#mightve gone a bit crazy

[paesthethyc]

The cute doctor and his many cool forms!

[elliottexists]

I watched the Silver Nemesis DVD on Sunday, and one point they made in the commentaries and the special features was that Leslie French was cast as the mathematician because he had been under consideration for the lead in the series in 1963. That sent me off on a chain of speculation. French was four years older than William Hartnell. However, he was apparently in much better health. He was still acting in 1988 and lived until 1999, twenty-four years after Hartnell's death. If he had been cast as the first Doctor, their may have been no regeneration. Instead, the series may have gone on for a few more years until, without the tonic of a new lead, it would have eventually gone a bit stale and been cancelled, as most series are. Thus, French's decision may have been one branching point that lead to the long-run phenomenon we know today.

One also must wonder whether French later kicked himself for turning down the role. Apparently, he didn't want to commit to a whole year. Perhaps he would have thought differently if he knew what a hit the series would become.

woah you are so right. if french had become the doctor, the show wouldve probably ended with him because it mightve been less popular by the time he had to leave. its crazy how hartnells illness actually led to one of the main features of doctor who as we know it. and yeah i bet french did really regret it after turning down the role considering how quickly the show grew. this was really cool to learn about thanks for telling me :))

[reveriecorridor]

for the-o never saw your header before. Gay people jumpscare. anyway for the character ask game. 8+14+26 for luke our friend luke of thw tales variety and 1+13+27 for pandreo. redheads go

gay person caught in the intended trap Yayy

Little lord Luke!!!!!!

Your favorite outfit of them

i still really enjoy towel boy just for the silly descriptor ingame........... but his sgma outfit has become a fast favorite of mine bc there is no endgame luke Official Art and im clinging to it like a leech!!!! if i had to pick a 3rd it would be his asteria anni outfit. hands down. im sorry for being normal.

Best storyline they had

well saying the whole game wouldnt be Fair I Guess. theres three i rlly like (and one that i now feel crazy over bc i can only remember the anime version of it ..???) honestly 1 mightve just merged in my brain bc i havent gone through the game in so long. anyway.

sidequest chain where you're buying back arte books a maid at the fabre manor accidentally threw away. theres a bit for the final book where luke admits to his mom that he thought the maid would be fired if his dad found out so he kept it a secret. theres a nice bit at the end with his mom telling him to trust her more. its nice :)

mushroom road event. im sorry this started veering off into asch but i like it when family. luke not forcing asch to come visit his mom even though he was in mushroom road for the same thing (getting medicine for their mom) makes me explode everytime

and the infamous "did i meld this w something they changed in the anime or am i crazy" moment is asch coming back to the manor and luke making it so he can have one last moment with his parents. funny how i place this after mushroom road but it works okay? You gotta trust me, otay?

When do you think they were being "themselves" the most?

whenever this happens, both in short hair mode and long hair mode. love it when it does.

Pandreo

My first impression of them

"omg redhead priest i wonder what he's like" [unaware that he would have me at his first AROOOOOOOOOO] "oh i LIKE him"

Your favorite friendship they have

hmmmmmmmmmm oh god. im still support grinding for him like a normal person. but if i had to pick one at the moment it'd be alcryst definitely just because the two of them together is such a funny fucking combination.

If they could meet a character from another show/movie/etc, who would be the most fun for them to meet?

oh god. WELL YOU MADE ME PICK LITTLE LORD LUKE FOR THIS AND NOW I WANT TO SEE THAT. IT'D BE FUNNY. PANDREO TURNS HIM INTO A PARTY ANIMAL, CHECK BACK IN WHENEVER BAMCO COMES UP WITH CREATIVE COLLAB IDEAS.

[impulstor]

explanations behind my song choice for my 3lsmp playlist under the read more! keep in mind, some of these songs don't really have a reason beyond just... vibes. and that some ideas have changed over time. anyway!

playlist here

anti-hero — originally added as an etho song, and still applies. with him being prepared to fight & kill for ren + the rest of the red army. also, he tends to be a bit unpredictable and has a very different moral standing from someone like, say, martyn.

kill the sun — fits with the series as a whole, with shifting alliances and friendships, and with people killing and being killed by one another.

special — this ones for all the mfs who didn't pick a side until really late, or were bouncing between factions for a while 💪. especially for tango, as an example, making friends with someone who he can also consider his enemy, and being completely unsure where he stands in any group, though he wants to have their faith.

villain — this song is just really good for making a mental amv for lmao. it's good for demonstrating differing alliances n sides, n of course that applies here.

oh, death — not a lot of specific thoughts for this, just. yknow, death, vibes, dying for someone, watching your friend die, etc.

6up 5oh cop-out — first of all, I'm just a slut for will wood sometimes. second, a lot of the lyrics on their own could 100% be applied to events in the series (I mean I did use some from it for my etho n tango drawing for funsies) so. it's a strange song but the vibes fit well, in my opinion :]

kill of the night — a bit self explanatory, I think. in a series about trying to outlive, and to eventually kill your friends? no doubt you're going to end up hunting certain people down, hmmm? revenge, n all that. works well for multiple characters, really.

you're gonna go far, kid — impulse. just like. tango, or maybe etho, at impulse. "with a thousand lies and a good disguise, hit em right between the eyes" I meaaan 🤔 how is it NOT impulse lmao

kill the lights — once again, killing, death, murder, yknow. good vibes. also people lying and betraying one another, and watching as their friends and enemies die in front of them, people being changed by the events that transpire.. also technically they ARE actors sooo. kill the actor, yknow

mad IQs — mostly this song just slaps (thank you eexer 🙏) but also the lyrics fit well with the events! death, murder, killing your friends, burning. there is a lot of fire.

go get your gun — works very well for the whole war goin on. one side vs another, fighting and losing allies, fighting to win for their fallen allies, cheating fate if they DO win. also the line "when this is over, we'll raise a glass straight up to the sun" could be seen as like. everyone coming together to be friends once it's all over bc they are!

c'est la vie — it fits well. bad things happen, you lose people, you hurt, karma kicks your ass, but that's just life, and that's the game. c'est la vie.

i'm gonna win — fits for how they're all fighting to be the last one standing. and also with having to work through literally dying and to not give up, if you want to win.

mr capgras... — once again, I just like will wood. also fits well with people fighting each other, mostly with the chorus. "you'll never take me alive" / "you better pray that I die" likjkeeeee 👀 you could make art fitting those lyrics tbh

curses — red & green duos (at least. when they were intact :/) sticking together, taking care of one another when everything is going to hell, people are dying, and it's getting intense. they trust each other, at least.

under the pressure — don't really have something specific, it just fits well, with the lyrics. honestly this one fits well as a skizz song, now that I'm thinking about it. he went from trying to be friends with a lotta people to taking two out for good and went out in a blaze of glory. yea. that's what I got lol

everybody wants to rule the world — I dont think I really need an explanation for this one. it just fits well with everyone trying to win the whole game, and with everything slowly ramping up in intensity

rebels — for scar and grian being crime bros for the first while :] everything IS burning, good for them!

outrunning karma — impulse once again. playing everyone, playing to everyones good sides as much as he could, until the act didnt matter anymore. but karma might really kick him in the ass, if he ends up as one of the last survivors, and others turn on him for betraying everyone earlier on.

you're nobody til somebody wants you dead — shrug emoji. just fits well mostly. friends fighting eachother, betrayal, yadda yadda.

thanks i hate it — mmm,, tango? idk, im just a tango enjoyer, and he has spent quite a bit of effort trying to please certain groups to like. no avail. especially team crastle. like tbh he was solidly on board with em for a while, and mightve gone back to them on his own. but cleo blackmailed him anyway. rip tango.

the riddle — ALL OF IT. the whole series. it fits

crazy = genius — i dont rly like brendan urie like at all. so i might remove it from the playlist at some point. but it does fit with scar and grian being villains.

icarus — mmm fits well with grian. with the wing imagery, and with the fact that he made SO many enemies by working with scar. and he never reaallllyyyyy apologized, did he? he's walking a dangerous line, with few allies,

cradles — idk lmao. vibes only.

wolf in sheeps clothing — impulse again mostly lol. sung by skizz or etho probably. betrayal <3

how villains are made — again, for those neutral parties that had to choose a side. its about being torn between two sides & having to choose. honestly, I could see it fitting bigb, if he does some funky villain stuff next session. he deserves it I think <3

killing butterflies — trauma, ouchie, angst, murder your friends. everything hurts.

king — ren!! that's it.

little lion man — bruh if ren dies and leaves martyn alone.... ghost ren to martyn.... ouch.

gives you hell — red army @ sand people. specifically etho and ren get to be petty at scar i think

wine red — [gestures vaguely] all of it

i bet my life — red and green duos again. though it could be after some of them permadie.

miss missing you — (thanks again eexer this one also slaps <3) ouch impulse and tango angst. or impulse and etho angst. OR etho and tango angst. THEM. :(

youth — all of it but like. after it's over. just like going back and looking at how it all went down.

a gorey demise — i just think it would be fun to animate everyone's different deaths to this song tbh

another one bites the dust — they are once again Dying. but it's not angsty and dramatic this time.

god rest ye merry gentlemen — 😔 the whole thing again. pain

[sharkb0yinthewat3r]

What was coming out like for you?

For years I was closeted and i really didn’t want to do it. I go back and forth between whether or not I thought it was unnecessary or I told myself it was unnecessary so I wouldn’t have to do it. It was probably a little bit of both.

I knew for a while that at the very least my mom knew since she was the only one dropping hints. But if she did so did everybody else. After I was like truly accepting of myself, I really did buy into the narrative that i didn’t need to do it. On one hand I felt like everyone in my family already knew so there was no need to inform them, there was no need to bring it up out of nowhere unprompted, and it’s just ridiculous that that’s something anyone has to do. I’m more than my sexuality and straight people don’t have to come out.

Anyway this ended up being a really long post feel free to read all of it, but the main takeaway is that coming out was scary. Even when I knew nothing big was going to come of it, there’s just like this anxiety I had and I think it’s normal. Im lucky to live a life where I can be myself freely without having to be concerned about repercussions. I would say me coming out to my friends/just not hiding who I was from them was a great experience. My cousins were so great. My mom and my sister, I guess I wish that those had gone better which is crazy to me because they had known the longest and had so long to prepare and just didn’t have ideal reactions (far from awful but it was kinda just like uhhh ok?) and then my dads is probably my favorite bc that’s how it should be for everyone. It was ultimately very freeing for me but it was also like very uncomfortable for me.

My coming out happened in 4 phases:

1. College freshman year: i was struggling with my sexuality after I got my first crush and wasn’t sure whether or not people would accept me and eventually I told one friend that I lived with and he never treated me differently, I think I told three other friends that were girls, but overall it was extremely difficult to communicate for me. I would say that this was a time in which I was still closeted.

2. I now work on accepting myself and don’t really talk about it with people unless it comes up for the next three years. I’m now in my fourth year of college and join an org where I’m placed on a committee that’s essentially 60% gay males 40% straight males (and girls). My goal when joining was just to be open and let people get to know me. I was still middle ish of the road and sorta wanted to be perceived as straight. I think people just kind of started to assume I was gay and it was like “oh I don’t have to think about telling anyone anything or acting a certain way. I can just be myself” and I kinda just let loose and as we started hanging out and going to parties together I was able to open up and be myself judgement free and it was just so much fun and that’s when I like TRULY accepted myself and I was like life should be like this all the time. I can’t believe I haven’t been doing this. This was more of like a me coming out to myself than anything else and showing myself how enjoyable life can be when you don’t bottle yourself up.

3. Same year (after my first semester) Even though I was very open with my friends at school, this was my first time home for a ‘long break’ and I wasn’t as open with my family. Me and my two female cousins went out for a day together in the city and then ended up at a bar where they were talking about the kind of guys they were into and my one cousin mentions that she’s into older guys and I didn’t say anything and then our other cousin went to the bathroom and I was like btw I’m gay and I only wanted to preface that bc when u said u were into older guys I was like legit same I know exactly what you mean. My other cousin came back from the bathroom and then we laughed about it, but they were the sweetest and most supportive I could’ve wanted. I don’t think I’d ever felt as close with them as I did in that moment. They asked if anyone else knew and I was like well my friends but that’s it and they said they wouldn’t tell anyone and I thanked them.

A few nights later I met my sister out at a bar for her birthday in the city. I was hanging out with her friends (who I knew just not on a real personal level) because she was dancing and making out with some guy. This is actually kinda funny. It was winter and the bar was hot so I tied my jacket around my waist (as I often do bc that’s just typically part of my look, kinda like a staple of mine tbh) and her friend is like “ryán why are you wearing that around your waist, go put it in the coat check” and I was like no thanks like I really don’t mind having it on my waist, I like the way it looks and I honestly don’t wanna pay and she’s like “you have to check it, any girl who walks in here and sees a guy with a jacket around his waist will not want to get with him” and I looked at her and laughed and was like “lol ok well that’s fine because I’m into guys anyway” and she was taken aback like “OH” and I was like lol r u surprised and she was like well your sister just never told me that and I said well idk why she would, like for one I’m not sure why that would be a topic of discussion between the two of you and for two I haven’t told her anyway. She and my sisters other gay friend practically forced me to tell her the entire night and I was like um ok. And then my sister got mad at me for telling them before her and made it all about herself and I was drunk crying running to the bathroom lol and she followed it up with SO MANY questions and was like you gotta tell mom and dad we talk about it all the time. And I was like 1. No I don’t, if they wanna know they can ask me I don’t care 2. That’s kinda fucked up that you guys talk about me and my sexuality all the time behind my back?? 3. If you just said u all know why do I have to tell you. There isn’t really more to the story there, it was her telling me to and me saying no.

4. It is the 2019th summer. Id thought many times about telling my parents I wanted to go to pride and just like ended up saying nothing. Fact of the matter was that I wasn’t proud and honestly even if I wanted to go I didn’t know who I’d go with. My parents are VERY religious and when I was younger I had heard my mom express worry about a girls mother after the girl had come out as a lesbian l o l. Years go by and my mom got me a pamphlet for the lgbt center mixed in with a bunch of other papers when I moved in my freshman dorm, said a lot of encouraging things to me like telling me “you can date anyone you want” and asking me about my love life (this kind of stuff happened between stages 1 and 2). Nothing was explicitly said but I think we both silently acknowledged it. She even asked about one of my gay friends bc I think she thought we mightve been dating (between stage 3 and 4) which we were not and never have hooked up or anything. Honestly I knew they’d be supportive and I knew they weren’t going to kick me out, I just didn’t know how they’d honestly and truly take it. And by the time that I didn’t give a fuck about how anybody “took” the “news” I was aware that they knew and subscribed to all the beliefs that I listed above. If they wanted to know so desperately they could ask me. At this point I wasn’t even trying to hide it. A guy kinda fucked me over right before school was over and I was talking to her on the phone and she was asking how I was and why I sounded meh and I just told her guys suck without trying to get into it. Anyhow picture this, straight pride has just been confirmed for August 2019. Gays are distressed everywhere. Can we not have one thing??? I share a post to my insta story stating something along the lines of “straight pride isn’t necessary and you should be happy you don’t need it. LGBT people need pride because we still don’t have equal rights and people get killed every day for being a part of this community and people get kicked out of their homes for loving someone, etc.” and I guess my mom saw it and was like that was an interesting post on your instagram and I was like lol ok thanks. (She had thought I didn’t think I was safe in my own home and that’s why I wasn’t coming out) And she’s like is there something you want to tell me? And I say is there something you want me to tell you? And she says only if you want to. And I say “what mom do you want me to tell you I’m gay? Like it’s not a secret. I know you know and everybody else knows.” We went on a walk and she said some highly questionable microaggressions but meant with overall support. At this point though like I already accepted myself so I could just roll my eyes and be like lol whatever you don’t get it.

Then my dad comes back and she calls him to the kitchen and is like I think you should tell him now. And i was like gurl what? This is so out of nowhere and so ridiculous. You’re really going to do this after we just had an hourlong discussion on why I didn’t feel the need to come out. And my dad comes in and is like what’s up and I say hey just so you know I’m gay, ok? And he says ok.

[diamondcamefromhell]

Jaskier x Reader

Inspired by this gif (gif credit to: @laradxrren​ ) 

I tried to not use any gender pronouns or gender identifying this in this one, hoping more people may be able to enjoy it!

As well as, I had this idea last night at like 3am when I looked at this gif and cried (as you do) and today i tried to salvage whatever nonsense i wrote then, and i dont think its the worst thing on earth, so enjoy!

Warnings: death (kinda), blood, injury

Summary: The building in front of you collapses and you know Jaskier (alongside Yennefer and Geralt) were inside of it, realizing they mightve not made it

Word count: 1,301

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There is no right word to describe such shock as I felt in that moment. Watching a building collapse, while simultaneously, my world does too. If I had to put it into words, I guess I would say it’s like climbing the highest mountain, going to the edge, only to see it disappear, realizing you’re in the air.

And you are about to have a very long fall.

I finally manage to take a breath. The building still rumbles and sends dust my way. I stand there, stuck in my tracks, as I feel my body give in. Knees hit the ground, sending a wave of pain up my body, but I don’t care. My soul hurt’s more. My entire being aches so much, I want to scream, but only a small whimper escapes my lips, disappearing in the air.

I don’t even realize I’m crying, until my vision goes so blurry, I don’t know what I’m looking at anymore. The building grows quiet, and my tears hitting the ground make no sound, but it still echoes in my ears. I want to stand up, to do anything but I simply cannot.

The dust clears and I get a clear vision of what I am looking at now. Half of the building has collapsed. There was nothing but rubble left. Nothing at all.

I take another shaky breath in, barely able to hold my scream in. Until it escapes, roaring in the woods around me, sending a message to every being who shall listen. Something horrible has happened. I somehow manage to pull myself up, taking a few shaky steps towards what was left of this house.

I don’t allow myself to think the worst. I chase that thought away, locking it into the deepest corners of my mind, putting it to sleep. Killing it. I wanted to destroy the sheer idea of what might’ve happened to him.

I go to the rubble, mindlessly picking up rocks and throwing them away. Trying to dig up something, anything. A glimmer of hope.

“Jaskier.” I finally whimper, as panic manages to find its way in.

It settles in my bones, in my mind, taking control over me. I start to panic, throwing rocks left and right. I see blood on my hands, my brain realizing I should be in pain, but I don’t stop. I keep digging, keep hoping. The tears cloud my vision again, but my hands don’t stop working, grabbing whatever they can, tossing it away.

Until I hear something behind me. I hold onto one piece of rubble, ready to defend myself, turning around. The rock hits my foot as soon as I see what I am looking at. As blurry as everything is, I can easily make out what I am looking at.

Who.

“Jaskier.” This time, saying his name doesn’t feel like blades in my throat. This time, it feels like air. Water to my thirsty soul.

He lands on his knees. Blood on his shirt and his face. I see tears in his eyes.

“I thought I lost you.” I hear him say, as he shakily breathes out. “I thought I lost you, Y/N.”

“But I wasn’t in the building.” I want to run to him, but I can’t. I stare at the man, trying to make sure he isn’t a mirage before I let hope warm me up.

“You were near it. I thought it could’ve…” He shakes his head. “Yennefer got us away.”

I finally regain the ability to move, making my way to Jaskier, who still looks scared out of his mind. As was I. I was nearly sure that when I pull him in, he will turn into a cloud, a memory, and I will realize that I did, in fact, lose him.

But a hopeful voice in my head reminded me that there were no bodies in the rubble. There was no sign that he, or Geralt or Yennefer died. That voice begged me to believe that the bard in front of me was real. That voice was yelling at me, asking me to pull him close, breathe him in.

Never let go.

I drop to my knees, my shaky hand reaching for him. And it lands. Jaskier doesn’t turn into mist, doesn’t disappear. He stays here, his grey eyes slightly red from crying. He sniffles, and I pull him in. I breathe in the sweat and blood and dirt, not caring about anything else.

He was here. Alive.

“I was so scared.” I manage to say, my voice shaking like crazy. My whole body couldn’t stop shaking.

“As was I.” He finally wraps his hands around me, holding me so tight, I almost feel whole again. I close my eyes, trying to pretend this never happened. Imagining we are just cuddling, but when I feel him shake, I know there is no escape from this.

“But we’re okay.” I say, more to myself than to him, but he hears it.

“We’re okay.” Jaskier whispers back.

We hold each other for awhile, but when he pulls away, it feels like it was way too short. I want more, I need more. I am scared I may lose it, if I let go.

I notice his eyes drop to my hands and only then I look at them two. Bloody, with many cuts on them, bruises already forming too. Noticing that made the pain kick in, as I shakily breathe in, trying to hide it. I look at Jaskier, who seems so sad.

His fingers gently touch mine, as if he’s scared I will fall apart. Our eyes meet, and he finally gifts me a smile. I pack it in my heart, knowing I will treasure it forever.

“I love you.” I place our foreheads together. “Oh Heavens, Jaskier, I love you so much.”

“I love you too, sweetheart.” His voice shakes. “Y/N, I love you so much it’s scary.”

His lips press against mine, I lean in, wrapping my hands around his neck, not allowing him to escape, not ever again. This kiss tastes sour, from our tears and metallic, from blood. But it’s the best kiss I ever had.

I pull away, a smile finally gracing my face. We were here, I told myself. Both of us were okay.

I hear a grunt behind the bard, looking up I see Geralt and Yennefer, standing there. The sorceress has a smile on her face, Witchers lips are also curled up into a somewhat smile.

Letting go of Jaskier is hard, so hard, I don’t want to do it ever in my life. But still, I peel myself off him, force me to stand up. I make my way towards the pair, landing into Geralt’s arms, as he pats my back.

“I am glad you two are okay.” I say, letting go off Geralt, going to hug Yennefer.

“You are okay too, Y/N.” Witcher says, landing a hand on my shoulder. I see Jaskier make his way toward us. “Jaskier was losing his marbles, thinking you might’ve been hurt.”

“Once he understood where I took us, he ran back here.” I only now notice Yennefer is holding his lute in one of her hands. She winks at me. “He even left his lute behind.”

“I am glad he rushed here.” I feel him wrap one of his hands around me, and my heart calms down again, knowing he’s here. “I thought you all were gone. That he was gone.”

“But we’re okay.” Geralt reassures me, and I feel tears coming again. Happy tears. The hopeful voice in my head silently whispers ‘I told you its okay.’

I look at the rubble behind us.

“Yes, we’re okay.” I say, as the last bit of fear leaves my body in a shape of a tear.

[zukkatrash]

im pretty sure nobody wants this content but:

aged up, no bending atla x fallout 4 crossover!!!

(spoilers for some atla and fo4 stuff obviously, and in sukis part i rant abt the ending where ur against the brotherhood, so major spoilers for that too)

lets start with katara

katara is a minuteman, no lets be real shes the goddamn general, preston took one look at her and immediately knew she'd protect the people of the commonwealth with all she had

elder maxon is actually scared of her, which is why he refuses to let her on the prydwen so none of his underlings see him fold under her stare

shes probably the first minuteman that hancock like actually truly respects bc he knows shes 100% abt the ppl and goodneighbors motto is literally "of the people for the people"

katara is a probably a bit conflicted about him at first bc u know hes a bit ruthless for her taste, but she can see his heart's in the right place

she definitely helped marcy long with her grief and turned her anger into smth productive, aka marcy is now probably a high ranking minuteman

sokka

def a railroad agent (i read alchemy, sue me)

him and tinker tom are the best buddies and yes sokka got convinced to drink his weird serum thing, stop bringing it up!!

god just the crazy inventions those two would cook up, they'd probs scare the shit out of the institute

on topic of the institute, theres probably like at least one abduction attempt from them a month but hes not only smart but a badass too

hes also one of the only people dr. amari is actually nice to and will routinely rescue him from irmas relentless flirting

he definitely fanboys with kent collony over the shroud

i feel like deacon would drive him mad, because on one hand he gets the secrecy and that he doesn't want anyone to get too close but also deacs, my man u cant shut everyone out with ur lies

okay now im thinking abt them bonding over their dead gfs and am sad

when he meets nick he has to hold back soooo hard to not ask invasive questions, bc nick is basically a walking insight into the institute, but hes alao a person who sokka respects and really doesn't wanna be an ass to

toph

also with the railroad(but shes a heavy ofc), probably mostly bc shed get more action there

sokka and tinker tom def made her some really cool gadget à la seismic sense so shes still a BEAST

she can also hear a raider ambush/lurking wildlife before anyone else and if shes not with anyone who needs to avoid that kinda stuff she pulls out her trusty missile launcher and makes quick work of her enemies

probably participates in cage matches at the combat zone and raiders shit their pants when they see her

toph is either dating glory or cait or both, cant decide, just badass wlw

or maybe fahrenheit 🤔, i mean the only refrence of tophs type we have is that she mightve had a crush on sokka who is not only strong but smart and u cant tell me fahr isnt smart, she might only have like 5 lines but at least one of them is abt chess which is a common shorthand for intelligence and she is undoubtedly a badass so yes toph and fahr! never thought id think of those two as a ship but here we are haha

zuko

is the silver shroud, you can't change my mind he's a righteous theatre kid ofc he's the shroud

suki

also a minute man, probably kataras second in command

shes the one training the minutemen at the castle

danse tried so desperately to recruit her but suki is too smart to fall for the bos' bullshit

probably plays into his whole spiel tho to get an inside look at the bos and takes them down from the inside

and not by blowing the ship up wtf there are kids on the prydwen what the fuck why cant u get them out beforehand??? why is that the only option to get the bos out of the commonwealth???? they steal poor farmers crops ffs i want them gone! WITHOUT killing innocent children that are being indoctrinated what the fuck

aang

im actually having a really hard time to imagine aang in fo4 bc u know its a biiit violent for a pacifist monk but i really dont wanna just make him a farmer or some boring shit, its just that stuff usually needs killing in some way in fo4

okay nvm i can def picture him on the island mediating that whole conflict between arcadia, the children of the atom and far harbor

oh god aang finding out how dima kept the 'peace' would be a brutal fucking scene, i dont wanna spoil too much if possible but aang would def feel really betrayed by dima

i can see aang arriving at the island and really trying to make everyone understand that dima only wants arcadia to be safe and left alone and i have no idea how he would actually deal with dima once the truth comes out but fuuck, bending or not aang def entered the avatar state there

but just to be clear he still protects arcadia, just bc its built by smn who thinks the ends justify the means doesnt mean that synths dont deserve to live in fucking peace for once

also aang would absolutely adore erikson and his puppies ^^

but back to the commonwealth

aang would for sureee advocate against the mind wipes the railroad makes and try to find other ways to help synths

he probs cannot deal with desdemonia saying that erasing the synths memory and identity is the only way to keep them safe, aang knows what loss means and he wont stand for it

and i can see him do a lot of the actual building in the settlements and helping all those small communities to flourish

now for the crack, as in i dont think this is in character but i thought of it so now yall have to read abt it:

the fire nation is in nuka world, also there is no overboss per se bc except for like 3 lines we know nothing of colter

ozai leads the operators, but also kinda everyone, so basically the overboss

post breakdown, pre redemption azula leads the disciples

zhao leads the pack bc like mason hes an animal and i hate him ^^

gage is dead bc unfortunately ozai isnt dumb, altho ozai was dumb enough to underestimate zuko when he literally told him his plan to join the gaang, but then again gage didnt like colter bc he didnt get shit done and unfortunately ozai does get shit done so gage is probably delighted :(

if anyone actually read this and wants to add on pleaseee do!!!

[might-guys-acorn]

Ask and you shall recieve my loves💕 Before I jump into some requests for today, a couple of you asked for information on my OC's! Heres some headcanons on my babies, I hope youll love them just as much as I do🥰 -🦎

P.S. its all gonna be the same art from before, I dont have access to anything to digitally draw them, and finished traditional art is gonna take some time💕

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Choharu Akimichi

Choji's big sister and #1 fan

Shes 2 years older than him, and has spent most of her life supporting him, even when her parents thought he was too soft to be a shinobi.

Theyre very close, and if he's at home, hes always on her bed just talking about everything thats going on at school and with his life.

Shes an excellent listener. She'll take in everything her friends have to say and give very level-headed advice.

She loves bubble tea. Like is obsessed with it. Its how she starts her morning, a large taro with extra boba

Crazy short. Shes like 4'11, and it drives her nuts because she's the oldest on her team, but everyone tends to underestimate and patronize her because of her height

She's very protective of her teammates and her friends, especially Iname. She'd known about her for a while, and when she first met her, she just wrapped her up in a hug. Would 11/10 do anything for that girl.

She knows the rookie 11 pretty well, simply because of her brother and all his stories. Shes spiritually adopted all of them as little siblings and is always there when they need advice or just someone to listen.

Shikajime Nara

Goes by Ji. His name is too long, and with Iname as a teammate, Shika was off the table. Ji suits him just fine.

Also 2 years older than the rookie 11. He and Choharu have been friends for a long time.

Only child and distant cousin? Of Shikamaru

No one can really place how theyre related, its a long complicated answer. Same clan, but very convoluted relative ties.

Shikamaru is not his biggest fan. Ji is energetic, very muscular and honestly super corny. The Dad jokes are not Shika's vibe

Shika learns to love him a bit though, after spending more time with him because of Iname.

Kiba is his best friend. He's more laid back then Kiba, he very rarely gets angry, and he likes to pick on Kiba's nerves when possible. Its just so funny for him.

They match eachother with energy, though. Their sparring matches take forever because niether will back down

Despite his gymrat appearance, he's very smart, super caring and just generally likes having a good time. Hes the dad at the barbecue, flipping burgers in socks and sandals while laughing at his own stupid jokes.

Iname Yamanaka

My precious girl. She's Ino's first cousin, and only a year older

She's got some past demons, the big one being that when she was 5, she came home to her mother dead on the floor in a pool of blood.

Her father was away on a mission, and no one really knows what happened to her mom or why she was killed.

Because of this, she has a terrible fear of blood, and has to push past that day by day as a shinobi

She also has a very strained relationship with her father. He checked out for 2 years after her mother died, and she had to take care of herself.

Even with all this, though, she insists on being a ray of sunshine. She's super spunky, positive and just generally gives off good vibes.

She became friends with the 11 before anyone her own age, because of Ino, and she got very close to Shikamaru. She balances him out and pushes him when he needs it.

They became practically inseperable, and everyone thought they were dating, but they insisted that it was platonic. (I actually wrote their first kiss as an imagine on here a while ago. You can read it here)

She graduated a year early from the academy in order to support herself. Shes smarter than anyone expects, and she works (and plays) hard.

BONUS

Heres some info on my newest OC. I came up with her last night while on the phone with @hiddenleafstoryteller 💕

Sayuri

Absolute badass

She became an Anbu for Suna at 14 and left them at age 16. She felt as though she was losing herself in the brutality of her work, so she left and returned to the regular shinobi ranks

She can be stern when a situation calls for it, but usually shes laid back, snarky, and lighthearted

Grew up as Temari's best friend. Shes more laid back and humorous than Temari was, but their personalities melded well, even at a young age

Gaara completely ignored her when she was around, but after the Chunin exams he warmed up and she happily took him under her wing. Just another sibling for the Sand baby, and she cheered the loudest at his Kazekage ceremony

She thought Kankuro was incredibly annoying when they were young. He was always trying to play pranks of her and Temari, and honestly they werent even well thought out.

As time passed though, he matured and she found herself actually enjoying his company. They often bounced jokes off eachother, sometimes at others expense, and occasionally had moments of talking about more important, deeper parts of life

She didnt even imagine growing feelings towards him, and denied it completely when Temari asked, saying that love was unrealistic for a girl like her.

She finally came to terms with it when he came back poisoned after fighting with Sasori. She didnt sleep, eat, or think the entire time. Between Gaara gone, and Kankuro half dead, she was a shell of a person.

She never said anything to him though, there was no way he'd feel the same. The only person she ever talked to about her feelings was Temari

It mightve been weird for Temari at first, after all it was her brother that her best friend was falling for, but in general, Temari shipped it more than anyone.

The first confession wouldve come from Kankuro, she was too hard headed for it. This imagine from @hiddenleafstoryteller is officially canon in thier storyline.

[fundonboy]

Mightve gone a bit crazy but look at them i am in love 😻😻😻

[fairyscribbles]

Boiling Bite. (Chanyeol, Wolf!au) 2/2

Hello guys! A few little changes!

I will try to again re-update a lot of the lists that I have here, because not only they were not up to date, they are a bit glitched, as I saw when uploading that Baekhyun story!

I also thought of putting up my ko-fi link again. I stopped doing it for a while because I was pretty content, but as I started working, my financial needs rose up as well, due to travel, food etc etc. I am also really shooting to go to the JLPTs again and obtain the highest level (N1). For that, I need the books for it. I already bought the grammar book, so I need the vocab, kanji and reading so I can prepare and hopefully go try out the summer dates of the test!

It’s also a bit hard to update for me now not only because of school but also because of the house renovation. My desk is really cluttered from all the things I’ve had on shelves and my laptop has been connected to the TV for about three weeks now and has been exclusively used for Netflix ^^’ I did go back to writing into notebooks though, and I’m biting through a few of the requests. Who knows, maybe once I’m done, I will open them again!

Well now, after this super long essay, let’s enjoy the second part of the Kris story I have posted a while back!

If you need to refresh your memory, here is the first part! If you like what you read, you can support me on ko-fi!

♥

-

Everything burned and everything hurt. You didn’t remember when was the last time you were conscious for more than five minutes. The pain always knocked you out before you could go insane with it.

You could clearly remember that night... the dark alleyway... Kris’ mate crying into her phone, begging Kris to come and save you. 

The two vampires standing, ready to pounce. 

You stepping between the vampires and Kris’ mate.

And then the bite.

It was as if somebody suddenly poured acid into your veins and the blood carried it all over your body. It felt horrible. You wanted to die as you felt the ice cold fangs digging into you, sucking the life out of you.

It might’ve been gone in a few seconds, but it felt like hours to you.

They came and saved you. But it was too late, as you crumbled to the ground and you screamed in pain.

You felt someone, Chanyeol probably, picking you up and cradling you to him, but it didn’t do anything with the horrible pain that coursed through your body.

That’s when you blacked out the first time.

- 

The first time you came to was when you felt someone settle down next to you.

“Ch-Chan…” your voice was too raspy for you to continue, a coughing fit interrupting your question.

“It’s me, ___.” Answered the voice that did not belong to your mate. Kyungsoo wiped at your forehead, the wet cloth gathering the sweat that trickled down your face.

“What…what…happene-“

“You were bitten. It’s the werewolf genes and vampire saliva that’s making you hurt.” You whimpered as the washcloth trailed down your face onto your neck, to the bite mark. A strangled scream ripped through your throat when the cloth dabbed at the wound and you immediately cowered from the pack’s healer. You heard him apologize, but everything was pronounced so slow and the way your eyelids seemed to drop, you knew you were out of it once again.

-

“Alright, ___. We need to get some of the bad blood out. This is going to hurt a lot, so we’re going to do it by bits, alright?”

You slowly grew accustomed to the pain, you were beginning to understand how it worked, how it always came in waves at you. It could’ve been two days since Kyungsoo’s visit, but it could’ve been two weeks as well.

You nodded shakily, tilting your head to the side and revealing your neck to him. Kyungsoo sighed, placing everything he was holding onto the nightstand before looming over you, his lips on your neck.

“Try to hold on as long as possible…” he mumbled quietly, his breath ghosting over your skin, before his lips closed over the wound. The first suck had you arching against him in a scream, your fists bunching in his shirt. You screeched, pleading for him to stop, trashing from side to side. You could feel the lift slipping from you from every suck by Kyungsoo’s lips. It ended just a few seconds after, yet it felt like eternity.

Kyungsoo spit out the blood he held in his mouth, its color a washed out red and more yellow than anything else.

“You did great, ___.” Kyungsoo gently stroked your cheek, trying to somehow calm you down.

“Chan…” you coughed heavily after that.

“What was it, ___?”

“Where…is…Ch-Chan…Chanyeol?” Kyungsoo fell silent for quite a while after that. Every passing second was like a dagger to your heart.

“He’s out hunting. He left three days ago, he didn’t come back yet.” Kyungsoo told you and yet you somehow knew it was a lie. You swallowed the tears that crept up on you and nodded to the tense Kyungsoo.

“You should try to get some sleep, ___-ah. We’ll try to get out more tomorrow.” His voice was gentle as if he was talking to a child. You nodded again, the grip of consciousness already slipping past your hands.

The last thing you thought of was Chanyeol’s voice, desperately calling your name.

-

Chanyeol sighed as he walked through the door. His body was full of kinks and soreness that wouldn’t be able to go away even after extended rest. As if he could do that, anyway.

For the past few days, he hadn’t thought about anything else, but revenge. He spent the past three days hunting down a vampire coven, making sure he would get every and single one of those suckers.

He kicked off his muddy boots and entered the house, his jacket a bloody pool on the floor. As he passed the mirror, he noticed the deep bags under his eyes and hallowed face.

He was only a ghost of what he used to be. He felt it, in his skin, his bones, in his very form, something changed. And he didn’t know how he would bring it back.

-

They switched every day. At first, only Kyungsoo would come, but later on, Suho replaced the healer, calling in Jongin to hold you down while sucking out the poison. The day after, the two switched and after that, Minseok and Luhan took their turns in trying to make you feel better.

You had already filled a whole glass with the yellowish substance and your mind was free from the sticky mist that clouded your senses.

It had its downfall, as it made the pain of healing clearer and the realization that since the night you’ve been bitten, Chanyeol hasn’t seen you once. Not a single time you felt his presence beside you and that made you tear up.

You probably disgusted him. You were bitten. And broken. Who in the right state of mind would want a broken mate? You thought as Kyungsoo gave your neck one hard last suck.

“Kyungsoo…” you choked out, stuttering over the lump in your throat.

“Yes? What is it?” he answered after cleaning his mouth, the poison still rocking slightly in the cup.

“K-Kill me.” You sobbed, the tears sneaking up on you. You could almost feel Kyungsoo freeze.

“What?” he wanted to you repeat as he slipped his hands around yours. You gripped him desperately.

“Please, just…let me have it over with. Just kill me and let that be…it.”

“Are you crazy? What about Chanyeol?” his voice sounded as if he still didn’t believe what you were saying. You swallowed the lump in your throat and looked at the ceiling, illuminated by moonlight.

“He…he doesn’t care about me anymore.” You had to wait a moment after saying that to calm yourself down. It was far too painful.

“I don’t blame him, though.” You added with a smile, even through the tears.

“Who would want a mate that is tainted by the enemy?” Kyungsoo squeezed your hand, rubbing circles into your skin with his thumb.

“That is the stupidest thing I’ve heard, ___. And I’m in a pack with Jongin, which means I’m listening to stupidities on a daily basis.” You could hear the smile in his voice and you couldn’t help but to chuckle shortly.

“Chanyeol wants you all the time. NO matter how you act, look or feel.”

“Then why isn’t he here?” Kyungsoo was quiet for a long time, weighing out his options. IN the end, he sighed, shaking his head.

“I would like to know that, too.” He rubbed your hand some more. It wasn’t the same thing as being comforted by your mate, but it came close.

“Just go to sleep, ___. You did good today.” You squeezed Kyungsoo’s hand one last time, before slowly rolling on your side. You instinctively awaited Chanyeol’s arms wrapping around you and pull you to him, but that never came.

-

Before Chanyeol could sigh and slip off his jacket, he was shoved back by a furious looking Kyungsoo.

“You need to start taking care of your mate.” He growled in a low tone, his eyes flickering gold.

“I am.” Chanyeol mumbled under his breath, trying to keep his cool.

“I’m avenging her. Killing every motherfucker I can get my eyes on.”

“She doesn’t need that. She needs you. But you’ve been too much of a pussy to face her.”

“What?” Chanyeol hissed, his beast stirring. Kyungsoo’s face showed he was being serious about what he said.

“I said, you’re too much of a pussy to look at her. You need to start taking care of her.”

“Do you even know how it fucking feels like? Being in my place?” Chanyeol asked, his tone menacingly passive as he came closer to Kyungsoo.

“Do you know the fucking feeling, when the person you love the most, the person you would die for, gets hurt? Like that? In front of your own fucking eyes?!” Chanyeol’s growl gradually turned into roaring.

“Do you even know how I feel when I walk around the room and I hear her screaming? Because I was unable to help her? Do you know the feeling?”

“And do you fucking know what you’re doing to her now? Did you even know that she asked me to kill her yesterday?” Kyungsoo’s words were like a thousand daggers, stabbing into his heart. As he heard about your wish to die, his knees buckled.

“W-What?” Kyungsoo smiled grimly as Chanyeol’s shock-ridden state.

“She thinks you don’t want her anymore. She told me that you probably think of her as disgusting since she was bitten by a vampire.” Chanyeol sighed deeply, sliding down the wall he was leaning against.

“Fucking hell…” he muttered, running his fingers through his hair. Kyungsoo knelt down next to him, laying his hand on Chanyeol’s shoulder.

“Look, I’m not going to try to convince you that it wasn’t your fault. You wouldn’t listen to me anyways. But killing vampires won’t help her. She needs you close. She needs to know that she’s still wanted.” Chanyeol sighed, nodding. He was too weak to say anything else.

“The sucking of the poison is very painful for her. She needs her mate. If you would do it, the poison will be gone in a few days.” When Chanyeol still didn’t answer, Kyungsoo patted his back once more and he stood to leave.

“Kyungsoo…”

“Hmm?” he turned around to look at Chanyeol. Only then he noticed how the biting affected him. He looked like hell- there were big bags under his eyes, his clothing hung on his disappearing frame and his shoulders seemed slumped with eternal luggage.

“Thank you. For everything.” Kyungsoo smiled softly.

“We’re brothers, Chanyeol. I would do anything for you.” At this Chanyeol smiled slightly.

“Even so. Thank you so much.”

-

You stirred when your bed dipped with another weight settling on it. Your fever had gone up again, so you didn’t recognize what was happening until the unknown person cupped the back of your neck and tilted your head to the side. Your blood started running faster as you realized what’s happening.

“No, Kyungsoo…” you whimpered quietly, your fists balling into his shirt. The body seemed different from Kyungsoo’s though.

“Please, no more…” you tried to cover the wound by tilting your head, but he nudged it aside with his nose. As you tried to fight back, more weight settled over you.

“Calm down, ___-ah…” a low voice rumbled above you and you suddenly knew who it was.

“Chanyeol?” he answered you with a hum, as he lightly licked your neck. Your breath hitched and you wound your hands around his torso, bringing him close. Chanyeol swiped his tongue over the wound once more before he closed his lips around it, giving it an experimental suck. He shuddered when the bad blood entered his mouth, but it didn’t stop him from sucking harder. It was much different, the cleansing with your mate. It was almost pleasurable for the first seconds and you pushed him down onto you some more, panting quietly. Chanyeol paused a while to spit out the venom in his mouth before diving in for more. This time, it was more uncomfortable, and you squirmed against him, your hands bunching in his shirt and tugging on it, to pull him away. He stayed relentless though, as he sucked harder. The first hard suck was painful.

“Chanyeol…” you whimpered, squirming some more. Once again, he leaned away to spit out.

“One more time, baby.” He assured you, closing his mouth around the wound again.

It was painful the last time, just as it was with the others. You arched your back, trying to get him from you, you tried swinging your head from side to side, but Chanyeol’s hold on you was tight, not letting go until you actually screamed out.

He quickly spat out the remaining poison and had you in his arms in seconds, holding you against his chest securely.

“I’m so sorry, baby, I’m sorry…” he kept repeating in your hair, stroking it comfortingly.

It took a while for you to calm down and to realize that he was actually with you. After the week of separation, it seemed unnatural.

“I thought you didn’t want me anymore…” you mumbled under your breath, holding onto him tightly. He reciprocated the grip, kissing the crown of your head.

“Are you kidding me? You’re my mate. I warned you about this before you signed your soul- it’s a job for life.” You giggled tiredly- the cleansing always had a dizzying effect on you- maybe because you lost a lot of blood.

“Will you stay?” you asked, looking up at him. You didn’t let him have much of a choice. There was a small chance he would be able to get out of the grip you had on him, anyways.

“Forever.” He said, kissing your lips.

[communistmothman]

i made a thing

do you want to learn how to make fancy instant ramen?

i made a recipe, here you go (see below)

Alright motherfuckers, so you wanna make fancy ramen?? Fancy instant ramen?? You want to feel like the ratatouille chef?

You've come to the right place.

~Fancy Instant Ramen~

The Shit You’re Gonna Need:

-pack of instant ramen

-red pepper flakes

-soy sauce

-butter

-eggs

-garlic

-brown sugar

Optional Shit You Probably Want To Add Because I Did And It Tasted Good But Don’t Feel Bad If You Don't Have It

-Rice vinegar

-spicy red pepper paste

-green onions

Shit That I Didn't Add But Would Probably Taste Good

-vegetables (i dont know like, broccoli or water chestnuts probably.)

-seaweed

-meat of some sort

ANYWAY to the cooking part

Ok first off, im gonna need you to grab some shitty wooden chopsticks. Fork? Spoon? Spatula? No, fuck that. Shitty takeout chopsticks rule here. Your god is gone. There is only shitty chopsticks.

Alright, now boil some water. How much?? What am i, wikipedia? Check the ramen instructions, asshat!! Alright, is the water boiling? No? Stop watching it.

Once the water is a roiling boil (like big fucking bubbles and you can hear it) add them noodles. Cook’em for however that package says. Yes, that means go dig the package out of the trash because you forgot how long because you are a goldfish that learned to walk and wear clothes.

Now you got some cooked noodles! Congrats! Now if only you had money and success. Drain those cooked noodles and try not to burn yourself. Put those noodles somewhere, because now its time for the ~sauce~ aka: where the magic happens.

CHOOSE WISELY:

Are you going to want

-spicy sauce?

-really spicy sauce?

-or, Oh God I’m Breathing Fire, My Sinuses Are Cleared, Everything Hurts sauce?

While you’re making that very important decision, mince some garlic. Mince only one section thingy-

Ok mince only one clove if you are a pussy and dont care much for garlic. Mince two if you are cool.

Grab some butter! Like two tablespoons, if you dont know how much that is, check the paper on the butter, if your butter doesnt have paper on it, first of all, nerd, second of all, just do about

| | that much thickness wise. Its fine, cooking is a messy art filled with estimates.

Grab a pan, kindof a big pan. When i say pan i mean,, like frying pan. Put that motherfucking heat on ~medium~ and throw the butter in there. Melt that shit. Add garlic and stir it some. Bathe in your awesomeness. Then, take those red pepper flakes, and think back to the question of spice level. Just shake it a couple times if you dont like spice that much. If you like spice, go crazy, go stupid.

Ok now get the soy sauce and brown sugar. Grab your handy dandy measuring spoons and throw in a tablespoon of soy sauce (roughly) and a teaspoon of brown sugar (roughly). Add more or less, the world is your oyster, you glorious motherfucker!!

If you read the shit you need list, you mightve noticed the second section called “Optional Shit You Probably Want To Add Because I Did And It Tasted Good But Don’t Feel Bad If You Don't Have It“. well, if you have that stuff and want to add it, do that now. For the paste stuff, just a little bit, like a little smidgen. Or more, if you like it, i have no control over what you do. A splash of rice vinegar should be enough, add more you like it or want to yada yada you control your fate blah blah blah, you know how it goes.

Alright let the sauce kinda cook for a little while, making sure not to burn the butter. To check to make sure you arent doing that, smell the pan. Does it smell like hell and smoke and burning? You done gone and did went the burnt the butter. If not, good job!

Now that the sauce has chilled for like,, three minutes, grab those noodles. Remember them? The ones you drained and cooked? Yeah, add those motherfuckers to the pan. Stir em around. Mix em up. Let the sauce and the noodles get acquainted with each other, and then have a dramatic love affair. Ok now that it got weird, push the noodles to one side, like you are a picky 8 year old and the noodles are your least favorite food.

This is where shit gets crazy. Holdonto your hats, heads and sanity.

Another question- How much you like eggs? Hate em? Love em? Married to em?

Well dont answer me, because you cant because its a hypothetical question. If you only kinda like eggs, just grab one (raw) egg from the fridge, (or live chicken). If you like eggs more than the average joe, grab two. Or three if you are a physcopath.

Now, im going to ask you something kinda crazy if youve never done it before. Crack the egg(s) directly in the pan, yes the pan with the sauce and the noodles. Just try not to put the egg(s) directly on the noodles, itll make it easier. Now take your handy dandy shitty chopsticks and scramble those eggs. Scramble the shit out of em, stir like theres no tomorrow. Add more red pepper flakes if you want.

Once the eggs are scrambled and now longer raw, you did it! You did the thing!

Put your fancy instant ramen in a bowl and bask in your awesomeness!!

[eldritchlulz-blog]

@kilnkin 

in post-hotel roommate adventures: moire and aud awkwardly feelings jam, but to their credit it’s slightly less awkward than they’ve managed in the past 

kilnkin

youre probably going somewhere else first but uh

bos ok. were good

kilnkin

sorry for that whole "the administration wont commit random murder" thing i guess i was pretty

off base

kilnkin

ok. enjoy your reunions! im heading out

kilnkin

(:

eldritchlulz

oh my gods good i'll come get her soon

are ye okay

kilnkin

yeah its whatever

um. kinda scary but were good so

you?

eldritchlulz

better now

we woke up and everyone else was gone

yer leaving for the summer tonight?

kilnkin

tonight. maybe the morning? idk

kilnkin

i packed

and youre all fine so i guess thats all i was waiting for

eldritchlulz

it'll be weird not sharing a room for the summer

kilnkin

lmao i still will be. it gets cramped at home

guess one more time bunked with someone under a century old couldnt hurt though

eldritchlulz

heh

yeah

still gonna get ye that globster

kilnkin

damn

here i was hoping you mightve found one in character building hell

eldritchlulz

nope

just some creepy skull ghosts

anything cool on yer end

kilnkin

mirrors

cannibalistic old woman

lots of water

usual i guess. good with at least one of those am i right

no that sounds dumb ok nvm

eldritchlulz

it's not dumb

it's fuckin shitty of the dean to turn that against ye

kilnkin

probably just luck of the horror movie trope draw

like walker losing his shit at having to swim lol

kilnkin

oh!! dunno how long exactly but i hit a new record holding my breath i reckon (: thats good news

eldritchlulz

oh shit that's sick

i guess adversity means new limits

i punched an illusion and it stopped working

kilnkin

oh hardcore

sounds better than puzzling. you may convert me to the ways of brute strength yet munro

eldritchlulz

i'm telling ye the pros are many and the cons are mostly that ye sometimes get detention

besides with iron bones yer already set up for success

eldritchlulz

ye can try it on for size when we get back next semester

kilnkin

lol new year new me right

hey you know what would be crazy? if i didnt actually get back next semester

hypothetically

eldritchlulz

what

kilnkin

nvm dw

eldritchlulz

why wouldn't ye come back

eldritchlulz

are ye not planning on coming back???

kilnkin

no ok im not planning anything lol

eldritchlulz

what do ye mean 'get' back then do ye think yer mum won't let ye

kilnkin

just a while ago ma was like

um

idk?

i dont think she wants me to

eldritchlulz

why

that's bullshit

it's not her decision

kilnkin

it is a little bit lol?

eldritchlulz

not even a little

do ye wanna come back next year

eldritchlulz

?

kilnkin

yeah

or i did? like the other day wasnt

fantastic

ok this is weird im sorry lol i dont actually need to sort this out im not even home yet

the instructions home are a killer right rofl like how long is it gonna take lmao

eldritchlulz

yeah that fuckin sucked

but like

yer friends are here

and bo would miss ye

kilnkin

you can get her a lump of clay no harm no foul

bad joke

eldritchlulz

i'm not accepting a lump of clay as my roommate next year

i want the real deal

kilnkin

i know ok dont get like. sentimenty

eldritchlulz

technically yer the one who's sentimenty

kilnkin

dont get witty either :p

listen i havent talked to her in months and this might not even be a thing im just. nervous i guess haha

eldritchlulz

yeah

well

eldritchlulz

if ye need someone to brute strength their way through the swamps of wherever ye'll be

i accept cool looking rocks in exchange

kilnkin

a fair trade as always

ill let you know

how it goes i mean

eldritchlulz

okay

deal

kilnkin

pleasure doing business

(:

eldritchlulz

:)