#maybe go watch more fancams <3

[cowsaresushi-coral]

i'm having one hell of a week (today and yesterday really compounded it 10 fold).

[puppym3]

Could you maybe write a fic based off of your favorite fancam? I know it sounds like a weird suggestion but I'm curious

⌦ .｡.:*♡ "take you home tonight"

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playboy!seungmin x fem!reader

"let’s get out of this noisy place without anyone knowing no bad intentions just wanna know you more"

synopsis: seungmin knows you from mutual friends, and he always thought you were cute but you've never interacted with him. you both were at a house party you both were invited to and once he finally grabbed your attention, he never let it go.

wc: 5.7k

warnings: MDNI 18+, playboy!seungmin, cocky!seungmin, alcohol consumption, pining, tension, confessions, seungmin knows he's hot, at least he's respectful, seungmin is a little bit of a tease, text message segments, kissing, piv, protected sex, brief oral (f rec.), fluffy, seungmin wins reader's heart over, (lmk if i missed any!)

a/n: honestly, this really confused me at first, but then it really intrigued me and i couldn't stop thinking about it. thank you anon for giving me this change to dig deeper and be more creative with my writing!! before we start the fic, i should let you guys know what my favorite fancam is!!!

it's seungmin's "my house" fancam from the 2020 SBS music awards!! you can watch it here! i think it's the way he moves in it that's just so addictive, i've probably watched it millions of times, i suggest you watch it too!

let me know in the comments what your favorite fancam is! <3 (ALSO pls pls leave suggestions in my inbox i literally love doing these)

here's the song on spotify, as well!

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The thumping bass of the music vibrated through the walls of the house, mingling with chatter and laughter. You navigated through the crowd, holding a red solo cup filled with some concoction you barely knew the name of. It was one of those typical college house parties—loud, chaotic, and bursting with energy.

You kept on losing your friends through the crowd of drunk dancing people, and the dim lights didn't help at all. The place was huge too, either someone rented out a mansion for the night, or they just happened to own a place this huge, and also had enough money to turn this place into a club-like setting.

Relieved to have found a quieter corner in the sprawling mansion, you took a moment to catch your breath and gather your thoughts. The night had been a whirlwind so far, and you couldn't help but feel a little lost in the chaos. You sipped your drink, scanning the room for any familiar faces.

Seungmin, a familiar face from your mutual friends, spotted you from across the room, his eyes lighting up when he saw you alone. He had been trying to catch your attention all night, but every time he got close, you seemed to disappear into the crowd.

Seungmin, little did he know, you were purposefully avoiding letting him come close to you all night. You barely knew the guy, sure, but every single time you've seen him, his charms made you undeniably angry, always seeming to have a different girl attached to his side.

He's a playboy, and you didn't want to get yourself tangled up in his game, you didn't want to be used for a quick fling, no matter how sexy he was.

So you continued to evade him, making sure to keep your distance from the boy who, even though you've never had a full conversation with, you couldn't get out of your mind.

Contemplating the chaos inside, you made a conscious decision to seek some fresh air and stepped out onto the balcony, feeling the cool breeze on your face. The night was quiet out here, a stark contrast to the party inside. You took a deep breath, trying to clear your head.

After a few minutes, you felt ready to dive back into the chaos. You re-entered the mansion, weaving through the crowd once more. As you made your way back to the dance floor, your eyes landed on Seungmin.

You couldn't help but roll your eyes in exasperation at the uncanny ability of fate to always lead you to the one person you least wanted to encounter.

He was dancing in the middle of the room, his body moving effortlessly to the rhythm of the music. His hips swayed with a natural grace that was almost hypnotic. He was laughing, his face lit up with genuine joy, and for a moment, you forgot everything else about him.

You couldn't help but be mesmerized by the way his body moved, how charming he was even when nobody was watching.

For the first time, you saw him without the usual entourage of girls. It was just him, immersed in the rhythm, completely unaware of the eyes on him. The way he moved was magnetic, and despite your better judgment, you felt a pull towards him.

Before you knew it, your feet were moving, carrying you closer to the dance floor. You tried to keep your distance, but your eyes never left him. Seungmin's dance was intoxicating, and for a moment, you let yourself get lost in the sight.

Then, as if sensing your presence, Seungmin looked up and caught your gaze. His eyes locked onto yours, and a slow, confident smile spread across his face. He held out his hand, an invitation in his eyes.

You hesitated, your mind racing. Every instinct told you to turn around and walk away, to avoid the playboy who had captured your attention. But something inside you wanted to see where this moment could lead.

Taking a deep breath, you stepped forward, closing the distance between you and Seungmin. His smile grew as he pulled you into his arms, his hands settling on your hips. The tension between you was palpable, thick enough to cut with a knife.

"Look who finally stopped running," he teased, his voice low and smooth.

You smirked, trying to keep your cool. "Look who's finally dancing solo. What happened to your other girls?"

Seungmin's smile widened, a playful glint in his eyes. "I figured they were getting in the way of something I really wanted."

You raised an eyebrow, a touch of skepticism in your voice. "And what’s that?"

"Getting to know you," he said smoothly, his fingers lightly tracing your hips as he guided you into the rhythm of the music. "I've been trying to catch your attention all night, but you keep slipping away."

You tilted your head, a smirk playing on your lips. "Maybe I was trying to avoid you on purpose."

"Really?" he asked, a hint of amusement in his tone. "And why would you want to do that?"

"Because you have a reputation," you said, your voice tinged with a mixture of defiance and curiosity. "One that doesn’t exactly scream ‘relationship material.’"

Seungmin chuckled, his grip on your hips tightening slightly. "What if I told you that my reputation is all just a show?"

"I'd call you a liar," you said, your voice teasing. "Because I've seen the way you flirt with anything in a skirt."

Seungmin spun you around, your back now pressed against his chest. His voice was low, his breath warm against your ear.

"And what if I told you that there's more to me than just a pretty face?"

You shivered, goosebumps rising on your skin. Your mind was telling you to run, to get away from the playboy who had captured your attention. But your body was telling you something else.

You leaned back into him, the heat of his body seeping through the thin fabric of your dress. "I'd say prove it," you challenged.

Seungmin's hand slid from your hip to your stomach, pulling you closer to him. "Come to my house tonight," he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear. "I'll show you everything."

"Why should I trust you?"

"You shouldn't," he admitted. "let me earn it."

You bit your lip, your heart racing. You knew it was a bad idea, but You found it impossible to ignore the undeniable chemistry that crackled between the two of you.

Seungmin’s hand rested on your lower stomach, his touch firm yet gentle as he guided your movements with the music. You could feel the heat radiating off his body, mingling with the intensity of the night. His proposition tugged at your desires, yet caution whispered warnings in your mind, leaving you torn.

You were just about to make your decision when the song changed, the beat shifting from fast and pulsing to something slow and seductive. Seungmin's hand moved from your stomach to either side of your hips, his touch sending shivers down your spine.

"Last chance to get away," he whispered, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear.

With a sharp intake of breath, you turned around and pulled Seungmin closer. His body pressed against yours, and you felt your skin burning up.

"If you get any funny ideas, I'm out." You huffed, acting like you totally weren't being swooned.

The bass of the music was heavy, and the heat of the room was nearly suffocating, but nothing could compare to the electricity between you and Seungmin. You were pressed up against each other, dancing with a natural ease.

Seungmin had his hands on your waist, and you had yours around his neck. The two of you moved in sync, as if you had done this a thousand times before. It was exhilarating, and you felt as if you were flying.

Seungmin smiled, and you felt your heart flutter. You had been avoiding him all night, but now you couldn't get enough of him.

As the music shifted to a faster pace, Seungmin's hands moved to the small of your back, and you felt his body moving with yours. The two of you were practically wrapped around each other, and you couldn't help but revel in the way he made you feel.

He was dangerous, but you couldn't resist him. He was a playboy, but there was a part of you that wanted to see where things could go.

The night went on, and Seungmin's offer remained on the table. You kept your distance, but you couldn't get him out of your head. When the party started to wind down, and the crowd began to disperse, Seungmin held his hand out to you.

"So, are you coming with me?" he asked, a smile on his face.

The words were simple, but they carried weight. You looked at him, and the temptation was almost too much to resist.

You thought back to all the rumors you had heard about him, the countless girls he had charmed and seduced, but you didn't care right now.

There was something about him that drew you in, and even though you knew it was a bad idea, you couldn't say no.

"Okay," you breathed, taking his hand.

The two of you made your way out of the mansion, and Seungmin led you to his car. The night was quiet and still, and the moon was high in the sky. It was as if the world had paused, giving you a moment to breathe before diving into the unknown.

"This is it," Seungmin said, his voice low and steady.

What did he have planned? Was he planning to just invite me here like all of his other quickies and make me leave the next morning? Or was he being serious?

The questions raced through your mind as you looked up at the apartment. It was smaller than you expected it to be, and in a quiet neighborhood. You had imagined him living in a luxury high rise, but this was surprisingly humble.

Seungmin held his hand out for you, and you took it, letting him guide you up the stairs. His hand was warm and reassuring, and for a moment, you could almost forget that you were in the home of a notorious playboy.

"Make yourself comfortable," Seungmin said, his tone soft and inviting.

You blinked in surprise, 'make yourself comfortable?' You thought he would jump you the moment you stepped foot in his place. But instead, he was offering you a seat, a drink, and an ear to listen.

You couldn't remember the last time you had spent an evening with someone in such an intimate setting. Usually, if you were to go home with someone, it was because they were expecting something to happen.

But tonight, it was different.

Seungmin was patient and attentive, asking questions about your life, and listening intently to your answers.

When would he drop the facade and make a move on me?

You questioned repeatedly, feeling a growing sense of anticipation building within you.

"Are you cold?" Seungmin asked, noticing how you had unconsciously wrapped your arms around yourself.

"Um, yeah, a little," you lied, knowing full well that you were just nervous.

Seungmin slipped his jacket off, draping it over your shoulders. "There you go," he said, his voice low and smooth. "That better?" The warmth of his jacket and the smell of his cologne surrounded you, and for a moment, you couldn't find the words to speak.

"Thank you," you managed, trying to calm the butterflies in your stomach. He had only given you his jacket, and yet your heart was beating like a jackhammer. You couldn't deny that you were attracted to him, and that you wanted him to keep on stripping.

But Seungmin surprised you again, by not making any move. It started agitating you, the anticipation of him not doing anything was killing you.

"Are you okay?" Seungmin asked, his voice laced with concern.

"Yes! No! I mean- I'm fine, it's just..."

"Just what?" he prompted, his voice soft and understanding.

"You're not gonna, y'know..."

"Gonna what?" he asked, a look of genuine confusion on his face.

You huffed, your cheeks red. "I mean, isn't this when you'd, like, y'know, make a move or something?"

Seungmin bursted out laughing, shaking his head. "Is that what you think this is? Me, bringing you back to my place so I can have my way with you?"

You pouted, a look of embarrassment on your face. "Isn't it? Don't you bring girls back to your apartment for this reason?"

Seungmin shook his head, a smile playing on his lips. "This is the first time I've invited any girl to my place," he admitted, "why? Did you want something to happen?"

"I- what? No, no!" you protested, but the blush on your cheeks betrayed you.

Seungmin's smile widened, and he leaned closer to you, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Are you sure about that?"

Your breath hitched in your throat, and the tension in the air was palpable. You could feel his body heat radiating off him, and the urge to close the gap between you was overwhelming.

"Y-yes, I'm sure," you stammered, but your eyes gave you away.

"Really?" he murmured, his hand brushing against your cheek.

"I mean, why did you bring me here, if not to... do things?" you asked, the curiosity getting the best of you.

Seungmin's smile faltered slightly, and he looked away, as if embarrassed. "I like you," he said quietly, "and I wanted to spend time with you, get to know you, in private."

You couldn't believe it, he didn't even try anything at all. He really did just want to spend time with you.

"You don't have to lie, you barely know me, how can you like me?" you huffed, a bit annoyed at his antics.

"Because, I don't chase, and for the first time in my life, I want to."

Your heart skipped a beat, his words catching you off guard. You looked at him, and you saw nothing but sincerity and vulnerability in his eyes.

"You like me?" you asked, disbelief and hope intermingling in your voice.

"I do," he affirmed, his gaze locked on yours. "I've been trying to talk to you for months, but you've been keeping your distance."

"I just didn't want to be another one of your conquests," you admitted, your voice soft.

"And what if I told you that I haven't slept with anyone else since I met you?" Seungmin asked, his voice laced with emotion.

You blinked, not believing what you were hearing. "You... haven't?"

"No, I haven't. I haven't wanted to," he said, his eyes holding yours.

Your heart raced, the emotions swirling within you threatening to overwhelm you. "I don't understand,"

"What's not to understand?" he asked, his voice soft and tender.

"Wouldn't liking me make you want to fuck me even more?" you challenged, trying to make sense of his words.

Seungmin sighed, running his hand through his hair. "I want more than that," he said, his voice thick with emotion.

"I want more than sex," he murmured, his eyes never leaving yours. "I want more than a night."

His words pierced your heart, and you were at a loss for words. You couldn't deny the indescribable feelings he was bringing out of you.

You felt his hand cup your cheek, his thumb brushing over your skin.

"So, do you want more?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

You breathed, your voice shaking.

Seungmin's grip on your hip tightened, pulling you closer to him. You could feel his body heat, the smell of his cologne, the sound of his heartbeat. It was intoxicating.

He leaned closer, his lips barely brushing against yours. You could feel the electricity between you, the desire for more.

You didn't care about his background anymore, you didn't care if he had an uncountable amount of women before you, you wanted to be the best, the last, you wanted to be all his.

Seungmin’s breath was warm against your lips, and the intensity of the moment made your heart race even faster. You felt like you were caught in a whirlwind of emotions, and the world outside seemed to disappear. The only thing that mattered was the proximity of his lips, the warmth of his touch, and the promise of something more.

You closed the gap, pressing your lips to his in a kiss that was both tender and passionate. Seungmin responded eagerly, his hands moving to cradle your face as he deepened the kiss. It was as if he was pouring all his emotions into that single, electric contact, and you could feel every ounce of it.

The kiss was slow and exploratory, as if both of you were savoring the moment and the connection between you. Seungmin’s lips were soft and insistent, and you could taste the sweetness of his breath mingling with the lingering taste of your drink. It was a kiss that spoke of longing, of desire, and of something more profound than just physical attraction.

When you finally broke apart, both of you were breathing heavily, faces flushed with emotion. Seungmin’s eyes were locked onto yours, filled with a mixture of hope and vulnerability. As if it was the first time he's ever kissed in his life.

"What does this mean?" he asked, your voice barely above a whisper.

You brushed his thumb over his cheek, a smile playing on your lips. "It means that I'm done running," you murmured, your voice thick with emotion.

"And?" Seungmin prompted, his gaze intense and unwavering.

"And," you began, taking a deep breath, "I want to be more than a night with you as well."

Seungmin exhaled, a look of relief and happiness washing over his features. He pulled you into his arms, holding you close as if he was afraid to let go. You wrapped your arms around him, the feeling of his embrace enveloping you. It was as if the whole world had stopped, and it was just the two of you in that moment.

"Thank you," he breathed, his voice filled with emotion. "Thank you for giving me a chance."

You buried your face in his neck, breathing in the scent of his cologne and reveling in the feel of his body against yours. You could stay like this forever, you thought, but reality soon set in.

You reluctantly pulled back, meeting his gaze. "So, what now?" you asked, your voice laced with anticipation.

"Now," Seungmin began, a smirk spreading across his face, "Can I take you out on a date, maybe?"

You couldn't help but giggle at the hopeful expression on his face, "Of course," you replied, your heart fluttering with excitement.

"How about tomorrow?" he asked, a grin spreading across his face.

You nodded, butterflies fluttering in your stomach. You couldn't believe this was happening, and part of you still wondered if it was a dream.

He leaned in and captured your lips in another but shorter kiss.

When he pulled back, you found yourself unconsciously chasing his lips, stopping when you realized what you were doing.

Seungmin smirked, and the look on his face sent a shiver down your spine.

"Are you going to keep teasing me?"

"Do you want me to?" he countered, his seductive tone back.

You playfully hit his chest, the flusteredness showing on your face.

"You were the one who told me to 'not try anything funny'." he teased, his fingers trailing over the back of your hand.

You wanted to curse at past you for setting you up like that. And at him for using it against you at this moment.

You wanted to tease him back, it wasn't fun being the only one cock-blocked.

"You can take your jacket back," you said, taking it off and handing it to him.

He looked at you, confused.

"I won't be needing it."

You brought your hands to the back of your dress, pretending to slowly unzip it.

His eyes widened and his face was red when he realized what you meant.

"Wait, so does this mean- Are you-"

"I don't know, am I?" you taunted, enjoying his reaction.

He blinked a couple of times, trying to process the situation.

"But aren't we going to date first?" he asked, his brows furrowed in confusion.

"Dating doesn't equal fucking."

His breath hitched in his throat and he looked at you as if you were an entirely new person.

"Did I surprise you?" You said, removing your hands from the back of your dress.

He was too stunned to say anything.

"Good night, Min,"

"W-what? Are you not staying?" he asked, disappointment laced in his voice.

"We have a date tomorrow, right?"

You turned away and made your way to the door.

"I'll see you tomorrow,"

"But-"

You didn't bother to hear him out, closing the door behind you.

You were dying laughing, all the way down to the bottom of the apartment.

Suddenly you felt a buzz, a text came in from your phone.

Seungmin: I wasn't expecting that.

You: You said you wanted to chase.

Seungmin: You got me,

Seungmin: Goodnight.

Seungmin: See you tomorrow.

Seungmin: Sleep well.

Seungmin: Text me when you get home.

As you turned off your phone, a mix of excitement and anticipation lingered, and you couldn't help but wear a stupid smile on your face. You knew he had you hooked.

***

You laid in bed, Seungmin still flooded in your head. The smell of his cologne ghosted your senses and the memory of his lips on yours replayed in your mind.

"I'm so fucked,"

You eventually fell asleep, excited for tomorrow.

When you woke up the next morning, the first thing you did was reach for your phone to check your messages. It was still early, so there were no texts from Seungmin on your phone.

But someone else did message you overnight, your friend who invited you to that party.

> I heard you left with Seungmin. I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU DIDNT DO ONE-NIGHT STANDS!!!

> Did you use protection?? please tell me you used protection.

> You're not even responding...

> Oh god, what happened??

> Don't tell me you're dead, naked, and your body is in a forest somewhere???

> You're still not answering.

> At least tell me if the d was big though? Did he know how to use it?

> Wait, don't tell me, I don't want to know.

> OMG WHAT IF YOURE PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY.

You couldn't help but burst into a fit of laughter, your friend was always one for drama. You decided to leave her on read, knowing that she'll be annoyed with your lack of response.

It didn't take long for Seungmin to text you.

Seungmin: Morning,

Seungmin: Do you have any plans today?

You: Yeah, I have this really hot date in a little bit.

Seungmin: I'm jealous.

Seungmin: He should know you're mine.

You: Come pick me up, Min.

You: So you can remind me.

Seungmin: Address?

You sent Seungmin your address, excitement bubbling within you as you prepared for your date. Your heart raced with anticipation, and you found yourself fidgeting with every little detail of your outfit.

When the doorbell rang, it felt like time slowed down. You took a deep breath, trying to calm the fluttering in your chest, and swung the door open. There he was, standing on your doorstep with a charming smile and a bouquet of flowers in his hand. The sight of him sent a surge of desire through you, making you want to drag him inside and forget all the plans you had for the day.

“Hi,” he greeted, his smile widening as he held out the flowers. “I thought these would brighten your day.”

You took the bouquet, feeling your cheeks flush. “Hi. Thank you, they’re beautiful.”

Seungmin’s eyes sparkled with genuine warmth as he looked at you. “Ready for our adventure?”

You nodded, your excitement palpable as you stepped out and closed the door behind you. The day was just beginning, and you could already tell it was going to be special.

The first stop was a museum, a place you had never been before. Seungmin seemed to know all the best exhibits and shared interesting facts with you as you wandered through the halls. His enthusiasm was contagious, and you found yourself captivated by his passion for art and history.

Next, he took you to a quaint little café for lunch. The food was delicious, but what stood out the most was the way Seungmin made you feel. His attention was solely on you, and every moment was filled with easy conversation and laughter. Despite your attempts to pay for your share, he insisted on covering the bill, his eyes twinkling with mischief as he did so.

After lunch, Seungmin took you shopping. You roamed through boutique stores, trying on clothes and laughing together as he gave you his playful opinions on various outfits. His generosity was evident as he insisted on buying you a stunning dress you had your eye on, despite your protests.

As the day wound down, you returned to Seungmin’s apartment. The atmosphere shifted as you walked in, the intimate setting contrasting with the excitement of the day. Seungmin pulled out his guitar, a soft smile on his face.

“Let me show you something,” he said, settling into a cozy spot on the couch and gesturing for you to join him.

You watched in awe as he began to strum a gentle melody. His fingers moved skillfully over the strings, and his voice, smooth and heartfelt, filled the room with a beautiful song. It was a side of Seungmin you hadn’t seen before, and you were mesmerized by his talent. The way he played and sang seemed almost magical, and you found yourself lost in the music.

When he finished, you were already snuggled up next to him on the couch, a contented sigh escaping your lips. The movie playing in the background was a mere backdrop to the warmth and closeness between you. You didn’t care about the film; all your focus was on Seungmin and the comforting presence he provided.

Seungmin’s arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. His touch was gentle, and you could feel his heartbeat against your back. His voice, soft and slightly teasing, broke the silence. “Did I earn your approval?”

You turned your head slightly to look at him, a playful smile on your lips. “Hmm, I don’t know.”

He feigned concern, his eyebrows furrowing as he looked at you. “You don’t know?”

You didn’t answer him right away. Instead, you shifted your position, climbing onto his lap so that you were facing him. The move was intimate and bold.

His hands rested on your thighs, and he looked up at you with curious eyes.

You placed your hands on his shoulders and leaned in to capture his lips in a slow, passionate kiss. He eagerly reciprocated, his hands traveling to your hips.

As the kiss intensified, you could feel your arousal growing, and the ache between your legs was almost unbearable.

You ground your hips down against his, and he let out a low moan, his fingers digging into your hips.

You could feel his bulge pressing against you, and the friction of his hardness against your core was driving you crazy.

"Fuck, I need this," you breathed, tugging at the hem of his shirt.

He lifted his arms, allowing you to remove his shirt.

As soon as his shirt was off, his lips were back on yours, kissing you with an almost desperate urgency.

His hands traveled up your back, pulling at the zipper of your dress. He removed your dress and tossed it on the floor, leaving you in nothing but your bra and panties.

He looked at you, taking in the sight of your body. His gaze was filled with lust and hunger, and his touch was electric on your skin.

His lips left a scorching trail down your neck, his hands exploring every curve of your body as he planted kisses and gentle nips on your sensitive skin. You let out soft moans, his touch and kisses sending shivers down your spine, unlike any you've felt before.

He reached behind you and undid the clasp of your bra, letting it fall to the floor. His hands cupped your breasts, and he ran his thumbs over your nipples, sending a jolt of pleasure through your body.

You gasped, arching your back and pressing yourself closer to him, wanting more. He obliged, his mouth capturing one of your nipples while his hand teased the other. You were panting and gasping, the pleasure was almost too much to bear.

His continued attentiveness sent waves of overwhelming sensations cascading through you, each touch and kiss a symphony of pleasure. You could feel yourself getting wetter by the second, and the throbbing between your legs was growing more intense.

Descending lower, his tongue painted intricate patterns on your skin, a tantalizing journey that culminated at the edge of your lace panties. With a deliberate motion, he hooked his fingers on the elastic of your panties, easing them down your legs with a gentle tug, baring you completely to his heated gaze.

"You're so beautiful," he murmured, his gaze full of desire.

With a tender push, he guided you down onto the plush couch, settling himself between your parted legs. His tongue ran up your inner thigh, making you shiver.

When his tongue reached your core, you couldn't help but moan, the pleasure was almost too much.

"You're so wet," he said, his eyes wide as he felt how slick you were for him.

He went back, his tongue swirled around your clit, taking his time to taste you, and the sensation was so intense that you could barely think straight.

"You taste so good," he groaned, his tongue plunging inside of you.

You cried out, your fingers gripping his hair. You could feel the heat coiling in the pit of your stomach.

"Seungmin, please," you begged, the need to release was growing more and more unbearable.

He pulled back, his fingers rubbing your clit, "What is it, baby?" he asked, his eyes scanning your face.

"I need you inside of me," you gasped, the sensation of his fingers on your clit was sending you over the edge.

He smiled, the look on his face making you even more desperate for him.

He leaned down and captured your lips in a searing kiss, his tongue dancing with yours. You savored the taste of yourself on his lips, finding it to be the most tantalizing and erotic sensation you had ever encountered.

As he continued to kiss you, his fingers worked their magic on your clit, and the heat and pressure building in the pit of your stomach was becoming too much to handle.

You could feel the tension daring to snap, until his fingers retreated, leaving you feeling empty.

"Why did you stop?" you pouted, your hips bucking against him.

"Because, you're going to cum on me." he teased, his tone seductive and teasing.

He undid his pants, grabbing a condom out of his back pocket before throwing it to the side, along with his boxers, revealing his cock.

Your eyes widened, taking in the sight of his size, he looked delicious.

He looked so sexy as he rolled on the condom and discarded the packaging, and you couldn't wait for him to fill you.

"Ready?" he asked, lining himself up at your entrance.

You nodded, the anticipation was almost too much to bear.

"Yes," you breathed, the need for him was almost overwhelming.

With that, he slowly entered you, stretching and filling you like no one ever had before. He moaned little curses, the sensation of being inside you was driving him crazy.

You whimpered, the feeling of him filling you was unlike anything you'd ever experienced before. He felt so good, and the pleasure was almost unbearable.

"Oh my god, Min, you feel so good," you gasped, your nails digging into his back.

He started thrusting in and out, the friction of his cock against your walls was sending sparks of pleasure throughout your entire body.

A guttural moan escaped your lips as the feeling of him moving inside you rendered your mind a haze of pure pleasure and ecstasy.

You felt like your brain was being reduced to mush, the pleasure was so intense, and his cock felt so good inside you, rubbing against your walls in ways you've never experienced before.

You arched your back, meeting his thrusts with equal fervor, feeling the tension build up in your core. The room was filled with the sound of your moans mixing with his, the heat between you both rising to an unbearable level. Every touch, every movement, every sensation was heightened in that moment, making you feel alive in a way you had never felt before.

The tension snapped, and you felt the heat and pleasure crashing over you, sending waves of ecstasy through your entire body. You cried out, the feeling was too intense, and the pleasure was almost overwhelming.

"Oh my god," you moaned, your nails raking across his back as the orgasm tore through you, rendering you a shaking, quivering mess.

He cursed in response, feeling your walls clench around him and your orgasm washing over him. The pleasure was too much, and the feeling of your walls pulsating around him was sending him over the edge.

He came undone after you, the pleasure crashing over him, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he rode out the waves of pleasure, the sensation too intense.

You held each other close, basking in the afterglow of your orgasms.

After a few minutes, he lifted his head, placing a gentle kiss on your lips.

"Did I meet the qualifications?" he murmured, his eyes shining with affection.

"More than qualified," you sighed, returning the kiss with a lazy smile.

'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'

taglist: @loverbangchan, @reignessance

[heartsteellerr]

How they react after finding out your bias isn't them

Content; Fluff Warnings; Established relationship, somewhat ooc, not properly proofread (grammar errors) Characters; All Heartsteel members

Ezreal

You have this man holding a hand to his heart, clearly offended in the most dramatic way possible. He'll whine and sulk almost every time he sees that darn photocard of Kayn at the back of your phone, or when he catches you watching a fancam of Kayn performing instead of him ⎯ even making comments about how Kayn is more like your boyfriend instead of him. At first he meant it in a joking sort of way but after some time he'd actually get effected by his own words. Maybe with some reassurance and cuddles, along with sweet kisses and a bit of pampering, he'd let it go, for now.

Kayn

Is offended just like Ezreal but is more grumpy and competitive about it. Sure, he could see the appeal if it were any of his other members... But seriously? Aphelios? Out of everyone, even him, you choose Aphelios?? Whenever he felt a tad bit annoyed seeing any Aphelios merch you have on display, he'd start flexing to catch your attention ⎯ whether it'd be his muscle, his rap skills, or even taking a black card out (that clearly isn't his) to coax you to divert your gaze towards him. Needless to say he's a bit petty, just not all the time though. He can ignore your bias for Aphelios on certain days of the year. Keyword: year.

Aphelios

You received an eyeroll from him. That's all. Aphelios wouldn't mind if you liked one of his members more than him because over all, he's the one who has your heart ⎯ and as cliche as it sounds, it is true. So long as you don't go overboard with it then he's totally fine with it. You sometimes catch him looking over your shoulders to watch something with you, like seeing a clip of Sett doing something stupid again will always, always get him to roll his eyes again while it makes you laugh. And if he's feeling generous, he'd get Sett to sign an autograph for you, or even take a pic of Sett with a joking caption that says: "Me and my gf's (other) b(oyfriend)ias getting ready for a shoot"

Sett

He'd be your hype man, no questions asked. Very supportive of you liking one of his members, especially K'Sante ⎯ who he knows has very few fans but still remains dedicated to his job as an Idol, which is something very admirable for Sett. And to further show his support for your bias towards K'Sante, he helps you get some of K'Sante's merch, ones that are hard to get from preorders getting sold out or are limited. Anything for his sweet S/O <3 Though, the only time Sett would feel bothered is if you pay more attention to K'Sante more than him so keep that in mind.

K'Sante

Someone who also doesn't mind you liking one of his members and jokingly teases you about it, especially seeing as it was their DJ Yone, one of the fan faves of the group. When he catches you watching one of their lives or MVs but you're focusing more on Yone, he'd playfully move the screen to focus on his side instead ⎯ sending a wink to you after seeing you roll your eyes at him. But unlike the others, he wouldn't pay much mind to you liking his member, not being bothered nor jealous about it as he trusts that you wouldn't go that far when it comes to you being a fan and being his significant other.

Yone

Yone isn't surprised when he hears you like one of his members, especially when he holds them in high regards in terms of their talent and being their friend, so when you tell him he'd feel flattered and almost somewhat proud. Wouldn't be the type to condone your purchases of their merch even though he should be ⎯ but knowing how high the prices are, how stressful it is preorder just an item, it honestly makes him worry for your wellbeing... and wallet. Sometimes on the more rarer occasions, he'd bend the rules to give you exclusive merch of him and your bias after feeling bad, along with a soft kiss on the forehead and some reprimanding to not spend so much when you have the real deal right in front of you (he did not say it like that but you know what he means.)

[atinyniki]

Hihihi<3 I was thinking of Seungmin or Lee know (you can chose) with a idol!Gf that gets hurt during a award show.. maybe falling off a wobbly platform 8ft in the air? (We don’t brear our back). What would his reaction be? I know it’s kinda cruel but Its been on my mind for a week.. if it makes u uncomfy ignore this and forget u ever read it<3 Ty in advance<333

i'll take care of you.

group: stray kids !

pairing: idol!kim seungmin x idol f!reader

genre: hurt/comfort, angst, fluff

warnings + additional info: reader is referred to as y/n, crying, reader fractures her ankle, kissing, play fighting, seungmin wants to murder someone, reader falls from a platform, lots of petnames, just rlly cute and fluffy at the end, seungmin is really scared, injuries, established relationships, munhee is a member of y/ns gg.

authors note: ik this was supposed to be more angsty but im literally head over heels for softie seungmin so here you go :P thank you for the ask annonie !! this is also not proofread. english is not my first language, so please excuse any grammatical or spelling errors. happy reading :)

wc: 1344

“hey hey hey, don’t be nervous my love… you’ll do amazing, i know it.”

“i’ve never done this in front of such a crowd before… what if they don’t like me, min?”

“oh baby… they’ll love you, i promise. and if anything happens on stage, your members will be there to back you up, yeah?”

you give him a hug, he always knew how to calm you down in moments like these. you suppose it’s because of his own experiences, especially considering the amount of award shows he’s been at. 

“i love you, seungminnie…”

“i love you too, baby. now go! you don’t wanna miss your cue. i’ll be in the audience, i promise.”

you give him a quick kiss, shooting up from the seat to go meet your members. seungmin leaves too, sitting down at stray kids’ respective table.

“excited?”, jeongin asks from beside him.

“of course i am! i’m so proud of her…”

his eyes stay fixed on the stage, waiting for your performance to start. the lights dim, and he sits up straight. it’s time for your performance.

there’s no point in recording, he knows they’ll have a fancam. right now, he just wants to watch his baby shine. 

and you do. you look absolutely gorgeous on stage, the lights hitting you at the perfect angles. the track starts, and the crowd starts cheering.

so many people, just for five girls performing. the first song is a ballad, something slow to set the mood. it’s one of your favorite songs from the comeback.

though munhee wrote the song due to her own experiences, your voice carries the same amount of emotion hers does, and it makes the lyrics sound so much more authentic.

seungmin watches from the crowd, he truly thinks he might cry. the rest of the boys are in awe too, some members of gidle clasping their hands over their mouths in surprise.

everyone is used to you doing intricate dances with upbeat music, and they’ve truly never been able to appreciate your vocals.

then it hits the climax of the song, ending with a high note you must complete. as scared you are of heights, you know it’s inevitable. the platforms will go up, whether you like it or not.

its a small space that you have to maintain, but you try your best to focus on the song. and now, you have to sing.

you close your eyes, letting out your voice, and it sounds absolutely angelic. and then you open them again once you hear the low whirring of the platforms.

they all go up. 

except for yours.

nonetheless, you continue singing, determined to keep your professionalism throughout the entire bridge. and then the song ends. the platforms finally lower back down, and all of you wait for your cues to leave.

once you see it, you take a step.

you shouldn’t have.

all of a sudden, your platform shoots all the way up. eight feet in the air. before you have time to process, it wobbles side to side and you fall off.

thud.

seungmin stands up instantly, rushing to get backstage. he doesn’t care how many people hes pushed and shoved, but he needs to know that you’re okay.

and then a shrill scream fills the air, and his heart stops. it feels like your entire foot is about to fall off, the pressure from your fall crushing it under your weight.

he continues running as fast as he can, getting backstage before you can even blink. “baby? oh my god…”

you’re still crying from the pain, being set onto a stretcher for your leg. “it hurts…”

“i know baby… i know. you’ll be okay…”

they finally get you onto a comfortable bed, evaluating the damage to your ankle. luckily there’s no blood, the medics assume that it’s broken.

“seungmin… you’re on soon.”

“i’m not performing. jeongin’s filling in for me today.”

“what? but you practiced…”

“please… let me stay. i just want to help you feel better…”

you grab onto his hand, trying your best to reassure him that you’re okay. he doesn’t budge, so you just give up on it. 

“you did amazing, angel.”

“thank you…”

“no, really. i mean it. you kept it incredibly professional out there. plus the song was way outside your comfort zone, it was just amazing to hear you sing like that.”

“seungmin…”

“i’m going to kill whoever fucking did that to you. normally they’re more careful with these things… i should’ve had them double check or something. i’m sorry”

“hey, it’s not your fault. please don’t worry… it’s just my ankle. i’ll be fine, really.”

“but you’re hurt. if we had done a test before to check… maybe you wouldn’t have to be here…”

you smile, grabbing onto his hand and bringing it up to your lips to plant a small kiss over his wrist. “it was just a malfunction. it was out of our control, min.”

he clutches onto your hand tighter, his heart fluttering when he looks at you again. the black lightning-like streaks paint your face, eyes still slightly glossed over and nose red.

you’re so worn down, but you still look beautiful as ever. he prefers you like this, natural and authentic. you still look just as beautiful, but the black streaks have his heart clenching.

suddenly, he gets up, picking you up and moving you to the side a little. he’s extra careful not to apply any pressure to your ankle. he knows you’re in enough pain already.

he sits down in the empty space next to you, pulling your head to his chest. “you promise you’re okay? no discomfort?”

“it hurts of course, but other than that, no.”

“i’m so sorry…”

“baby, it’s really not your fault.”

he rubs up and down your arms, more so to soothe himself rather than you, and you smile up at him. you place a small kiss on the corner of his lips, as far as you can reach without moving your legs.

“i’m okay…”

“i love you, gorgeous.”

“i love you too, minnie.”

the medics finally come back, telling you that it’s only a fracture. you’re lucky you don’t need a cast, but you still need to heal for a little while.

“thank god you’re okay…”

“seungmin—“

“you’re not going anywhere without me for the next couple days, okay? i’ll take care of you, i promise…”

“seungmin, you really don’t have to—“

he cuts you off again.

“but i want to.”

you giggle again, you didn’t think he’d react this way. but of course he was going to be overprotective, what did you expect?

you lean over to plant one more kiss onto his jaw, and he pulls you onto his lap. “seungmin, i think you’re more upset about this than me…”

“of course i’m upset! they hurt my baby…”

“it doesn’t even hurt that bad anymore… im fine. you don’t have to worry about me.”

he pulls you flush against his chest, nuzzling his face into your neck. you giggle at him, a little confused as to why he’s licking you, but you stop once you realize that it’s not saliva.

they’re tears.

“it could have been so much worse…”

you wipe the tears from his face, smiling once you see him clearly again. “why are you crying?”

he sighs lightly, giggling when he realizes how he’s acting. “nothing, i’m just… glad you’re okay.”

you smile at him, holding his hand again and trying to sit up. it doesn’t work of course, seungmins arms are wrapped tightly around your waist.

“let me go!”

you thrash around in his arms, but he only holds onto you tighter, giggling as he watches. 

“seungmin!”, you whine.

“they said you needed rest!”

“that doesn’t mean you have to be completely attached to me!”

he rolls his eyes playfully, planting a kiss onto the top of your head. “actually, thats exactly what it means.”

“i hate you, kim seungmin.”, you grumble. you turn to look at him, scoffing once you see him wink.

“love you too, babe.”

<3

[gabby-msr]

As a younger fan of the X-Files, I'm constantly amazed by the longevity of the fandom.

I've been in fan spaces for maybe 2-3 years at this point and the fanfic and fan art keeps on coming. Some people leave and new people bring their own ideas.

We have a few active podcasts, including one focused specifically on fanfiction and recording fanfiction. We have fic exchanges (@xfilesfanficexchange ) that keep on attracting new talent. I see new people all the time, sharing their thoughts as they watch for the first time and creating fantastic fancams. We have several old archives full of fics that ensure we'll never run out.

And more than that, I love the subculture (proper term?) that develops around it. I love that there are fics that are known widely across the fandom. Or that sometimes, a fic will capture nearly everyone's attention.

I don't know where this is going but I appreciate it so much. We're not perfect, sometimes there is drama, but overall I appreciate this space so much. Maybe Twitter's fuckery is making me appreciate it more.

[nogenderbee]

yooo, maybe pjsk boyswith a reader whos in a punk rock band and has like those lace eyepatches for their stage costume??? random idea

Hii! It actually sounds super cool especially that I really like rock music ^^ anyway I hope you enjoy <3

Akito, Toya, Tsukasa, Rui with reader who's in punk rock band

TagList: @vodka-glrl - come get your ginger tsundere~

@alicewinterway18 - come get your future star!

@bleachtheidiot - come get your boys~

⊱ Akito once stepped into your room while you were getting ready for a show and saw that you have eye patch, honestly he was a bit scared that something happened to you but he had to keep on his ginger tsundere act

I didn't bully Akito for WAAAYY too long

"What's that you have over your eye? Are you playing pirates or something? We're not 4 anymore, you know?"

⊱ sure, he knew that you had some punk rock band but never really checked out the videos, only music

⊱ he won't admit it but he actually thinks you look stunning with your band outfit on and from that moment, he catches up to all the videos he had missed and oh boy

⊱ Are all his recommended pages covered in your fancams? Yes. Is he enjoying this fact? Definitely. Will he ever land you his phone for even a second? Not a chance.

⊱ he'll definitely like to come to some of yours shows and congratulate you after it, and surprisingly not in his ginger I HAD TO Tsundere way

"Oi! You did good job there. I could tell everyone in crowd enjoyed it, counting me."

⊱ Toya saw music videos of your band and he most definitely noticed your eye patch, and once you met after he watched the video, he definitely mentions it

⊱ he doesn't think anything bad about it tho, if anything he's just worried that you're gonna trip or hit something while wearing it because you won't be able to see as well

"I watched some of yours band videos and that eye patch over your eye really suits you. But can you see well while wearing it?"

⊱ he just thinks that your eye patch suits you very well and if you'd want to, he'd gladly buy you some more

⊱ he definitely watched some of your fancams whenever it came on his recommendations but he never really looked for it himself

⊱ he definitely comes on your concerts whenever he can, and if he can't then he probably has a good reason for it because your concert is way more important than most things for him

⊱ be ready that if you walk around him with your eye patch on, he'll go for your hand and follow you making sure that you won't bump into anything

"Wait a moment, let me hold your hand. I don't want you to get hurt if you bump into something."

⊱ of course Tsukasa watched your music videos when you told him about your band but somehow he didn't noticed the eye patch back then...

⊱ so when he came into your room when you were getting ready for a concert, he literally had a panic attack

"YN!! What happened to your eye?!! Did you got hurt?! How serious is it?!!!"

⊱ you probably have to explain to this man that it's part of your costume and you're not actually hurt

⊱ and once you do explain it all to him, he apologizes for not paying attention to that music video of your band

⊱ he definitely bought an eye patch for himself so he can match with you and if he can, he'd love to wear it on his performance or at your concert

⊱ he's literally your banda biggest fan, I mean... did you saw how supportive he is about his sister band? Get ready for the same thing

⊱ most of his recommended pages are covered in your fancams and he's not ashamed to admit it, he can scroll through yours fancams in front of you and he will even compliment how well you look and play/sing on this clip

"You really did well on your solo there! But I could expect it from my dearest star!"

⊱ Rui definitely noticed your eye patch when he first watched your bands music video and he also really quickly catches on that it's part of your costume

⊱ if you play on klany instrument, he definitely would be interested how can you play on instrument so well while wearing it

"That eye patch certainly matches your band aesthetic! But how well can you actually see while wearing it?"

⊱ if you tell him that you can't see very well, be ready for him to make you eye patch that you can see through only from one side

⊱ he definitely comes to your concert and when you meet after it, he'll compliment how good you did and give you a little kiss on the cheek or forehead, depending on your height

⊱ if you ever want to have some special effects on your concert, all you have to do is ask your boyfriend and he'll do it, just pay him back with a kiss and survive some teasing, and he will be satisfied

⊱ if he ever gets your fancam on his recommended page while he's hanging out with you, be ready for his teasing

"Hehe, look, so many people think you did so well there. I'm really lucky to have you as my partner, don't I~?"

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[day6source]

hello loves! since we've got so much coming out for letters with notes, i thought i'd make a little masterpost for where to buy and a bit more of a breakdown of which events will be happening; video call/pc event/whatever else special going on, and update it as we go!! i'll do these for future albums of course as well hehe. i'll also do my best to link all of the music show performances once promotions start (and maybe smth else as a surprise, we'll see hehe) (all other stuff will be just in their general tags, so probably not visits to anywhere to promote, but definitely the music show performances themselves (for now))! this will be continuously updated, so i'll try and bring it back when there's been additions! everything starts under the read more!

SHOPPING

below are options for where to buy! most of them are online shops linked directly from the fans.jyp page, as well as a few places i personally like to buy from that have pretty good prices. thejypshop by default has a pre-order event, but is also always listed, so it's under the main shopping bit! i did my best to include mostly international sites (they default to english) for the main set provided by jyp. if you have any sites used in your country feel free to send them and i'll add the links in (these are american centric given i'm in america haha).

REGULAR VERSION:

THE JYP SHOP | YES24 | SOUNDWAVE | APPLE MUSIC | MUSIC PLANT | MUSIC KOREA | BLUE DREAM MEDIA | ALADDIN | SUBK SHOP | MUSIC PLAZA | CHOICE MUSIC LA | KPOP TOWN | KTOWN4U

DIGIPACK VERSION:

THE JYP SHOP | YES24 | SOUNDWAVE | APPLE MUSIC | MUSIC PLANT | MUSIC KOREA | BLUE DREAM MEDIA | ALADDIN | SUBK SHOP | MUSIC PLAZA | CHOICE MUSIC LA | KPOP TOWN | KTOWN4U

VIDEO CALL EVENTS

MY MUSIC TASTE | MUSICPLANT | EVERLINESHOP | SOUNDWAVE | APPLE MUSIC | BLUE DREAM MEDIA | MOKKETSHOP | MUSIC KOREA | MY MUSIC TASTE (ROUND 3) | MOKKETSHOP (ROUND 2) | MY MUSIC TASTE (FINAL)

PHOTOCARD EVENTS

MOKKET SHOP | EVERLINE SHOP

LISTENING

APPLE MUSIC | SPOTIFY | AMAZON MUSIC | BUGS! | DEEZER | FLO | GENIE | ITUNES STORE | MELON | PANDORA | TIDAL | YOUTUBE MUSIC | YOUTUBE VIDEO PLAYLIST

WATCHING

below is all of the content to watch!! m/v's, concerts, promo stuff, performances!! if it pertains to the album it goes here!

LETTERS WITH NOTES DAY 3 BEYONDLIVE CONCERT

DOWNLOAD LINK

OFFICIAL VIDEOS

LET IT BE SUMMER M/V | LET IT BE SUMMER MAKING FILM | LETTERS WITH NOTES JACKET MAKING FILM | NOTHING BUT M/V | NOTHING BUT M/V MAKING FILM | LET IT BE SUMMER LIVE CLIP | NOTHING BUT LIVE CLIP | YOUNG K SOLO CONCERT <LETTERS WITH NOTES> ENDING VCR - LETTER TO MY DAY | YOUNG K SOLO CONCERT <LETTERS WITH NOTES> CAFE EVENT BEHIND | KE-HIND EP. 1 SOLO CONCERT <;LETTERS WITH NOTES> BEHIND | KE-HIND EP.2 MUSIC SHOW BEHIND #1 | KE-HIND EP.3 MUSIC SHOW BEHIND #2

<LETTERS WITH NOTES> HEXAGON: 6 SIDES OF YOUNG K

TRAILER | EPISODE 1 | EPISODE 2 | EPISODE 3

PERFORMANCES

NOTHING BUT (OUTDOOR RECORDING @ 1THEK LIVE | NOTHING BUT @ DAY6 KISS THE RADIO | LET IT BE SUMMER @ DAY6 KISS THE RADIO | NOTHING BUT @ MCOUNTDOWN 230907 | NOTHING BUT @ MUSIC BANK 230908 | ROSE BLOSSOM WITH H1-KEY @ AKMU'S FIVE NIGHTS | NOTHING BUT @ AKMU'S FIVE NIGHTS | NOTHING BUT @ AKMU'S FIVE NIGHTS (VERTICAL) | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE 230909 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE FANCAM 230909 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE (HORIZONTAL) 230909 | NOTHING BUT @ INKIGAYO 230910 | NOTHING BUT @ INKIGAYO (FULL CAM) 230910 | NOTHING BUT, BABO, WHAT IS..., GOOD NIGHT, DEAR @ DINGO MUSIC | NOTHING BUT @ MCOUNTDOWN 230914 | NOTHING BUT @ MUSIC BANK 230915 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE 230916 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE FANCAM 230916 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE(HORIZONTAL) 230916 | NOTHING BUT @ SHOW! MUSIC CORE CLOSE-UP CAM 230916 | NOTHING BUT @ INKIGAYO 230917 | NOTHING BUT @ INKIGAYO (FULL CAM) 230917

PROMOTIONAL VIDEOS

STUDIO PEANUT BUTTER | DINOSAUR CLIP @ AKMU'S FIVE NIGHTS | BAM'S HOUSE | LEE MUJIN SERVICE

READING

we got a couple of written interviews! if you wanna read them, they're all right here! i typed them all out so that they'd be a little more accessible/easier to read than on an ad bloated site, so all of these link on the blog here!

BOLLYWOOD HUNGAMA | ALLKPOP | BANDWAGON ASIA | HIT MAGAZINE

[3416]

hi emma! i miss the boys but willy the most atm, do you have any favorite game or interview moments of his?

hiiiiii there... can't believe how long this summer is going to feel without them tbh. BUT MISSING WILLIAM NYLANDER HOURS? okay, i got you.

one of my favorite willy vids is his leaf to leaf with jt from last year. he's just so.. chill and open and happy there idk. his laugh gets me, and it's the same in his older leaf to leaf with auston. i also love the one with zach hyman from covid times and getting to see him laidback in his own space. and then... more recently.. i have revisited the bunting and willy tim hortons drive through content 489324923 times to cheer me up. also for more serious but interesting conversation, i've loved what the leafs have done with their 3 course conversations and willy's swedish menu one was interesting!!

if you want some older days stuff, there's his 20 questions with kasperi kapanen from when they were on the marlies... that was my intro to their dynamic and i love it. (and the 20 questions from the year before that is good too.. he's just a young baby giggly cherub imo) (also peep this willy + pasta interview from back in the day... it's fascinating to dig into the old connections imo) and here's an old compilation of him laughing :') i'm sure there are fancams and vids on twitter of him, but i'm TERRIBLE at keepign track of and sorting media on twitter, my bad.

and then maybe my favorite willy video of all time bc i'm not immune to cute happy children is that iconic interview with his dad where he's in the bg squirming around and knocking shit over and laughing... cutest thing i've seen in my entire life EVER.

if you're looking for more hockey stuff, here's a fun fanvid abt his career highlights up until last year (and how bitchy ppl have been abt his career only for him to prove his worth over n over), and then here's a recent compilation of all his highlights from this year... get to relive his hockey skill and pretend like we're still watching him play. it's a crime that we're not.

anyway, hope any of that helped or cheered you up. i hate how every leaf goes dark during the off season, but i totally don't blame them. if worst comes to worst, i also scroll through their igs/twitters and just google search them or look through blogs who have them as favorites. it's rough out here missing hockey players.

[shinestarhwaa]

QUERENCIA - CHAPTER 3: WILDEST DREAMS

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Word Count: 2K

Tags/warnings: wet dream, masturbation, sexual tension, mild angst

ENJOY!

"Oh, oh, yes, like that, fuck me like that!" Evelyn panted out, face pressed down in the sheets as Wooyoung fucked her into the matrass from behind. "Yeah? You like that?" He smirked as he smacked his big veiny hand on her juicy ass.

"Mm, yes, just like that! I love it so much!" She whined loudly. He pounded his cock into her so fast he swore he'd combust. It only took a few more thrusts for him to-

"Wake up"

What?

"Wake up," Yeosang whined as he shook Wooyoung's shoulder. Wooyoung sat up straight again, eyes wide open. He felt his cock pulsating in his joggers. The older one shook him again, more annoyed now.

"Are you gonna get out of the car or what? We're here. We're gonna eat chicken." Wooyoung nodded and got up, stepping out of the car, barely realizing where he was. As he walked into the restaurant with the other guys he felt his hot cum sticking in his underwear.

The men sat down at a table and were quick to order as it was quite some time after dinner hours. Wooyoung sighed, rubbing his eyes as he tried to take in what just happened. He had a wet dream where he actually came for the first time in years, and not just a wet dream, it was a wet dream about Evelyn, his dongsaeng. Oh this was bad. So bad.

Wooyoung strongly hoped nobody had seen him doing or saying anything weird in his sleep, but he figured they hadn't as the guys didn't say anything about it. They discussed about a stupid game Wooyoung did not care too much about. When the chicken came he was quick to stuff his mouth full with it, just to have something else to think about.

"So, Woo, are we gonna talk at all about what you were dreaming about?" San grinned, a slight smirk forming on his lips. Oh God no. "What?" Wooyoung asked, eyes big and wide open. "What did I do?" He asked nervously. "You were constantly shifting and making some kind of grunty...moany sound," Yeosang explained. Wooyoung thought deeply for a second, just to find something to cover his wet dream.

"I think I was getting chased or something," he blurted out. Most of the guys took his answer for the truth, but San's stare lingered on him. Wooyoung raised his eyebrow, mentally questioning him what he's on about. He knew him far too well to believe he wasn't having sexy dreams, but the others luckily had no idea. Wooyoung tried to avoid San's gaze as he felt himself blush whenever he met his eyes.

He was in trouble now.

♡

As Jongho laid in his bed he stared at the ceiling, thinking about Gayoung's beautiful voice. He put in his earbuds and searched up video's of her. The man felt a little silly like this, as if he was a fanboy, which he kinda was but that ain't the point.

It's been two weeks since Jongho sang his duet with Gayoung and he had been feeling lighter and happier ever since. They didn't necissarily have any lovesongs in their new album but he couldn't help but think about Gayoung anyways as he practiced, imagining that she watched him and cheered him on.

They had spoken for a while after it, talking about how they had started singing and why they felt so passionate about it. It somehow deepened their somewhat 'friendship' situation, although he was still left confused about if they were friends or collegues.

Hours ticked away on the clock as Jongho managed to watch every single fancam, every compilation and every Live clips of her in existance. He giggled like a teenage girl looking at her crush. Maybe he was looking at his crush.

Listening to her vocals in Donna's first album was going to be his new favourite hobby, for sure. He replayed it until he fell in a deep sleep, only to wake up around 8AM with the album still on. Did he actually stream this all night?

"Good for the charts, I guess," he sighed as he rubbed his eyes. He got up and put his earbuds back in their case. He made his way to the bathroom and took off his clothes, stepping into the shower. Jongho took a deep breath, trying to calm his heart down before facing Hongjoong and Wooyoung. He simply could not face them as he was all giddy.

After washing up Jongho took care of his skin, mumbling the words to Gayoung's parts in No Good Reason as he did so. Wooyoung stepped into the bathroom, fuck.

Okay, act normal, act normal, Jongho thought as he fixed his hair, but it was hard to hide his excitement. Wooyoung patted Jongho's back. "Good morning," he said as he brushed his hair back. "Morning, Wooyoung," Jongho smiled. Wooyoung was a little surprised to see Jongho so perky early in the morning, but let it slide. He had more important stuff to deal with.

He had trouble sleeping now because he got horny so easily. Maybe he truly was sex deprived because everything turned him on and also everything made him think about Evelyn, as if he was under some kind of spell, but he was so ready to stay under her spell.

♡

Seonghwa sat by his desk after he shut off his YouTube livestream. He sighed and ran his hand through his hair after putting his phone to the side. He had promised Atiny's to do a live today, even though he didn't truly feel like coming online.

It had been a rough time with a lot of pressure on the comeback-preparations, and Seonghwa felt somewhat drained. He absorbed himself in Animal Crossing and Zelda games, so much it started to annoy his members. He felt uncomfortable, yet he did not wanna confess as he was afraid to be a bother during this busy time.

He was used to being the members' rock, the shoulder they cry on and each of them actually would. He was grateful, but felt lonely, maybe not being seen as much right now. Seonghwa found himself craving attention and before he could contemplate too much he got up and entered San's room.

San was laying in bed, watching funny animal video's as he snuggled up in his sheets. "Hey hyung, what's up?" San asked as he sat up. Seonghwa shrugged a little before shuffling closer to San. "What are you upto?" He asked.

"Just watching some videos." San patted next to him on the bed, inviting Seonghwa in. "What's going on?"

Seonghwa sighed and rested his head on San's shoulder. "Just struggling with the pressure, I'm not statisfied with my part yet but the music video shooting is coming up and... I just lost confidence. I don't feel seen, which I know, it's ridiculous," Seonghwa mumbled.

"Hwa, hyungie, they are your feelings, your emotions. They aren't ridiculous or silly or weird. If that's how you feel that is just how you feel, hm? Do we not check in as much? Cause I can pay attention to that. And your part is truly amazing, we are all so proud of you," San smiled, immediately lifting Seonghwa's energy.

"Really?" "Yes really, you are truly the coolest~ you've been looking great too, there is nothing to worry about."

Seonghwa nuzzled his face into San's neck as he sighed, wrapping his arm around him. "It's okay to feel like this... But it isn't necissary okay?" "Okay," Seonghwa nodded. "You'll do great, I promise, everyone will love you and hype you up, like I do." "You are the best Sannie."

The door opened again, revealing a wet-haired Mingi. "Hey, what's going on? Are we having a mountain-cuddle party?" "Somewhat, yeah," San chuckled, making Seonghwa smile too. Mingi took a sprint towards San's bed, jumped and landed on top of the two boys who yelled at him in pain.

"Yah, Mingi!" Seonghwa laughed as he scolded him. "Mountain cuddle party!" Mingi cheered, shaking his head like a dog so the water droplets from his hair ended up in San's face and sheets. "Aish you-"

"Love you too Mountain."

♡

It was another day of work, but today KQ decided to give their artists some kind of update on new boring policies that the guys and girls couldn't care less about if they were honest. They were seated in a room as they listened to the chairmen, but a few of them rather paid attention to something - or someone - else.

Wooyoung's eyes met Evelyn's from across the room. He couldn't help but bite his lip as they held eyecontact, until he noticed her eyes were scanning his body. A light smirk played on his lips as he looked away, feeling his ego being boosted like crazy. She was actually checking him out.

He tried to steal glances at her when she wasn't looking, admiring how her flowery sundress hugged her figure. It was cute, but the chunky boots and the sexy eyeliner made his blood coil in his veins, in all the spicy ways.

If he got like 10.000 won for every time he had thought of her whenever they made a joke about their upcoming title track, he'd be a billionaire by now.

When the chairmain dismissed them Wooyoung found himself walking behind her. She suddenly dropped her phone out of her hands, excused herself for being clumsy and casually bended forward to pick it up, giving him a perfect view of her behind. Now she knew she was trying to give him a peek on purpose. She wanted it just as badly as he did, he just needed to get her alone.

The entire day he was busy with preparations and photoshoots and that thankfully distracted him for the most part, but the real insanity began as he entered his bedroom. He leaned against the wall, throwing back his head as he sighed.

His cock hardened in his pants when he recalled the moment he had the perfect view on her ass. Wooyoung palmed himself through his jeans, biting his lip. He got out of his clothes within a few seconds, shimmied down his underwear and got into his bed.

His phone screen lit up the room as he searched for Evelyn's pictures. His heart nearly stopped when he found a picture of her on stage, her clothing short, tight and dark, God was it tight, and Wooyoung prayed for forgiveness when he slid his hand to his crotch.

His hand wrapped around his hardened cock, and he hissed at the feeling. Wooyoung spat on his hand and used it as a lubricant to work up his cock. He fucked into his fist at a slow pace, scanning her beautiful features as he looked at her pictures.

Oh he was going to hell for this, masturbating to her pictures. Was this even okay to do? Pleasure overtook him as he jerked himself off faster, so focussed on the girls' lips and sensual eyes. Wooyoung clenched his eyes shut as he felt himself getting closer. He pictures her hands on him, her mouth on him. Maybe she'd take his cock into her mouth and-

Wooyoung spilled his seeds all over his hand, coming with a low groan. He grabbed a tissue and cleaned his hand but his length stayed so hard, so hard.

The boy started to put his dancer hips to use, sensually rolling his hips into his fist. He bit his lip to stop himself from moaning as he pictured her wet cunt swallowing him whole. "Oh Evelyn, that is so fu-fucking good," he grunted.

He knew she'd take him so well in her little pussy. She was asking for it, she wanted it just as much as him. The neediness became too much for him as he rutted into his fist until he came once more, groaning and moaning her name as silent as he could.

She truly took him to the seventh heaven, even if she hadn't touched him. Yet. But he's change that soon enough.

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[lilacalily]

NaHyuck Analysis Pt. 2

A continuation of the discussion on NaHyuck realism

3. Affection

These two are touchy. And by touchy, I mean the flirty, sexy kind.

They don't just cuddle, they don't just sleep curled up on a couch that barely fits one, they don't just hold hands. No.

Jaemin has kissed Haechan's neck. He's kissed him on the lips. He holds his waist in a not bro-like way for loooong moments, and he is way too happy to grope him when given the opportunity to touch.

Let us not forget the difference between the way Jaemin felt him up and the way the others just kind of lightly patted at him during that dance quiz on weekly idol.

Jaemin was sooo gentle and he was literally plastered to Haechan's back. Also, this is kind of the normal way that they interact with each other physically.

Please watch fancams/fan focus vids of these two on stage. You can see so much when you watch how they interact and the facial expressions they make live. I literally just saw one today from tds3 where Jaemin saw him do something sassy and then turned away from the member's view and bit his lip in a 'oh shit that was so hot' kind of way. He smiles so brightly and fond to when Haechan does aegyo.

Also, they don't just slap the booty, which is pretty common even in bro culture in Korea. No, Jaemin stares at Haechan's ass. Like, often. He does a full visual pat down when he stands behind him on stage. (Again fancams. They do not have themselves in check for the entire duration of time on stage.) And he holds it.

Do you do that with your friends? I don't. I might give a little booty tap (although even then, I'm usually flirting a little), but I don't cup their asscheeks. During a hug, my hands stay above the waist. Jaemin's very much do not.

Now, Korean culture is very physically affectionate between men, but the shit they do is next level. Maybe it's just idol fanservice, but even that means something, because they don't do that with every dream or 127 member. They specifically choose to do this with each other.

Both are pretty playful and flirty with others, but idk man.

It's next level with these two.

4. Bringing it back to Earth

Ok, so let's not be delulu. Let's consider the options here, because I want so bad for the representation and I love a cute LGBT+ love story, but I can be realistic.

What are the scenarios and what are the chances I would give them?

Scenario A. -> 15%

Very very touchy friends, but everything is fanservice and totally meaningless romantically. 100% platonic.

Scenario B. -> 23%

They're the type of queer friends who have a certain solidarity and openness that leads to high levels of affection and trust. Especially in their industry, they can't be super open publicly and it's hard to be in a relationship, so they take comfort in each other. They kiss and makeout occasionally, but nothing much more than what we've seen on cam.

Neither wants to go further, although they do see each other as attractive and maybe have had a dream or jerk off fantasy involving the other at some point. But still, basically just hot friends.

Scenario C. -> 23%

Scenario B, but they went further. Maybe someone was drinking and oops, Haechan gave Jaemin a blow job oops! or one of them got rejected and they had a sorry you got dumped mutual jerkoff. Maybe one of the many times they were playing around being 'fake' flirty just kind of...kept going?

It never happened again, but they're a touchier version of friends because of it.

Scenario D. -> 14%

Scenario C, but then it became a convenient habit oops!

Scenario E. -> 10%

They weren't super close, more like friendly work colleagues, but then for whatever reason, they fell into bed with each other at some point:

Got turned on by the other's dancing or on cam flirting and then hit up their hotel room during promotions? Went out to eat or drinking to better their working relationship and bam? Maybe even something like, hey I want to hook up with someone because I'm a horny 18-25 year old dude who likes dudes and this semi-close friend of mine is available/willing/similarly inclined?

Now they're friends with a sexual history who love each other, but in a platonic way. They've only messed around once or a few times. It's not off the table when both are single, but it's not a habit.

Scenario F. -> 4%

They've been regularly sleeping with each other. A friends with benefits deal. Maybe even dating at some point, maybe even still dating?

Scenario G. -> 1%

They love love each other, full romance. 100% I would marry this person.

Scenario H. -> 10%

Secret crush. One is just playing and flirting for fun, because that's their personality. The other actually is interested and wants to move forward but can't because of reasons. What are the reasons? Crush has a partner, crush isn't interested in guys (unlikely, considering...everything), or it's unrequited.

TLDR;

So, basically I think they love each other, but probably aren't in love with each other. I think it would be reasonable to assume they've had some level of romantic/sexual contact, but unlikely a regular thing. There's a lot of understanding and care for each other, they see each other and are perceptive of the other's feelings. If one of them got seriously hurt by someone, I imagine the other would be like who do you need me to kill?

[eusuntgratie]

Hello, I came across the 'fighting in Ice Hockey' Wikipedia page and was very intrigued! Now several youtube compilations (Best nhl fights, then funny moments, then best goals etc) and several Hockey AUs for pairing I'm already a fan of later, I'm ready to continue my hockey journey (descent?) - do you have any blogs you can recommend? Also do you have a place to start re teams and or like essential viewing or reading? Normally I can just watch a show or read a book, but this feels a bit different and I don't know where to start 😅

Also I see the is quite a bit of RPF on Ao3- totally chill with that good writing is good writing after all, but is there any like background on why certain pairings are popular?

oh goodness, hi! and welcome to the madness that is hockey fandom/hockey rpf! i'm probably/definitely not the best person to answer this as i'm pretty new to hockey fandom and only closely follow three teams, but i'll do my best <3

okay *most* hockey blogs are focused on one or a couple of teams. so it's a little tricky to point you in a direction if you aren't already attached to anyone. you can find a lot of good hockey primers on tumblr if you search for a team or a ship + primer.

if you have a local or localish team, maybe start there? descend into tumblr tag hell. many of us start out going oh haha i'm just going to read fic, and maybe reblog some gifs, and then end up attached to teams that are far away and spend obscene money to see those teams when they travel close to us. (my favorite team is in a different conference, so they only come to my city once a year).

there are definitely teams that have more fandom activity and those that have less. all based on the narratives, baby. my local team isn't very fandom active on here, so while i generally root for them and follow them and go to games, i'm not fandom feral about them.

MY team is the pittsburgh penguins. i do not, nor have i ever, lived in pittsburgh. but the pens have the longest serving trio in professional sports, and i am completely and utterly in love with them (but not as in love with them as they are with each other). our captain, sidney crosby (fat of ass and genuinely one of the best hockey players EVER) and his two alternate captains, evgeni (geno) malkin and kris letang, are all obsessed with each other. sidgeno is definitely one of the most popular pairings in hockey rpf. i read and write a lot of them. you can browse #fave 8771 and #sidgeno on my blog to get a glimpse of why.

(note that hockey ship names are unpredictable. sometimes numbers mushed together, sometimes names mushed together, sometimes something else, sometimes there's not really a ship name).

some other big ships are travis konecny/nolan patrick of the philadelphia flyers (love these two... they don't play together anymore... theres a lot of backstory there. theres lots in #tknp on my page), auston matthews/mitch marner of the toronto maple leafs (not my jam i'm no help), alexander ovechkin/nicklas backstrom from the capitals, leon draisaitl/matthew tkachuk (more of an enemies to lovers type scenario), and jamie drysdale/trevor zegras of the anaheim ducks. these ships are popular bc they are insane about each other in some way. oof there's so many more though? these are all popular on ao3 so there's lots of fic out there; perhaps a good starting place.

let me know what you're looking for and i'm happy to point you in a direction! a team, a ship dynamic, a type of 'character' you like, a type of fic you like; we got it all. tell me what you're into and i can spin you around and give you a gentle shove towards some unhinged gifs, a lovely fic, or a nice fancam :)

dying to know which pairings you're already into and why 👀 that might also be a good starting place. (you're welcome to dm me if you'd rather do that)

hockey friends PLEASE feel free to chime in!

[jjsanguine]

BL/QL Ask game: The Ugly, the Bad and the Worst

From @clara-maybe-ontheroad

I feel like starting a random tag ask game for all the terrible shit us QL-lovers put up with, sometimes for pleasure, sometimes for pain, sometimes for both! The list of questions ended up being very long so no one has to do them all, just the ones you want, but I'm excited to see what everyone comes up with :)

The categories are:

Worst soundtrack / weirdest song choice in a BL

I listen to basically anything so I've yet to really be weirded out. I have kpop, world music, afropop, Afrobeats, gospel, country, drill, R&B, praise and worship (?) and others I don't know the genre names for jumbled together in the same playlist lmao.

Most cringe-inducing line (cute)

"Let's kiss the dog together" in Lovely Writer. I don't like dogs so this made me crease even more. Kissing animals is gross I'm sorry.

Most cringe-inducing line (actually bad)

Any line I truly disliked is blissfully gone from my memory.

Most stupid decision made by a character

Any of Phupha's decisions in The Promise (2023), but chiefly the decision to disappear from 10 years. I know it was the driving force in the show but it was still a fucking terrible decision.

Worst plot line

Gram x Eugene in Not Me. Literally huh ??? I choose to ignore it.

The most problematic show you've watched

Probably Tharntype. I do not care what happened in Lhong's life man. Why are you muddying a cartoon villain with a sob story.

A show people love but you find bad

I never finished Love In The Air or Gap the Series. I didn't find them bad really, I just got missed an episode and then never caught up.

A show people find bad but you will defend

I don't know if people dislike the while show but secret crush on you episode 1 makes you want to peel off your skin and wring the ick out of your bones. But after you've taken a month or so to recover from that, it's a masterpiece.

A show that is just objectively bad but you enjoyed it

Probably Tharntype, purely based on me watching it several times but also wanting to throw my phone for like 80% of the runtime. It's like when I eat food and go "I'm not sure how I feel about this" the entire time, but have to conclude logically that I liked it somewhat since I finished it all of my own volition.

A bad show that you kept watching because you were intrigued/fascinated

A lot a lot of them. I am easily pleased.

A bad show that you kept watching because you were horny

There's no level of horniness that will make me stick with a show that I'm losing interest in. Why would I bother with something that has a plot in that case lmao.

A bad show that you kept watching because of that one character

I've never done this with a QL because I could just watch a fancam, but I am going to keep watching Outer banks even though season 3 was character assassination because Pope is my baby.

A bad show that you would still recommend

Why would I recommend a show I think is bad??

The character that ruined a show the most

He didn't ruin the show but Not's off screen redemption arc in Be My Favourite soured the ending a tiny bit for me. Not everyone has to win y'know?

Most awful character that you hated /Most awful character that you loved / A character that wasn't awful but that you just don't like

If I dislike a fictional character I usually just forget about them.

A hero that should have been a villain

Joke in Hidden agenda. He was a troubled guy but they could have gone full on toxic with it.

A morally bad character you're into

Kinn. Well, most characters in Kinnporsche. If they were real I'd want a few dozen degrees of separation between me and anyone with such casual disregard for human life.

A morally bad character you're not into and you wish people would stop being into

I don't really keep track of who others are into.

The show that disappointed you the most

Step by step. You don't even need to change the plot, just the pacing.

The Worst Show of Them All Because of Your Own Reasons

I 100% purged my memory of it, whatever this show was.

[moonjxsung]

Staaarr I have a somewhat funny story to share, plus I need advice sorta?

I have this 15 almost 16 year old cousin and her mom thinks she’s a ‘troublemaker’ cause apparently dating as a teen means you’re a bad kid. There was this whole thing during Christmas where she told the entire family she lost her virginity, which was true but it happened a while back, she just chose to say it during Christmas cause she wanted to cause a scene lol

ANYWAY after new years her mom messaged me and asked if I could try and talk to her, make her a better kid, cause I was a bit bad when I was a teen (aka I dated) but I turned out so well (aka I don’t date anymore) and she was like oh you could make her like those Korean bands you like so she won’t have time to act out. I personally took that as her telling me I get no bitches cause I like kpop.

Long story short I casually showed my cousin some girl groups and she hated them, but she liked TXT and she especially liked SKZ 🙃 like a lot. Her bias is Hyunjin and she already bought like 3 of his photocards, made a fucking beaded bracelet with his name and sends me Hyunjin edits on TikTok all day.

She came over to my house yesterday and after making me watch a playlist of her favorite Hyunjin fancams, she told me she started reading fanfic 🤠 and I’m so torn cause the stuff she reads she really shouldn’t be reading but like I’d be a hypocrite if I told her that cause I did the same shit when I was her age but at the same time now that I’m 25 I understand why MDNI exists so 🫠 I really don’t know what to do, I’d love to know your opinion about this 🥲

Anyway Stray Kids saving the youth apparently!!

~🌷~

OHHHH MY GOSH THIS WAS WILD TO READ….. first of all I REMEMBER when you said your cousin was going to reveal she lost her virginity at Christmas dinner (I still cannot get over how chaotic?? GIRL😭) and I’d been wondering how that went 😭 I do think it’s unfortunate parents think we’re going through some rebellious phase when we’re just dating, especially because when you swear off dating in your 20s, you don’t stop getting hit with the whole “when are you bringing a boyfriend here?” LIKE??? And the way they lowkey implied you get no bitches because you like kpop HELLO???? PLEASE 😭😭😭😭 that is SO my parents I completely get it

I’m glad she’s taking interest in kpop content and loving fancams and photocards and all that!! But the fanfic part… 😕😵‍💫 unfortunately that’s such a sad part about getting into reading fanmade content at such a young age because you will inevitably stumble across the nsfw content and it’s so hard to control as an adult once the young people start frequenting those sites! I mean I was reading badddd smut at the tender age of 13 and it was…. Not good for my development in the slightest. I would maybe just warn her, and even suggest some sfw fics or authors on the sites she’s on if you know any. Maybe even just having a talk about how adult content isn’t made for kids and that it’s not healthy for her to be consuming could scare her off a little? I think at some point when kids have a phone or a computer, there’s so little we can do, but at least just conveying that adult content is for ADULTS can be a little productive. I never had anyone sit down and tell me that, but I think I would have been more scared of those sites if I had been told they were bad for me 😭

I wish you the best of luck pookie and I wish there was more we could do to protect kids 😕 hopefully she at least loses interest or something and moves onto the next thing! Like girl go watch cartoons and be a kid for as long as you can :(

Sending you sm love, let me know how it goes!! 🩷🫶💖💕💗💓⭐️

[onward--upward]

Need more random info from make me misbehave!! It was a beautiful story, you did an amazing job. How do you think fans reacted to the engagement? What’d they say about the duo interview? Gimme anything and everything you can !!

ahh thank you so much!!

oh, their twitterverse is going to go insane when they realize they're engaged!! absolutely nuts. i think that alex and henry aren't going to officially announce it, maybe one of them just posts a casual photo where the ring is visible and the internet is going to freak tf out!!! i envision many keysmashes and exclamation marks. also i didn't know how to put this into the fic but i envision many fan edits of them set to alex's songs haha (i truly wish i could watch them because i love fan edits) the engagement-era fancams would be fantastic

the duo interview <3 i think most of the twitter besties have the attitude of "i hope they're doing well and taking time for themselves but also i miss them" and they're very happy when henry's next acting project is announced. also everyone screams about the lines in the interview that mention how domestic they are haha!! many tweets among the lines of: why was this not a filmed interview!! give us the footage!! (there was no footage, everyone was sad)

anyways thank you, lovely anon <3 i am happy to chat about my silly little fic anytime

[haobinist]

Ok. Wow. Boys Planet. ZB1. Many thoughts.

Very happy for our 9 shiny boys! Unfortunately there was no 12 member lineup twist, I knew it wouldn’t happen but part of me thought just maybe it could lol.

Before I discuss the lineup I just wanna say it was so nice to see all the eliminated trainees. WOONGKI BOY!! Haruto!! Seunghwan (and the banner of his own face that he brought lol)!! ollie wonka with two functioning arms!! Wang Zihao!!WUMUTI TI TI TI!! The NINE.i boys!! Chen Kuan Rui, esp his reaction to Hao’s ranking!! And everyone else as well. Boys planet truly would not have been the same magical experience without all of them, even if they weren’t performing on the final stage.

Im so sad for Keita, Jay and Park Hanbin especially. I really hope they get scooped up by wealthy, well connected companies and continue on having successful careers in the kpop industry. I’d def be there to support them! pH-1 is already joking abt working with Keita on Instagram and even tho that’s obviously not a concrete promise of anything I’d love to see something happen between Keita and H1ghr Music lol.

I’m gonna go thru member by member now, in an attempt to organize my thoughts.

1. Zhang Hao

Holy shit !? Hao P1 !? Absolute slayage. I was so surprised. Tbh, this week I was stressing about how his rank might drop because of losing filler votes, but here he is ranked #1 :D congrats to him for making history as the first foreign center in produce/planet history!

2. Sung Hanbin <3

Mother is debuting!!! Not in P1, which was a twist, but still with a very high rank. This man has a really bright future ahead of him and I’m so happy that I get to support him along the way!

3. Seok Matthew

I was genuinely concerned as to whether or not he would debut, Matthew p03 had me gagged fr I was so happy for him. He’s such a ray of sunshine and has great chemistry with literally everyone he interacts with.

4. Ricky

The SCREAM that was SCRUMPT. Would not be surprised if my neighbors had called 911 honestly. So happy for him!! Honestly, it’s between him and Zhang Hao for my bias in the group. Ricky has grown on me immensely since I started watching the show, also I think he has the best fan edits in the whole fandom like not even just ZB1, of Boys Planet contestants in general. For some reason I feel like the group name really suits him? Like if u showed me a picture of Ricky and said “he’s in a group called ZB1” that would make sense.

5. Gunwook

yet ANOTHER pleasant surprise! I obviously knew he was in the conversation but I was expecting him to be up for like 8th or 9th, esp after he dropped in the 3rd ranking. He started the show with such a tough guy image, but he’s really such a softie and I love it.

6. Kim Taerae

Main vocal slay :) can’t wait to hear more of his high notes and see his big smile onstage. Also I feel like the new dark hair really brings an edge to his image that we haven’t seen before. He might be a reverse Gunwook, seeming very soft and cute at first but actually being tougher than anticipated lol. I was nervous for him after seeing he was 11th in the interim, but clearly the voters pulled thru.

7. Kim Gyuvin

I have not been the biggest Gyuvin fan in the past, but I gotta say he’s really growing on me. He’s like a big goofy puppy dog that can dance really well. His reactions to seeing the other trainees winning (especially Yujin) were so endearing! The other day I watched his en garde fancam on loop aksjfgh he does have a very interesting captivating energy and I appreciate that.

8. Kim Jiwoong

Our hyung <3 so happy for him, he’s been through so much with his previous debut but now he’s finally done it. It’s also nice to see someone who is so clearly openly supportive of the queer community in the final lineup. Not to say that the other trainees aren’t ofc, I think they r all allies (if not queer themselves), but like, jiwoong acting in BL and being friends with Holland, the literal only out k-pop idol, is a different kind of support that I’m happy to see. Most idols tiptoe a bit more, but jiwoong actually does things that r clearly in support of us yknow.

9. Han Yujin

Our maknae :) seeing him drop so much was really surprising, for a moment I thought he wouldn’t make it tbh. I’m fairly neutral on him, I think he’s an amazing dancer and has so much potential, but if I’m being honest he wasn’t necessarily one of my picks. I’m not mad that he’s here by any means tho. I know ZB1 hasn’t even debuted yet so it’s kinda silly to be theorizing about what he’ll do after, but hes young, talented and popular enough that I think once they reach the end of the 2.5 year contract he’s gonna redebut and reach success all over again.

So, that’s it! Boys Planet is over! The lineup is announced! Zhang Hao, Sung Hanbin, Seok Matthew, Ricky, Gunwook, Taerae, Gyuvin, Jiwoong and Taerae. Our Bep1er- now officially known as ZEROBASEONE :D it feels so surreal, but I’m so excited to stan these boys.

[dojae-huh]

I always wanted to know what everyone's favourite 9 would be for a dream NCT unit... Mine are very predictable as I like the ppl i always talk about.

My nine would be

1. Doyoung of course as the main vocal and pr person

2. Taeyong coz he is the most beautiful dancer for me and also coz he is a show man and we need those in a kpop band

3. Jaehyunnie coz we need jaedo to sing together always, lolz

Jokes aside his vocals were the first ones I liked in NCT as a whole, he got me hooked to without you. Also I have talked about this a few times he's also my favourite member to watch fancams of... So he will be lead vocal and dancer

4. Hyuck... He's my ultimate with doyoung, I love his stage presence and he's the other member I watch all fancams of, I love his dancing and I love his happy vocals in almost all dreamies songs and even 127 songs

5. Mark, with Hyuck u always need a mark... Mark is the best rapper and best dancer in 127 and dreamies why wouldn't he be in my dream team. He also needs to be in the unit for it to be a hit, that's why sm puts him in all the units.

6. Johnny, I like him for his body and for his personality in 127 and NCT content. Most of his jokes aren't funny but for his body and face alot can be forgiven. He will be the visual

7. Xiaojun... The boy can dance and sing very well, he's also cute and would be perfect singing with jaedo

He's going to be my other main vocal and unlike doyoung the boy can dance too so he can stand Infront even after he sings 😊

8. Yangyang... The other wayv member I love and adore, he's a baby but to me personally he's a good dancer and a good rapper

He can change his looks well and I've a feeling under Taeyong the boy will grow alot more

I can see yangyang have a better future in my dream team

9. Jeno... Technically the only dreamies member but markhyuck are dreamies too

Jeno brings his face, dance and also his social skills. The boy seems like the most average Joe but has a temper and is very moody (doyoung has a type)

I would love him being in a band where he is close to almost half the band

Also Hyuck and xiaojun are close...

I just am bored as I'm off work and this is what I thought off all day

I was asked this question several years ago. As I got to know the members better, my answer will be different today.

Aren't there too many rappers in your dream team? Heh.

Forget shipping and gay fluids in the air, voices need to match in a group, and Jae and Do's tones are very compatible and don't sound similar. It is possible to mistake Doyoung for Taeil, Yuta for Taeil, Jungwoo for Doyoung in places (and those who make lyric videos make such mistakes regularly), but this is not the case with JaeDo (except maybe a very narrow area in falsetto register?).

Differing voices bring diversity and more texture to a song, but they also introduce the problem of cohesion. Which is evident with 127 in many songs. The level of technical skill plays a role in it, but also the tone of voice.