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writingwhimsey · 1 year ago

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Married to The Enemy- Shingen Ch. 11

Chapter 11

Shingen and I soon arrived at the festival. Lanterns were strung up. Lively music from liver performers filled the air. Scents, warm, sweet, and savory filled the air from the various food vendors and tea houses. Children ran through the streets playing with sparklers and toys they had picked up from the various merchants.

I smiled as I took it all in. “It’s quite lively here. I love it.” I said, continuing to look around and take in the sights.

“Echigo is very lively.” Shingen agreed, smiling fondly. “I hope to someday show you the liely people of Kai as well.”

I smiled up at Shingen. “I would like that.”

“Where would you like to go first, Ava?” Shingen asked.

“I don’t really know…it all looks so wonderful and fun. I don’t think we could go wrong with any of the choices.” I answered.

Shingen smiled. “Most likely not.” He agreed.

“How about you show me some of your favorites?” I suggested.

“Alright.” Shingen agreed. “In that case, we can start over here.”

Shingen led me to a booth selling a rather delicious looking mochi and other sweets. After ordering a few treats here, we stopped by several other booths, picking up more sweets before finding a bench to sit down on together and enjoy the treats.

I couldn’t help but to giggle as I looked at all of the sweets. “I should have known that stopping by your favorites meant all the sweets.”

Shingles gave me a warm smile. “Well, I would have my other sweet treat, but I have a feeling you might light up the entire festival if I did that.”

I felt my cheeks flush as I remembered Shingen saying that I would be his new sweet and he would kiss my hand every time he wanted something sweet. “Probably.” I admitted, reaching for one of the treats to take a bite, trying to hide my blush.

Shingen chuckled, but continued to eat.

“You know…I do think it’s great how you openly enjoy the things you do.” I said after a moment.

Shingen gave me a curious look. “How so?” He asked.

“Life is fleeting and…there’s so much pain and suffering in the world, but there’s also so much joy and kindness that can be found in the littlest of things.” I said. “And when you find those little things that make you happy, you should enjoy them from the bottom of your heart.”

Shingen blinked a couple of times as he gazed at me. Then a smile spread across his face. “My goddess is not only beautiful, but wise as well.”

I felt myself flushing pleasantly under his praise. “I don’t know about that.” I replied, feeling bashful. “Or maybe you’re just saying that because I gave you the perfect excuse to indulge your sweet tooth.”

Shingen chuckled warmly, his laughter washing over me like warm chocolate. “It can be both.” He replied.

I couldn’t help but to laugh and shake my head. We finished up our sweets and then began walking around the festival again…hand in hand. We stopped at several craft vendors, looking over their wares. So many talented artisans had brought so much to sell.

“Ah, it is good to see you as always, Lord Shingen.” One of the vendors of a woodworking booth greeted us.

Shingen smiled at the vendor. “And as always it is good to see you and the work you create.” He replied. “Those tools I gave you, still working out?”

“Splendidly.” The man answered. He was then looking at me. “Oh? I should have known you’d have the most beautiful woman at the festival on your arm. Who is this?”

“My lovely wife, Ava.” Shingen answered. Even though we had been married for a bit of time now, it still made my heart race whenever he introduced me to someone as his wife. “Ava, this is a former vassal of mine, Hiroto.”

“Oh, I had heard a rumor that you’d gotten married. Never thought I’d see the day.” He said grinning. He then looked at me, smiling kindly. “I am happy to meet the woman who could finally make Lord Shingen settle down. It’s very nice to meet you, Lady Ava.”

“Nice to meet you, too, Hiroto.” I replied, my cheeks still feeling quite red.

Hiroto then turned back to Shingen. “It’s too bad my father isn’t here to see this. He’d be pleased to see you finally married off…and probably asking when we can expect a new Takeda baby to be born.”

Shingen chuckled. “He was always concerned about us both settling down.” He said. “Speaking of, how are your wife and little one doing?”

Hiroto smiled. “Very well. And it’s little ones. My wife just had our second child three months ago. A girl.”

“Congratulations then. You are a lucky man indeed.” Shingen told him.

The pair chatted a while longer before Shingen was purchasing a wooden carving from Hiroto and then we were walking off. “Sorry for talking with Hiroto for so long.” Shingen told me.

I shook my head and smiled. “Nothing to apologize for.” I replied. “I actually enjoyed listening to you two.”

“Oh?” Shingen asked.

I nodded. “Yes, clearly he was someone who knew you quite well…and well you said he was a former vassal so it was interesting to see how you two interacted…and to learn about another side of you.”

“You never cease to amaze me, Ava.” Shingen told me, his gray eyes warm.

“So…if you don’t mind my asking, what’s the story…with you and Hiroto?” I asked, feeling curious.

“I don’t mind.” Shingen replied. “His family was one of the longest serving clans of the Takeda. Hiroto was the youngest son of his father. He had no interest in being a warrior, but that was all his family had known, even if he wouldn’t inherit a title, he had still been trained. Eventually he found me working on my carpentry one day and showed an interest…and I released him from my service and he moved on to work on creating things.”

I smiled. “I think it’s wonderful that you did that for him.”

“Serving someone should be a choice.” Shingen said. “Everyone should be able to have that freedom.”

“I have to agree.” I replied. It seemed Shingen respected people’s choices and did what he could to help them in their life. Even with me, he respected my choices. Every new thing I found out about him…it had me falling a little more for him.

Meanwhile…

“He is loading up on nothing but sweets. This is ridiculous. I have to go and stop him.” Yukimura declared as he watched Shingen and Ava from a distance.

“Oh no you don’t.” Saki declared, grabbing onto his arm with both of hers. “You leave them alone.”

“Saki is right.” Sasuke said, pushing up his glasses. “Besides it is a special occasion.”

Yukimura looked at his friend and then at Saki, a frown appearing on his face. “I don’t care if it is a special occasion…”

“Listen here, Yukimura, you go over there and bother them and I will kick your ass.” Saki told him, sternly. “Besides we are at a festival. Pretty sure Lord Shingen gave you the night off, It’s time to cut loose and have some fun. Just like your lord and my lady are doing.”

“Once again, Saki is right.” Sasuke said. “Besides I’m pretty sure I saw a booth over there with some dango you like.”

Yukimura sighed. “Alright, alright.” He relented. “Just someone has to look out for his health you know.”

“That’s what he’s got Ava for. Or did you forget his plan for cutting back on sweets?” Saki teased.

“Ugh, I wish I could forget.” Yukimura sighed. “You can let go of me, now, by the way.”

“Can I trust you?” Saki asked, giving him a stern look.

Yukimura sighed. “Yes, I promise to leave them alone. Geesh, you’re just as much of a wild boar woman as your lady.”

Saki glared at Yukimura and reached up to pinch his cheek…hard. “And you’re a huge dumbass. Ugh.” She was then marching off ahead of him and Sasuke.

“You really don’t know how to talk to women.” Sasuke said as he came up to pat Yukimura on the shoulder.

“What? She is just as bad as Ava…maybe even worse.”

Sasuke sighed and shook his head. “At least we will be bachelors together.” He murmured.

“What?”

“Nothing. Let’s just catch up with Saki.”

The two friends caught up with Saki. The three of them began to explore the festival together. They were standing at a booth, looking over some of the crafts when a familiar voice called out. “Sasuke!”

Sasuke jumped up just in time to avoid Kenshin’s blade. “Lord Kenshin, what are you doing? We are at a festival.”

“Just because we are at a festival does not mean you get to relax. This is the perfect time for a surprise attack.” Kenshin answered, lifting his blade again. “I have to make sure your skills do not dull just because we have made a peace treaty with the Oda.”

Sasuke sighed. “It appears, it is time for me to kervanish.” He said before throwing a small smoke bomb at Kenshin’s feet before dropping some ground spikes and making a hasty escape.

“Sasuke you get back here!” Kenshin declared, leaping over the ground spikes and running through the streets.

The townspeople who had been gathered in the area let out a gasp and then started to clap as if they were watching a stage play. Saki shook her head and laughed.

“We should probably pick these up before somebody steps on them.” Yukimura said, looking at Saki.

She nodded. “Yeah, probably.” She was then pulling out a small pouch Ava had made for her long ago. “We can put them in this.”

“Good thinking.” Yukimura agreed.

Once they had collected the ground spikes, the pair were returning to the festival. Yukimura stopped by a lot of food booths, loading up on all kinds of festival food. Saki couldn’t help but to giggle as she watched Yukimura stuff his face.

“What?” Yukimura asked around a mouth full of food.

“You’re seriously lecturing Lord Shingen about HIS eating when YOU eat like that?” She teased.

“What? At least it’s not all sweets…and didn’t you and Sasuke say it is a special occasion?” Yukimura replied.

Saki grinned as she poked Yukimura’s stuffed cheeks. “I guess it is.”

“Hey, don’t poke so hard.” Yukimura replied, reaching up to poke Saki’s cheek right back.

She glared at him and then poked him hard in the ribs. “You be easy on a lady, you dummy.”

“I don’t see a lady. Just you.” Yukimura quipped.

Saki glared at him. “Well, I don’t see a warrior, just a big dumb idiot.”

“You know…I take it back. You’re worse than Ava.” Yukimura told her.

Saki rolled her eyes. “Ugh, you REALLY need to learn some tact.” She said, shoving him on the shoulder. “Can’t believe you are Lord Shingen’s vassal.”

“What? Because I don’t spout cheesy pickup lines every five seconds when I’m within a meter of a woman with a pulse?”

Saki just shook her head and rolled her eyes. “Ugh, you’re so annoying.” She muttered before grabbing Yukimura by the sleeve. “Come on, we’ve got plenty more to see.” She said, determined to keep Yukimura from interrupting Shingen and Ava.

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butterflyboned · 5 months ago

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Hi, and welcome to my blog!! My name is Mochi, and this is my manifestation sideblog! I am a 16 year old headmate in a bodily 19, mixed origin collective! I am an age regressor and slide between 2-5 years old, so this account is a very cool blend between babycore, kidcore, and hospitalcore!

I am also a part of the transabled and reality shifting communities and use underground subliminals to manifest different chronic illnesses that I want, as well as reach my ultimate goal of shifting!

This account will be completely immersive RP based on my "permanently hospitalized" desired reality, starting after this gif! Click "read more" if you have questions <3

A little about me! ~ <3

Likes: fuzzy blankets, stuffed animals, toys, the hospital I'm in, pokémon, carebears, my little pony, arthur, lolita fashion, mermaids, fairies, unicorns, fairytales, thunderstorms, animals, nature, most bugs, sanrio, minecraft, TS4, roblox, LDShadowlady, DanTDM, Stacyplays, IHasCupquake, Pocari Roo, PopularMMOs, Aphmau

Dislikes: my chronic pain, cold weather, heat, bullies, homework, spaghetti and similar noodle shapes, peas, face bandages, fruit punch :(

Favorite foods: mochi ice cream (and ice cream/frozen yogurt in general), spicy food, candy, sushi, cheese, caesar salad dressing, fruit, honey, peanut butter, Mac & Cheese, most kinds of pasta, soda, orange juice, cake, cookies, donuts, chicken quesadillas, tacos, nachos, cream cheese wantons, energy drinks, Wendy's, Tim Hortons, Subway

Hobbies: watching movies, listening to music, playing video games, watching YouTube videos, reading stuff on ao3/wattpad, writing, drawing, hiking, witchcraft, and blogging on tumblr ofc!

Neurodivergencies: StPD, ASPD, ADHD, C-PTSD, DPDR, OCD, misophonia, MaDD, pica, clinical vampirism, cotard’s syndrome, adele syndrome, synesthesia, hypersexuality, cyclothymia

Physical health problems I have: scoliosis, lupus, raynaud's, cAIHA, rheumatoid arthritis, endometriosis, POTS, hEDS, ME/CFS, PANDAS, asthma, eczema, narcolepsy T2, sexsomnia, PGAD, nyctalopia, myopia, and a banana allergy

Disability aids I use: wheelchair, smart crutches, wrist & knee braces, finger splints, AFOs, AAC tablet, communication cards, and compression socks

Fun facts! ~ <3

☆ I have two service dogs and an emotional support cat that are living with me in the LTSCU (long-term special care unit)! They're my best friends :3

☆ I have a gastrostomy tube and an IV port to get proper nutrition and hydration cuz my body is really really bad at it :/

☆ I had Guillain-Barré Syndrome when I was younger!

☆ There are ten patients in the LTSCU, including me!

Feel free to send in asks about the unit I'm in, my hobbies, or really anything else you want to talk about! I love to chat online!!

FAQ

🍤 :: What does "trisabled" mean?

🍣 :: Trisabled is a term where an individual is both cis-disabled and trans-disabled! In my case, this means that I am already disabled and chronically ill but wish to acquire more illnesses.

🎀 :: What is reality shifting?

🍣 :: Reality shifting is a spiritual belief in which you can choose any reality within the multiverse to be in at any given time by gaining awareness of your existence in alternate realities and "shifting" there. If you wanna learn more, go check out Reya Singh on YouTube!!

💌 :: But why would you want these things? Being disabled sucks!!

🍣 :: Because I suffer from something called atypical dysphoria! It's similar to gender dysphoria, but regards other things such as age, race, species, and, in my case, health and abilities! This dysphoria can make people feel very stressed, isolated, and lead to suicidal thoughts or extreme attempts to achieve their desired body.

🍩 :: Are you a radqueer/lsdqueer/basedqueer/Xenosatanist/etc.

🍣 :: Nope!

☔️ :: What is your opinion on contact discourse?

🍣 :: I am strictly limi-contact!

🍮 :: I have xxx and you "manifesting" it makes me very uncomfortable!

🍣 :: I understand, and I do apologize if I've upset you! If you'd like to talk about this and find some sort of common ground, then feel free to message me or send in a polite ask! Blocking me is also an option, and I will understand if you choose to do so. Either way, please take care of yourself! <3

🍔 :: Have you tried therapy?

🍣 :: No, and I will not. I have schizotypal personality disorder and complex PTSD (both cis), and I struggle with intense paranoia because of this. Telling a total stranger my most vulnerable parts when they are capable of getting me locked up, abusing me, or putting things on my record that could get me denied life-saving medical care in the future is absolutely out of the question. No shame if you choose to do so, I simply will not be taking part in it.

🍰 :: Why do you post so much stuff about disorder awareness and tips for dealing with it if you don't have these things?

🍣 :: Because it makes me feel very euphoric! Also, because I love everybody who struggles with these disorders and I want to show ally-ship with them and provide support where I am able to <3

🌷 :: Which IDs are trans and which ones are cis?

🍣 :: It's a secret ^w^

Tagging system ~ <3

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# coloring book! 🃏 ⌇ aac

# waow so cool! 🌈 ⌇ disability info

# i did it all by myself! 🍰 ⌇ successful transition

# exit stage left! 🎭 ⌇ ooc posts

# fingerpaints! 🎨 ⌇ transition tips

# silly tunes! 🍮 ⌇ subliminals

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mochi-art-blogz · 5 months ago

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General rules:

Before we can get to the fun stuff of my little blog, we have to get through the obligatory ground rules.

Rule 1: Discrimination of any kind will not be tolerated. This includes just general bullying and discrimination based on religion and beliefs, race, disabilities, etc. This behavior will lead to getting blocked and reported.

Rule 2: No spamming in the ask box. I won't always get to them immediately, so be patient.

Rule 3: If you don't like what you see on my blog, simply leave. Do not leave necessary hate comments or anything that is generally mean-spirited.

Rule 4: This goes without saying, but treat other users with respect on this blog, and outside of this blog.

Rule 5: I don't take commissions at the time, nor do I do digital art at the moment, either. Do not beg for commissions (whenever I do eventually begin those).

Things that I normally tolerate on my blog.

My blog will include my own original art and stories, some of which might include darker themes. Typically, I will add titles and tags to differentiate them from more average or wholesome posts on my blog.

Speaking of NSFW, I do write nsfw stories, and I will always tag those as NSFW or add a warning to differentiate them as well. This includes not only upsetting emotional stories, but also sexual stories such as smut, headcanons, or even some of my art, which could be suggestive and include nudity.

If you do not enjoy these, simply just scroll on.

Various fandoms I am in.

As stated in my first post, I am in a lot of fandoms, some more than others, and I wasn't able to properly list all of them. So here is a more varied list (specifically various anime, as I am a weeb):

Mha

Haikyuu

Given

Aot

Sailor Moon

Cardcaptor Sakura

Princess Tutu

Lucky Star

Chobits

Smile Precure

Doki Doki Precure

Hunter X Hunter

Panty and Stocking

Powerpuff Girls Z

Little Witch Academia

Sailor Moon Crystal

Naruto

Tokyo Ghoul

Inuyasha

Tokyo Mew Mew A la mode

Elfen Lied

Blood C+

Rosario Vampire

Highschool DxD

Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni

Highschool Of the Dead

Sword Art Online

Mirai Nikki

Dangonronpa

FLCL

Other stuff

So far, this is pretty much general rules those who come across should follow. The various fandoms I am in, which should help narrow down an audience or maybe even grow it, and give you an idea of what to expect from my blog.

While we are on the topic of blogs, just in case I ever get that far, I think it's best to talk about retiring or archiving this blog. I know how it feels to find a very great Tumblr blog, only to find out they have archived or ended their blog (especially when it's a rather niche subject or fandom). I don't really plan on ever doing so. Will I take long breaks in between when life begins to become more prominent? Yes. But will I ever get rid of this blog? Most likely not.

I'm way more likely to simply choose a completely different hyperfixation and make that the main focus of my blog (That's adhd for you). Though I'll always keep older posts related to other fandoms or subjects for those who enjoy my work. At the end of the day, this blog is meant for me to share my creativity and have fun. And I hope I am able to bring enjoyment to whomever decides to be a part of it!

XOXO

~ Mochi/Avery.

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godofvillains · 2 years ago

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@mellifluousxmedic

“Goodness, you’re quite the jack of all trades, aren’t you? Next you’ll tell me you know how to split cells and fly a jet or something,” She laughed with good intentions… But, part of her was a bit concerned that he actually would know how to do those things. Her poor brain wouldn’t be able to handle that kind of information.

Mochi stopped her jovial racing when Tomura opened his portal and gave it a cursory sniff. She decided she was not a fan of that, going to hide away in Ash’s lap. “It’s a pretty old app that my brother, Eon, jailbroke? I don’t know, but it’s umm… Whisper? Yeah, yeah,” Ash unlocked her computer.

She had a Tokyo Mew Mew wallpaper with multiple games, from Stardew Valley to Slime Rancher and Slime Rancher 2. She tapped an icon in the lower corner that opened a dark chat window for the previously mentioned app. There was roughly four hundred users linked to the servers, and some of the names burned memories into her skull. “To get to the encrypted server you’ll.. You’ll have to add Eon’s account. It doesn’t matter if he accepts or not, it’ll get you in.”

"I know how to drive a motorcycle," he announces to her. "But no jet plane.... For some other random facts about me since we're on this topic that I bet you could never guess-- I play both violin and piano. I've been playing violin since I was a kid and took up piano once I could control my quirk." With how his quirk used to work, there was no off and on switch. If he touched something with all five fingers, it would decay. No options. Now after he had his upgrade, he had a little option to not decay something-- despite touching it with all five fingers.

"Whisper? I've never heard of it. I know of discord and that's what I usually use, but whisper is new." He boots up his laptop which starts up very fast. He looks at her desktop and spots Slime Rancher. "Oh.. I just beat that game, slime rancher. It's fun, a very cute game. Eri got it for my for my birthday. But I got it on the Switch. I'm waiting until it's out of beta to buy number two."

"Do I just download Whisper off the internet? Is there's certain place I need to get it? Sorry, I just don't want any viruses on my laptop.." He shifts the laptop to face her. His desktop had a picture of Eri and all his pets as the wallpaper. And it had various game shortcuts on it, but not a lot. There was a specific folder for game short cuts.

"Here, just download it yourself onto here. I trust you know what you're looking for and can do it."

#mellifluousxmedic

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crab-instruments · 3 years ago

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Lost and Found Extra 1

Set a bit before/during Part 2 (Master list)

“Every lock. Every lock in this office, no matter the complexity, you’ve picked it.”

Silco was mainly talking to himself at this point, annoyed but perplexed. You weren’t even sure what you were unlocking anymore: diaries, jewelry boxes, etc. Puzzles were next, though there weren’t many around the office.

“We-well, it’s really easy if you—"

“Yes, yes, so you’ve said.”

The door to the office opened, and a woman entered, gold arm shining in the light. She looked scary, like the kind of person who would kick your ass for breaking into her boss’ office.

“Ah, Sevika. I would like to test something.”

Sevika looked skeptical. “Sure, Silco. What is it?”

“Your arm, it has a locking mechanism on it that only a few can take apart, correct?”

“Yeah, why?”

Silco walked gestured for the two of you to come towards the desk. “Unlock Sevika’s arm.”

“What? What is going on?”

“After finding someone on my couch this morning, I’m now investigating their ability to pick any lock.”

“It’s not that impressive, it’s just simpl—”

“So if you please, Sevika, let them unlock your arm.” Sevika looked between the two of you before placing her arm on the table.

“Okay, sure. Have the random person take my arm apart.”

This lady, who could kill you with a look, was now allowing you to take a part her arm and Silco was requesting it. Weirdest day ever.

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Putting the arm back on was a bit harder than taking it off, but Sevika could only look dumbfounded. Silco just had a smirk on his face, like he was betting on the winning pony at every race.

It was during this awkward moment that Jinx walked in. Silco asked her to bring anything she would consider a lock or a puzzle.

Each time she brought you something, you felt like you were subtracting years from your life.

“Now try this one! Has to be the hardest one yet. Also it’s timed.”

“Timed?!” you yelped.

“Yep! Hope you deactivate fast enough!”

The metal contraption had wild doodles on it in various colors. It ticked, hissed, and overall was intimidating. Quickly and with shaky hands, you took it a part and cut the correct wire.

Only for it to still explode into smoke and glitter.

“YOU DID IT! I’m so impressed!” Through some of the powder blue and pink smoke, you could see her jumping up and down, dancing with glee.

“Jinx, if they solved it, why did it explode?”

“Oh, I created it that way. Thought it would be more fun. WAIT I have another one I should—” The blue braids disappeared somewhere in the ceiling.

You could only sit on the floor, covered in glitter, questioning your life and how you got here.

Requested tags/continuation:@imalovernotahater @distinguished-jeseter-things @thesinoflust1103 @mochi-clouds @jinxs-monkey-bomb @grapegirly

#lost and found #extra #lost and found extra #crab writes #silco x reader #silco x you #silco x oc #lol silco #arcane silco

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sckyie · 4 years ago

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word count: 1.3k

genre + warnings: fluff; aone's insecurities, reminiscing in elementary memories, y/n has two turtles

pronouns used: they/them (implied)

a/n: h-h-hi

It was common occurrence for Aone. Having such a taller and bigger built made everyone cower when approaching him. No one seemed to like talking to him other than his teammates. It made sense, he wasn't a sociable person to begin with. He kept to himself in class and no one really like partnered with him. Aone didn't mind working alone, that was until the teacher decided on a project that could not be finished independently.

"Sorry Aone, you can't work alone on this one, you have to have a partner," The teacher says. He sighs in response, walking back to his seat. With all of his classmates joining together, he continues his notes to keep him distracted.

"Uhm," You hummed. "Aone-kun?"

He looked up from his papers to see you standing with your notebook.

"I was wondering if you wanted to be my partner for the project?" You asked shyly. It wasn't that you were scared of him. You were more so worried he wouldn't partner with you. "You don't have to I know we aren't close and I'm a bit annoying so-"

"I don't mind," He says. Your eyes widen a tad and smiled. You nod as you pulled a chair beside him.

The two of you worked together on the notes and the project for the rest of class. Your friends in the class looked at you strangely and tried to mouth words to you.

What are you doing? He's very scary! Your friend goes.

No? He's not mean or anything. You shook your head.

Whatever. Your friend rolled her eyes at you before returning to her work.

You sighed looking down at your paper, talking to Aone about the questions. You glance up at the clock noticing how much time was left in class. "Hey, Aone-kun?" You ask. "When are you free after school so we could finish the project?"

"I have practice until 6, the library closes at that time," He thinks.

"Well, we could always study at my place, or yours if you feel comfortable," You say.

"I could go to yours, I don't want you going home so late," Aone says.

A light blush rans over your cheeks as he spoke, even so you wrote your address on a post it and placed it on his desk. Your teacher calls everyone back to their seats. You cleaned up your desk, before making eye contact with your friends. The class is dismissed and you joined your friends to walk home together. "Aone? Really?" Your friend Ayu says as you guys walked through the gate.

"What's wrong with that?" You shrugged.

"He's so- what's the word-" Ayu started.

"Terrifying, scary, weird," Your friend Hiroshi says.

"Guys stop, he's not weird. You guys are just being rude," You defend.

"Whatever you say, titan whisperer," Hiroshi mocks. You rolled your eyes and looked down at the ground. Arriving at your house, you waved the two goodbye before going into your gate.

You sighed, greeting your parents as you walked over to your room. You laid back on your bed looking up to ceiling, thinking about what your friends had said.

Aone on the other hand couldn't understand why you chose him to be your partner. Were you just being nice? Or was it a bet? During his practice, his captain scolded him for being off but there was no way of getting you out of his head.

You looked at the clock on your desk and noticed the time nearing when Aone would come over. You got up and walked to your living room to see your parents getting ready to go to bed. "Don't stay up to late okay hun?" Your mom says. "If you and your classmate get hungry, there's some money on the counter for you to order pizza."

"Thanks," You smiled as you seat yourself on the couch. You started to doodle on your paper, waiting for his arrival.

About twenty minutes go by and your doorbell rings. You get up, opening to see the tall figure before you. "Hi Y/n," He says.

"Hi Aone," You say. "We can work in the living room."

You guided him to the coffee table, opening your notebook. You waited for Aone to do the same only for him to hesitate to take out his. "What's wrong?" You ask.

"Don't make fun of me please," He says softly. His cheeks glowed pink as he pulled out a notebook littered with turtle stickers. "My younger cousin found out I liked turtles and gave me this as a present."

You gasp at his statement and stood up. "You like turtles too?" You say. "Can I show you something?" Aone hesitated but decided to follow you to your room. You open the door to your room, flicking the light on to reveal a fish tank.

The tank was set up like a little beach, a sandy rest area and a swimming portion. Two little turtles were swimming around once they noticed the room light flick on. You pointed them out to Aone, making a small smile appear on his face. "What's their names?"

"Mochi and Meiji, like the chocolate," You say. "Did you want to hold them?"

"I'm scared I might crush them," He says.

"Don't worry, they won't bite, they love getting held," You reassured. You looked over the tank and placed your hand down onto the sand, waiting for one of them to come over. Mochi, the bigger one of the duo, rushed over, setting in your palm. Meiji rested on the sand, wanting to dry off. "Just hold your palm out like I am, Mochi will walk over to yours."

You sat beside Aone and connected the side of your palm touching his. Mochi waltz over to his hand, making Aone freeze for a split second. She seats herself on the ball of his hand, not wanting to move anymore. "How long have you had them?"

"Not that long, they were rescues at the pet shelter. Apparently they were thrown out in the pond. For their species they aren't really made to survive in the wild at such a young age," You say.

Aone runs his finger over Mochi's shell, making her more comfortable with him. He looks over at you as you were putting small toys for Meiji to play with. "Y/n? Can I ask you a question?" Aone says.

"Hm?" You hummed.

"Why'd you pick me as a partner? Aren't you- don't you think I'm weird?" He muttered.

"Weird? Why would you be weird?" You say, still giving Meiji attention. "You always seemed nice to me even though we don't talk regularly. I thought I'd be nice to catch up or get close. I remember we went to elementary together and you helped me when I fell off the swing. Do you remember that?" You rambled. "I fell off and some of the other kids were laughing at me and you came over to help me go to the nurse. Then the other kids stopped making fun of me since you were so much taller than them and they saw you help me...Oh, I was rambling wasn't I?"

"You remembered that?" Aone's cheeks grew more red.

"Well, yeah, I got a scar on my leg from it, and that's why I don't think you're weird," You explained. "You never scared me, you're so nice to me. Not only that, you're an amazing volleyball player, I always thought you were so cool when you played."

Although you couldn't hear it, Aone's heart was beating out of his chest. No one had every talked about him in such a way. He admired the way you remembered the small things. He smiled looking down at Mochi, now knowing he had someone rooting for him. "Would you...want to come to our game this Friday?"

"Oh, I was planning to go either way!" You turned to smile at him. "Since you wanted to invite me, I'll cheer you on!"

With his heart racing, Aone looks up at you with a kind grin on his face. Looking at him made butterflies fluttered in your stomach. The two of you enjoyed one another's presence for a bit longer before continuing your school project. In the end of the day, the two of you were left with your hearts full of new budding love.

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Toru Oikawa Angst Word Count ~ 8k I have been writing this for weeks! I am so glad it is finally finished it! It was hard work and heartbreaking. I do have a second version I will be posting which of course it will be a happy ending. Edited 29/12/2020

"Thank you, Toru!" The h/c giggled as she gave him a side hug from her spot next to him at their usual table that the pair always sat at in the cafeteria, in her left hand she held a little paper bag - that he had just handed to her - containing her all-time favourite treat, pineapple mochi. The taller brunette allowed a rare genuine smile to cross his lips as he gazed at her affectionately as he watched the girl do the cute little dance she always did when she got her hands on her favourite treat.

"Anything for you Y/n-chan." Came the cheerful reply from Oikawa lips, his heart skipping a beat at the look of pure joy spreading across her delicate features, the moan slipped from her lips as the gooey texture coating her tongue as Y/n took the first bite into the mochi. Oikawa bit the inside of his cheek at the sound, a light blush covering his cheeks, god he wished he could be the one causing her to make cute sounds. Images flooded his mind of her under him as she sinfully moaned his name, his hands slipping under her shirt fingertips meeting her soft sink, lips brushing over exposed neck. Oikawa sunk his teeth in his cheek harder dragging him out of his sinful mind, knowing what would happen if he continued to fantasize about her and those cute little noises, pushing the thoughts to the back of his head for later.

Everyone one could see how in love Toru Oikawa was with Y/n L/n. Everyone but her. She was utterly oblivious to the fact that her childhood friend was head over heels, deeply and madly in love with her.

On the other side of the table sat the other third-year volleyball players watching the interaction between the pair, they felt terrible for their captain. Usually, they wouldn't care but seeing him pine for his childhood best friend of, well forever, was hard to watch, but at the same time he it was laughable, they had told him over a million times to confess to her, but he would say 'no not yet,’ and shrug them off before running off to find Y/n, like he always did. They were always together; you knew if you wanted to find Oikawa, you would just have to look for Y/n and vice versa.

"Hey Y/n?" Oikawa nudges her shoulder with his own. Glancing at him quickly, she motioned him to continue with a nod of her head before she nibbled on the pineapple goodness she gently held between her fingers once again. "Ya know that mochi cafe you have been dying to go to?"

The other three on the other side of the table observed them like hawks, their eyes flickering between the pair, was it finally going to happen? Was Oikawa finally going to tell her?

"Yea what about it?" She questioned, looking at him with her doe-like eyes.

"We only have practice in the mornings this weekend, so did you want to go Saturday afternoon?"

"Sure Toru, I have plans till about four so shall we meet at five, outside the cafe?"

"Sounds like a plan!" He grinned at her as they threw their rubbish in the bin and headed back towards class before the bell rang.

The smile had yet to leave "So, are you finally planning on telling her?" Iwaizumi asked as they were tidying up the gym after that day's practice.

"Yep!" The brunette replied, popping the p. "I don't think there is a better place to tell her that, that I have been in love with her for years other than being surrounded by her favourite treat."

"Took you long enough," Hanamaki smirked as he tossed the balls into the ball bin. "We're proud of ya, Captain." Matsukawa teased as he finished folding the net as he turned to the other three. Oikawa rolled his eyes at his friends with a smile on his face, he knew they cared in their own way, as they made their way back to the locker rooms to change, so he could meet Y/n.

Leaning against her shoe locker like he did every evening after volleyball practice, she waited for her to finish band practice. He knew it should have ended a few minutes ago, but Y/n was always the last one out, he was used to waiting for her, not that he minded. As Oikawa leaned against the shoe cubbies, he picked at the dirt that was under his tidy well-kept nails, before he glanced threw his sinfully long eyelashes spotting a few of his fangirls whispering to one another and glancing at him not so slyly. Not one to let his fans down he flashed them his perfect swoon-worthy fake smile, which of course caused the girls to erupt into giddy squeals.

"Honestly, Toru, stop with the fake smile and give them a real one for a change would ya. You are so handsome, and your genuine smile is swoon worthy and I, personally, love it." Y/n gentle voice reached his ears, sounding as sweet as honey even if she was slightly out of breath, causing his breath to hitch when he turned to where her voice came from. Her cheeks were slightly pink from rushing here and the way the tip of her tongue darted out to wet her lips as she ran a hand threw her unruly h/c hair made him want to gently cup her face, pin her against the lockers and kiss her.

‘- she loves my smile.’ The thought raced through his head as a bright smile graced her features as she toed on her shoes. "Ya know you don't always have to wait for me."

"My real smile is saved for a special someone." He replied, giving her that real smile, wondering if she might catch on, "We live next door to each other, you know I will always wait for you." He replied as he brushed a piece of her hair behind her ear like Oikawa always did out of force of habit - one of his many little ways of showing her how much he loved her - he loved the feeling of the soft skin of her cheek under his rough, calloused fingers.

"Anyway, what kind of gentlemen would I be if I didn't wait for you? It's not safe for a younger lady such as yourself, you know." Oikawa sent her a playful wink, while Y/n just rolled her eyes playfully. "Ready?" Y/n nodded in reply to his question, adjusting the strap of her bag into a better potion on her shoulder.

Oikawa arrived at the cafe fifteen minutes early on Saturday afternoon, and he found a cute little table for them on the small patio out the front, the little cream table had a small plant pot with favourite/flowers starting to bloom, the reason he had chosen this table. He nervously sat there waiting for felt eternity as he played with the good luck charm she had made and gave him before his first official match all those years ago, between his fingers under the table. His head shot up when he heard her soft giggle fill his ears, he could pick out her giggle in any crowd, no matter how big or small, his heart began to beat rapidly as he looked around for her, only to spot her stood a little way away with the third year Shiratorizawa setter, Eita Semi. Oikawa's eyes locked on to the way her eyes crinkled as she laughed at something Semi had said, a smile graced Semi’s face when the pure angelic sound spilled from her lips.

How did they know each other?

Why were they spending time together?

What is their relationship?

"Hey, Toru!" Oikawa blinked a couple of times finding the pair standing in front of him, he had been lost in thought with all the questions floating around in his mind in a panic. "You know Semi, right?"

"I do, Semi good to see you." Oikawa nodded politely at the ash-blond boy; Oikawa didn’t have a problem with the fellow setter; it was just Wakatoshi.

Semi nodded politely in return to Oikawa, "And you." The two setters stared at each other for a few seconds before Semi turned his attention back to Y/n, his eyes held such a distinct look of adoration as he looked at the h/c girl, Oikawa knew that look it was the exact same gaze, according to the boys, he gave Y/n when he knew she wasn't looking at him.

"Thanks for today sugar, it was fun." Oikawa frowned at the nickname, why hadn't he thought of that? He had known Y/n his whole life. Their parents have lived next door to each other since before their older siblings had been born, their mums are best friends, and so were they, so how did he not come up with that nickname, especially with that sweet tooth of hers?

"Thank you, I had fun too." Y/n giggled giving Semi a gentle smile. Oikawa could feel his heart begin to crack as he began to realise, he had missed his shot, the love of his life was with someone else.

"I'll text you later." Semi brought her into his arms wrapping them around her shoulders, giving her a squeeze before planting a quick peck on her lips. That was the final card, Oikawa's heart shattered into a million pieces as he watched her kiss him back.

Oikawa hated this. He hated how well-matched they were for one another. He felt sick to his stomach as he watched his childhood best friend and her new boyfriend. The Seijoh third years were in the park, and Y/n had asked nicely if she could invite Semi so he can meet them all outside of a volleyball match. The other third years let Oikawa decide, knowing how hard it was going to be seeing the girl he was so deeply in love with was inviting her boyfriend along, to their regular chilled out Sunday afternoons. Oikawa had always had difficulty, more like he couldn’t say no to Y/n.

What he really was not expecting was Y/n to bring her acoustic guitar and the pair of them being able to play. The sight in front of him had jealous flaring threw his veins leaving a bitter taste on his tongue, as he watched Semi's fingers skilfully glide over the strings as he played 'til Kingdom Come by Coldplay with Y/n head resting on his shoulder, the only thing that was keeping Oikawa from lashing out at the scene was Y/n gentle voice as she sang the words.

'For you, I'll wait till kingdom come.' He loved it when she sang, he found it calming, and he was guilty of thinking that the lyrics of some songs she sang just for him, especially the love songs.

Oikawa was kicking himself when she offered to teach him how to play the guitar all those years ago, that he hadn’t given up so easily, wishing he had tried harder, cause maybe, just maybe she would be sat next to him with her head on his shoulder as he played the guitar instead.

Y/n passion for music was on par with Oikawa's passion for volleyball, she loved it, Y/n would have earphones twenty four hours a day, seven days a week, three hundred and sixty-five days a year if she could. She was always in music room 3 playing whatever instrument she could get her hands one. She had taught herself to play them all, not once took lessons. Oikawa had sat with her hundreds upon thousands of times in that room watching her, whether it was her fingers gliding gracefully across the ivory and black keys of the piano, the way her eyes would close when she really got into the melody or the way she would get into the beat while she played the drums. But his favourite was the guitar. He loved watching Y/n play the guitar, the way her fingers glided over the strings, it didn't matter what kind of guitar, be it an acoustic, bass, or electric or what song she would play whether it was a slow romantic song or a quicker upbeat one she never missed a cord, all the mattered was being able to see her play it.

"You're making it obvious." Hanamaki's hushed voice reached Oikawa's ears as he was jabbed in the ribs by the outside hitter. The jab was what Oikawa needed to drag him out of his thoughts, realising he had been staring at her this entire time.

Semi knew how the other setter felt for his girlfriend, Oikawa wasn't exactly being subtle with his feelings nor was he hiding them very well, and well everyone knew.

Well, everyone bar the girl in question.

Oikawa had had his chance, eighteen years he had and didn't make his move, so Semi did. One thing that Semi had always wondered was how on earth had Y/n never realised how in love Oikawa was with her, it was so obvious how could she not see it, the brunette boy would do literally anything just to make her smile.

"Baby?" Semi hummed as he turned towards his girlfriend's voice that had called out to him, a gentle smile across his lips as saw her beautiful face, "My turn, can you pass me the guitar, please?"

Semi happily obliged, passing her the guitar with a gentle lingering kiss to her forehead, catching the way Oikawa's hands clenched tightly, his knuckles turning white. Semi had to bite back the chuckle, but he noticed how Oikawa instantly relaxed as Y/n fingers ran over the cords as she played a few random notes before she began to play 'Gold Rush' by Ed Sheeran, Semi was the same as Oikawa when his girlfriend played the guitar he relaxes.

'Smoke alarm went off at nine~' Y/n voice flowed in perfect harmony with the guitar, Oikawa couldn't help but let the gentle smile across his lips at the sounds of her voice once again, yet it quickly disappeared again as Semi joined in their voice mixing softly and sweetly, they harmonised perfectly together.

The jealous once again flared up, he cursed himself for being jealous, her happiness was more important and if she was happy with Semi then so be it, and he wouldn't tell her, no, not wouldn't, more like he couldn't tell her that he loved her, not now he has seen how happy she was with him.

He knew he should have told her when he realised three years ago during their first year of high school. They were in the music room, Y/n had recently taught herself how to play the drums, and that was where she was sat, at the drum kit, her eyes close as she played some song from the early two thousand, he was pretty sure it was AC/DC, it could have been the song 'Can't Stop Rock 'n' Roll'. Oikawa smiled as he tapped his foot along to the beat she was creating, she was lost in her own world, the music absorbing her, she was unaware of her surroundings, so much so he was able to sneak a picture of her. He had it printed and framed. He kept it safe on his desk at home and another two copies, one in his gym bag and the other in his locker. Oikawa once again pulled out his phone, but this time he took a picture of the couple, both still singing with beautiful, loving smiles on their faces.

God, how he wished Y/n looking at him like that, the way she was looking at Semi. For her to adore him and allow her to let him treasure her. Oikawa knew he would treat her like the queen she is, he would worship the ground she walked on, well like he already did, he would drop anything to be by her side if she needed him, do anything to see her smile. Oikawa knew that was never going to happen now. Not unless Semi fucked up and at that, he would have to fuck up massively and if he ever did Toru Oikawa would be the one there to be her shoulder to cry one, pick her back up, stand her on her feet wipe those tears away and show her just how much he loves, cares and cherishes her.

He knew she was in the stands; she always was, Y/n had never once missed one of his matches, official or practice she was always there. He was the same if she had a gig or competition, he was there to support her.

His eyes locked on to her figure, instantly spotting she was still wearing his spare jersey, he was glad tradition never changed since she had been wearing his jersey to the matches since forever. It was different this time, with her was Semi his arms were wrapped around her waist, and his chin was planted on her shoulder, he could see their lips move at a rapid pace as they spoke to one another, Y/n giggling every now and then at something the ash-blond setter had said. Y/n felt a pair of eyes on her, spotting Oikawa was staring at her, she gave him a grin and a wave before she mouthed 'Rule the court king!' the same words she says before every match, but this time it was different she was standing in another's man's arms.

"You manage to lose the girl of your dreams." Kageyama taunted from the other side of the net while he glanced between the h/c girl with her boyfriend and his heartbroken former captain with a smug grin firmly planted on his lips. "Impressive."

"Piss off Tobio-chan." The jealousy was clear in his voice as he venomously spat the words out, he felt disgusted with the bitter taste coating his tongue again, Oikawa's own eyes flickered back to where she was stood just as she turned in Semi's arms cupping her boyfriend's cheek placing a chaste kiss to his lips. Oikawa closed his eyes and bit his lower lip as he turned back towards his team, the suffocating jealous flooded his veins.

Iwaizumi didn't know what he could say or do to help Oikawa through this. He honestly wished that Semi didn't treat her so perfectly, not that he would want Y/n to be treated any less than a princess or mistreated, but if he did, he knew then Oikawa would be the one to be there to pick up the broken piece of her heart and fit them back together.

A thought had crossed Iwaizumi's mind that it was just a ploy that Shiratorizawa's team had come up with to break his friend for their next match against one another. But it wasn't a ploy. It couldn't be, Iwaizumi knew you couldn't fake the look of pure love, and adoration Semi's eye's held, and the way he was the perfect gentlemen, treating Y/n was the uttermost respect, Semi adored her, and he showed it to the world with the little signs of affection, he would always pick her up from school if he was able to, surprise her with pineapple mochi, it didn't take him long to work her love for it. The silver chain necklace that he had brought on their six-month anniversary adorned her neck since the day he fastened it. When they went to the zoo on their date, he even got them matching phone charms.

The Seijoh third years looked at their captain with pitiful looks on their face as they saw the longing glances he sent to Y/n. "Stop." Oikawa muttered as he walked up to his friends, "I don't want your pity. It's my own fault I should have told her three years ago."

The three lads gave him a sheepish smile, as much as Oikawa drove them around the bend, he was still their friend, and they didn't like seeing him like this, heartbroken and miserable. Oikawa had been putting his acting to the test in front of Y/n, putting up his confident, happy personality but if you looked close into those chocolate brown eyes of his, you could see just how broken and hurt he was over this.

"You got that right. You should have told her then," Iwaizumi said as he firmly clamped his hand down on Oikawa's shoulder causing the captain to flinch at the force reminding him just how powerful his vice captain's spikes can be.

"So, let's beat Karasuno today," Hanamaki smirked, slapping his back.

"Then tomorrow we will take down Shiratorizawa, and you can show Y/n who is the superior setter." Matsukawa also smirked, landing a punch to his right shoulder.

The whole match was intense, the score so close each set and the final set ended up in a deuce. Y/n was gripping Semi's arm tightly the whole match, it was more than likely cutting off his blood circulation. As Hinata's final spike passed the blockers and straight to Oikawa ready to receive it, but even, so it wasn't enough to keep the ball in play and the match ending with Karasuno proceeding to the finals.

Y/n untangled herself from Semi's arms as she rushed forward to the front of the stands, tears streaming down her cheeks as she watched her best friend try to regain his composure over the shock that they had just lost, watching as Oikawa and Kageyama stared at each other, she couldn't hear what he said but looking a lot like a declaration of war.

The two teams spoke to the opposing coaches before returning back to their respective coaches, and as the seijoh boys spoke to coach Irihata, the team started to tear up, Y/n could see Oikawa was trying to stay strong for his team, holding back his tears, as the team jogged over to thank those who had come to watch them, Y/n saw that even Iwaizumi was crying, she knew what was passing through his head. She knew he was thinking how can he call himself the Ace if he can't even land the last shot. She watched as Oikawa firmly slapped Iwaizumi's back, followed by Matsukawa and Hanamaki as they joined the others lined up.

"Thank you for coming," Oikawa said, firmly refusing to meet Y/n eyes, as much as he knew she was trying to get him to look at her. How could he meet her beautiful eyes when he was so ashamed of himself? "Thank you for coming." The rest of the team chorused as they bowed, the claps rang in their ears.

"She's crying." Oikawa heard Matsukawa mumble from next to him. "Look at her, she needs to see you're okay."

"I can't." Oikawa barely choked out as his eyes stayed glued to the floor, he bit his lip firmly as he held his tears back. "How can I look at the girl I love when I am a disappointment, I can't even get my team to nationals when he can. Tell me how to Matsukawa." Matsukawa's eyes widened as he heard his full name spill from his captain's lips.

"Clearly, I was nor will I ever be good enough for her," Oikawa told his fellow third years his back turned to them as he grabbed his bag, his hand in a fist his nails firmly digging into his palm as he blinked back his tears as he walked away, he needs to stay strong, for his team, he has to hold it together for them.

"Toru?" His whole body tensed up as he heard her hoarse sniffle filled voice met his ears. He slowly turned around to see her standing there a little behind him down the empty hallway, eyes red and puffy as the tears still leaked from them. Rubbing the sleeve of her hoodie against the tip of her red nose, the only thing he could think was how beautiful she still looked even though she was a sniffling snotty mess. Glancing behind her, Oikawa spotted the ash-blond boy about fifteen to twenty feet away from them, he was on his phone, but Oikawa knew he was watching them interact.

"I just want to be alone right now Y/n." His voice void of any emotion, her eyes widened as she heard him say Y/n, not the usual Y/n-Chan he always called her. He turned to continue his journey back to the bus to return to school, but as he took a step forward, her grip on the back of his jacket stopped him.

"I'm still so proud of you." Her voice was scarcely above a murmur, but he heard her words. "In my eyes, you will always be the king of the court, and I will always be by your side no matter the outcome of a match, always supporting you." Y/n took another step forward, wrapping her arms around his middle, left check settled against his back. "So, promise me you will get your crown back."

Oikawa bowed his head as silent tears began to flow from his own eyes. Y/n knew he was crying but the way he would take deep breaths trying to calm himself and the quiet choked sobs. Her grip tightens around him, causing his heart to leap in his chest, he prayed that she didn't feel it.

"Promise me Toru." Y/n's voice was firm yet still shaking slightly from the amount she had been crying.

"I promise." Voice cracking as Oikawa spoke those words. He gently loosens her grip on his team jacket before turning around pulling Y/n into a tight hug, her face instantly buried into the crook of his neck as her arms found their way under the jacket to grip on to his jersey tightly - his chin resting on the top of her head. The two childhood best friends stood there in each other's arms as they silently cried. In that moment Oikawa imagined that the girl in his arms was his, not realising just how cruel he was to being himself as he repeatedly chanted 'I love you' in his head. He loved how perfectly she fitted in her arms, the way her head fitted into the crook of his neck.

"I promise that one day I will make you proud to call me your best friend." Oikawa's voice dropping a few octaves as he buried his nose into her hair carefully inhaled her rose-like scent engraving the smell into his mind.

"I am always proud of you and to call you my best friend." She pulled back looking up into his eyes which held such a proud gaze before she glanced back over her shoulder to her boyfriend, which in turn reminded Oikawa that the girl he was holding wasn't his.

"Go." Oikawa sighed shakily as he slackens his grip, yet he didn't let go completely, wanting to keep her in his arms a little longer, he gave her a tight smile, "I'll text you later."

"My window is always open." Y/n replied, giving him a light punch to arm, returning his smile as she slipped out of his arms, taking a step back. He chuckled at her comment, he knew she wasn’t lying, her window was always open, and he had often snuck in when either of them was feeling a little low or just wanted to hang out with one another. Her window was most straightforward to climb up to if you knew how, his window, on the other hand, was not so easy to get too.

Oikawa watched as she walked back to Semi, his jaw clenching as he watched the girl who didn't know owned his heart snuggled into another man's side, Semi planned a long kiss on her forehead, causing a loving smile to grace her lips made Oikawa's heart skip a beat at her smile yet the jealousy bubbled in his chest once again suffocating him.

"Oi, Shittykawa." He felt Iwaizumi hand on his shoulder, tearing his gaze away from the happy couple. He looked at the Ace whose gaze held so much sympathy for the setter. "Come on." was all Iwaizumi said as he began to guide the setter back to the bus.

"Oh, Toru?" He looked over his shoulder to look at her calling him. "Get some ice on your knee please." He closed his eyes, chuckling with a nodded, of course, she knew his knee hurt after he slipped and landed on it during the match.

"Toru darling? Is that you?" Oikawa heard his mother's voice rang through the house from the kitchen as he stepped through the front door one early spring Saturday afternoon after a long day of training. "Yea it's me." He called back, trying to mask the gloomy tone to his voice. "I'm going to go take a shower."

"Toru hasn't been the same since Y/n got that boyfriend of hers." He heard his mother say causing him to falter in his step midway up the stairs, his hand gripped the bannister tightly. Had he really failed to hide his feelings? Does that mean Y/n knows? Is that why she seems so distant from him now?

"He's a nice kid and treats her right but I just so desperately wanted to see Y/n and Toru together." He heard M/n sigh, of course, it was the weekly girl's night their mothers had, this week was at his house.

"Mhm, I was looking forward to planning their wedding." Oikawa took a seat on the stairs as he continued to listen to the women's conversation, he smiled slightly at the fact that even their mothers wanted them to be together. How he would love to marry her, he knew she wanted a ruby and diamond platinum - since she said yellow gold doesn't suit her - engagement ring. He knew what kind of wedding she wanted, a small affair with family and friends, the colours champagne and white.

"Oh, and sharing grandmother duties, those two would make us some beautiful grandchildren." The women were gushing happily over the idea of being grandparents again. The way they were speaking was as if they didn't already have a grandchild each.

Oikawa sighed happily at the thought of their children, he could see them having three or four; actually, he would have as many as Y/n would let him have. He wanted at least one daughter, hopefully, a carbon copy of her mother. She was definitely going to be a complete and utter daddy's girl who he would spoil rotten and sons he could teach to play volleyball, of course, his daughter too if she so wished. He could see evenings where they would all sit and watch movies together or watch their mother play one of the many instruments she knew how to play, he could see her teaching them to play them as well.

He felt a tear slip from his eye from the thoughts he was having, as if he was grieving for a future he knew he would never see, quickly wiping it away he continued his journey up the stairs and grabbed a pair of clean boxers and sweats from his room before making his way into the bathroom. He switches on the hot water before stripping off he throwing his sweaty workout clothes in the laundry basket, he lets the water get to temperature before getting in. Oikawa allowed hot water to run over him, setting his hands firmly on the wall in front of him, bowing his head as he watched the water run down the drain. Finally allowing everything he felt from the day flood out, he was impressed with how he managed to hold it all together and was grateful for the fact the rushing water was covering up the sobs that racked his body.

The pain in his chest became unbearable as he thought about the future he had planned out in his mind. The image of Y/n and Semi wrapped up in one another's arms and their children running around flashed through his mind causing yet another series of sharp sobs to rack through his body. He was kicking himself for being so stupid as to leave so long to tell her.

"Toru?" His next sob caught in his throat as he heard her voice call through the door with a light knock. "Are you okay?"

"Y-yea!" He choked out, gritting his teeth at the fact he stuttered, that was the first time he had heard her voice in this week, she seemed to be avoiding him recently, she left earlier to a school than him and lunch she spent it in the music room.

"Oh, okay." He knew that tone of voice, she was feeling down, something was wrong, "It's just you have been in there a while, like nearly half an hour." He could picture her standing outside the door fiddling with her fingers, "Aunty is planning on ordering take away, so if you could come out soon, please."

"Sure, I'll be out in a bit." He replied, grabbing his shampoo hair before washing his body. He got out the shower drying himself with the fluffy white towel before slipping on his clean clothes, he looked in the mirror, noticing his eyes were slightly red and puffy. Groaning Oikawa splashed some freezing water on his face before heading to his room to grab a hoodie before he went downstairs only to find Y/n sat on his bed, her gaze focused out the window with her knees curled up to her chest with her nose buried between her them. Her eyes held a faraway look, he knew she was upset this was one of her go-to places and position when she was upset.

"Y/n?" He questioned quietly, so quietly that wouldn't have heard it if you weren't in the room. Y/n jumped at the sound of his gentle whisper, bringing her out of her thoughts.

"When were you going to tell me?" She asked her voice also matching his tone as her eyes never left the window.

"W-what?" He stuttered out; did she know that he loved her?

"Brazil Toru." Her head turned to look at him, tears running down her cheeks, his eyes widened. How did she find out? He grabbed the nearest alien hoodie from his desk chair pulling it over his head.

"I'm-" he sighed as he took a few steps closer to her "I'm sorry, I just hadn't found the right time to tell you." Gripping his hoodie, she pulled him closer as she turned her body to face him full, her legs hanging over the edge of the bed, making him stand between her legs as Y/n wrapped her arms around his waist buried her head in his stomach as she started to sob.

"This is why I have been avoiding you recently. I didn't know how to bring it up either, I overheard Makki and Iwa talking about it." She gasped out, struggling for breath, over how hard she is crying, "Toru," She sniffled, "w-what am I going to do without you?"

Oikawa was crying as well now, his arms securely wrapped around her, gently stroking her hair.

"We have been by one another's side for the past eighteen years. We have stuck together, through thick and thin. You were here for me when my arse of a father walked out, and I have always been there for you when you needed me, picking you up when you fell, figuratively and physically. You're my rock, Toru."

"Oh, Y/n," his own voice cracked, "You're my rock too. I will always be there for you, wherever it is, I will always be but a message or phone call away."

"And I, you Toru, I will always be here for you no matter what." She looked up at him, her glassy e/c eyes peering at him questioningly "Why Brazil though?"

"It was the best offer, and I promised to make you proud. I am so sorry I didn't tell you; I just didn't know how."

"It's okay," She smiled as the tears-stains on her cheeks gave them a slight glow, she still looked stunning, her b/c hair half tied back in a ponytail. The tip of her nose was red, making her look so cute, even with her bloodshot eyes. The urge to cup her jaw in his hands and kiss her with all the passion and love he could muster was almost too much to resist as the tsunami of emotions swirled inside him, they were being to crack the dam he had built to keep them in and protect his heart as well as to not ruin the friendship he treasured so dearly.

"When do you leave?" She questioned, tilting her head on one side, looking like an adorable inquisitive owl. "After we graduate."

"Toru," Her voice holding fake anger as she scolded him, he knew she didn't mean it by the playful look in her eyes, "We are just going to have to make so many more memories before you go." She smirked at him tugging on the strings of his hood, "And I want this hoodie before you go."

"Fine," He sighed with a cheeky smile and a playful roll of his eyes.

Graduation rolled around far too quickly, the five third years spent a lot of time together, creating as many treasured memories as they could, going to theme parks, Y/n spent time teaching Oikawa how to make milk bread so he wouldn't miss his favourite treat too much. Over those few months, Oikawa just kept falling deeper and deeper in love with her. He was standing in the airport still a little while till his flight, he had checked in already, all he had to do was go through security. Stood in front of him wearing his hoodie was Y/n, tears in her eyes but with a small smile on her face.

"I'm going to miss you Toru," She clutched her hands in front of her, "but, like we said only a text or a phone call away." Placing his carryon bag down on the floor. Oikawa steps forward, pulling her into a tight hug, enjoying the feeling of her in his arms again. "I'm going to miss you too," blinking back his tears, "even though we may be thousands of miles apart you will always be my best friend, and always be there for you no matter what."

Pulling away to check the time on his phone, he had an hour till his gate closed but he needed to go before he changed his mind and decided to stay. "Sorry Y/n-Chan I got to go; I want to be safe and not miss my flight." Oikawa's heart was breaking that he had to leave her, that she wouldn't be just a few seconds walk away. The flood of emotion consumed him as he felt his feelings for her nearly tumble out of his lips as he stared into her e/c eyes, that were clouded with unfallen tears for him. Oikawa was contemplating whether to tell her or not, deciding with the latter he thought it was best not to leave with telling her he had been in love with her for the last god knows how many years.

"It's okay Toru, I'll see you soon." She grabbed his hand, giving it a final squeeze.

“Of course, Y/n-Chan, I'll be back at Christmas." He grinned, ruffling her hair, letting go of her hand.

Y/n stood there as she watched her best friend step through security. Tears streamed down her face as she knew it would be the last time she saw him for a long time. Oikawa looked over his shoulder, his heart broke even more at her tears. He gave her a gentle smile and wave before he disappeared out of her line of sight, allowing his own tears to fall. Deciding in those few seconds that he would use the thousands of miles distance to finally get over her.

Four years.

Oikawa had hoped that after four fucking years he would have finally been able to move on, but he was wrong, no matter how many dates he went on with other girls, none of them ever made him feel the way she did and to make matters worse he saw and heard her everywhere he goes. During their university days, Y/n and Semi decided to start a band, they only did it for fun, but they got noticed, and now they were world-famous. They were adored by many, their songs always being played on the radio, television interviews and news articles galore. He, of course, listened to the album they had dropped, and she still sang like an angel.

But right now, the most challenging choice he would ever have to face was happening, no match would ever be as hard as this decision would be.

"So, will you?" Y/n asked as she sat opposite Oikawa outside a delightful little coffee shop on a quiet side street of Buenos Aires. The Ruby and diamond platinum engagement ring sparkled under the warm morning sun. Oikawa wasn't going to deny it was a pretty ring but the one he had spent many endless sleepless nights designing would have suited her much better.

"Why him?" Oikawa could not help but let the question spill from his lips, he needed to know, it was so quiet, barely audible.

"W-what?" Y/n stuttered out blinking in shock at her best friend's question, even with how quiet his voice was when he asked her, Y/n still heard what he said.

"Why him Y/n?" Oikawa asked louder, with more confidence with a clear voice.

"What do you mean why him?" She snapped before she sighed, she knew he was just making sure she was making the right choice, which he was but he was also trying to understand why she hadn’t ever noticed how much he loved her.

"Toru, Eita and I have been together for five years now. Of course, we have had our difficulties and being in the band together does create a few arguments, but we have made it through those problems. I love him, and I know he loves me. Eita has always treated me with the uttermost respect and love, never has he hurt me, and I believe he never will."

Y/n closed her eyes, wrapping her hands around her mug as she took a deep breath looking up into those brown eyes, she has known all her life. "So please Toru, would you, as my oldest, closest and dearest friend will you please be the one to walk me down the aisle and give me away?"

His heart shattered into a million pieces like a glass shattering as it hit the floor as he listened to her words, but for her, for her happiness, he would put on a brave smile and replied, "Of course, I would love too."

So, he did, not even six months later he was standing outside her dressing room where she got ready with her bridesmaids, he knocked on the door gently as her mother opened the door giving Oikawa a tight sad smile, which he returned before she pulled him into a hug. "I'm sorry," She whispered into his ear, "It should have been you, my dear boy." The older women let a quiet sob escape from her lips. Oikawa could not say a word because if he did, he would cry and would admit how he felt to her, so he just gave the older h/c woman a nod as he bit his lip blinking back his tears.

The wedding was beautiful. She was beautiful, the dress made her glow, and her loving, joyful smile did not leave her face the entire day, Oikawa managed to hold back from objecting - somehow - when he had the chance to. His speech made her cry, and they danced a few times together that night, he cherished the time they had together that day, still wishing she was marrying him and not Semi.

"How are you doing?" Iwaizumi asked as he stood next to Oikawa while they watched the first dance.

"As good as I can be, I suppose." Oikawa shrugged, sipping his whiskey on the rocks.

"I'm impressed you didn't object." Oikawa scoffed before biting his lip, and he whispered: "I wanted to."

2021 rolled around, and Y/n and Semi's band was asked to perform at the opening for the Olympic, as always, the performance was mesmerising, Oikawa's eyes were glued to her the entire time. "Uncle Toru!" Her sweet little three-year-old voice called out.

"Amaya!" He grinned, turning around as her little legs ran towards him, he scooped her up in his arms spinning around, her giggle was like music to his ears.

He stopped spinning to look at the child in his arms, she was perfect likeness to his best friend when she was a child; the only difference was her eyes; she had her father's sharp brown eyes they should have been his molten chocolate brown eyes, this beautiful girl that should have been his baby girl, the child that should have been calling him papa not Uncle Toru. "I've missed you." She wrapped her little arms around Oikawa's neck. "I missed you too little one." Wrapping his arms around her.

"Amaya!" Oikawa heard her mother's voice call out in panic. "Where are you?"

"Did you run away from your mother?" Oikawa smirked playfully with raised eyebrows. Amaya pulled away from Oikawa's hug, setting her hands on his shoulder, with a guilty look on her face.

" Y/n!" Oikawa called out to h/c women. She turned around at the sound of his voice, seeing Oikawa stood with her daughter in his arms. Sighing out in relief, placing a hand on her heart as she saw her daughter in his arms.

"Amaya, don't scare me like that." Y/n scolded her daughter, and the gentle look was in Oikawa's eyes, he was still so in love with her, he loved how good of a mother she was.

"Y/n? Did you find her?" Semi's voice rang in his ears, dragging him out of his thoughts as he watched Y/n scold Amaya.

"Toru had her, she must have spotted him." Y/n called back over her shoulder as he walked towards them. "She called out to me and came flying in my direction." Oikawa smiled at the happily married couple. "You know that wasn't safe Amaya what if I didn't hear you."

"I'm sorry," The small h/c girl lips trembled as she spoke. Oikawa pulled her closer and placed a kiss on her forehead. "It's okay, just don't do it again."

"Oh, Uncle Toru! Guess what?" Amaya suddenly chirps back up again.

"What?" He asked just as excitedly as her.

"I'm going to be a big sister!" She cried out throwing her hands up in the air in excitement. He glanced at Y/n for confirmation, and he got a nod and sweet smile in reply. "No way! That is going to be awesome! You're going to be such a good big sister."

Oikawa had grown numb to the stinging pain in his chest after all these years. The day he found out Y/n was pregnant, he was over the moon for her, but of course, he still thought it should have been him.

Y/n had often asked Oikawa why he had yet to get married or be in a committed relationship that lasted more than six months, most of the time he lied saying he had yet to find the right girl, and he wanted to concentrate on volleyball. She believed his lies. Oikawa knew he may never get over her, and if he did, it would be a miracle.

"Toru why have you never gotten married?" She asked again, her voice cracking and raspy from crying so hard, grasping his hand tightly, as he led in his hospital bed.

It was time he decided, he did not have much longer, outside the room looking through the window was her family, the four children she had and her husband, both his and her mother and of course Iwaizumi. Amaya, who was incredibly close to her uncle, was sobbing into her fathers chest. He wasn't expecting his life to end like this, stage four lung cancer, for someone who never smoked a day in his life and was fit as anything he did not expect to go out like this.

He knew he wouldn't have much longer.

"Cause it was always you." He choked out, struggling to breath "I have been so in love with you for the past thirty years." He watched as her eyes widened and her lips parted "Before you even ask me why I didn't move on, I tried Y/n I tried so hard to move on, I saw so many people Y/n but not one of them compared to you."

The tears began to stream down her face once again. "It's always been you," cupping her cheek, stroking her tears away. "Why didn't you ever tell me? I was so in love with you during our last year of middle school and most of high school, but I never t-thought you loved me, so-” She choked on another sob “-so, I moved on."

She buried her head in the crook of his neck as she cried. He was kicking himself. She loved him all those years ago, and he blew it. He wrapped his arms around her as they both cried. He took in a raspy breath, knowing it was going to be his last.

As he whispered out his final words, he would every speak he had no regrets so glad he could finally speak the words he had always wished he could say to her,

"I love you so much."

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peace-coast-island · 4 years ago

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Diary of a Junebug

Exploring the Garnet Bamboo Peninsula

Garnet bamboo trees are cool to look at. They don't seem like much at first glance but when you look closely, you can see little buds poking out, like tiny gem shards. I guess that's how the bamboo got its name - the buds do look like a bunch of tiny garnets.

This place is chock full of them and according to Yasmine, it's the only known place where they grow. Aside from the unusual buds, it's like any other bamboo plant - but that doesn't make it any less special. The flowers however are used in teas and soups, so those are local specialties here. They add a subtle bittersweet flavor that goes well with many soups and stir fried veggies.

I've been here for a couple days exploring the peninsula with Nathan, Yasmine, Dello, and Donna. Originally it was just me, Nate, and Yasmine, then we ran into the Clanwings so our trio became a quintet!

Yasmine and Nathan are on break from grad school. I didn't even know Yasmine went to the same college until recently, having just enrolled in the spring semester. I remember that she was debating going back to school after leaving the entourage. She and Nathan aren't in any classes together but since it's a small school they sometimes run into each other at the commons so they kinda know each other.

I've never heard of the Garnet Bamboo Peninsula until Yasmine brought it up. She heard about the place through Jamie, who of course would know about it. Along with the bamboos, the place is known for its cafes and bike trails. Being an avid biker and motorcyclist, Yasmine was intrigued. So when she suggested traveling there to me and Nathan, we became intrigued too.

The peninsula really is a lovely place for sightseeing and hanging out at cafes. It's perfect for a chill vacation where you don't really want to do too much other than be in a different setting. Just seeing the garnet bamboos up close and trying the local cuisine is enough of a fun experience. If that's all we end up doing, then I'm more than satisfied.

While biking along the beach trail, we ran into Dello and Donna. Dello somehow got his bike stuck and Donna was having no luck helping him. So we pitched in and managed to get the bike out, but it was in pretty bad shape. Based on how the crash scene looked, it's lucky that Dello only had a few scrapes and bruises.

Then again, I'm pretty sure Dello - and Donna - are like physically immune or something because they can take a lot of damage and somehow not break any bones or get crushed. It's funny but also kinda weird and unsettling - even they're low key freaked out by it sometimes. I'm pretty sure their uncle had something to do with that - likely by accident as that tends to happen a lot with the Clanwings.

Anyway, we invited Dello and Donna to dinner after helping them with the bike problem. They were sent by their uncle for a business trip and were planning to leave soon. Then they decided to extend their stay because things are a bit chaotic at home and Louise suggested that they hang around for a bit. She didn't elaborate too much but she insisted that they postpone going home so we assume it has something to do with their dear old uncle getting into some sort of trouble.

So Donna and Dello are now on a short vacation, which Donna's looking forward to. Dello admitted that he could use a break, but he also feels kinda bad for leaving Louise alone with the kids. Louise says she and the boys surprised the kids with a camping trip so they won't be at the mansion either. So whatever their uncle has gotten himself into, he's on his own.

It's been fun exploring the peninsula, gathering flowers, visiting cafes, and enjoying the view. We also took turns riding with Yasmine on her motorcycle, which was kinda scary at first but a lot of fun!

Yasmine's got an impressive collection of motorcycles as well as a vast knowledge on them. She occasionally works as a stunt rider, which was how Jamie met her. She's one of those people who gives off the impression of being a cool badass type and not only she is, but she's fun to hang out with too!

Before that, Yasmine was an actress best known on the Teen Scene sitcom Popular Besties. The show, I'll admit, was not that good, but I enjoyed it as a kid. The episodes tend to be a hit or miss and the first two seasons were all right but by the third and final season it was tedious. It was pretty obvious that Yasmine and her co-star were tired of the show so it wasn't a surprise when they later revealed that they quit, which was why season four was scrapped at the last minute.

Since getting to know Yasmine, I can't help but think of how her talents were wasted on Popular Besties. A lot of actors who debuted on Teen Scene have mixed feelings regarding their breakout roles and have since then moved on to better things. Yasmine still acts occasionally, though she's slowly phasing away from the entertainment industry. She says she's still not quite sure what direction she wants to go in but grad school's a start as well as continuing to pursue motorcycle racing.

Nathan has got a look at Yasmine's motorcycle collection and as expected, he was impressed. We don't know too much about those kinds of things but we know an impressive collection when we see one. I'm glad that they're getting along well - Yasmine's the type who easily becomes friends with everyone, even with people you'd think she wouldn't have much in common with. It's not that she and Nate are opposites but they come from completely different circles so it's unlikely that their paths would ever cross.

Things in Astra are pretty much the same for Nathan, and that's the way he and his family like it. He did mention that he visited Evan's grave for the first time in months, a kinda spur of the moment thing he didn't expect to do. He said he was reading a case study for a class that stirred up some memories so he had to step back when it became too much. Then he found himself at the cemetery and that kinda helped, or at least it grounded him. He told his therapist about it and she said some things that has left him thinking about the past.

I hope that one day he'll finally find peace with that. Nathan's come a long way since we first met and while what happened to his brother still hangs over him, at least he no longer beats himself up over it. That's why he wants to help people, to prevent tragedies like Evan, to save those going through a downward spiral no matter how far gone or beyond saving they think they are.

Dello and Donna have been up to the usual as well, shenanigans and all. Easton's hanging out with Rolly a lot so now they're best friends. Edie's happy about that as she mentioned that before Rolly, Easton didn't have too many close friends his age, probably because he's used to being around those older than him. Stork pops in often as usual and it's never a dull moment when he's around. We got to video chat with Louise and the kids, which was nice. They're all having a great time out on the road, sightseeing like we are.

Philly asked Nathan and Yasmine about Astra as he wants to go to grad school and is always looking far ahead in the future. Tally, as expected, asked about the garnet buds in hopes of using Tally Inc. to make a profit. Dello promised Rosie to bring home some sweet treats, particularly the pink moonberry daifuku a local cafe is famous for. Molly and her friends popped in for a bit just to say hi as well so it was nice to catch up with everyone.

The Clanwings are what most would consider an eccentric family. In a way, they kinda remind me of the McManns, except a lot bigger. Apparently they're kinda distantly related so I guess that explains the similarities. Both heads of the families are rich old men who happen to have a late younger sister, both who have twins who are left to keep an eye on their uncles. The uncles tend to get in trouble during their adventures so a lot of people end up mixing the families up.

Strangely though, even though I know Rocky, Chrissie, Dello, and Donna and they all know each other, I've never hung out with all four of them at once. Like I've known them for years and they live in Cityburg so you'd think at some point I'd meet up with Chrissie and Donna or Dello and Rocky on separate occasions but it hasn't happened yet. I mean it will (should) happen one day but I just find it funny that it hasn't.

Speaking of Rocky and Chrissie, we talked about them a bit. Dello said he dropped by to see Rocky and Lex before coming here. We joke that Rocky and Lex should tie the knot before baby #3 comes along, especially now that they're engaged but with no wedding date set yet. They've been pretty much following Dello and Louise with the whole having two kids before getting married. Though from the looks of it, I don't think Rocky and Lex plan on adding another family member anytime soon, if ever.

I don't know how Dello and Louise did it, having four kids roughly a year apart. Rosie and Lessi are 14 months apart, both were pre-marriage, Lessi and Cissy are about a year and a half apart being the widest age gap, then Cissy and Rolly, aka the planned post marriage ones, at 10 months because Rolly came early. So basically Louise was on and off pregnant for 4-5 years, which is insane.

As for Donna, she had the boys and that was it. Before that, it was apparently rumored that the Clanwings were at risk of dying out since Dello and Donna were the only heirs left as for some reason the family members are against marriage, or at least have no interest in it. At this point Dello's the only living Clanwing who's married, but even he and Louise were on the fence about marriage for a while.

So we met up at this place called the Pink Daifuku and enjoyed a bunch of sweet treats. The peach mochi cakes are my favorite as well as the green garnet rose tea. We also shared a bottle of sweet white wine infused with garnet bamboos, which add an interesting flavor. I think this is the sweetest wine I've ever tasted - it's good but a bit too overpowering, something that would probably be paired better with a meal instead of desserts or alone.

Tomorrow we're gonna visit the Diamond Winery to try some more garnet wines and see how they're made. The winery's on one of the top places to visit in the Garnet Bamboo Peninsula because it has a gorgeous view of the cliffs and it's the only place where garnet wines are made. Dello and Donna are into that kind of stuff so of course they'd want to check it out. Yasmine said she always wanted to try the garnet champagne while Nathan and I are looking forward to taking a bunch of nice pics as well as the free wine samples.

After the cafe we rented some bikes and explored the Waybright Plains trail. There, we looked at the ruins and collected some garnet bamboo. Something about Waybright feels eerie, then again that's how most abandoned places feel like. Exploring ruins up close and personal is always an interesting experience.

We tried to solve something that looked like a puzzle involving the torches but couldn't figure it out. I think we were close though as we managed to light all but one of the torches up. Well, I was never really good at puzzles anyway, and maybe it's probably for the best that we didn't activate what was in there. I mean, I doubt it's like a trap or something, but it is kinda weird that a device like that still works and is just left out in the open. Dello was right to be a bit iffy about it, especially from personal experience.

Yeah, as tempting as it can be, I think we're better off leaving those alone. I don't want to be responsible for causing a catastrophe by messing around with something I shouldn't have.

Time flies quickly when you're wandering the corridors of old ruins. It's easy to get lost in a place like this - I'm surprised that we managed to stay together the whole time. And not only that, but we also managed not to set off any traps or have any accidents along the way so another win. Then again, these ruins are open to the public so that obviously wouldn't be a problem or else we wouldn't have been able to just freely walk in.

For the trip back, we took the scenic route. The trails are super well lit so there's no worries about it getting too dark - and we were out pretty late. Riding around the peninsula at night has a different vibe than in the daytime. I think it's the glow of the lanterns that add to this sorta dreamy, disconnected vibe that makes it so chill. Plus the trails aren't as busy at this time of night so it's just us and the garnet bamboo. If it weren't for the mosquitos, I'd go on nighttime hikes more often.

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madlymiho · 6 years ago

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Dirty Talk Olympics, Round 2! We have a villain round featuring Katakuri, Doflamingo and Crocodile. Bronze, silver and gold. Do it!!

It's time for a second round! 👏🏻 Bless you, my friend, The Dirty Talk Olympics are such a blast to write ~

Warning : NSFW

Katakuri : Bronze Medal

• This little sweet bean is struggling quite hard in this kind of contest, since talking to you is already a challenge, and it requires a looooot of the time to get him in the dirty mood

• Yes, Katakuri is a walking disaster when it comes to seduction and flirting stuff, so basically, it's hard for him to dig in the dirty path of whispering nasty sweet things in your ear, since wow, having you naked in the same room is already enough to make him cum like a teenage boy in front of his first porn pictures!

• Yet, after a moment, and some lonely pep talks in front of his mirror before you next bestial night, Katakuri, as if it was a brand new doughnut to taste, decides to try this odd and obscur technic, and even if it starts awkwardly, with the sexual tension between the two of you, it becomes slightly more... lovable?

• He clearly doesn't try to go on the insults side of the Dirty Talk technic, but when he rubs his thumbs over your nipples and whispers that you look so excited and sexy for him, man, it really makes you moan harder because his deep voice sounds so good

• Finally, after a long session of foreplays, Katakuri lets himself go. And he goes wilder than you would though! As soon as he's entering you, he pours a generous amount of his best little secret sentences in your ear, purring that you're his favorite snack, and he wants you to scream for him tonight

• Even if he remains super flustered about all of this situation, he likes this new game, and certainly appreciates the little sounds escaping from your throat whenever he goes deeper, his sweet tongue encouraging you to beg for more

• But oh! If you start to tell him that you're his slutty doughnut and you want more, honey, this session turns into the most primal sex you would ever experienced with him! You, his favorite food, your core, your clitoris responding to his thrusts... This is enough to make him cum in a huge and satisfied whimper

• Yet, Katakuri remains really awkward when you mention or imply that you had fun last night when you were in the bedroom... He usually hides his face deep in his scarf and mumbles that you should keep it down... it's so embarrassing...

• Bronze medal : so hard to put him in this particular mood, really flustered about even the thought of talking dirty to you, but not so bad when he's trying! Come on Mochi boy, you can do better! ~

Crocodile : Silver Medal

• Ah, Crocodile, I'm so sorry to betray you on this contest... You're good at it, you know that? Oh, yes, good isn't the right word to describe him when you have him in the sheets though

• Crocodile is an experienced man. He has sharzd his bed with many lovers before you, and he has nothing to be ashamed of when we speak about his performances. He knows what he's doing and how he's doing it, and this is a privilege to share this kind of moment with him

• Intense, but also confident, Crocodile knows exactly when it's the right time to purr sweet dirty words to you, so you can truly have a good time, enjoying his best ministrations, from his tongue, his five best fingers, the tip of his hook, to his third leg

• He loooooves to use his words when he's not inside of you, building this tension in the room, your eyes watching every of his movement, your body reacting to every touch, every word, every caress... You're a toy waiting for your master to play with you, and he just adores the power he has on you when you're focus on his lips

• Yet, dirty talks are always a reward. You need to be good to have some of his best words, never crossing the line of the insult, except when you seem so needy to hear more. If you act good, like sucking his cock while he's still working, or obediently grant him every of his whim when he comes to sex, he lets you taste the sweet skill of his tongue, in many ways

• When he's inside of you, though, those little magical words are less present. He's more concentrated on the many sensations coming from his cock, and even if he's not that loud, he's more into growls and sometimes whimpers, crushing your rear hard as he pounds inside of you

• When you're about to reach your climax, oh, then you deserve to hear some really dirty things, his fingers slowly pressing your clit while he hums that you're his favorite little whore, and he allows you to come... He smirks, chuckling to hear the many desperate sounds coming from your throat, before you squeeze him enough to eventually cause his own end as well

• So yes, depends on his mood, but Crocodile doesn't always use his words to satisfy you. If he judges that you're too needy and not good enough to deserve having him at his best, he definitely punishes you by remaning silent, enjoying that look of despair in your eyes... Oh, baby, you want it but you won't have it. He's a very proud man, you should know it

• Silver Medal : A champion when it comes to whisper nasty things, but a bit too much in the reward kink to grant you this pleasure at every of your sexy session! Crocodile... You know you can reach gold, but pride is a bitch, right?

Doflamingo : Golden Medal

• Doffy is a celestial demon... A demon, darling. Nothing conventional, nothing pure, nothing holy when you're around him. A pure God of sexual desires, lust, mischief, and all sort of bad things which will lead you directly to Hell if you dare to come closer

• Doflamingo literally suffocates you in the sheets... He's hard to handle. So hard, in so many ways. He has absolutely no limits ; everything is fine when it comes to suit his deepest desires and you should be careful when you say that you can take it. Many have tried and many have failed, and he loves that too much

• So dirty talk? Can we really call this just like that... It's beyond what you can ever imagine. It's lust itself falling in the deepest part of your ear, echoing in your bones, your blood and your soul... You crave to be his whore even if you were a nun, you don't even care if he purrs the meanest things ever, you crave his words

• Doflamingo particularly appreciates to get you in the mood first by his talking, describing without any shame what he wants to do to your body, sucking on your clit, pulling on your hair, making you cum only by his cock sliding against your core... And even if there are ears around you to listen, there's nothing to stop him, he wants this right now

• When he desires you, you need to know how much he wants it. He doesn't care if it's not conventional : nothing about him is conventional anyway, and you're dealing with someone who's more than confident about his sexual performances, after all, he didn't have any complaints before! (they would be all dead anyway if they dare to make one)

• So yes, you're going to enjoy this, wherever you are, your heart racing hard to hear him whispering over and over again some precise images to what he's about to do, already opening your legs to offer him a proper access, your mind poisoned by the way he's making you wet without even touching you yet... a demon, a beast, Satan with pink sunglasses

• If he's angry, moody, pissed, happy, blissful, erratic, in love... He will always talk dirty to you. Always rocking his hips hard to make you beg loudly as he never stops talking, over and over again, because he's the king and you need to be under his absolute control, no matter his mood or yours

• Golden medal : a genius beast who doesn't hesitate to use his tongue in many way, chuckling hard when you're craving for more, even if he insults you... Hard to beat that, right?

#one piece headers #one piece headcanons #one piece imagine #charlotte katakuri #crocodile one piece #donquixote doflamingo #katakuri one piece #sir crocodile #doflamingo one piece #doffy #one piece #one piece hc #lemon #not suitable #takethethirdoption

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mimi-sanisanidiot · 5 years ago

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Love is wild sometimes, ain't it?

Do you ever feel like you're in love with someone that you can't have?

I am, more often than I'd like to admit.

I'm in love with my best friend. And I can't have her. Because she's in love with our other best friend. And it hurts. So damn much.

Hi, my name's Mimi and I'm a fucking dumbass, welcome to my tedtalk!

For the sake of anonymity of my friends, I'll refer to them as Bean, and Mochi. We're all female so here we are.

I met both Bean and Mochi in my first year of highschool. I met them separately in mutual classes and I found out we're all mutal friends. Bean was in my art class and we were on opposite ends of the room, but always in the view of one another. When I first saw Bean, she confused me so much. Bean is rather tall for a girl and has a slim thick frame, due to her androgynous style of clothes and fluffy short hair, she's often confused as a boy. Which works for her style. At the time, me being a still blind lil gay in the making, couldn't tell if she was a boy or a girl due to being so far away. But honestly it never bothered me. Still Bean confused me so much!! One day she'd be in baggy male clothing and the next she was in a crop top with a skirt and knee high socks! Either way she made my heart race! I didn't care if she was a boy exploring her style and identity or a girl having fun with her outfits or anything in between. So one day, I gathered the courage to finally walk up to her and complimented her My Chemical Romance t-shirt that she wore often, after class. I was never the kind of girl who made friends easily but could make conversation with any stranger if I truly tried to.

So saying that, you can obviously see that I as a new freshman tried to become friends with this beautifully intimidating human being by pointing out the most teenager angsty thing a teenager can wear to show how angsty they are! The cliche of teenager angst, My Chemical Romance!!! That aside, this would be my first official real conversation with her, aside from the shy hi's and nervous excuse me's that we often exchanged when we passed by and bumped into each other during class in accident. So you can see where this is going. I obviously made a fool of myself trying to speak clearly and loud enough for her to hear me as I walked by her on the way out of class, keep in mind most kids were trying to leave and they were quite loud since the door was near her desk. She hadn't heard me so she asked me to repeat myself, while I was panicking on the INSIDE! I did repeat myself, while stuttering a bit and my subtle lisp wasn't so subtle anymore! I was dying.. I wanted to bolt out that door and hide in my corner and never emerge again. But she was so nice.. She just smiled so sweetly and so kindly at me seeing that I was freaking out about my inability to speak properly at the moment, it surprised me honestly. No one other than my parents had looked at me like that but my parents hadn't comforted me about my stuttering since I was a child. And here she was, this awkwardly shy giant was smiling at me, making me feel so much better and still making my heart race. I felt myself smile back a bit and nodded and turned to make my way out of class. But she stopped me, she had then complimented my Attack on Titan button and my Spirited Away button my backpack, which made me so happy! She knew who these characters were and she complimented me on them. No one, not even my friends, said anything about them. They never noticed them, nor did they like anime. So to have Bean notice them and say she liked them, made my day.

Soon after that, I asked her if she'd like to join me for lunch and she did.

We hit it off immediately! We're both dorks and nerds about different childhood shows and random nerd stuff. Not only that, we both looove food! And we also connected on the fact that we're huge romantics and are girls on the slightly heavier and tall side too. We became close friends and hung out at lunch almost everyday. Up to this point, I was always by myself at lunch since all my other friends had 1st lunch and Bean and I had 2nd lunch. I was alone and then, I wasn't. Bean had made me her friend and that made a difference in my life for the better. I had dealt with a traumatic incident in my last year of middle school so i don't doubt that Bean practically saved my life my freshman year, even if she doesn't realize that but that is a story for another time. She also introduced me to some of my closest friends now. So I have her to thank for that. I soon realized that I had a huge crush on her that I feel like was really obvious but not to either of us. But that doesn't matter, since I never confessed and she had her boyfriends and people she dated as we grew closer. Although it hurt me, it made me happy just seeing her happy. And I was there to help her feel better when things didn't work out in the end. And that made feel happy just knowing she was happy and that I made her feel comfortable enough to come to me for help. So I too had dated a few people and had my heart broken quite a few times but my heart had always beated a bit faster when I thought of her.

My love for Bean only grew as the years pasted. But as did the growing friend zone between us. So I pulled an Angelica Skylar and was just happy that I could keep her in my life.

My bond with Mochi had also grown throughout the years despite us being different in multiple ways. Mochi sometimes gets overly comfortable sometimes and it ticks me off sometimes but she means well. The three of us have late night adventures and loads of sleep overs and have fun gushing about music and cute people, both male and female and nonbinary peeps! It's fun.

Back to my main simp story and not my sad friendzone gay shit.

The three of us are quite open with our sexuality and feminine charms, ya know? We flirt with each other often, it's always been part of our banter. We also playfully grope/fondle each other when ever we're together. The fondling occurs more often than not when we're with Mochi. Sure we all initiate it at some point but when Mochi is hanging out with either of us, she's the main instigator. We're all chill about it cause titties are nice, and so are soft thighs and love handles! We all like the soft plush!! We all drink body appreciation in this household!!

Mochi is fantastic! I love her so much! But she also becomes unresponsive to group moments sometimes.. Like we would all be chilling watching a movie or something, like maybe having a conversation and then she'd be off by herself always on her phone and never reacts to anything we say. When she stays over, she sleeps way in, past what we decided, and is inconsiderate of if either one of us have any other plans that day. We plan to have a sleep over of one day and she stays for 3. I can never ask her to leave cause I was always raised with my home is open for those who need it but one can also overstay their welcome. And I absolutely despise confrontation. It makes me uncomfortable and makes me feel like I'm the dick, even when I know that I'm in the right.

But that's besides the point. I love them, I truly do. I'm just weak against my friends when it comes to my own comfort sometimes. That's something I'm working on currently.

So you see, these are my best friends, yes they are flawed but so am I. Yet I absolutely love them.

Mochi had invited both Bean and me to a whole weekend trip with some of her friends that she wanted to introduce to us. Sadly I couldn't attend having already used my day out of that week the day before she had asked. But Bean went. They had a blast, drinking and going out to the shopping district of the beach town they went to. Not in that order obviously. They were safe and locked themselves in their hotel room when they began drinking and hadn't went out once they began. I'm not going to lie here, it hurt not being able to go because I was excited to meet Mochi's friends and hang out and have drink to let loose for once, you know?

But when they came back, Bean had kinda went off the grid. She wasn't responding to group chats nor private messaging. At first I thought, oh she's busy and she'll get back to me later so no sweat right? Wrong.. She never did. And when I'd check out our messages, she only left me on seen and that's it. Then I'm like, did I do something wrong or is she doing okay? Turns out, she's fine. But I wouldn't have known that if it weren't for Mochi. Mochi had told me something that broke my heart more than it did finding out Bean was in love with a toxic manipulating piece of garbage with mommy issues and she was sacrificing her own mental well being to help a human dumpster fire. Again that's another story for another time.

So this is it, it hurts to know the person I've been in love with for almost 6 years, had kissed my best friend and has admitted to a stranger, while drunk, about how much she wants to get with said best friend. Never.. Never did it occur to me, that she ever felt that way towards Mochi, and that she also kissed Mochi while Mochi was and still is with her boyfriend.

I don't know what hurts more, the drunk confession to a stranger, the kiss or that she didn't tell me her feelings for Mochi.

I know that I'm not entitled to her feelings nor her explanation nor ever lil detail of her life. Because that's not healthy nor is it right. I know that the only person at fault here is my own toxic mentality. But I still worry sometimes okay..?

I was worried that she was having a bad time and she was by herself.

I was worried that something had happened to her.

I was worried that she had had enough of me, and was simply trying to figure out a way to end our friendship without trying to be mean about it..

I was worried that she simply hated me and wanted me out of her life for good and was simply ghosting me until I got the hint...

Maybe that I had done something to have upsetted her..

I just guess that Bean didn't need my prying and needed time to collect her thoughts.

But at the very least, she could have done was send me a message. Like "I'm fine, need time to collect myself, ttyl" or something...!

My own intrusive thoughts are bad enough, but worrying about whether or not, my best friend is alright is too much!!

I dont even know! Maybe I'm the ass in this scenario! With my own toxic pensive ideals and my overbearing personality. Maybe I shouldn't project my feelings towards my best friends and maybe just fucking grow up and move on from something that will clearly never happen!!!

Maybe I should simply get over it..

But it hurts, so much..

Because maybe I missed my shot at ever being able to confess to Bean.. Because I'll never know if she ever felt the same, that I'll never know if I had a chance at all... All because I was too scared to lose my best friend...

Now I might lose both of them if they don't work their feelings out... Maybe I'm just a pathetic piece of garbage.

I have no clue how I'm supposed to act anymore. Mochi is still with her boyfriend, Bean is in an emotional limbo and needs to collect herself and I'm an emotional mess.

If anyone has any advice on what I should do or how I should proceed, please let me know.

I have dinner with them in an hour, and I'm scared.

Thank you if you made it this far, I appreciate that you're willing to read a strangers love life or the lack of one and follow their rant. I hope you all have a great day, evening, or night, stay hydrated and tell your loved ones that you love them before it's too late.

Please learn from my own mistakes. If anyone likes this, then let me know and I'll tell you more about my pathetic love life stories and my pining over my best friend.

#serious talk #love life #sad lady hours #advice needed #pining #in love with my best friend #heartbreak #confused #emotional

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nullanythorm-ao3 · 5 years ago

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Hiccup/Hiro/Varian OT3 FFXIV Headcanons

Stuck on my next fanfiction update? Time to bust out one of my OT3 headcanon posts again! The next chapter of Chemistry in Motion IS on the way, I promise you. But for the time being I’m a bit braindead - and being obsessed with playing Final Fantasy XIV with my friends isn’t helping. Instead of Variro and Varian & Honey Lemon sibling fluff, my brain has thought, “Okay, but what if the OT3 either played FFXIV or just existed in Eorzea?” and hasn’t stopped.

So, instead of the Camp Halfbood concepts I was planning on doing next, you get this.

Let’s start with easy mode: races

This part was simple. The only one that really gave me any trouble was Varian, really. I have certain things I associate each of the boys with - and two of those things just so happen to have races in Final Fantasy, so let’s go!

Hiccup is an Au Ra. They’re half-dragon, all-awesome, and Au Ra males are some of the tallest characters in the game!!! Second only to Roegadyn, I think. So Hiccup is TOL. If this is a concept of an AU where they exist in Eorzea as Warriors of Light - I feel like Hiccup’s the type that seems intimidating at first, the tall half-dragon man - but is actually just a soft cinnamon roll who’s hopelessly in love with his two boyfriends, but we’ll get to that part, eventually.

Hiro is a Mi’qote! Maybe because of Mochi, but I just can’t stop associating him with cats. So, naturally, I’m just going to keep doing it. Mi’qote are a moderate, slightly below-average height race. Also cat ears and tails, and the “mission complete” screen after dungeons has male mi’qote do a little happy ear wriggle, and it’s cute. I feel like Hiccup and Varian play with his ears a lot - like, a lot of scratching behind them or rubbing them for cute, fluffy, affectionate moments. He’s small, sassy, and about to get some world-saving s*** done, okay?

Varian. Varian was difficult. On one end I considered Hyur - just a simple smol human (though you can’t really make Male Hyur that short in-game, closer to average height really). But then I thought maybe Lalafell, make him super smol and cute. But actually, I’m going with my favorite race in the game: Varian’s an Elezen. For two reasons. 1) if this is a matter of them playing the game - Varian’s the type I could see wanting to play a character taller than he is, and Elezen are pretty darn tall. 2) As for if they exist in Eorzea, we’ve seen through the examples of Alphinaud and Alisaie that young Elezen can be quite small!!! Varian with pointy elf ears is also adorable fight me. Anyway. I feel like he’d definitely be a “runt of the litter” Elezen. Taller than Hiro, but still on the short side. Maybe it comes from Ulla (if you include 7k in this) being an Elezen, but Quirin being a Hyur or another shorter race that kind of dwarfs his growth a bit?

Okay, so let’s talk roles

Note: roles. Not classes. For the FFXIV uninitiated, one of the coolest things about this MMO is that you’re not tied down to one class. There are several classes within certain roles - Healer, Tank, Melee DPS, Ranged DPS, Magical DPS - and you can swap between those classes freely. There’s even disciple of the hand - crafting classes. And disciple of the land - gathering classes. We won’t talk about those as rolls, but I’ll bring them up when I talk about the squad’s main classes later. For now, let’s talk about the roles they prefer for adventuring, dungeons, raids, etc.

Hiccup is a tank! Tank classes are his first choice, without a doubt. He’s kind of the leader of the squad without meaning to be. He protects Hiro and Varian, and kind of keeps the other two in line and out of trouble with the rest of the party (because these two are SASSY and will cause trouble, trust me), whether it’s only one other person just running a dungeon or a whole raid alliance. In large parties, he’s quick to defer to someone else if they want to be the main tank. He’s not the ‘fighting for dominance’ type. Other than tanking, he enjoys melee DPS and healing, and uses magic DPS the least.

Hiro usually plays ranged DPS! Honestly, his central roles are basically all the DPS roles, but he likes Ranged most because of mobility, and ability to take things out from afar without worrying about his DPS dropping too much from dodging big attacks. Other than that, he enjoys magical DPS for range and Melee for mobility. His least-used role is healing, because caretaker he is NOT. Some of his ranged DPS classes have utility, and that’s good enough for him.

Then, for a well-rounded team, Varian’s main role is Healer. This comes mostly from his tendency to be “support” in most situations. He is, overall, a sweet boy who wants to look out for and help his friends (even if he can be self-centered). He’s definitely the sassy healer that will get passive aggressive with bad tanks in big parties or if Hiccup isn’t tanking. “I couldn’t keep up. So sorry, I’ll try harder next time if you try harder not to over-extend. Okay, thanks”, “The Dragoon is floor tanking? Guess who’s going back to the start of the dungeon because I’m not ressurecting them”, “Hiro, for the last time. We DODGE attacks first, shoot later. If you get hit for extensive damage because of a dumb mistake again I am NOT healing you”. THAT Healer. He’s also the best technical player of the three though (if this is the ‘they’re just playing the game’ situation), so he has the skill to back up the sass. Also, he flirts with Hiccup whenever he clutch heals him, or whenever Hiccup thanks him for heals, and it breaks Hiccup’s brain. Outside of healing, I think he’d like magical DPS and ranged DPS, and tanks the least.

On to actual classes/jobs now!

So here’s how this is going to work. We’ll be talking about the classes in their primary roles. What’s their main class, and ranking the classes within their main role in order of most to least used. After that, we’ll talk about some outlier classes. Classes from other roles they enjoy playing that they might play often or that I think suit them(A note: we’ll only be going over a couple, and no matter what outliers I mention, the role rankings from the previous section are the priority in knowing what and how they play). Then we’ll talk about their crafting/gathering classes of choice.

Hiccup

So, we mostly see Hiccup with a sword and shield, so naturally his main job is Paladin. It was what stuck out in my head, especially since I wanted him to main tank. It’s the balanced, all-rounder tank as well - which I think suits Hiccup. After that, there’s Warrior. Our big, brutal axe swingers. This one’s focused more on his viking heritage. Battle Axes run in that blood, don’t they? Then, there’s Dark Knight. The enormous sword is cool, but Hiccup isn’t really the ‘dark, brooding, edgy’ type. So I don’t think DK would really be his style aesthetically. Gunbreaker is the one he’d use least. It’s a cool class, but the more modern gunblade just doesn’t scream “Hiccup” to me. I think he’d enjoy the damage output, but feels better with normal weapons like swords and axes in his hands.

So the first outlier for Hiccup is something FFXIV fans might see coming. Dragoon. Hiccup with a spear is cool, but this is mostly for the lore. For those who don’t know - Dragoon’s lore is all about dragon slaying. They’re spearmen trained in Ishgard as part of the Dragonsong war - valiant defender of the city and slayers of dragons. Sound familiar? Similar to his actual story, I love Hiccup picking up the spear and being ready to fight dragons - but he’s a sweet bean and still tries his best to broker a peace when he learns how intelligent dragons are.

The other outlier I’d like to discuss for Hiccup is White Mage. The ‘taking from the spirits and nature’ vibe I think really suits his personality. He loves his island, and the dragons that live there, and everything around him. Not QUITE a tree hugger or anything, but preserving nature and caring for its creatures would definitely be important to him. It’s probably his main healer role.

As for crafting and gathering. Blacksmithing and Armorsmithing are probably his central crafts, so he probably does a lot of mining as his gathering class. He spends a lot of time in the forge, after all! I could also see him delving into a little carpentry, what with all the tinkering and mechanics he works with.

Hiro

When I thought about Hiro, my first thought was “machinist”. The steampunk vibe it has fits Hiro being the most modern of the three boys, I think. Also, a robotic/automaton partner/minion? YES. After that is Dancer. He probably picked it up for a laugh, not expecting much, then wound up hooked. He enjoys making either Hiccup or Varian his dance partner and flirting with whoever it is incessantly. With Varian, it’s just a back-and-forth of witty flirting and laughing. With Hiccup, he actively takes up a two-sided flirting front with Varian and well... if Hiccup breaks with just Varian flirting, adding Hiro makes it worse. He plays Bard the least, but still enjoys it. “He’s not much of a singer”, he often jokes whenever he stretches his Bard muscles. In the ‘they’re just playing the game’ universe, I feel like he forgets his song utility a lot and just focuses on doing as much damage as possible. Because that’s kind of his schtick.

An outlier for him would be Red Mage. I think he’d like the quick, easy casting with Dualcast, and the fun melee rotation. He’d be the type that enjoys using Displacement just for the flair - and always gets a talking to from Varian whenever he accidentally flips off the edge of a platform. So, you’re not allowed to play Dragoon, Hiro (he plays it anyway).

And the other outlier is Gunbreaker. Again with giving the guns to the more modern member of the squad. However (and I’ve hardly touched my tank classes so I can’t say anything here), it’s a running joke that Gunbreaker is for “people who want to try tank, but still kind of want to be DPS”, and I love that. It’s kind of perfect for Hiro.

So for crafting and gathering. Hiro would probably be a Goldsmith and Leatherworker. Leatherworker for practicality - because I think Hiro’s definitely the most practical of the three. Goldsmith because he likes to tinker with things and I can definitely see the precision work of accessory making suiting him. Now, normally that would probably mean he’d spend most of his time mining - but there are exactly three gathering classes in the game, so I like to think they’d try to round each other out. So, Hiro’s going to spend most of his time fishing. One, because cats and fish jokes. Two, because it’s just kind of chill and less work (or at least labor) and knowing Hiro I could see him going for that.

Varian

Varian’s main class would most DEFINITELY be scholar. He just seems to gravitate toward my favorite things. I think of all the magic-based classes. The arcanist set would be his favorite since it focuses more on logic and strategy. Scholar, especially, deals with hunting down a centuries-old plague on an ancient civilization and a lot of things I can very easily equate to the black rocks and dark kingdom. Also, he gets to summon a fairy and COME ON. That’s adorable. He probably talks to the fairy (usually Eos), because that’s just him. Second main healing class is White Mage, similar to Hiccup. The nature vibe just seems to suit him. He seems good with animals and the whole natural element just works since he seems to enjoy the outdoors and comes from a farming family/village, let’s not forget! Then Astrologian would be last. He wouldn’t really be into the astrology/future sight but I think he would have fun with the star vibes and (in Eorzea universe) would learn the uses of the future reading and get more invested in it, eventually.

An outlier of mention for Varian is Summoner. I mentioned before that he enjoys arcanima for its focus on logic, strategy, and value of intelligence, so, naturally, Scholar’s opposite would work well with him too. Also the carbuncles make me think of Ruddiger for whatever reason. Look at him! I love the concept of him summoning his carbuncle and it just crawling up his back and wrapping around his shoulders. He summons the Egis too! He knows how to play his job! He just really loves the carbuncles.

The other outlier for him of special mention is Bard. I think he’d like it, because he can be DPS but still give the party utility. Also. Come on, this boy can SING and he’s going to take advantage of it. God-tier bard for his singing voice alone, right here. Hiccup and Hiro low-key get excited whenever he pulls out the bow, because it means they get to hear their boy sing (because even in the universe where it’s just a game, Varian totally sings on whatever method of call they use for a lot of the dungeon whenever he plays bard).

Crafting classes. It surprises no one. He’s an Alchemist. Possibly a culinarian. His gathering class is botanist, the only one left. He spends a lot of time with plants, natural elements, and alchemy to make potions and all that jazz. He is very passionate about his crafting job and is probably the biggest crafter of the group. ALCHEMY!

And now for some miscellaneous headcanons

So, if it’s just the OT3 playing the game - Varian is the biggest roleplayer, no question. He slips into character ALL the time and it makes Hiro and Hiccup chuckle a little, but they always play along. He got the two of them to enjoy the roleplaying aspect, even.

They each have their own squads/groups they play/adventure with, and they almost always change up their roles with those groups.

For Hiccup - he’s basically in a group full of people who want to be tanks. It’s a constant battle for dominance (that Astrid almost always wins, unless she gives a pity win to Snotlout occasionally or lets Hiccup take out of respect for his tanking ability). Most of the time, Hiccup just shrugs it off and goes DPS or healer depending on if Fishlegs is there to heal or not.

Hiro usually tanks for his team. Mostly because Gogo refuses to level anything but DPS, Wasabi suffers from tanxiety and usually either heals or goes ranged, Honey Lemon does whatever Wasabi isn’t doing, and Fred is... Fred.

Varian’s group is well-balanced, but they each have their preferences. Cass or Lance are usually the tank, Eugene’s usually a melee DPS (probably ninja), and Rapunzel is almost always the squad healer (tho she defers to Varian for that role occasionally). So he’s usually DPS in that group.

Still, they work best together in their main roles. Their favorite times are when they’re adventuring together, as much as they love their friends.

Hiccup and Varian occasionally tease Hiro for being the shortest of the group - to which he usually groans and complains. But they use their tank/healer status to prevent him from messing with them because “I can always turn off my tank stance you know”, or “I mean if you don’t want healing, by all means”. He hates it when they do that.

They usually make up for it by giving him a TON of presents, though. They’re both frugal with gil compared to him, so if there’s some new shiny, expensive thing on the market he wants and doesn’t have the money for, Varian or Hiccup can usually swing it for him.

Hiccup likes to surprise Varian with gifts too. It’s the one one time he can make Varian flustered, and he quite enjoys it.

If any Elezen bully Varian for being a runt (in the setting where they’re adventurers in Eorzea), they can expect to meet with the business end of Hiccup or Hiro’s weapons. They won’t hesitate.

#tangled #how to train your dragon #big hero 6 #Varian #Hiro Hamada #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #hiccup/hiro/varian #variro #variccup #hirocup #final fantasy xiv #headcanons #ffxiv au

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thebrethrenpost · 2 years ago

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The Nation of My Race, An Extension of My Home. 🇲🇾

Malaysia, the land of the Malayan people and a name that was supposedly trademarked by the Philippines if it weren't for those pesky Brits. However, this is a land that I could tell that is already my home. Change the demographics of Tsinoy with Indians with a vibe of Mindanao - and tada! You have Malaysia! Different country, but same kind and warm people. But since the Philippines and Malaysia have a controversial history, it's inescapable to have antagonizing feelings when mentioning where we are from. That said, these feelings are driven by politics and national history but on an individual level we have the same respect and tolerance as most ASEANs do. For me, South East Asia is my home and although we have our differences, that shouldn't be something to argue about, but rather to embrace and celebrate it.

We started our day living in Ahyu Hotel, an Indian hotel located in Little India (duh) in Kuala Lumpur. One thing I noticed about Kuala Lumpur is that the roads are tight yet the drivers are extremely fast. People here are driving 140 kph as if it's a norm. Not to mention motorcycles driving in a walking lane. Yes, the Freaking Pedestrian lane! What a very interesting culture indeed (but then again, similar to PH).

Another thing I noticed is the food, I love how they use peanuts in almost every dish. One of my favourites is the mochi - a chewy snack with a lot of nuts on it. They also have this soy milk which is very famous near the Chinese-Indian Street Market. But perhaps the most highlighted of them all is the Chinese Beef Noodles - now this is a must-try. my wife and I are eating in this Chinese Noodle house and boy the attention of the crowd just went onto us. Especially me. You can tell on their face; "Why is this is Indian-Jakartan idiot doing with a White Malaysian?". The eyes from my head all the way to my feet was some sort of fascination (or confusion) of why I was doing there. Even the people in the kitchen are looking at me. Are we celebrities? Aliens? Interracial couples that had a fixed marriage due to parental pressure and poverty? No! We're tourists trying out new things and we ask to eat our noodles and without being judged by people in peace.

And now, the fun parts.

Of course, this vacation blog won't be complete without the funny things I discovered in Malaysia. Again, like I said, it's almost the same as the Philippines but different. First and foremost, People jaywalk but to the next level, (and I really mean jaywalk - like it's still a red light jaywalk) Second, Grocery stores are great but I kinda miss how the baggers are well organized at home - which I kinda owe an apology for not being grateful for. Baggers in Malaysian grocery usually stack everything in the bag without measuring any kind of geometry between the plastic size and the items. So I had to take them out again and reorganize them so that the bag is well balanced and well-shaped (See SM store bag shape when full of groceries so you will know what I'm talking about). Third, is the smell of curry everywhere!! ☺️ My wife doesn't like it, but I don't mind. Fourth, is electric scooters are parked almost everywhere on the street. Like really a random scooter will just appear while you're walking in the street. And Finally, of all the places I have been – pedestrians have been jaywalked, and going over the speed limit on the road, I've only seen 4 police officers in my whole trip. Like seriously, are they that strong in the rule of law? Or are they undermanned? That said, I've never seen anything dangerous in Kuala Lumpur except cheeky salesmanship. I would say it's a great place and a beautiful country.

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Greaser!Wonwoo Part 1

(A/N) SO... I decided to do this. I finally got the courage to do this. I was debating if I should do this for Wonwoo or Jaehyun, like I was writing this for Jaehyun, but I have a different idea for him now. I have a massive AU that I've had in my head for a good year now and there's most likely gonna be little hints to it in all of these 😐 Please keep in mind that I'm on mobile 99% of the time so some formatting may be weird. Another thing... I might have Sims based on these scenarios that I might make another blog for 🤔

Reader - Female

Greaser!Wonwoo... no one knows who he was until he started to hang out with the Diamond Gang, Pledis Prep's local criminals

He just kinda appeared out of nowhere with Mingyu

Rumors has it he's a narc, but that doesn't make sense... he's.... in the gang... like Seungcheol has straight up said that if Wonwoo was a narc, ain't no one would know he even existed

What had happened was Minghao and Mingyu were partners with Wonwoo for an assignment

Wonwoo has dragged to a race one day and was just kinda thrown in the car after Mingyu get his head smacked

You know that scene in Grease where Kenickie gets hit in the head before Thunder Road?

Yea, that's Mingyu and Wonwoo right now

Seungcheol told Wonwoo if he wins, he doesn't have to join the Diamond Gang, he can just leave with no consequences and live his life. If he loses, he's now the group's running bitch

Take a guess at what happens?

He actually wins, but Jeonghan convinced him to stay with promises of getting to know how to break into the local library after hours

You wanna know how Jeonghan knows this? He's not only lazy, he's also the librarian's son, he has a key duh

Y/N was the stereotypical good girl

Follows rules? Check. Straight A's? Check. Always home at curfew? Check.

Wonwoo hates being called a Greaser and he finds the Socs name stupid

Wonwoo thinks the labels are just pretentious bullshit

Seungcheol has told Wonwoo horror stories about the Socs

How they treats their girls, how they have the cops wrapped around their fingers, how Jeonghan was put out of comission for 3 months just for walking on Soc territory

Wonwoo tries not to believe the b.s., but it's really hard when it seems like all there is, is just a bunch of hatred between the groups

So, he walks around the town, Masonridge, to just clear his mind, when he sees the Soc gang, Neo, at the baseball park, beating up someone who looks to be protecting someone else?

Wonwoo looks around for something to wave in the air to make himself look scary, seeing as he doesn't have the Diamond Gang leather jacket yet.

Right now he's in his glasses, a light yellow sweater with the cutest little sweater paws

He sees a bat left behind by the Pledis baseball team and he goes up to Neo and confronts them

He sees Johnny, Taeil and Yuta turn around and he gets a closer view of the situation

It's Dino... protecting Y/N... after she said she wouldn't sleep with Johnny

At this point, Wonwoo sees red and he starts swinging

The 3 memebrs of Neo seeing this haul ass back to S.M. Academy, but not before Yuta warns Wonwoo that Y/N is just a troubled slut in a poodle skirt

Dino helps calm down Wonwoo and they both help Y/N

Y/N is kind enough to let both of them come to her house, seeing as her parents aren't home, for some tea and so she can wrap up Dino's wounds

Wonwoo texts Seungcheol to let him know what just went down and Seungcheol texts him to stay at Y/N's, let Dino rest and don't let Y/N out of his sight

Tbh this takes place in one of those future of the pasts, like it's 1950s styled... but it takes place in the present

Anywho, all three finally get home and Wonwoo and Y/N patch Dino up and after a little bit, he decides to take a nap because as we all know, getting the shit beaten out of you hurts a lot and may or may not take a lot of energy out of you.

Wonwoo starts to douse off and he doesn't even notice that Y/N left the room until his phone buzzed and he got a text from an unknown number saying Y/N looks really good standing on her balcony right now, with a photo attachment of Y/N looking like a goddess out to the fading skyline

Wonwoo immediately shoots up from the couch, calling for Y/N

He sees her chilling on the balcony, swaying with her cat, Mochi, to some Michael Buble

He's just hypnotized... like he's not one to fall in love at first sight, so he'll call this love in the first 4 hours of knowing you

He finally speaks up, making sure you're okay after what happened

Putting Mochi down, you say you're fine, just a little shaken up

Wonwoo and you are quiet for a little bit, until he finally asks why Yuta called you what he did

You tell him about him the story of your father and mother. Your mom was a Greaser and your dad was a Soc

Within the first year of your life, your mom left with your dad's best friend, who was also a Greaser

Using the excuse she needed more freedom and adventure and that's exactly your dad's friend could provide

When you turned 16, your dad was super protective of you, but you decided to act out like your mother

You got wrapped up in the wrong group, you hung out with Neo and your first love was Yuta, as you were his. You gave your virginity to him, he gave his to you

After that happened, he started to act distant and become more of the Danny Zuko type of Greaser, flirted with everyone, tried to get into everyone's pants, he literally didn't give a fuck anymore

Turns out, while he originally did love you, he just kinda stopped, but he still cared about you... so instead of just ending it, he just led you on and continued to let you believe that he was in love with you1a

After that night when you both lose your virginities, he started to ghost you and you saw him less and less and even thought it was never offical, it was unofficially offical.

So to cope with your heartbreak, you ended up throwing yourself into studying and this is when you met Dino

Yuta didn't like that you were talking with another guy even if it's someone like Dino who you saw as a brother.

Yuta was pissed so he started to spread a rumor about the reason y'all broke up was because you were sleeping with everyone at all of the schools around Masonridge

Yugyeom from JYP Prep, Hyuk from Jellyfish School of Music, and 4 of the other members of Neo were just a fraction of the names that were thrown around. All of them denied it except the Neo members of course

Your father was pissed and while you apologized about treating him the way you did, he didn't fault you because you realize what you were doing

Wonwoo, sensing your tears and against his better judgement, immediately hugged you and held you while you cried

While this was happening, your father came down and saw Dino on the couch, curled up like a cat, using his Diamond Gang jacket as a pillow and Mochi's favorite blanket to cover himself

Knowing Dino, he didn't question this , but still your father goes looking for you and finds you asleep on the bench, while Wonwoo is pacing, trying to stop himself from destroying Yuta

Your dad speaks up asking who he is

Wonwoo introduces himself as one of Dino's friends

Turns out your dad knows exactly who he is because you talked about the tall cute brooding guy who sits in the corner of the library and you're too scared to ask him to move so you could get a book you needed for class

Wonwoo blushes at the fact that you told your father you think he's cute

Your dad shakes you awake because he doesn't want you to fall asleep on the bench when it looks like a storm is coming oh if he only knew

Dino and Wonwoo are offered to stay for dinner and they won't turn down free food like ever

While your dad and Dino are setting up the table, you and Wonwoo are cutting the vegetables and doing the prep

Wonwoo keeps taking peeks at you wondering if you still thinks he's cute or if you don't even like guys anymore or has your shirt always been unbuttoned to the 3rd button and are you getting hot because he is and are yo-

In the middle of thinking, he slices his finger and Nurse Y/N is needed one again hmm... nurse Y/N with Patient!Member? 😏 but what kind of patient is the question

You bring him to the guest room because your dad is very queasy when it comes to blood it makes that time of the month SO MUCH FUN

Wonwoo is sitting on the guest bed while you're cleaning the wound and wrapping his index and middle finger together and Wonwoo just can't stop thinking about how cute you look so focused

You put the final touches on and before you get up to the first aid kit away, Wonwoo sees his chance and kisses you

At first you were confused but then you melted into it

He tasted like coffee and mint and your lips had a light tinge of strawberries

He didn't want to scare you or your dad or Dino. So, he just kept his hands down by his side

Much to his shock, you decided to straddle him and kiss him a bit harder

Wonwoo was in a state of pure bliss until Dino knocked on the door causing you to stand straight up and Wonwoo to fall back in disbelief

Dino, totally oblivious to what was happening beforehand, cheerfully told yall it was time for dinner

Cue the most awkward dinner for Wonwoo, sitting there thinking about the kiss and all of his feelings because he's been thrown for a tailspin in the past month between becoming a member of the Diamond Gang and falling in love after 4 hours with a Soc

Seungcheol finally comes to pick the two after dinner and he thanks you for helping, even shaking your father's hand

You asked your father why he was so chill with the Greasers in his house. Not only Greasers, the notorious Diamond Gang

He said that in his years of being a cop, he noticed that the Diamond Gang hasn't done anything wrong except for drag racing

Other than that, they're just a group of guys who found the real home in each other and anyone who hangs out with Dino is a good kid

And he already likes Wonwoo miles ahead of Yuta

The next day, Yuta confronts you about being with Wonwoo, saying what does Wonwoo have that he doesn't?

You started to list everything about Wonwoo, even the little things about him, that made Yuta furious because you never talked about him like that

Yuta challenged Wonwoo through you, you could say

Yuta tried to pull that whole if he's so good why won't he race me bullcrap and before he could say the last word, Wonwoo accepted

Yuta marched away and you looked at Wonwoo like what the hell

Wonwoo gets up all this courage and says that he knows that he can and will win if you're there with him, cheering alongside the Diamond Gang

You told Wonwoo that Yuta plays very dirty and he's not one to be taken lightly

You smack his arm but also tell him that you'll be there with Nayoung and Roa

The day comes and you couldn't be anymore nervous, you kept thinking what if Yuta does something drastic to hurt Wonwoo and holy shit you've felt this way about one other guy and that was Yuta and you don't like this feeling but you like Wonwoo and has Wonwoo always had that nice of a chest in a white t-shirt?

Nayoung shook you off of your thoughts as the guys got in their cars, Yuta shooting you a wink and Wonwoo blowing you a kiss you know that snarky kiss Xiumin did? with the two fingers? Yea it's like that just with more love instead of snark

Xiyeon stated the rules... there was no rules... and started the countdown

3.... Wonwoo looks at you, 2..... he mouths I love you, 1..... he hits the gas pedal

Both taking off like a rocket, Wonwoo was behind for a good chunk of the race

The turn was coming up and Yuta has going well over 70 while Wonwoo was going to drift

Yuta takes the corner....

But he takes it too wide and crashes

Wonwoo stops, just lead foot on the brake and he unbuckles and runs to Yuta's car

He's shouting and trying to get a response from Yuta, anything, a groan, shout of pain, something

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