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#this is low key an accurate depiction of what my bathroom looks like#messy counter and everything#my sims#sims#ts4#ts4 gameplay#s4#sims 4 gameplay#simblr#the sims 4#ts4 legacy#sims 4#s4 legacy#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 cc#sims 4 screenshots#the sims#sims4#sims 4 interior#interiors#ts4 interior#s4 interior#interior design#Sawyer
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just realized i never posted her. this is sansa she's new in town




#speak friend and enter#ignore my messy counter and tv stand.#she's a sweety baby and steps on my computer oh so much <3#and sneezes all over everybody and everything. jessie can attest
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Nothing quite like a breakdown over something small and stupid and then crying because it happened and then the eerie quiet that comes at the end.
#I spilled juice twice#My kitchen counter was messy#It shouldn’t have been#But I’ve tried to make it neat but it just can’t#Idk#I threw everything on the floor to try to get all the sticky gone#why is my brain so broken?#I do t know what my neighbors think with all of the yelling and stomping and jumping#Thank you Jesus o live on the ground floor#mental health
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some bad traits i think the cod men would have are:
if price is in a bad mood, you know it. like cannot for the life of him play it off or tamper it down. and he’s not mean to you but he’s definitely in a mood. like slamming the cabinets a little too hard, stomping across your house, grumbling about not being able to find shit. (even though it’s right in front of him)
he loves his men but goddamn can they stress him out. and unfortunately sometimes he takes it home.
simon is stingy with money. but to a point where it is excessive. always telling you, s’okay, we got tha’ at home. comes from a good place, but like let a girl buy what she wants, you know?
it truly stems from him trying to be resourceful, man’s hasn’t had an easy life or an easy upbringing. money was tight. but his jeans and shirts and shoes have tears or holes in them and he refuses to buy himself more things because it’s too expensive.
gaz (not always but) can be really close-minded, stubborn. knows he’s wrong but just won’t admit it. doesn’t gaslight you but is trying to prove why he thinks he’s right (even though you both know he’s wrong!)
and won’t really drop it unless you decide to agree to disagree. it irks you especially if it’s something trivial because it’s like you can be wrong sometimes. but you’ve come to realize it’s hard for him to accept any mistakes on his end, because a mistake out in the field can cost him and his boys everything.
and johnny is messy. especially after returning from a mission. which is why it’s a bit harder because you get used to having a clean, organized house and now you come home to dirty clothes strewn on the bedroom floor or bathroom floor.
dishes piling up and dirty. you’ve literally seen him go to the kitchen, grab a cereal box and decided to not want to eat it but instead of putting it back in its place, will leave it on the counter.
#simon riley x reader#john price x reader#gaz x reader#kyle garrick x reader#johnny mactavish x reader
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I saw a post that said something like
I was out with a bunch of people this weekend, and a guy suddenly went like "man I miss my wife" and went home.
That sounds a lot like a thing ghost would do
It was one of those nights where everything felt a little too loud, even though nobody was really doing anything wrong. The pub was packed, like always, full of people laughing and talking over each other and trying to pretend like they weren’t all half-dead tired.
Simon was sitting at the edge of the booth, quiet like he always was, one arm stretched out across the backrest, a drink in front of him untouched for at least twenty minutes. He was listening, kind of, but his eyes kept drifting. Not to anything in particular, just somewhere far away.
Someone made a joke that got a big laugh out of the group, and someone else clapped him on the shoulder and said something, probably about how quiet he was being. Then Soap, not even being nosy, just trying to check in, asked him if he was alright.
And Simon just looked up, dead serious, and said, “I miss my wife.”
No emotion in his voice, no explanation. Just that.
And then he stood up, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, grabbed his jacket off the back of the chair, and walked out without even saying goodbye. Nobody really tried to stop him. There wasn’t much you could say to that.
At home, you’re just pulling the chicken out of the oven, wearing one of his old shirts with your hair tied up in a messy way that would probably make him smile if he saw it. You glance at the clock and figure he might be another hour or so. You’ve already set the table and lit a little candle like a dork, just to make it feel cozy, even if it’s just the two of you.
And then the front door opens.
You don’t even have to turn around. You know it’s him.
“Hey, baby,” you say with a grin, like you knew he wouldn’t last much longer out there without you.
He doesn’t say anything at first. He just drops his keys on the counter and crosses the room in a few slow steps, wrapping his arms around you from behind and pressing his face into your neck like he’s trying to make sure you’re really here and warm and real. You can feel him exhale this deep breath that sounds like it’s been stuck in his chest all day, and your smile softens because you know exactly what kind of night it’s been.
You don’t ask why he came home early.
You don’t need to.
You're just glad that he is home.
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this is definitely something he would do
@daydreamerwoah @kylies-love-letter @ghostslollipop @kittygonap @alfiestreacle @identity2212 @farylfordaryl @rafaelacallinybbay @akkahelenaa
#simon ghost riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x female oc#simon riley x reader#simon riley imagine#simon riley
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Pieces of Us



Chris Bang x fem!reader
Warnings: SMUT MDNI
Genre: Exes to lovers, second chance love, fluff, smut
Summary: Even a year after your divorce, you can't get over Chris. You keep seeing him all the time because you're co parenting your daughter, and you see that he's still the same man you fell in love with. And you both haven't moved on at all.
It’s late. Your apartment is silent except for the hum of the refrigerator, as you sit on the sofa, nursing a glass of wine when you hear the doorbell.
You find Chris on your doorstep, punctual as usual, holding your toddler, Mia, against his chest, her small body curled into him like she’s still a newborn.
Your heart does a funny little lurch. It must be the wine. Definitely the wine.
“She fell asleep in the car,” he whispers, stepping inside. He is still dressed in his formals, and your traitorous eyes drink him in.
“Rough day?” he asks softly, noting the wine and the way your shoulders sag.
“Something like that,” you mutter, gesturing to Mia’s room. “You can put her to bed.”
Chris nods, carrying her toward her bedroom. He emerges moments later, quietly shutting her door behind him. His gaze locks onto yours, dark and a little too comforting.
“What happened?” he asks, folding his arms against his chest.
“It’s nothing,” you say, but Chris raises an eyebrow.
“Bullshit,” he counters smoothly, sitting next to you on the sofa. “You know you can't lie to me.”
You roll your eyes but relent and say, “Work politics. Same old garbage.”
Chris winces, before he leans forward and says, “You’re too good for them, you know that, right?”
Those are simple words, but they hit harder than they should. You glance at him, something raw flickering in your chest.
“Oh please,” you murmur, looking away.
“What?” He asks. “It’s true.”
You don’t answer, reaching instead for the bottle of wine. Chris doesn’t stop you as you pour a second glass.
“Here, celebrate my failures with me,” you tease, trying to ease your own heart. “I don't feel like wallowing in self pity alone tonight.”
He snorts, shaking his head, but takes the glass.
“You're so dramatic,”
“And yet, you were married to me for five years,” you quip, with a grin.
The wine loosen you both faster than it should. Soon, you’re reminiscing about Mia’s first words, and the road trip to Busan where the car broke down, and you ended up making out in the car till Minho came to rescue you both.
“I miss this,” you admit quietly, the words slipping out before you can stop them. “Talking...and everything,”
You and Chris had been good friends before you both fell in love. It had been the most beautiful years of your life before things started falling apart.
He doesn’t say anything, but reaches out, his fingers brushing yours. It’s subtle, but it sets your heart racing. Like always. Even a year after your divorce, you clearly haven't moved on.
“I miss it too,” he finally says, his voice low. “All the time.”
“Please don’t say that if you don’t mean it.” you mumble.
He leans in, closer than he’s been in a more than year, his dark eyes locked onto yours.
“You think I don’t mean it? You think I ever stopped wanting you?”
Your breath catches as he closes the distance between you. His lips hover inches from yours as he says, “I never stopped…”
It’s reckless, stupid, maybe even a mistake - but you don’t care. You let him close the gap, his lips crashing into yours, and everything you’ve been holding back spills over.
The kiss is messy and heated - all the pent-up frustration and longing coming crashing down. His hands find your waist, pulling you closer, and you melt against him, your arms circling his neck. His lips move against yours desperately, like he is afraid to let go.
When you finally break apart, breathless and a little lost, Chris brushes a thumb over your cheek.
“This doesn’t fix anything,” you whisper.
“No. But it’s a start.”
It’s intoxicating - the feel of him, the heat radiating off his body. You both pull each other close again, his lips moving down your neck, leaving soft kisses.
But somewhere in between, reality raises its nagging head and you falter.
“Wait,” you murmur, pulling back slightly.
Chris freezes, his breathing ragged, as he asks, “What’s wrong?”
“This is… reckless,” you whisper, though your heart won't allow you to let go of him.
He exhales sharply, leaning back just enough to meet your gaze. “Y/N, I -”
“Don’t,” you interrupt, your voice trembling. “I don't want us to mess up again.”
He gives you a look and you think he might argue. But then he sighs. He looks exhausted and a little heart broken. But he stands up and says, “You’re right. We can’t… not like this.”
“You have to go.” You swallow hard, the lump in your throat threatening to choke you.
He stares at you for a long moment, then he nods.
“Right. I’ll… I’ll call tomorrow to check on Mia.” he says, clearing his throat.
You nod, biting your lip to keep it from trembling. Because this feels even harder than the first time.
“Goodnight, Chris.” you whisper.
“Goodnight,” he says, his voice rough.
As soon as he’s gone, the tears you’ve been holding back spill over. You sink onto the couch, your face in your hands, and you cry until your throat is raw. You missed him. And you still hate yourself for letting this happen.
It starts with a look. It always does.
The next time Chris comes by, it’s late again, Mia’s tiny backpack slung over his shoulder, and her hand clutching his tightly as they walk to your door. You try to play it cool, standing in the doorway with your arms crossed and a polite smile fixed on your face.
But then he looks at you and the air shifts.
“Hi,” he says, his voice lower than it needs to be, his gaze lingering on your mouth.
“Hi,” your voice shakes but it's soft.
Mia is already running into her room, way too excited to get to her new playset, and Chris watches her for a moment, before his gaze settles on you.
And then there are no words exchanged as his hands grab you towards him and he's pushing you against the kitchen counter, kissing you.
You moan softly as his tongue slips into your mouth. His hand slips down your back, cupping your butt before pulling you flush against himself.
“Is this going to keep happening?” you ask breathlessly, as he kisses down your neck. Past your collarbone. Down your chest. His face is buried in your breasts, before he kisses them over your t-shirt.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, holding on to him, and you gasp as he bites your nipple over the fabric and a dull pleasure courses through your body.
“What?” he murmurs, his lips back on yours again.
“This,” you say between kisses.
He kisses you again, rougher than before and says,
“Tell me to stop,” he says, and his hands cup your cheeks, gazing into your eyes.
You don’t. You can’t. Instead, you pull him closer, your bodies so familiar with each other.
It becomes a pattern after that. Anytime he comes over - whether he’s dropping off Mia or picking her up - it happens.
Sometimes it’s rushed and frantic, like the time he cornered you in the kitchen, your lips colliding as the coffee maker sputtered in the background. And other times, it’s slow and sweet. Especially when he knows you're a bit down or you're having a bad day.
You don’t talk about it. It’s easier to pretend this is just an outlet, a way to scratch the itch that never seems to fade.
You tell yourself this is only because he's the only man you've been with for so damn long. You two had married so young. You hate thinking about it.
So you don't. But deep down, you know it’s more than just sex. But you’re not ready to acknowledge it. Neither is he.
Friday evenings with Minho are sacred. He's your best friend, your big brother, your pillar of support. The one person who held you up during your separation from Chris. The only person who knows that you still loved him with everything in you.
Minho brings take out, you both talk, watch a movie, sometimes two. And fall asleep on each other because obviously, you both were the laziest besties in the world.
You've been trying to tell Chris to leave, but he is busy pounding into you. You stand with your hands grips the kitchen counter as he thrust into you from the back, his hands holding onto your hips tightly.
“He's gonna be here any minute!” You hiss, and Chris moves faster, and more rough. You try not to moan as waves of pleasure hit you, and you clench so hard around him, he's shuddering with his release.
“Fuck-” He groans, pressing his face against the back of your neck before slowly pulling out of you.
You both clean up and look somewhat presentable when the doorbell rings. You sigh because Minho will see right through you.
And he won't let you live this down. Ever.
You glance at Chris before opening the door. And Minho steps in already ranting about his day and he stops in his tracks when his eyes land on Chris.
Well that's a first - Minho being at a loss of words.
You freeze, your cheeks burning, while Chris awkwardly shoves his hands in his pockets.
“Hi, Minho,” Chris says, giving him a quick nod.
Minho doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he looks between the two of you, his lips twitching in amusement, before slowly smirking.
“Hey, Chris.” Then, he strolls further inside saying, “Don’t mind me. I'm just here for my niece.”
He disappears into the living room, leaving you and Chris standing there like a couple of teenagers caught doing something bad.
“I should, uh, get going,” he says, though he doesn’t move.
“Right, yeah,” you stammer, smoothing your hands over your skirt nervously.
“See you on Sunday,” he says, opening the door.
“See you,” you manage, your heart racing again, and Chris flashes you a smile before leaving.
The moment the door shuts, Minho reappears, a wicked grin plastered across his face.
“Soooo…”
“Don’t start.”
“Oh, I’m starting,” he says, leaning against the wall, arms crossed. “You’re clearly fucking Chris freaking Bang and you want me to not start?”
“Minho,” you warn, making a beeline for the living room, and he follows you with that menacing grin still in place.
“So, when exactly did this ‘we’re just co-parents’ arrangement turn into ‘we’re fuck buddies again’?”
“It’s not like that!” you protest, though your face feels like it’s on fire.
“Uh-huh.” He says, starting to plate up the food. “You two were totally not flushed and guilty. Try again.”
You bury your face in a throw pillow.
“Linooooo stopppp!! It’s complicated.” you whine.
“It always is with you two,” he says, rolling his eyes. “You’re like Ross and Rachel, except somehow more frustrating.”
You peek out from behind the pillow, glaring at him.
“We’re not -”
“Don’t even think about saying you’re not into him,” Minho interrupts, pointing his chopsticks at you. “I know you, Y/N.”
You open your mouth to argue but immediately close it, because he's stating the obvious and there is no real use of denying it.
“I’m just saying, if you’re going to jump your ex-husband, at least warn me so I can avoid walking into it.” Minho smirks, leaning back smugly.
You groan, throwing the pillow at him. He dodges it easily, laughing as you sink further into the couch, hands covering your face.
“Seriously, though,” he says after a moment, his tone softening. “Are you okay? I mean, this whole Chris thing… are you sure about this?”
You sigh, staring up at the ceiling.
“I don’t know. I love him, Minho, and I swear I tried to move on…but, everytime I look at him…he's the same person I fell in love with. He's not a monster. He's a great father. He's a good friend. And.. and I don't even know why…” Your voice cracks a bit as you struggle with your thoughts. “Then we talked, and it’s like… like nothing’s changed. But everything has changed, and it’s so… messy.”
“Messy’s okay. You deserve to be happy, Y/N. Whether that’s with Chris or someone else.” he says softly. “If you're sure, then go for it.”
His words hang in the air, and for a moment, you let yourself imagine what it would be like to be honest with Chris. To let go of the pride and the fear and just… try again. Because God, you really want to.
Sunday arrives, and Mia is up early, ready for her day with her daddy. She even picks out her favorite toy to take along with her and insists on wearing the sparkly dress she knows Chris loves.
When Chris texts, you think it's to let you know that he's on his way. But it wasn't.
Chris: Hey, something came up. Can we reschedule Mia’s time for today?
You blink at it for a moment, heart sinking slightly. You don’t question it - life happens, after all. But Mia doesn’t take it as well.
“Daddy’s not coming?” she asks, her lower lip trembling and her little shoulders slump in disappointment.
You kneel down, brushing a stray lock of hair from her forehead.
“No, sweetheart. He’s just busy today, but we’ll see him soon. How about we have a girls' day instead?”
She looks up at you with big tear filled eyes.
“Girls' day? With Mommy?” she asks, and you nod, pulling her into a tight hug.
“That’s right. Just you and me. Let’s make it special.” You say, kissing her cheek and getting on with it.
You spend the afternoon indulging in ice cream, shopping for new art supplies, and of course, toys. You also take her to an indoor play area that she loves, and by the time you get home, Mia is falling asleep in your arms.
You carry her to her room, tuck her into bed, and she’s out within minutes. Pressing a soft kiss to her forehead, you step out of her room.
The apartment falls into a quiet, peaceful lull. You wash up quickly and sit in front of the TV, hoping to watch an episode of that show you've been trying to watch for a while now. It's not exactly easy with a toddler around.
But around fifteen minutes into the show, you hear the sound of the doorbell. You open the door, and there stands Chris, holding a small box in his hand.
“Hey,” he says, his voice low, as he meets your gaze. “I'm sorry about today. I brought her favorite cupcakes.”
Your heart does a little flip at the sight of him.
“That’s sweet of you.” you say, “But she's already asleep.”
“Oh…I was hoping to see her before....ah,” Chris says with a little sigh.
You give him a small, sympathetic shrug.
“It's okay, she can eat them tomorrow,” You say with a smile and step aside to let him in.
He nods, stepping inside and setting the box of cupcakes on the kitchen counter. There’s disappointment in his eyes and it stirs something deep inside you.
“I’m really sorry, Y/N,” he says, and it feels like he’s apologizing for more than just missing his day with Mia.
“It’s really okay. Mia missed you, but we still had a good day. She was really happy.” you tell him.
Chris’s gaze lingers on you a moment too long before he says,“I feel like I keep letting you both down.”
“Chris, please don't say that,” you reply, giving him a small smile. “We know you’re doing your best. I know you’re trying.”
He nods, though he doesn't look completely convinced.
“So,” you say, trying to keep it light, “I’m about to have dinner… want to join me?”
It’s an innocent enough invitation. Casual. Polite. But the way he looks at you gives you an idea of what's about to happen next.
Chris takes a step forward, his hand gently cupping your cheek, and then his lips are on yours. The kiss deepens almost instantly and he pulls you closer, your bodies pressed together.
You stifle a sob, and Chris is quickly pulling back to look at you, tipping your chin up to see you better.
“Baby, please don't-”
“I love you-”
There is a moment of silence - Chris's eyes soften as he watches the tears fall. You can't believe you just said that. But this whole thing was getting more and more difficult to manage. The constant need to be close to him. Waiting for the days he spent with Mia, just so you could see him.
And then he's kissing you again, mumbling a hundred ‘I love yous’ you against your lips, and the next thing you know, he's scooping you up in his arms and carrying you towards your bedroom.
He closes the door gently (so that it doesn't wake Mia), and places you on the edge of the bed, kneeling down in front of you on the floor.
“Baby, I never stopped loving you. And there isn't a day where I don't regret letting you walk out of my life… we could've handled things better…and everytime I came here for Mia, I wished you would just ask me to stay. I selfishly wished that you wouldn't move on.” he says, his voice soft and his touch even softer as he placed his hands on your knees.
“I don't think I can ever love anyone like I love you. If you give me another chance, I promise I'll not let you down. I'll spend every day of the rest of my life proving to you that you're my everything… and I will be here for you, always.”
You nod and tears falling more rapidly now, and throw your arms around Chris's neck, and he wraps his arms around your waist, his face pressing against your neck as he holds you close.
“I love you, baby I'm sorry-” You cry, your arms tightening around him. “I didn't know what to do…the baby, the job, there was so much noise, and I wasn't well…I'm sorry I didn't see that you were suffering too-” you hiccup through your tears.
You feel his hand moving up and down your back in an attempt to comfort you.
“I know baby, I'm not mad. We were both suffering. We were both hurt. But we're here now.” Chris whispers.
“I love you, I want you back. Please don't leave me again-”
Chris kisses you again, stealing your breath away.
“No more crying over me ok?” He says with a soft smile. “I'm not going anywhere…I love you and Mia so much, I am going to be here-”
More kisses follow and you move back into the bed, and he follows, both of you pulling at each other's clothes.
He trails his lips down your neck, and it feels like the world outside your bedroom might as well not exist. His hands glide over your skin, gentle, but just as desperate.
You can feel the way he trembles against you, the way his breath catches as your hands move down his chest. And then when he slips inside, as gentle as ever, you can't help but cry, because as beautiful as the moment feels, you realize just how miserable you have been without him.
Chris moves slowly at first, and you close your eyes as the pleasure builds. He peppers so many kisses on your lips and neck, like he can't kiss you enough.
His fingers work on your clit as he moves, and soon your body shudders as your orgasm ripples through you. You moan softly, and it obviously has him crashing down too.
You don't let go, because truth be told, you're afraid he's going to leave. And tonight? You don't want him to. Actually, you don't want to see him walk out that door ever again.
And Chris isn't planning to, because he holds you just as tight, promising softly that he'll be here when you wake up in the morning. And you let your eyes fall shut, trusting him.
You both decide to take it slow, for Mia's sake.
Chris doesn’t officially move in, yet, but his presence is…undeniable. There are more of his things around the house, and more than anything else, it's the way Mia’s laughter grows louder every time he walks through the door. You’ve caught yourself smiling more too - wide, genuine smiles you hadn’t worn in ages.
You love watching him help Mia with her bedtime routine, fixing squeaky hinges around the house you’ve ignored for months, and finding every excuse to stay a bit longer.
And Minho? Well, he’s having the time of his life.
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One Friday evening, you’re all gathered in the living room. Chris is helping Mia build a tower with her blocks while you sip wine and half-listen to Minho’s dramatic story about his latest “date gone wrong.”
“And then she said she didn’t like cats. Cats, Y/N. Can you imagine the nerve?” Minho says, gesturing wildly with his chopsticks as he digs into the takeout he insisted on bringing.
“Oh my God” you say, laughing as Chris adds, “Sounds horrible, but maybe try not to bring home every stray you find?”
“Don’t think I don’t see you trying to steal my best friend away. Again.” Minho narrows his eyes, pointing at Chris.
“Jealous, Minho?” Chris quips, and Minho scoffs, leaning back dramatically.
“Of you? Please.” Minho says. “But whatever this setup is, it's sure looks promising.”
You freeze mid-sip of your wine, while Chris raises an eyebrow.
“And what’s that supposed to mean?” you ask.
“I’m just saying, for exes, you two sure look cozy.” Minho grins, and your cheeks burn, as you try not to look at Chris.
“Minho…” you warn.
“Don’t worry, Y/N. I’m rooting for you,” Minho says, winking before turning back to Mia. “Besides, if it doesn’t work out, I’ll adopt Mia. Because you two are idiots. And we're done dealing with you. Sorry, not sorry.”
Mia giggles at the mention of her name before getting back to her game.
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Later that night, after Minho has left (eyeing you mischievously because Chris was still there) and Mia is asleep, you and Chris are clearing up the kitchen.
“You know,” he says, his voice low, “Minho isn’t wrong.”
“About what?” You ask, glancing at him, wiping your hands on a dish towel.
“About us. About this.” Chris says, leaning against the counter and folding his arms.
Your heart skips a beat as you gaze at him, watching him push off the counter and walk towards you.
The towel slips from your hands as his fingers brush against your cheek, and his lips land on yours.
It’s slow at first, warm and tender, but it doesn’t take long for it to snap and you're both pulling each other closer. Your fingers tangle in his hair, your body responding to his touch like it always has.
He pauses, his forehead resting against yours as you both catch your breath.
“I love you,” he says, pressing a soft kiss on the tip of your nose.
“I love you too,” you admit, and he smiles, his dimples making an appearance and your heart races as you reach up to run your fingers over it.
He kisses you again, slower this time, like he’s savoring every second of it. And at that moment, this doesn't really feel like a second chance.
It’s the beginning of everything you’ve ever wanted.
The smell of pancakes fills the house as sunlight filters through the kitchen windows. Chris stands at the stove, a spatula in one hand, flipping golden-brown pancakes onto a plate. He’s wearing his usual gray shorts and a fitted black T-shirt. His hair is messy, a sign that he’s only been up for about twenty minutes, and he’s humming softly to himself as he works.
Mia sits at the table, still in her pajamas, happily coloring into a giant coloring book. This is such a dream. You lean against the counter, sipping your coffee, watching Chris with a faint smile that you haven’t been able to shake since he stayed over last night.
For the first time… in a very long time.
And then, the doorbell rings. You frown, setting down your coffee.
“Expecting someone?” He asks and you shake your head, walking to the door and opening it to find your mum standing there, a purse slung over her shoulder and a smile on her face.
“Mum?” you say, blinking in surprise.
“Surprise, sweetheart!” she says, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation. “I was in the neighborhood and thought I’d stop by. Wanted to see my girls, and I brought muffins!”
She holds up a bakery bag, grinning, then stops dead in her tracks.
Her gaze falls on Chris, who’s just turned around from the stove, spatula still in hand, his expression frozen like a deer caught in headlights.
“Oh,” your mom says.
There's silence for a second before Mia screeches, “Grandmaaaaaaaa!!!”
Your mum picks Mia up, pressing a kiss to her cheek before asking if she could play in her room for sometime. Mia pouts, but runs off with a muffin.
Her eyes narrow slightly, taking in how casual Chris looks, his messy hair, and the way he just seems to be part of the scene.
“Good morning, mum,” Chris says smoothly, recovering faster than you could've thought.
He smiles, dimples flashing, as he asks, “Pancakes?”
Your mum raises an eyebrow, clearly not buying his innocent act. She folds her arms, looking at you.
“Y/N… what’s going on here?”
“It’s not what it looks like,” you start, suddenly feeling like a child again.
“Mhm.” She gives you a look that says she doesn’t believe you for a second. “You’re telling me it’s normal for your ex-husband to be in your kitchen, making pancakes, looking like he just rolled out of bed?”
“Technically, I did just roll out of bed,” Chris says, unable to resist.
You shoot him a glare, but he has already turned back to the stove, hiding a smirk.
“Y/N?” Your mom’s eyes narrow further.
“It’s… kind of...,” you say finally, rubbing the back of your neck.
“Yes?” she prompts, looking from you to Chris and then back at you. You think she's going to give you a nice big lecture about responsibility. But she lets out a sigh, her posture softening.
“You know,” she says, her tone gentler now, “I always thought the two of you were good for each other. When you got divorced, I was shocked and devastated - for you, for Mia.” She pauses, her eyes locking with yours. “But if you’re giving this another try… I just want to make sure you’re happy, sweetheart. That you’re doing this for the right reasons.”
“I know I messed up before. I know I hurt your daughter. But I love her. I always have, and I’m doing everything I can to show her - and Mia - that I’m here to stay. I realize that I need them more than they need me…so yeah,”
Your mum’s gaze softens as she studies him, and then she looks at you.
“And you, Y/N? Are you happy?”
You glance at Chris, who’s watching you with that steady loving gaze that’s always made you feel safe and sure, and you nod.
“Yeah, Mum. I am.”
Your mom smiles, stepping forward to press a kiss to your cheek.
“Well, then. I suppose I’ll have to stick around for breakfast. Those pancakes smell amazing.”
Chris grins and gets back to work, and your mum nods, making her way in to properly greet her granddaughter again.
Just as she disappears, Chris slides up beside you, his hand brushing yours as you start setting the table for breakfast.
“That went better than expected,” he murmurs, his voice low.
“You’ve always been her favorite, you know.” You glance at him, your lips twitching into a smile.
He smirks, leaning in just enough to make your heart skip a beat.
“Good to know I still am.” He pecks your lips quickly before getting back to work.
You roll your eyes, but your smile lingers as your mum comes back with Mia in her arms. And you all sit around the table and enjoy breakfast.
It’s chaotic and imperfect, but it's home. And for the first time in a long time, you feel like everything is exactly where it’s meant to be. All the scattered pieces of you finally fit.
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five more minutes.

mdni. 18+ only. eating you out aka xavier's fav pastime after sleeping. vaginal sex. no plot, just xavier enjoying his breakfast.
You have an important meeting today with some hunters that you were with during your latest mission. You got up early to prepare yourself and arrive at the meeting on time...
but Xavier can't keep his hands to himself, so you might have to come a little late.
Your latest mission lasted for eleven days. It was a big, complicated case that required thorough investigations that had you running all over the small yet strange town that's far from Linkon. Luckily, everything went well and now you're back in your apartment.
Once you returned home around eleven-thirty at night, your boyfriend was waiting for you with takeout food to enjoy together for dinner.
After dinner, you had a long bath, and Xavier joined you. For the rest of the night, he showed you just how much he missed you.
Once you closed your eyes, your body finally shut down from exhaustion. Unfortunately, you couldn't sleep in because you still have to analyze and report about your mission early in the morning. You were the team leader, so you absolutely have to be there on time.
You started off quite badly.
You had set an alarm and you did wake up on time, but your bed was just so soft and warm. Also, the arms wrapped around your stomach didn't want to let go. What can you do?
Five more minutes, you said.
You closed your eyes and cuddled with Xavier for five more minutes.
Seven minutes.
Fifteen minutes.
If it wasn't for the backup alarm you set off, you would've really fallen in a deep sleep. This time, you forced yourself to break free from Xavier's comfortable embrace and wallow in the morning coldness as you get out of bed.
You headed to the bathroom to do your daily morning routine, then you started to make breakfast for yourself and Xavier, so he has something to eat once he wakes up later on.
Or not...
He's up now.
"Xavier?" Without facing away from the counter table as you make coffee, you glanced at him over your shoulders just for a second. "You're up early. You don't have to come to work today right? You can go back to sleep."
He's walking up to you with his eyes still partly closed, hair slightly messy, and his clothes have been left behind in your bedroom floor. He's only wearing his black boxers, so you can see all the marks that you gifted him all over his body.
But it's only fair since he left even more marks on you. You had hickeys all over your neck, chest, and thighs. There were a couple of bite marks, too, though they're in areas that will be covered once you put on your work uniform later.
"It's cold..." Xavier mumbled as he hugs you from behind, resting his chin on your left shoulder.
You chuckled at him. "Then maybe put on some clothes or a robe."
"Maybe you should go back to bed and cuddle with me." he replied in his low morning voice.
"I have to go to the meeting today." you reminded him. "Andrew's gonna scold me if I get there late."
"Who cares about him?" Xavier brushes his lips against the shell of your left ear. "Care for me instead. I'm cold."
His arms tightened their hold around you, pulling you close to him so there's no space between your bodies.
Xavier exhales a warm breath as his lips traveled down to your neck and pressed them against your skin softly. You closed your eyes and tilted your head back as he revisits one of the marks that he'd left there last night.
His left arm remained around your waist, and his other hand went underneath your oversized shirt and cupped your right breast, fingers enclosing on your nipple.
"Xavier..."
As you called out his name, he slightly bent you forward and thrusted his hips against your ass, letting you feel his bulge through his boxers.
His teeth caught your ear, lightly tugging on your earlobes. "They can wait. I can't." His left hand slid down from your waist and slipped inside your shorts, straight in your panties to feel you getting wet for him.
His entire body suddenly heated up as he felt you. His mouth watered and his cock throbbed with excitement. Xavier got on his knees and pulled down your shorts and underwear, causing you to gasp with surprise.
You turned around to face him, but rather than words, moans came out of your mouth as Xavier's lips made their way between your thighs and his tongue lapped on you.
"F-fuck - Xavier...." Your right hand rested on his head, fingers weaving through his soft hair while your left hand held onto the counter table behind you to keep you stable.
Your legs were shaking and weakening as Xavier eats you out. His tongue was hitting all the right spots since he knows every inch of your body, memorizing where you're most sensitive.
Xavier rubbed himself after pulling down his boxers, already leaking with his own arousal. He kept his eyes on your face, enjoying the expressions you wear as he makes you cry with pleasure.
Last night wasn't enough. Being separated for eleven days made him feel so lonely. So starved.
As your partner at work, he would usually be with you in missions so he didn't need to worry about being separated from you. Your last mission was just one of those rare cases when he was needed elsewhere and couldn't join you.
Now that he has you in front of him, it's hard to contain himself.
You let out a long breath that's a mixture of relief, confusion and disappointment as Xavier withdrew his mouth from your core.
He's finally letting you go.
"We can continue when I get back - ah!"
He carefully picked you up to sit you on the counter table and dove his face back between your thighs to devour you like he's never had you before.
"X-xavier... gonna be late...."
"Hmm?" The vibration caused by his response almost made you come.
"I'm gonna be late..."
He blinked at you with innocent eyes after pulling away from your thighs. "It'll be fine if it's just for a few minutes."
"You...."
How could he look at you like that when he's doing unholy things with his mouth? When he's stroking his dripping cock as he makes you fall apart with his tongue?
You dug your fingers through his hair and arched your back, mewling as you reach your climax. Xavier took one peek at you and wasted no time in moving his tongue faster and deeper into you.
Your toes curled and your hips shuddered as you came on his face.
"Fuck...."
You took a moment to collect yourself, wiping sweat from your forehead.
"That was so... you're so..."
He really had you out of breath and lightheaded.
Xavier licked his lips as he stood back up and brushed the bridge of his nose against yours. "Five more minutes won't hurt, right?"
"What?"
He pushed his hips between your thighs, showing off his cock that's been seeping with pre-cum. Your hand immediately reached out to touch it, running your fingers up and down from the tip to its base.
Xavier's breath hitched from your touch, though he quickly caught your wrist to stop you. Without another word, he took his cock and slowly guided it inside you.
He buried his face against your neck as he started to thrust back and forth, slowly, just for a moment to give you time to get comfortable. Then, he increased his pace and put his hands on your hips to keep you in place as he pounds into you, just as hard as he was doing last night.
You were squeezing him so tightly, he can't help but push himself even deeper. You felt so good, he couldn't find it in him to keep himself under control. He thrusted uncontrollably, grunting quietly with dark, lustful eyes glued to your breasts.
Your nails sank through the skin of his back, feeling like you're drowning with euphoria and needing to grasp something to keep yourself grounded.
Your lips are parted apart, breathing heavily as he slides in and out of you rapidly. Once again, you felt the tingling and clenching sensation by your stomach and hips as you feel yourself coming.
"Xavier...!"
The sound of his skin slapping against yours echoed throughout your apartment, not too long before being joined by Xavier's moans as he suddenly came.
He pulled out his cock from you and released on your thighs, only just a few seconds before you finished. Your chest rose up and down while Xavier rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed and catching his breath.
Then, Xavier passionately yet briefly kissed your lips and dropped a soft peck on your each of your hands.
"Have a good day at work, love. Come back soon."
He smiles softly before returning back to your bedroom. He was going back to sleep while you...are probably going to be scolded for arriving late for your meeting.
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caleb finds your prenatal gummies
how does caleb react when he finds the bottle of prenatal vitamins you’ve been taking—but not because you're pregnant?
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”Always so messy.”
Caleb speaks to himself, voice a low amused mutter as he deftly clears off the kitchen counter. You were staying the weekend in Skyhaven, evident by the random items strewn about his massive home.
Yet, Caleb can’t help but smile as he eyes your belongings carelessly discarded all over his kitchen and living room. Your favorite fuzzy blanket draped over the couch’s armrest, grazing the floor. Your shoes haphazardly taken off by the front door, right next to, but not on, the dedicated shoe rack. Coasters left behind on the kitchen bar, still sticky with dripped apple soda.
You were a menace. But he wouldn’t trade your specific brand of chaos for anything in the entire universe.
You were the one that made this lonely empty house a home, after all.
His grin widens as he remembers just how clean your own apartment in Linkon always is. Naturally, he comes to the conclusion that you only act like this when you know he’s there to pick up after you. To take care of you.
The most important job he’s ever had.
The sound of the shower continues to run upstairs while Caleb tidies up the living spaces. He quickly returns ingredients back to their designated cabinets, abandoned after you so thoughtfully cooked dinner for him last night. As he shuts the cabinet, he sighs, eyes catching sight of the various vitamin bottles you’d left on the counter, nearly hidden by the rice cooker.
He gathers them up in his large palms, finding a spot for them in his own cabinet of medicine and supplements.
One by one, he meticulously puts them onto the shelf.
Omega-3, vitamin C, collagen, creatine, prenatal gummies, vitamin B-12—
Wait.
Prenatal gummies?
Caleb’s violet eyes widen, his breath stuck in his throat, as he reads those red words over and over.
Prenatal gummies for pregnant or nursing women. With folic acid and DHA. Whatever that meant.
His heartbeat quickens as his mind races a mile a minute, his thoughts landing abruptly on the only plausible explanation.
Were you really…pregnant?
Was it possible? Yes.
On more than one occasion, definitely way more times than he could count on two hands, he hadn’t been…careful. You’d begged for it, but he should have known better. It was his job to protect you.
But it’d always been on non-fertile days, or that’s what your little period-tracking calendar had always said.
No, Caleb thinks in a sheer panic. Please no. I can’t be a dad. Not right now. Maybe not ever.
He’d barely been able to protect you at the lab. He couldn’t possibly let down someone else—a child, a baby. Your baby. That you’d made together.
He would not survive failing your child. Through heaven and hell, that is something he’d never be able to recover from.
Caleb runs a shaky hand through his dark brown hair, his normally controlled and collected Colonel’s mask completely and utterly shattered at his feet.
Right now, he was just Caleb, the man who dedicated his entire life, who’d give up anything and everything, to protect you—and would do so until his last breath.
And this Caleb had never been more terrified in his entire life. Through an entire life of experimentation, through traveling the Deepspace Tunnel, through an explosion that nearly claimed his life, he’d never been more scared than he was right now.
Fatherhood.
The world felt like it was closing in on him—every time he’d failed you replaying in the ever expanding black hole that was his mind.
The lab. Losing you during the Chronorift Disaster. Every bully, every knee scraped. Ever. The Toring chip. The list goes on and on.
His chest tightened until he could hardly breathe, his knuckles white with the force at which he gripped the bottle of prenatals.
He wasn’t equipped for this.
And yet…he couldn’t deny how many times he’d thought about this life, with you. A life of mundane and blissful domesticity. No Fleet politics, no Wanderers, no imminent danger at every fucking corner.
A life you’d created together. When he’d grown up thinking there was no such thing. That there would never be a world that the two of you could truly call yours.
“Caleb?”
Your voice pulls him out of his all-consuming thoughts. His head snaps up to see you coming down the stairs, your hair wet, body swimming in one of his big shirts. Your face, beautiful as ever, is laced with concern as you see how uncharacteristically pale he is.
When his eyes meet yours, you can’t help but smile, always so happy to see his face and sparkling nebulous eyes—even when he looked like he’d just seen a ghost. Your smile doesn’t fade as you approach him, palms instinctively coming to rest on his chest when you reach him.
And just like that, he wasn’t so scared anymore.
The thought of a little you running around. With that smile?
A mini version of the most precious thing in his life. One that’d undoubtedly drive him insane with that same attitude he loved so dearly.
That had your laugh as he pointed out different types of planes soaring through the sky. Or your mischievous curiosity as he taught him how to fly his very first jet.
Yeah. He could get used to the idea of that.
“Did something happen? You look like you’re about to be sick,” you raise an eyebrow at him. It’s then he finally releases the plastic bottle of supplements, setting it down on the counter with a soft ‘clack’.
Your eyes immediately drift to the source of the intrusive sound, widening when they see what he was so fixated on.
”Caleb it’s—”
You’re cut off by your own squeal, Caleb’s big palms gently but firmly gripping either side of your waist, pulling you so close you could hear his pounding heart.
“Am I—I mean are we actually…Are you pregnant?”
You can’t help but giggle at his frantic words, stumbling over himself with none of the usual poise and polish of the Farspace Fleet’s revered colonel.
Caleb’s hand moves from your waist to your tummy, his thumb stroking softly against the fabric of his ratty shirt. His palm cups against your naval without thinking, already instinctively providing a protective barrier between the most important things to him and the rest of the world.
”I…I don’t know if I’d be any good at this,” he whispers, nebulous eyes bright with emotion, “I don’t know if I’d be a good dad.”
Your eyes widen at his vulnerable admission, not expecting it in the least. You’d never expressly discussed starting a family that extended beyond the two of you, but it’d always felt like something Caleb wanted. A stark contrast to his words, you always knew Caleb would be an amazing dad, if that was what the two of you decided you wanted.
Before you can interrupt, Caleb continues, “But—God help me…I will never let anything happen to you. Either of you.”
Your heart flutters at the sincerity of his solemn vow, and you find yourself unable to form the words you should say.
”Caleb…you….” you trail off with a gulp, unsure how to verbalize the torrent of emotions you have for this unbelievably incredible man.
“You’d be the best father.” Your quiet whisper rings whole-heartedly, voice thick with adoration and a bubbling anticipation for your future with him.
Caleb watches you with rapt attention, his heartbeat still hammering like the thrum of a hummingbird’s wings amidst the silence between you two. You’re about to open your mouth again—tell him you’re not pregnant, when he picks you up and backs away from the kitchen counter so he can spin you around. His strong hands are secure under your armpits, the smile on his face so effortlessly Caleb.
Behind the thin mist of fear in his eyes, this was the brightest you’d ever seen Caleb.
You can’t help but burst into a fit of giggles, clutching his muscled shoulders.
“Caleb, put me down!” you demand through your unabashed laugh of delight.
”No,” Caleb grins, “You’re never walking anywhere ever again—never lifting a single finger. Not while you’re carrying our baby.” He suddenly swings you so that his arm is hooked under your knees, carrying you like a prince would a princess.
You smile so wide your cheeks hurt, but you know you have to tell him the truth. You couldn’t bear to disappoint him, but what’s worse was giving him false hope.
Reaching up to tenderly cup his face with your hands, your voice shakes, “Caleb…”
Caleb smiles warmly at you, his cheeks leaning into your touch, “Yeah, princess?”
You bite your lip at how adorably he resembles a happy puppy, his earlier fear seeming to have evaporated into pure excitement.
You find tears inexplicably forming in your eyes, grieving a pregnancy that was never even there to begin with. Blinking them back, you rip off the bandaid.
“I’m not pregnant.”
Seeing the befuddled expression in his features, his amethyst eyes squinting with unanswered questions, you continue, “The prenatals aren’t for that. A friend recommended them for my skin. Since work’s been a little stressful and I’ve been breaking out.”
You clutch his jacket, staring at his chest—waiting for him to speak. To express disappointment. Maybe even scold you for letting him believe, even if only for a minute.
“You’re stressed? How come you didn’t tell me? What’s going on at work?”
Caleb only stares at you with genuine concern, still not setting you down, holding you tighter. Your heart hammers at the worry laced in his voice, drowning in emotions that that was what he was most concerned about.
Your troubles.
“N-Nothing serious, it’s just workplace politics—anyways! The point is I’m not pregnant, okay? I’m sorry. Please don’t be mad.”
You can’t stop the apology from tumbling out, even when you know you have nothing to be sorry for. But just seeing how excited he’d been is enough to make you feel like a monster for being the one to squash it.
Caleb sets you down so that you’re sitting on the counter, his thick body positioned between your thighs. Your heart can’t help but sink at the simple action that felt like it signified so much more. That he was disappointed with you.
But suddenly Caleb flicks your forehead with his index finger.
“Hey!”
“Dummy,” he mutters, thumb soothing the area he’d flicked, “Why are you sorry?”
“I—you were so excited,” you say sheepishly, “I probably should’ve mentioned I started taking them before you found them yourself.”
Caleb chuckles, almost in disbelief, hooking your hair behind your ear. Before he can respond, you whisper, “You’re really not mad?”
“How could I be mad?”
His hand abandons the edge of the counter, once again coming to rest over your stomach. His thumb strokes you reassuringly.
“Just knowing that you think I…” he trails off, his own voice murky with emotions.
“That I’d be worthy of being the father of your children.”
You place your hand over his, squeezing gently. It felt almost comical—the two of you in the kitchen, hands pressed over your stomach like there was anything there.
“Besides, I’m not in a rush,” he smiles gently, taking your chin into his fingers and brushing his lips against yours.
“We have a whole lifetime to make our own little pip-squeak.”
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Mine to Touch | LN4



🌸 summary ━━━━━━━ Lando’s obsessed with missionary—because he can rub her clit, watch her fall apart, and fuck her deep. And sometimes? He makes it soft, slow and absolutely passionate.
🌸 pairing ━━━━━━━ Lando Norris x she!reader
🌸 word count ━━━━━━━ 4.2k
🌸 warnings ━━━━━━━ +18, sexual content, p in v, multiple orgasms, teasing?,
Based on this request.
The low hum of the city outside her apartment window was almost comforting, but Y/N couldn’t shake the tightness in her chest. Lando had texted her an hour ago, saying he was on his way over.
“Be there soon, princess.”
Her heart fluttered at the nickname, just like it always did. It wasn’t the first time he’d called her that—he’d said it a handful of times before, usually soft and playful, always without hesitation—but somehow, each time still made her stomach flip. She never got tired of it. Princess. It felt too good, too tender, especially coming from him.
Her eyes drifted to the bouquet of roses sitting quietly on her kitchen counter, the petals still fresh and vibrant despite the week that had passed since he’d sent them. She had cried when they arrived—hot, uncontrollable tears streaming down her face the moment she read the note tucked inside.
It had been a terrible week. One of those weeks where everything felt heavy and dull and wrong. And then, out of nowhere, the flowers had shown up. From him.
No one had ever given her flowers before. Not once. Not even during birthdays, not even from past boyfriends. But Lando had. Just because he knew she’d had a shit week and wanted to make her feel better.
She didn’t even know how he found out she’d been struggling.
But somehow, he knew. And he sent roses. And he called her princess.
And now he was on his way.
She adjusted the hem of her oversized sweater, the one she’d stolen from him months ago. It still smelled like him—his cologne, his warmth. It was a dangerous reminder of how much she’d grown to crave him, even if she hated admitting it to herself. The way her fingers curled tighter around the fabric made her feel stupid, like she was trying to hold on to something she couldn’t name. Something fragile. Something that scared her just as much as it comforted her.
Because she wanted him. In ways that ran far deeper than she’d ever planned.
The knock at the door startled her, and she took a deep breath before opening it. There he was, leaning against the doorframe, his hair slightly messy, that teasing grin on his face. “Hey, baby,” he said, his voice low and warm.
Why did he have to look like that? She stepped aside to let him in, her cheeks already heating up. “Hey,” she replied, her voice softer than she intended.
He didn’t waste time. As soon as the door clicked shut, he pulled her into his arms, his hands sliding around her waist. She could feel the firmness of his body against hers, the way his presence seemed to fill the room. “Missed you,” he murmured, his lips brushing against her ear.
She shivered, her hands instinctively gripping the front of his shirt. “I missed you too,” she admitted, though the words felt heavy on her tongue. Missed him. She always missed him when he wasn’t around, even when she told herself she shouldn’t.
Lando’s fingers traced a path up her spine, sending a jolt of electricity through her. “You’ve been quiet lately,” he said, his voice soft but probing. “Everything okay?”
Quiet. She had been quiet. She’d been avoiding him more than usual—dodging his calls, making vague excuses to skip out on group hangouts. It wasn’t just him. It was everything. The weight of it all. The exhaustion. The overwhelming pressure she couldn’t explain without falling apart.
“I’m fine,” she lied, her voice steady despite the storm brewing inside her.
He didn’t look convinced. His hand cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing gently over her skin. “You’re not fine, princess,” he said, his tone soft but unshakable. “Talk to me.”
She hesitated, her eyes searching his. There was so much she wanted to say—how work had been suffocating, how she’d been running on empty, how she didn’t even recognize herself some days. But the words caught in her throat, too heavy to voice, too fragile to release.
“I don’t want to talk about it,” she whispered instead, her voice cracking just enough to betray her.
He didn’t press. He just looked at her like she was something precious. And when she leaned into his touch, her lips parting as he leaned down to kiss her, it felt like breathing for the first time in days.
It was soft at first, almost tentative, as if he was testing her. But then she kissed him back, her hands sliding up to his neck, pulling him closer. The tension between them shifted, the air crackling with something unspoken.
Lando’s grip on her tightened, his hands sliding down to her hips. He broke the kiss, his breath warm against her skin. “Let me take care of you,” he murmured, his voice rough with need.
She nodded, her heart pounding in her chest. She didn’t trust herself to speak, didn’t trust herself to stop him even if she wanted to. And right now, she didn’t want to.
He lifted her effortlessly, her legs wrapping around his waist as he carried her to the bedroom. His lips found hers again, harder this time, more demanding. She felt the heat building between them, the way his body pressed against hers as he laid her down on the bed.
His hands were everywhere, touching her, exploring her, making her feel things she couldn’t ignore. She arched into his touch, her breath hitching as he pulled off her sweater, leaving her in just her bra and leggings.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he said, his eyes filled with desire as he looked down at her.
She blushed, her hands fumbling with the hem of his shirt. “You’re not so bad yourself,” she managed to say, her voice barely above a whisper.
He chuckled, the sound low and throaty as he helped her pull his shirt off. His chest was bare, his skin warm under her fingertips. She traced the lines of his muscles, her heart racing as he leaned down to kiss her again.
His fingers hooked into the waistband of her leggings, pulling them down slowly with a teasing drag. She lifted her hips to help him, her legs trembling as the fabric slipped down her thighs and off her ankles. The cool air kissed her skin, sending a shiver through her body. Lando’s eyes darkened as he took her in, his gaze trailing up her legs, her hips, her stomach, like he was memorizing every inch of her.
Next, his hands moved to the clasp of her bra, his fingers deft and steady despite the hunger in his eyes. She held her breath as he unhooked it, the fabric falling away to reveal her breasts. His low groan of appreciation made her blush, but she didn’t look away. She could see the intensity in his gaze, the way he seemed to worship her with his eyes alone.
Finally, his fingers hooked into the edge of her underwear, pulling them down with the same deliberate slowness. She lifted her hips again, her heart pounding as he revealed her completely. There was no hiding now, no barriers between them.
Even after all this time—after all the nights tangled in his sheets, after countless times they’d undressed each other with trembling hands and hungry mouths—she still felt shy when she was naked in front of him. Something about the way he looked at her, like he saw everything, always made her chest tighten and her cheeks burn.
But she also felt safe. In a way she couldn’t quite explain. Like he didn’t just want her—he cherished her.
Lando’s hands skimmed her thighs, her hips, as if he was savoring the moment. His gaze never left hers.
“Perfect,” he murmured, his voice rough with desire. “You’re so fucking perfect, baby.”
She bit her lip, her cheeks burning as he leaned down to kiss her again. His hands kept moving, his touch sending shivers through her body. When he finally stripped off his own clothes, she couldn’t help but stare. He was beautiful, every inch of him, and she felt a surge of desire that she couldn’t ignore.
He settled between her legs, the weight of his body pressing her into the mattress in the most intoxicating way. She could feel him—hard and ready—against her inner thigh, and a gasp escaped her lips as his hips shifted, brushing against her sensitive core. His hands gripped her hips firmly, anchoring her in place as he leaned down to kiss her neck, his lips warm and insistent.
His teeth grazed her skin, sending a jolt of electricity through her that made her arch into him. She could feel his breath, hot and uneven, against her ear as he whispered, “You feel so good, princess.” His voice was rough, almost a growl, and it sent a shiver down her spine.
One of his hands slid up her side, his fingers tracing the curve of her waist before cupping her breast. His thumb brushed over her nipple, teasing it into a stiff peak, and she couldn’t hold back the soft moan that escaped her. “Lando,” she breathed, her hands clutching at his shoulders, her nails digging into his skin.
He responded with a low groan, the length of his hard cock pressing and grinding against her slick folds, teasing her clit with slow, deliberate movements. She gasped, her hips instinctively arching into his, craving more of the delicious friction. His cock felt so good against her, the heat of it sending waves of pleasure through her body. His lips trailed lower, down her collarbone, his teeth nipping gently at her skin as he moved. Every touch, every kiss, felt like he was worshipping her, like he couldn’t get enough.
Lando’s hips shifted slightly, the tip of his cock brushing against her clit in a way that made her whimper. “You like that, baby?” he murmured, his voice thick with desire. She could only nod, her breath coming in short, uneven gasps. He was teasing her, driving her crazy with the slow, deliberate pace of his movements, his cock sliding against her sensitive clit, making her toes curl and her body tremble with need.
“You’re so wet for me,” he said, his voice rough and filled with satisfaction. His hand slid down to where their bodies were pressed together, his fingers brushing against her slick folds, making her moan. He was torturing her, in the best way possible, his cock still rubbing against her clit, his fingers teasing her entrance, driving her closer to the edge with every touch.
“I love the way you react to me,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire. His lips found hers again, his kiss deep and consuming, his tongue teasing hers as his hands explored her body. She could feel the urgency in his touch, the way he seemed to be holding back, but only just.
She was losing herself in him, in the way he made her feel, and she didn’t want it to stop. Every touch, every kiss, was pulling her deeper, making her crave more. He was all she could think about, all she could feel. And she knew, in that moment, she was completely his.
“Lando,” she breathed, her hands gripping his shoulders.
“I’ve got you, baby,” he whispered, his voice rough with need.
He reached down, his fingers finding her clit, circling it with a gentle yet firm pressure as he positioned himself at her entrance. She could feel the heat of him, the thick, hard length of his cock pressing against her slick folds, teasing her, making her body tremble with anticipation. Her breath hitched, her nails digging into his shoulders as she waited, her stomach tightening with a mix of nerves and desire.
Then, slowly, oh so slowly, he pushed inside her.
The moment his tip breached her entrance, she gasped, a sharp, breathy sound that filled the room. Her pussy clenched around him, hot and tight, as he stretched her, filling her in the most exquisite way. The sensation was overwhelming—his cock was thick, hard, and insistent, sliding deeper with every inch, igniting a fire in her core that she couldn’t ignore. She felt full, achingly so, as he sank deeper, her body yielding to his, welcoming him with a shiver of pleasure that ran through her entire being.
Lando’s breath caught, a low groan escaping his lips as her warmth enveloped him. She was so tight, so wet, the heat of her pussy gripping him like a vice, making his head spin. He could feel every ridge, every pulse of her walls around him, and it took every ounce of his self-control not to lose himself in her entirely. “Fuck, baby,” he muttered, his voice rough, almost pained with desperation. “You feel so fucking good.”
She could see the strain in his face, the way he was holding back, his jaw clenched as he fought to keep himself steady. His eyes were locked on hers, filled with a hunger that made her stomach clench. He moved slowly, his hips grinding against hers, the thick length of his cock dragging against her sensitive walls in a way that made her moan, her hands gripping him tighter.
“You’re so tight,” he breathed, his voice trembling as he pushed deeper, his cock stretching her in the most delicious way. “So wet for me, princess. Fuck, I can feel how much you want me.”
She could barely form words, her body too consumed by the sensation of him inside her. Every inch he pushed in sent waves of pleasure through her, her pussy clenching around him as if trying to pull him deeper. She could feel the weight of him, the way his hips pressed against hers, his cock filling her completely, touching her in places that made her see stars.
He paused when he was fully sheathed inside her, his breath hot and uneven against her skin. “You’re mine,” he whispered, his voice raw with possession, his eyes never leaving hers. “All mine.”
Then he started to move—slowly, deliberately, his hips rolling against hers, his cock sliding in and out of her with a torturous rhythm. Each thrust sent a jolt of pleasure through her, her clit pulsing with need as he rubbed it with his fingers in perfect sync with his strokes.
She was everywhere—the way her arms clung to him, her nails digging into his skin, her thighs trembling beneath him. Lando’s forehead rested against hers, his breath hot and uneven as he rocked into her, slow and deep, each thrust dragging a gasp from her lips. His hand was between them, fingers rubbing gentle circles on her clit, the pressure perfect and maddening. “That’s it, baby,” he whispered, his voice hoarse, “You feel that? You’re so fucking perfect like this.”
She gasped his name, the sound barely audible over the pounding of her heart. He kissed her then—deep, desperate, reverent—his tongue tangling with hers as if he could consume every part of her. “Look at me, princess,” he murmured, his lips brushing hers as he pulled back just enough to meet her eyes. “Don’t look away. I need to see you fall apart.”
Her legs quivered as he pinned her wrists above her head, his body flush with hers, his slow, deliberate strokes dragging her closer to the edge. “Say it,” he growled, his lips grazing her neck, his teeth nipping at her skin. “Say you’re mine.”
She could barely think, let alone speak, her body shaking as his fingers worked her clit with relentless precision. “You’re mine, baby,” he murmured, his voice thick with possession. “My princess. My everything.”
Her thighs spread wider, her hips lifting to meet his every thrust as he took her deeper, his forehead pressed to hers. “This,” he groaned, the rhythm of his hips steady and unrelenting. “This is how I always want to have you. Just like this, princess. Every damn night.”
Her breath hitched, her eyes fluttering shut as the tension coiled tighter, threatening to snap. “Why?” she managed to whisper, her voice trembling. “Why... like this?”
His answer was immediate, his lips brushing her ear as he murmured, “Because I can see your face when you come. Because I can feel you better. And because—” His fingers worked her clit harder, the pressure making her back arch. “—this is the only position where I can love you and ruin you at the same time.”
She was already shaking, her body hovering on the edge, when he whispered it again, his voice rough with desire. “I love fucking you like this because I can touch you like this.” His fingers rubbed her clit harder, his eyes locked on hers, watching her come undone. “And because no one else gets to see you like this. No one.”
His thrusts grew messier, his rhythm faltering as his fingers worked her clit with relentless pressure. “You don’t get it,” he panted, his breath hot against her skin. “I’m obsessed with this. With you. With making you come like this.”
She tried to hide her face, her cheeks burning as she felt herself nearing the edge, but he wouldn’t let her. “Eyes on me, baby,” he growled, his fingers rubbing her clit harder, his thrusts deep and rough. “You’re so fucking pretty when you come. Don’t look away.”
Her legs began to tremble, her whole body shaking uncontrollably as he kept thrusting, kept rubbing her clit just right. “You always do this,” he murmured, his voice ragged, his eyes locked on hers. “Always shake when you’re about to come. Drives me fucking crazy.”
He pushed deeper, his fingers working her clit fast and messy, until she cried out, her body convulsing as she came undone beneath him. “That’s it,” he whispered, his voice rough with need. “Let me feel you fall apart. I need it.”
And fall apart she did, completely and utterly his. Her body seized, a wave of pleasure crashing over her so intensely that her vision blurred. Her pussy clenched around him, pulsing, tightening, as if trying to pull him even deeper inside her. Lando groaned, his cock still buried to the hilt, his hips stuttering as he felt her walls gripping him like a vice. “Fuck, baby,” he growled, his voice raw, trembling. “You’re so tight. I can feel you squeezing me—every fucking inch.”
She gasped, her back arching off the bed, her fingers clawing at his shoulders as the sensation consumed her. Her clit throbbed under his relentless touch, her pussy quivering around his cock as he kept thrusting, slow but deep, dragging out every last shiver of her orgasm. “Lando,” she whimpered, her voice breaking, her body trembling uncontrollably. “I can’t—it’s too much—I—”
But he didn’t stop. He kept moving, his cock sliding in and out of her slick, swollen folds, her pussy still fluttering around him as he pushed her higher, dragged her further. “Look at me, princess,” he commanded, his voice rough, desperate. She forced her eyes open, meeting his gaze, and what she saw there—pure, unrelenting desire—sent another wave of heat crashing through her. “Good girl,” he murmured, his hips grinding against hers, his cock filling her so completely she thought she might break. “You feel so fucking good when you come. I can’t get enough of it.”
And then, just as her orgasm began to ease, his rhythm faltered. His breath hitched, his jaw clenching as he drove into her one last time, deep and hard, her name a ragged whisper on his lips. He came with a low, guttural groan, his cock throbbing inside her as he spilled himself, hot and thick, filling her in a way that made her shudder. Her pussy milked him, her walls still clenching around his length as he emptied himself, his body trembling against hers.
For a moment, they were both still, the only sounds their ragged breathing, the heat of their bodies pressed together. Lando’s forehead rested against hers, his breath hot and uneven as he whispered, “You’re mine, princess. Forever.”
And in that moment, she believed him. The words hung in the air between them, raw and heavy, as his forehead rested against hers, their breaths uneven and tangled. She felt the weight of his confession in the way he held her—like letting go wasn’t an option. He was still inside her, warm and throbbing faintly, grounding her in a way that made her feel both exposed and safe. She wanted to believe him—needed to—because this… this was everything.
Lando shifted slightly, his hand sliding down her side in a slow, deliberate caress. His fingers traced the curve of her hip, then moved between her thighs, finding her clit with practiced ease. He rubbed in slow, steady circles, his touch soft but certain, and a soft gasp escaped her lips.
“This,” he murmured, voice low and rough, “this is why I love missionary. Because I can feel all of you.”
Her cheeks burned, eyes fluttering shut as he kept working her clit with maddening precision. He knew every inch of her, exactly how to touch her, how to break her down.
“I can see your face,” he whispered against her skin. “Every little reaction, every breath, every moan. All mine.”
Her hips lifted instinctively, seeking more, and he chuckled—low and deep.
“You’re so fucking responsive,” he said, fingers pressing harder. “Every time I touch you, you act like it’s the first time. Drives me insane, baby.”
She could still feel him inside her, thick and pulsing, his hips slowly grinding against hers.
“And I can rub you just like this,” he murmured, circling her clit with expert rhythm. “I can make you come while I’m still inside. Feel you tighten around me like you’re pulling me deeper.”
She moaned, her hands gripping his shoulders as he kept going, relentless.
“I love it,” he breathed against her ear. “The way you feel wrapped around me. The way you hold me like you never want to let go.”
Her clit throbbed under his touch, her body clenching around him in anticipation.
“And this,” he said, his voice a rasp, “your clit… so sensitive. I love knowing I’m the one who gets to touch it like this. The one who gets to make you fall apart.”
She was already there, tension winding tight, her body poised on the edge. And he knew. He always did.
“You’re close, aren’t you, princess?” he murmured, fingers quickening, pressure unyielding. “I can feel it. I can see it in your eyes.”
She nodded, breath hitching, legs trembling.
“That’s it, baby,” he whispered. “Let go for me. Let me feel it. Let me see you.”
And she did. Her body convulsed, pussy clamping down around him as she came hard, waves of pleasure crashing through her. He didn’t stop—kept rubbing, kept thrusting slow and deep, drawing out every last ripple of release.
“Fuck, baby,” he groaned, breath ragged. “You feel so fucking good when you come.”
When she finally stilled, her body limp and trembling, he leaned down to kiss her, his lips soft and tender. “You’re so beautiful,” he murmured, his voice rough with emotion, his fingers still tracing the curve of her hip. She sighed into the kiss, her eyes fluttering shut as she savored the warmth of his lips against hers. But then his hand moved lower again, his fingers brushing against her clit, and she gasped, her body jerking at the sudden sensitivity.
“Lando,” she breathed, her voice shaky, her hands pressing against his chest. “Stop. It’s—it’s too much. I’m too sensitive.”
He chuckled, the sound low and teasing, his fingers dancing lightly over her clit, just enough to make her squirm. “Oh, baby,” he murmured, his lips grazing her ear. “You’re so fucking sensitive right now. It’s adorable.”
“Lando,” she whined, her hands gripping his shoulders as she tried to push him away, but he didn’t stop immediately. Instead, he lingered, his touch still light but insistent, his lips brushing against her neck as he whispered, “Just one more touch, princess. You know you like it.”
She shook her head, her breath hitching as his fingers teased her clit again, the sensation almost too much to bear. “Please,” she begged, her voice trembling. “Stop. I can’t—”
He finally relented, his hand moving away from her clit, but he didn’t pull out of her. Instead, he stayed right where he was, his cock still buried deep inside her, his warmth filling her in the most intimate way. He kissed her again, his lips soft and tender, his hands moving to cup her face as he whispered, “Okay, baby. I’ll stop. But I’m not done loving you yet.”
His lips trailed over her face, kissing her cheeks, her jawline, her forehead, every touch so gentle it made her heart ache. He was everywhere, his breath warm against her skin, his lips worshipping her as if she was the most precious thing in the world. “You’re so fucking perfect,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. “I could spend forever just like this, just loving you.”
She felt her cheeks burn, her heart swelling at his words. He was so tender, so loving, and it made her feel things she couldn’t put into words. Her hands cupped his face, her fingers brushing over his stubble as she whispered, “I love you, Lando.”
His eyes locked with hers, a soft smile playing on his lips as he leaned down to kiss her again. “I love you too, princess,” he murmured, his voice rough with emotion. “So fucking much.”
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pairings: robert reynolds x reader, slight void x reader cw: smut, afab reader, mention and usage of drugs, food play, oral (male and female receiving), messy sex, unprotected sex, trauma responses, nursing, heavy details on bodily fluids (cum).
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bob was a consuming person.
so much so that when he enjoyed something, he’d try—truly try—to take it in little pieces. like a child with sugar, licking the edges before the center. like a user with a final hit, drawing it out even as his body screamed to finish it. as if savoring was a form of prayer—an act of desperate hope that the thing he loved wouldn’t vanish when it was gone.
you think it’s a condition carved into him from the inside out, from years of addiction that had rewired the marrow of his being. he’d whisper the stories when he couldn’t sleep, his voice cracking as he spoke into your skin. the first time he smoked meth—how the world sharpened and dulled at once, like standing on the edge of a lightning bolt. how it ate time. how he stopped knowing when the sun had set. when his own name had last sounded human.
he only talks about it when you’re holding him. always in moments where your skin is touching his, like he needs the reality of your body to anchor the unreality of his memories.
like now.
you’re both submerged in the bath, the water thick with oils and salt. it’s not warm anymore, but neither of you cares. you’re straddling him, your thighs trembling against his sides, facing him—always facing him, as he asks. he tells you it keeps him here. grounded. you don’t question it anymore. his eyes are closed, lashes wet and golden, his mouth parted just enough for steam to kiss his lips. you rake your nails through his scalp, the conditioner lathering with a gentle foam as your fingers work slow circles into his head.
he moans—not from lust, not yet—but from the sheer relief of it. as if even this, even the gentle tug of your fingers through his curls, is a high he’s trying to stretch until it snaps.
and it always snaps.
bob needed coping mechanisms. dr. cornish, the one they assigned him after the thunderbolts briefing, liked to call them “rituals.” anchor points for an unstable mind. repetitive comforts that warded off the noise. he tried to adopt some of the healthier ones—you’d find him pressed against your chest like a child some mornings, nursing at your nipple with a single-mindedness that stole the breath from your lungs. the fifth time that day, no less. sometimes with tears drying on his cheeks, sometimes with a smile against your skin.
other times, it was baking.
that's one you could get behind. he was good at it—shockingly so. quietly focused, movements precise like he was defusing a bomb instead of folding batter. maybe it was the control. the order. the step-by-step promise that if he did everything right, sweetness would come out of the wreckage.
but there was still something wrong with how he looked at you when you ate it.
not just hunger. not just lust. reverence. the kind of look that should’ve been reserved for a god—if bob believed in anything higher than your moan when the spoon hit your tongue.
“this is so good, bob,” you’d said once, mouth full of still-warm vanilla cake. you were just being honest. it was good. light, soft, and impossibly fluffy.
but his face went red. and below the counter, you caught the twitch of his cock in his sweatpants. the way his fingers clenched the edge of the marble so hard you heard it creak.
he got hard from that.
from your praise.
and now?
now you’re sat in front of bob, bob’s legs slightly spread on the bed, his cake frosting is everywhere. slicked across his stomach, smeared over his thighs. he’s got a piping bag discarded on the nightstand, and the tip of his cock is flushed deep pink, glistening with milk pre and vanilla-sugar cream in a mess you can’t tell apart.
his mind is like a bee hive, he’s high, high off your touch, the mere thought of this moment. you want to taste what he made. you want to taste him. every pass of your tongue makes him sob.
“love when y—you do that,” he gasps, hips jerking up to meet your mouth. his fingers tangle in your hair, frosting slicking your scalp. “wanna bake for you more. wanna feed you. wanna be ‘s good for you.”
it’s breathless. mindless. the kind of manic devotion you used to hear in his voice when he described scoring meth on a dirty downtown corner, how it made the sky fall away and time collapse into a tunnel of white.
only now, it’s you. your praise. your mouth on him like some kind of holy retribution for all the years his body went unloved.
you take him deeper, and the milk pre leaks out in thick drips that mix with the frosting. it’s obscene. sticky. it clings to your lips, your chin, your tongue. bob groans like he’s being sanctified.
yeah, baking was good.
healthy. normal. or at least whatever normal meant for the two of you. a rhythm that made sense, something you could explain if ross’s team ever asked how he was coping. you could say, he’s staying clean. he’s baking. he’s using his hands for something that doesn’t kill people or break bones. and it would be true.
but what you couldn’t explain—what wouldn’t make it into his logs or therapy sessions or mission briefings—was bob’s infatuation with your arousal.
that wasn’t healthy. it wasn’t even about sex, not really. it was closer to need, the same primal, destabilizing kind that used to claw up his spine when he was coming down off meth. back when his body would turn inside out trying to chase the next high, chewing through hours, days, memories, just to feel anything again.
it’s obscene. sick, even.
the way his golden eyes gleam when you’re spread out for him like an offering, the slick between your thighs catching the light like it’s sacrament. he stares like a man who’s found god at the bottom of a spoon. he shudders when you drip—literally shudders, full-body tremors rolling down his spine—and then his mouth is on you like nothing else matters.
he’s whining into your core, greedy and wet, his mouth messy with your slick. not dainty licks. no performance. just raw hunger. sloppy and animal. his nose grinds into your clit with every upward drag of his tongue, breath sharp and hot as he pants against your folds.
pink lips swollen and glazed with arousal—your arousal—he moans like he’s being spoon-fed ambrosia.
you feel the mattress jolt rhythmically beneath you, and that’s when you realize his hips are rocking into it—humping like a teenager, rubbing himself against the sheets with frantic, desperate friction. he’s not touching himself. not really. his arms are locked around your thighs, hands bruising your hips as he holds you in place, but his cock drags uselessly against the bed, leaking precum onto the sheets in long, creamy smears that soak into the fabric.
the bed is wet beneath him—obscenely so—and you don’t know if it’s spit, slick, or that heavy stream of milk-pre that keeps dripping from the flushed tip of his cock.
you try to pull away once—just to breathe—but his arms tighten instantly, almost bruising.
“no,” he gasps against you. “no, baby—need it. please. i’ll be good, i swear—i just need to finish—need to taste all of it—”
you go still at the tone. that shaking, stuttering panic in his voice that sounds exactly like the way he spoke the first time he described a come-down. that same hoarse terror of having tasted heaven and knowing it would leave him.
and now? now your body is his new fix.
“what do i do?”
your voice cracks slightly, softer than you meant it to be, but you don’t take it back. “is there anything i can do?”
you’re in one of the old auxiliary lounges, where the plaster is peeling from water damage and the overhead light flickers like it’s choosing its own rhythm. the thunderbolts base isn’t exactly warm—ross’s money goes to suppression collars and clean containment zones, not comfort—but the space here feels lived-in. abandoned cushions scattered across the floor. a broken projector in the corner, dust covering the lens. the scent of weed hangs heavy in the air like incense from another world—slow-burning, warm, and strangely grounding.
ava and yelena are here already, sunk low into mismatched cushions. you didn’t expect to find anyone when you pushed open the door. least of all them—yelena with her ever-present smirk and chip on her shoulder, and ava, distant as a half-finished ghost. the air is thick with smoke and the quiet echo of some half-finished conversation. you catch it in fragments—something about schedules, about the facility’s restrictions tightening again after he broke through another training room wall.
you hadn’t planned to talk about bob. not really. but the words slipped out like a loose thread you pulled too hard. thankfully you hadn’t told them everything, not the titty sucking, not his unusual obsessions, just the necessary.
“i need bob to develop a habit,” you said, pacing slightly, arms folded tight across your chest. “a healthy one. something small. something that helps.”
ava didn’t say anything for a moment. you thought she was ignoring you, lost in whatever tension was holding her shoulders so rigid. but she looked up, and her gaze was steady, the kind that makes you feel like she’s already weighed your heart on a scale and found it just barely balanced.
“well,” ava finally said, lifting the blunt in her hand and eyeing it like it was a practical tool rather than a vice, “this is something.”
you frowned. not out of judgment—but hesitation.
“it’s still weed.”
yelena raised an eyebrow. “and?”
“he used to be an addict.” you didn’t say the drug. you didn’t need to. they both knew. the shadows of bob reynolds’s history clung to every whispered briefing and side-eyed glance from new agents. “i’m not sure it’s safe. what if it’s a slippery slope?”
yelena exhaled sharply, not annoyed—more like someone trying not to laugh at something that isn’t funny. she leaned back, arms draped over the edge of the couch, her russian accent thicker than usual as she said, “you know what else is a slippery slope? repressing everything until he explodes a ceiling panel.”
you didn’t smile, but your lips twitched.
“he’s… overwhelmed,” you admitted. “there’s nothing between him and the world anymore. not even the wrong things. no armor. no filter. just him.”
that quiet you always feared settled over the room. the kind of quiet where everything that needed saying sat too close to the surface.
“he’s not going back to that,” you added quickly. “the meth. i know him. he’s—he’s past that. but the rest of it… i don’t know how to give him something to hold onto.”
yelena tilted her head. “you don’t. not alone. he has to want to hold it.”
then ava shifted, and for a moment you thought she was going to disengage again. but instead, she reached beside her into a small tin box. quietly, without drama, she took out a slim, clean blunt wrapper, a soft brown papery roll, and held it out.
“don’t light it,” she said. “don’t smoke it, not until he’s ready at least, just—hold onto it. think about whether it’s worse to give him nothing than to give him something small.”
she handed you a small sealable bag too. not heavy. just enough flower to roll a tight, simple blunt.
the paper crackled slightly in your hands.
“does this help you?” you asked.
ava’s expression didn’t change. “sometimes. when i phase too much, i can’t feel gravity. can’t feel my own weight. this pulls me back. not always. not perfectly. but enough.”
that stayed with you.
not perfectly. but enough.
you looked over at yelena. her eyes were sharper than usual. maybe she’d smoked less than she let on. maybe she was always sharper than she acted.
“i’d rather him have a little control over something,” you murmured, “than none at all.”
yelena smiled faintly. “then you’re already ahead of half the people who’ve tried to manage him.”
the weight of the blunt paper in your palm felt strange. like it carried more than it should. but it wasn’t loaded yet. not with meaning. not with history. not until you brought it to him.
you didn’t know what he’d say. if he’d flinch. if he’d beg for it. if he’d refuse.
but maybe this wasn’t about curing him. maybe this wasn’t about fixing a man who could crush continents and still wake up crying in your lap.
maybe it was about giving him a moment. just one moment where the static faded and he could feel something gentle.
you slide the window open with both hands, the metal frame groaning softly as it gives way.
the air outside is cool, not cold, but crisp in that way that promises storm clouds far off on the horizon—maybe days away. it smells like ozone and dirt and trees that have long since surrendered to the lab-converted facility grounds. you leave it wide open, enough for the scent to reach the bed and lift the heaviness from the air inside.
two weeks.
two weeks since ava gave you the small little bag.
you reach into the drawer like it’s something sacred, fingers curling around the soft bag ava gave you and lifting it out with quiet reverence. you don’t speak, not yet. just move with purpose. calm. like this is a habit you’ve done before. like you aren’t still caught somewhere between guilt and resolve.
bob watches you from the bed.
he’s stretched out across the mattress, loose grey t-shirt tugged slightly at the hem from the way he’d been curled there moments ago. there’s always a quiet tension in him, even now—like his body doesn’t know how to be still unless it’s pressed to yours, wrapped around you like a question he can’t stop asking. his eyes follow your every move, curious but cautious, like he’s trying to decode something you haven’t said aloud.
you climb onto the bed beside him, moving slowly. no words. you place the small bag between you like it’s something fragile. not a drug, not a solution—just something else. something new. it sits there, nestled in the folds of the comforter, light as air and heavier than guilt.
it feels like offering something at an altar. just the two of you. a very, very small cult of your own design.
bob stares at it.
then at you.
a slow smile breaks across his face—gentle at the edges, stretched thin with something heavier beneath it. it isn’t mocking. not quite playful, either. it’s soft and cautious, the kind of smile someone offers after surviving a collapse. his gold-flecked eyes seem to flicker with recognition. not of the bag itself, but of what it means for you to give it to him. to trust him with it.
there’s history behind that look. shared history. unearthed in your bed, in the quiet tension of his comedown nightmares, in every time he’s reached for you instead of something chemical.
“i’ve smoked weed before, if that’s what you’re stressed about,” he says, voice featherlight and teasing, though there’s a question buried somewhere in it. “when did you leave—to get it?” his tone shifts. less joking. a flash of something a little wounded. like he’s asking, did i lose time again? did you go somewhere and i didn’t follow?
you settle beside him again, the mattress sinking slightly under your weight. the room is quiet in that specific, padded way it always gets when bob is calm—calm enough not to break it. you glance at the bag, then back at him.
“ava gave it to me. she said it helps her come back into her body. when she phases too much.”
bob nods, just once, slow. his hands don’t move. they stay crossed over his chest, protective, hesitant. like if he reaches too fast, the intimacy will collapse and he’ll shatter something.
you hesitate. “i thought it might help you. i didn’t want to push anything. that’s why i waited.”
he stares at you for a long second, then lifts one shoulder in a half-shrug. “i already have things that help me,” he mutters, lips pink and pouting, breath catching a little. “can we just do what we usually do?”
and you hear what he’s really asking: are you getting sick of me? am i too much today?
your answer is immediate.
“yes. of course.”
his next question is soft, almost startled by your quickness.
“now?”
you barely nod. but that’s all he needs. the moment doesn’t erupt—it dissolves, like a sugar cube dropped into hot water. melting on contact. losing shape. sweet, cloying, overwhelming.
bob melts into you with a desperation that feels ancient, almost reverent. his cock is flushed, leaking, and slick with need already—just the sight of you has him soaked and sticky, dribbling messily onto the dip of his stomach. your fingers wrap around him like muscle memory, and he chokes on a whine, thrusting helplessly into your palm. his head buries into your chest as though he could crawl inside your skin, mouth wet and needy against your breastbone, dragging open-mouthed kisses over your sweat-damp skin.
you stroke him slowly, firmly, and his hips stutter. but after a long, trembling second—he pulls away.
“wait,” he gasps, his voice tight and hoarse. “wait—wait, i want—”
you expect him to say he wants you to keep going. or to finish him. or to ride him until he forgets his own name. that would’ve been simpler. expected.
but he slips from your grasp like something slithering down a drain and drops between your thighs with the urgency of a man crawling to an altar.
you suck in a breath.
bob’s fingers hook into the band of your underwear and he pauses when he feels it—how soaked it is, how ruinously wet. his eyes flutter. a tremor runs down his spine. when he breathes out, it sounds like he’s dying and being reborn at the same time.
then his tongue flicks out—just once. a single taste against the damp fabric. a sample. a test.
the moan that follows is guttural. obscene. he shakes like something short-circuiting.
then he tears the fabric aside entirely.
two fingers push into you fast, curling upward immediately like he’s been here before, like he knows exactly what he’s looking for. and he does. you feel it in the way his breath catches, in the way his shoulders hunch as he groans into your inner thigh.
“fuck,” he chokes, voice thick, reverent. “fuck, there it is. there you are—give it to me, please, i promise i earned it—”
his fingers are soaked in seconds. slick strings down his knuckles, dripping messily onto his wrist, his forearm, pooling into the pale hairs of his arm. he doesn’t stop. he watches it coat his skin with wide, worshipful eyes—like he’s just been handed a chalice of liquid salvation.
he slides his fingers back through your folds. deliberate. tender. dragging every last drop out of you and smearing it across his palm, like he’s anointing himself with it.
“i need all of it,” he murmurs. “please. don’t—don’t stop me. i need all of it.”
and you let him. because it’s not want in his voice anymore—it’s need, low and cracked and vulnerable. as if this isn’t sex anymore. as if this is what keeps him tethered to his body. to reality. to you.
then he’s off the bed. ungraceful, stumbling a little as he moves. his boxers cling halfway down his thighs, and his cock bobs with every shaky breath he takes—angry red and shining with precum, twitching like it’s still reaching for your hand. but he’s focused now. possessed.
he reaches for the tin on the nightstand with trembling hands. opens it with care, reverence. fingers still glossy with your slick, he spreads the weed. adds more with a shake of the tin. he doesn’t wipe his hands before rolling. he doesn’t want to. instead, he drags his wet fingers along the paper, smearing your arousal into the crease with slow, circular motions. the mixture is darkened, muddied. his hands are filthy with it.
there’s no hesitation. no shame. he groans as he does it, low in his throat, the sound pure and broken.
the weed darkens. your slick coats it in glistening trails—milky and viscous, seeping into the crumbled flower like a slow infection. he mixes it with methodical slowness, hands dirty and glistening, not bothering to clean himself. he doesn’t want to. every movement is a sacrament.
then he lays out the paper. flat and clean. a blank page, soon to be rewritten in you.
he spreads the weed. presses it down with your wetness still on his fingers, dragging sticky circles into the paper’s seam. it stains dark. faintly pink, faintly cloudy. a corrupted ritual.
he doesn’t wipe off the excess. just rolls, slow and precise. the blunt comes together loose and heavy with wetness, a messy thing wrapped in prayer. and when it’s time to seal it, he doesn’t even blink.
his tongue drags along the edge—coating it with spit and come, warm breath misting over the paper. his lips are glossy with arousal and resin when he pulls away.
the lighter clicks. orange glow catching on his trembling hands.
he brings the blunt to his lips. inhales. deep. like he’s starving.
the first hit makes his chest jolt. he coughs once, eyes squeezing shut—but when he exhales, the smoke rolls out slow and thick, spiraling upward in a fog of earthy haze tinged with something more intimate. the air smells like resin and sweat. like sex and something holy. he’s breathing you in, you’re in his lungs.
he climbs back onto the bed like a man crawling toward god.
you’re spread open still, thighs parted. his eyes go glassy again when he sees you. the glowing end of the blunt smears ash across your stomach as he lowers himself, one hand gripping your thigh like he needs grounding.
“just gonna slip inside,” he murmurs, voice cracked and boyish. “i’ll be good. gentle. i promise.”
you nod. his whole body shudders—no, convulses—like something bigger than lust is tearing through him. his hips twitch forward involuntarily, like muscle memory dragging him to where he already imagines himself buried. his cock nudges between your folds, and the sound he makes isn’t a moan so much as a whimper. half-formed. desperate.
then he blinks, eyes glassy, realigning his body like it’s hard to remember what’s real. his cock, flushed deep red and sticky with precome, slides against you, dragging through the mess you’ve made together. your slick coats him in thick strings, clinging from his shaft to your cunt like a second skin. he gasps. the sound is hoarse—cracked from smoke and begging. it’s the same kind of noise he used to make coming down from a binge, the same full-body tremble, the same too-much-too-soon terror. only now, it’s you. your heat. your wetness.
and then he presses in.
it’s not graceful. it’s raw. sloppy. his tip catches, then pushes past with a sticky squelch that’s downright filthy, like your body’s too wet to offer any resistance. his breath catches, lips parting in a silent cry as your walls clamp down. he twitches already, cock jumping in your grip like it’s surprised you took him in. every vein, every pulse, every thick inch pushes through you with painstaking slowness, like he’s trying not to overdose on the sensation.
you see it in the way his face contorts—forehead drawn tight, mouth slack, golden eyes flickering. awe, horror, worship. all tangled together. like he thinks he’s desecrating something sacred just by being allowed inside.
“fuck!—oh god, you—” his voice breaks into a sob. “you feel better than anything i’ve ever—fuck—better than light, better than flying, better than—than meth—”
he chokes the last word like it burns his tongue, but he means it. you can feel the sincerity in his shudder, the way he buries himself deeper, inch by inch, until your hips meet. his balls press flush to you, soaked now in your slick, and the wet heat of his release chamber rests low and full against your cunt. his whole body curls around you like you’re shelter, like he needs to get closer than skin.
he’s still holding the blunt between trembling fingers, the cherry burning low. ash trails across your thigh from the way his hand keeps jerking with every little pulse of your cunt around him. he tries to raise it to his mouth, but his arm won’t stop shaking—his thrusts have short-circuited his motor control, his need so overwhelming it’s shorted him out completely.
so you guide him—gently, wordlessly—taking the blunt from his fingers and pressing it to his lips like a mother nursing a fevered child. his mouth opens instantly, compliant, hollowing his cheeks around the inhale. he whimpers as he takes it in. then he grabs your face, pulling you close with trembling urgency.
“let me… give you something too.”
he kisses you with smoke still in his lungs, and the moment his lips touch yours he exhales. the heat rushes into you, tasting like weed and sex and something rawer—saliva and your own arousal still smeared across his tongue. the kiss is soaked, wet and messy, full of smoke and spit and want. he moans into your mouth as he exhales, and the sound vibrates down your throat like a tremor. you can taste the thc on him, sharp and bitter, but what coats it is unmistakably you. you’ve become part of him, even in the air he breathes.
he doesn’t let you go.
“wanna stay inside you forever,” he mumbles, delirious now, starting to thrust. the rhythm is nothing—just a series of shallow, broken movements, like his hips can’t remember how to fuck properly because all his focus is on not exploding. “don’t wanna leave. don’t make me leave—please, don’t—”
“i’m not,” you whisper, holding his jaw. his pupils are blown wide, but the rims glow gold. he looks unhinged. beautiful. gone.
somewhere in that molten light, the void watches from behind his eyes. lurking. curious.
“he likes when you’re like this,” bob murmurs, voice strained and breathless against your throat. “when i’m begging. ruined. he thinks it’s fucking hilarious.”
you grip his jaw tighter, eyes blazing. “then let him watch.”
bob’s whole body jolts. the sound he makes is obscene—nearly a sob, loud and broken. his hips stutter as he fucks you harder now, with more desperation than finesse. the blunt is still clutched between your two fingers, smoke leaving a sooty trail along your belly, on your sheets. ash clings to sweat. your skin is sticky with it—damp with his heat, your slick, his come beginning to leak out with every snap of his hips.
his forehead presses to yours. sweat drips from him in hot rivulets, staining the sheets beneath you both. “i’m—i’m gonna—i can’t—” he’s sobbing now. “you’re gonna make me come. you’re gonna ruin me. don’t stop—don’t stop squeezing—feels so good, so tight, so fucking wet, i can’t—”
you squeeze down on him. deliberately. relentlessly.
and bob lets out a sound which seems like a choked scream.
his orgasm hits him like a convulsion—hips jerking, cock throbbing violently inside you as his come spills out in thick, gushing pulses. it’s messy. it’s gross. you feel it flooding you, leaking down your thighs almost instantly. hot, viscous, obscene. like his body couldn’t hold it in a second longer. like every drop is penance.
he clings to you with the rawness of a man who’s lost everything before and is terrified to lose it again. his arms wrap around you, crushing you to him. he doesn’t pull out. his cock stays buried inside, twitching with aftershocks, like it doesn’t know what to do without you wrapped around it.
he slumps against you, full weight bearing down. you let him. you adjust him to your side when he finally softens, and you raise the blunt to his mouth every few moments as his body tries to come back down. he doesn’t even notice when more come leaks out of you, pooling under your thighs. doesn’t flinch at the way the sheets are soaked. he wants it. he needs the mess.
and from somewhere deep—lower than sound—the void stirs once more.
bob doesn’t flinch. not anymore. he just breathes against your neck, still panting like a newborn, lips parted, skin flushed with something that doesn’t fade.
“i love you,” he mumbles, over and over like a chant. “i love you. don’t make me go back to being alone. please—please.”
“you’re not,” you say, threading your fingers through his sweat-damp curls. “you’re not alone. i’ve got you.”
the room is thick with smoke, pungent and heady. the air is dense with sex and sweat, the cloying scent of arousal still sticky on your skin. ash streaks your thighs, smeared in lazy handprints. but none of it matters. what matters is bob. in you. on you. of you.
and he holds onto that like a man who has finally found a drug that doesn’t rot him. something pure. something feral.
something that wants to be inside him just as much as he wants to stay inside you.
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White Horse - Chapter 23: June 2024 - Part 4
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Isabelle Leclerc (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen is a World Champion. Isabelle Leclerc is invisible.
She watched her family give up everything for Charles’ career—Arthur’s karting, their father’s savings, even her childhood horse. She understood. She never asked for more.
But Max does. He notices the things no one else does, listens when no one else will, and puts her first in ways she never imagined. With him, she isn’t an afterthought—she’s a choice. And for the first time, she realizes she doesn’t have to be invisible.
Warnings and Notes:
we have now moved on from Charles bashing to bashing his whole family, Discussions of toxic past relationships, talk about loosing a childhood pet, toxic families, mention of the loss of a parent.
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble

The smell of fresh croissants filled the apartment by the time Belle heard the knock at the door.
She padded barefoot across the kitchen tiles, hair still messy from sleep, and opened it to find Emilie standing there — oversized sunglasses perched on her head, a tote bag dangling from one arm, and a smug, very satisfied smile playing at the corner of her mouth.
"You brought pastries," Belle said, immediately stepping aside to let her in.
"I also bring gossip," Emilie said, sweeping dramatically into the kitchen. "And judgment. Lots of judgment."
Belle laughed under her breath and grabbed two mugs from the shelf. "Coffee?"
"Obviously," Emilie said, dropping the tote on the counter. "You’ll need it for this."
Belle handed her a cup and sat down at the table, folding her legs beneath her. "Okay, what did you do?"
Emilie beamed. "I may or may not have verbally eviscerated Charles last night."
Belle blinked. "You what?"
"Ran into him and Alexandra while you were busy being majestic and ignoring his fifty desperate texts," Emilie said, taking a sip of coffee like she hadn’t just dropped a nuclear bomb into the kitchen. "He stomped over, full of righteous panic, and I… handled it."
Belle covered her mouth with her hand, trying not to choke on a laugh. "Handled it how?"
"I told him," Emilie said sweetly, "that maybe, just maybe, if he had spent half as much time seeing you as he does now trying to fix his own guilt, he wouldn't be in this mess."
Belle’s eyebrows shot up. "You said that?"
"And more," Emilie said brightly. "I told him he doesn’t get to be upset about the horse. Or the apartment. Or the job. Because every one of those things was him not noticing, not you hiding."
Belle stared at her, heart twisting — with affection, with shock, with a deep, raw kind of gratitude she couldn’t quite put into words.
"You’re terrifying," Belle said softly.
Emilie grinned. "And yet you love me."
"I do," Belle admitted, smiling even as she felt the sting of tears at the back of her throat. "I really, really do."
They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes — Belle tearing apart a croissant, Emilie scrolling through her phone — before Emilie casually said, "Oh, and by the way, I also had a date last night."
Belle blinked. "You what?"
Emilie sipped her coffee like it was no big deal. "With Lando."
Belle nearly dropped her croissant. "With—LANDO?"
"Don’t yell," Emilie said, laughing. "You’ll scare the cats."
Belle gaped at her. "You had a date with Lando Norris and you’re just… casually dropping that like it’s nothing?"
"I mean, it’s not nothing," Emilie said, suddenly a little shy, cheeks pinking. "It was… nice. Really nice."
Belle set her coffee down carefully. "You like him."
"I might," Emilie admitted, voice soft. "I really might."
Belle sat back, a slow, warm smile spreading across her face. "You deserve nice."
Emilie shrugged, but she was smiling too. "He makes me laugh. A lot. And he listens. And he doesn’t… I don’t know. He doesn’t expect me to be anything but what I am."
Belle reached across the table and squeezed her hand. "That sounds pretty good to me."
"It is," Emilie said, squeezing back.
"And if he hurts you, I’m telling Max," Belle added.
Emilie laughed — a real one, full and bright and fierce. "Please do."
***
Text Messages: Belle Verstappen & Lando Norris
Belle: Hi Lando Emilie told me you two had a date recently.
Lando: 😳 uh yeah we did
Lando: I swear I was a perfect gentleman. Please don't kill me.
Belle: I'm not going to kill you. I just wanted to say something.
Lando: okay (this feels scarier somehow)
Belle: Emilie is one of the kindest and strongest people I know. She’s had enough people treat her like she’s second choice, or temporary, or just an option. I won’t let anyone add to that.
Lando: I would NEVER I mean it I really like her
Belle: Good. Because if you hurt her — if you make her doubt even for a second that she’s loved— you’ll be answering to me.
Belle: And I may not shout. I may not make a scene. But I promise you — you will know exactly how thoroughly you've disappointed me.
Lando: understood
Belle: I believe in people getting second chances. But I also believe in protecting the people who matter. Emilie matters. So if you care about her — really care — don’t let her ever question that.
Belle: That's all. Thank you for listening.
Lando: yes ma'am I promise I really do like her. A lot.
Belle: Then show her. Every day.
Lando: I will.
Lando: Also I think you might be scarier than Max.
***
Max balanced the box of pastries in one hand and rang the doorbell with the other, Belle tucked close to his side.
From inside, he could already hear the low thud of feet — Luka, probably, trying to beat everyone else to the door. There was a scramble, a shout, and then Tom's voice, stern but fond, cutting through the noise: "Let her answer it properly, boys!"
Belle smiled up at Max, her hand slipping into his as the door finally swung open.
Victoria stood there, baby Hailey cradled against her chest in a wrap, her hair in a messy bun and an exhausted but beaming smile on her face.
"You’re late," Victoria teased, stepping aside to let them in. "I was starting to think you got lost."
"We had to detour for these," Max said, holding up the pastries.
Victoria snorted. "Bribery. Classic."
Inside, the house looked like chaos disguised as domestic bliss — toys strewn across the living room, Luka and Lio arguing good-naturedly over a pile of Lego, Tom trying (and failing) to get them to clean up before guests arrived.
"Uncle Max!" Luka cried, barreling into him.
Max huffed as the kid hit his side like a tiny missile but grinned and ruffled his hair. "Hey, champ."
Belle crouched to greet Lio properly, getting a shy grin in return before he wrapped himself around her leg like a barnacle.
Max’s heart twisted — the sight of Belle, already so natural, so gentle with the kids, even now.
Victoria plopped down on the couch, motioning them over. "Come on. Come meet your niece properly."
Belle followed, a little hesitant, while Max dropped the pastries on the table and shrugged off his jacket. Sophie appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a towel and greeting them both with kisses on the cheek.
"You're looking well," Sophie said kindly to Belle, squeezing her hand. "Keeping it all together, I see."
Belle just smiled — small, soft, almost bashful. Max knew the truth behind that smile. Knew how much it cost sometimes to keep it together.
Victoria grinned wickedly and, without warning, untied Hailey from the wrap and thrust her gently into Belle’s arms.
"Practice," she said, laughing when Belle let out a startled breath.
Belle blinked down at the tiny bundle, hands adjusting instinctively. Hailey made a soft cooing sound and settled immediately against her chest, tiny fingers curling into the fabric of Belle’s sweater.
Max sat down beside them, watching Belle like he was memorizing the moment.
It felt like the right time.
He slid his hand onto Belle’s knee, grounding her, smiling when she glanced at him — a question in her eyes.
He nodded, barely a tilt of his head.
Belle took a deep breath, looking down at Hailey, and then up at Victoria and Sophie.
"I guess we’ll need the practice," she said quietly.
Victoria paused mid-sip of her coffee. "What?"
Belle’s cheeks pinked. She shifted Hailey carefully into Max's arms, and Max cradled the tiny girl easily, used to the weight of something precious.
"We’re having a baby," Belle said, voice trembling but sure.
Silence.
Then Sophie gasped, hands flying to her mouth. Victoria’s coffee cup clattered against the table.
"No," Victoria breathed. "You’re serious?"
Max grinned, pride swelling in his chest. "Completely."
Victoria made a noise — somewhere between a squeal and a gasp — and surged to her feet too.
"Oh my God," Victoria said, practically vibrating. "Are you serious? You’re serious??"
Belle smiled — small but real — and Max thought he might physically explode from how proud he was of her.
"About three months," Belle said quietly.
Victoria burst into happy tears immediately. Tom wandered into the room just in time to see her practically tackle Belle in a careful, weepy hug.
“You sneaky little thing!” Victoria cried. “You didn’t say anything!”
Belle laughed, breathless and teary all at once, hugging her back.
Sophie was still standing frozen for a moment — and then she crossed the room in three strides and pressed her hands gently to Belle’s cheeks, her smile breaking wide and a little broken.
"I’m so happy for you," Sophie whispered, voice thick. “My sweet girl. You’re going to be such a good mom.”
Max swallowed hard around the lump in his throat as Belle leaned into it, tears slipping down her own cheeks.
Victoria clapped her hands once, bright and chaotic. "This is amazing!" she said. "Luka! Lio! You’re going to have a new baby cousin!"
Luka whooped and ran in circles around the couch. Lio just grinned shyly and latched back onto Belle’s leg.
***
The late afternoon light slanted warm through the apartment windows, dust motes swirling lazily in the golden air. Belle sat cross-legged on the couch, wearing one of Max’s Red Bull hoodies — it nearly swallowed her whole — flipping idly through a book she hadn’t really been reading.
Max was stretched out beside her, long legs hanging off the edge, his hand absently tracing the seam of the couch between them. It was quiet in the way it only ever was with him — no pressure to fill the space, no need to perform. Just breathing, just being.
Belle felt him shift, roll onto his side to face her. She looked up from her book and smiled automatically, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
Max hesitated.
Then, in a voice so soft it made her chest ache, he said, "Can I...?"
His hand hovered mid-air between them, uncertain. And for a second Belle didn’t understand — until she realized his eyes weren’t on her face.
They were on her stomach.
Still flat. Still unchanged. But growing. Quietly, invisibly.
Their baby.
Belle’s breath caught in her throat.
She nodded, just once, not trusting herself to speak.
Max moved carefully, like she was made of something fragile. His palm settled, featherlight, against the soft curve of her belly — and he exhaled a shaky little laugh, pressing his forehead against her shoulder.
"You can’t feel anything yet," Belle whispered, smiling into his hair.
"I know," Max said, his voice low and reverent. "But you're there. Both of you."
Belle let the book slip from her hands and wrapped her arms around him instead, feeling the way he cradled her so instinctively — like she was precious. Like she was his whole world.
After a long moment, Max pulled back slightly, still resting his hand against her.
"It’ll take a while before you show, won’t it?" he asked, voice gentle, almost reverent.
She nodded, smiling wetly. "First pregnancies usually do. Maybe not until four or five months in."
Max made a soft, thoughtful noise, still tracing tiny circles with his thumbs. "Good," he said. "More time to enjoy it before everyone starts trying to figure it out."
Belle laughed shakily, threading her fingers into his hair. "They’ll have to get through you first."
The look in his eyes — tender, fierce, protective — made something tighten in Belle’s chest. A thought that had been lingering there for days, tugging quietly at the corners of her mind.
Max was leaving soon.
Flying to Spain for the Grand Prix.
Another weekend of cameras, flashing lights, noise — and pretending.
Pretending she didn’t exist.
Pretending this didn’t exist.
Belle bit her lip, heart thudding a little too hard against her ribs.
It wasn’t just about the hiding anymore.
It wasn’t about keeping things private for their own peace.
It was about the quiet ache of being invisible. Of loving and being loved and still acting like she had to apologize for it.
She could handle being unknown to the world.
But she didn’t want to be invisible to it — not when Max was the best, most real thing she had ever dared to hold.
"I don't want to hide anymore," she said suddenly, the words spilling out before fear could swallow them down.
Max blinked, startled, lifting his head properly to look at her — really look at her.
Like she was the only thing in the world that mattered.
"You don’t have to," he said immediately.
No hesitation.
No question.
Just simple, devastating certainty.
Belle’s heart twisted painfully at the way he said it — like there had never been another option in his mind. Like loving her in the open was as natural to him as breathing.
She smiled — a little shaky, but sure. Anchored by him. By them.
"We don’t have to announce everything," she said, voice low but steady. "Not the baby. Not yet."
Her hand slid down to cover his, where it still rested over the soft, flat plane of her stomach — a touch so gentle it made her ache.
"But... us," Belle said, eyes searching his. "Our marriage. You. Me. I’m tired of pretending you’re not my home."
Max’s entire face softened — the kind of rare, quiet smile he only ever gave her.
Like something sacred.
Like something permanent.
"Okay," he said simply, voice rough around the edges. "Okay. We'll tell them."
And just like that, Belle exhaled — slowly, shakily — a breath she'd been holding for too long.
Not because she didn’t trust Max. But because she was finally starting to trust herself.
To trust that loving someone openly didn’t make her a burden. That maybe — just maybe — she could take up space without needing permission.
Belle leaned forward and kissed him — slow and sure — and Max kissed her back like he was promising her something without words. Like he was stitching the vow right into her bones.
No more hiding. No more shrinking. No more apologizing for what they had built.
Just them. Together.
***
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Jos Verstappen
Max: Hey. Are you free to come to the Spanish Grand Prix?
Jos: I can be. Why?
Max: Belle and I are going public. About the marriage.
Jos: ...Finally. About time.
Max: Yeah, well. We wanted it to be ours first, you know?
Jos: I get it. What do you need from me?
Max: Honestly? Run a little interference. The media’s going to lose their minds. And Charles… ...Charles might combust.
Jos: You mean Charles is going to make it worse by running around like a headless chicken.
Max: Basically.
Jos: I’ll handle it. I'll be there. I’ll keep the worst of it off Belle.
Max: Thanks, Papa.
***
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Lando Norris
Max: Heads up. Belle’s coming to the Spanish GP.
Lando: WAIT WHAT
Lando: LIKE ACTUALLY IN THE PADDOCK???
Max: Yes.
Lando: HOLY SHIT
Lando: MAX. MAX YOU CANNOT JUST DROP THAT ON ME LIKE THAT.
Max: What, did you think I was going to keep her hidden forever?
Lando: I mean YES???
Lando: BRO YOU GOT SECRET MARRIED AND YOU’RE JUST LIKE "oh btw here’s my wife" AT A WHOLE GRAND PRIX???
Max: Exactly. Soft launch. Race weekend edition.
Lando: THIS IS NOT A SOFT LAUNCH. THIS IS A NUCLEAR LAUNCH.
Max: You'll survive.
Lando: Will I?? Charles might physically explode on track. And the entire grid is going to lose their minds.
Max: Good. They deserve a little excitement.
Lando: I’m not emotionally prepared for this level of chaos.
Max: Too late. Prepare yourself.
Lando: I NEED A SUIT. AND ARMOR. AND POPCORN.
Max: Belle likes popcorn. Maybe bring some.
Lando: I'M TAKING THIS VERY SERIOUSLY, MAX.
Max: So am I. See you in Barcelona, mate.
Lando: I’m going to faint.
***
Group Chat: HELP ME
(Members: Daniel Ricciardo, Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Lewis Hamilton, Carlos Sainz Jr., George Russell, Alex Albon, Nico Hulkenberg, Nico Rosberg, Sebastian Vettel, Mark Webber, David Coulthard, Sergio Pérez, Fernando Alonso, Kimi Räikkönen, Zhou Guanyu, Logan Sergeant, Esteban Ocon, Lance Stroll and Valtteri Bottas)
Lando: 🚨🚨🚨 EMERGENCY 🚨🚨🚨
Oscar: Oh no what now
George: You can't just start like that and expect me not to panic.
Daniel: I LIVE for this energy. Continue.
Lando: Belle is coming to the Spanish GP. IN THE PADDOCK. WITH MAX. OFFICIALLY.
Lewis: ...well. That’s one way to drop a bomb.
Carlos: Wait, WAIT. Publicly?
Lando: YES.
Oscar: oh my god.
Lance: Charles is gonna combust like an overheated engine.
Zhou: Charles is going to find out and collapse in parc fermé.
Fernando: I'd pay money to see it happen live.
Nico H: Is anyone placing bets on HOW he finds out?
George: He’s either going to see them together and short-circuit or he's going to hear the rumors swirling and spiral in slow motion.
Daniel: Imagine him walking into the paddock, seeing Max holding Belle’s hand, and just… Rage quitting life.
Sebastian: Peace and love, but Charles needs to sit down and shut up.
Lando: I am 100% recording his reaction. I don’t even care anymore.
Oscar: Charles: "Hey Belle, why are you in the paddock??" Belle: "I'm with my husband." Charles: System error. Please reboot.
Lewis: Someone get medical personnel on standby.
Carlos: I'M STILL PROCESSING THIS He doesn’t even know Max married her yet. He still thinks Belle’s secret boyfriend is sugar daddy Fernando.
Zhou: No but seriously. WHO is going to tell Charles??
Daniel: It’s going to hit him like a freight train of bad decisions.
Oscar: We need an over/under on how long he lasts before he confronts Max.
Lewis: Five minutes tops.
George: Two minutes if Belle is holding Max's hand.
Alex: Negative five seconds if they kiss.
Fernando: I want a front row seat. No regrets.
Carlos: I kinda hope Max punches him first if he says anything stupid.
Daniel: You say that like Max wouldn’t absolutely end him with one (1) look.
Lando: I’m bringing popcorn.
Oscar: I’m bringing a camera.
Zhou: I'm bringing bail money.
Lewis: And I’m bringing peace and emotional support. (And also a camera.)
Mark: This is going to be biblical.
Nico R: If Charles survives it without crying, it’ll be a miracle.
Daniel: Imagine forgetting your sister’s birthday, her horse, her marriage, and then getting bodied by reality in one weekend. Elite.
George: This is going to be the greatest off-track drama of the season.
Carlos: And we get to watch it unfold in 4K.
Sebastian: Prayers for Charles.He’s going to need them.
Oscar: Charles isn't surviving this.
George: Neither am I tbh.
Lando: see you all in Spain let the games BEGIN.
***
Text Messages: Belle Verstappen & Emilie Abadie
Belle: Guess what.
Emilie: 👀 What??
Belle: I’m going to Spain with Max. To the Grand Prix. Officially.
Emilie: WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT LIKE… WALKING INTO THE PADDOCK AS MRS. VERSTAPPEN OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY?? 😭
Belle: Yes. We’re not announcing the baby yet. Just… us. No more hiding. No more pretending.
Emilie: I’M SCREAMING internally because I’m in public and I don’t want to get arrested but STILL
Belle: 😂😂😂
Emilie: I am so proud of you, Belle. So, so proud. You’re going to walk in there and light the place up and Max is going to look at you like you hung the stars.
Belle: He already does. 🥹
Emilie: DID YOU WANT ME TO CRY AT THE GROCERY STORE?? BECAUSE MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
Belle: 😂 Sorry not sorry. (Also… any outfit suggestions for my "Hey, I'm married to a World Champion" debut? 👀)
Emilie: DON’T MOVE. I’m pulling outfit options right now. We’re about to make Monaco’s most famous secret the event of the weekend.
Belle: Thank you for always being in my corner. 🖤
Emilie: Always. Now let’s pick a dress that’s going to make half the paddock faint. 😘
***
The doorbell rang, followed almost immediately by the sound of keys jingling and a familiar voice calling, "Don't panic, it's just me — and I'm armed."
Belle laughed, rising from the couch just as Emilie shouldered her way into the apartment, arms overflowing with shopping bags. Designer logos peeked from between brown paper and bright ribboned handles. Emilie kicked the door shut with one foot and dropped the pile dramatically onto the coffee table with a satisfied huff.
"I come bearing offerings," she declared.
Belle raised an eyebrow. "You robbed an entire mall?"
"Selective raiding," Emilie said sweetly. "And it’s called urgent fashion triage, thank you very much."
Belle shook her head, grinning as she started rifling through the bags. Soft silks, crisp white linens, sunlit yellows and rich blues — it was like someone had bottled the Spanish sun and turned it into clothes.
"You didn’t have to," Belle said softly, touched despite herself.
"I wanted to," Emilie said, plopping down onto the couch and already pulling out outfit combinations. "You’re about to walk into your first race weekend publicly as Mrs. Verstappen. You deserve to look and feel like a goddess while doing it."
Belle smiled, the word Mrs. Verstappen settling warm and giddy under her skin.
"And," Emilie added slyly, "it’s not like I needed much of an excuse for retail therapy."
Belle nudged her playfully with her foot. "You could always come too, you know. To the race."
Emilie gave her a look.
"I’m serious," Belle said, teasing. "Spain. Sunshine. Chaos. You could watch Lando drive. In person. Maybe even cheer him on."
Emilie snorted, but the tips of her ears turned suspiciously pink. "I am not that far gone," she said primly.
"Uh-huh," Belle hummed, utterly unconvinced. “Didn’t you watch a whole Twitch stream last week just to watch someone play virtual golf?”
"Shut up!" Emilie insisted, tossing a silk scarf at her. "Besides, Lando has a job to do. And so do I — making sure you don’t accidentally show up to the paddock in, like, a ballgown."
Belle laughed, holding the scarf up against herself. "Don’t worry, I am not planning ont that."
They spent the next hour going through outfits — laughing, discarding things, planning. Belle felt lighter with every minute, like the fear and tension of the last few weeks were finally cracking open to make room for something else.
When Emilie made her try on a soft linen dress and spun her around to admire her in the mirror, Belle caught her own reflection — flushed cheeks, bright eyes, the smallest, secretive curve of a smile.
She almost didn’t recognize herself.
Almost.
But this version — the one standing taller, shining quietly, no longer shrinking — this was who Max loved.
This was who she was meant to be.
And she wasn’t going to hide anymore. ***
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Gianpiero Lambiase
Max: Heads up. I’m bringing Belle to Spain.
GP: Hold on. Like… bringing her bringing her? Publicly?
Max: Yeah. No more hiding.
GP: Max. Have you thought this through? The timing, the media, the team — And, oh, I don’t know, maybe CHARLES??
Max: He’s not a factor. Not after how he treated her.
GP: I get it. Believe me, I get it. But you realize this is going to set off a bomb, right?
Max: Maybe it should.
GP: Max—
Max: He didn’t just forget her birthday. He forgot her. For years. He doesn’t get to dictate when or how Belle gets to be seen.
GP: (three dots appearing) (long pause)
GP: Okay. If you’re sure, I’m with you.
Max: I’m sure. We’re done pretending she’s not my wife.
GP: Alright. Just warning you — Christian and Gemma are going to have a heart attack. I’ll bring popcorn.
Max: Bring tequila too. For Christian. He’s going to need it.
GP: Noted.
GP: And Max? Good for you. She deserves to be seen.
Max: She deserves everything.
***
Max sank into the chair across from Christian’s desk, casually tossing a Red Bull can from hand to hand like he had all the time in the world.
Christian Horner leaned back in his chair with a sigh that sounded both long-suffering and suspicious. Across the table, Gemma — Red Bull’s long-suffering PR manager — tapped her pen against her notepad nervously, already bracing herself for whatever Max was about to drop into their laps.
Next to her, GP looked disturbingly calm, which only made Christian more suspicious.
Max finally set the can down, grinning faintly.
"So," he said, with all the innocent charm of a man about to light a building on fire, "I’m bringing Belle to the Spanish Grand Prix."
Silence.
Christian blinked.
Gemma stopped tapping her pen mid-air.
GP just nodded slightly, like he'd known this was coming for weeks. (Because he had.)
Christian leaned forward slowly, hands folded neatly. "When you say ‘bring Belle’..."
Max shrugged, far too nonchalant. "I mean bring her. Publicly."
Christian stared at him for a beat. "As in... she's coming as your wife."
Max grinned wider. "Exactly."
Another heavy pause.
Gemma looked like she was calculating seventeen separate crisis plans in her head.
Christian opened his mouth, closed it, opened it again.
"And," Christian said carefully, "does Charles know yet?"
Max leaned back in his chair, utterly relaxed. "Nope."
Gemma made a small, audible squeak.
Christian pinched the bridge of his nose. "Max."
Max shrugged again, unbothered. "He had plenty of time."
"And he still doesn’t know?"
"Nope."
Christian exchanged a long look with GP, who simply lifted his coffee cup like you’re the one who wanted to manage Max, not me.
Gemma finally found her voice. "Are you planning to tell him before Belle walks into the paddock in Barcelona wearing a Red Bull pass and a ring?"
Max tilted his head, pretending to think about it. "I mean... should I?"
"YES," Christian and Gemma said at the same time.
GP just sipped his coffee and smiled.
"Max," Christian said slowly, like he was explaining something to a very excitable cat, "you realize this is going to break the internet."
Max grinned, utterly unrepentant. "Good."
"Belle is Charles Leclerc’s sister," Gemma stressed. "And you — you’re you."
"Which is why I married her," Max said simply, like it was obvious.
Christian scrubbed a hand over his face. "Do you have any idea the PR nightmare this could be?"
Max's grin widened. "Or," he said, "it could be great for the team. Verstappen and Leclerc bloodlines finally uniting. Think of the headlines."
Gemma looked like she was about to pass out.
Christian sat back, muttering something about needing a drink.
Max just leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table, voice suddenly quieter but infinitely more serious.
"I’m not hiding her anymore," he said. "We agreed. She deserves better than that."
And despite everything — the chaos, the incoming storm — Christian found himself softening.
Because for all his recklessness, Max Verstappen had always been terrifyingly clear when it came to the people he loved.
"Alright," Christian sighed, raising his hands in surrender. "Bring your wife."
Max’s smile turned into something real, something proud.
"And Max?" Christian added as he stood.
Max glanced up.
"Maybe... maybe text Charles first."
Max smirked. "I’ll think about it."
GP, sipping his coffee: "He won't."
Gemma, resigned: "We’re going to need extra security, aren’t we?"
Christian: "And maybe a therapist on standby."
Max just whistled, hands tucked behind his head, already picturing Belle in his garage, wearing his team colors, no longer a secret.
Finally, finally, where she belonged.
***
Team Redline Stream Transcript
Luke Crane: Alright, boys, ready to get smoked by Max again?
Chris Lulham: Speak for yourself. I’ve been training.
Gianni Vecchio: Training what, exactly? Snack-eating speed?
Max: (laughs quietly) Just try to keep up.
Luke: (mock serious) Max, now that you’re a married man, you should slow down for us mortals.
Chris: Yeah, about that— Max. Max. Are we ever gonna talk about that?
Gianni: Yeah, mate. "Oh, I’m married," casually dropped in the middle of a press conference like you were ordering lunch.
Chris: You just YOLO’d your marriage announcement. No names, no details, just vibes.
Max: (grinning) Was there supposed to be a PowerPoint?
Luke: YES.
Gianni: Honestly, yes. Slides. Charts. Maybe a dramatic reveal with smoke machines.
Chris: At least a "guess who?" game. We deserve that much.
Max: (smirking) You’ll meet her soon.
Gianni: (suspicious) When is "soon"? Before 2040?
Max: (grinning wider) Spain.
Chris: Spain what?
Max: I’m bringing her to the Spanish Grand Prix.
Chat:
SHE’S COMING TO THE SPANISH GP
OMG THE MYSTERY WILL BE SOLVED
WE’LL FINALLY MEET MRS VERSTAPPEN
Chris: (wheezing) WAIT WHAT.
Gianni: You’re bringing your wife to a race weekend?
Max: (shrugs casually) Yeah. Thought it was time.
Luke: (mock offended) Wow. Betrayal. We get a cryptic marriage announcement and now a surprise reveal.
Gianni: No hints? No clues? No scavenger hunt?
Max: (laughing) Nope. You’ll see.
[Chaos continues with chaotic racing and Max being suspiciously smug.]
[About 45 minutes into the stream…] [Soft knock. Belle’s hand appears in frame — a mug of tea sliding onto Max’s desk.]
Gianni: (high alert) WAIT. WHO WAS THAT.
Luke: Was that THE WIFE???
Chris: ENHANCE. ENHANCE. CLIP IT. CLIP IT IMMEDIATELY.
Max: (without missing a beat) Thanks, Schatje.
Chat:
GUYS THAT WAS HER HAND I’M NOT OKAY
MAX SOFT LAUNCHING HIS WIFE VIA TEACUP DELIVERY I’M SCREAMING
"Thanks, Schatje" I’M SOBBINGGGG
HE SOUNDS SO IN LOVE WTF
She’s the real MVP bringing him tea mid-race 😭😭
Gianni: Max, you just BROKE the internet with a hand cameo.
Chris: Soft launch supremacy.
Luke: I need to know everything immediately.
Gianni: If Spain isn’t a full reveal, I’m rioting.
Max: (smirking into his mic) Be patient.
****
Meanwhile on Twitter:
@/F1MemeHub: MAX JUST SOFT LAUNCHED HIS WIFE WITH A TEACUP DELIVERY LIVE ON STREAM 😭😭😭 "Thanks, schatje." I'm NOT OKAY.
@/GridGossip: Max: "You'll meet her soon." Also Max: casually introduces her hand and then acts like it’s a normal Tuesday. THE SPANISH GP IS ABOUT TO BE HISTORIC.
@/TifosiTears: Not to be dramatic but if we don't get a full face reveal of Mrs. Verstappen at the Spanish GP I'm organizing a formal protest outside Red Bull HQ.
@/SoftLaunchDetective: The fact that he called her "Schatje" in front of thousands of people and didn’t blink??? That’s LOVE your honor. That’s SOULMATES.
@/F1WivesClub: Me: I don't care about the drivers' personal lives
Max Verstappen, midstream: "Thanks, schatje."
Also me: building a shrine to Mrs. Verstappen immediately
@/mysterymrsverstappen: Hello yes this account is now entirely dedicated to figuring out who Mrs. Verstappen is. Applications for sleuths open now.
↳ @/GridGossip: Are we 100% sure it’s not Isabelle Leclerc?
***
The sun was already low by the time Belle found Max in the living room, stretched out on the couch with Jimmy curled on his chest and his phone in one hand. He looked up immediately when she approached, setting everything aside without hesitation.
She hesitated at the edge of the rug, twisting the hem of her sweater between her fingers.
Max sat up straighter, instantly alert. "Belle? What's wrong?"
She shook her head quickly. "Nothing. Nothing’s wrong. I just—" She swallowed, breathing through it. "I was wondering if you could... if you would come somewhere with me tomorrow."
Max’s eyes softened. "Anywhere."
Belle smiled faintly but didn’t move closer yet. The words were heavier than she expected, even though she’d thought about them all day.
"It’s... the anniversary of my father’s death," she said quietly.
Max didn’t interrupt. Just waited, the way he always did when she needed time to find her words.
"I go every year," Belle continued. "I bring flowers. I sit with him for a while. Just… talk. Tell him what he’s missed." Her voice cracked, and she wrapped her arms around herself. "It’s silly, maybe. But I—I don’t know how not to go."
"It’s not silly," Max said immediately, voice low and certain. "Not even a little."
Belle blinked hard, willing the prickling in her eyes to settle.
"I usually go alone," she whispered. "I always have. But... I don’t want to go alone this year." She hesitated, lifting her gaze to meet his. "Will you come with me?"
Max caught her hands in his, steady and warm.
"Of course I’ll come," he said, like it wasn’t even a question. Like he would’ve followed her to the ends of the earth if she asked.
Belle leaned into him, breathing him in — cedarwood, laundry detergent, and something that was just Max — and let herself be held.
"I want him to meet you," she murmured against his chest, voice small. "Even if it’s just... like this."
Max’s arms tightened around her.
"I’d be honored," he said simply.
Belle closed her eyes.
Maybe this year wouldn’t be quite so lonely after all.
***
The air was crisp and still when they arrived at the small cemetery just outside the city, the afternoon light casting long shadows between the rows of headstones.
Max kept close as Belle walked ahead of him, a simple bouquet of white roses, lavender, eucalyptus cradled in her hands. She moved with a kind of quiet certainty, like her body knew the way by heart even if her mind was somewhere else entirely.
They wove through the headstones until she stopped in front of one — clean, simple, with her father's name carved carefully into the stone. A small lantern stood by the base, unlit but lovingly maintained, and Max could tell just by looking at it that Belle came here often. That she cared.
He stayed back a respectful step while Belle knelt, arranging the flowers neatly at the foot of the grave.
For a long moment, she just stayed there — head bowed, fingers brushing the stone as if in greeting.
Then, without looking back at Max, she started talking. Softly. Gently. Like she was sitting across from her father at the kitchen table, not kneeling at his grave.
"Hi, Papa," she said, her voice trembling just slightly. "It’s me."
Max felt something tighten in his chest — the rawness of her affection, her grief, her love — so undimmed by time.
"I’m sorry I haven’t been by as much lately," Belle continued. "It’s been a... complicated year."
She smiled, small and sad.
"You wouldn’t believe it," she said, voice light but strained. "Charles won Monaco. And nobody noticed it was my birthday."
Max saw her knuckles whiten slightly where they rested on her knee.
"Not even them," she whispered. "Not even Maman."
She brushed a hand quickly across her cheek, but kept her shoulders straight.
"I waved at Charles in the garage," Belle said. "I smiled. And he smiled back, and he didn’t even know."
Max stepped closer, crouching behind her without touching — just there. Just near enough that if she reached back, he’d be right there.
"I didn’t get angry," Belle said, voice softer now. "I didn’t scream. I didn’t cry. I just... let them forget. And then I walked away."
Her hand touched the stone again, almost like she was offering her father a secret.
"And I’m not alone," she said, a thread of something stronger — pride, maybe — weaving through her voice. "I got married, Papa."
She glanced over her shoulder then, finding Max’s eyes. He smiled — slow, steady — and nodded once, like he was promising he was still right here.
"I married Max," Belle said, turning back to the grave. "You would’ve liked him. He’s... he’s good. He’s steady in all the ways I needed and never thought I deserved."
Max swallowed thickly, feeling the burn at the back of his throat.
"And," Belle added, after a moment, her hand slipping instinctively to her stomach, "we’re having a baby."
The words hung there, delicate and astonishing.
Belle exhaled shakily.
"I wish you were here," she whispered. "I wish you could meet him. Or her. I don’t know yet."
Max stood, quiet but unmovable behind her, heart thundering with all the things he could feel but couldn't say.
Belle leaned forward, pressing her forehead gently against the cool stone.
"I’m trying, Papa," she said, voice almost breaking. "I’m trying to build something better. A family where nobody feels invisible."
Max’s hands fisted at his sides — not in anger, but in fierce, helpless loyalty to her. He would help her build that. Whatever it took.
Belle stayed like that for another minute — breathing, grounded, tethered to something older and deeper than grief.
Then she sat back, wiping her cheeks with the sleeve of her jacket, and turned toward Max.
He crouched down fully this time, opening his arms without a word. She came into them instantly.
For a while, they just stayed like that, kneeling together in the cold grass — Belle tucked into Max’s chest, Max shielding her like he could somehow carry the weight she never should have borne alone.
He pressed a kiss into her hair.
"I’m proud of you," he murmured against her scalp. "He would be too."
Belle nodded against him, and Max felt the faintest smile against his hoodie.
And right there, in the middle of a cemetery, surrounded by stillness and memory, Max knew it more clearly than anything:
Whatever happened — whatever came next — Belle was never going to walk alone again.
Not as long as he was breathing.
***
Lorenzo sat at his kitchen counter, staring at his phone like it might suddenly produce the answers he didn’t have.
The photo was still open on the screen:
Belle, in a field of soft gold light, her arm tucked gently around the neck of a stunning white mare.
Fleur.
He knew that name because Belle had written it herself — answering a question of a random user.
She looked happy.
Peaceful, even.
And God, didn’t that just twist the knife deeper.
Because they hadn't given her that peace.
They hadn’t even noticed she was still missing it.
It wasn’t the horse that gutted him, not really.
It was what the horse represented.
The life they’d taken from her when she was thirteen.
The dreams she never said out loud again, because what was the point?
They sold Blanche.
They let her sacrifice everything quietly so Charles could race — so
Arthur could race — and none of them had asked her what she wanted in return.
They just… assumed she’d move on.
But Belle hadn’t moved on.
She’d waited.
She’d mourned.
And when none of them circled back for her, she found her own way.
Without them.
Without him.
Across the room, his coffee sat untouched. Cold now. Like the pit sitting in his stomach.
Arthur was taking it badly.
Charles even worse.
Charles had been chewed out by Emilie a few days earlier — that much Lorenzo knew. Charles had tried to brush it off when he called later, voice tight and wounded, but the shame clung to him like smoke. Emilie hadn’t been polite about it, either. She had torn into him, sharp and clear and deserved, and Charles hadn’t even fought back.
Arthur was spiraling in his own way.
Blaming himself.
Telling anyone who would listen that he should have noticed Belle wasn’t okay. That he should have seen the signs when she started pulling away. That it was his fault she felt so forgotten.
But it wasn’t Arthur’s fault.
Not entirely.
And it wasn’t Charles’ alone, either.
It was Lorenzo’s.
He was the eldest. The one who was supposed to look out for them all when their father died. The one who was supposed to notice when Isabelle stopped smiling at family dinners. When she started standing a little farther away from them at the tracks. When she stopped volunteering information about her life, one tiny piece at a time, until there was nothing left she offered freely.
He had failed her. Worse than any of them.
Because he should have known. He should have seen her.
He should have protected her — from the weight of being overlooked, from the steady erosion of love measured only in podiums and points and wins.
And he hadn't.
He was ashamed.
Because he should have seen it coming.
He was the eldest.
He was supposed to watch over them all.
And instead, he had let Belle fade out of their lives like smoke slipping through a crack in the window.
Maman wasn’t handling it well either.
Their mother’s texts to Belle had gone unanswered for days. Her voice on the phone trembled more now, and she had started reaching for familiar things — old traditions, old recipes — like baking a lemon tart would somehow undo the years of not seeing her only daughter clearly.
But no amount of lemon tarts couldn't fix this.
Nothing could fix the years they spent forgetting.
And now?
Now Belle had a horse again — something he knew, deep down, she had dreamed about every day since the first had been taken from her.
But she hadn’t shared it with them.
She hadn’t shared any of it.
Because they hadn't earned it.
Lorenzo closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against the counter.
How had they been so blind?
How had they let it get this bad?
He didn’t know where Belle lived now. He didn’t know who had given her that horse. He didn’t even know if she would ever want to come home again.
But he knew this: She had found happiness without them. And maybe — maybe — she was finally living the life they never thought to fight for on her behalf.
He just didn’t know if he would ever get the chance to tell her he was sorry.
And worse— He wasn’t sure he deserved it.
***
The private jet hummed quietly beneath them, the kind of low, steady sound that usually lulled Belle into a light doze. But not today.
Today, her nerves were a live wire.
She sat curled against Max’s side, his hand resting warm and steady on her thigh, their fingers loosely tangled together. Across from them, Jos Verstappen flipped idly through a magazine, a half-finished cup of coffee forgotten on the table beside him.
It wasn’t that Belle was afraid of Jos.
He’d been nothing but kind to her — gruff sometimes, but protective in a way that made her feel safe, not small.
Still.
Telling your father-in-law that you were pregnant — especially when your marriage was still a secret to most of the world — felt a litle daunting.
Max must have felt her tension, because he squeezed her hand, grounding her.
“You ready?” he murmured, low enough that only she could hear.
Belle nodded — small but firm.
Max leaned forward slightly, clearing his throat. “Dad?”
Jos looked up, eyebrows raised, expectant.
“There’s something we wanted to tell you,” Max said.
Jos set the magazine down slowly. His expression was unreadable — patient, but sharp-eyed in that way that always made Belle feel like he saw more than he said.
Max’s thumb brushed soothing circles against the back of her hand.
Belle took a breath. "I’m pregnant," she said, voice soft but steady.
The words seemed to hang in the air for a second, floating between them, too big and too small all at once.
Jos blinked.
Once.
Twice.
Then he leaned back in his seat, crossing his arms slowly — and Belle couldn’t tell if he was about to yell, laugh, or both.
"You’re serious?" he said gruffly, but there was no bite to it — just something thick in his voice, something a little stunned.
Max smiled — that rare, raw smile that he reserved for the few people he trusted most.
"We just found out a few weeks ago."
Belle tightened her fingers around Max’s.
Jos stared at them for a long moment — at their clasped hands, at Belle’s steady eyes, at Max’s quiet pride.
And then — to Belle’s utter shock — Jos smiled. A real, honest smile, tugging awkwardly at the corners of his mouth like he wasn’t used to the feeling.
"Good," Jos said roughly. "You’ll be a great mother," he added, looking at Belle — and then, after a beat, to Max, "And you’ll be a better father than I ever was."
Belle’s throat tightened painfully.
Max squeezed her hand again, and she felt the slight tremor in it — the way those words hit him deep, carving something open and healing at the same time.
"Thanks, Pa," Max said quietly.
Jos nodded once, gruffly — like he couldn’t say more even if he wanted to — then grunted, reaching for his coffee.
"Hope you’re ready for no sleep and a lot of diaper changes," he muttered, like the most Jos blessing imaginable. "You’ll need all the patience you can get. Verstappen babies aren’t exactly easy." A faint grin cracked across his face. "Take it from experience."
Max groaned dramatically. "Don’t scare her."
Belle laughed, watery and surprised — the nerves in her chest unraveling into something lighter. Something real.
Outside the plane windows, the sky stretched out wide and endless and new.
And for the first time in weeks, Belle let herself feel it too — The future.
Opening up, bright and brave, and theirs.
***
Text Messages: Christian Horner & Fred Vasseur
Christian: Fred. Just a heads-up.
Fred: What now.
Christian: Belle will be in the paddock tomorrow. With Max.
Fred: What do you mean, with Max?
Christian: Exactly what it sounds like. Publicly. No more hiding.
Fred: Merde. Does Charles know??
Christian: Not as far as I’m aware.
Fred: You’re telling me Max Verstappen is about to make his marriage to Charles Leclerc’s sister public during a race weekend.
Christian: You might want to prepare your garage for a Leclerc meltdown.
Fred: I’m not paid enough for this.
Christian: Neither am I. (But at least it’s not my golden boy spiraling in public this time.)
Fred: I need a drink. And possibly a tranquilizer dart. For Charles.
Christian: Good luck. You’ll need it.
***
The hotel room was quiet, except for the muted hum of traffic outside and the low flicker of a Formula 2 race replay on the television. Max was already half-asleep, sprawled across the bed with one arm thrown lazily over the pillow where Belle had been sitting moments ago.
Belle sat cross-legged on the small lounge chair by the window, her phone in her lap, scrolling aimlessly — or, at least, pretending to. Her heart wasn’t in it. It hadn’t been all evening.
Her thumb hovered over the Instagram app again.
Tomorrow was going to change everything.
Tomorrow, she would walk into the paddock — into his world — not hidden behind whispered conversations or secret glances. She would walk in as his wife. Openly. Proudly.
For the first time, there would be no pretending.
And it felt… terrifying.
But also good. Right.
A smile tugged at her lips as she glanced back at Max, who mumbled something incoherent in his sleep and shifted closer to her empty side of the bed. Her heart clenched in that stupid, overwhelming way it always did around him.
She tapped into Instagram and stared at her profile.
@isabelleleclerc
It looked strange now. Wrong. Like a version of herself she was finally ready to grow beyond.
Belle took a slow breath and, with deliberate fingers, typed.
@belleverstappen
She paused for a heartbeat — not out of fear, but out of reverence. Out of the gravity of it.
This wasn’t just about a name. It was about a life she chose. A future she was building, one steady, stubborn step at a time.
She hit save before she could second-guess herself.
The screen flickered for a moment. Then it was done.
Belle Verstappen.
She set the phone down and padded quietly across the room, slipping into bed beside Max. His arm immediately found her, pulling her close in his sleep, like it was instinct.
She tucked her head against his shoulder, her hand resting lightly over the secret they still carried between them — small, invisible, but growing stronger every day.
No more hiding. No more shrinking.
Tomorrow, the world would know.
And for the first time in her life, Belle wasn’t afraid of being seen.
She was ready to be claimed — not by the spotlight, but by the people who mattered.
By the man beside her.
By herself.
***
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Everything He Doesn’t Say
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Max has never been good with words, but you’ve never once had to doubt how he feels.
Authors Note: Inspired by this amazing piece from @jungwnies 💕
1.3k words / Masterlist



You find the first one in your glove compartment.
It’s early. The sun is barely up and the pit of your stomach still churns with the anxiety of the meeting you’ve been rehearsing for in your head since 4 a.m. You get in your car, toss your bag onto the passenger seat and open the glovebox to grab the parking permit...
A folded square of paper slips out and lands on your lap.
You recognise his handwriting immediately, messy, slanted a little to the left, almost illegible to anyone else. The edges of the note are frayed like it had been sitting in his jeans for a day or two.
You’re going to kill it today. Like always. Proud of you. –M.
You stare at the note for a long moment. He didn’t say anything this morning when he hugged you at the door. Just pulled you in, kissed your forehead, murmured, “Don’t stress, baby,” and then disappeared back into the bedroom.
But this, this is different, like a whisper he wasn’t brave enough to say out loud. You place it gently into the centre console, fingers grazing it one last time before you shift into reverse.
The second one is inside your gym bag.
You find it after a long day, half-asleep and grumpy and rummaging for your water bottle. You nearly miss it, folded between the towel and your sports bra.
It’s short.
Stop forgetting how hot you are. –M.
You snort. A laugh slips out before you can stop it.
Max has never been great with words. Not when it comes to you. Not in the I-love-you-so-much-my-soul-aches kind of way. He says you’re cute, or you smell nice, or stay close tonight, instead, but you’ve come to realise he says a lot more than he lets on.
You tuck the note into your purse beside your ID, where he’ll never know you kept it.
Max is in the kitchen when you get home that night, barefoot, hoodie sleeves pushed up. There’s soup on the stove. A half-burnt piece of bread in the toaster.
“Hey,” he says, glancing up.
“Hey,” you reply, quietly.
You stop when you see what’s sitting on the counter.
Your old phone charger. The one that frayed weeks ago and sparks when you plug it in, the one you keep saying you’ll replace but never have. It’s not just been replaced but upgraded. A newer, longer cable. Still pink. Still tucked into the exact same cable holder you’d been using.
Next to it is your favourite chocolate bar. The one that's hard to find. The one you mentioned in passing weeks ago, "God, I miss those. Haven’t seen them in ages."
You blink. “Where’d you find that?”
He doesn’t even look up. “Petrol station outside of town. You don’t need to thank me.”
You pause, because you were about to. He always says that ‘You don’t need to thank me’ whether it's setting your alarm when you forget, running you a bath without asking, or quietly re-parking your car after you leave it crooked. He doesn’t say it to be dismissive. It’s almost shy, like he doesn’t know what to do when you look at him with full-blown gratitude.
He sets your mug down beside you, your favourite tea with just the right amount of honey.
You look at the counter again pink charger coiled neatly, wrapper waiting.
“You okay?” he asks, voice soft.
“Yeah,” you murmur, reaching for the tea. “Thanks.”
Max doesn’t reply just shakes his head, chuckles and brushes his hand across your lower back. He hands you a bowl and waits for you to sit beside him on the couch, gently tugging the blanket over both your legs.
“I found the note,” you say after a few minutes, voice soft.
He doesn’t look at you. Just spoons soup into his mouth and shrugs. “What note?”
You smile. “The one in my gym bag.”
“Oh.” He blinks like he genuinely forgot. “That was meant for Monday.”
You lean your head against his shoulder, heart stupidly full. “Still worked.”
He never posts about you on Instagram.
It used to sting a little, in the beginning before you understood him, before you stopped comparing him to other people.
Because Max doesn’t care about optics, doesn’t feel the need to declare his love in public or share photos from every date night. He barely remembers to post anything at all unless someone reminds him.
But he does change his lockscreen.
You notice it one night while he’s asleep, phone buzzing softly on the nightstand with some notification he’ll ignore until morning. You pick it up to silence it and catch a glimpse of the photo.
It’s from your trip to Lake Como last summer.
You’re not even looking at the camera, head turned, eyes bright, smiling at something stupid he said. It’s not posed, it’s not perfect, but you look happy.
And he chose that version of you, the soft, unfiltered one.
You place the phone back down without a word and curl closer to his chest, whispering a quiet I love you into the dark.
Sometimes he sends you videos. Random ones.
A goose chasing a guy down a beach. A cat flipping off a countertop. A golden retriever refusing to drop the stick that’s three times its size.
No caption. No context.
It always comes when you’ve been apart too long both of you swamped with work. You’ve learned to read between the lines. It’s never just a meme.
It’s I miss you. It’s Can we talk? It’s I just want to hear your laugh.
You send one back. He replies immediately.
And just like that you’re texting again, heart full.
You walk in on him reading one night.
It’s the same book you’ve been talking about for months, the one you rambled about over dinner, quoting passages like a hopeless romantic.
Max is not a reader. He struggles to sit still unless he’s in a simulator or watching race footage, but there he is, lying on his back, squinting at the tiny print, brow furrowed like he’s concentrating harder than he does in qualifying.
“Max?”
He looks up, startled.
“Are you seriously reading that?”
He shifts awkwardly. “Just wanted to see what it’s about.”
You move toward him slowly, cautiously.
“And?”
“It’s... alright.”
“You hate it.”
“No,” he says too quickly. “It’s just... kinda dramatic... but the girl talks like you. Like, the way she explains stuff. I get it now. Why you like it.”
He flushes and looks back at the page, mumbling. You lean over and kiss the corner of his mouth and hope he understands that this means more than a thousand grand gestures.
Max doesn’t say “I love you” very often.
It’s not that he doesn’t feel it, he just doesn’t know what to do with big, consuming emotions, but he shows it.
In the way he tucks your hair behind your ear when you're too sleepy to do it yourself. In the way he places his hand on your back when you're walking through a crowd. In how he notices when your hands are cold before you do and slips his into yours without a word.
And especially when he drives.
You notice it every single time, how he buckles your seatbelt before his own. Leans over and makes sure it clicks. Tugs it gently to test the tension. Only then does he fasten his own and start the engine.
It’s so automatic now, so ingrained, you don't think he even realises he’s doing it, but you do.
You always do.
One night, months into this quiet, gentle love you’ve built, you find another note.
Tucked into your left sneaker. The old pair you rarely ever wear.
You unfold it and feel your chest tighten.
You make everyday better. –M.
You press the note to your lips, overwhelmed, and decide then and there that maybe he doesn’t need to say “I love you” often, because he’s always saying it in his own way.
In every little thing.
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AFTER THE STORM ✿ 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗋𝗀𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖾𝗇𝗁𝗒𝗉𝖾𝗇



𝗔𝗟𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗬────𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖺𝖽 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋
❪ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝒾𝐒 ❫ 。 𝖾𝗇𝗁𝗒𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝗑 𝖿!𝗋 1496wc 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗍 ✿ 𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝖼𝗋𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 贅沢 / 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐄
★REBLOG4KISS
LEE HEESEUNG
“so, you won’t talk to me at all?” heeseung pouts, staring at your back as you sit away from him on the couch, busy on some magazines. you flip through a page, the glossy sound a poor cover for the ache in your heart.
he sighs soft and slow, you hear the rustle of his socks against the carpet as he inches closer.
“y/n…” heeseung’s voice cracks as he calls out your name like a prayer, “i didn’t mean to lash out. i was angry— no, i was dumb. and i hurt you, i know.”
you stiffen, his words cutting deeper through you than he intended. heeseung notices.
he walks around, kneeling in front of you on the couch as his warm palms make contact with your knees, which pulls a gasp out of you. his eyes search your face—eyes rimmed with regret, his brows drawn together. “please look at me.”
your lips tremble, “you said that i make everything harder. that i’m exhausting.”
heeseung’s face crumples, heart beating faster in his ears as he feels his throat going dry, “i didn’t mean it. i was overwhelmed, but that doesn’t excuse anything.” he rests his forehead on your lap. “i love you. even when things are messy. especially then.”
you hesitate. then slowly tread your fingers through his hair. his grip around your waist tightens, “i’m never letting you go.”
PARK JONGSEONG
jay makes sure his footsteps are soft enough as he enters the kitchen like a cat— sneaking up behind you and wrapping your waist with his hands, his head resting on your shoulders.
“jay, what—” you gasp at his suddenness, pausing all your actions, “let go jay, i’m working.”
“i could help,” he whispers softly against your neck, lips warm on your skin, “tell you that i’m sorry?”
you lean into his touch involuntarily, his hair tickling your cheeks, “you always do this.”
“and i mean it everytime,” jay sighs. he guides your own hands as he holds them in his, slowly slicing the apples on the counter. “i’m sorry, darling. i meant none of it, i was just tired and well, i was being a jerk.”
you breathe in the sight, it’s impossible to stay angry at park jongseong. “and what if i’m still not impressed?”
jay laughs, sending a sweet vibration through your body as he presses soft kisses along your shoulders and neck, upto your jaw.
“then i’ll keep apologizing,” he murmurs, nuzzling closer, “until you are.”
you turn your head slightly, lips brushing his in the softest kiss, lingering.
“you’re such a menace,” you whisper.
“your menace,” jay smiles against your mouth, arms never letting go, the fruit knife long forgotten.
SIM JAEYUN
you glance at the collection of tulips,.baby breath, roses and what not. bouquets on your desk, on the bed, even a trail leading to where he stands.
“what is all this?” you ask, crossing your arms, your brows furrowed, refusing to let the flowers soften you just yet, “you think flowers can fix however you acted last night?”
jake shifts in his place, clearly uncomfortable of his behaviour. slowly, he takes a step towards you, “no, of course not. but i was afraid of approaching you.”
you roll your eyes, trying to ignore his pleading eyes and your favourite flowers laid out in front of you.
he swiftly picks up a single red rose from a bunch, and towers in front of you in no time. you don’t dare to look at him, and he prays to the universe that you do.
jake slowly gets down on one knee, holding the rose out to you with both hands like it’s everything he has.
“i messed up,” he murmurs, gaze unwavering. “but i swear, i’ll never let my temper speak louder than my love for you again.”
your breath hitches. he offers the rose gently. “please… just don’t walk away from me.”
you take the rose, eyes finally meeting his—and in that quiet beat, he stands up, pressing the softest kiss to your lips.
“i’m still mad,” you whisper.
he smiles. “i know.”
PARK SUNGHOON
sunghoon inches closer to you as the bed dips under his weight, waking you up.
“why- why are you here?” you groan in your drowsy state, hair disheveled as you look at sunghoon next to you— eyes puffy, lips swollen with a tired smile playing on it.
he was crying. “i couldn’t sleep,” he confesses, pushing a strand of hair behind your ears, “and… i missed you. come back to our bed?”
you sigh, heart softening at the sight of him—eyes red, voice fragile.
“hoon…” you whisper, reaching up to cup his cheek, thumb brushing beneath his eye. “don’t cry.”
“i messed up,” he murmurs, leaning into your touch, eyes fluttering closed. “i said awful things. i hate myself for it.”
you shift closer, wrapping your arms around him, pulling him down beside you. “you’re here now,” you whisper, forehead pressing to his. “we’re okay.”
he exhales shakily, arms curling around your waist as he buries his face in your neck.
“i’m sorry,” he whispers again, lips brushing your skin as he holds you tight. prepping kisses all over as he traces shapes on your back, “i’m so sorry, princess. i love you, so so much.”
KIM SUNOO
“but you don’t like chocolate,” you murmur softly as you pick around the ice cream with your spoon.
“anything for you,” sunoo says, giving you a smile which was both nervous and hopeful, “i think i deserve this punishment.” he takes a bite out of his own chocolate ice cream.
he scoops a bite of his chocolate ice cream and eats it, face scrunching immediately at the bitterness.
you try to suppress your laughter, but it comes out anyways as you punch his forearm, “sunoo! you don’t have to suffer through chocolate for me—”
“oh, no,” sunoo scoffs, pulling the bowl of chocolate closer to him in desperation, “i made you angry and…called you mean, i deserve this.”
you stifle a laugh. “you look like you’re in pain.”
“i am,” he says dramatically, placing a hand over his heart. “but i’d rather eat a hundred bowls of this than go another minute with you mad at me.”
you set your spoon down and reach for his hand across the table. “you don’t need to suffer through chocolate, dummy. you just need to be honest with me next time.”
his fingers curl around yours, a soft sigh leaving his lips.
“deal,” he whispers, leaning in to gently kiss your knuckles.
YANG JUNGWON
“i can’t stand you crying,” jungwon gulps, his own throat aching as he notices your tear-stricken cheeks. “drink some water, please?”
you sniffle, taking the water bottle from him as he sits down beside you. “can i touch you?”
you want to say no after the argument you had with him, after he made you sob on your own. but god, it’s the way he never lets you go through anything alone, and it's the way he notices everything— melts your heart every time.
“yes,” you whisper.
jungwon sighs out of relief, not wasting a second before he pulls you into his lap, surprising you, as he wraps his arms tightly around you.
“i’m sorry,” he breathes, barely louder than the hum of your shaky breaths. “i should’ve listened. i should’ve stayed.”
you stay quiet, the comfort of his hold unraveling the tight knot in your chest.
“i hate that i made you cry,” he whispers, arms tightening slightly around your waist. “i know sorry isn’t enough, but... i’ll make it right. just don’t shut me out, please.”
his voice cracks at the end, and you turn your head slightly, just enough to see the sorrow in his eyes.
your lips meet his in a soft, trembling kiss—slow, searching, tender. his hand cups your cheek, thumb brushing a tear away as he kisses you again, like a silent vow.
NISHIMURA RIKI
“the punching bag didn’t upset you, did it?” riki gets startled by your words, turning quickly on his heels to meet you.
“y/n?” he whispers, almost running towards you as he towers over your nervous and disturbed figure. “are you finally… not mad at me?”
you huff, hesitating to touch him. “if i didn’t come to you, all this useless boxing would go on forever.”
riki knows that. he hates himself the most when you’re mad at him, and finds his solace in overworking himself. “do you..still hate me?” his voice cracks.
“no, riki. we solved it already,” you give in and cup his face, “we were both messed up and, i forgot about it. i let it go.”
riki leans into your touch, walking closer as he kisses the corner of your lips. once, twice and then you lose count as he pulls you in by the waist. “i’m still sorry though,” he whispers, voice full of guilt, “let me make it up to you, doll?”
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a bunch of teenagers
bob x reader
(she/her)



pictures from pinterest
summary- Bob has really started to like you, but he assumes you don’t feel the same way about him. You do though, and everyone seems to know that except Bob… and apparently also Walker, who really thought he had a chance
tags- thunderbolts* spoilers kinda, thunderbolts being roomies and hanging out yayy, pining, slight jealousy, bob not feeling very confident :( small mention of void stuff, slightly suggestive mention, john walker likes you and of course that goes absolutely nowhere, bucky is getting too old for this foolishness, hand holding, fluff
word count- 1443
notes- i will write for any of the thunderbolts, you guys, the obsession has reallyyy set in
The view of the sunset from the Watchtower is a beautiful backdrop for an already nice evening with the group. You’re all sitting around, waiting for Bucky to come back with food for everyone. Alexei is telling some awfully embarrassing childhood story about Yelena, who keeps trying to cut him off mid-story. "No listen, I was a small child-"
Bob is listening and occasionally laughing, but he’s focusing on you more than he’s focusing on the story. You’re sitting right next to Alexei and trying really hard not to laugh at his story (for Yelena’s sake) but occasionally you cover your face as your whole body shakes with laughter. Bob loves it. He loves seeing you smile. He feels like he’s being weird so he looks away, but he quickly notices that he’s not the only one looking at you.
Walker, who’s sitting right across from him, keeps glancing your way, too. Bob’s never considered before that Walker would like you, but it's not surprising. Of course he would. You’re so funny and smart and you’re tough, but you can also be so kind and, of course, you’re absolutely beautiful... Walker would have to be so dumb to not to see all of that, but it doesn’t mean that Bob approves of this at all.
He doesn’t think Walker is right for you, and he's never considered that you might see Walker that way, but now the idea is in his head and he hates it.
Walker can be a real jerk, (and of course he’s got some rage issues), but he is good looking, and he’s actually able to help on missions. Bob has to stay back most of the time. Plus, sometimes Walker can be pleasant. Sometimes.
Walker also doesn’t risk showing you your most awful traumatic memories every time you touch. Bob’s mostly got it under control now, but it doesn’t matter because now he’s got the mental image of you and Walker touching and that makes him feel nauseous. The idea of you and Walker-
He doesn’t realize he’s been intensely staring down Walker until he looks up at Bob with the most confused look on his face and mouths “what??”.
Even the mere idea of something happening between you and Walker is bothering him, and he can't get it out of his head. I don't know why I'm upset. It's not like I ever had a chance.
After dinner, everyone starts to split up and do their own thing around the tower for the rest of the night. Of course, no one bothered to clean up after themselves, so you take it upon yourself. Bob walks over and hands you another dirty plate. “Sorry”, he says with a shy little laugh.
“Aww dang", you say with a chuckle, "Thanks for actually handing me your dishes, though. Ava left hers on the floor”, and the two of you quietly snicker.
Bob awkwardly fiddles with random things on the counter, as if one of them will give him another excuse to stay there and keep talking to you. You suspect that's what he's doing, but you never know exactly what's going on in his head. Whatever he's doing, it's endearing. Although, you find everything about him endearing: his smile, his little laugh he does every time he's nervous, his messy curls that are starting to fall over his eyes...
You realize neither of you have said anything in a while. "Hey, how are you feeling tonight? You've been extra quiet", you tell him with a sweet smile.
Bob panics, "No, what? I'm fine. Um. I'm just tired, that's what it is", and he smiles at you, but then the direct eye contact is a little too much for him and he redirects his smile to the tile floor.
"Okay, just checking", You aren't sure if you believe him, but you're not going to push it. "Hey, did you see that video where-", and you start talking about something else.
Yelena walks back into the room to grab her phone, and she smiles and rolls her eyes when she sees you happily talking and laughing together.
At some point, Walker strolls in and soo casually leans against the counter, (he thinks he's being really cool), and thanks you for cleaning up, completely ignoring Bob, who is standing right there and helping clean up, too. Bob glances at you, trying to see if you act any different when Walker's around.
As Walker steps back into the hallway to go to bed, he stops walking for a second and glances back at you from afar, until a voice totally pulls him out of his thoughts.
“Don’t even think about it”
“Geez Bucky, don’t sneak up on me like that”, Walker says before turning back to look at you and Bob again. “But seriously, do you think I should go for it?”
“No”, Bucky says with no hesitation.
“Well don’t think too hard about it.” Walker responds sarcastically and crosses his arms defensively.
“I’m not just saying this to be disagreeable. Everyone knows she kind of…” Bucky starts to say before trailing off.
“What? What is it?”
Bucky hesitates and then decides Walker isn’t going to let it go. He leans in and quietly says, “Everyone around here kinda thinks she likes Bob.”
He’s dumbfounded. “Bob?? You cannot be serious. There’s no way that-”
“Watch it, John”
“No, you know I love Bob! But come on, don’t you think if I put the idea out there that maybe she’d at least consider it?”
Bucky groans dramatically, “Ughh I do not want to be involved in all this. I’m just letting you know I think you’d be... unsuccessful”, and as Walker rolls his eyes and walks back to his room for the night, Bucky notices that Bob’s down the hall, and has apparently been listening to the entire thing.
Bob quickly walks up to Bucky. “Do you think that’s true? Actually?”, he says in a hushed tone, with what can only be described as big hopeful puppy dog eyes.
Bucky mutters something under his breath about his new team being “a bunch of teenagers” and then turns to face Bob again. “I mean, she hasn’t said anything to me, but it’s pretty clear. Yelena and Ava were talking about this earlier and they think so, too.”
Bob can’t believe this. There’s no way. He doesn't want to get his hopes up, but if 4 of his friends think so, then maybe it really is true?
Bucky puts a hand on his shoulder. “Ask her to get lunch with you or something tomorrow. You can decide for yourself.”
Bob starts to frantically shake his head, “No, no I can’t do that, it would be so embarrassing if she didn’t want to.”
“Come on, man. She’ll want to. You should probably do this soon before Walker beats you to it”, Bucky says with a little laugh.
That was enough to convince him.
The next afternoon, you’ve been training for a bit, and now you’re going over some random important documents the group was sent. You see Bob over at the counter, so you decide to walk over and pour yourself some tea, too.
“Hey, Bob”, you say cheerfully, and he turns to look at you.
“Hi”, and he pours the tea into your mug without you having to ask.
You thank him and then look in his eyes. He’s clearly thinking about something. “Bob?”
“Would you like to go get lunch with me today?”, he says out of nowhere. He says it like he thinks that if he didn’t ask you now, he never would. Which is probably true. Any more time to think about it and he might've convinced himself it was the worst idea ever.
You smile warmly at him. “Yeah I’d love to. What time were you thinking?”
Bob is so caught off guard by your positive response that he almost doesn’t answer. “Uhh, we could go in half an hour. If that works for you, of course.”
“Yeah that works. Thanks Bob!”, you say, and then you gently pat him on the shoulder and leave the room to shower and get changed. Bob stands there for a second, hoping he didn't just imagine all of that.
When the two of you are ready, you slowly take his hand, and he lightly squeezes your hand back and smiles at you.
Over on the couch, Ava smiles, and Bucky pats Walker on the back with no real sympathy. "Told ya".
Walker kind of scoffs, but he can't help but smile just a little as he watches Bob step into the elevator, happily holding your hand.
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interconnected standalone/sequel-ish to bitter/sweet and fallout - a Dr. Jack Abbot (The Pitt) fanfic
pairing: Jack Abbot x f!reader
summary: Jack takes a six-week placement across the country. Four specific FaceTime calls—full of banter, longing, and everything unsaid—hold you two together until he comes home.
warnings/tags: grumpy x sunshine, age gap, long-distance relationship, mild language
word count: 5.0k
“What are you wearing?”
You cracked one eye open, squinting against the soft glow of your bedside lamp. Jack was staring at you through the screen of your phone, propped up on your nightstand. His image was bright against the dim lighting, accenting the sharp set of his jaw and the smirk playing at his lips.
“You know what I’m wearing – we’re on FaceTime,” you mumbled into your pillow, voice thick with sleep. Your limbs felt heavy under the familiar weight of your comforter. “When are you coming back?”
“You know when I’m coming back,” he echoed, mimicking your tone. “Why’re you asking – miss me?” His voice dropped an octave, teasing, and you saw his eyes flick down your form as you shifted to get more comfortable beneath the covers.
This had been an ongoing game for the last month – every time you talked, one of you tried to get the other to admit they missed them first. Neither of you had cracked.
Now, that didn’t mean you didn’t miss him. Quite the opposite, actually.
Jack had been gone for three weeks now, having been offered an intensive placement at UCLA Medical Center. You could still remember how he broke the news—quietly, nonchalantly, like he didn’t want to make a big deal out of it—and how you’d smiled widely and pushed him to take it even as something inside you fought every move.
This is UCLA, you told yourself. He has to take it; it’s an incredible opportunity. How many times does something like this come along?
But knowing it was the right decision didn’t make it easier.
Six weeks. Forty-two days. Nearly fifty sunsets without him.
After spending almost every day together, the sudden absence had carved out a hollow space in your chest.
The first week, you felt his absence immensely. But you figured, with time, it’d get easier.
Oh, how wrong you were.
The ache didn’t dull. It sharpened. Everything reminded you of him – how much he’d probably roll his eyes at a joke Eleni told during service, how he’d immediately get to cleaning your apartment if he saw how messy it had gotten, how he’d let you follow him around if he was back at the hospital when you were dropping dinner off for your sister.
Luckily, technology was on your side. While he was in California, you texted him constantly – mostly one-sided updates on your day, the chaos of the kitchen, the new weird thing your landlord did. He replied in his usual charming fashion: a “K” here, a thumbs-up emoji there.
FaceTime was more his speed. Every night, your phone took up its spot on your nightstand while you curled into bed, half-asleep before he even picked up. He was usually just getting ready for his shift – brushing his teeth, dressing in his scrubs, sometimes sitting in the car with one hand on the wheel.
“At least it’s regulating my sleep cycle,” you’d joked during one call, watching him frown in that subtle, concerned way he did.
“You love me doing night shifts,” he’d countered. “Said it keeps you on your toes, guessing.”
“Yeah, guessing how much sleep I’m gonna get that night,” you’d teased back, and he’d huffed a small laugh.
Now here he was, two weeks from coming home, asking you what you were wearing in that low, steady voice of his that always had knots forming in your stomach.
“You already know I’m wearing one of your hundred black tees,” you mumbled, cheek sinking deeper into your pillow.
“No panties?” he asked, a hint of a smirk at his lips as his eyes gleamed with mischief.
With minimal effort, you peeled back the duvet just enough for him to catch a glimpse of his boxers sitting low on your hips.
“You do miss me,” he grinned triumphantly, a quiet chuckle escaping him. You sighed through a small smile, eyes fluttering shut. His voice, even through the phone, grounded you. “Tell me what you did today.”
You took a moment to think, thoughts clouded by sleep and the warmth of your sheets. “Tried out a new truffle recipe,” you murmured.
Sure enough, you peeked an eye open just in time to catch his nose wrinkle in disgust. He hated truffles.
The sight made you smile – even 3,000 miles away, Jack was still so Jack.
“Dinner rush was crazy – some show was going on at the theatre down the block so we were packed. Almost ran into one of the sommeliers rushing out of the kitchen. Nicked my finger on the bottle opener he was holding.”
“Let me see,” he said immediately, and you pulled your hand from under the covers and held it up to the camera, watching his eyes narrow. “Did someone at the Pitt take a look?”
“My sister did,” you said, brushing it off. “It’s fine – just a scrape.”
He frowned that familiar, pinched-brow frown.
“You should keep it wrapped,” he muttered. “Could get infected.”
You mirrored his expression, this time out of something deeper – affection, mingled with longing. “I miss you medically scolding me.”
Jack paused a beat, then offered softly, “I can still do it over the phone. That’s why they invented FaceTime.”
“I’m pretty sure that’s not true,” you giggled sleepily, burrowing deeper into your sheets. The weight of him not being there settled over you again, dense and unrelenting.
Silence stretched for a moment before you opened your eyes again. Jack was still looking at you. “What?” you asked, your voice small.
He hesitated. “Nothing… you just look tired.”
But the way he said it—gentle, weighted—made your throat tighten.
You didn’t just look tired.
You missed him. You missed sleeping better when he was beside you, the steady rhythm of his breathing syncing with yours as your limbs tangled together. You missed the safety, the stillness. Without him, everything felt a little bit off.
Your hand drifted across the sheets, reaching for his side of the bed – cold, untouched. Your fingers curled into the empty space as if you could will it to hold his warmth. That familiar ache bloomed in your chest again, pressing hard against your ribs, forcing you to acknowledge it.
And the way he was looking at you right now—gaze just soft enough for you to see the emotion behind it—it made the distance hard to bear.
You wanted to ask him to come back early. Just say it. Just tell him.
But you didn’t.
He was doing something important – teaching residents, working alongside brilliant attendings, contributing to something meaningful. You couldn’t ask him to give that up. So you buried it, like always.
Instead, you asked, “Any exciting cases today?”
Jack blinked at you, then shrugged, his voice returning to that calm, clinical cadence. “Someone said a guy came in with third-degree burns from resting his hand on the grill – didn’t realize his wife had turned it on.”
You winced, turning your face into the pillow. “Ugh, Jack – that’s gross.”
He chuckled softly. “Reminds me of an old army buddy who met the wrong end of a crockpot once.”
You hummed, already drifting. “Tell me about it.”
You tried to stay awake, but the familiar and comforting tone of his low voice began to lull you to sleep. A few minutes into the story, Jack noticed your breathing had slowed.
You looked so peaceful.
He watched for a while, the silence between you warm and heavy, filled with all the things left unsaid.
Then, in a quiet voice that barely crossed the distance, he whispered a sweet good night to you and ended the call.
Four weeks into the placement, when Jack FaceTimed you and you answered with a deep-set frown and red-rimmed eyes, he could already tell it would be one of those days.
The hard days. The days one of you missed the other so much, it was impossible to ignore. The days your heart was three thousand miles away, tucked into the go-bag of your favorite ED attending, somewhere in a cramped locker room in Los Angeles.
“What’s wrong?” he immediately asked, making your frown deepen.
“Nothing,” you promised, setting the phone down on your nightstand as you began to get ready for bed. The camera angle wobbled as you moved – half of your frame disappearing, your voice muffled by distance and steam escaping from the open bathroom door behind you.
This was unusual. Whenever Jack called at this time, you were already tucked in bed, cozy and glowing, hair a little messy, a smile curling at the corners of your lips the moment you saw him.
And, you always showered in the mornings – you said showering at night would intervene with how much time you two got to spend on FaceTime.
Yet, here you were now – hair wet from the shower, curling at the ends as you moved about your room, distracted and quieter than usual. You pulled on a soft t-shirt, then wandered off-screen, brushing your teeth with a kind of mechanical rhythm.
Jack stayed silent, watching.
He could tell something was bothering you.
Your hands shook as you did your skincare – too much toner on the pad, moisturizer forgotten halfway through.
“How was your day?” Jack asked slowly, treading lightly, trying to gauge how you were actually feeling.
“Fine,” you mumbled, disappearing again. The faucet turned on in the background as you washed your hands, cool water grounding your overheated nerves before you slipped into bed wit a heavy sigh.
Jack’s voice came again, cautious, “Anything happen?” He tried to sound casual, but you weren’t in the mood for it now.
You glanced at the screen sharply. “Like what?”
“I don’t know, just… anything good? Or… something bad?”
Your jaw tensed as you looked past the phone, voice bitter. “A critic came in today.”
“Oh?”
You laughed humorlessly. “I didn’t even know who she was, and I told her to fuck off.”
Jack’s brow rose at that. “And why’d you do that?”
“Because she was being an asshole – and I didn’t recognize her and I was rushing and – and I was exhausted. I just snapped and – and it wasn’t even about her. It’s just… I’m tired. I’m so tired of pretending this isn’t hard.”
Jack paused, his face softening, the weight of your words hanging thickly between you.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were feeling like this?”
You shrugged, unwilling to meet his eyes. “Because it’s not your fault,” you finally said. “And I didn’t want to make it your problem.”
“You’re not a problem.”
His voice was quiet, thick with the guilt settling into his stomach.
You immediately noticed the shift in his tone – soft and frayed around the edges.
“I didn’t say it to make you feel guilty,” you said, gaze now locking onto his, unwavering.
“I know,” he replied, tiredly dragging a hand down his face, like he wanted to crawl through the screen and pull you into his arms.
“I just… I miss you.”
There it was.
You’d finally said it.
And yet, it didn’t make you feel like you’d lost the game – at least, not in the way you thought. And, it didn’t make Jack feel like he won, either.
“I miss you every day,” you continued. “I miss you so much I don’t know where to put it anymore. It’s just there. Always. Like a weight on my chest. And every day, you – you pick up the phone and I see your face and you’re fine. Smiling… Happy. And, it’s just – just… Don’t you miss me? Like, even a little?”
The moment you said it, you instantly regretted it.
Jack could tell – the way your eyes squeezed shut in regret, like you wished you could pull the words right back into your chest. It broke his heart even more than hearing the desperation in your voice.
He found himself looking away, swallowing hard. Then, finally, quietly, he said, “Of course I miss you. I miss you all the time. I just – I don’t let myself think about it too long. If I do, I can’t focus.”
You knew he’d never say anything hurtful on purpose but the comment still stung. A sharp pang, like a bruise pressed too hard.
If he missed you so much, how come it felt like you were the only one falling apart? If he missed you so much, why didn’t it seem like he felt it?
Before you could stop yourself, the words spilled out. “Right. Got it. I’m over here crying in the walk-in fridge like a lunatic and you get to compartmentalize.”
His eyes flinched shut, barely perceptible – but you saw it. Instantly regretted your words. And yet, you didn’t take it back.
And he didn’t push back either.
The silence grew too thick, claustrophobic.
After a beat, you shook your head, voice quieter now. “You’re running late – I should let you go. We can just… I’ll talk to you later, okay?”
Your hand reached for the screen, heart already retreating.
“Wait!” Jack’s voice rang out, startling you.
You hesitated, still refusing to meet his eyes, but something in you paused – your ribs tightened at the strain in his voice.
“I think about you all day,” he admitted. “I know I don’t say it enough, but I do. I make a list in my head of all the things to tell you when we finally talk, and then when you pick up and give me that smile, I forget how to say any of it.”
You blinked.
That wasn't what you expected at all.
Still, he kept going. “And I bought you this mug from the UCLA store, in the shape of a smiling sunny face. I keep it in my locker, drink coffee from it before the shift – and all the residents look at me like I’m crazy. But it just… it reminds me of you. Keeps me grounded. Gets me through the shift.
“And your voice notes – I save them all. I listen to one specific one whenever I miss you more than usual – the one where you called me a broody bastard and then basically told me you missed me in the same breath.”
That cracked something open in your chest. Like air rushing into lungs that had been holding their breath too long.
Soft tears lined your eyes. Not the frustrated kind. The aching, full-hearted kind.
You stared at the screen, heart thudding in your chest, throat thick with emotion. His face was still there – steady, honest, eyes staring back at yours, so full of you. Of all the missing he hadn’t said until now.
He missed you. Of course he missed you. Maybe not in the same noisy, unraveling way you did – but in the quiet, deliberate way only Jack could. Through mugs and voice notes. Through saved recordings and mental lists. Through showing up, every night, even when words failed.
Your lip trembled as a tear ran down your cheek.
“Jack…” you breathed, the apology catching somewhere between a sob and a sigh.
“I’m sorry,” you finally said, voice low and thick. “I didn’t mean what I said. I just – God – I feel everything right now, and I don’t know if it’s hormones or just the distance or – ”
That four-letter word was at the tip of your tongue, but it didn’t feel right to tell him over the phone. This deserved to be told in person. He deserved that.
Jack’s face softened, almost imperceptibly, but you caught it – the way his shoulders eased like something fragile in him had finally seemed to settle.
He didn’t answer right away. Instead, after a beat, he deadpanned, “It’s both. I checked the app earlier.”
You stared, stunned. Then, your eyes warmed, the corners crinkling as a small, disbelieving, shaky smile touched your lips. “You track my cycle on your phone?”
He shrugged, a little too casual. “Ever since the brownies incident – hell yeah.”
That conversation changed things – in the best way.
It made both you and Jack more intentional about the time apart. More creative, more present. FaceTimes evolved into something more sacred, more playful. You started doing virtual date nights, much to Jack’s technologically-deficient chagrin.
“I can barely work this FaceCall thing, you want me to do what now?”, to which you’d rolled your eyes and corrected, “FaceTime,” while suppressing a grin.
He’d grumbled, but you caught the way he cleared his evenings anyway – made sure he wasn’t on call any earlier than he needed to be, made sure his dinner (mediocre and suspiciously not homemade) was ready on time. Despite the mismatched time zones, you both made space. You’d end up eating hours apart, but “together” nonetheless. And that was what mattered.
Six days before Jack was set to fly home, you had another one of these date nights.
The screen flickered to life and there he was – tousled hair you wished you could run your fingers through, half-zipped hoodie you wished you could burrow into, sitting cross-legged on a too-modern couch that definitely didn’t belong to him. He held up a plastic takeout container like it was an offering.
“Dinner, courtesy of the fine culinary skills I’ve learned from you.”
You raised a brow. “That looks suspiciously like pad Thai.”
He shrugged. “Maybe I cooked. Maybe the DoorDash guy and I are becoming best friends.”
You snorted, curling deeper under your blanket as you reached for the remote. “What’d you do yesterday?”
Jack leaned back with a groan, the kind that said his spine hated him and the previous night had been long. “This guy came in with a ridiculous chest injury. We had to work carefully around the nerve endings in his nipple and – what?”
He paused mid-sentence, catching the grin spreading across your face.
“Should I be jealous by how excited you just got talking about someone else’s nipples?” you teased.
Jack coughed, nearly choking on his water. “Jesus. It was a very complicated procedure. We had to be extremely precise.”
“Oh, I’m sure his nipples were deeply moved by your devotion,” you grinned.
“You’re insufferable.”
“And you miss it.”
“Unfortunately,” he deadpanned, mouth twitching.
You smiled, feeling that familiar warmth settle into your chest. God, you missed his face. You missed his voice, his sarcasm, the way he looked at you like you hung up the moon.
You squinted at the screen. “Is it just me or are you getting a tan?”
Jack glanced down at his arms. “Well, the sun does shockingly exist here. Unlike your vampire den of a kitchen.”
“I work best when the lights are dim, and you know that!”
He smirked. “Sure. That explains why every time you call me from there, you look like you’re in a hostage video.”
You groaned, tossing a throw pillow off your bed. “Well, not all of us can soak up some West Coast rays while also being a nipple whisperer. Guess you’re just built different.”
“I regret telling you anything about that case.”
You smirked as The Bachelor theme started playing faintly from your TV. You both fell quiet for a beat, comfortable. It had become your ritual – playing the show in the background, pretending to care about the drama, when really, it was just an excuse to sit in each other’s orbit for a while.
Midway through the episode, Jack stood up and walked off-screen and came back holding something. You squinted.
“Is that… a bobblehead? Of an avocado… surfing?”
Jack held it up proudly toward the camera like it was fine art. “Picked it up at a roadside stand. Guy said it was hand-painted by his seven-year-old niece.”
“It’s so ugly,” you commented, grinning anyway. “I love it!”
He just laughed, setting it on the table behind him so its little bobblehead eyes stared into your soul for the rest of the call. And, his heart grew every time he caught you staring at it.
Later, you rolled onto your side, shifting your phone as you got more comfortable. The new angle must’ve shown more of the room, because Jack leaned in, eyes narrowing.
“You changed the bedroom.”
You panned the camera, shaking your head. “Just been sleeping on your side lately,” you admitted through flushed cheeks, before cutting him off when he smirked and parted his lips to speak. “Don’t! Don’t ask me why. Just helps me sleep better.”
He didn’t make a joke. Just stared at you with that soft, unreadable look that always made your chest feel like it was going to burst open.
“I missed this view,” he said gently. His voice was low, almost reverent. “That room. That bed. You in it.”
You fiddled with the comforter. “It misses you. The vibe’s been different, though. Less broody. No angry sighs every time the neighbor’s dog barks.”
“That dog is a demon,” Jack said, on instinct.
“You’re just grumpy when you’re tired,” you teased.
“And you’re grumpy when I’m not there for you to stick those frozen toes under my legs to warm them up.”
You opened your mouth to retort, paused, then nodded. “Okay, that’s true.”
Jack laughed.
The show was long forgotten now. All that mattered was the glow of your screens, the way his eyes didn’t leave yours, the way his voice softened like it always did when the night got quieter.
“What do you miss the most?” he asked, almost shy.
You hesitated, then said, “I miss you hogging the blanket.” That made Jack laugh, but you shook your head, insisting, “I’m serious. In like a stockholm syndrome-y way – I miss that. And other stuff, like you leaving all the lights on or waking me up at the stupid hours of dawn when you get back from a shift… The little stuff.”
Jack nodded, smiling in that slow, aching way. “You know what I miss?”
“What?”
“Sitting at the island, watching you test out new recipes – make a mess of the kitchen like you’re on some Food Network competition.”
You smiled, fond and aching. “That’s the only way I cook.”
“I know,” he said. “I miss it. Miss you.”
You let that settle between you. Let it warm you all the way through.
“In six days, I’m gonna be stuck to you like velcro,” you murmured.
He quirked a brow. “Is that so?”
You nodded. “And you’re not allowed to leave again, by the way. And if you do, you’re taking me in your go-bag.” You lifted your pinky finger toward the camera. “Promise.”
Without hesitation, Jack raised his pinky to match yours. “Promise, baby.”
And for a moment, across the glow of two tiny screens, it almost felt like he was already home.
“Are you here yet?” you asked the second you picked up the FaceTime, barely able to contain the grin stretching across your face. The sounds of the kitchen clattered behind you, but your focus remained on the screen. On him.
Today was the day Jack was coming home and you were giddy with anticipation.
“I am,” he replied, voice smooth, teasing, “but where are you?”
You groaned, “A last-minute catering order came in, so I had to stay late. Almost just brought the chef’s knife with me to work in the car and just sprint to Arrivals.”
Jack smirked, familiar and smug. “I don’t know how TSA would’ve taken that.”
“But, I sent a good backup, huh?”
Jack shifted the camera to the driver’s seat, where Robby sat, looking amused as he drove. “You’re lucky I’m easily bribable with food,” he said. “Picking him up on my day off was not part of the plan.”
“Yeah, but you’d do it for the filet mignon these magic hands can make, right?” You wiggled your fingers at the screen, and Jack snorted.
“Oh, any day of the week,” Robby agreed, his grin cracking wider.
Jack turned the camera back to himself. He looked tired from the long travel day, but the way he looked at you—like he’d been waiting all day, or rather, six weeks, to see your face—made your chest ache.
You drank him in. Stubble. Black tee. Soft warmth creeping onto his features as he looked at you.
“How was your flight?” you asked.
“You’re lucky I like you,” he replied, rubbing his jaw. “I just spent six hours sitting in front of a guy who kept stabbing at the screen like it wronged him personally. Kept me up the whole flight.”
From off-screen, Robby piped up, “Is that why you fell asleep on my shoulder in the first five minutes of the drive?”
“Aww, is that true?” you cooed, and Jack immediately frowned, shaking his head. “Liar,” you accused with a knowing smile, before asking, “Are you close?”
“To your place?” You nodded. “I was gonna head home first, shower, sleep for a bit – ”
You were already shaking your head, correcting him, “No. You’re coming here first; not allowed to shower before you see me.”
Robby snorted, and Jack sighed in that over-it-but-not-really way before turning to his friend. “Can you drop me off at hers?”
“Kinda already assumed,” Robby said, tapping the GPS. “Route’s set to her address.”
“How much longer?” you asked Robby, bouncing on your heels with impatient energy.
“Twenty-three minutes.”
You groaned, tugging off your apron. The clock on the wall ticked slowly, teasingly. “Can you be here already?” you whined at Jack, then paused as a mischievous glint sparked behind your eyes. “I’m ovulating and miss you being in my – ”
“Ohhhkay,” Robby cut in, clearly scarred and making your grin widen. Jack’s mouth twitched.
“I was going to say ‘arms.’ Sheesh, Jack, what kind of freaks do you work with?” you teased, grin widening as Jack broke into a full smile and aimed the camera at Robby, who groaned in defeat.
“You’re gonna get me kicked out of this car, trouble,” Jack said, warmth bleeding into his voice at the nickname. Your chest squeezed, missing him.
Eleni walked into the office a moment later, waving at the screen. “Hey, Eleni,” Jack greeted.
“Hey,” she said, squinting. “Was that groaning I heard just now? You guys doing phone sex again or just emotionally scarring Robby?”
“For the record, those things are not mutually exclusive,” Robby chimed in.
Eleni grinned, turning to you. “You heading out now?”
You nodded. “Unless there’s something else – ”
She was already shaking her head. “Go. Get out of here. You’ve already cleaned the walk-in twice just waiting for Jack to land.”
Jack perked up at that. “Aww, is that true?” he mocked, using your tone from earlier.
You glared at him, but before you could deny it, Eleni added, “She reorganized the grain bins, too!”
You were already grabbing your keys as Eleni ushered you toward the door. “Okay, I’ll see you when you get here,” you said to Jack.
In a rare moment of vulnerability, he puckered his lips and blew you a kiss goodbye. You flushed, heart stuttering.
“You’re getting soft on me, Abbot,” you teased.
“Pretty sure we’re way past that.”
The drive home was a blur; you could barely keep your concentration. Every red light felt like the universe was plotting against you; every slow pedestrian crossing the street made you want to scream.
Your heart was hammering in your ears. You didn’t even remember pulling into the driveway, adrenaline surging. But the moment you caught sight of the front door –
There he was.
Jack.
Standing at your front door in that familiar black tee, suitcase sitting on the porch as he fumbled with the spare key you’d given him. He was so focused on unlocking the door, he didn’t even hear your footsteps approaching.
“You know, for someone who saves lives for a living,” you called out, approaching him, “you’re really struggling with the concept of a lock.”
Jack froze, then turned.
And then, a slow-spreading, lopsided smile that had lived on your phone screen for far too long was finally gracing you in person.
“Well, maybe if someone didn’t have ten million locks on the door, we wouldn’t be in this situation,” he said, voice lower than usual, rougher in a way that made your stomach flip.
You crossed the distance in three strides. The key clattered onto his luggage as he let it fall.
And then you were in his arms.
Not the thought of him. Not his voice through a screen. Not his pixelated smile or sleepy texts or pictures of his takeout. Him. Warm and solid and real.
His arms wrapped so tightly around you, it felt like he wouldn’t ever let go. And you didn’t want him to. You buried your face in his chest, breathing him in.
“I forgot how good you smell,” you mumbled into his shirt. “Like middle seat and recycled plane air.”
He tugged playfully at your ear, leaning back just enough for you to get a good look at him. Sun-kissed skin. Slight scruff that made your fingertips itch to trace it.
“You got more handsome. That’s annoying.”
He raised a brow. “You’re only saying that because you’re ovulating.”
“No,” you promised. “If I did, I would’ve already dragged you inside and ripped your clothes off – ”
He kissed you mid-sentence. Not hurried. Not desperate. Just… steady. Like he had all the time in the world, because now, he did.
When you finally pulled back, breath short, he rested his forehead against yours. “Missed you,” you said softly.
“Yeah,” he whispered, almost like it hurt. “Me too.”
You leaned into him again, arms tightening, greedy now that you finally could be. “You’re never leaving again, right?”
He chuckled, voice cracking just a little. “You going to chain me to the radiator?”
You shrugged. “Tempting. I do own zip ties.”
His laugh was full, unguarded, the sound of it seeping into your skin like sunlight. “Why don’t we save those for the bedroom, huh?”
He leaned down again to kiss your cheek, your jaw, the corner of your mouth. And then he whispered, “Let’s go inside.”
But neither of you moved. Not yet.
You’d waited this long.
What was one more minute in each other’s arms?
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Sex Through The Seasons
masterlist here Rafe x reader
Season 1 Rafe who is honestly kind of inexperienced, he fucks you in missionary, your legs spread to accommodate him, your arms wound around his back, your palms resting on his upper back. His arms lay either side of your head, his face buried in your neck as he ruts into you desperately, probably cumming too soon, finishing before you and whining into your skin as he does.
Season 1 Rafe who loves it when you give him head but doesn’t eat you out, never having eaten anyone out before, only using his fingers to get you off after he’s already finished so that he can go to sleep.
Season 2 Rafe who’s more experienced now, he will rest his forehead on yours, one of his hands slid under your back to lift your hips as he fucks you, your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms over his shoulders, fingers tangled into the hairs on the nape of his neck. He moans softly against your lips as his cums in time with you, his free hand rubbing circles timed with his thrusts to get you to finish at the same time as him.
Season 2 Rafe who still loves the way you take him in your mouth, fisting your hair in his hand as his head tips back, his lips parted as he sighs and whines when he grows close to cumming. He fingers you before sex, not specifically to get you off but because he doesn’t rush to get himself off anymore. He’s eaten you out a few times but it’s still a rather rare occurrence.
Season 3 Rafe who likes to either have you in missionary, your legs hooked over his shoulders as he practically folds you in half or has you bent over the edge of the bed, one hand in your hair, pulling your head up every now and then when he bends down to kiss you, the other hand gripping your hip tightly, his ring cold against your skin. He has you cumming much before him, sometimes managing to have you on your second orgasm as he finishes.
Season 3 Rafe who chooses to eat you out over fingering you and will sometimes slip two of his fingers into you while he sucks on your clit. He still loves when you suck him off, but it doesn’t happen as often and if it does, he prefers to wait to cum with you, rather than in your mouth.
Season 4 Rafe who doesn’t have a preference, everything is filled with passion no matter where or when you’re doing it, you best believe that the two of you have fucked everywhere possible. When you’re in missionary, he has a hand slid under your waist, holding you close to him, when you’re on top he has a hand on your hip and another on your back, holding you close so your chests are flush. He has you cumming at least twice before he’s finishing, talking you through it and telling you that you can give him another as he slides a hand between the two of you to rub circles on your swollen clit. Even quickies in the bathroom are tender and passion filled, if you’re sat on the counter, he’ll have a hand cupping the back of your head so you don’t get hurt, another holding onto your thigh, his forehead pressed against yours, pressing messy kisses to your parted lips.
Season 4 Rafe who eats you out like you’re his last meal, often he’ll come home and eat you out until you’re shaking before cleaning you up, getting you water and calling it a night. He savours the times you give him head, something that doesn’t happen as often as it used to because he gets too impatient to get you off, to touch you so he can hear the sounds you make.
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