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#me: i hate my art and i will never be all that good maybe i should never draw again šŸ˜”
slobber-teeth Ā· 2 days
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[trudges back into the sniper tag] hey guys. have you met my wife
this is lawry (she/he pronouns) i have been cooking up a lot of lore about him lately, mostly just trying to find a balance between canon and fanon sniper + my brain worms. trying to experiment with how i want her to look... (partial to change!)
rambling notes on his design, from top to bottom, left to right:
i think lawry hated getting her hair cut as a kid, to the point that her parents stopped worrying about it looking good and instead just getting it over with as painlessly as possible. as a kid she didn't like being looked at all that much, especially under scrutiny. this is the post-haircut regret of the first time lawry cut his own hair-- he never cut it this short again. lesson learned!
this is probably how she wears her hair during her time with the RED team. he just trims it every once in a while when it starts to annoy him or get in the way of his vision (when he doesn't have it slicked back, that is.) no hair product necessary, her hair is so sweaty and greasy it holds it's shape pretty well when lawry combs it back.
post-canon he lets his hair grow out longer (probably because solly is no longer around to threaten to shave it off, dirty hippie.) her acne gets worse as a result because she's not really used to dealing with so much hair, and isn't about to start caring about washing it daily.
just an extra of lawry's collar. i think he's got more than just this one, and maybe i'll draw them in the future and talk about when and why he wears them.
anyways please feel free to send me asks about her!! some of my answers might come with art!
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lynzishell Ā· 3 days
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OC Deep Dive Questionnaire šŸ’›Atlas & AsheršŸ©µ
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āœØTYSM for the tag @raiiny-bay, @zosa95, @dandylion240, @sirianasims, and @hannahssimblr šŸ¤—šŸ’–
Of course, I went overboard with this, so grab your favorite beverage and let's dive right in, shall we? ā˜•šŸ’•
-what common/uncommon fear do they have?
šŸ’›Atlas: [Pointing to Asher] Water. šŸ©µAsher: You canā€™t just leave it at that. Itā€™s not like if you set a glass of water on the table, Iā€™ll run screaming. I have a fear of drowning, so I donā€™t like to be submerged in water. Youā€™re never going to catch me out swimming. Probably not on a boat either, while weā€™re at it. Not taking any chances. šŸ’›Atlas: Fair enough. But you wonā€™t even put your face under the water in the shower. šŸ©µAsher: Thatā€™s because it reminds me of being submerged in water. Anyway, this conversation is making me sweaty, and there just happens to be water on the other side of this fence, so let's change the subject. Next question.
-do they have any pet peeves?
šŸ©µAsher: Oh, Atlas fuckinā€™ hates mindless small talk, like the kind you use just to fill the silence, or because you awkwardly feel like you need to talk to the person next to you. Seriously, heā€™ll like you a lot more if you just sit next to him in silence for an hour. šŸ’›Atlas:Ā  Very true. And yet, your record for silence is, what, twenty minutes?Ā  šŸ©µAsher: Maybe. But I donā€™t make mindless small talk. šŸ’›Atlas: Yeah, I do like listening to you ramble on about your latest obsessions. You get all animated and excited, itā€™s really cute. šŸ©µAsher: Youā€™re really cute.
-what are 3 items you can find in their bedroom?
šŸ’›Atlas: Uh, I donā€™t know, whatā€™s in our room besides the obvious? Probably too many electronics. šŸ©µAsher: Right, between the computer and the switch and my drawing tablet and our phones... šŸ’›Atlas: And your sketchbooks and pencils. How many pencils does someone need? šŸ©µAsher: I donā€™t have enough; Iā€™ll tell you that much. Count yourself lucky that most of my art supplies are scattered between Lexā€™s place and my parentsā€™ house. One day Iā€™ll get it all organized in one place, but that day is not today.
-what do they notice first in a person?
šŸ©µAsher: Hm. That's a good question. What did you notice about me first? šŸ’›Atlas: Your hair, obviously. šŸ©µAsher: [laughs] šŸ’›Atlas: But no, I would say your eyes. Iā€™d never met anyone with such pure gray eyes before, theyā€™re striking. Your eyes are very expressive too. And you make eye contact with people more than anyone else I know. Like, whenever I talk to you, I always feel like youā€™re really listening. šŸ©µAsher: [smiles] I am.
-on a scale of 1-10, how high is their pain tolerance?
šŸ©µAsher: Oh god, mine is probably like a 5, and Atlasā€™s is probably a fuckinā€™ 8 or 9. šŸ’›Atlas: I wouldā€™ve said 7, but we can go with 8.
-do they go into fight or flight mode when under pressure?
šŸ’›Atlas: I think my first instinct is freeze, but then probably flight. Depending on the situation, Iā€™ll walk away or hide away. šŸ©µAsher: Mostly. But with James, you definitely went to fight. šŸ’›Atlas: That was different. I donā€™t care if people hurt me, but Iā€™m not going to let them hurt the people I love. Ash is definitely more of a fighter than I am. Ā 
-do they come from a big family/are they a family person?
šŸ©µAsher: I donā€™t come from a big family, itā€™s just my parents, me, my sister, and my niece, but we are very close. But honestly, family isnā€™t just about relatives. Chosen family is just as important. When I say my family is the most important thing to me, I donā€™t just mean them, I also mean Atlas and Lex and Dawn and Phoenix and Aspen too. And Jasper, obviously. šŸ’›Atlas: Exactly. If weā€™re talking about relatives, I come from a very large family, but I will never see or speak to any of them again, except for Dawn, of course. A few years ago, I never wouldā€™ve considered myself a family person, but Ashā€™s family taking me in changed all that. Iā€™d definitely say I am now. šŸ©µAsher: I love that.
-what animal represents them best?
šŸ’›Atlas: Oh, thatā€™s easy. Ash is just like Jasper, his border collie. Playful and energetic, friendly, intelligent, hardworking, and he loves to snuggle. šŸ©µAsher: Hm. I think for Atlas, Iā€™d say a deer. šŸ’›Atlas: A deer? šŸ©µAsher: Yeah, like, youā€™re quiet and cautious, a bit anxious with a tendency to hide, but youā€™re also beautiful and sweet. šŸ’›Atlas: You make me sound more like a bunny. šŸ©µAsher: No, definitely not a bunny. Have you ever come upon a big buck deer? Theyā€™re majestic and intimidating, and theyā€™ll kick your ass if they have to. Theyā€™reā€¦ survivors.
-what is a smell that they dislike?
šŸ’›Atlas: Ammonia. šŸ©µAsher: No one likes the smell of ammonia. šŸ’›Atlas: I know, but when I was a kid, at the end of every school year, weā€™d have to clean our desks with this ammonia spray. Twenty kids spraying ammonia in an enclosed room. It was awful. Iā€™m sure they had the windows open, but even still, that smell is seared into my brain, makes me want to gag just thinking of it.
-have they broken any bones? if so, how?
šŸ©µAsher: Okay, story time! So, when I was ten? Eleven? Something like that. Anyway, I was dancing around in my room, as one does, and I tripped on a book, one of many scattered around my disaster of a room, and tried to catch myself as I went down. Bad decision. Iā€™ll spare you the details, but the pain I felt in my wrist was horrible. I literally saw stars. And then I almost puked when I looked at it. So, of course, I started screaming for my mom. She came running in, and I told her that Iā€™d broken my wrist. And what did she do? She yanked on it and snapped it back into place! Because apparently, Iā€™d just dislocated it. But, fuck, it hurt. If a broken bone is worse than that, then I hope I never break one. šŸ’›Atlas: I broke a toe once. Stubbed it on the corner of my bed when I was in college. I wasnā€™t good about taping it up or anything either, so it healed a little crooked.
-how would a stranger likely describe them?
šŸ©µAsher: For Atlas? One word: quiet. How they interpret that quietness varies though. Some people think heā€™s really shy, others think heā€™s just aloof. But heā€™s actually neither. Heā€™s introverted and pensive, sure, but heā€™s also very warm and enjoys chatting with people if itā€™s a more meaningful conversation, yā€™know. Like, when we first met, we would talk for hours and hours. šŸ’›Atlas: Thatā€™s true, but youā€™re such an easy person to talk to. I think thatā€™s what people would say about Ash. Heā€™s just very relaxed and friendly and has a way of putting people at ease. Heā€™s good at connecting with people and getting them talking and making them laugh. Ā 
-are they a night owl or a morning bird?
šŸ©µAsher: Probably night owls, Iā€™d say. Atlas prefers starting his day later and working late, if he has the option. šŸ’›Atlas: Yeah, but these days, it feels like Iā€™m working all the time. But even still, Ash starts his day earlier. I donā€™t know. I think heā€™s somehow both. He has no issues with mornings, but he also gets a burst of energy in the evening and sometimes itā€™s hard to get him to come to bed. šŸ©µAsher: To sleep, anyway. šŸ’›Atlas: [laughs] Right.
-what is a flavor they hate and a flavor they love?
šŸ’›Atlas: Ah, Ash hates vinegar and anything pickled. And he loves warm spices like cinnamon and cardamom. šŸ©µAsher: Oh my god, and Atlas is fuckinā€™ backwards when it comes to this. He likes bitter flavors to a strange degree, like super bitter beer and strong coffee and heā€™ll only eat chocolate if itā€™s the super dark stuff, otherwise he hates it. He doesnā€™t like sweets. No sugary drinks or candy or even pastries.
-do they have any hobbies?
šŸ©µAsher: We both love gaming and dancing. Otherwise, I like to draw and spend time with my dog. My favorite is taking him down to the beach to play fetch, he loves it there. šŸ’›Atlas: Yeah, and I donā€™t know, I like to stay active because I feel like Iā€™m constantly at a desk otherwise. I used to rock climb a lot, but since we climbed Mt. Komorebi, we took a break and never really got back to it, so I pretty much just run and work out at the gym occasionally. And I like to sing. šŸ©µAsher: Seriously, I wish you could hear him. He has the most incredible voice. šŸ’›Atlas: Aw, thank you.
-boom, surprise birthday party! how do they react to surprises?
šŸ’›Atlas: Ash would love it! Heā€™d be so stoked that everyone showed up for him like that. šŸ©µAsher: And Atlas would probably dump me on the spot if I ever did that to him. šŸ’›Atlas: I donā€™t know if Iā€™d dump you, butā€¦ okay, yeah, I probably would.
-do they like to wear jewelry? if so, what is their favorite piece?
šŸ©µAsher: I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever seen Atlas wear any jewelry. šŸ’›Atlas: No, Iā€™ve tried, but I could never get used to it. Iā€™d always end up taking it off by midday. šŸ©µAsher: I can see that. I wear earrings, but thatā€™s it. I used to wear a necklace that an ex gave me, but I threw it out when we broke up. I wanted to throw it into the ocean, but I didnā€™t dare to walk out on the dock [laughs] so I tossed it in a dumpster instead. šŸ’›Atlas: I didnā€™t know that. Which ex? šŸ©µAsher: Elias. šŸ’›Atlas: Ahh. Yikes. šŸ©µAsher: Yeah. Anyway. Next question.
-do they have neat or messy handwriting?
šŸ’›Atlas: I think we both write fairly neat. šŸ©µAsher: I think so too. Yours is all sharp angles, but itā€™s not sloppy. šŸ’›Atlas: Yeah, and you have a strong preference for uppercase letters. Sometimes itā€™s rushed, but itā€™s never messy. Actually, Iā€™ve never thought about it before, but I really like your handwriting. šŸ©µAsher: I like yours too.
-what are two emotions they feel the most?
šŸ©µAsher: [points to Atlas] Anxious. šŸ’›Atlas: All of the time. šŸ©µAsher: And, hm, we can only pick two? Iā€™d probably go with either introspective or focused. šŸ’›Atlas: Thatā€™s probably right. For you, Iā€™d say, passionate or inspired and then maybe playful or energetic or something like that. Okay yeah, passionate and playful.
-do they have a favorite fabric?
šŸ’›Atlas: Probably cotton, I guess. šŸ©µAsher: Yeah, same. I don't know. Never really thought about it, to be honest.
-what kind of accent do they have?
šŸ©µAsher: I donā€™t know. Do we have accents? I mean, I guess Atlas gets a hint of a drawl when he drinks, itā€™s pretty cute. šŸ’›Atlas: I do not. šŸ©µAsher: You do! I never told you because I didnā€™t want you to get self-conscious and try to stop. šŸ’›Atlas: Itā€™s a good thing I donā€™t drink often, I guess. šŸ©µAsher: Whatever. I love it. šŸ’›Atlas: And I love you. šŸ©µAsher: I love you too.
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And I love them too!! šŸ„¹
Okay, whew! What are the chances anyone actually read all that? I really can't just be normal about these things, can I? Oh well... Now it's your turn!! I'm gonna tag @madebysimblr, @crownsofesha, @xldkx, @honeyjars-sims, aaaaaaaaaaand @igotsnothing šŸ¤øšŸ»ā€ā™€ļøšŸ’– Answer them normally, or have a little fun with it, or ignore me completely, that's fine too (no it's not) šŸ«¶šŸ»
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unoriginal-and-dumb Ā· 3 days
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heello do you have any tips for noobie artists? ur art is just so very neat to me :) plz never stop arting
Never do what I do unless it is drawing all the time
Use references!! Always use them!!! Seriously please use references never let a stupid little rat in your ear take that away from you, they are always so valuable
If you see art you like, donā€™t be afraid to basically try recreating the same exact thing. All you have to do is not claim it as youre own, and better yet donā€™t post it online! Itā€™s for practice, people donā€™t need to see practice in the end itā€™s only for you
Tracing is NOT wrong. Iā€™m tired of people saying ohhh tracing is bad donā€™t do it ITS LITERALLY NOT!!!! Just donā€™t trace over someone elseā€™s work/images and claim it as your own itā€™s that easy. If youre struggling with hands take photos of your hands and trace over it! Break them down into simple forms until you have an understanding of them in a meaningful way!
Do some studies of specific things. Struggling with leg anatomy? Draw a page full of legs, just push and pull and scribble and see what works, study images and see how you can reproduce it or stylize it
Never feel like you need to find your own art style immediately, that task is practically impossible. Everything comes from something, be inspired by others take little art bits from styles you like and only then can you create your own style!! (I mean dawg my style can be broken down into adventure time, owl house, invader zim, gooseworx, eddsworld, sr pelo, a few others im probably forgetting)
Donā€™t worry about broadcasting your work, not everyone needs to know all that you draw, the internet can be a hateful place and it really does suck a lot but also try not to rely on strangers online for support on everything you do, I know it is hard and that approval feel good I cannot deny it but remember to keep some stuff for yourself, a little treat where nobody can criticize you :)
Try to draw everyday! Or having a sketchbook where you make it a goal to completely fill 2 pages a week, and if thatā€™s too much then just some doodles! Art takes a lot of constant practice, and thereā€™s really nothing more fun than just having a little sketchbook with you where you draw random stuff all the time. When I was doing that I would make 2 page mini invader zim comics
I feel like a bit of a hypocrite because I do maybe 1 of these things but i know they are really good, I have done them before and they were super helpful! But in the end I think the best you could do is just keep at it! Donā€™t let people get you down, do your own thing, break rules if you want, itā€™s all art and art is AWESOME!!!!!!!
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egophiliac Ā· 6 months
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this is basically what happened, right?
(these guys are very lucky that everyone at NRC 1) has the combined intelligence of a sack of bricks, and 2) is easily distracted by shiny things.)
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#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#these two are SO sleazy and i am utterly delighted by them#can't wait to find out their tragic backstory in approximately 3-4 weeks!#fortunately i have like a month to figure out how the heck to draw their hair (spoiler: i will never figure it out)#also. god. i love it whenever leona accidentally reveals his Mom Side.#he doesn't care about any of this but he WILL be tagging along to make sure no one else gets into trouble#once again he has to be the Responsible Adult and he hates it. the whimsical hat weighs heavy upon his head.#anyway this is me so excuse me while i now talk about diasomnia for three hours#but lilia being all 'kids gotta have some adventure in their lives!' is hilarious#specifically because you know silver would NEVER.#100% silver not only never snuck out but he always went to bed on time AND brushed his teeth AND flossed even when nobody made him.#lilia: aww but you should be enjoying your youth! >:c#silver: i am. i enjoy being respectful and disciplined and honoring you as my father.#lilia:#lilia: maybe i'm TOO good at raising kids#you know i was going to say none of his kids would be involved in this but i actually think malleus definitely would#he would not see it as a moral quandry though. he would just be excited to be invited along.#(the only reason he isn't there is because he was busy admiring a termite-infested beam somewhere and yuu didn't get a chance to ask him)#i mean MAYBE if lilia as his single authority figure told him no then he would have some reservations#but lilia's the one who's screaming HELL YEAH LET'S SNEAK OUT AND DEFY AUTHORITY while dabbing so moot point there#sebek would never and he would rat on everyone else. unless malleus is going in which case he's already there.#and i guess if everyone else is going silver probably would too#but he'd. y'know. feel conflicted about it.
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oatbugs Ā· 4 months
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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canni-killer Ā· 2 months
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finish drawing. feel proud! see three pieces of art. i want to kill myself.
#ive been drawing for years why am i so bad#inconsistent also#bad AND inconsistent#anyways did anyone see the pic i drew haha its good right#who am i fucking kidding its awful#everything i make art writing knitting sewing etc its all terrible#no matter how much i practice i never improve#i cant write either my writing is terrible#and ive p much abandoned knitting#i occasionally sew holes in clothes but im bad at it#i have no fuckng skills#i should be good at this stuff its all stuff ive been doing sonce i was a fucking child#why is my baby cousin better at knitting than mr#why is my cousin so much better at art when were the same age and ive been drawing longer#i cant act either. or sing. i used to want to do musical theater but yknow#i cant bring myself to pick up my guitar cuz i know ill never be good at it. it frirates me to practice.#i played trombone for 2 Ā½ years and never got any better#i couldn't even read a single scale and my playing was quiet and bad#fuck#fuck fuck fuck#ill mever be good at anything#im a hack. talentless. unskilled. in every way possible.#can i find one fucking thing that im good at#ā€œdo it for yourself!ā€ I CANT I FUCKING CANT if no one else likes it then its not good#and if its not good theres no point to it#becuz its just another way in which ive failed#i hate myself. im a disgusting failure#and im too cowardly to even kill myself#ā€œim living for so and so :3ā€ LIES LIES ITS ALL LIES IM ALIVE BECUZ IM A COWARD#everyone else will be fine without me. maybe happier even. i just cant do it cuz im fucking scared. another gd thing im a failure at.
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Im jus looking at u w big eyes. Tell me what you're autistic about. Infodump get out of jail free card. Any size
oh boy there are. many things. there are so so so many thingsā€¦ā€¦. all rattling around my little brainā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.
#obviously art i love u art i love u drawing i LOVE u character design. love love love#i love u videogames hollow knight is my biggest special interest ever itā€™s literally the best fucking game iā€™ve ever played i would kill for#it. i would replay it 393748 times it changed my life for the better i think#i just spent like 2 minutes trying to say anything comprehensible about this game but i just. i dont know#i marathon all of mossbagā€™s videos on a bi-monthly basis if that helps.#extremely autistic about fnaf i have a love-hate relationship with it. itā€™s literally my life and part of my brain i grew up with it#im never Not thinking about it. but also i can shit all over it sooo bad i can be such a hater of it#ace attorneyā€¦. my autidm game. i could never get tired of the characters or the story no matter how much i play#disco elysium <3 i have no words for disco elysium itā€™s just the best game ever i think. life changing#has kim kitsuragi in there#i love u tv shows i love u gravity falls literally up there with fnaf on the ā€˜part of my actual lifeā€™ shelf#iā€™ve rewatched it so many times but it never stops being good and the characters never stop being interesting to dissect#i love u steven universe and my love-hate kismesis relationship with it. show that was so perfect but so flawed. but perfect i think#i could go on and on about su im so serious. but i will hold myself back for the greater good#i love u the owl house <3 it is doing everything it can and it is doing so good#i never really got a chance to participate in active analysis and theorizing so that was a good experience for me#got me autistically looking over one single frame to figure out a plot mystery#oughhhhhh i love u anime. chansow man. one pinch man. mop sikey. saiki k. bnha is in there too somewhere#iā€™m too autistic over bnha sorry i know itā€™s bad but maybe i just like it when shows are bad and i get to fix them in my head#i get to make everyone my ocs#which by the way im obsessed with my ocs. completely#you guys think im crazy about my fancharacters wait till you see me infodumping about my actual ocs then i might actually explode#ok this is not as long as i wanted to be but i just cant thhink of words when i try to explain how much my interests mean to me#u just have to trust me ok. or wait for a reason for me to go completely ballistic and write like 13k words explaining why hk is the game of#all time. ok (falls over)#cramswering
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I know it's probably an unpopular opinion, but I don't mind that Hima keeps introducing new micronations (like Aerican Empire in the last chapters), it's interesting to discover nations you've never heard of and to discover their super small dimensions of place and population.
I too would love Hima to introduce nations from Africa or South America, but I think it takes a long time for that, to create a good representation that makes more or less everyone satisfied, especially with the design
It probably is, but I don't mind it either! Micronations are a fun concept to explore and I mean, how many of us even knew what they were before Hetalia? They're not my favorite characters (although I'm quite fond of Sealand), but they're cool.
Himaruya making Micronations doesn't take away from any other Country "needing" a character, I do appreciate that Himaruya doesn't feel compelled to create characters for the audience like a printing machine but does what he feels like doing, when he feels confident and knowledgeable enough to do it.
And honestly, if he doesn't find himself interested enough in the history of certain areas of the world (which might also be more sensitive subjects than like, Western Europe), it's also fine, it means he learned from his mistakes with South Korea.
Learning from mistakes doesn't necessarily mean having to work your butt off to study stuff you aren't interested in to please an audience, sometimes learning from mistakes simply means admitting that you don't currently feel ready (if ever) to do certain things and focusing on stuff you are actually passionate about instead.
Himaruya doesn't really owe anyone any new character, I know it's probably frustrating to not have a canon character for your Country or focus on the parts of history you like the most, but Himaruya should do what he feels like doing, not what he thinks he owes to an audience.
I do believe that creativity kind of dies when you start to think about what the fans (or the editors//) want more than listening to your own feelings and drive as a creator (and of course, by this I do not mean you shouldn't listen to criticism, which Himaruya does listen to, or hide behind this statement to feel free to be offensive - it simply means that creators shouldn't kneel down to their audience and make anything exactly how they want it even if it goes beyond creator's skills, experience or comfort zone - otherwise what they make is no longer art with a soul, but a mere product of marketing and capitalism, not wanting to tell a story but wanting to sell an object).
So I think it's always unfair to expect creators to feed us exactly what we want and how we want it, whether it's Himaruya/Hetalia or anyone/anything else.
#ask#one thing is complaining half-playfully that you want some stuff because you're starving for content about blorbo and stuff like that#but there are way too many people in this fandom nowadays who seem to literally hate Himaruya for what he does and how he does it#and I don't understand how they are still here#if you think creator is an idiot maybe you should just ditch the series he created instead of leeching off it and being offensive#towards him simply for being a different person than you are and thus clearly doing things differently than you would#and yes I also have my pet peeves about canon like I think most people who know me at this point are aware of me not being very happy with#HWS in general despite liking some parts of it#but I would never feel entitled to call Himaruya stupid for taking choices I wouldn't have taken or do things in a way I personally wouldn'#do#because I AM NOT HIMARUYA I CANNOT EXPECT HIMARUYA TO DO WHAT I WOULD DO#I absolutely respect him as a creator and I believe he should be the first person satisfied with what he does because a happy creator makes#good art - a frustrated and unhappy creator ends up feeling like art has become a homework and quality tends to drop#do I think Himaruya is being put a bit on a leash with HWS? Yes but if anything I feel bad for him bc I suspect this#I would absolutely never insult him for it because as fans we only know a small part of his process and all the behind-the-scenes decisions#creative thinking workflow and Hima's private life stay behind the scenes where I rightfully can't see them#so I have no right to treat him like the village clown - NO ONE DOES
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pastel-rights Ā· 2 months
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And then I finally end it off with some doodles of themā€¦ they make me feel things.
#ringmaster doodles#sona art#( theyā€™re very much the theme of. love in the face of the neverending march of time. )#( being immortal and knowing you will outlive the man you love because someone else deemed he unworthy of eternal life. )#( he may still have tens of thousands of years left. sure. but you know that those will go by and heā€™ll disappear in the blink of an eye. )#( and youā€™ll sit there on his death bed. wondering why did things end up like this? )#( wondering what you did wrong. and if you could have done something different. youā€™ll always ask yourself. )#( if he lives a life of happiness and comfort or did he live a life as gruesome and miserable as the wars on earth? but you wonā€™t know. )#( and the more you think about it. the more you realize it. how nihilistic he was. and how he never seemed to smile even in the good times.#he always seemed to have a frown or a scowl on his face. he always seems bothered and unhappy. )#( so you wonder if it was something you did. because you know you arenā€™t perfect. youā€™re hardly good. )#( you wonder if heā€™s mad at you. maybe he was. but he doesnā€™t have the heart to stay mad. )#( and thatā€™s love in the face of adversity. knowing that no matter how bad it gets. he loves you as you love him. )#( and you wonder why he never smiles. because he truly never does. and so you ask him. honest and true. )#( and he tells you there isnā€™t anything worth smiling for. nothing in this whole world. )#( but he smiles at you. itā€™s always small. and itā€™s always brief. )#( but that smile. that smile means love. )#( that hug. as flimsy as it may be. that hug means love. )#( of course. he isnā€™t affectionate. if anything. he detests it. he hates physical contact of any kind. youā€™ve noticed. )#( which is a shame. you love your hugs and your kisses and your hand holding. )#( but even if he doesnā€™t like it. he lets you do it. because it makes you happy. )#( and you learn that when youā€™re happy. heā€™s a little less miserable. )#( of course. not all love is equal. and not all love is fair. )#( the love from a lover and the love from the father can never equate to one another. )#( no one will love you in the same way a father or mother loves you. in the same manner. no one will ever love you the way I do. )#( because my love will remain with you. long after I disappear. )#( and as bitter as the idea of my own existence coming to an end is. knowing I did all of this for. essentially nothing. )#( that Iā€™ve gone through all this pain and suffering and hardship just for it to all amount to nothing. for it to be fucking useless to try.#I get to die knowing that youā€™ll always love and be loved. and thatā€™s enough for meā€¦ )#( ā€¦ maybe there is something worth smiling for after all. )
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musical-chick-13 Ā· 10 months
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Oh not me avoiding a wildly popular piece of media that Iā€™d probably actually like out of sheer spite.
#maybe this is my True Toxic Trait but I just get really annoyed when all I hear is 'this thing is PERFECT it's EVERYTHING it's the only#TRULY high-quality media to EVER exist it is OBJECTIVELY better than literally EVERYTHING else it's the MOST IMPORTANT thing of ALL TIME'#like...again. not that you have to issue a disclaimer for media discussion of every single one of it's flaws before you earn the right to#talk about it. but if people keep holding something up as The Best Ever No Exceptions with literally no other commentary I just kind of...#get irritated to the point where I don't want to engage with the thing#I think in this case it's really...Objectively This Is The Best. I think that's what bothers me. because there IS no objective measurement#of art. it doesn't exist!! and that's okay!!!! just be honest!!!!!!!#'but mc13 what about your relationship to cxgf' well if you go back through my episode reviews you will see that I very much#acknowledged that some things could be done better and that it is not a perfect show because perfect media ALSO doesn't exist#and I've never said that it's the ONLY '''right''' way to present the themes it explores. there are a million different ways to do that#and it is the Greatest of All Time in MY OPINION. that's not going to be true of everyone!! and you can think something is the Bestā„¢#WITHOUT PUTTING DOWN OTHER PIECES OF MEDIA /ESPECIALLY/ ONES THAT ARE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME GENRE OR HAVE THE SAME FUNCTION??????#I'm also so tired of people saying 'it's good because it's gayā„¢' like that tells me NOTHING#and like. the ideas/themes/concepts presented in this thing (from what I can tell) ARE present in other types of media and y'all REFUSE to#engage in those other things??? like you write them off and disparage them and basically unconditionally hate the things in them but#THIS time it's okay THIS is the exception and there is just NO awareness or critical thought there at all. it's the hypocrisy for me#In the Vents
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galarfiend Ā· 1 year
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modes of transportation
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lofe-arts Ā· 7 months
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To keep it humble, now lets look at one of my least favorites I drew for Funguary. I don't even think it's *bad* it's just that I don't like it. I was still trying new brushes, new styles, and It was just one of those days it isn't all coming together like you hope it will. It can be really discouraging when you find yourself in that position, but that's just how art is.
And, real talk? It makes looking back at my favorites even better. Because yeah I don't like this one and yeah I just wasnt able to execute the idea that was in my head to the standard I wanted, but it's not because i'm not capable and just a few images away in my Funguary folder is proof of that. Maybe sometimes I'm drawing like this, but it makes the times when I bust out the glowshroom even better.
This one cannot be bought on redbubble currently. If this somehow breaks containment and it turns out someone really wants this I'll be happy to put it up for you, but it didn't bring me joy, so it hasn't gone on the shelf yet.
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luckyfaeth Ā· 1 year
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despite all the graphics issues, pokemon scarlet is one of my favorite pokemon experiences ive had in years
(granted, i also did not really have major glitches so it really didn't hinder my experience that much)
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 2 years
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#guess who's gonna bend themself in half to make a bunch of stickers for their little sister šŸ¤Ŗ#lmao its me. i am. but like my sisters NEVER text me so like when she texted that she wanted me to draw something i was like šŸ˜­#my sister remembers i exists and likes the things i draw šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#so im gonna try really hard to make them good. idk how many she wants#apparently theyre gonna be based off of places she's been. so im guessing a lot of landscapes but idk?#its gonna kill me bc digital art šŸ„²#but ive got until Christmas so that should be more than enough time to finish whatever she wants#if only i could ask my other sister to give me the same list#my other sister is the mean one but also we were closer growing up so i just wanna shake her like: help me understand u!!!#why r u like this! i wanna b ur friend! but idk we're all 3 very different ppl#i wish we were closer but the one is too closed off and the other is like miss social butterfly so shes got lots going on. at least#that's what i assume. im going back home in a few weeks so maybe i can work on trying to make my sisters my friends#lmao thats so sad#i promise we dont hate eachother. we just dont talk when not standing in the same room#ugh i cant help it im all soft and sensitive#me: im edgy! im edgy! i feel nothing. i dont need ppl#also me: i just want everyone to b safe and happy and i want ppl to understand eachother šŸ˜­#also i feel like shes gonna take a while with her list and im just gonna sit here like a gremlin like: gimmie gimmie. i wanna see my#prompts! i desire prompts!#and then everything gets increasingly complex and its like. draw? with what time?#u have 90 million other things u should be doing šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«#unrelated
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linafication Ā· 2 years
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ā€˜Iā€™m just having a really hard month for artā€™ I say, having made absolutely zero artistic progress in approximately one year
#uh. self deprecation in the tags if ya donā€™t wanna see that sorry ksjfksdkfksjg#anyway#i need to start building my portfolio !!!!! i need to be applying to art schools!!!!!!!!!! i am just horrifically lazy & boring & uncreative#& I never really apply myself to anything & every artist around my age or younger that I know is doing fucking laps around me talent wise#thereā€™s nothing creative or original about me & i fucking resent that. nothing I create is good at all itā€™s just the same things over & over#& sure thereā€™s technically nothing wrong with being mediocre but itā€™s actually a fate worse than death for me that is not an exaggeration#I know Iā€™m being dramatic & everything would be fixed if I could just apply myself for once and not be a horrible lazy nothing devoid of any#nuance or originality or anything good & thought provoking or what the fuck ever#i hate this model I hate it so much I hate it Iā€™m losing everything im good at im just having skill after skill stripped away until my#programming is nothing at all I am getting obsolete & the things I was made to do arent even things Iā€™m good at I see actual human people#being so much better than me at the things I was literally made to do. sorry Iā€™m sorry i am okay I just need to change but I donā€™t know how#but I do and Iā€™m just being lazy but when I try I canā€™t but maybe I really can & im just lying to myself so I can wallow in self pity#without actually changing. im sorry. I need to be better I need to be good for fucking once
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inccev-01 Ā· 2 months
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ci flower x kafu save me... save me ci flower x kafu...
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