#mild vent i guess

[dunwichdrawsstuff]

Today on; “Things I wish I had the gall to yell at my neighbors from my apartment balcony at 10:30 at night”

[biohazard-inevitable]

I need to stop tagging law in my posts about him I keep getting reccomended untagged spoilers and I’m like

NO!

I want to be BLIND!!!!!

Show me not what comes in the future I DONT WANT TO KNOW

IM ONLY LIKE MAYBE HALFWAY THROUGH PUNK HAZARD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Its hard enough staying away from WCI spoilers but I also gotta stay away from Dressrosa spoilers please I am DYINGGGGGGGGG

[cemetery-mutt]

I can see the coldness in his gaze as he glares down at me. My knees weak and trembling as I try to remember everything's he's told me. I can see the smirk on his face as I see the droplets of blood hitting the white snow.

I can see it turn to a smile now, as I tell them what he needs to hear, let them know despite it all I am remembering. I am forever going to remember and learn. He's my mentor, my teacher, I have to learn and learn fast.

There's so much, names, numbers, places. Directions. My body aches, my brains foggy and my eyes glassy. I'm trying my hardest but I've never been one to be serious.

I can still feel them inside me, I don't think my last task was completed right, I feel myself splitting into two, into three, four. I can feel the weight of my job pressing down on my back.

The cold snow is a nice feeling as I give up, laying down, my ears ringing just loud enough to block out the sickly sweet way they tell me I'm not good enough. That he chose wrong. That I'll never fill his shoes.

I dont care, I want my job to be over, I want training done. I want to relax and unlearn everything I have. The weight of existence and knowledge of those the others will never meet is too much to bare.

Why did he pick me? What qualities do I possess that others don't? Wouldn't Smudge or someone be better at this? Why is it me.

Don't want this anymore, I thought I did, I thought I could handle it. But the very weight of joining them is more of a struggle than I ever imagined.

[stariomctrashio]

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?

[morningstar-chronicles]

every day i think "i have done it. i have gotten as desperate to shift as possible." and every day i am proven wrong

[delightfulweepingwillows]

I wish all people who say “just exercise” a very go step on a lemon juice covered Lego break please and get your head out your ass

/referencing the Bugs Bunny meme template “I wish all… a very”

This is mainly about disorders, disabilities, and weight.

And I’m fat, but this isn’t just about fat people it’s about people of any body type. And it’s about any disorder or disability, physical or mental.

[corvidinthewoods]

keep seeing ppl make points in the notes of hbomberguy posts that actually get addressed in the video. like, no a fancier reporting system for plagiarism isnt the answer. he touched on that!! its more likely to be abused in bad faith. and even if it does work, the likely reputation of always being wrong will make it easy for the offender to gloss over it. like internet historian did. cause, as outlined in the essay, the existing copyright system actually functioned and took his video down but because it has so notoriously been wrong or misused in the past, IH was able to just say “it got copy striked” and a lot of people accepted it

[spookyspeks]

Moral OCD will have you worrying that if you put characters from a horror thing in happier/fluffy situations you'll be shot or something

Tumblr fandom discourse is especially brutal if you have OCD

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

Okay so in a weird detached nerd sort of way, it’s very interesting to examine my own grieving process because I have poems that I wrote at every stage of it because that’s been my primary way of acting coping with it and processing it. I have one from when i realized something was wrong at all and I have ones since. Like. Idk. Sucks ass actually but you can see the whole timeline right up to uh ten minutes ago. I like primary source timelines.

[egginfroggin]

I usually try not to get too negative on my blog, but I have to say that one thing that I'm worried about with AI art is the possible accusations that could be placed on people with certain artstyles (surrealism, hyperrealism, etc.) that are more prone to the "uncanny valley" effect, or even just artists who are in that midway point where most of a piece looks great but there's a few things that are anatomically questionable.

I think it's fine for people to have suspicions, but I'm worried that people will come to expect things such as progress videos or shots as a given, and that this will intimidate young or new artists, making them feel incredibly pressured to provide things that they shouldn't have to. And, speaking from experience, pressure does not do good things to the creative mind.

I'm worried that people will start seeing inconsistencies or awkward anatomy and immediately react with accusations of AI. It's happening on other platforms, and probably also on Tumblr, and as much as I dislike AI, I think that people need to learn to slow down and really look at something before making that accusation.

What good will stamping out AI with vigor do if innocent artists get caught in the crossfire and stop creating out of fear? What good will it do if the next generation of artists is too scared to share and inspire each other?

Genuinely, I would personally rather deal with AI images existing while still being able to freely share my actual works than I would deal with tiptoeing around very real people who would dismiss my hours of work (and musculoskeletal pain) as worthless and not real. Let artists still be free for goodness' sake.

I can be more thoroughly worded later if anyone asks, and this will probably be sorely misinterpreted, but I just need to get this out and I'm tired.

TLDR: It's fine to be against AI-generated images, but please check yourself and be careful who you accuse of using such technology before you get someone innocent caught up in it. AI-generated art isn't great, and neither is putting down someone's hard work as fake.

[boombams]

so. so like am i incapable of doing work unless its due in the next two hours now or what

[chaoticgouda]

[basil-from-omori]

really fucking sick of being trans. not bcuz I’m transphobic, not cuz I don’t feel trans anymore, but bcuz of how hard this is. this sucks. I can’t even play my game w/ out being ridiculed for sounding fem (which led to not just transphobic insults, but also misogyny). when looking for any job that needs athletic training or something, I have to SEE if they accept trans people.

I don’t know if the pain of transphobia is worse than the pain of being a “girl”, but I feel like it might just be the former. I don’t hate myself for being trans, and I don’t hate myself for anything similar to that or being queer. I just hate the consequences of…existing. or not wanting to feel as much dread. im sick of this country, I’m sick of the hatred for simply EXISTING, and I’m sick of being attacked for no reason other than just because. I’m tired of crying to myself for things ppl would call silly because they don’t get how terrible it is to feel like your existence is a crime. I’m tired of all this bullshit.

[sleepy-lil-kit-kat]

too baby to rp with my friends :( or really make. make anything. mmmmmm. proper. sorry to person whose request in my inbox (there's only one) I gotta research the aesthetics and that's hard to start and. hmmmgg. sorry.

also sorry for not posting stuff I'll, I'll do something, about that

[applepies-and-starlight]

Sometimes I overextend myself socially/mentally and end up with an icky feeling that I'm being overbearing

That's what I'm feeling rn lol

Anyway gonna go to bed (probs) see ya

[gunpowdertimsleftgun]

seriously wondering whether im actually ace.

just felt the need to put that out there idk why