#misha yaps :]

[spn-exp-on-file]

I came to pretty instantly.

The first thing I noticed is the feeling of a fork in my hand, the metal sticky and uncomfortable to hold- so it gets dropped onto a platter of half eaten pancakes almost drowning in syrup, I don't even like pancakes.

"Where am I?" My voice is scratchy, practically crawling out of my throat.

It hurts to talk.

"Well we're in Georgia at the moment-" Sam gets cut off pretty quickly by Dean, who's giving me a look that would have made me shit my pants in fear if I didn't somewhat know these people.

"What the fuck are you?"

I didn't really think this far ahead about what I was going to tell them, especially considering I still needed answers on a lot of things, but the look in Dean's eyes told me not to fuck around with this.

"You're not gonna believe me." Maybe I was a bit overwhelmed with it all, keeping my gaze down on the plate of a breakfast mess in front of me- but could you really blame me?

"Try me."

I knew I wouldn't magically be better with my words in this weird alternate dimension, but the idiotic "uhhhh" that left my mouth was still an unwelcome surprise. I am destined to embarrass myself in every universe.

"So- uhm, first of all what year is it?" I couldn't make up a cover story with something that hasn't even happened yet, so I needed to make sure I wasn't about to lore drop on these two.

"Uh, 2011- why?" Sam answered quizzically.

Oh god I hated being stared at.

"So- uhm, do you guys remember being sent to an alternate dimension where you were both actors?" They're gonna think I'm crazy but then again at this point everything's a bit crazy for them, so even though it's not entirely true what I'm about to tell them- it's an easier pill to swallow than what actually happened.

If I was a normal person I'd hold back my laugh at seeing the two Winchester's faces drop- but I'm not, so I had to cover my snort up with a hackled cough.

"You've got to be kidding me." Dean deadpanned.

"I- I don't know how, but I keep getting blipped here or something." I was, yet again, temporarily distracted by a cup of coffee on the table.

The black liquid began to sway back in forth in the white mug, spilling over the edge and splattering onto the table.

Sam and Dean could have been saying something, to be honest it was pretty hard to tell when my ears began ringing and my vision started blacking out.

As soon as I took my glasses off to rub at my eyes I woke up, drenched in sweat and gasping for breath.

All of it was a pretty big "what the fuck" for me.

[angel-fruitcake]

[cas-poisoning]

Do y’all remember how they literally wouldn’t talk about destiel even after the confession and the end of the show? Like that whole year+ of conventions after the show ended they were still tiptoeing around it. Now we have *Jensen* saying it’s clear text and willingly showing up to a panel introduced as a destiel panel. 2021 spnblr would be a wreck rn.

[h8aaz]

MY SHAYLAS IM SO EXCITED

[yeoenby]

I feel like Ateez's little highschool bl nacific photoshoot didn't get the flowers it really deserved

[artisticmedicine]

TOLD YA I WILL DRAW THEM

[deansbeer]

i'm gonna get shot in the back of a walmart for saying this (so i'll log out of tumblr) but pls for the love of christ, get destiel off of my feed. it's not coming from a place of hate. i swear. it's just getting annoying the more i see it, and i have the tag filtered and everything 😭

[deerdoeb]

I need to wash my hair right now, so instead have headcanons of rtc characters washing their hair, idk

Constance has perfectttt hair, probably the best of the entire choir, and she uses specific products for afro hair because I said so

Penny does not take care of her hair at all, she does but only when its EXTREMELY needed, its a miracle that it looks good / Jane has a doll head, and Penny took very good care of her dolls, so yea, Jane hair is awesome

Ricky takes a lot of care of his hair, idk how to explain it, I just think he does, and hes constantly praised for it

Idk about Mischa, I think everyone believes his hair is not taken care but he actually cares a lot about it...And he uses shampoo 3 in 1😒

Noel's hair is AMAZING, and he won't let anyone touch it except Constance, but he trusts her

Ocean hair is kinda in the middle?? Not extremely good but also not extremely bad?? idk, but she thinks her hair is the best

[daisydood]

The boys is such a crazy fucking show and it does crazy shit all of the time so I am lowkey (highkey) worried they're gonna make endverse cas' orgy a reality 😞

[bluestrd]

i need that white man badly.

[angelblqde]

it’s just me or c.ai is becoming boring? Apart from the fact that a lot of good creators are leaving it, it’s really difficult to find new and good bots

ugh i just want to talk with my man

[spn-exp-on-file]

I was pretty distracted and disoriented, so it was hard to pinpoint exactly WHEN in time it was when I'd been dropped into the Impala.

If I had to put a pin in it, I'd probably guess somewhere between season five and season six, mainly because that's where my mental state is with the show right now, and just based off of appearances.

I could be wrong though, like I said- just an estimate.

Currently working on "centering" myself, so to speak, so that I can blip into a dream again tonight- if I do, I'll try to get the nitty gritty details and stay conscious as long as possible

[angel-fruitcake]

@mishacollins

[that-stanford-girlie]

so i got my mom into supernatural, right?

i was telling her about supernatural behind the scenes stuff (she’s only on s2 so i made sure not to spoil stuff—it was mainly like with the effects in the first few seasons and whatnot) and then she made the mistake of asking me why i liked spn so much and like the cast and why i liked watching the convention videos and listening to the podcasts 

and like she meant it as a genuine question

and i answered and went on for a while

idk if she noticed i got a little quiet when she said "you find best friends in characters" but i did before saying "yea i do"

but it was a mistake asking lol bc i went on for a good while

but i mean it made me really think i'll admit. i definitely took a min to think about why i liked it so much, and it's not all just because it's a good show with pretty faces, but i realize i want a friendship like they have. i want that found family. because that's what it is: found family. and i want something that close.

and after we had that conversation i really sat and thought about it

idk now i’m sad cuz i realize i didn’t have as close of friends as i thought. i knew i was always the outlier in my group. i know my friends love me but they hang out together more without me than with me. and i’m really just thinking that i’m yearning for a found family that i’m trying to have but i don’t, and i want a friendship the way j2 has or somethin, yknow?

[h8aaz]

spntwt is so insufferable omg like of course new fans of the show (including me) arent gonna know ab your jenmish breakup theory or misha's threesome experiences, but that doesn't give you the right to fucking bash on us for not knowing about your shit from years ago

if someone asking ab that damn breakup theory makes you feel compelled to tweet "omg this makes me feel old" then its bc you are!! and you suck!!!

"open the schools" "we're losing ancient texts" "this is common knowledge" "cant believe you didnt know that"

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!!! OFC WE'RE NOT GONNA KNOW WE JUST FUCKING GOT HERE 😭😭😭

also the amount of wincesties and proshippers? concerning.

oh yeah and some/most of the people being this way to new fans have said that they've been fans for either a year or under like girl bffr you were curious and clueless once too

still doesn't give them the right to be assholes about a show they discovered after it ended (like most of us have). i get that they were most likely treated that way by the much older fans that were around during the show's run time and shit but my god be better!!! PLEASE BE BETTER!!!!

[yeoenby]