, since he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable or take advantage of you. 
If you like cats, great! If you two are already like best friends, Jumin will let you meet Elizabeth the 3rd. 
If you work with him in C&R, you’ll be expected to come to his office often to drag him away from his workaholic self. 
By now, Jumin already considers you a close friend, that’s a first. The friend who never left him. So he confides in you about his insecurities in running the company, how he never had a family before since his father is a womanizer, hopping from one woman to another. He’s just a product of a one night-stand. 
Just listen to him, that’s all he needed. You don’t need to talk, just listen. And pls don’t spread it either, Jumin’ll not like that. 
He’s not usually talkative really. You’re the one who talks, if you’re a talkative person like Yoosung, the one who keeps the conversation going. But if you’re quiet, then the both of you can bask in silence in each other’s presence.
I would like to think Jumin thinks of you as a (sister/brother) he never had, a family.
And, very so often than not, he smiles to you. He’s so comfortable with you that he can be himself and not uphold his guard.
The rest of the RFA would take note of Jumin being soft towards you. Like he’ll be angry one second but once you’re in the chat, he’ll go soft. Like “???”. But I would like to think they’re happy that Jumin found a friend that he can trust. (Proud RFA)
(It’s also noticeable in the employees of C&R that Jumin has become soft towards you.)
You and Jaehee would DEFINITELY be friends as well. You may or may not have told Jumin to stop giving her so many tasks. But nevertheless, she’s grateful for you and happy that you’re also her friend.
Anyway. If MC joins the RFA, Jumin, being Jumin Han, was wary of her. You assure him that she meant no harm at all.
But once all was revealed, and founding out V was still alive. You had mixed feelings about him, like you’re happy that he’s alive but angry that he lied to you. 
You’re also mad towards Jumin. He told you the reason why V died, but the reasoning was a lie. You don’t know who to trust anymore so you shunned everyone out.
Jumin was devastated, to say the least. He has grown into a trusting and loving friendship with you that was hard to build, and yet it broke. Like a snap of a finger, it immediately broke. He doesn’t know what to do. He lost a friend, the friend who never left his side, the one who cheers him on, the one who loves hanging out with him even though he’s boring, the friend who was a family to him.
He cried. Jumin Han cried. MC tried comforting him of course, but he never stopped. He wanted you back, he couldn’t bear to lose someone important again.
And, like a miracle, you came back. Oh how happy he was when he saw you standing in front of him. He immediately engulfed you into a hug, not caring if some people saw him. He got you back, that’s all that matters.
After the fiasco was dealt with, you would DEFINITELY attend their wedding. It’s either his Best Man or a Bridesmaid, he still respect the Church’s wishes afterall.
Overall, your friendship with this trust-fund kid was messy and started out rough. But once you two work hard on it, it blossomed. Until someone crush it and it became broken again. But once again, it stood strong and proudly, even though damaged. And I think it’s beautiful, no matter what anyone else’s say.
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Zen
This guy is an actor, an egotistical, narcissistic guy. Who looks like a real-life Mafumafu and gotten his name “Zen” from a guy named Zen in Akagami no Shirayukihime (Snow White with the Red Hair).
Putting that aside, you two probably met accidentally in a set. Where you accidentally pour water on him during a break. You profusely apologized lots of time, and him reassuring you every time.
Yeah. Not an ideal meeting but a meeting no less. 
Zen would probably took an interest for you. No, not romantic interest. He’s more interested in being your friend. He saw how you interact with other people, and especially your friends. He was, dare I say, jealous of people being with you. He wanted a friend like that, that’s all he wanted afterall.
He would take time to chat with you in-between takes (or breaks in Musical Broadway). He would eventually find out that you don’t care if he’s a famous actor that enjoys his looks. He found himself being comfortable around you.
If the set you two are in has ended, he would be disappointed. That means, there’s no more reason to interact with you. But you surprise him by telling him that if he wants to hang out again, just call me. He was ecstatic.
Whenever you hang out though, it needs to be in-secret. He would have to wear a disguise if he doesn’t want anyone to recognize him while he’s hanging out with you. 
Where you hang out though is always a mystery. Sometimes in a park, sometimes in a amusement park, sometimes in a cafe, sometimes in a mall, and so on. It’s always random with him, but enjoyable nonetheless. 
But if someone caught him hanging out with you and post it online.It would cause a frenzy really. But don’t worry! Zen would one way or another calm it down and state that you two are just friends.
Zen would DEFINITELY get you to ride his motorcycle, but wouldn’t force you to ride it if you’re scared. BUT! He’s persistent so you have no choice but to give in.
If you like Musical, great! Then the both of you can jam out with Musical songs, that he may or may not have sung (COUGH Hamilton COUGH).
But after the incident of the online, you hang out in Zen’s apartment or yours. You two binge-watch Netflix shows or watch a movie. 
He would DEFINITELY force you to practice with him if he needs to practice for a role. But if the scene includes a kissing scene, he would kiss you on the cheek instead. 
If he’s comfortable with around you, he would tell you about his past. How his family doesn’t want him to be an actor, how they immediately disowned him and how he got depressed. 
You don’t need to talk really, comfort him. Pull him close and rub his back. “It’s alright.. I’m here.” Zen might burst into tears.
In the chatroom, you two act the same as usual. You actually mother the RFA. You reprimand him for being an addict to LOLOL. You reprimand Seven to eat other food other than Buddha Chips. You reprimand Jumin for being an workaholic, and for overworking poor Jaehee. The only one you don’t reprimand is Jaehee, she’s a precious angel. 
You would DEFINITELY be there for him whenever Zen would perform on stage or on screen. You are his number one supporter after all.
When he feels nervous, he’ll instinctively looks at you. You, in return, flash a reassuring smile. Then his confidence would be boosted and his nervousness goes away. 
This small action of yours, swells Zen’s heart. He’s glad to have a friend like you. A friend that actually supports him, a friend that loves him whole-heartedly, a friend that enjoys his company, a friend that will always be there for him. He finally found his longing friend. 
If MC has joined the RFA, you noticed Zen’s personality shift a bit. 
If you noticed how Zen and MC were falling in love, you would definitely be their Number One Supporter. 
If you know the Echo Girl incident, you might not intervene. Letting them handle it since it’s their problem. (lol savage friend)
After everything has ended, you would be supporting Zen full-heartedly. He wants to marry MC? Alright. Let’s plan the wedding and engagement. He wants to find a romantic spot for a date? Alrighty, let’s check Siri. 
You would be his Best Man (even if you’re a woman). He’s so nervous that he turns to you and you flash him a smile. The exact same smile you gave to him whenever he feels nervous. 
He would forever be grateful to you.
Overall, your friendship with him may not seem like much on the outside, but on the inside, you and Zen would feel like you’ve known each other for so long that you understand each other so well. This friendship is also a beautiful kind, pls treat this boi right.
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Jaehee Kang
I would definitely think you two met during her college days. You two were paired up in a project and that’s how you two click. It was you two were meant to be, like two puzzles fit together. 
After that, you two would be found hanging out with each other. She admires your determination in finishing college and wanting to enter to your favorite job, while you admire her for her silent demeanor and how studious she was. 
You two would DEFINITELY be hanging out in the library or in either of your rooms, just reading or studying. But sometimes you two were seen hanging out in the park, cafe or around the campus. 
People might mistake you as a couple, but (of course) you two would deny it. 
Even after graduating, you two still kept in touch. If you two were working in C&R, you would definitely talk with her during breaks. If you two were working in two separate works, you would call her still. But even if this happens, it’s not guaranteed that she’ll answer your call or meet you during breaks (since Jumin dumps her lots of stuff).
You will help her in some, which she protest at first but ultimately gave up when she realized how stubborn you could be. 
If you two were hanging out in a rare day that she has a day off, she would make you binge-watch Zen’s performances, fangirling about it. You would support her of course, if you’re not a fan. But if you’re a fan, you both will be a squealing and fangirling mess.
In chatrooms, Jaehee would still be herself. You, on the other hand, would definitely play along with Seven’s pranks on Yoosung. Both you and Seven are partners-in-crime. Jaehee would definitely be the person who says “I don’t know that person. What’re you talking about?” while looking away from you.
If she’s overworking herself, you’ll immediately drag her away to relax herself. 
If she wants to open a cafe, you would definitely support her and be an employee of it. But that’s much later.
Actually, if she’s stress, she would definitely rant to you about how bad of a boss is Jumin. You would need to give her coffee and open the tv to watch one of Zen’s performance to calm her down. 
She would DEFINITELY open up her sexuality to you. You, of course, didn’t judge her and supported her.
If MC joins the RFA, you and Jaehee would be skeptical at first of course. A sudden girl suddenly entered the RFA without all of them knowing of her. It seems suspicious. But decided to shrug it off.
If you realize Jaehee is falling for MC, you would be suspicious of MC’s advances. So you decided to talk to MC about it. You know about the LGBTQ+ community, and fully aware of Jaehee’s sexuality. But you aren’t sure about MC.
You are only doing this because you don’t want Jaehee to be broken-hearted, to be lead on. So you had a talk with MC. And after that talk, you are now sure that MC loves Jaehee as much as Jaehee loves her. 
After all the fiasco ended, Jaehee resigned being Jumin’s assistant and opened up a cafe with MC. You became an employee of it but only on the weekends or you have free time. 
If ever they marry, you would be Jaehee’s maid-in-honor (even if you’re a boy. And no, you’re wearing a suit, don’t worry). You would be so proud of you for being who she was and you would be grateful to MC who made Jaehee who she was now.
I think this friendship is common but it’s also beautiful. It actually reminds me of my friends (now strangers.... unfortunately ;-;)
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V
Ahh.  My husband. Here we go.
You two met when both of you were teenagers, when he was in a photoshoot. He accidentally took a picture of you, and he apologized for it but you reassure him that it was okay. 
After that meeting, you two became great friends. You also met Jumin and became friends with him. 
You two would be hanging out everywhere. Since he’s a photographer, he wants to take picture of everything that seems interesting. But sometimes, you would be found in V’s room, looking through his taken pictures in his camera. 
If you’re also a photographer, he would be so happy! He would take you everywhere that has a great scenery to hear the sounds of clicking of the camera. If you’re not, you can be his muse! (if you don’t mind, of course).
People wouldn’t mistake you two as a couple really, since they see how V sees you as a (sister/brother) and you to him. They can see it in the aura.
Few years past, and you met Rika. 
When you first met her, you could immediately tell something was wrong with her. You didn’t take Psychology in college for nothing! 
But you don’t have the heart to tell V about it, since he looks so happy with her. You can also tell that Jumin has a crush on her as well.
As days go by, you and V were falling apart. You two slowly didn’t talk anymore, which confuse you greatly. why was there a distance? did I do something wrong? did I say something? why? why? wHY? WHY?!
You felt empty without V. He was your half after all, a brother. Now he’s gone, you felt lonely without him.
You knew about the RFA. And Jumin suggested you to join, so you did. You felt better as you interact with the other members. Jumin could see it, Rika could see it, V could see it. 
But what drove you to succumb to depression, the last struck, was V’s death. That was the last one to destroy what little sanity you have left. You even tried to suicide, but Jumin caught you before you could try. 
You grew more depressed as the days go by. You wouldn’t come out of bed or eat the food given to you. This made the members of the RFA worry about you. So they tried their best to make you better. 
Jaehee tried to make you get out of bed to eat, but wasn’t successful. Zen tried to make you laugh with funny videos, which you turn your back on him. Yoosung tried to make you turn to video games for comfort, but he didn’t succeeded (he left with teary-eyes). Heck, even Seven tried! Well, tried as in making you a device but you ignored it.
Until Jumin was the one who ultimately made you stand up and eat. He said that if V sees you like this, he would be very disappointed and worried.
“He doesn’t care, Jumin. Give it up.”
“He DOES care, [Y/N]. Now, don’t be a child and stand up and eat.”
And that led you to arguing with him. You screaming that he doesn’t know what you feel, how it feels to lose a friend, and how you want to die. Until Jumin screams back at you,
“I ALSO LOST A FRIEND!”
You stopped. You literally froze as tears began pouring out of your eyes, now feeling guilty. You weren’t the only one who lost V, Jumin has and even Seven, who sees V as a father figure.
After that time, you started getting better. Jumin insisted you work in C&R, so you decided to agree. Life was turning for better until MC joins the RFA.
Ever since MC joined, many things have happened. You discovered V was still alive, how Rika tortured him and Saeran, how she’s the mastermind behind Mint Eye, everything was too much for you.
Even though you had a grudge against V for lying about his death, your hearts yearns for his presence. But when you saw how MC was persistent to save V, you joined her.
In saving V, you also saved Saeran. V apologized profusely to you and you forgave him. You thought everything was working.
But when V disappeared once again, you were sick of it. Sick of V always disappearing, so you cut your ties with the RFA. You moved into another country and lived there for the rest of your life, living behind everything you knew about them.
After years of living in a completely new country, you received a message in Korean. You saw it was from Jumin, you want to ignore it but you decided to read it. It was a picture of MC’s and V’s child. Then Jumin send another text saying, “Come back, he misses you.” 
You decided to return, only to be greeted by the RFA in the airport along with V and his child. You stared at them for a while before returning your gaze to V. Your lips turned into a smile, “hey.”
V smiled sadly at you, “hey.”
Overall, LOTS of obstacles you have to face in order to have this friendship. But there’s a saying that, “If you can say goodbye, then you can say hello once more.”. No matter how much you two have been separated by fate, you two will always be friends.
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Saeran
You two would meet after he was saved by MC and Seven from Mint Eye. He would, of course, be hostile to everyone, even you. You two will meet when buying ice creams in a ice-cream stand.
He would push you away immediately if you want to get close to him, with his mindset in him still being dangerous and you untrustworthy. 
But if you start meeting every time Saeran goes out, you would slowly warm up to him. He would, at first, think you’re a stalker since its strange for the two of you meet everytime he goes out. He, of course, would still be hostile with you. 
If you manage to break his walls, he would slowly but surely open his heart for you. He’s still wary of you, that doesn’t change. 
You two will hang out either at their home or outside, near an ice-cream stand. 
People would not mistake you as a couple since they don’t look at you. Saeran glares at everyone who stares at you two, they’ll probably think overprotective brother instead.
He will NEVER bring up his past, ever. Even if he’s comfortable with you, he wouldn’t bring up his past. He’s still afterall afraid of what you’ll think of him. 
You wouldn’t know about his past, unless Seven mentions it. But you better never pry on it. 
You know when Saeran is comfortable with you since he lets you sit near him and shares his ice-cream with you, which lead to a pouting red-headed twin as he stares at the two of you from afar. 
If he has nightmares, he would lash out to anyone who’s in the same room as him. If you’re in his room and he has a nightmare, expect Saeran jumping on you and chocking on you. It’s either Vanderwood and Seven who has to push him off you to let you breath.
He would, of course, feel guilty for almost killing you so he outright avoided you. It will go on a while since he’s stubborn. You have to be the one to reconcile your friendship.
He always holds your hand, squeezing sometimes. It’s a tell-tale sign to him that you’re still here and not somewhere else. He trusts you so you better not crush it.
He’s like Seven in so many ways. When he trusts someone, it’s usually whole-heartedly. But, like Seven, he’s scared to break down his walls. To let someone enter into his heart only to rip it out. It’s too much for poor Saeran, so he cage himself.
If he starts to like MC, you could immediately tell. You would endlessly tease him about him as he tells you to shut up with a flushed face.
In secret though, you would have a talk with MC about Saeran. She would understand that you’re just worried about your (tsundere) friend, and she promises to love him for eternity. (COUGH reset COUGH).
You would definitely be his Best Man (even if you’re a girl), he would fight anyone who oppose it. (LOL I can totally see this happening).
Overall, this friendship is similar to Seven’s. It’s beautiful and it’s built on strong trust to one another. Pls don’t betray this ice cream bby. ;-;
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Nihlus Fic Headcanons
My latest fic, The husbandry of victory is blood (on AO3), is basically a Nihlus Kryik and Mass Effect mercenary/batarian culture headcanon backstory where @expertmakodriver reacted by asking me to ... please translate w/e I was on about.
So here it is! The English translation of my Nihlus Kryik worldbuilding art project.
In reality, this type of character sketch is something I would normally keep private. But since we need more Nihlus content, both it and the headcanon basis are all public and free to use and/or transform as you see fit without attribution.
Please, I’m begging anyone who might want to use any of these ideas in whole or in part: write it and save me from having to do it myself. You do not need to credit me, but I would appreciate a link to your work so I can promote it! :)
Tfw you actually need to annotate your own fic...
Long post - everything is under the cut!
Organized by the order each element is referenced in the fic, with the divided sections labeled as [NUMBER] on the left.
Edited 5/28/2021 because I forgot some things.
[Title] “The husbandry of victory is blood” - Taken from “Sparta Says No” by A.E. Stallings. I actually thought about using this as an alternative title for another fic, but I figured this background sketch for Nihlus more aligned with the themes. I strongly suggest you go and read the poem without taking my word for the following interpretation: the contrast between growth and destruction, and civilization built through conquest or through agriculture. I enjoy the high-level commentary on society. The metaphorical encounter between farming and war is something I wanted to bring to my work, and I wanted the title to color the tone of the epigraph from Virgil’s Georgics. On a more personal level -- my grandfather joined the military in part to seek out opportunities he wouldn’t have had if he’d stayed on a farm, and I decided to draw on that experience for Nihlus.
[Epigraph] - Virgil, Georgics Book I (tr. H. R. Fairclough) - I picked a public domain translation of the poem and went hunting around for a line that had juxtaposed farming and war imagery. It’s a fairly common classical motif! Wars often stopped and started based on the seasonal harvest and the necessity of feeding the community and supplying the troops. You can’t fight a war and gather in wheat at the same time. Digging up the weapons pf the dead in farm fields is a powerful image. My take on Nihlus draws on the tension between fighting and negotiation that I also connect to the symbolic opposition between agriculture and warfare. The Georgics are also just really neat.
[1] Half-face markings - I could write a whole headcanon post on turian colony markings and how mercenary modifications fit in with them (and I will at some point). You’ll see in this fic that I regularly use terms for how much ‘real estate’ the colony markings cover. My HC is that there are variations of colony markings that can be worn as minimalist (smallest critical details), half-face (upper or lower, may include simple full-face designs without a lot of paint), full-face (both, usually more elaborate), and full-crest (what it sounds like on the tin). These are all just different styles and up to personal preference, though there are a few cultural connotations or stereotypes about people who choose which version. Plus I felt really bad for people who might have super-complicated full versions of markings and wanted to give them something more aesthetically lightweight that would have the same meaning. 
[1] Batarian trader patois - An evolving lingua franca with many dialects. Nihlus is uncannily fluent at the one spoken in the Terminus, which is mutually intelligible with the dialect spoken in the Attican Traverse. This is a language without a formal codex that sounds a little strange even to batarians born into the Hegemony. Since batarians have been around and in contact with the Citadel and council races for ~1000 years longer than turians (true if the timeline on the wiki is correct, but I haven’t done the backdating myself), I HC that batarians have a more refined and developed spacer and trading culture. Traders and smugglers are infamous for liking to be beyond Hegemony control and when their government withdrew from Council space, they just kept up with business as usual. Many of them have a shared religion based on debate and argument over the meaning of the Pillars of Strength and the way to live an honorable life.
[1] Terminus languages - They exist, both with and without formal linguistic codexes available to ordinary citizens of Council space.
[1] Hierarchy basic - The common turian colonial language spoken in Hierarchy space. Nihlus was born outside turian space, so he had to learn it from his parents and from educational videos. While he has only a vague accent, certain words and phrases he uses come off as very strange to turians who were raised in Hierarchy space.
[1] Draughts - A popular ancient board game dating back to before the Romans. Pieces move by sliding on the board or jumping over each other to capture. I originally wanted to use river stones as a metaphor, but Nihlus at that age had never seen naturally flowing water. I figure everyone has a version of a capturing/marker/stones sort of game.
[1] Amma and appa - Batarian words for grandmother and grandfather. Nihlus is a bit of a ‘surprise’ baby for his parents. This nice older smuggler couple are longtime associates of the mercenary group and, while they have never done fighting themselves and have no children of their own, they are friends of his mother and father and are absolutely delighted to “adopt” him. He is their smol spikey grandson, they teach him to speak and act like a proper young batarian, and anyone who argues with them about how exactly he is related will end up on the wrong side of an airlock.
[1] Vatar - A canon planet in the Mass Effect universe with a cold and inhospitable environment, located a short relay hop away from Omega (“downtown”) in the Terminus Systems. Mercenary groups have outposts dug into the surface. I rolled with it. 
[1] Falx - The turian name of the mercenary group Nihlus is born into. A falx is both a Roman entrenching tool and also the most overhyped Dacian curved blade weapon you’ll see in ancient art and literature. In essence? The word has been used to refer to both weapons and farming tools for a very long time. The group is a batarian-lead mercenary company with a very long history of turian cooperation, which enjoys stable political ties to other such batarian splinter groups. Traders and smugglers often form the links between them. The batarian word for members of this same group translates as “harvesters” or “reapers.” HAHA. And you thought this was a no-Reapers AU…
[1] Truce customs - A batarian mercenary outpost thing. If you’re friendly and in mechanical distress, or if you have something to trade, it’s not unusual to head to a known group of mercenaries and ask for truce on tightbeam broadcast to get someone to meet you or actively flag your ship with their ident codes (aka: make you temporarily register in local space as belonging to their ‘fleet’). This is usually for medical essentials, emergency mechanical trouble, and also serves as an informal way for Terminus merchants and traders to make a living without having to worry about being boarded every time they deliver the groceries. It’s considered a grave breach of etiquette to violate truce terms and those who do are hunted down as examples to the rest. Truce terms make “ordinary life” possible for outposts that are otherwise on the edge of traveled space.
[1] Trade-cloth - A canon quarian cultural object. Mentioned in the the fandom wiki and probably part of a quarian codex somewhere. Intricately patterned cloth is common on the Migrant Fleet, but the personal cloths are seldom given to outsiders. Nihlus’s gift is one used in trade, but displays a pattern with more ‘friendly’ cultural connotations than something that would be sold and mass-produced in a shop. It was made special for him by his childhood quarian friends. It’s something that it would be appropriate for him to wear like a scarf on formal occasions when he’s dealing with quarians, or when he’s invited to quarian parties or festivals.
[1] Colony crescents / Falx sickles - Yeah there’s some repetition here, but it’s mostly to contrast the two. I HC that Nihlus’s base colony markings are already curved. “Sickles” are embellishments which add a cutting or combative edgeline in some places and very overt stylized weaponry to standard colony markings. They are additions or alterations that are unique to mercenary groups and may read as “flamboyant” or “aggressive” because they are noticeably different in appearance to Hierarchy turians. This is more or less on purpose, and is a bit on the taboo side. One does not wear these additions or draw their markings in these styles without genuinely belonging to one of these groups -- the patterns are not easy to reproduce correctly or in the right places, and they are generally a source of stigma in Hierarchy basic training.
[1] Sand-bath - How you clean a turian when water is scarce and everyone has to share it.
[2] Draw and fire from retention - The shooting-sports specific term for “shooting from the hip.” Kinda. This breakdown of a scene from Collateral, one of my all-time favorite Michael Mann films, will give you an idea. All of the referenced gun techniques are also more or less real, and lining up your body posture so that it helps with aiming and putting the rounds where you want them to go is a real thing.  Nihlus has a great deal of practice in shooting as self-defense and was training alongside professionals from a young age. Going to the range is one of his hobbies (but not mine, I’m lame and that’s loud).
[2] Triginta Petra - A canon Mass Effect world that is a dustball home to hardscrabble turian farmers. Kavala Kryik’s family were some of the first colonists and they’ve been scratching a living from the surface since she was nine years old. They are very proud of this fact, since it gave them opportunities they wouldn’t have had on their native Oma Ker (also a canon turian world).
[2] Laskaris - Nihlus’s mother’s original family name. Kavala Laskaris. While I don’t have any particular headcanon about whether or not turians do the whole ‘changing surname’ thing when they marry or pair off or whatever, Kavala really liked both the alliteration and the overall aesthetic. Joked with Inaros Kryik, her husband and Nihlus’s father, that she only married him for his pretty colony markings.
[2] Lupulin - Literally, hop acids and the essential oils that you get from ‘hoppy’ beer. A direct reference to hops (Humulus lupulus) and brewing, because why not? Actually is a mild sedative and produces a bit of a chemical high.
[2] Stiletto - A pistol from Haliat armory (turian weapons manufacturer).
[2] Blooded sickles - Worn only by mercenaries who are full / fighting members of Falx or their direct allies. Batarians have their own culturally-coded marks, some of which have been adopted and/or adapted by their turian members as embellishments to colony markings. I HC that newer “commercial” groups like the Blue Suns and Nyreen’s Talons, without a shared cultural background, are imitating this style of marking rather than the other way around. Merc-born turians with old-style batarian trade connections tend to recognize each other through these symbols, which are used most often outside of Council space (i.e. the Terminus Systems and the Attican Traverse).
[2] Pillars of Strength - Canon batarian religious artifact. I treat them as a text or a particular philosophy that values free will and independent action as the signifiers of ‘strength.’ While I don’t have a fleshed out or specific HC for what the ‘tenets’ are, I do know that slave implants are treated as anathema.
[3] Struthious - A reference to Earth ostriches. Some kind of chicken-like prey animal that turians like to cook and eat. Mostly because the thought of Nihlus running around like a chicken to entertain his sisters made me laugh.
[4] Cutter - Bigger than a personal clipper and better armed, with living space for a crew. They come in various sizes and are smaller than frigates.
[4] Cup of mourning - A turian funerary ritual. On Taetrus, performed with a distinctive form of dark ale. Different colony groups have different cultural traditions.
[4] Thalia, Tomyris, and Traian - Nihlus’s three turian siblings. Thalia and Tomyris are his younger twin sisters. Traian is the youngest and his baby brother. While they’re only hinted at in this fic, I do plan to make some references to them in the Air Needing Light arc at some point. There’s also a chance they’ll get their own short!fic appearances.
[4] Hierarchy military grants - A HC pool of money that the Council races put up to fund large-scale basic training for anyone (turian or another client race) completing compulsory citizen service.
[5] Talons and suns - Generic references to other symbols that are common incorporations for mercenary groups. I HC that these were adopted and color-coded by the Blue Suns and the Talons rather than conceptually created by them! 
[5] Fuck the cause, we’ll die for a drink! - Profane versions of the turian Hierarchy anthem are popular drinking songs among the merc-born. If it’s a patriotic and well-known song, you can pretty much guarantee turian mercenaries have parodied it.  Awkward for colony-born squadmates who find these renditions hilarious and catchy—but also a little horrifying.
[6] Optio Sideris, 85th Atrax Legion, Fifth Cohort Operations Section - A one-off turian Blackwatch OC I may bring back in another fic at some point because I ended up liking her. The Hierarchy military organization borrows from the HCs I use for the Air Needing Light AU: 85th Atrax Legion is a joint special forces organizing legion made up of six cohorts. The 5th Cohort is informally known as Blackwatch, while the “Operations Section” is a generic term used by intelligence operators. Optio is a mid-tier leadership rank.
[6] Batarian body language - Batarian language and manners are highly dependent on physical cues according to the Mass Effect canon. I took this one step further with a HC that Nihlus is essentially a native speaker of turian-adapted gestures that translate successfully into batarian social patterns. This physical vocabulary is most refined and most present in culturally batarian mercenary and trading groups with a strong history of turian association and recruitment. While older turians can learn and approximate the gestures, they are best learned and absorbed in childhood. Nihlus “speaks” a form of gestural batarian that places him as a native of the Terminus Systems.
[6] Interrogating batarian prisoners - No torture involved! Optio Sideris trains Nihlus in a more practical form of intelligence gathering that involves building rapport, establishing trust, and remaining consistent. Even pirates or smugglers who would not normally give information to a Hierarchy patrol flotilla can be convinced to—if not speak—occasionally offer hints about the locations and activity of slavers. Nihlus is notable for actually being conversant in traditional batarian moral interpretations of the Pillars of Strength, as well as being able to walk the fine cultural line between guarded respect and abject deference. 
[6] Merc Red - Nihlus’s batarian nickname among the patrol flotilla’s prisoners. A sign of individual respect, since it contains no profanity and is just blandly descriptive.
[7] Broken weapons - A traditional sign of thanks between two non-allied mercenary groups when one has agreed to truce terms. Mostly symbolic.
[7] Tattoos - The permanent marking method of choice when turians are full-grown and have developed a strong preference for the color and personal style of their colony markings. Nihlus decides on a complex ‘full-crest’ Taetran colony pattern embellished with Falx blood sickles. This is more or less him being loud and proud about both his colony origins and his mercenary background, as well as putting them on an even footing by tattooing the entire pattern: mercenary symbols and all.
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we writing some beetlejuice hcs because i’m stuck at a party staving off a breakdown!
a lot of these are beetlelands/goldenrat because i love Them
catch me projecting in all of these whoops
- beetlejuice has adhd. that’s it, that’s the headcanon.
- he has big big rsd problems (already a problem with adhd, made much worse by juno)
- trans beetlejuice and lydia and you Cannot tell me differently
- beej really isn’t as open about it as lydia is, but is a bit better when he’s around people he’s comfortable with
- pride is his exception - you’ll bet him and lydia go full ham at as many parades as they can get to.
- as soon as they can figure out how to leave the house, the maitlands occasionally join them, and delia will drag charles to a few.
- no one is really sure how the maitlands and beetlejuice ended up in a relationship, besides the three themselves, that is. the deetzs did an overnight in nyc, and when they came back, the three of them were dating.
- barbara is definitely the boss of the relationship. you cannot convince me otherwise.
- just because barbara is the boss does not mean that she’s the voice of reason. that’s adam. he’s about 95% of the impulse control for the 3 of them.
- when lydia and beej come up with their schemes, as long as it’s not too insane, there’s a chance barbara and/or delia will join in. (charles and adam both hide when the 4 of them work together - there’s no stopping them.)
- adam cannot cook. he may be good at literally everything else he’s tried, but just cannot cook. (when he does attempt, it’s usually inedible for everyone except beetlejuice, who wholeheartedly supports his efforts)
- on the other hand, beetlejuice is surprisingly good at cooking. none of that “fancy shit”, but mostly comfort food. (he has everyone’s favorite food memorized for when they’re upset.)
- however, do not let him near a microwave. there’s a good chance it’ll either be blown up or lit on fire somehow.
- barbara was the most hesitant about the relationship (after all, he did try and exorcise her) but she decides to go through with it because he seems so genuine
- bj, for all of the problems he has with socal clues, can tell that barbara is kinda uncomfortable, and so he tries his best to be a bit calmer and softer with her at the start. (it doesn’t always work, but she appreciates it nontheless)
- lydia loves her ghost parents, but refused to equate beetlejuice to anything other than an older brother or uncle. everyone agrees.
- bj and delia are good friends, especially when it’s just the two of them. he’s not good at art, but enjoys trying, and the rest of the house has come home to them making doing something artistic more than once.
- they also really like watching crappy reality shows / competition shows and eating and drinking a large amount of snacks and wine while doing so. (when watching blown away on netflix, both could be heard screaming about deborah for days. fucking deborah.)
- barbara, lydia, and adam will join in on occasion. charles joined once and is too scared to do so again.
- bj occasionally brings back ghost animals and other assorted creatures from the netherworld. they’re basically running a sanctuary out of the back yard and the shed that adam conveniently built.
i think that’s it for now because i don’t want this to get as ridiculously long as my original list. if y’all want me to do some hcs, i can t r y, but i’m going to ask that you don’t leave me any requests pertaining to:
beetlebabes! (it’s nasty.)
any nsft involving characters that are minors (aka: lydia, sky, etc.)
x readers (i’m really sorry! i’m just,,,, not super comfortable writing them at the moment. i’ll make sure to put something up if that changes)
any extreme nsft/kink stuff (again, just something i’m really not comfortable with)
but yeah. hope y’all like my stupid hcs ig
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moonchildhcs · 5 years
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soulmate au!
soulmate au where you have your soulmates favorite flower on your wrist, and it starts off as a seed but as you get closer and closer to  meeting the flower grows and grows until its in full bloom
you were born with red carnation seeds decorating your wrist, which you found out meant strength and commitment
some peoples flowers would bloom by the time they were tots, whereas some would only bloom in their old ages when they were in retirement
and god, you being a hopeless romantic, you prayed that your soulmate would come sooner than later
however, you went through most of your life with dainty seeds decorating the expanse of your right wrist
of course, you were thankful you had seeds at all--some peoples seeds whither away when their soulmate died before they could even meet, some never had seeds at all
but you hoped you could see the day your flowers would bloom and you could be hopelessly in love with your soulmate
but they remained stagnant as always
and you didnt want to be a negative nancy but so many of the people around you found their soulmates already
at this point you’re in high school and you just,, c r a v e intimacy because dating outside of your soulmate is frowned upon so you project your love onto kpop idols
you jumped from one to another, tao to hoya to wendy to daniel
and you heard about some of the other rookie groups but you were generally sticking to your guns
even when persi burst into your homeroom one day, screaming about how she just met her soulmate in a cafe and it was minho from stray kids
but you just focused on the delicate forget-me-nots on their wrist, sighing and wondering when you too can flaunt your flowers
persi sat down next to you and began rambling, either ignoring your distant look or being too enamored to care, they talked and talked about how sweet he was and how he invited them to their next fansign before she shook you and said
“DUDE we can got to the fansign together !! his managers letting us go im so excited for you to meet him hes such a sweetheart !! who knows, maybe youll find your soulmate there too !”
you rolled your eyes but nodded, noting down the date of the fansign in your planner
you highly doubted you’d find your soulmate at a fansign of all places,, besides, itd be chaotic with so many fans around--how could you tell who was your soulmate?
regardless, you didnt wanna look like a fool, showing up to a fansign for a group you didnt know of, so you started looking into skz and my god,, are they talented
and you couldnt even begin to choose a favorite song or even a bias but something about ,, hyunjin, was it? just really stood out to you and you wanted to know more and more
in fact, you were so enthralled with learning more about the group (and hyunjin) that you failed to notice how the seeds started to grow and grow as the fansign approached, flourishing into a little sprout curling on the smooth expanse of your wrist
and approach it did, and you and persi arrived at the fansign looking bomb as fuck and you were incredibly giddy to see your new ult group and your new ult of ults--hyunjin
hes just so sweet and hardworking and talented and empathetic and humble and on top of it all hes HANDSOME
as red petals began to sprout from the little plant on your wrist
and you got in line behind a bouncing persi as she bounded forwards to meet her new friends and her soulmate !!! 
you passed through the lines quicker than expected, engaging in playful banter with seungmin and passionately discussing music with 3racha and exchanging memes with felix--the whole nine yards !! you were incredibly excited
you met minho as well, and discussed a whole lot about persi (and exposed their incredibly embarrassing moments)
but then you got to the end of the line, your album almost complete with eight whole signatures !!!
to hyunjin
and its like cupid struck you with an arrow and hyunjin was basically GLOWING as you guys started to talk, though hyunjin did have to lead the conversation because you were STARSTRUCK by him,,, this absolute angel among mortals
the mole under his eye is cuter than the pictures, his smile is brighter than you can imagine, and he is so incredibly SWEET and youre in love
and honestly, so is hyunjin ! bc youre quiet now but he saw you rambling with persi and how excited you were and hes just HOPING he can bring you back down to earth in time before your time is up with him beause not only are you cute but your personality is, to be quite frank, intoxicating
and you guys start talking about music and dancing, your passion for performing, and you guys realize just how MUCH you guys have in common !! its ridiculous
and hyunjin signs your album, giddy, including in tiny writing his phone number !!! bc he really wants to see you again and if minho can talk to cute ppl so can he !!
and as your hands brush as he gives you your album, as your sleeves slip up your arm as you two stretch out to exchange the albums
its all sunflowers and red carnations
and you two look at each other in shock, flustered, because no DUH youre so enamored with each other,,, youre soulmates.
and hyunjin calls over his manager as you move away as the next person in line gets ready to talk to hyunjin
to make sure you stay, to pull you aside, so that he can talk to you after and ensure that he can take you out on a date
because like hell he’ll let you leave him so quickly
and you couldnt be giddier, tracing the red carnations staining your wrist as you stand off to the side, waiting until the end of the fansign so you can go on a date with him
because like hell you’ll let him leave so quickly
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How would the RFA + Minor Trio react if they found MC's suicide note, read it and then finds MC just as she is about to attempt suicide? This not because of them, but because of her, as she has been depressed and suicidal for a really long time, due to her past and family events. But she never told them about this because she always kept up this happy facade infront of them? Also, could it have a happy ending please?
***Intensity level 1000. This is gonna be quite the ask. Obviously this entire thing is a trigger warning, I don’t think I can make that any more clear than the ask itself. ~Let’s Connect! FFC***
If you are suicidal- Please seek professional help. There are lots of call centers and other resources to help you out there. Remember you are valuable~
Characterbreakdown: Good Ending Original Route Characters, Secret Ending 02 Saeran, VGood Ending, my version of Vanderwood as seen in my VanderwoodBackstory Fanfiction 
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Vanderwood:
He’s so perceptive that he has always suspected there was something wrong, but upon finding the note his brain is in overdrive.
Vanderwood actually has to completely shut himself down mentally in order to function, because he has to work logically or there’s no way his tracking skills are going to do him any good.
Full on agent mode, it takes him only a few minutes to find you in the attic with one of his weapons.
“Baby, hey…” His voice almost spooked you, especially since it’s a bit choked with tears, agent mode wearing off so fast it’s almost unbelievable.
Vanderwood talks you into handing over the weapon and then wraps you up in his arms, insisting on taking you to the hospital where you’ll get the professional care you need.
He’s with you constantly through your inpatient treatment, sleeping in the chair in your room, because no way is he letting you out of his sight.
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Jumin:
His immediate reaction is to call his bodyguards to search the entire building of the penthouse. It’s a big place and there’s lots of area to hide in.
When he gets the call that you’ve been found on the roof, he is there immediately, already on the phone with the hospital to have you admitted for urgent care.
You’re cowering away from the guards, almost ready to jump when Jumin arrives, and he just holds his hand out to you with this pained look on his face. ‘Come with me, MC…please don’t do this.’
Unfortunately, the shock and stress is too much, but a guard manages to grab you before you pass out.
When you wake up in the hospital, your shoulder is dislocated, but you’re alive.
Jumin is sitting at the edge of your bed, hands folded under his mouth before he wakes up upon you shifting in the bed. ‘MC!’
It’s unusual to see him with so much worry and tension plainly visible on his face.
The man will not stop stroking your hair, and no expense is spared in getting you the best professionals to treat you.
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Yoosung:
He spends at least a solid minute staring at the note in his hands before it fully processes in his head.
He’s going to lose the person who means the most to him again.
Yoosung starts running frantically through the house, opening doors like a madman before he finds you and just runs at you pulling you into his arms.
Unfortunately for him, that means he ends up getting a little bit acidentally stabbed, which makes you start freaking out because that was not part of the plan.
Sweet Yoobby just winces and keeps holding you as you’re dialing for emergency services. 'It’s okay, precious girl; as long as you’re okay.’
You’re both gonna be in the hospital for a bit, but on the bright side he managed to save you and he calls the scar he earns his 'badge of love.’
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V:
Not again. Rika had never made good on her threats, but this note…
V found you in the bedroom with a menagerie of bottles which he hoped the contents of had yet to be consumed.
'Darling…come for a walk with me.’ He knew better now than to try to convince you that everything was fine or you’d feel better in the morning or that, 'Our love can defeat anything.’
He managed to convince you to come along, but the walk you took was a walk to the hospital where he enlisted his childhood friend Jumin’s help in getting you the best of care.
V was careful in his presence, being near to you and supporting you, but trying not to get poetic or artistic about your pain and speaking very little so as to let your doctors do their work without much interference.
This way you could get the help you truly deserved and not his regurgitated poetry.
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Jaehee:
This couldn’t possibly be real, just earlier you had been laughing with the customers, but Jaehee was learned in a number of subjects thanks to the many research projects she’d been involved with at C&R and she knew better than to treat the note on her desk flippantly.
Thankfully, she was in good shape, casting off her shoes so that she could run along the streets to find you not far from the motorway.
Jaehee is a lot stronger than she looks judo queen, and she grabs you and just will not let go no matter how you struggle as tears are streaming down both of your faces.
'I won’t let you do this, MC!’
Once you seem to have worn yourself out, she immediately takes you to a hospital, pleading her former boss to assist her, which he does 'for the good of the RFA.’despite the grudge he’d built up.
It’s a blow to her ego, but that doesn’t really matter, considering the circumstances, she’s just happy you’re getting the care you need
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Zen:
Thank God he reads quickly, because it gave him the precious time he needed to find you already bleeding in the bathroom, immediately calling emergency from his phone and then holding you.
‘C'mon, princess, let’s escape from the dragon and make our way back to our kingdom.’
He’s started mumbling sweet romantic nothings to you at this point, not just to comfort you as you meekly cry, but also to comfort himself because he doesn’t know what else to do.
Zen will blame himself for always being away from the apartment working on his career and takes a leave of absence from the stage to help you in your recovery, even though it’s hard on him with the call of the stage embedded in his mind.
He will eventually rejoin the stage and you will rejoin society after the hospital releases you much healthier than when you went in.
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Seven:
Our tomato boy had always thought your joking around was just a facet of your personality, perhaps in denial that it was a similar coping mechanism to his own, but it was blatantly obvious now.
Seven yelled out the command to shut down the robo dog’s attack command, having no idea how you’d gotten a hold of that remote in the first place or why you would choose such a method.
He can’t help himself from making a joke about burnt toast and overcooked meat thanks to his own coping method, as tactless as it is, as he wraps you up in his arms with this look of extreme pain on his face that you’d only seen on his face when his brother had been in recovery.
Thankfully, Seven doesn’t try to be your doctor the way he did with his brother.
He brings a multitude of toys and gadgets though, making so many jokes and trying so hard to make your time there not seem so bleak that you eventually have to be the one to tell him to relax and let up before he drives himself into some joke induced coma.
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Saeran:
Reading thoughts similar to what had been his own once upon a time is like looking into the worst possible mirror. How could he not have noticed?
Saeran tries to push himself into that head-space that he’d long ago left behind, despite the tremendous headache it’s giving him.
It helps him think through where you could be and what you could be doing, bringing down the list of potential hiding places in his brother’s massive bunker significantly.
His headache is almost causing his vision to blur by the time he finds you, which causes his vision to blur from tears as he tries his best to hold you up so that the rope doesn’t constrict your airway.
It’s Seven who finds you, that strange and odd connection he has to his twin leading him straight to you in his own panic and calling the emergency services.
The fortunate news is Saeran got to you quickly enough and you hadn’t snapped anything when you stepped off the chair.
It doesn’t take long for doctors to realize that Saeran is in need of increasing his own therapy visits again with the way he paces around and holds his head, muttering to himself in your hospital room as you sleep.
Thankfully, the RFA has such good access to professional resources so that you’re able to go through recovery together.
Even if you have to be separated for a time, it’s for the best, in order to be the best self you can be to keep from causing relapses in behavior back and forth in a vicious cycle between the two of you.
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naernon · 6 years
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Ryvrinei for the ask meme? :0
yes, . .. my snelf . .. .. i love her so much. she is my OG. well, not my OG, my OG is mijia, a khajiit from when i first played the game, but when i got back into TES (through ESO), the first character i made was rye bread, and then i made her in skyrim.
to run through her backstory very briefly. she’s an immortal vampire snow elf who escaped the dwemer and roamed for years avoiding the threats that wiped the majority of the falmer out until she came to realize that she’s one of the last; leading her to become desperate in trying to preserve her culture and society and revive it. mortality became an issue and she forced herself to become a vampire for extended life.
she lives for years, traveling across tamriel in search of any remaining Falmer and trying her best to recover all that was lost to mostly no avail. the jist of her traits is that she’s melancholic, studious, dignified, contemplative, reserved, and dedicated. that’s what i have on her character page so far, at least.
she’s an active WIP because lore is complicated and it’s hard to work on such a long-living character. she’s fucking ancient. like. 3,800+ years. if iirc, she’s around the same age as the tribunal? that fucks me up like on the daily. wow. what tf
B A S I C S
full name: ryvrinei anlador / rye bread
gender: female. trans
sexuality: lesbian
pronouns: she/her
O T H E R S
family: she had a sister. still working on that portion of her story.
birthplace: ???, skyrim
job: falmeri scholar of her race’s history and culture
phobias: going into dwemer ruins is a major struggle for her, and while she disregards her fears in order to recover falmeri artifacts and all, the Betrayed are also very hard to face, so she tends to be very, very cautious when delving into ruins. she avoids them as much as possible and tries her best not to kill them. this caution increases upon finding gelebor and him introducing (she knew of this possibility but never thought it to be too likely) the idea of the Betrayed being communicated with.
guilty pleasures: she likes cocoa. she really doesn’t have much of a sweet-tooth but cocoa reminds her of her childhood plus it’s pretty damn good. i HC that vampires do lose a lot of their taste for things over-time due to not NEEDING to eat food to live (only blood) which is a shame but ryvrinei likes to indulge in it when she canshe also has an unusual knowledge of dogs. she’s a dog person.
M O R A L S
morality alignment?: i wasnt sure on that so i took the quiz in his character; he got chaotic evil haha. but the runner up was the one i had guessed prior; chaotic neutral. EDIT: bruh three months later i just realized that i forgot to fill this one out for ryvrinei and i kept it as the answer i gave estryon lmao. i’d say ryvrinei is lawful neutral
sins - lust/greed/gluttony/sloth/pride/envy/wrath (this was hard bc while she isn’t flawless she doesnt align precisely with any of these that much, at least after millennia of being immortal and alone without any contact to any of her friends or family. that humbled any remotely “sinful” traits she had.)
virtues - chastity/charity/diligence/humility/kindness/patience/justice
T H I S - O R - T H A T
introvert/extrovert: introvert but she has her own share of moderately charismatic skills. years of being in moderate isolation from a lot of social contact dulled them, however.
organized/disorganized: mix of the two
close minded/open-minded: closed, becomes more open-minded later
calm/anxious: she’s generally quite calm, all things considered, but as i’ve stated her years and years of lonely immortal life left her a bit… off. not in a negative way, overly, but she’s not as emotionally stable as she once was. she’s still good at containing her emotions but once you get her going it’s hard for her to stop. AKA typically, dwemer ruins are a rough experience all around (but then she met serana! and she doesn’t become dependent on her so-to-speak but the presence of a friend/wife helped to an unspeakable extent. while with all my other OCs, the events of skyrim fucked them up, i’d say ryvrinei got the most positive things from it out of all. she finally wasn’t so alone oh wow i am Tearing Up)
disagreeable/agreeable: agreeable
cautious/reckless: cautious
patient/impatient: patient, although she tended towards impatience pre-uh. Dwemer/Nord crisis with the Falmer
outspoken/reserved: outspoken but as a lot of her other traits it was dulled by immortality. before that, you could get her HEATED over scholarly and academic debates
leader/follower: leader, naturally. she’s intelligent and intuitive and has the skills for leadership, and in addition to that throughout her later, immortal life, people turn to her due to her experience and years.
empathetic/unemphatic: empathetic but immortality led her to view life and all a bit more… coldly. for lack of a better word. more neutrally. she isn’t overly like (ESO) seht but (she’s my Clockwork City Hero, she went through that whole experience) when they met they saw eye-to-eye on a lot of ideals and viewpoints, which makes sense, given their similarity in age.
optimistic/pessimistic: years and years of no luck in finding other Falmer and years and years of unsuccessful expeditions and research led her to be more pessimistic than she once was
traditional/modern: she adapts well. modern. but she has a lot of the ethic and ideas that you would expect from someone born in the first era
hard-working/lazy: hard-working
R E L A T I O N S H I P S
otp: ryvrinei/serana
ot3: i have,,, NO clue., you have to understand that i dont have many friends at all, so that projects onto my OCs, so it’s very hard for me to think of any more than a handful of friends and acquaintances for them. that is. very pitiful.
brotp: gelebor/ryvrinei and estryon/ryvrinei! initially, ryvrinei went through the dawnguard DLC alone and with no involvement from the last dragonborn, but i’ve decided, in order to jive with the small portions of the dawnguard DLC that rely on the existence of dragonborn powers and capability; ryvrinei accompanies estryon and serana on the final portion of it all, starting when the DB first meets gelebor, as ryvrinei found gelebor prior to the DB’s arrival. so that gives ryvrinei a reason to meet serana, meet estryon, while also knowing gelebor.you would figure estryon’s abrasive personality to clash with ryvrinei’s… better personality lmao but quite the opposite. they somehow worked well together. i think estryon liked the way ryvrinei saw things and meeting such an ancient and experienced mer such as ryvrinei led him to try and tone down his brash and rude tendencies. serana and estryon’s remote friendship took a bit of work, however.
notp: gelebor/ryvrinei. no. no. absolutely not for a multitude of reasonsOH and also dzra (my dwemer bab) and her. i literally cannot imagine a worse, more conflicting couple. they have encountered each other a few times, however, as is inevitable with two ancient beings of two different lost races, but ah. long story
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I already read some of your drables and i think your writting is amazing, keep up the good work ♥. If you're not busy, may I request some headcannons about a MC that has a resting bitch face 24/7 but it's actually veeeery soft? RFA and Saeran please!
Thank you so much anon, you are so lovely. Your supportmeans a lot to me. Also, congratulations for sending me my very first request ♥ I got a bit carried away, so my HC might be a bit long, butI hope you’ll enjoy reading them anyways.
P.S : I’m sorry if the formatting looks awful on the phone app. I tried to make it look better but it appears I’m awful at it.
Kindhearted MC has a “resting bitch face” (RFA + Saeran)
Yoosung★
Simply put, the boy was so damn worried.You seemed so cheerful in the chatroom, so why did you look annoyed now thatyou were finally meeting in real life? Was he the only one who had been lookingforward to seeing the other? Were you disappointed in him? Was hedisappointing? 
Thousands of negative thoughts crossed hishead. Argh, maybe he should have listened to Zen. Maybe he should have workedup instead of staying in front of his computer 24/7, eating Leys chips anddrinking Ponta. Maybe Jaehee’s was right, maybe he was too short, and maybe hisworn-out hoodie was tacky. And… what if you thought he wasn’t wild enough? Hehad no idea how popular men like Zen acted. Should he start calling you “babe”or “lamb”? Should he start bragging about his looks…? Ah, he suddenly feltincredibly gloomy. He didn’t have half of Zen’s looks, so there was no way hecould ever become as attractive as him. And obviously you would bedisappointed, you were going out with him instead of dating a godlike musicalactor!
“Yoosung… Is something wrong? You lookpale.” You asked, worried.
“I’m sorryI’m not good enough, but… I’ll try to become a better man for you! So… so…!” Hepanicked.
“Huh…?What are you talking about?” You were genuinely surprised. His reaction was sosudden you weren’t sure what to answer.
“You don’tlook like you are having fun at all… I knew it, I am too normal… I am not acool career woman, a famous actor, a genius hacker, or a corporate heir, thereis no way you would like me… I… I am not even ranked #1 on LOLOL!”
“No! It’snothing like that at all.” You reassured him. “I’m just nervous, it is ourfirst date after all. Sorry if I made you uncomfortable.”
“I’m theone who should apologize, MC… I must have looked ridiculous, right?”
“Not atall. You are adorable, Yoosung.” You chucked. “You know… Don’t tell the others,but I think you are the cutest member of the RFA.”
All of a sudden, his cheeks felt warm. Hewas sure of it now, you were the supportive, kindhearted MC who had alwaysaccepted his normal, average self. Your words have always felt like they wereimbued of magic to him. Once again, you had managed to make his uneasiness flyaway. This time, it would be his turn to make sure you would have fun.
Jumin Han
For the longest time, the corporate heirdid not even notice your expression. He had zero interest in his employees’ appearanceafter all. The only thing he evaluated them for was their professionalism,their skills, and how useful they were for the company. Although he stronglyappreciated your meticulous work, he did not have a personal interest in you.You were an employee – a really competent one -, and he was a practicalexecutive. That was all there was to it.
However, one day, he overheard negativegossip against you. Some of your coworkers were talking about how contemptuous andarrogant you were, constantly looking down on them. Progressively, they startedstraight up laughing at you, saying someone as condescending as you wouldprobably die alone.
In a single sentence, the corporate heirbrought back peace in the corridor.
“If you have the time to slander your colleague, go back to work. Now.This is your first and last strike. Next time I see youdeteriorate our company’s work environment, I will personally make sure yourdesks are emptied.”
Seeing your coworkers laying low for awhile gave you a surge of relief. Actually, you had been contemplating quittingyour work because of the heavy atmosphere you felt around you. Your gaze mighthave looked harsh, but in truth, you wished you could have got along with yourcoworkers. Although most colleagues acted neutral towards you, a small groupexuded hostility every time you uttered a word. Nevertheless, you had stayedbecause the company worked on interesting projects – also, the pay wasundeniably satisfying.
After this event, Jumin slightly paid moreattention to you. It wasn’t noticeable, but for an instant, he examined yourexpression, trying to find what could have led your peers to think you weredisrespectful towards them, in vain. He just couldn’t understand the reasonbehind their gossip. Your expression did seem to show a bit of disinterest, butyour meticulous reports obviously showed how passionate you were about yourwork. The executive skimmed through the folder you held out to him.
“Your report is satisfying, but I would like you to develop on theeffects our project would have on the environment. Assistant Kang researchedsome data regarding this point, ask her to share the file with you.”
“Understood. Thank you for your time, Mr. Han.”
“Close the door before leaving. While you are here, I’d like to say thatyou can address any complaint you have about your work environment directly tome. You are a valuable asset for our company. It would be a shame if C&Rwere to lose you because of some pests.”
“Thank you, Mr. Han. I will take my leave now.”
For thefirst time, you smiled at work. Jumin Han was said to be a cold, insufferableemployer, but to you, he was just a practical executive who cared about hisworkers in his own way.
Jaehee Kang
The first time you met Jaehee was at oneof Zen’s musicals. You were both seated on the front row, next to each other.The storyline wasn’t that original, but Zen’s acting mostly counterbalanced thescenario’s flaws.
You were completely oblivious to theglances Jaehee threw you during the performance. Usually, the assistant wouldhave been dazed by the spectacle. But today, her curiosity sometimes made herlook away from the actor’s performance. Zen had a solid fanbase by now, andfront row seats tickets for his shows were highly difficult to obtain. Jaeheeknew for a fact that some fans were willing to spend more than 500$ to gettheir hands one of those prized tickets. Because of that, she was bewilderedthe person sitting next to her seemed so dissatisfied in the musical. At times,you even seemed straight up irritated. Even more surprising, you vigorouslyclapped at the end of the musical, giving the staff members a standing ovation.
After a few minutes of contemplation,Jaehee asked you if you had enjoyed the musical.
“Oh, please don’t mind me if I am wrong. You just seemed irritated and…I was just wondering if the show did not suit your taste?
“Ah, no. I… just usually look this way.” Usually, being called out foryour expressions made you upset. However, seeing how Jaehee’s eyes wereshrouded in remorse, you understood that she only meant well. “Thank you forworrying, though. I actually liked the musical, especially the part where the detectivediscovered the culprit’s identity.
Conversing with you, Jaehee realized thatyour cold expression contrasted with your loving nature. Although your eyesseemed to be looking down on others, you were full of admiration for theactors. More importantly, she was grateful you noticed her uneasiness and turnedan awkward conversation between strangers to a passionate debate about Zen’smusicals. She now had no doubt that you were compassionate, and much morecourteous than she was.
ZEN
A while ago, you discovered a websitewhere many Zen’s fans showered him with compliments. At first, you were veryexcited about participating in anonymous conversations about the handsomeactor.
However, when you became his full-fledgedgirlfriend, you had to stop lookingat the forum threads. Messages full of malice towards you were being spammedall day.
“She’s totally in for the fame. Pathetic.”
“She’s dating the most beautiful actor on Earth but she looks so annoyedlol, what a bitch.”
“Hate her. I would definitely give Zenny so much more love lolol ♥”
“Fire her! My love Zen needs a lovingmanager, not some random frigid girl. Guys, let’s make a petition so she getsthe fuck out of here!”
“They’re such a bad match. Seriously,is Zen blind or something? She always looks mad lol.”
“A princeand a bitch faced frog lololol”
Needless to say, you were devastated. Itused to be such a welcoming community, so why did it become that way? And whywould they judge you solely on your appearance? Of course you’ve never beenannoyed by him. At contrary, you loved him. You really did, even if youexpression wasn’t always full of love.
Feeling unworthy of him, you avoided Zen’scalls and only went in the chatroom to talk about the party. After a few days,the actor himself waited in front your doorstep for you to come home.
“Zen…? What are you doing here?”
“Babe… You wouldn’t take my calls, so I came here. I was worried sick.Did something happen?”
He gently wiped the lone tear falling along your cheek.
“Tell your knight everything. Don’t cry, princess. For you, he wouldfight off dragons and witches, so please don’t cry.”
Zen caressed your hair while you told himabout the hate directed towards you. Your sentences were interrupted by manysobs, but he still understood.
“Honey… Don’t mind what they say, please. You are the kindest andmost-loving soul I have ever seen. Those people don’t know who they are talkingabout. How dare they say I am blind? They are the ones who should run to thenearest optician. You are so beautiful you don’t need the princess attire toshine! Your knight will protect you from those dirty mouths, so don’t worry,alright?”
You chucked at Zen’s burst of anger.
“Okay… I love you.”
A week later, your knight in shining armorkept his promise. During an interview, he firmly asked his fans to stopspreading negativity towards you.
 “She is the woman I love, and I can’t bear seeing her hurt because of mycareer. I wish you could see past her expression. If you could, you would seethe golden heart hiding behind it.”
Hisdeclaration was well received by  his fanbase, who created apopular forum where ill-messages against any of his fans, including you, wouldimmediately be deleted.
707
At first, you were a bit reticent aboutjoining the RFA. It was understandable: you were just a good Samaritan whowanted to give back a phone to their rightful owner, and you ended dragged inan association you had never heard about. Watching the CCTV at Rika’s apartment,Seven assumed you seemed annoyed because of the situation you unwillingly endedup in.
As V’s slave, he was the one who gatheredinformation to pressure you into a joining the group. Because of that, he felta bit guilty and tried to cheer you up with silly jokes. He wasn’t sure hisattempts were any successful. Although you wrote he was funny, he could stillsee your irritated expression whenever he looked at the CCTV. Even worse, youreyes were sometimes full of disdain while you chatted with the RFA. He didn’tmention it to anyone, but seeing you warming up to the group members, includinghim, while keeping your scornful glare intimidated him a bit. Did you have badintentions towards the RFA, after all? Should he redo the background check toensure you didn’t have any link to the hacker?
After seeing how much your kind wordsencouraged the members, Seven started to believe your tenderness was real.Witnessing how you pushed every single member forward, the hacker couldn’tdistrust you anymore. His instinct, on which he had sometimes relied on tosurvive, told him there were no lies lurking in the shadow. Placing confidencein V’s decisions, Seven also gradually opened up his heart to you. Actually, itwas hard not to. It wasn’t every day he could find someone who appreciated his oh-so-funnyjokes, after all. Whenever your condescending expression turned into a smilebecause of his jokes, he felt his heart race, just a little tiny bit.
Saeran
When he was a child, the only expressionsSaeran had ever seen were his mother’s fury and his brother’s compassion. Afterhe entered Mint Eye, he stopped looking at people. Even though his eyes laid onthem, he couldn’t really see their faces. His mint-colored irises were meant tofocus on computer screens, not on people. Other believers wouldn’t help himmake his dearest wish come true, but his hacking skills would allow him to havehis revenge on that damn redhead.
Because of that, he had absolutely no ideawhat a “resting bitch face” was like. When he saw your expression, he simplyconcluded you were despising him, and quite rightly. He was the hacker who, insearch for a useful tool, had led you to the trapped apartment, after all.Afterwards, he shot your association’s leader, and was treated like a victim,even though he was the monster. How ridiculous.
However, Saeran couldn’t comprehend whyyou would still visit him every single day without fail. You would silentlyopen a book and read in his company. In truth, he didn’t really dislike your presence.Your visits were peaceful, soothing moments during which he didn’t have to seethe redhead he loathed so much. Contrary to the therapist or to Luciel, youdidn’t expect him to say anything. Other than the faint sound of turning pages,you didn’t make any noise. Yet, he felt uncomfortable you were forced to seehim every day, for a reason of another. If you despised him, why didn’t youstay in the nice, cozy home he’s never had? If you hated him that much, whywouldn’t you stand further from him, like all those stupid nurses? Your oddityraised some concern within him, and he finally asked “Why are you coming here?”.He sounded so bitter, yet so sorrowful. His voice was the voice of anabandoned, broken human being.
“Why… you say…” His question wasunexpected. After carefully weighing your words, you answered “There is noparticular reason. I just thought you would be lonely, alone in this emptyhospital room.”
For a few seconds, the white-haired man searchedfor an answer. However, no words came to his mind, so he stayed silent, andquietly thought that you were similar to his brother after all. Even though hestrongly wanted to resent you, it was so difficult… Your kind nature,contrasting with your expression, made it so hard for him to feel any animositytowards you. So, maybe he would silently enjoy your presence. Just for a littlewhile.
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