#mikhael senjuushi

[fawntastic]

Hiiiiii babygirl

[senjuushi]

What if a really wealthy Master (lives in a mansion, is a big boss) decided to buy the guns but not for fighting but to use them instead of hiring staff. As in, they are so rich that they need people to get stuff done (like cooking, cleaning the house, bodyguarding, paperwork, gardening... etc.) but figured that getting the guns will be cheaper and easier. For any guns of your choosing, tell us which ones would you put to which duties :3 personally i think Fal would be a great personal assistant/secretary and Sieg would be a good gardener (for some reason i feel like he really would)

Fal

Though he's struggling massively with the change in environment, Fal makes a wonderful secretary. He'll handle any paperwork assigned to him with unsettling efficiency, keep his work area impeccably tidy, and even keep an eye on your other staff members to ensure they're performing properly as well. Internally, underneath the polished facade, Fal is terrified. All too aware that he's out of place here, he's just waiting for something to go wrong.

Siegblut

The whole situation seems demeaning, at first— he's a weapon, not some kind of maid—, but working as a gardener turns out to be a lot less awful than Siegblut initially expects. And when he's allowed to make use of the produce he's grown in the kitchen, that "not awful" gets even better. Though it's a far different role than he's used to, Sieg thrives on praise; the more you acknowledge his competency and successes, the more he'll enjoy the job.

Mikhael

Figuring out what he's capable of is an awkward process (Mikhael does not enjoy being seemingly interrogated over his flaws), but once he lets slip enough about his interest in music, it's progress. Though he's expecting, at best, to be decommissioned for his uselessness before long, it turns out that you're perfectly satisfied with letting him play for your guests, or be lent out for shows from time to time. He's able to rest like this, and hurt less because of it.

Marks

His first couple of weeks were rough. Being separate from his previous Master left Marks agitated and emotionally volatile, leading to him trying to trail after you no matter what other task he'd been assigned. He does wonderfully as a bodyguard, though, where his guard dog-like alertness and attention to potential threats are finally put to proper use. And so long as you don't mind how clingy he is, staying by your side helps him calm down.

Tabatiere

Combat wasn't exactly his strong suit, in the first place, so maybe this will work out...? Tabatiere isn't exactly hoping for much (he never is), but he tries his best with the chores you give him. It's nice to be able to cook more often, especially when that's enough to earn a bit of praise here and there. Though he never stops feeling rather out of place, domestic chores certainly aren't beneath him; if anything, this sort of life is far less stressful.

[incorrect-joseimuke]

Fal: I made coffee with an energy drink instead of water.

Mikhael: How do you feel?

Fal: My heart stopped beating, two hours ago.

[phantasmiafxndom]

what is the ghost character study? i'm interested in hearing about that! (i'd love to see more spirit alive but i'm also curious about senjuushi)

It's the Ghost version of my Senjuushi character study fics! The ones where I've already done Mikhael's and Ninety's. :3

[seryiena]

Happy 1014 Day! ( / > w < )/ Celebrating by sketching my biases when I first started the game. Hurhur---

...When I was searching for pose references, Ali Pasha's makes me go ' this suits him too much lol' thus he's the only one with...uh, exaggerated pose... (= w = )

[invertedphantasmagoria]

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[mikhailsbluecarnation-blog]

Michael/Mikhael Senjuushi

Mixed media: Brush Pen. watercolour paint

[senjuushi]

How about mikhael when master lets him trace their features so he can get a better sense of what they look like :3

Though he'll either politely thank you for your thoughtfulness or try to insist that you don't need to go to the trouble, that offer has Mikhael feeling so many things. There's no reason for you to do that. No purpose to a level of kindness that feels like it has to be some kind of trap. With no choice but to do it, Mikhael ends up with his fingers carefully placed against your cheek, and his heart trying to climb right up his throat in retaliation.

The intimacy of the situation hits him suddenly and painfully, leaving him fighting to keep his breath steady with your skin under his fingertips— and struggling not to think about how badly he's wanted to see your face for all this time.

[senjuushi]

Memory au for kirsh, F, and mikhael where master is usually really mean but they were super nice during the amnesia >:3 and it just makes all their self worth issues so much worse

Kirsch

The realization that you actually liked him when he was sweet and new does horrible things to Kirsch. He desperately wants your kindness to continue, but now that he's awful again, you'll surely go right back to hating him. If there's any chance he can hide that his memories came back, he'll do it— not that such an attempt lasts very long, however. It's his fault for being bad, Kirsch knows it is, but that doesn't make Master's rejection hurt any less.

F

All your temporary kindness does, in the end, is prove that he was right all along. You were nice to him when he was better, but F wouldn't expect something so wonderful to last, in the first place. A used thing like him doesn't deserve to be treated sweetly, so now that his memories are back, he's fully prepared for everything else to go back to normal too. It's for the best that any misplaced hope gets crushed before it can make him do something stupid.

Mikhael

He wouldn't have expected much different, really. Experiencing your kindness was wonderful while it lasted, but now that he's broken again, there's no reason for that blissful dream to continue. Mikhael accepts the return to "normal" with no complaints... though, admittedly, he'll be clinging to the memories of kindness and safety for months to come. He can't forget how it felt for his Master to treasure him, no matter how hard he tries to move on.

[senjuushi]

What would Love1, Fal, Mikhael and Enfield do if they had a sweet Master with a harmful stim/compulsion? Like nail biting, skin picking, pulling out hair. If they try to politely ignore it Master ends up asking for their help dealing with it

Love1 — Fortunately, his extensive experience in psychological torture makes Love1 very good at finding creative ways to deal with the problem behavior. His interference can teeter on the edge of obnoxious, however, and he seems to take a little too much joy in the process of trial and error involved. It's oddly nice to feel so useful.

Fal — His area of expertise is in pain and suffering, not the gentle, constructive methods your problem requires. If it were anyone else, Fal could make do with his usual polite cruelty, but interacting with his Master demands far greater care. He'll figure something out eventually, but stresses himself sick over the matter until then.

Mikhael — He doesn't know where to begin to help with the issue, beyond keeping you distracted with his music in the hopes that might do some good. It's not that he's not concerned about you, but Mikhael is totally unfamiliar with being expected to provide emotional support. Still, he tries his best, and tries not to show how worried he is.

Enfield — He'll try to help with the bad habit long before you'd think to ask for it; and Enfield's overbearing attempts to keep you from hurting yourself hover somewhere between sweet and concerningly attentive. Effective, certainly, but slightly outweighed by how eager he is to keep a constant eye on you, and fuss over any potential harm.

[senjuushi]

Valentine’s Day 2024 Lines — Moderns

Marks

Friend Chocolate: Master... I’m happy with Friend Chocolate, but I was hoping for something more special... Is that bad...? 

Dear Chocolate: Master! Is this chocolate special for me, your partner!? Nngh... thank you. Master, I’ll make you happy for the rest of my life...!*

*This comes across as nearly a marriage proposal.

Like Two

Friend Chocolate: Chocolate, huh... well, I guess that’s fine, for today. As thanks, I’ll do some latte art for you. What design do you want?

Dear Chocolate: You’re really... *sigh* And here I’d told myself I wasn’t going to get attached... I guess I gotta admit defeat now, huh?  

Springfield

Friend Chocolate: Apple pie with chocolate, from me. The chocolate ended up sticking out a bit, but... I think it still tastes good...! 

Dear Chocolate: Getting such a wonderful gift from you... I’m overjoyed. I hope Master is happy too, but... hehe, it looks like I don’t need to worry about that. 

Gras

Friend Chocolate: Oh, friend chocolate...? *sigh*... Hey, question. Why would receiving chocolate put me in a wretched mood? 

Dear Chocolate: I’ve changed, you know. I can see the precious feelings you put into this chocolate, and how much you care about me— it’s all thanks to you.♥

Herme

Friend Chocolate: I believe such courtesy can normally be expressed through words... however, this way is certainly memorable. A sweet treat makes sense. 

Dear Chocolate: In Japan, it seems people give chocolates to communicate their feelings. Go ahead, then, and confess yours. Of course, I’ll do the same. 

Siegblut

Friend Chocolate: Oh, you made somethin’ pretty nice. It looks good enough, but... mh!? It tastes just right, too...

Dear Chocolate: Hah!? You made this for me...!? Hey, don’t go spoiling me any more than this... If you’d even want to... 

Ghost

Friend Chocolate: So this is friend chocolate... You mean, you’re saying we can be friends...? How nice... thank you...! 

Dear Chocolate: It’s delicious...! If this’s got some kinda love potion in it, it... it’s not gonna work. ‘Cause I’m already in love with you... I’m joking. Heheh. 

Arisaka

Friend Chocolate: Is this chocolate eaten by licking at it slowly? Or all in one bite? Arisaka would like to know what Master’s suggestion is.

Dear Chocolate: A cake made by Master...! It’d be a waste to eat it too quickly. How many bites should it take...? And if I go slowly... 

Murata

Friend Chocolate: I see. So this is why Hachikyu has been so fidgety as of late? At any rate, what a lovely confectionary this is. I accept it gratefully.♪

Dear Chocolate: Oh my, what skill you have! It looks delicious.♪ You should get a taste as well, Master— say “aah”. Come on, open your mouth. 

Hachikyu

Friend Chocolate: Oh, um... thanks. (No chance to dodge...!)

Dear Chocolate: I-If I take this, it’s going to start something... right... *distressed yelling*...!? ...okay! I’m ready... I’ll take it! Please! 

Belga

Friend Chocolate: Hey, I ate the thing you gave me too fast. Huh? You’ve got more, don’cha!? Gimme those too!

Dear Chocolate: Hm, thanks. *munch munch* ...huh!? This tastes good! Shit, wow! I wanna eat this every day now!! 

Fal

Friend Chocolate: Friend chocolate... what is “friend” meant to describe here? You and I are certainly something different. Don’t think about it so much, and thank you normally? ...hm, so that’s how it is. 

Dear Chocolate: Giving a gift that you put such personal effort into... that’s proof that you treasure the recipient, isn’t it? Will something change if I accept it...? 

Mikhael

Friend Chocolate: This sweetness... You chose something exactly to my liking. Thank you, it’s delicious. 

Dear Chocolate: This is, for me...? ......ah, I have an idea. This melody is of a man shot by Cupid’s arrow of love.

[senjuushi]

Could we get some more of the waking up and pouncing on them (lovingly) ask but this time for fal, herme, springfield, L1, mikhael, and sieg? (Master is gentle w mikhael and springy ofc)

Here's the first one~ o3o

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Fal

You've never done something like this before, and Fal is caught halfway between panic and mentally scolding himself for letting his guard down. He's anticipating the worst as soon as he's pinned to the bed, and his trembling tension doesn't fade at all even when all you do is cuddle close and go still. This situation doesn't make any sense, and it scares him that he can't find a way to escape.

Herme

Even pulling Herme down to the bed with you doesn't get much of a reaction. At least, not outwardly. He'll sigh and try to politely insist that you let him go and get up properly, but as it becomes clear that you don't intend to move, his discomfort rises. The biggest problem is how good it feels to be held like this— he really doesn't like to think about how responsive he is to your touch.

Springfield

Although he startles when you first grab him, Springfield quickly relaxes under your weight. You're not hurting him, so his body gives in to the ever-present longing for your touch in no time. And even knowing that you need to wake up, the way you're holding him is so comfortable that Springfield can't quite make himself protest. Maybe it's okay to stay like this for a bit longer...

Love1

The biggest shock is that you actually caught him off guard. Love1 figures out quickly that you're not intending to assault him (at least, not at the moment), but that doesn't exactly help with the fact that he's held under your weight and way too close. When you don't respond at all to his joking pleas for you to move, he ends up just lying there, silent (for once), and unsure of what to do now.

Mikhael

The shock of you pulling him down has Mikhael teetering on the verge of panic, but as the seconds tick by and nothing bad happens, he goes from terrified to nervously confused. What you're doing doesn't make sense at all; it's the kind of behavior that should indicate much worse than mere cuddling, and yet, he's just... comfortable, and willing himself not to relax.

Siegblut

After a few seconds of startled, angry-sounding protests, it sinks in that you're not letting go. And while that really should be a problem, the way he's pinned is far less awful than what people usually try to do. Siegblut hates himself for not resisting more, but the hit to his pride is outweighed by the shameful comfort of being held. You're warm, and he feels pathetic for liking it.

[senjuushi]

May I ask for 83, Hachikyu, Siegblut and Mikhael with a Master who seeks them out during their ruts demanding to be cuddled and taken care of? Within reason of course, like Mikhael being asked to peel and feed them orange slices while Siegblut is expected to cook full meals. Master is noticeably pleased at even their most awkward attempts at caretaking <3

89.

He's dying. At first, your request seems like just one more task someone's forcing onto him when all he wants to do is lie down and rot in his own misery until the Rut fades. However, 89 soon realizes that the caretaking feels awfully intimate— which makes it both better and so much worse. He knows his desperate awkward, fawning is obvious to you, but instead of mocking him or getting upset, you somehow seem to like it. Of course, the praise and physical closeness do wonders for his mental state.

Hachikyu

It should be humiliating to be treated like an errand boy all over again, but every time you praise him for some simple, stupid task, Hachikyu can feel his brain melting a little more. He hates that you're seeing him like this, all flustered and scatterbrained with lust, but you don't make fun of him or act grossed out... and he enjoys the companionship much more than he'll admit. His Ruts are far less torturous like this, compared to waiting them out with nothing to distract himself with but his own continued misery.

Siegblut

The caretaking is a fantasy come true, and Siegblut is deathly ashamed of himself for that. He hates that you've figured him out so easily, he hates himself for letting it happen, and yet, the Ruts he spends with you around are the least awful he's ever had. It's nice to have a purpose to fulfill (that isn't being someone's unwilling sex toy), and he can't help but flush with pride with every bit of praise. It feels like he's finally doing something right, and he's too emotionally fragile to resist that like he normally would.

Mikhael

Initially, Mikhael is wary. He can't imagine being particularly useful for this sort of purpose, and especially not when his Rut is making him even more frail and unsteady than usual. Just being near you is uncomfortable when he's like this, as his body aches for things that he knows he can't (and shouldn't) allow. And yet, when all you ask for is chaste, simple caretaking and quiet companionship... it's not as bad as he'd anticipated. If anything, he ends up almost relaxed, now that his instincts have even slight satisfaction.

[senjuushi]

Self insert type question bc this is exacly how I'd act: How do you think Fal and Mikhael would feel/react to a Master who's really excited whenever they see them, calling their name, grinning, sometimes jumping around and flapping their arms, but always asks before touching them? Also Master leaves them be if they seem uncertain about the touch (since they obviously have a hard time refusing) all while visibly stopping themselves from jumping on the boys to hug them and beaming with adoration

Fal

He doesn't know how to react to that, at all. Touch is usually an active threat to be avoided, but it also isn't usually presented with such blatant affection and joy. No matter how emotionally distant he presents himself as, Fal has the same instinctive response to his Master's favor as any gun— he wants you to want him, and your happiness automatically registers as good. He'll try to ignore his stressful, conflicted feelings altogether, in the end, but his attempts at cordiality aren't as convincing as he thinks.

Mikhael

At first, your behavior startles him. The outbursts of excitement are just too sudden, even if they do turn out to be harmless every time. It takes Mikhael a while to realize that the strange, not-quite-panicky feeling he keeps getting is mostly a mixture of embarrassment and giddiness over Master's attention... but that's not exactly a good thing. He'll slowly allow more and more touch, all while hoping you won't realize how much he's feeling on the inside every time you direct that unbearable fondness at him.

[senjuushi]

How would the boys that mask react when Master (who also masks) feels comfortable enough to unmask around them?

F

He's somewhere between shocked that you'd be so open with him and horrified with himself for starting to trust it. After everything he's been through, F thought he'd know better. And yet, when you keep so obviously placing your faith in him, it turns into an agonizing temptation that he might, for once, be safe with you.

Love1

In a way, he doesn't like it. The knowledge that you're willing to be so honest with him is terrifying— it's one thing to keep up his usual facade with a Master who couldn't care less, but lying to one who trusts him just hurts. Love1 is still weak to his instincts as a weapon, though, and he can't help but want that bond.

Parume

He doesn't take it too badly. It still seems impossible that his Master could trust him so much, but Parume is nothing if not adaptable. This is just one more thing that he has to get used to… and maybe, maybe it'll be safe to show you more of himself too, someday. You're certainly tempting him to open up as it is.

Mikhael

No matter how hard Mikhael tries to remind himself that trusting you is a mistake, seeing you bare your genuine self to him so often sparks strange, vulnerable feelings that he struggles to shut down. He knows better, but there's still a part of him that wants so badly to think that he might be able to trust you in return.

[senjuushi]

The chronic pain guns deserve a real gentle master. How would they handle a master who fucks them but makes sure they’re as painless as possible? They may be getting used but there’s pillows under their joints and plenty of prep and more painkillers and numbing cream than they could hope for, and it makes the pleasure their master is making sure to give them even better. With Mikhael, love1, F and Springfield

Since you said "used", I'm writing this with the idea that it's... mostly consensual? The boys are attached to Master, but not to the point where they would have asked for this on their own.

. . .

Mikhael

Every time you try to do this, Mikhael can't help but be tense. He's afraid of what's going to happen to him no matter how many times you treat him kindly, and the pillow keeping his bad knee at a comfortable angle is a small mercy. The worst part is that it feels good. He doesn't want to like it as much as he does, but being treated so softly, so carefully, and reaching that empty-headed state of post-orgasm bliss every time is more of a relief than Mikhael wants to think about. It's hard to believe that this kind of touch could actually be pleasant, and yet, with you...

Love1

He's not expecting anything good from this, when you start. Love1 knows his body is broken to the point where any rough handling is going to be a problem... but then, you're just careful. Gentle. Always making sure to find positions that don't leave his body aching afterward, and going so slowly that there's no chance to tense up and make himself hurt. That's how Love1 finds out that he has much more of a libido than he expected. Now that this is an option, it's hard to ignore how badly he wants it to happen again, if only so he can feel something good, for once.

F

The fact that you're so careful with him makes F very, very uncomfortable. Sex is supposed to be painful, miserable, and forced onto his body until it responds all on its own. It's not supposed to involve numbing cream to dull the pain from his scars, feather-light touches, and pills that make everything hurt so much less. The utter lack of the sensations he's used to makes it difficult for him to finish... though that just means you'll have to dote on him even more to make sure he comes. Highly disturbed by how gentle you're being, it's hard for F to keep up the mask.

Springfield

From the start, Springfield is more worried about his fragile body being an inconvenience to you than anything. The few times people did this before, he ended up much too damaged for it to happen again. He doesn't want to disappoint you or make himself even more useless, and that anxiety is obvious. Being treated so carefully doesn't feel right either, though. He doesn't deserve it at all— and that leads to plenty of tears and whimpered gratitude. Even if he's still scared, you're being so very kind to him.