#maybe I'll work on them to wind down sometimes hehe

[ministarfruit]

I love this slice of life arc

[kerryweaverlesbian]

for the ask thing->😅🥺🤡😈🛒✨️💌❌️👀🧠🤲✅️ (for the 🧠 i choose cas hehe)

omg thats so many but 👉👈 yk

mwuah <3

I just spent a FULL half hour trying to find the post this was from and I finally found it by remembering I reblogged it from @castielsprostate and getting to August 6th from another post and scrolling down to august 4th from there. Anon if you're out there....my answer is crossing time and space to reach you....also BIG KISS FOR Y9OU AS WELL

😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

I'll be honest, I think this one, ineffable husbands observatory date was kinda cowardly haha. In it I pretend like Aziraphale wasn't fully about to shoot a kid. I think I should have let that be a true moment of darkness! These days I wouldn't shy away from it I think.

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

uargh. 'I don't need to be taken care of' 'but I WANT to take care of you'. Kills me dead every time.

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

haha almost every fic I write has something that made me laugh!! An undervalued one, from my Jo/Bela heist fic:

She doesn’t get like this. She doesn’t get distracted on the job, she doesn’t get flustered over sly little compliments, she doesn’t want to be seen. Why did it have to be here, now, on her biggest job in years? “You know,” Jo says, unperturbed by the mental anguish she was causing, biting off the end of the thread with her teeth, “since we’re partners, we should get matching balaclavas.” And why was it for someone so stupid? “All balaclavas are matching,” Bela says, and Jo smiles up at her cheekily, proving she only said it to wind her up, “and we’re not partners.” “We’re totally partners! We look out for each other.” “No. You’re not on my level. It’d be like saying Michelangelo and his finger painting niece were partners.” “Fine,” Jo huffs, “accomplices?” “You are an accessory at best.” “Yeah? Do I rate above or below your shoes?” Bela pretends to think about it. “So far my shoes have done more quality work for this shindig than you, so I suppose the jury is still out.”

Actually you know what. Fuck it I'm doing 2. You can't stop me!!!! This is from my Cas timetravels to the episode Faith fic

"What year is it?" Cas asks suddenly. "Uh." Maybe he shouldn't tell him. That's one of those concussion questions, right? He doesn't want to fuck up his examination. "What year do you think it is?" "It is certainly within the AD range," Cas says, deadpan, and he doesn't laugh when Dean does but his frown does lighten. He looks expectant, so Dean caves: "It's 2005. The year of the rooster. Or, as I like to say, the year of -" "Cock. Yes. I've heard it before."

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

hmmmmm! There is one in one that I'm writing right now in fact! This is Endverse Cas, talking to Dean about Endverse Dean:

"Did you know," Cas says, leaning right into Dean's space, the smell of weed and dank sweat rolling off him, "He trusts me. He needs me. He - what did he say? Oh, yeah. He couldn't do this without me."

A cruel play on the Crypt scene - "I need you". Maybe people won't pick up on it but I have the intention of being mean.

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

Themes....you ask me of themes...would you ask mozart of staves...jdsavbhfav I'm kidding about. I love themes my book club and anyone I've beta'd for will tell you!! In my own work, I like animal imageryyyyy. Dean is a dog (and sometimes rabbits), Bela is a rabbit, Jo is a horse, Cas is birds. I like scenes characters talking around things but both understanding what they mean. OR, the inverse, when one of them THINKS they're being perfectly clear and straightforward and the other one is coming to very different conclusions. And grief. And absence highlighted by an intense focus on objects. I think that last one is most clearly done in The Aftermath, Time/Body Problem and Brought to the Flame. I OBVIOUSLY love make-out scenes lol. Scenery used as character! It is the only way I am able to write scenery!!

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

I am...good at weaving scenes together. Dialogue and exposition and jokes and deeper character moments. Pacing, I think, would be the word. I heard some advice from the guy who wrote Not Going Out: if you end a scene high, the next "should" (usually) start or become low, and vice versa. We did it! We fucked it up. Things are looking fucking bleak. There's a moment of hope!! Peaks and valleys yknow. See here I am deflecting my compliment to someone else's advice ajkfsjbv. I write good original characters who don't distract from the narrative, how about that!! And titles! You didn't ask but my favourite titleset I've ever done is my [aged up]Bela/Edward kinky series Frames of Mind. The first is called Metacognition because Edward is thinking about Bela thinking about him (and metacognition means thinking about thought) and the second is Projection because Edward is mentally prjecting himself into the threesome Bela is in. And Bela's putting him in there too, in her mind. Also, I do a lot of stupid jokes in these, I was seriously debating a third in that catagory. I suggest that Edward turned one of his pet mice into a vampire, and that Bela's being lusted after by a swamp monster. <3

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

I LOVE THEM. I LOVE I AM IN LOVE. To any person who has ever commented on anything I've ever written (apart from that one bot lol) I kiss you I kiss you I kiss you a thousand times. Knowing that people took the time to read my works and say what they thought, even if they thought "<3" or "nice"...it's so kind. Also every beta reader I've ever had, I keep their joyful comments active so I can reread them over and over <3 shout out to @sonorousangels @eboyeasy @homoangel @sweater-soup and @mrcowboydeanwinchester <3

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

Never, huh....? Hm. I like a lot of things, I think there's a way to make pretty much any trope interesting if you think about it long enough. I think it's unlikely that I'd ever write something with a matchmaker!character, like, get a life? lol. It's often foisted on Sam or ANY nearby female character. BUT I do think you could make that interesting potentially, if that character was the protagonist. Like, why ARE you so obsessed with them, why DON'T you have anything going on in your own life, how can you break out of that and come to see your friends as people again instead of dollies?

btw, complete tangent, one time at [redacted] I met an old lady and told her my name and she said. "You have the same name as my dolly." Not even, the doll has the same name as ME. I have the same name as HER DOLL. Horror movie type interaction.

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

Perhaps I should have preread these questions and mentioned my smoking sequel here lmao. OH WELL. I will talk about another!

I am working on a Cas timetravel fic wherein (late-)s4 Castiel (who is considering rebellion) gets pulled to...s15? ish? And Dean is NOT coping well with having a younger Castiel who doesn't have anything to resent Dean for yet, and Cas is trying to reconcile his jealousy and his resurfaced guilt (this Castiel hasn't done any of the things Cas despises himself for yet, and he's lonely and untethered, but he's also not as much of a Person and Cas can only take so much Angel Mode Bluntness and he misses Jack while Castiel it there). Also. Well the Castiels do make out but I mean. It's my fic. It was sort of inevitable.

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. Castiel.

Cas is the tv angel!!!!!! He doesn't read very much, he watches tellyvision! He watches old sit coms at any available moment, and he does NOT get the MAJORITY of the jokes but he adores the laugh track and I love him. And, king of sick burns that he is, he'd pick up some good ones. I think if he was explaining it, perhaps to Dean, he'd say something like that he likes that "Humans have, with every theme and concept available to them, so often chosen to imagine a softer world, where the consequences are limited to a punchline, and there is a constant unity and connection with others. When you laugh at Niles Crane, you laugh with every other being in that room at that time. A snapshot of the past, with its defined limits, to a timeless creature such as myself, it has a remarkable beauty. Also, I enjoy the antics of the little dog."

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

I REALLY should have read ahead haha. This is frommmmm I can't really say what it's about without spoilers. Um. It is a plot fic wherein Cas returns post-empty and Dean is a little TOO happy about it. This is from the opening:

Cas wakes up in a car wreck. He pushes himself up from the smoking bonnet gingerly, and hears the crumple of metal below. He'd made an impact; a whole stack of rusted vehicals have been crushed beneath him, threatening the integrity of the surrounding towers of scrap. He doesn't remember the fall. The last thing he remembers is - Dean, the confession, the debt being paid. There's a pervasive ache in his muscles and his heart is beating at a sickening pace, as if he'd been running for a long time. It's possible that he had been. [...] "Dean?" Cas asks, and gets an answer he didn't expect. There's a tired sigh on the other end of the line, and Sam's voice says: "Who is this helping?" "Sam, it's me. I'm at Bobby's. I need someone to pick me up." A faint, plastic-y creak. Cas imagines Sam pressing his flip phone against his forehead. His voice is distant, mournful, "Can't you guys leave any bodies in the ground?" "Sam?" "It's not going to work. I wish you'd all stop trying." Closer, now, louder, "Just leave him alone, you hear me? You better leave him the hell alone!" The line goes dead. Cas tries calling again, but even with his Grace it doesn't go through...

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

Haha, Meg. Okay, serious answer...............whenever I do sex it always turns romantic and sweet at some point. Even the "rough sex" in my jo/bela heist, it IS rough sex and then ALSO Jo says "You're really special and I like you". In my kinky vampire rimming fic! When they just reference having other sex offscreen in my struck by lighting blowjob fic! The closest I get to not going crazy romantic is in the pseudo-sex scenes of my grace feeding fic but even then it's echoed in a sweetie darling honeypie way later.

I think I may deep down be a romantic at heart.

Uah the end!! Did you know I have posted 54 fics to Ao3??? That's wild. 39 of them are for the CW's Supernatural. Thank you sooooooo much for asking meeee as you can see I love talking about my own writing. I put a lot of thought into it!

[linawritesocs]

☀️ for Elpys and Real!Jay, 😭 for Nemis and Allen (and perhaps 🧣 for Rhynstine and Riley??)

these ones sound so cute.. i'll do my best, taruchi! and i hope that the quintuplets aren't too ooc.. when are you going to make profiles for the rest of them taruchi. I NEED MORE INFORMATION

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"come on, jay, the weather is so nice, why don't we go outside and have some fun?"

it really was very warm and sunny today and elpys thought that jay definitely could use some fresh air and sunlight. the boy was so pale, did he ever go outside at all?

elpys was already waiting for him, but jay was too scared to leave the dorm.

"i- i'm not sure about it, elpys. i think the weather is way too hot today.."

"it's not! it's sunny today, yes, but the wind feels so nice!"

"b-but what if the wind is too cold-"

elpys was a very patient girl, but she was getting a bit tired of waiting for jay. she had so many plans for them, she can't just stand here forever!

"i'm telling you, everything is gonna be fine!" elpys ran to jay, took his hand and smiled at him, hoping that this way she'll be able to calm him down. "i'm just a little worried about you, you almost never leave the dorm.. don't you get bored of looking at the same four walls all the time?"

if jay had to be completely honest.. yeah, sometimes being in ramshackle dorm all the time felt kinda boring. even though he had company there, he wasn't alone at all and he was grateful for meeting such nice people (and fae).. he did want to see something new, something different from what he sees every single day.

sometimes he thought, what his life would be like if he went to rsa? what if rsa isn't actually that bad and he should've agreed to go there? and when jay thought about his creation having fun, making friends, getting good grades and being a popular student there.. for some reason, he felt kind of angry? maybe even jealous?

why did he even create this guy? just because he wanted someone to go to rsa for him? but then he realized that he can't stay with his family and ran away from home, so creating fake!jay was a waste of time! he could agree to go to rsa and he could live in a nice dorm, he wouldn't have to go and try to search for home, food and other things, he wouldn't have to suffer like this!

.. at least he can always just go and kill that clone of his, no one would even notice him being replaced with real jay-

elpys noticed jay's face expression and she knew what she has to do. she tugged at his sleeve and finally made him leave the building. he was so deep in his own thoughts that he didn't notice anything and just let elpys do that.

but when he felt the warmth of the sun and the sensation of a cool breeze, all of jay's dark thoughts simply went away.

how could he let himself think about killing fake jay just because he was getting a bit bored of spending all of his time in ramshackle dorm? yes, that jay is his clone, he isn't really a human, but he still has feelings! didn't he want his fake version to have a fun and interesting school life? jay can't just take it away from him!

"hehe, you're smiling, jay!" elpys was glad to see that she was right all along and jay needs to get out of his comfort zone and spend a day outside.

"a-am i?"

oh no, she noticed! what is he supposed to say after that? this is so embarrassing, he didn't want elpys to see his smile, it probably looks weird..

"um, well, i'm smiling thanks to you, elpys. you're the one who made me leave the dorm building today."

elpys was surprised to hear something like that from jay. she was even more surprised when jay turned to her, still smiling and looking right into her eyes.

"thank you, elpys. i really mean it."

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"those tricks of yours won't work on me. tell me what happened."

nemis noticed allen walking around nrc again, but this time his face expression was very different from his usual one. allen was always smiling, laughing and looking as happy as he could be, but today he looked like he was this close to crying.

nemis couldn't just stand there like everything is normal and she couldn't just ignore him, so she tried to ask him what happened and what made him feel this way, but allen kept denying it and saying that he's okay.

but it looks like she made some progress, because allen started to show his other side, the one that nemis has never seen before.

"why do you even care? what will you get from knowing what happened to me? you just want to know my weaknesses, am i wrong?"

nemis has never heard allen say things like that before. and now she started to notice that he wasn't just sad, he was also.. angry. disappointed, even.

and if something made him feel this way, it must've been something truly awful.

nemis sat next to allen.

"you look like you need someone to listen to your problems. and you look like someone who has a lot of them."

"i don't have any prob-"

"listen, how can you say that riley is bad at expressing and understanding his emotions when you can't admit that you're sad? just tell me what's wrong. i'm doing this simply because i want to know what made you feel this way. i'm doing this because i care about you."

nemis's words made allen feel even more confused.

"you.. you care about me?"

if it was any other day, nemis would try to deny it, but allen looked so miserable that she didn't have a heart to do it. he needed someone to tell him that they care about him. and nemis had a feeling that it's been a long time since he ever heard these words.

"yes, i do. now, tell me everything that's on your mind. if you can't do that, you can just cry it all out. it really helps, i promise."

nemis thought that achlymna would most likely be better at this than her, but she wasn't around, so..

also, for some reason, nemis wanted to be the one to comfort allen right now.

and right after she said those words, she felt allen loudly crying on her shoulder. it's like he's been waiting for someone that he can show his real self to and someone who can support him.

"nemis-chan, what do i do? everyone hates me, everyone thinks i'm scary and they don't want to be friends with me! why does lumi have more friends than i do? why does that seagull girl have more friends than i do? what's wrong with me, why do people hate me so much?"

allen was kinda weird, it's true, nemis also found him creepy sometimes, but he still didn't deserve to be hated. he needed friends, he needed someone who can help him and understand him. yes, allen did some very horrible things, but he just needed someone to explain to him why those things are bad and why he shouldn't do them. he needed someone who can forgive him and accept him.

"well, maybe if you didn't threaten people with knives every time you're slightly annoyed, you'd have more friends." nemis tried to make a joke, hoping that it would lighten up the mood and calm allen down.

it was something she learned from elpys.

and surprisingly, it worked.

"y-yeah, you're right." allen laughed, still having tears in his eyes. "i really do some very scary things sometimes. i'm not that much better than riley, am i?"

allen's laugh sounded different this time. somehow, it sounded more sincere than his usual laugh. it was weird, because right now allen is crying on nemis's shoulder and talking about having no friends and being hated or ignored by everyone.

but right now, allen's laugh sounded more real than ever. it's like he wasn't faking anymore, he was genuinely happy and he didn't think that nemis was awkward or rude.

maybe nemis needs to take care of the older cousin too. he also has quite a lot of emotions that he refuses to show to others.

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"riley, i can see that you're tired. maybe you should take a nap?"

riley's been sitting on the floor and waiting for something (or someone?) for quite a long time. it looked kinda creepy, he was just staring into nothingness. but rhynstine got used to it, the boy was weird, but that's how he liked to spend his time. sometimes rhynstine really wanted to read riley's thoughts, but nemis joked about him having no thoughts at all once and.. yeah, rhynstine couldn't help but agree.

and though riley was weird, he was a polite and kind boy who couldn't possibly hurt a fly.

he turned to rhynstine, nodded and walked to the bed.

"please take your sneakers off-"

nope, he got on the bed with his sneakers on. yeah, riley was a good kid, but he also did things like this and he didn't care about dirt and all that stuff.

rhynstine just had to deal with it, no matter how hard it was.

she sighed heavily and noticed that the boy was still holding his bat.

"you even sleep with it?" she asked. "don't you get bored of holding it all the time?"

riley shook his head.

"no. i like my bat. it's my best friend."

again, rhynstine just had to accept it.

"o-okay. let me just get you a blanket, you'll get cold without it."

she took a nice and fluffy blanket and covered riley with it. he touched the blanket.

after five minutes passed (rhynstine just.. stood there), riley finished his analysis and nodded to himself.

"it feels soft. i like it." he still had his usual emotionless face expression, but rhynstine noticed that his eyes had little sparkles in them.

"i'm glad to hear that." she smiled. "now, please rest, riley. you've done more than enough today, you deserve it."

rhynstine wanted to go and turn off the lights, but riley suddenly stopped her and took her hand.

"thank you, rhyne-nee. for everything. you're a good person."

[saolbedo]

GENSHIN BOYS + LITTLE BITS OF AFFECTION

characters: kaeya, albedo, venti

warnings: just fluff, no warnings!!

a/n’s note: my first genshin work! hehe, i love fluff, don’t judge

kaeya ☆

a big romantic, in a weird weird way.

do you remember that time during the windblume festival

when he said “mi muhu ye“ instead of simply saying “i love you“

he likes to express his love for you in a weird way

“darling?“you heard kaeya faintly call out for you, and you swiftly went inside his office. he sat comfortably in a velvet blue chair complete with a headrest and armrest. “yes?“ walking in before sitting down on his lap, a smug smirk on his face.

he took your hand and kissed the back of it, “i got you a gift. i got it while i was out patrolling.“ taking out a pretty blue rose before handing it to you, “this is so amazing, kae! how’d you find this?“ and your smile quickly faded as you gave him a suspicious look.

“did you kill another abyss mage and steal this from them?“ “maybe~“ you sighed and looked at him, thanking him for the rose. “next time, i’ll defeat a hilichurl and get you a necklace made from the mask, hm? oh! don’t worry, ’m gonna make it look pretty.“

albedo ☆

he likes to spend time with you in his lab, trying new things so he can make a discovery using alchemy

would take five-minute breaks by nuzzling his head on your shoulder and napping

definitely has his hands holding you by the waist as he snores

goes on out-of-town dates with you and you sometimes end up in liyue

“look at that, such a fine color...“ he pointed at a geo crystalfly, taking a picture with a camera ji tong gave you as he held your hand. he looked around the yellowy grass for any other type of creature, even a lawachurl could do.

you nodded as you sat on the grass, taking deep and long breaths as you admired the scenery near qingyun peak. “once i collect data from creatures in liyue, darling. can we go to inazuma? i heard there are species that can only live there, so many ideas for my new invention.

“ooh ooh! and there are sakura trees there! they grow pink flowers!“ you chimed in, looking at him with a soft smile as he held his chin, thinking deeply. “i have not seen one of those yet, i must remind myself to take a picture!“ he smiled and sat beside you, checking the camera before kissing your cheek.

venti ☆

poems galore, he actually sang outside your window to get you to date him!!

likes simple things but will make you get on dvalin and soar through the skies in fear as he simply snored beside you.

he likes hanging out windrise under the big tree, or at the tavern to check if he's too drunk to talk or walk

will treat you with so much love, and gift you so many things for windblume, dandelions, windwheel aster, and is that a bottle of wine—?

"uh, venti? what's with all the stuff..?" you looked up at you boyfriend, his hands placed on his waist as he looked at you with glee. "it's windblume today, love! i got you flowers and— wait, that bottle of wine is mine, hehe." he scratched the nape of his neck, and you giggled.

he stayed quiet for a few seconds but he finally spoke up, "i wanna spend my whole life with you! and spend every windblume festival with you too!" he smiled widely, taking a dandelion and blowing on it, the wind making it form a small heart that made its way towards you.

"aww, that's so sweet venti!" you cooed, kissing him on the cheek before he grinned again, this time with malicious intent. "wanna go on a ride with dvalin? i'll bring you to liyue so we can give the old fart (zhongli) a present"

[tevatstavern]

Injuries and affections.

- bennett seems to feel a little worn out after all his adventures lately, maybe its time to head back to Mondstadt and pay you a little visit too while he's at it.

[Bennett x g.n reader] [no t.w] [slight fluff at the end]

a.n my apologies, I made this at like 23:48 and I can't seem to keep my eyes longer lmaoo

-•-

With a huff, he clenched his sword tightly, before wiping off any dirt or sweat that came near in contact with his eyes. One of the last remaining's of Hilichurls, now lying and evaporating into small and thin blue particles, slowly drifting away to the skies.

Grabbing the damaged mask it left on the bristling grass, he decided to keep it. After all, it's a fortune to see a drop from these creatures after all!

As much as he was having fun adventuring off from Mondstadt to Liyue for the first time- including some bad luck striking him down here and there. -he felt tired. Drained, even. At first he thought maybe it was some type of tiredness he didn't know about, but that was proven fake by himself feeling the same as each day passes by a new dawn.

But then it strucked him! Both literally and figuratively. It was how he never stopped himself to relax as he continued on his journey along Liyue.

Most of the time, it was either he got chased down by a swam of Hilichurls, a massive thunderstorm with a high chance of being struck down and losing heat, and some group of Geovishaps that managed to cross paths with him, causing him to retreat in alarm as he watched them quickly roll towards him in such great speed.

He never had a chance to breathe at all. And besides, most of the chests he've found had only vegetables with a occasional artifact and such within them. He appreciates it, he really does! But its taking such a toll on him.

And so, he decided to stop his adventures for now and head back towards Mondstadt. A little break, he says to himself. A little break.

Following the pathway, he slowly made his way towards the bridge. The familiar city with its opened gates filled him with euphoria. The sun rays beaming down on the city, it's windmills moving with the wind, all together. It was truly a sight. And oh boy, he sure does miss it!

Breathing in the air, he sighed happily. The weight on his shoulders while he was traveling in Liyue had suddenly disappeared. Lifting his head high, with his grin plastered across his face, he took his first steps across the bridge.

"I'm--!

-baaaaack..." He groaned out, rubbing his forehead as he lets [y.n] scold him for his reckless behaviour. "Yes I know, and I'm happy to see you! But did you seriously trip over nothing while you were crossing over the bridge?" They sighed, wiping off the excess dirt that nudged his skin from across the table.

"Don't worry, about me [y.n]! I'm already used to it, hehe. Besides, I'm here to relax and see you too!" He grinned, giving them one of their signature thumbs up. They could only shake their head in disbelief, the curve of their lips turning upwards slightly at his adorable gesture.

"A ray of sunshine as always, I see." They replied, their hair flowing gently from the winds. His green eyes observing each strand as the wind blew stronger, his eyes shining brighter with a slightly gaping mouth. Snapping back to reality, he quickly nodded. A small blush slowly forming across his face, he could feel himself heating up.

"Y-yeah! Of course! There's no need to get sad and mopey at such a small thing after all!" He replied, his jumbled up words in the beginning messing up his delivery. With a chuckle, [y.n] retracted their hands before clearing their throat. "Well, at least this time you didn't cause such a mess here, in Good Hunter." A full smile now seen across their face.

Now acknowledging the fact he, infact, didnt cause a single mischief in Good Hunter yet, he gasped in surprise. "You're right! And I've just noticed it now! Is it because... you're right here with me and my bad luck isn't as bad it was before? Hehe, just a guess." He nervously laughed, scratching his head as he felt his face heat up more than the previous one.

Laughing, [y.n] slowly stood up from their chair and walked towards Bennett. Their eyes immediately finding one another as the spark burst through their veins. Though, they were both sure that their hearts were beating faster than usual.

It was no secret that the both of them have been crushing on one another for such a long period of time. The both of them were completely oblivious! 'They were a match made in heaven' the citizens of Mondstadt would say beneath their breaths. Even Kaeya himself, the charming yet flirtatious man could tell they were both lovestruck from a mile away.

"Maybe, but I think thats mostly just you and your positivity today. Come on! we still have to go to Timaeus for some of your equipment and talent skills." Nodding along to their words, Bennett quickly stood up and placed his chair back to its original position, before quickly catching up with [y.n].

"You know... I never gotten to ask how you were doing today." Bennett spoke out, walking slowly as humanly they both could be. Tracing behind them as he stared at the Cathedral from above. The bushes moving softly as the wind blew harder once again. Shielding his eyes with his hand, he blinked a few times before retracting his hand back.

It almost felt like the wind was trying to tell him something...

"Oh, well. Same old same old, I never changed much while you were away. I'm still the good ol' Mondstadt citizen you know."

"Huh? You didn't do anything at all while I was away?"

"Yeah, I didn't find much fun in anything with you gone and away. It was boring, but there wasn't anything I could do."

He was sure his heart skipped a beat, but in a more rapid way. Shaking his head to remove the fuzziness in his mind, he then placed a hand across his chest. Feeling his heart beat in such a rapid pace, just because of their words...

Is this what it feels like to be in love?

"W-woah! That's such a big compliment coming from you... B-but maybe we can hangout with eachother while adventuring! And we can find some treasure chest while we're at it too!" He exclaimed, making his hands turn into a fist before raising it high up to the air with such enthusiasm.

"Well, if you want to! Of course, hehe." He quickly added in. [y.n] could only just chuckle in return, a blush apparent in their features, accepting the invitation in a heartbeat.

"Of course, I wouldn't mind it one bit! Anyways, we're here. Go ahead and do what you need to do with that alchemist powers of yours!" With a chuckle, he gave his signature thumbs up and grin that seems to always be apparent on his face. And immediately went working on the materials needed to build and talents to upgrade.

Though it might've taken quite longer to craft the materials. With them standing by his side, as they idly chatted about common things, sometimes Timaeus would also join in. He could feel his free hand being intertwined by theirs slowly, and then gently squeezing it. So, with a happy stretched smile across his face, slightly hidden by his hair. He squeezed it back reassuringly.

Even if he doesn't get to confess his love yet, a simple affection was enough to make him feel happy and contented the whole day.

"Huh? How come I've only received 10 of these, when I made 23?"

"Bennett, I think your bad luck is starting to come out again..."

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Not the best;; since it's my first time writing anything for a actual Character. But! If there's any request. I'll try my best to write them down!

[syubub]

2021 Reading for BTS and the collective!!

Wow wow wow! I didn't disappear or get dragged away by a demon. No no, I just got thrust into unexpected shadow work and I now have an unhealthy obsession with sea shanties and a love of pasta.

I had this idea planned to be early in January but that didn't pan out so I'm doing it now. I have another yoongi reading in the works and another fun thing coming soon as well!!

I promise I won't bore you to death any longer but I hope you've all been doing well!!

Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact.

If this message doesn't apply, let it fly!

Cool cool cool.

Let's get it.

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Oki. I first want to say that this I gonna be long lol. I did a meditation and gathered some little pieces of things y'all might need to hear and then I pulled cards for every month. The fountain tarot deck is the cards for us, the collective, and the rider-waite cards are for bts. It'll make more sense when I add picks and stuff. I did a little extra card pull for yoongi for the month of May too :) I'll make sure to type out all the cards in text so you know what they are (the pics are kinda wack.) I also used my pendulum to ask if there was a bts related event for every month and that's at the bottom. It's just to take in the possible energy for the month and something that could result from that energy!

LETTUCE BEGIN (hehe)

Starting with the section for the channeled messages. I want to reiterate that this was collective so if it doesn't resonate with you, the message might not be for you! Use your intuition.

(Enough talking. Damn)

So. As I said this was through meditation and connecting to the big column tree thing (I told my cousin about the tree/pillar and they were like,, "so basically a big energy dildo in the æther?" .... I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. h e l p m e) and asking if there was any messages or advice that needed to be delivered and it was... intresting?

Things came fragmented. So there was little messages like, "Its gonna be okay" and "things are changing for everyone" and "open your eyes if you want to see" (that's sassy.) There was one particular thing that was confusing me though. Straight up it was just "flower" on repeat and like a really bad picture of a flower? Like you could tell what it was but it was bad quality. Anyway, I was like "okay. Kindly shut the fuck up. Pls." And I wrote down flower, pink flower and rose. Sooo.... idk but there you go.

More messages were things like, "the block isn't in your head", "try calling forth that which you seek" and... February. Possibly there is specific (very very very loose) connection to the 10th-19th? I'm not to sure what or why but I'd say maybe look out for opportunities on these days and also maybe external events.

Continuing with dates. In the last this 21 and January 21 came up. It came up again but with 2 messages. So first, either 21st is a day where something is put into motion (possibly private or public) or announced and the second was "add them together dumbass" that's not very kind but 3. Again this has been discussed too but but but... maybe a signal of a third mixtape 👀 (not necessarily on the 21st per say but possibly in March? I'm really not sure).

Oki. I got side tracked like I always do and started thinking about tattoos and stuff and I really want koo to have a peony tattoo. I feel it in my BONES. It would suit him so well. and as I was thinking about tattoos I heard, "don't be surprised if yoongi gets/shows a tattoo this year" ??? What the fuck? I think maybe they messing with me but now I have hopes and I don't want them to be crushed and thrown to the wind :(

Back to normal stuff, "the theme is growth" I think that fits very well with the reading. "Blue might be a lucky color" self explanatory. It might be lucky. "Start practicing grounding and centering" this was LOUD. This will help you in how you react to events in the future. Really do practice this if you haven't.

This is where it gets a little weird. So, I got a message that said "start living as if you never existed." I am not a 100% sure what this means but I think I have a pretty good guess. I hate to make it sound weird like this but by sort of focusing on something that is so hard to comprehend (because our brains can't comprehend not existing very well) you kinda break the 4th wall? Like in Deadpool when he addresses the audience and is aware that he is a character played by Ryan Reynolds? anyway, focusing on something that seemingly impossible you kind of accidentally open up the floodgates for a lot of other things. I would say if you are not in the right headspace to do this don't do it but it can be a powerful way to break up the monotony of reality. The theory that everything happens simultaneously bc time isn't a linear progression events blah blah we are energy blah blah the multiverse blah blah.. Theres so so so so so so so so so much about this and how it applies to things that I could probably write you 10+ dictionaries worth of material but for the sake of simplicity and not wanting to write a novel right now, I will continue. The main lesson is to start challenging your perception of the world around you. Ask why and why and why and why. Essentially seeing cracks in the matrix. Pulling your head out of your cosmic ass, realizing that rose you're smelling is actually daffodil ect. It's not supposed to bring you fear but just kinda encouraging you to question all the things that you perceive as given truths.

I tried to make that sound cohesive but really it's such a big concept that I can't really wrap it up all nice and neat.

Oki. May and March are also important times.

Listen to your intuition and try not to take everything so seriously. I'm not saying to check out and go squat in the Himalayas but it's important to find joy in the now. Life is already tough enough so don't forget to watch a silly show that you like or change your hair to a style you've never tried, wear makeup in a very loud way. Just have fun and don't worry so much about things that you can't control. Listen to yourself and your intuition.

Well that was all over the place. Let's get on to the actual tarot part now.

For the record, the pictures are right to left.

January for the collective

We have the empress, the sun, 7 of swords and a fortune that says "act well your part; there the honor lies"

Hmm. Ngl I was a little confused to see the empress and the sun for January... I mean it hasn't been great. So I pulled clarity card 7 of swords. The 7 of swords is all about betrayal. It's about the deception and and actively getting away with things. This is people lying, cheating, sneaking and the works.

This makes much more sense!! The Sun card is usually about joy and success and happiness but in this case I see it as illuminating the betrayal. It's shining light on the deception and keeps the spotlight there. Its also an energetic card so I think that shows passion for uncovering the truth.

With the empress card too I think January is all about getting creative in all forms. Creative ways to protest, to mourn, to celebrate, to connect. Also taking in the abundance that we DO have. The beauty that surrounds us. I like to think of aphrodite energy for this. Its not just love and passion and creativity but is also asserting yourself and having strong passion for what you love and fighting for it. Did you know aphrodite was also called upon in ancient Greece in times of war? She was honored as a goddess of war but still a goddess of love, the sea, fertility ect. What I'm trying to say is that being a creative and "feminine" energy is in no way weak. Sometimes the most powerful things come from this energy. Love aggressively with good intentions. The point is that you should take whatever you're feeling and translate it into something creative or something you care about. The fact that covid is still a thing really sucks but take any rage, hurt, sadness, joy, love whatever and use that shit to make something amazing. Bake bread and punch the fuck out of it, paint your frustration, play hopscotch in higheels while you listen to heavy metal. You get the point.

Now January for BTS!!

We have the death card. (I only pulled one card bc I have things planned from this)

January has been... strange? To say the least.

This card can be a lot of things for them. I think this points to more maturity in their music? Like they've finally ditched the "shiny kpop boy band" label and are being taken seriously in the west. I also think that they're going through a musical/concept transformation~ I think it also signified the change in plans bc of the Grammys perhaps they had things planned an that fell through so they were forced to rapidly change plan/course.

For January: possible mixtape or announcement.

February for the collective

We have 8 of coins reverse and hanged man reverse.

The 8 of pentacles reverse talks a lot about self improvement. Doing that good good inner work and self care. Working on developing parts of you that you've maybe neglected. It's also learning how to work with how you are instead of wishing you weren't the way you are. If you have a therapist its a great time to maybe ask for any extra tips that you can practice daily to help you even more. Maybe exploring more into insecurities relating to finance or jobs or your passions. If you don't have a therapist but you have the means to get one I always highly recommend. You don't have to have "problems" to see a therapist. Everyone could use a non biased point of view that is literally trained to help you be you best self. If you can't get therapy, I get it. Shits tough rn but there's still things we can do to better ourselves like Journaling and reading therapy blogs or self help books (not the taky shit) or trying a hobby you fell out of touch with. There's also a lot of places where you can get therapy promise on the internet. Most importantly, better yourself in the way that you need. Take time in February to take notice of what you want to improve upon. The 8 of coins reversed does come with the warning not to get stuck in perfectionism. Go easy on yourself and if you find yourself getting frustrated when working on projects, try to take a step back and practice whatever it is in a fun way and then come back to it later

Hanged man reverse talks about knowing that you need to chill but you don't. You'll need too. Maybe you'll find yourself swept up in work and tasks and you're over whelmed and know you need to stop and catch your breath but you resist. Why? Well, perhaps you're trying to ignore reality by filling the empty spaces with things and stuff so you don't have to face what's bothering you. Not wise. Take time for yourself. There's also the flips side where people are just kinda stuck.. creative block. Maybe you want something to turn out one way and it just isn't, so your stuck and frustrated and can't move past it. Let go of your expectation of how it should be and let it be what it is. Go with the flow and maybe you'll see a new way to overcome your problem. You'll eventually get that break through that you need! The theme of February is about self improvement. Listen to yourself.

February for BTS

We have judgment.

Hehe yeah. This card is about rebirth and the inner calling. Letting go of the old to step into the new version of you. This is also a very spiritual card lol. This can talk about a new decision that you have to trust your gut on. This is a very significant card that screams comeback to me. It also can talk about sharing your struggles with a group of people and that to me sounds comeback ish. Maybe this will be an announcement in February, maybe they'll be working on it idk but this is ultimate comeback energy so I hope they utilize this for a big group project!!

February: possible BTS comeback (even my pendulum knows)

March for the collective

The chariot and justice

This plays directly off of February! With the chariot you're taking the self improvement that you've done and putting it to action! Now is the time to act on the dreams and passions that you have don't wait and hope for the best. March is about action and standing in your power.

Justice card is cause and effect and truth. What you do will have consequences good or bad. Not doing anything also has consequences. Cease the moment and make the best of it. You'll be taking responsibility for what you do. You start a business? Now you have the responsibility of running it and you get the credit. Stuff like that. Stand by your decisions with conviction and trust yourself.

There's also the side of justice that talks about bringing justice. If you've been wronged, you'll be brought justice if you stand up for yourself.

We also carry the continuous lesson of learning what we truly believe and challenge those beliefs!

March for BTS

Oki we have the hermit and the 6 of pentacles reverse.

Well... let's start with the 6 of pentacles reverse. This can really talk about being so generous and giving to everyone else that you forget about yourself. I think that maybe they might be over exerting themselves and giving so much that they're exhausted physically and emotionally as well. I think too, they take on so much of our pain like its their own? Idk but this would be a good time to do a large scale fan project to show them a little extra love!

With the hermit card it talks about a self introspection so they could be looking inward as a team and kinda evaluating their bond.

I also see this as maybe being alone as in they maybe can't physically go to the grammys? Or maybe they had been planning the rescheduled concerts and they had to be pushed back even further? Things like that. Regardless this signals re thinking/reevaluating the goals that they have and considering what direction to go in!

March: possible mixtape or solo project?

April for the collective

We have 6 of coins and 3 of cups reverse.

Let's start with the 6 of coins. It's about sharing. It can be about charity so sharing money via donation but also giving time, effort, energy to people as well. Giving knowledge is good too! It's an all round exchange. Maybe someone lends you money or you lend money to someone. It's give and take. It's a two way street. It's also a card of balanced finance. So money stuff should be looking promising around this time (for you U.S people this could point to more stimulus help as well)

And for the 3 of cups reversed... I see this as reopening of places and people struggling to find the balance. So think people who've been in lockdown celebrating by throwing a big party... yikes. This card reminds that we should be mindful of the long-term consequences that come with our actions.. maybe also people that are experiencing fear of being in public places now. This is only one facet though. Bc I think this also means in general, missing being with friends and having a renewed relationship because you've really realized how important it is to have these people that mean so much to you in your life. Don't forget that you have people that love you and want the best for you. Call them when you feel alone.

April for BTS

The heirophant

Mhmm. This one kinda gives me vibes that they'll be mentoring people? Idk but I see them more as the heirophant teaching what they've learned/ know to help guide others. HOWEVER this could also be them taking a new task under their belt. Learning something new. Since this is as a group reading I assume that this talks about the group as a whole. This card is also very tradition oriented so maybe they are taking lessons that are connected to traditional Korean culture? Maybe its for RUN or maybe its to incorporate into music and preformance. Think bts mma preformance but all of them learning together? Idk, it's just a thought (maybe wishful thinking). It also talks about seeking counseling so maybe they'll do yoongis idea from the most recent RUN.

This can also be them embracing this kind of leadership/ status.

April: I got nothing. It does feel like something though

May for the collective

Five of cups and queen of cups reversed

Five of cups is disappointment, regret and self pity. Now honestly this to me looks like possibly a tightening of restrictions yet again. Regardless of the situation that this is talking about, the best thing you can do is not wallow in the bullshit. You scrape yourself off the pavement and move foward. You'll need forgiveness of yourself and others and that if shit isn't going your way, you need to pull your head out of your ass and look around bc there's options out there. It's like drowning in a kiddie pool. Just stand up, dude. The water is like 5 inches.

Queen of cups reversed talks about self love and self care. It's more of that look inwards energy. Think about really taking care of yourself. May might be emotionally draining so you need to be ready to take care of you! Part of self care is making sure that your boundaries are well enforced.

Be on the look out for codependent behaviors. Check in with yourself.

The queen of cups is very intuitive and having it in reverse can talk about you not taking enough time to listen to it. Make an effort to meditate for like 5 minutes a day at least. Do something to let yourself connect to your intuition and higher self.

May for BTS

9 of pentacles

This about enjoying the fruits of your labor and absolute abundance and luxury. This could talk about them rolling in the dough after signing a new partnership or having a concert or something if the sort. This could also be a time where we see them buying new things like houses, cars and rings (lol) but also this could be them doing a very high production value project! Also namjoon and his bonsai army are thriving in this time!

May: possible concert or scheduled concert event. Activity of some kind.

Yoongi interlude

I asked for one card to give me an idea of what the mystical May 13th really is. I got: the star, 2 of cups, 4 of wands, the world and the sun.

Guys. I can't with this. 2 of cups is a card of union, romance, soulmate. 4 of wands is celebration, joy, homecoming, bliss. The world is completion and the sun is happiness, joy, marriage, enlightenment.

I've said it a billion times but that's some soulmate shit. So soft so cute and May will be eventful for his personal life.

June for the collective

Death and the heirophant reversed.

Wow wow wow death is transformation and a new chapter so a new way of life and something new/ different that changes how we see things. Again this could be relating to new covid things and new policies and stuff like that but also new as in new to all of us. Groundbreaking perhaps?

The heirophant reversed talks about teaching yourself. Being your own teacher and making your own path. This might be spiritual or otherwise. Challange what the world wants from you and instead listen to what you truly want bc you don't need anyone's approval. Continue to ask questions about why things are the way that they are.

June for BTS

Page of pentacles

Oki oki page of pentacles means a new creative venture and manifestation. Maybe something that they've been wanting for a while finally comes to fruition. This might be the start of a new project that they haven't done before or something cross genre? Idk but its a really good sign of being motivated for a new endeavor and manifesting any projects that they've ever wanted to do. Love this promising energy!!

June: idk

July for the collective

10 of swords and 9 of cups reversed.

10 of swords signals a painful ending. Also deceit. Its a necessary end to a long battle. The only thing you can do is control how you react in these situations. You just kinda gotta surrender into the pain and know that it's temporary. Take time to reflect on what happened and why and how it will help you grow.

The 9 of cups reversed talks about valuing stuff and material things over emotions and spiritual things. This can be talking about society in general, that we are becoming more aware to the fact that there is often more value placed on ephemeral items rather than humanity as a whole. This also can be talking about coming to the realization that we've been working so hard towards... something we don't really care about simply because we were told that it's what you do.

If you want something different to happen you have to put in effort. You can't be sitting in front of a water fountain being like, "damn. I'm thirsty. I really really want water so why isn't it in my mouth yet?" Like?? Hello? You have to take the first step, my dude.

Certainly don't try to do anything that would cost you finatial security or health.

You have the potential to find happiness within yourself. So try looking inside instead of looking outward.

July for BTS

4 of swords.

This is about rest and relaxation!

Taking time to meditate and take some time to look at what you've done objectively. Ots like the hermit in a way but much more focused on resting and relaxing so you can come back stronger and with better direction. Maybe they'll take a break for a couple days but I really see it as them reassessing options. Especially if July goes how I think it will. Maybe they'll film something like In The Soop again? Maybe we'll see bon voyage type thing? Idk. But it could be something kinda out of the spotlight? Maybe something more healing?

July: maybe something?? I'm not sure but it seems like something might be in store.

August for the collective

5 of coins and the wheel of fortune

Well let's see. 5 of pentacles talks about isolation and a negative mindset. This talks about falling on hard times but its a temporary set back. This energy can be talking about falling on hard times emotionally as well. In the card it shows a woman outside of a church shivering and cold but she's too busy thinking about all that she's lost that she doesn't notice the warm church that she could step into for shelter.

But then with he wheel of fortune that talks about fate/destiny, opportunity and luck so maybe this is a necessary loss so that a new door can open. This does kinda tie in with July as well. The end of something is painful but it's often a necessary thing. Might be a bit uncomfy but that's how things change. Again I see this maybe hinting more towards society but none the less it's definitely a theme for August to have doors closing and new ones opening so be on the lookout for that.

August for BTS

The devil.

Now don't fret. The devil talks a lot about choice. Most notably the choice between instant gratification and and something more substantial and the devil leans towards indulgence. It also has a lot to do with the shadow side. This could talk about ~scandal~ sure, but I think its more of a time where you become aware of negative patterns and you shine a light on that part you've ignored. On a much lighter note this card talks also about an incredible bond between people. It can be unhealthy if not given space or boundaries. Listen to pied piper and come back to me.

I also REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that this card points to this: sexuality. The boys have always been pretty pg when it comes to the topic of sex and embracing sexuality so I really do hope to see something more daring and grown up and exploring a tastefully sexy concept. On the same vain as sexuality this card also talks about kinks and stuff like that so don't be surprised if we get more outfits like fake love Era bondage harnesses.

August: ???

September for the collective

We have the world and 10 of wands reversed.

The 10 of wands reversed talks about carrying burden. Doing extra work and taking on more responsibility. Doing everything by yourself and carrying this heavy load alone will get you burnt out quicker than anything. You might be taking on too much and you'll need to prioritize what you really need to focus on. I also think there will just be a lot happening in September for a lot of people. It's a lot of working hard because you know it's good work or because it's what's right. This could be social responsibility that's placed on you or work responsibility. For whatever reason this burden isn't something you want to share with others because you think its yours alone to deal with. It's not though bc you'll figure out eventually that if it hurts so much you'll find a way to lessen the burden. 10 in tarot is all about the completion of a cycle and going through the wands cycle is hard work because for anything to be made of passion, you need to put the work behind it. The burden isn't forever, the heavy work load will lighten but this is you seeing things out. It's a good thing!

Especially considering this is paired with with world. The world is all about completion and that's what you're doing here is finding completion. You are seeing things out until the end but you just need to learn to give up some responsibility, lessen your burden.

This also talks about hard work being put into wider social spheres as well. Things like the vaccines becoming more widespread through the whole globe or at least better planing and infrastructures not related to covid. Things are looking up!

September for BTS

Knight of swords reverse

This bad boi is restless energy. It's being so pent up that you're ready to burst and you really want to take action but you can't because something is keeping you from taking that action. Again I do think this is kinda covid related in regards to touring bc if they do tour in 2021 its gonna look a lot different. This energy can be a bit impulsive and directionless so I think maybe they'll channel this into album material something? I'm not really sure tbh. I'm suprised this energy didn't show up earlier because it almost seems inevitable.

September: no clue

October for the collective

Ten of coins and the star reverse.

Welp let's start with the 10 of coins. Its about wealth, financial security, and long term success so this is a pretty prosperous time. This talks about the obvious monetary wealth and material wealth but also an abundance of opportunities. So this is definitely a good time to enjoy whatever consistency you have. This energy is really really abundant in the career space as well. So October could be very prosperous in the job field and you'll have likely found what it is you really want and could be successful at. This could be the actual act or just the idea. This is could also talk about investing in something for your future, this could be time or money.

With the star reversed it can talk about a loss of faith and a disconnection. This often points to feeling like you've just been forgotten or left out. Like the universe doesn't give a shit about you and left you out to die. Things might seem unfair but always try to look for the lesson that you can take from the experience. Seeing the 10 of coins and the star makes me think that a lot of people have kinda lost faith in their manifestations and also just in the concept of not living in a state of need. Especially if you see other people doing well and you've been trying so fucking hard but you haven't gotten a break. I know we hate to hear it but this can serve as a test of faith. Or rather an opportunity to get your shit in line and take a second to breath. Do something good for yourself and then continue on. This star in reverse serves to show you what no longer sparks joy and helps you find what does and what that initial spark was in the first place. Helps you get back to the original vision/ spark.

October for BTS

5 of pentacles reverse.

This signals the end of difficult times and getting that groove back. The last month was restless energy with no where to go but this month that energy is certainly put to good use. They might be figuring out what has been missing In their lives and starting to rectify that. They are definitely reminded that material wealth doesn't bring spiritual or emotional wealth. Might be also feeling a bit alienated too.

October: something is likely but idk

November for collective

Six of swords reversed and the moon.

Transition and change is prevalent. The 6 of swords is about leaving behind the familiar. Maune this is leaving a job, a new change in the status quo, leaving a relationship ect. The thing you have to keep in mind is just how amazing this is in terms of what it will do. It will alow growth!! And bring clarity!! Thos can also be societal as well, something being left behind in favor of something new. It's letting go and reflecting so that you can move foward.

This is strengthened by the moon card. The moon card is the subconscious and all the things that come with it. The anxiety, the illusion, the uncertainty. You'll want to deal with whatever emotions come up. The moon can signify a confusing time where things aren't what they seem to be. That's the illusions so you'll have rely more on intuition at a time like this. Your dreams might hold significance in this time as well. Listen to your guides and your own guidance because it will help you understand more than you did before this journey began. Using moon cycles to your advantage in November might really help you!!

November for BTS

7 of wands

Challenge and competition. People are envious of bts. We know this. But people will be challenging them for what they've gained: music industry domination. This might co.e in the way that people will spread vicious rumors in attempt to disenfanchise or possibly it will be a fair fight. It could also be a challenge/ battle for some other aspect that involves legal matters.

My best guess though is good old competition. Bts has proven again and again that they will continue to do what they do how they do but they will not be trampled over. In the best way this could renew some of that spirit in friendly competition. They will tear eachothers throats out for a pack of ramen so maybe a bit of competition will be good for them. It keeps life intresting.

November: nothin

December for the collective

Two of cups and the emperor!

Let's start off with the emperor card talks about stability and order. It can also signify being the "breadwinner" so its a good sign that you'll kinda be on top of your shit. The emperor is also an amazing leader so you might find yourself taking on a leadership role too! This is very organized energy that works very smoothly!

two of cups is such a lovely way to end out the year! It's love and partnership and attraction so if you aren't in a relationship by this time you might meet someone who strikes your fancy!! On a none romantic relationship note though, this card is also great for business partnership bc it signifies that you're on the same page and have the same goals in mind!

It's harmonious relationships and trust between them!! Love love love this energy so much! Cups are the suit of emotions and this card is so promising.

If you are in a relationship, this can talk about "falling in love all over again" like you're just reminded of how good they are.

December for BTS

Queen of cups

Intuition, creativity and emotional stability. They're using intuition to guide their moves foward with emotional maturity. They are in a place of knowing what they want and why. This would be a good time to work on an album or a book or to release them. The queen of cups is like the friend that you can tell absolutely anything and somehow they have a helpful answer. This card is really calm and it can also talk about subconscious thoughts.

I think that bts is maybe making more of a conscious effort to make sure that what they do is just as emotionally fulfilling for them as it is for us! They might be kinda pondering the future at this time and considering if this is what fills their emotional cup!

December: possibly a thing?

Now these cards are the vibe of the year and some advice.

For the collective (on the left)

Three of swords and judgment reverse.

The fortune says "accept the challenges, so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory"

The 3 of swords is about disappointment and hurt and heartbreak. It's about the emotional release that we all need when shit gets tough. Don't pretend to be strong. If you need to cry, fucking cry. This year is about letting go of expectations and do what you have to do to release so you can move foward and not have these things pile up.

You have to make an effort to not let yourself take on what other people think of you. You aren't defined by what some asshole says. You define yourself.

Judgment reverse is about self doubt and ignoring your path. It's being stagnant and being harsh on yourself. This year has a focus on building yourself up and noticing when you are not. Bring light to the things that are holding you back without harsh judgment for yourself. You can't beat yourself up. If you make a bad decision you know not to make it again. Take accountability and move on.

The oracle card is inner temple.

Seriously all the focus of this year is in self improvement and dear god, please take time to work on yourself spiritually!!! Everything you want to know is there if you take the time to listen. This should be a place where you feel safe and welcome. It definitely should not feel like something you HAVE to do.

For BTS

10 of swords and page of swords

The fortune says "you create your own stage. The audience is waiting" (how tje fuck?? This is the perfect fortune)

The 10 of swords is a painful but necessary end. This is accepting the current situation. They maintain focus for 2021 for them is adapting and keeping their spirits up.

With the page of swords it talks about new ideas and that kind of creativity. It's also a lot about communication so I really think that they'll be figuring out new ways to connect and new projects that will be prosperous.

The oracle card is Pleiades

This is what we talk about all the time. Bts has helped so many people want to be better and do better. They are uplifting humanity and giving people a sense if belonging. Bts finds you when you need them most 💜💜💜

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Wow I had to write this up over 2 days bc this was so fucking long. I need a nap. Idk if I'll proof read this before I post it so don't hate me for the mistakes (honestly, there's like 10,000 spelling and grammar mistakes in my other posts too 🙃)

I hope you guys enjoyed it and maybe this will be helpful to to have a forecast of some possible energy for you to look out for!!

Also bts bc I love them. I have another bts 2021 reading I'll do soon too!

Hope you guys are happy and well 💜

[cosmictulips]

Hey love! Once again wishing u a very happy birthday 🎉🎂.

I don't think if I'll do the game the ryt way as u told me to coz yk jst my Neptune things 😭🤣

My big 3 are Aires sun Pisces moon Sagittarius rising(tropical) Pisces sun Aquarius moon and scorpio rising (sidereal). Imma Jupiter, saturn n Pluto dominant. (I hv fire n earth dominant in my chart) I hv very very few air elements(tropical astrology).

Things I like: music, singing, drawing n painting, birds, nature, gallery visiting, museums, antiques, sky, MOON GAZING, night sky, spicy n sour snacks,burger,fries,chips,I hv absolutely no fav food lol, song writing, procrastinating, karaoke, learning, reading romantic novels, watching cartoons (not really that much but yeah I do), Chocolates, crystals, tarot decks, spirituality etc.

Fav colours: GREY, black, white, lavender.

Fav animal: I actually never really loved any specific animal, I honestly love n adore each n every animal n insects so it's really hard to pick one. Maybe deer, dog, cow, calf, lion, panther, elephant etc.

A bit abt myself: Ok so ig it'll take too much time to write so I'm gonna describe myself in brief. I'm actually a very kind hearted (not self appreciating infront of u jst for the sake of writing but my painful past made me like this ig *nervous laugh*) I'm full of forgiveness, selfness, kindness, pure intentions, pure love BUT when I get angry ig devil shivers😂💔 Aries sun n Mercury with cap mars😭🤣 but the sooner I get angry, that sooner my anger fade away as well but during my anger session I'm a uncontrolled beast n after I'm cooled down I regret every action I did when angry. I do hv my dark side n can get manipulative at times but I choose not to be. I absolutely HATE HATE HATE backbiting (I don't do it can't even hear it) absolute no bs. I hate when someone peeks into my privacy (sid sco rising) I take ages to open myself up even with my comfort zoned persons(sid aqua ven). Even if I want to I can't open myself up with u but I give great advices. Everyone comes to me when in need. I low-key crave attention but when I get it I hate it. I always wants to win every argument. I always wants to win every situation i am in. I'm always so so hard on myself n wants to be a perfectionist (tho my Virgo mc sometimes say u r but I still wants to be more perfect in every kind of work I do)

That's all! Hehe

Kingdom I choose: the kingdom of waves (healer kingdom for sure my Pisces moon loves to be here)🥺💙

Thankyou so much. Idk what I did but I did😭😹.take care love n enjoy ur day with fullness ✨

henlo my neptunian friend lolol

You did the game just fine c=

for you ---

I see you as the type who will be helping people through therapy. creating little shows with your water, like an ice horse or making it snow just to show off beautiful shows of snowflakes.

I do think you grew up in the icy caverns and towns, but I'd like to personally think you moved to the islands to bring a little love to those who need it.

think like a traveling nurse. I think what I'm trying to say here is that you're unintentionally a weather witch LOL. during festivals for the volcanic gods you would be the one to pray to the rain gods to keep the clouds at bay - I think they'd like you. your offerings tend to be in the form of origami from what I keep seeing and paintings. - they give you grand visions through dreams. rough storms and harrowing seas.

I think you'd also be tasked with helping the sailors. telling them when to leave and when to stay. you've saved a lot of lives that way and people trust your insight. while you're still a bit on the private side, people get the general sense of what you're feeling based on the weather haha.

I think your main weapon might just be a regular wand honestly. you don't carry anything big because i don't see you as the type to enjoy lightning or most fire magic lol. but you're really good at pushing the wind and getting the tides to calm down.

I think you might also have a mood necklace LOL. just because you like the little colors and it's such "old school magic" that you just want to have it on you.

[elliottalksalot]

Hiii I would like to request for a male genshin matchup if thats cool:] I'm a straight female, Sagittarius and an INFJ-T. I have brown eyes and brown-ish black-ish hair and glasses which I tend to lose often heh. I like spending time with those close to my heart but I also value my personal space and time. I like to travel but I don't mind staying in one place and settling down. I don't like frogs, I have a phobia of them for some reason. I can take other creatures like cockroaches, rats, heck even snakes, but no frogs plz:< I don't like aggresive confrontation and I'm the type of person to diffuse tense situations. I don't like heated arguments as well, they make me uncomfortable and give me huge anxiety:<

What I want in a partner is someone who is willing to listen to me, and in turn I'll listen to them. I want someone who shares the same values as I do as well. Respecting me, my beliefs and my family and friends is definitely a must. I want someone who I can confide in (and vice versa) and create a special and deep bond with. I want a relationship that isn't shallow or only about love, but about other things like trust. Someone who is patient and can humour me in the silly things I do would be really cool too:) My love languages are prob all of them ngl:] For hobbies I like listening to music and singing to myself, daydreaming, knitting and crocheting if I have the materials and reading!

I think I'm the type of person who comes across either as really intimidating or really shy, but when you really get to know me, a kind, outspoken, and sometimes feisty person. I'm kind of between being that responsible mom friend and being that friend who radiates crackhead energy, (lmao idk either) depending on the situation and vibe. I'm an independent person with strong morals, although I'm always willing to listen to other people's perspectives. I'm a pretty carefree person, and I'm someone who is willing to help another through their problems, whether that is just by listening, giving advice when asked, etc. I'm also pretty moody tho, and there are definitely times where I go from optimistic to pessimistic and vice versa. I also work well under pressure and I'm definitely an overachiever. I tend to invalidate myself and my feelings a lot and I tend to overwork, overthink, and stress myself out a lot because I bottle my emotions up:(

I don't really have an ideal date in mind, maybe something where I can really get to know the person, like maybe doing something that the other person likes doing and one that can be away from other people as well, so privacy yes. Maybe like a picnic date, a private dinner, learning the hobby of the other person or even a date that just involves staying in. For aesthetic I've been told that my aesthetic is "scholarly academia" I just asked my friend and thats what I was told hehe:]

I hope this was okay and I just kind of started to ramble so sorry about that hihi:] anyway I hope you're doing well, stay safe:]

Hi Hi! You’re my first Genshin Impact request! I hope you enjoy this and stay safe as well! I match you with...

ALBEDO

Okay so! You both seem to be calm and collected people who would listen to each other! And really I can’t say much else so onto the HEADCANONS!

ROMANTIC HEADCANONS/SCENARIO:

You were friends with Kaeya

He introduced yall two to eachother once he found out you wanted to start you childhood hobby of painting again.

Y’all unsurprisingly got along well

He, not knowing had to go about this, asked Kaeya for advice.

Terrible idea really

There was a bunch of failed attempts before Diluc just got tired of you two flirting in his bar and told you Albedo liked you

It got the point across clearly.

You’re first date was just chilling in the bar

Neither of you drank much so you just sat drawing different people passing by

He walked you home and you gave him a kiss on the doorstep

Cliche Cute Assholes

Klee likes you. Like a lot, she has brought you bombs of love only for them to blow up in your face literally

You never get mad at her for it

Fights with Albedo don’t happen often

You both find them draining and prefer to talk stuff out before it gets to that point

✨ Healthy Communication things ✨

“ (Name) Love, Do you think you can get me the watercolor? “ Albedo asked you turned away focusing on his painting . You two were on a outdoor date for inspiration when Albedo decided to surprise you. Getting the paint you hand it to him then go to sit back down. After some time you hear Albedo putting supplies away. “ You can look now , dear. “ It was a painting of you sitting there. Wind blowing your hair, clothes ruffled. “ You..” You stuttered in surprise . Albedo only smiled innocently before he pressed a Kidd to your forehead . “ I think we should head back now? “

Songs That Remind Me Of Your Relationship!:

Put Your Records On - Ritt Momney

Put Your Head On My Shoulder - Paul Anka

Sunshine, Lollipops, and Rainbows - Lesley Gore

The Book Of Love - Peter Gabriel

Then He Kissed Me - The Crystals

DYNAMIC!:

That one healthy couple with next to no problems you can’t help but be jealous of. Come on y’all are perfect for eachother.

✨HEADCANONS✨

You have a whole portfolio of drawings/paintings Albedo had done of you

You once made a flower crown for Albedo and he still has it

Klee once called you ‘ Big Sis ‘ and you started crying right there

You and Albedo don’t really celebrate birthdays so you just have a date at the winery alone with eachother

Your favorite color is blue because of him though he just say ‘ because it’s the color of the sky “

You both have missed sleep time just tirelessly working on paintings

Once Albedo drew Kaeya and Diluc as thanks and left it on their desk. He didn’t leave a note nor signature but they knew who it was from

Just Wholesomeness between you two really

AND THATS A WRAP! HOPE YOU LIKE THIS

[hildagirl99]

I will follow you

(part 4)

In the evening, Marilyn would wait in front of her store, hoping that Jimmy would come and get her. She was dressed in her most beautiful yellow dress with white lace.

"Marilyn?" Call a voice.

"Jimmy! Is that you?"

"No it's me, my daughter." Replies the voice of Bill, his father.

"Oh oops, sorry, I…"

"But who is this Jimmy?" He asks.

"He's a friend…" Marilyn answers in a weak voice.

"Pfff hehe, look how you are dressed, I know that when you put on your yellow dress it's a very special occasion, a date? I know the girls, believe in my experience." Bill said with a sneer.

"Dad… please…"

"Ooh alright, I'm going to leave you, I wanted to give you a little good night, then I could enjoy my daughters for tomorrow!" He said walking away.

Marilyn catches her breath when she sees Jimmy in the distance.

"Oh I knew you would come!" She said running towards him.

"Obviously, why won't I come?" Jimmy asks.

"If I'm a little… weird or…"

"No! You…" he wrote to himself.

"Mmh?"

"You are not weird, you are a great girl." He said smiling.

"Oh you're saying too much, hehe. Shall we go?"

Along the way, she looked at Jimmy's outfit, he was not wearing a dedicated "correct" outfit for a romantic evening.

"Yep, let's go."

"Maybe he could have dressed better… but that's okay, he might have his reasons, it's just a date." thinks Marilyn.

Once back in the Saloon, they took their places in a secluded corner, thanks to Barbara.

"It's cool here. We can get along. Hehe." Said Jimmy.

"It's my favorite place, we are out of sight, it is often a space reserved for lovers." Chuckles Marilyn.

Jimmy couldn't help but laugh with her, he had never had this urge before. Each of her laughs made him fall more and more in love with her.

"So? Do the lovebirds want to eat?" Barbara said sharply as if she had appeared under the table.

"Lovebirds?" Jimmy asks, he doesn't understand the meaning of that word.

"No, we came to sunbathe." Laughs Marilyn.

"Pfff I'm going to put you a spicy lasagna that will calm you down." Barbara growls.

"Haha! Just a normal lasagna with salad and water."

"Noted! How about you?" Barbara asks Jimmy.

"Uh… do you have any bread?" He asks.

"Uh…" The two sisters look at each other, embarrassed.

"Uh yes but… Don't you want a hearty meal? You have the right to take what you want!" Said Marilyn.

"Here, look on the map. Take what you want."

"Burger fries?" Jimmy had never eaten this, for once he could eat his fill.

"I'll take this." He replies.

"It's working, I'm coming back. With a glass of water." Said Barbara leaving for the kitchen.

"Why did you say you wanted bread?" Marilyn asks, curious.

"Uh… I… I don't know. I'm not used to eating in restaurants." Jimmy answers.

"Oh why ?"

"I don't like crowds."

"But yet, when you play in nightclubs, you have to see crowds."

"Yes, maybe, but that's my nature. But I'd rather be with you." He said to change the subject.

"Oh Jimmy, me too." She said blushing.

"You can call me Jim."

They hadn't noticed that their hands were on top of each other.

"Your dishes are served!" Barbara writes while serving their meal.

"Oh thank you, let's eat before it's cold, hehe."

Half an hour later, while waiting for their dessert, Marilyn wonders about Jimmy's family.

"I was wondering… I talked about my family, but… you didn't tell me yours! How are they?" She asks.

Jimmy didn't expect this. He looks down, scratching his head.

"Well… I… it's a little difficult."

"Oh… are you… alone?"

"No, no. My family is not good company. I live with my sister and my father."

"And your mother ?"

Jimmy was silent for a moment, talking about his mother was forbidden, that's what his father said.

"She… she died when she gave birth to us." He replies.

"Oh… I'm sorry."

"You had nothing to do with it, don't apologize."

But in the next second he started to cry. Marilyn looks at him, empathizing, she puts her hand on his.

"I know it's hard… sorry to remind you of this hard ordeal."

"My dad says it's my fault…"

"What? But what a monster! Uh… I mean… he's your dad, I don't understand why he's telling you that?"

"I never had the feeling that my father loved me, he prefers my sister. Sometimes I seriously think about leaving, but I depend on them, I want to go far, to go around America, to become a famous musician. "

"I understand why you are very reserved, but loneliness is never good, know that I am here, if you have any problem, my family and I, we will be there to welcome you." Said Marilyn.

"Really? But I… I don't want to burden you."

"Shhh… you will never disturb us." She said whispering.

"What would I do if I hadn't met you… you're the only friend I have," he said smiling, wiping away his tears.

"Friend… yes. Do you want to go out? I know a good place."

"Why not." Said Jimmy getting up.

After paying, they exit the Saloon and head out of town.

"Sit here, the moon is so beautiful tonight." Said Marilyn settling down on a flat stone.

He joins her and sticks to her. She lets out a little moan.

"Oh sorry… did I run over you?"

"Pfff hehe, not at all." She said blushing.

Slowly, she rests her head against his shoulder.

"Could you play me a little piece of your banjo?" She asks.

"Really? No worries. I'm warning you, she's not overly tuned." He responds by grabbing his banjo.

"Whatever, I want to listen."

Jimmy snaps into place and places his fingers on the ropes. A soft sound came from it as if the wind was brushing the strings. Marilyn was in heaven.

"I Love it, it's a shame your family doesn't see your potential, you deserve so many good things."

"It's so nice to tell me that."

"It's only the truth, Jim."

After finishing his piece, he notices that Marilyn is dozing on his shoulder, which made him smile. Slowly, he gets up, trying not to rush her.

"Are you leaving already?" Marilyn whispers.

"Yes, sorry if I woke you up."

"It's okay, I'll go home too."

"Let me take you home."

He walks her back to her house. Once in front of the door, she turns around.

"Thank you for a lovely evening, Jim."

"Thanks to you too, if I hadn't come I would be at home, drowning in my scores."

Marilyn smiles tenderly at him and takes him in her arms. Jimmy remains stuck in place, red as a tomato. He did not know this gesture which seemed new to him. Marilyn steps back, touching her hair.

"Hope to see you again soon for better times like this."

"I'll only think of you to get them." Jimmy said shyly.

Abruptly, she places a kiss on his cheek. Jimmy gasps.

"Huh? What…"

"Oh sorry I… I don't know what got into me, thanks again for tonight… ahhhh !!" Marilyn writes as she quickly enters the house.

Jimmy remains stuck in place, not understanding what happened to him.

"Already back sweetie?" Penny asks.

"Oooh it's a shame !! I kissed him!" Writes Marilyn, completely hysterical.

"Kissed who? Your date?"

"Ooh let me die in shame!" Said Marilyn running to her room.

"Hehe, that reminds me of someone…" Lorelei sneers, looking at Penny.

"Oh no… I wasn't that… hysterical after kissing you." Penny sulks, blushing too.

"Hehe, but you were making so many movies in your head. Just for a kiss."

In the twin room, meanwhile:

"Get out of under your quilt… how did it end?" Barbara asks, shaking her.

"Leave me! I'm the queen of idiots!"

"Did you kiss him? On the mouth?"

"No… on the cheek…"

"Did he kiss you back?"

"No… that was awkward of me." Marilyn answers, taking her head out of the blanket.

"Roooh just for that… as long as you had a good time together. Tell me what you did after dinner instead."

Marilyn sits on the edge of her bed and looks at the ceiling.

"We talked, he played me a piece of his banjo, we looked at the moon."

"Exciting. There are better dates but it's original, you are definitely his first date with a girl." Barbara said, smirking.

"No but! I won't let you… I liked it a lot. But now how am I going to do if I see him again?"

"You do as usual. And to let him to kiss you, it's up to him."

"Ahhhhh… I love him." Said Marilyn lying down on the bed.

Outside, Jimmy kept touching his cheek, the feeling of the kiss was completely new and pleasant to him. What did this mean?

To be continued...

Part 3 :

[silkywritesgarbage]

Hi! Kasamatsu x fem! Reader fluff please! They go on a late night walk together and holding hands. I'll leave what they talk about to you!

Whoo, I rewrote this a few times. Kasamatsu is so cute, but I worry about the fine line between being anxious and cute. Hope you like it! <3

Love, 

Silky

(Name) really loved Kasamatsu Yukio, but sometimes she wasn’t sure if he felt the same. Her first glimpse of him was at his high school game in the Winter Cup. She admired his leadership and grace in accepting their loss. At the time, she was just a part-time media assistant for the local news when she overhead their exit interview.

“We played our best, and still made it this far.” He  said. (Name) felt her heart skip a beat at the look in his eye. “I won’t let anyone trample on that.” Maybe it was a petty reason, but she knew it was love after hearing him say that. But he was gone minutes later, just like that. He was graduating, just like her. There was no way they’d ever meet again.

And yet...she never thought she would run into him again in university.  

She confessed to him the moment she saw him. She was the type of woman who ran after what she wanted. Kasamatsu passed out, much to the amusement of his friends and to (Name)’s horror. 

And despite the initial apprehension on Kasamatsu’s part, the two of them were dating before the end of their first year of university. They’ve been dating almost a year now. She was as happy as could be. Kasamatsu was a diligent and attentive boyfriend. But...there were times where she questioned if she was just pulling him along. Sometimes it felt like she was putting in all the effort, which she didn’t mind. But not knowing if that was a burden to him or not, it was her one insecurity about an otherwise happy and fulfilling relationship. So one day, on a random weekday, (Name) invited her boyfriend out for a midnight stroll. They talked all about the past, and the time she first saw him.  

“You remember something like that?” Kasamatsu reached out and bopped her on the head. He looked away, something she knew that he did when he was hiding his embarrassment. 

“Idiot.” (Name) pouted. They were walking side by side. Kasamatsu adjusted himself to her pace. Occasionally, their hands would brush against each other, and it made her face warm. “So, you called me out just to talk about something like that?” 

“Well, I guess...do you want to go back inside?” She gnawed at her lip as she asked with a soft voice. 

“...No.” Kasamatsu finally responded. “You’re always trying to accommodate me, I can do something like this every now and then.” 

...Huh? 

(Name) looked at Kasamatsu. 

“I accommodate you?” Kasamatsu returned her bewildered look. 

“E-Even though I can’t do stuff like ki-kiss, or hug...all the time, you’re always smiling. You forgive me every time, even when you shouldn’t.” Kasamatsu’s face was darkening its shade of red with every sentence. “S-Sometimes, I wonder why you even like someone like me.” 

(Name)’s hand finally reached out, interlacing their fingers together and squeezing his hand tightly. 

“I...I love you determined you are.” She spoke into the chilly night time air. “I love how disciplined you are, how much care you show me, how you always fix the folds in my shirt for me, how your hands are slightly bigger than mine, how you always insist on those knee socks when you work out, the way you tremble when we ki-” 

“Enough!” Kasamatsu looked like he was going to pass out, and she could feel the heat radiating from his palm, as if it had traveled all the way down his body. “I get it...” She smiled, her own cheeks stained a soft pink as she looked down. 

“Pft-!” 

“Don’t laugh...” She could hear the smile in his voice.

“I was just worried that I was imposing on you.” She finally admitted. “But don’t worry, I believe in us, now.” She heard his breath hitch, and his hand tightened around hers. The two of them walked in silence, keeping the other person’s hand warm. The only sound was the wind rustling the trees. Kasamatsu wasn’t even watching the road, relying on (Name) to lead them on their aimless journey. 

“...I like how honest you are.” He suddenly said. She glanced at him with wide eyes, and then she smiled so big her cheeks started to hurt. Kasamatsu was lucky enough to see it, his eyes widened. His chest tightened immensely and he felt like the wind had been sucked out of his lungs. 

“Thank you, Yukio-kun.”

Ah, how I love you...They both thought. 

“I like how you put your hair in a bun when you need to concentrate.” 

“Mhmm..” 

“I like how you always sway when I play the guitar.” 

“Hehe.” 

“I like the way you laugh...” Neither of them were sure how much time passed as they walked without a destination in mind, but that whole time, there wasn’t a single pause in either of their long, long lists.