#moods tend to be lifted whenever that happens ;p

[ethnobootycall]

hmm guess one could say that me spreading my legs is one way of spreading positivity??

[aghostpost]

The Hard-J (Victor Creed x Reader)

A/N: I know I said it would be ready by the weekend but... it wasn’t! Excuses only work for those that make them, so I won’t bother lmao~ This one is for @queengiuliettafirstlady and everyone else that loves a little Victor Creed intensity. ♥

“Can we not do this today, please?”

“What the hell was that about?” He slammed the door after him as I went to my kitchen to put groceries away. 

“He saw me walking back from the store, that’s it.”

“That’s it, huh? What did I say about hangin’ out with him?”

“We weren’t hanging out! I told you, he saw me walking and he was helping me carry a few things. That. Is it.”

“You see how he talks to me? How he’s always talked to me-“

“-I see two brothers who, for whatever reason, can’t seem to hack it.”

“We aren’t brothers.”

I rolled my eyes, shoving my peanut butter and fudge swirl ice cream into the freezer. “Brothers in arms.”

“Because there’s no damn respect! Always lookin’ down at me like he’s some kinda fuckin’ superior.”

“Vic…”

“I don’t want you around him. You hear me?”

I let out an exasperated sigh as I rolled my eyes. “It’s too hot to argue about this shit.”

“You’re the one arguing instead of just agreeing, Y/N.”

“Your relationship with Logan is just that: yours. I have no problem with the guy.”

“If I see you two together again-“

“- Do not end that sentence with a threat, Victor-“

“- I’ll do you one better and end it with a guaran-fucking-tee!”

“We live in the same city, I’m bound to run into him sometimes!”

“Y/N look at me… Hey!” He shouted, making me jump out of my skin as I gave him my undivided attention. Clearly he was serious, which he tended to be. But this time, more serious than normal.

He was always so very dead serious whenever we talked about Logan.

“I don’t care if you’re next door neighbors with him. If I see you two with each other again, it will not end well.”

“For him? Or for me?”

“Both o’ you.”

I stared him down and watched him do the same, his face cold hard steel, not even a muscle flexing as he spoke to me. “What the hell happened between you two, anyway?” I asked. “What did he do that’s so damn bad you’re forbidding me to even say hi? He kill your cat or somethin’?”

He smirked and let out a huff of a chuckle, his left fang peeking from behind his lips. “You think I’m kiddin’?”

I rolled my eyes and pushed him away from me to continue putting the food away. “Yeah, sure. Whatever. I’ll stay away from him, Victor. Whatever the hell makes-” I couldn’t finish my sentence before I heard the loud crash of glass breaking. I whipped around and saw a wet puddle dripping on my wall, the floor beneath it decorated with broken glass and what was a very nice bouquet of assorted flowers. “Are you shitting me?!”

“Oh, I got your attention now?”

“You had it! You’re throwing a temper tantrum, breaking my shit, all because you’re jealous of someone I’m not even interested in?”

“Jealous?” he questioned as he slowly stalked towards me, like a predator carefully eyeing its prey. I was no stranger to Victor's temper; under the right circumstances, he could go from settled to up in flames with the snap of a finger. Maybe it’s because he was never really at ease, always ready to pounce at any moment’s notice if necessary. Yeah, I know he has little patience and is kinda trigger happy to get into a fight, his own source of entertainment. But that was with other people, strangers. With me, he exercised a lot more restraint. We’d have arguments, he’d yell, maybe hurt a wall and then storm off.

But whenever Logan was involved, it was a different story...

“You need to relax,” I warned as I slowly backed away from him, ready to defend myself if necessary, even if I knew it was a losing battle. 

“Did you just say I was jealous of him?”

“Are you?”

“What reason do I have to be jealous?”

“You tell me. What is it, Vic? You think I’m gonna run off with him into the sunset? You come over here one day to see me, all my shit is packed up and I leave a note behind? I doubt he’d throw my shit around like you just did.”

“I bought you those damn flowers,” he growled.

“You gonna buy the replacements too?” I asked playfully, trying to diffuse the tension but failing. It was painfully obvious, literally, he wasn’t in the mood to play when I felt his fist grip me like a boa constrictor. He forced my head against the kitchen cabinet behind me and got close to my face. If he moved any closer he’d be able to taste the chive cream cheese bagel I had on the way over here. 

“Now that all depends…”

“Victor, let go of me. Now.”

“What’s the matter, hm? I thought you liked it rough?” he spoke with a tone of warning before a lecherous grin spread across his face. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t release a flutter deep in my belly, my incessant desire for him threatening to surface. It was embarrassing and admittedly disgusting to me, how even in moments as such, there was always going to be some shred of me that could neither ignore nor deny my constant thirst for him to satisfy me in ways only Victor knew how.

“You’ve made your point.” I tried to remain calm while fighting for air. I was willing to bet money that he could feel my pulse quickening beneath his grip. If even one of his claws came out I’d be bleeding out all over the linoleum.

“Have I?”

“You have five seconds to get the fuck off of me... or I walk.” He stared me in the eye only a few seconds longer before relinquishing his grip. If there was anything I caught on to in the seven months we’ve been seeing each other, if that’s even what you wanna call him dropping by for food, sex and quality conversation with a solid night’s rest, it’s that he actually greatly enjoyed having me in his life. He would never admit it, of course, being the poster boy for hypermasculinity; no way he’d display the level of emotion required to confess he liked me. But I picked up on it in subtle ways he probably doesn’t even notice. The way he throws his arm over me in his sleep, subconsciously keeping me in place with him. The way he came over and pretended it was just for sex, when we wouldn’t wind up having sex at all. The flowers he bought me, before throwing them to the wall in a rage. Most importantly, the way he wouldn’t stay gone long after a fight and would come back with his tail tucked in ready to apologize, afraid that would be the fight that finally scared me off and into the arms of someone else. I wasn’t using that to my advantage here, but I was letting him know what we both knew but never spoke of:

He wanted me around. He liked me.

I took a moment to allow oxygen to return to my lungs before I addressed him. “I pushed a button o’ yours with that little J-word?”

“What on Earth gave you that idea?” he asked sarcastically.

I nodded. “Fine. Noted. But I promise you, next time you use your words, because if you ever think about putting your hands on me again-”

“-Now you’re ending sentences with threats?”

“Guarantees, right?” I stalked to the corner of the kitchen and grabbed the broom that was wedged between the wall and my fridge then slammed it into his chest. “Dust pan behind the fridge,” was all I said before making my way to the bedroom.

“We’re not done-”

“-I am.” The moment I turned the corner out of the kitchen he was following me, the broom loudly clapping against the kitchen floor. The same hand that was just wrapped tightly around my throat was now finding its way around my waist along with his other one, pressing me to the wall. “Victor-“

“-I’ll getcha new flowers.”

“Fuck the flowers and fuck you.” He wasn’t hearing any of it. He grabbed my wrists and began making his way to the couch, my legs clumsily bumping into any and everything I walked towards. 

“I’m not gonna pour my heart out an’ tell you all the fucked up things about me, if that’s what you’re waitin’ for me to do.”

“Mutant in human world. It’s not hard to figure out.”

“And I’m not tellin’ you the textbook of reasons I’m not holdin’ hands with him either.”

“And I’m not agreeing to stay away from him for your reasons and personal grudges unknown.”

“So maybe I didn’t make myself as clear as I thought.” Before I was aware the back of my legs bumped into the arm of my couch. I was desperate to create some sort of distance between us, so I fell backwards and wiggled away to the far opposite end of the couch. He stood at my feet and without breaking eye contact, lifted the loose black henley from his chest. He was possibly the only person I knew that could wear black and long sleeves in the peak of a summer in the city without breaking a sweat. But now wasn’t the time to be impressed by minor things.

“It’s too hot for this, too.”

“You tellin’ me no?”

“Yes!”

“Why?” he asked as he continued advancing in my direction, fumbling with the belt on his jeans as he kicked his shoes off.

“Because I don’t feel like it. You’re not about to makeup sex your way out of putting your hands on me, dick.”

He shrugged to himself. “You never turned it down before.”

“Well, you know what they say the definition of insanity is, right…”

“Doin’ the same shit, expecting different results.”

“And I want different results, Victor.”

“Fine. So let’s try somethin’ different.” Without a word or warning he bent down and scooped me up, a hand firmly resting under each of my thighs, my legs snaked around his waist. I thought he was headed towards the bedroom, but he took a surprising left turn to the apartment balcony, gripping me tightly before using a hand to open the sliding glass door. The humidity instantly smothered me, my glasses fogging from the shock of being exposed to the summer heat after leaving my air conditioned living room. He sat in one of the wicker seats of my patio set and placed me in his lap, lifting my sundress so I could straddle him free of obstruction. He placed me directly onto his cock and was not gentle about it; my head instantly fell back as a rush of air escaped my chest, my hands finding his neck. 

“Fuck,” I whispered.

“Exactly.”

“Shut the hell up.” There was no time for playful banter. The sun had only just started to set, meaning there was still plenty daylight for us to be seen; this had to be quick. And quiet. Quiet would be the hard part without a doubt. With his help, I lifted my body up and down, his fingertips digging into my hips as he held tightly to my waist. “Holy shit, Vic.”

“Still think I’m jealous?”

I grinned to myself. “I dunno; you’re fuckin’ me like you got somethin’ to prove,” I teased. Clearly there was jealousy but I knew better than to answer him with a yes. But if jealousy is this good a sexual motivator, I’d be happy with this silver lining to our fight. He lifted my dress up more, enough for him to expose my tits and seize my right one with his mouth. My head fell back, a cry escaping me when I felt the sharp stab of his teeth on the mound of flesh. “Fuck!” He growled, his mouth vibrating slightly around my nipple. 

“Ya still gonna run away and leave a note?” he asked, the heat from his mouth making toes curl.

“Never.” Unless he pushed me to it, of course. 

I felt the pads of his fingertips press my scalp, my hair tightly intertwined in his digits as he pulled my head back and forced me to make eye contact. “Don’t threaten to walk again.”

I rolled my eyes. “Or else?” I mocked.

He shook his head, his pelvis ceasing, the rapid rise and fall of our chests the only movement remaining between us. “No. Just don’t.”

I stared at him a moment longer and simply nodded before standing and turning around, lifting my dress over my head, then taking the rusty balcony rail in my hands to steady myself. I turned to look at him; to my surprise he was already stroking himself in the absence of something else warm wrapped around his cock. “Whatcha waitin’ for?”

“Can’t enjoy the view?”

“Enjoy it any longer and I’m gonna melt.”

“Someone other than me hungry for it?” he said with a hard slap to my right cheek before roughly re-entering from behind, making me jerk forward into the hot metal rail. I grunted at the pain in effort not to be too loud and settled comfortably on him, my body fitting him like a glove. He was in no way gentle as he thrust himself in and out of me, primal grunts escaping his chest every time his hips rammed into my ass. My tits would surely be bruised the way I was uncomfortably pressed into the railing. I stared at the rusted and flaking metal coating of the bars beneath my arms and fought to keep my legs from collapsing beneath me, every bone in my limbs turning to apple sauce, my muscles sore and aching. If only this kind of workout kept me in shape and was doctor recommended. And quiet as I was, there was nothing I could do to muffle the loud smack that echoed in the air when Victor got slap happy, or the sound that came from my mouth as a result. The funny thing was, the more I tried to shush him, the more intensely he fucked me, and the more sound we both ended up making. 

“Sss, holy fuck! Fuck fuck fuck, Vic! Shit!” I cried out, the restraint I had for my volume loosening. On a slower day I would have had a bit more self control, but I never lasted long, or quietly, when he was in a more animalistic mood.

“Mm, that’s right,” he grunted, digging his fingers into my hip bones. “Lemme have it, baby.” And before I knew it I did exactly that. My legs gave out beneath me and I fell to my knees, failing to hold myself up on the balcony railing any longer as I came. My moans were beyond stifling, and I felt nothing else, not even the pools of sweat pouring out of me. For just a moment I’d fallen into a deep well of ecstasy, my head throbbing from the mix of summer heat and pleasure, before I regained some composure to return the favor. 

I grabbed the thin cushion from my patio chair and placed it at his feet and knelt before him, taking him into my mouth as deep as I could. As hungrily as I could. Without hesitation his hands flew to my head, cradling the back of my skull and maneuvering me to a pace of his pleasure. “Atta girl,” he encouraged. He knew I was a sucker for praise, and after being a complete asshole I was expecting him to lay it on with the ass kissing for the rest of the evening. Now he had me working like I was the jealous one, when really I was only in competition with myself; I wanted to see if I could make him cum quicker than any of the other times I did this. I worked my head in a swivel and both of my hands in opposing twisting motion, pulling him into me as far as I could without biting off more than I could chew. It was useless, however, since Victor was determined to push my head down way past my limits. His hips undulated as he thrust his dick deeper and deeper into my throat. He’d momentarily pause and hold his place before pulling out to allow me to draw air, all before repeating the process. “Look at me,” he demanded, which was all he needed to say for me to know what time it was. I stared upwards at him with his cock still in my mouth, my eyes glassy with tears, and he pushed himself deep into my throat one final time and pumped the tip of his dick at the back of my throat. He held eye contact for as long as he could before his head fell backwards, eyes slamming shut as I felt the muscles of his thighs tighten. He grunted a low, beastlike growl before I felt him release all he had to offer in my throat, the sensation slightly tickling. I slowly jerked his dick off for good measure to ensure I got him for every drop before swallowing the thick, sticky fluid, swirling my tongue around his tip before he removed himself from my mouth. 

“Ah, Jesus fuck,” he sighed, his chest rising and falling as he tried to recover.

“I think I missed that Sunday school lesson.” He rolled his eyes and looked down at me, head still resting in his lap, before rising and extending a hand. I grabbed and he pulled me up, coming face to face with him and the wild grin plastered on his face. “Back inside before my ass gets covered in bug bites.”

“I could scratch it for ya,” he offered, running a claw harmlessly up my spine. I shivered and pushed away from him before round two threatened to begin, sliding the balcony door open, relieved once the ice cold air conditioning hit my chest.

“No thanks. But you absolutely can buy me another bouquet of flowers. And a vase, while you’re at it.”

[blu-joons]

DATING SEVENTEEN A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Joshua Hong

A ⇴ AFFECTION 

The closeness and connection that comes with affection is something that Joshua values the most. Building the physical connection with you is crucial to him, any time that he can hold you, he’ll take it in a heartbeat.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING 

It took a little while for Joshua to build up the courage to say hello when he spotted you in the restaurant. Your eyes had been on the noisy table for most of the night, unaware of his eyes on you. Several of the boys had picked up on him staring across at you, eventually pushing him to head over to you and introduce himself.

C ⇴ CONFESSION 

He wasn’t someone who tended to act quickly, Joshua took his time in getting to know you before he decided to confess to you. Joshua ended up confessing to you one evening when you stayed with him late at work. It was a small gesture, but you were clueless to just how much it meant to him. It was the final piece of the puzzle that was his heart in knowing that you were the one that he wanted to be able to call his.

D ⇴ DATES 

Pretty much all of your dates ended up involving foodie, Joshua loved to take you out to dinner, or even try and cook something just the two of you. He definitely considers himself as one of the better cooks in the group and enjoys showing off to you just how talented he is. Dates at the dorm are definitely his favourite, and he loves to sit down and enjoy a meal with a movie too. Horror is usually his choosing, which is definitely not something that you approve of, but he’ll make you watch them anyway.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE 

He was well aware he’d been painted as the gentleman before he even started dating, and he didn’t want to disappoint when he eventually began dating you. He didn’t want to ever disappoint you or be something that wasn’t expected. He was always making a conscious effort to hold the door for you or push you into your seat because the boys had hyped him up so much around you as the gentleman. No matter how many times you assured him he didn’t have to be that guy all the time, he still wanted to.

F ⇴ FIGHTING 

His deal of being the gentleman translated into arguments too. No matter how angry you got over anything, Joshua would never raise his voice or insult you. Sure, there were times when he felt wronged or that you weren’t listening to him, but rather than get loud too, he’d just calmly explain to you how he was feeling. Fights were often overwhelming for you, and so he’d always be there to give you a hug and calm you down when you got yourself worked up, no matter just how frustrated he might have been in that moment. Regardless, Joshua always makes sure that he’s putting you first.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

It didn’t take long for his mum to arrive, desperate to meet you. Being an only child, his family wanted to make sure that he found someone that made him happy, and thankfully, he had. His mum especially visited a lot more often than before when you came into his life, she absolutely adored the two of you together.

H ⇴ HOME 

After a couple of months, Joshua definitely began to explore moving out of the dorm. He wanted to be able to give you a space for the two of you, even if you assured him that you were happy being at the dorm, he always worried that you just said it. He knew he couldn’t live at the dorm forever too, especially when he had the chance to live with you.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU” 

Joshua was the first to say, ‘I love you,’ at the end of one of your dates. He made sure to walk you all the way to your door, but just as you turned around to say goodbye, he came out with those three little words instead. You were definitely taken aback to begin with, but soon invited him into your home, not wanting to leave your date just yet.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY 

Being jealous wasn’t something that tended to happen too much with Joshua. He didn’t have too much of a problem if you were around another guy or one of the members, as long as you were smiling, then he didn’t feel like he had anything to worry about. However, the moment that he began to notice your smile drop, a streak of jealousy and anger would hit him, and he’d make his way over just to see how you were. If he needed to be, he was very protective of you, and never let anyone hurt you or upset you.

K ⇴ KIDS 

Joshua often told you how he wanted to have children in the future, as it was down to him to be the one to give his parents grandchildren. Whether it was Korea or America, Joshua was keen to build a strong family foundation with you and become a dad one day. He told you frequently how he saw enlistment as a target, as with many of his members not around, he had a lot more time to focus on you instead.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER 

One of the things he loved to do the most was making other people laugh, he was a bright personality whose presence would often leave others around him smiling too. He doesn’t mind too much of how big a fool he makes himself as long as it’s making the others around him happy. You’d heard rumours from the start of your relationship about his signature dancing, and the first time you saw it, definitely didn’t disappoint you. Whenever you had a down day, he’d happily dance in front of you as he knew that it was one of the best things to put a smile on your face, not stopping until you were smiling once again.

M ⇴ MISSING 

The fans could be forgiven for thinking that Joshua coped just fine without you when he was on the road, but those that he was close to, just like his members, knew exactly how hard he found it being away from you. At group dinners or rehearsals, they’d often pick up when his mood was a little lower, he wouldn’t laugh at a joke or ignore someone calling out his name. Whenever he spoke to you too, he often would try and put on an act to try and convince you that he was doing just fine. But like the boys, you knew Joshua very well, and could always tell when he was missing you on the road.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES 

Joshua would often use English nicknames for you, which many of his members wouldn’t understand. ‘Sweetheart,’ or, ‘darling,’ would be the two that would come up the most, which you loved to hear come from him.

O ⇴ OBSESSION 

He was obsessed with your hands, he loved to be able to hold his much bigger ones in yours and tease you for the size difference between the two of them.

P ⇴ PDA 

Protective affection was something that Joshua was big on, the fans would often comment on how they always saw him keeping you safe whenever you were out together. He loved that his caring side was recognised by so many of the fans in forums or cafes when they saw the two of you out exploring with each other.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS 

He worried a lot, and so would often ask you if you were doing alright. Even if he’d asked you just a few moments ago, he’d soon be asking you again. You could only ever roll your eyes and laugh at just how big of a worrier he was.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS 

You know that Joshua never expects anything from you, if he needs a favour or help, he’ll never ask anyone. So, you often like to create special occasions for the two of you to remind him that you’re there. He’ll often come home to dinner prepared, but despite telling you that he never expects you to do any of this for him, you’ll always remind him that you’re just caring for him, and that nothing ever has to be expected.

S ⇴ SEX 

He’s very much a soft dom in the bedroom, he likes to be the one that does all the hard work and takes the lead, but he’s a romantic, and his lead is filled with a lot of affection. The most important thing to Joshua is always that you’re comfortable and happy, your needs come before his 100% of the time, if you even so much as try and forget about what you want, he’ll refuse to accept anything from you.

T ⇴ TEXTS 

If he misses the chance to see you in the day, he’ll always text you and see how you are. He’ll often text you with favours too, asking if you need a lift home or if you took lunch into work with you, or if you need him to do it for you.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE 

Joshua often wondered how love would change his life, but he never imagined that it would have the impact that it did. He loved being able to treat you like you deserved, and only ever helped to be perfect for you.

V ⇴ VACATION 

Whenever he had the chance to go away with you, he’d make sure that it was special. If he heard you mention a place that you loved, he’d make sure to book a trip there as soon as possible. You’d often argue for a trip to America, but he tended to refuse and would choose to take you somewhere that you wanted to go as a thank you for all your support.

W ⇴ WHINING 

Joshua didn’t tend to whine a lot, he would be patient for your attention, and would wait only for when you had the time for him.

X ⇴ XXXXX 

You received a lot of kisses from Joshua, he couldn’t help himself whenever you were before him just to reach forwards and grab onto you. Any part of exposed skin that he could find would often have his lips pressed against it. For any occasion, as far as Joshua is concerned, a kiss will do the trick, if you’re happy, they make you happier, and if you’re sad, then they’ll definitely help to make you happier again too.

Y ⇴ YOU 

You were his best friend, the one that he always wanted to keep protected.

Z ⇴ ZZZ 

At night, Joshua loved to sleep with you as close to him as possible. He’d hold you incredibly tightly, usually to a point where you had to tell him to loosen off a bit, but he couldn’t help but keep you nice and warm as you slept.

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Masterlist

[watch-grok-brainrot]

Wuji Refrain Breakdown/Translation

I feel like every time I hear the refrain of the cql end theme I break a little because the feeling of mourning and missing and loving overwhelms me.

煮一壶 生死悲欢 祭少年郎

EVERY TIME this line starts playing my heart just stops. The imagery it invokes SO freakishly sad.

煮 - boil/cook

一 - a

壶 - pot

生 - life/birth

死 - death

悲 - sorrow

欢 -joy

祭 - sacrifice/memorialize

少 - small/young/few

年 - years

郎 - man/boy, used also as part of the binome meaning groom (新郎), sometimes used to address a male significant other.

So all together i would translate it as 

“Boiling a pot of life’s breadth of feelings to memorialize a young man I loved”

The idea of “boiling a pot of” I associate with alcohol. A lot of old school booze was ingested warm. And that echoes the character for sacrifice/memorialize since alcohol is often poured onto the ground to memorialize people. Pour one out for the dead, right?

And the phrase 生死悲欢 actually echoes a song dynasty poem by su dong po where he says “ 人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺 humans suffer sorrow, joy, union, and separation and the moon has clear and overcast days, waxes and wanes”. The union and separation part of the phrase about people got replaced by life and death -- LWJ and WWX’s specific union and separation. 

So the image this line paints in my head is snow slowly falling outside the jingshi. LWJ with his hair down, tending to a pot of emperor’s smile. Tears are probably flowing down his face but no one is there to see it so it’s ok. He pours out the emperor’s smile -- all of it -- and looks up at the moon and says something to WWX. And in his head, there is zero question that WWX is the youth he loved. 

明月依旧何来怅惘

So this continues from the previous line where LWJ pours out the pot of liquor and thinks of wwx. He stares at the moon and he asks the moon about his feelings.

明- bright

月- moon

依旧- still/as before/ unchanged (two characters are aligned with and old)

何 - what/why

来 - come

怅惘 - listless/distracted

“The moon still shines bright, so from whence does my listlessness come?” 

This echos poetry by Li Bai, Su Dongpo, Wang Anshi, Wang Changling, and basically anyone of note in chinese poetry. The image of a bright moon is often associated with wistful longing, missing loved ones, and inexplicable sorrow. Examples (via haoppo’s quick translation and any additional notes i think are relevant): 

秦时明月汉时关，万里长征人未还。——王昌龄《出塞》

The bright moon since Qin and the Pass since Han, 10000 li traveling, the people have not returned. 

( this is a poem about war. the moon and the pass symbolize how war has been continuous since these have existed. The 10000 li represents the distance between China proper and the borders. The people not returning are the soldiers. OOOOOF.)

明月几时有，把酒问青天。——苏轼《水调歌头》

When will the next bright moon be? I lift my liquor to ask the deep blue sky.

(This poem is ICONIC. It’s the on same one as where 人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺 is from. It’s very commonly associated with Mid Autumn Festival. The whole point of the festival is to look at the moon and realize everyone you love that is still alive is able to see that same moon. Sweet, sentimental, wistful)

春风又绿江南岸，明月何时照我还？——王安石《泊船瓜洲》

The spring breeze has brought greenness to the lands of Jiangnan. When will the moon’s light guide me home? 

(Jiangnan means south of the river. It’s a region in china south of the yangtze. Iconic because it includes Shanghai, Nanjing (nanking), Hangzhou, Suzhou, etc. Jiangnan is where a lot of cultural things happened in south china. Hangzhou and Suzhou are two of THE MOST BEAUTIFUL cities. There’s a saying that in the sky there is heaven and on earth we have hangzhou and suzhou. I can go on about this but this isn’t a post about how freaking much i love traveling in jiangnan.)

我寄愁心与明月，随风直到夜郎西。——李白《闻王昌龄左迁龙标遥有此寄》

I mail my sorrowful heart and bright moon, via wind, directly to west Yelang 

(I didn’t want to use the standard bright moon and frost poem we get whenever we think of Li Bai. But i also couldn’t not include Li Bai! So this one! Li Bai’s writing is pretty clear he has feels and he’s sending them to west Yelang. But what is west Yelang? It’s where his friend is! The poem is basically, hey, i heard you were at this palace so i’m writing you a poem and telling you how i want to be with you!)

So the next line is a tone shift and it’s more of a promise, IMO. This is WWX and LWJ’s wish. Not as heartbreaking but still part of the refrain so i want to include this in my post. 

不如 潇潇洒洒 历遍风和浪

This part is a MOOD and hard to translate. I will try to at least explain it. 

不如 - not as good as/would rather

潇潇洒洒 - freely/natural/easy/unrestrained (ope, isn’t this just wuji? :P)

历 - experience/weather

遍 - through

风 - wind

和 - and

浪 - waves

“I would rather freely experience all of life’s dangers.”

So, 潇潇洒洒 is just a MOOD. It’s the mood of a rogue cultivator untethered to rules. It’s the mood of the legendary masters in Wuxia Jianghu who does what they want and are completely at ease. They wander through towns righting wrongs and standing up for justice and then leave without a trace. It’s the feeling of wind in your hair as you stand at the top of a hill on a crisp day. It’s free of stress and pain and suffering. I think the closest thing i’ve seen in english is something like “footloose and fancy free” but without the romantic connotations. 

And then the experience + through  basically means experience all of or experience thoroughly. 

And wind + waves is a way of saying hardships, danger, or trials: the wind blows and waves come, the waves bring the ups and downs of life. I love how chinese words are very imagery based. 

天涯一曲共悠扬

tiān yá yì qǔ gòng yōu yang

天涯 - end of the earth (literally sky + cliff) 

一 - a 

曲 - song/tune

共 - together

悠扬 - melodious (leisurely + spread)

“Playing a melody together to the end of the earth.”

And this part of the song invokes the last scene of the show where WWX is playing a flute ON A CLIFF (note, end of earth = sky + cliff). I’m positive he’s there waiting for LWJ and trying to hasten LWJ’s appearance by playing THEIR SONG. 

Ok. I’m done. I’m going to go listen to this song and TRY NOT TO CRY. And it’s ONLY 4 LINES of the song! The rest of it is just as bad. Gaaaaaaaah. SO MANY FEELS. 

[incorrect-mha-bnha]

Trans Bakugou HC????

His first genuine smile happened after waking up from top surgery to see himself finally weightless after years of drowning. No one would ever forget how bright and alive he seemed as tears fell down his face in the hospital. Kirishima could have sworn to hearing a laugh slip through at one point, but of course that was denied.

Bakugou designed his hero suit to be a cross tank because he assumed his top surgery would have been done by then but sadly, kidnapping and hero bs got in the way. Now he has to wear sports bras under it until the appointment can be booked. Leaving him pissed and just slightly dysphoric out and about which helps aid his sour mood while training.

My poor boy Bakugou has D cups. Pray for him😔...No, but for real. The size of his unfortunate lumps caused a lot of dysphoria while wearing his hero suit. (Going back to the previous bullet) Because of their size, it was a lot harder to bind to satisfactory which led to a lot of methods being used until he just said fuck it and started weight lifting. (For those who don’t know, weight lifting turns breast tissue into muscle and some other cool pectoral shit. I know this because my Ma is a personal trainer.) It shrunk him down a few sizes while building muscle, giving the illusion of pecs so wearing a sports bra was bearable.

Bakugou went through many phases of figuring out who he wanted to be (that’s obvious but I’m not talking about gender wise) in terms of style and personality. He tried different types of styles until one stuck, now he looks like a gremlin in baggy clothes (on occasions). He also went through a makeup phase to try and darken his features.

When Bakugou is really dysphoric, he hunches over and grumbles a lot. Everyone usually stays away, discounting Midoriya and Kirishima. Them being the bravest and brightest always gang up on Bakugou to help bring his spirits and confidence up. Even let him get the anger out with a rough spar.

Bakugou changes in the bathroom of the locker room to avoid invasive eyes (Mineta) or is released 5 minutes early by his teachers to get a head start.

During his pre-top surgery days, Bakugou would wear a baggy shirt into the pool But practically avoided it altogether. The first person to really get him comfortable enough to uncross his arms in the pool, given that they somehow coaxed him in, was Kirishima.

Bakugou was never self conscious about his height, being visited by the height fairy during puberty but his hips and chest? Count them as life ruiners. Baby had so many dysphoria episodes in front of the mirror that he turned into an angry introvert.

T does a lot of shit to your body, one of those being heightening your aggression levels. If Bakugou was already slightly aggressive to begin with, his pleasancey took a nose dive after starting T.

Sigh, back on my KiriBaku bs but anyway. THE FIRST PERSON TO EVER CALL BAKUGOU MANLY WAS KIRISHIMA. AND THAT SHIT HIT DIFFERENTLY.

Uhmmm pro hero Bakuhou starting a fundraiser for trans kids and adults who are homeless, jobless (Aka struggling), in need of support or looking for others like them, searching for clarity, even protection. Bakugou is like the trans Jesus, that is all.

He literally hates what he feels like when someone points out that his mother and him look alike. Yeah, he fucking gets it but is there a need to point it out? Damn.

COMMITS himself to doing regular vocal excersises to lower his voice, even with T. His usual gruff tone is to mask the voice cracks he gets on the hormones, because that would be embarrassing.

When Bakugou got the call that he was going to get top surgery, he literally blew his phone up with so much excitment then burst into tears.

Showers suck- nuff said.

Midoriya was the first person to ever know about Bakugou being trans. So, he started bullying Midoriya into silence but soon realized the boy wouldn’t have uttered a word anyway and simply wanted to help and be there for him. Of course, Bakugou, being young and new to the life change, wanted everyone who had once known him as a girl to be gone. That meant he would try and remove Midoriya from his life for good but the green boy just kept on bouncing back. Imagine his surprise to know the one person with his secret would be attending high school with him. Shit got flipped.

All of the girls carry extra supplies for emergencies. Bakugou does too but sometimes a p*riod (I bleep because it can be a sensitive topic) just pops out of nowhere. It gets him frustrated and embarrassed whenever he isn’t prepared but the girls somehow always know the right timing to whisk him off to help or stealthily stuff some things into his pocket as they cross paths. It’s like a cartel of drugs but the girls are being true friends with pads in the end. Kirishima even got on the bandwagon and started carrying supplies for whoever may need it.

Bakugou refused to wear tampons, shit was a no go.

In the beginning, Bakugou would frequently steal one of the girl’s heating pads whenever the pain got unbearable. They hardly minded but Momo gifted him one as a present. He uses it all the time.

After he came out and became comfortable, Bakugou would joke about donating his lumps to the girls that bitched about being small chested. (We are looking at you Jirou). “Free unfortunate lumps for sale! I don’t want them, take the damn things!”, “Hey! Give me your chest, switch with me!”

Bakugou is a night dweller for many reasons. 1.) Time to not bind and give himself a break while doing stretches. 2.) snacks are Free real estate 3.) It’s easier to not bind while everyone isn’t there to witness him walking to relieve tension.

Bakugou once heard that frequent conception of coffee leads to a decrease in breast size by 0.3 cups. Bakugou ended up consuming so much that he stayed up for a total of 72 hours, almost overdosed, couldn’t sit still, finished everyone’s homework plus his own, deep cleaned the entire dorm and trained until he crashed. Now, he hates the taste of it but swears that his little shits shrunk a whole cup.

Imma say this loudly because it’s my favorite hc mostly because it’s what I do. BAKUGOU HATES WEARING LIGHT COLORS, THE BIGGEST FUCK NO GOS OUT TO WHITE SHIRTS. HE PREFERS TO WEAR DARK COLORS BECAUSE HIS BINDER IS BLACK. THE ONLY REASON HE WEARS HIS UNFORM, BEGRUDGINGLY, IS BECAUSE THE MATERIAL ISNT SEE THROUGH AND IT IS ALSO CRUMPLY. AKA, EASILY COVERS HIM UP BY GOING A SIZE UP.

His waist in snatched thanks to those bitch ass hips.

His first post surgery outfit was a very thin material white shirt because fuck yeah, get a view of his binder less chest under there!

Bakugou wears headphones while going about in public for a few reasons. 1.) He doesn’t like interacting with people and the headphones usually wards them off from bothering him. 2.) Loud music in his ears tends to tune out people misgendering him and transphobes being chucklefucks.

Bakugou got his respect to be called a guy from his family by blatantly ignoring anyone who called him by his deadman and/or used the wrong pronouns. “Bitch, suddenly I can’t hear. I don’t know who you think you are calling.”

Bakugou is very proud of any hair that grows on his body. (Sigh, take that how you wish). Literally prances around the UA grounds showing off even the tineiest hint of a beard, and raves over his growing leg hair.

Bakugou’s favorite movie is Mulan, fight me on that.

Bakugou’s life zeal is Be Trans Throw Hands

More to be added

Part 2

Part 3

[dracimexidae]

URL music game

rules: spell out your URL with song titles and tag some friends

I was tagged by @doedreamss (thank you, dearie!! <3 )

Since I already did this game once with my main blog URL, I hope you won’t mind me doing this with my Black Sails sideblog (which is rather abandoned atm but I promise I haven’t forgotten it and I’ll start posting there again eventually  I don’t know to whom I talking to maybe the 2-3 people who follow me both here and there lol)... the name is also longer, so more songs yay (as if you were asking that lmao)!! ;)

Andante, andante - Lily James (Mamma mia! 2 OST) // all right, I didn’t mean to return to my Mamma mia! obsession phase - it was bad enough when the first movie got out - but I got to listen to one song (which was not this one, but another song about a student kissing her teacher, rather creepy if you think about it but the music is so engaging it’s still stuck in my head, damn it) by chance and started roaming through the soundtrack of this sequel (which I haven’t seen yet tbh, actually by choice since I already know a thing about the story that upsets me a lot, but I guess I’ll eventually watch it because the songs aren’t bad, though I’ve had the impression that the level of silliness is not even close to the first movie and that’s what I actually enjoyed about it in the first place :p ) and I got to listen to this song and :’) - I’m not even one for love songs but this is so sweet and warm and intimate and Lily James’ voice is delightful so yeah, another one bound to be stuck in my head for days! also it doesn’t help that I’ve been thinking about Philinda slow dancing to this song I have a HUGE problem

Never give up on your dreams - Two Steps From Hell // HA, my mandatory TSFH mention when I talk about music! XD (and be grateful it’s the only one as I tried to make the list varied) One of my favourites (mh, I say that A LOT regarding TSFH but oh well :p ), so moving and epic and heart-lifting, I’m undone whenever I listen to this, like, I can’t function, it’s almost too much for me! :’)

Amazing grace - J2 (feat. Chelsea Caroline) // Oh, I love J2′s covers of songs, they’re so badass!! This is a more pop-rock/epic rendition than the usual hymn, but I find it great, and the singer’s voice is powerful and rich!

Taking the hobbits to Isengard - Erwin Beekveld // I legit have this song in my music playlist - I mean, how could I not?! XD This will NEVER be outdated and not legendary!! 

I’ve no more fucks to give - Thomas Benjamin Wild. Esp. // About this song I’m just going to say LIFE GOALS!!! This is the level I aspire to achieve hands down!

Only happy when it rains - Garbage // I blame the Captain Marvel soundtrack for bringing back this song, which rocks and sometimes is also a BIG mood!!

Northern lights - Gaelic Storm // aaaaaaand Gaelic Storm is another band that tends to pop up when I get to speak about music! I love, love, LOVE this song, it’s so touching and enchanting and soothing and, dare I say, romantic... <33

One day - Hans Zimmer // catch me crying whenever I hear this goddamn piece... especially the godforsaken end, man... you know the scene when it plays... ;_______;

Fat bottomed girls - Red Hot Chilli Pipers // whoo hoo, catch me headbanging and dancing all around at this!! I love the original song, of course, but this version with BAGPIPES!!!!!!!! INSTANT LOVE, it was!!!! (well, it does good on my self-esteem a bit as well, since I think I can consider myself a part of this “category” of ladies celebrated by the song ;) )

Today we rise - Luke Youngblood (Galavant OST) // have I begged you today to watch this show??!!  This is one of my absolute FAVOURITES in the whole soundtrack and I get to sing along proudly every chance I get (which happens basically when I’m alone, since I have to skip this soundtrack while I’m outside in public because if I listened to it I would surely start smiling and giggling like an idiot and people would certainly think me mad) ... lol, Sid always complained about never having the opportunity to do a proper performance and in the end he was given one of the most brilliant songs to sing!!! :D I’m almost, ALMOST tempted to follow him into battle - surely I’ll sing the hell out of it until the end, only to likely hide with the other peasants because well, once you think about what you’re singing you’re not exactly encouraged to pursue!! XD

Helvegen - Wardruna // wow, this song always sends me chills down my spine, so haunting and enchanting!!!

In the end - 2WEI // I blame AOS season 6′s trailer for making me listen to this, although I already heard other pieces of 2WEI... What can I say, I’m rather drawn to epic covers of songs (although I still love the original song to bits)...

El tango de Roxanne - Ewan McGregor, Jacek Koman, José Feliciano (Moulin Rouge OST) // I rewatched the movie not long time ago and this song never fails to fuck me up, I always arrive at the end choked up... I love the soundtrack of this movie!

Vespertine (My crimson bride) - Kamelot // Can’t explain why, but this song, rather than being a fucking WONDER, has also been an anchor for me when my grandmother died... I don’t know really why it kept playing in my head during that period, but it was actually a soothing balm for my wounded heart and my broken thoughts, so I’m really grateful to it for keeping me steady (well, as steady as I could have been in that circumstance)... I love this song (and its album) to bits!!!

Everybody needs somebody to love - The Blues Brothers // This song (and its soundtrack and movie) is a sure antidote to sadness for me, nothing more to say!!

Sailing for adventure (on the big blue wet thing XD) - Muppet Treasure Island OST // let’s end on a VERY serious note, shall we?! Yep, I totally have this song on my phone and every time I listen to it I feel like I could embark on a ship and sail away! (though I’m rather sure I’d end up joining the two “figureheads” singing “should have took the train!” because I may get sea sick or something XD ) Can we appreciate the human actors singing along though?! Well, apart from the marvelous Tim Curry, of course...

I’m tagging (always, if you haven’t done it before and feel like it <3) @whitestnoise, @thelifeinmyshadesofgrey, @tirairgid, @queen-of-love-and-beauty, @valentinaonthemoon, @mednay, @ennaih ... Oh, I don’t know really, whoever wants to do this!! :)

[sketchyroad]

Rowan O‘Brien (LI: Morgan) Age: 29 Height: 5′5

Charming | Intimidating

Impulsive | Cautious

Sarcastic | Genuine

Friendly | Stoic

Easygoing | Stubborn

Heart | Mind

Optimist | Pessimist

Team Player | Independent

By the book | Bend the rules 

 || S K I L L S ||

People  64% Combat  6% Science/Technology  46% Deduction/Knowledge  47%

[I may have...overdone it but here’s one of my detectives for The Wayhaven Chronicles! I hope to introduce the others at some point if time allows it :’)]

|| P E R S O N A L I T Y || 

Rowan is generally friendly and approachable but can get rather intimidating when she feels she needs to be. She’s very confident and likes to make it clear that she’s the boss, be it in a professional setting or in private. Because of that she can be a little difficult at times, but she tries her best to get along with everyone.  Rowan has a bit of a mischievous streak, but she does it all in good fun and any playful remark is usually followed up by what she really meant to say. She makes sure people know she’s joking and doesn’t mean any harm. However, when she’s mad she tends to speak before thinking things through and that can result in some pretty heated arguments. She tries to avoid conflict, but doesn’t shy away from it should it happen anyway.

Rowan joined the police because she wanted to pick a job that had a purpose. She knew the big city offered a wider array of interesting jobs, but when it was time to choose a career path after graduating she went with her gut and chose something that allowed her to stay close to home but was still more interesting than a regular office job.

When she got promoted, she wasn’t exactly surprised, but wasn’t sure on wether to take the offer or not. She felt like she had the skills she needed, so she decided to give it a go and found it quite challenging, but somehow ended up enjoying the job.

She has pretty much no combat skills, but makes up for it by a good balance of her other skills. Her people skills being the highest of them. She likes to use words and her aura of authority to get things to go her way and is quite good at assessing people. Even though Rowan has no trouble dealing with people she’s more introverted in nature and needs some downtime just for herself. She’s really been loving having an office of her own! Tina is one of her best friends and Rowan loves her energy and fun personality. She often relies on Tina to make sure she gets out enough.

Rowan tried to be welcoming when Unit Bravo arrived but was put off by their behavior, which resulted in a fight pretty quickly. She was looking forward to having a team but was really disappointed when she felt like they didn’t accept her at all. With time she got used to them and eventually, especially after the reveal, came to like them in the end. 

After the reveal Rowan didn’t really believe what she was being told. But she trusts her mother enough to know that she wouldn’t be pulling a prank on her while in a hospital bed, and after seeing the facility, she finally fully believed her. Rowan was initially a bit blown away by all this new information but was rather intrigued by it all as well. After learning the truth, she understands Unit Bravo a lot better and tries to think of the situation as a fresh start. She doesn’t really see them in a different light since she feels like she got to know them as people and that their species has nothing to do with their personalities anyway. She appreciates Rebecca trying to let Rowan live a normal life, but doesn’t think all the secrecy was necessary.

|| F U N  F A C T S ||

Rowan is a series junkie and likes to spend her evenings watching Netflix. Sometimes she stays up late to finish a series and ends up accidentally sleeping in the next day.

She’s been dating quite a bit lately but has only been disappointed so far. At this point she’s about to just give up on it, much to Tina’s horror! 

Rowan tends to bite off more than she can chew. She likes a challenge, but sometimes underestimates stressful situations.

Rowan holds grudges forever, so it’s best not to get on her bad side. You need to work hard if you want to make it up to her! 

She’s utterly terrified of spiders.

 || R E L A T I O N S H I P S ||

Adam:  Rowan could not stand Adam in the beginning. It’s only after the reveal that she began to understand where he was coming from and their relationship improved from that point on. She really respects him as Unit Bravo’s leader but doesn’t like his bossy attitude (oh the irony). By the end of Book One she views him as a friend, if not a particularly close one.

Nate:  Nate and Rowan get along just fine. She thinks he’s a bit too polite at times and isn’t sure if he always means what he says or if he’s just trying to be nice. But she really appreciates the effort and knows that if it weren’t for Nate, dealing with Unit Bravo would be a whole lot more difficult. Nate is easy to be around for Rowan since he’s not as intense as the others. And they both like tea and puppies!

Farah:  Rowan enjoys Farah’s little quips and remarks! Even when they’re directed at her she sees the fun in them and usually laughs them off. While she thinks Farah can be a bit exhausting to be around at times, she still really likes her. She seems to have the ability to lift up Rowan’s mood whenever she feels a bit down.

Morgan:  Oh Morgan, what have you done? Turning confident Rowan into a shy blushing mess.  Rowan feels very conflicted about Morgan. Some days she can’t deal with her hostility at all and other days she feels like actual putty in her hands. Rowan doesn’t understand how Morgan works, which frustrates her immensely. She doesn’t even know what it is that she finds so attractive, but still can’t help feeling drawn to her. Rowan’s aware of her own feelings, but given her bad luck with relationships in the past and Morgan’s attitude, she doesn’t really see it going anywhere. And yes, she’s been dolefully spending a few evenings eating ice cream while watching sad movies over it.

Bobby:  Ah, her one big mistake. Bobby is her Ex. She feels like a fool for falling for him and can’t believe she was so wrong about his character. He still manages to get under her skin and she feels bad about letting him every time.

Rebecca:  Rowan and Rebecca are very close! Rowan didn’t get to see her mother as much as she wanted to as a child, but that just made her enjoy the times they were together even more. She likes to think that quality time is more important than quantity time. 

[minimonojoon]

drabble 01 | pjm

g e n r e: angsty. p a i r i n g: idol!jimin x reader. w o r d s: 1482. p r o m p t: “goodbye kiss” taken from this list. w a r n i n g s: none. a / n: I wrote this last night and rushly edited this morning, so sorry for whatever mistake you’ll find. I wanted to post something as I’m currently writing a bigger fic, which is turning into a personal challenge for me👀. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this little drabble! xx

Airports give you goosebumps.

Usually, it’s the good kind of goosebumps. Your blood runs faster with adrenaline whenever you enter airports, baggage in hand and smile on your face. The sound of trolleys’ wheels on the ground, the chatting of people speaking languages you never heard of – it excites you to the point you can’t stop jumping around here and there, rushing to go on the line for your plane and the protocol controls they made.

To most of the people out there, taking a plane is a stressful experience and sometimes, even awful. You can’t say you hadn’t your fair share of those uncomfortable situations, where you risked arriving late and missing your flight, or simply having to wake up to ungodly hours to take a damn plane. But it was never something you perceived negatively.

Today, however, it is marked as an exception.

There isn’t any goosebumps on your skin, nor the marvelous expression you make whenever you realize the airport is somewhere people just pass by and you watch them in awe, picturing where they go and why. Today, the airport is just a place where people’s bustling and running from and for everywhere, too scared of not arriving in time for their flight, annoys you in a way you could never imagine. You watch passengers fighting on the phone because they baggage were lost and families who part for god knows how long. The sight of a mother adjusting her son’s jacket with shaky hands and lips pressured together to contain her tears and sobs, has your breath itched. The frightening sensation of tears coming to wet your eyes hunts you and you do everything in your willpower to suppress it, desperately fluttering your eyelashes.

It’s only the tugging on your hand that distracts you and you feel the warm fingers intertwined with yours squeezing your tiny hand in a comforted grip.

You lift your gaze to watch your boyfriend, his blond hair completely covered by a black cap. The sole thing you can see right now are his dark eyes, which reflect your same sentiment of falling apart – but you picture a smile under the black fabric of his mask, the way it crinkles around his mouth. This is one of the reason why you love and hate Jimin; being able to be strong whenever it is needed and acting as everything is okay, even when it’s clearly not it’s both a bless and curse for you. It shows you how much strong he is, but at the same time he makes himself unreachable for you, prohibiting you to comfort him as well.

You smile back, following him to the gates where passengers are lining up, waiting to pass the usual controlling operations. “Did you take everything? I know you tend to forget your toothbrush, dummy,” you start, stopping beside a closed shop, in a more secluded spot. The thundering of your heart is now strong enough that you can hear it, as your voice quivers a little. You’re not even able to look at him in the eyes.

“I did, yeah. But I’ll take another one to add it to my collection when I come back,” he tries to lighten the mood, chuckling mildly. You hum a laugh, uncapable to really enjoying how he jokes about your personal collection of toothbrush, always bought in some stores across the world or taken away from hotels he stays in during concert or promotion period. You move closer to him, until your cheek touches his shoulder. This is not the first time he goes away, yet this one in particular has put you under an emotional rollercoaster.

Maybe because you will not see each other for probably more than six months.

“Call me or text me when you arrive. And don’t forget to eat. I recommended Tae to watch over you.” You blurt the words with a dreading scowl, interrupting the silence established between the two of you, looking at him in the eyes to show how serious you are. The way your brows are furrowed and your lips form that adorable pout make Jimin watching you with adoration and longing, simply nodding to your words. He isn’t able to form a cocky reply as he’d have usually done, not this time.

“You better study and work hard, okay? I want you to finally have that degree. You deserve that.” He affirms determinedly, suddenly cupping your cheeks. You watch him with wide eyes, biting your bottom lip to contain your tears. You feel an enormous lump on your throat and you try to gulp multiples times, uselessly.

You take a deep, shaky breath, gripping his coat with your small hands. You want this moment to never end, prolonging it as much as possible. “I’ll miss you so much, Jimin,” you stutter, as you realize he soon needs to go. He might be arriving late to the gate and you can’t let that happen, not when he purposely asked his manager to let him go a day after the rest of boys have gone to their first big city of their worldwide tour, just to stay with you. You choke a sob that threatens to leave your lips.

“I’ll miss you, too,___.”

He places his mask below his chin, so you can now see his face. His eyes are watery as yours, you notice. It’s almost comically the way you two try to smile to each other but failing miserably. You try to joke on that, when Jimin’s eyes closes briefly and his face draws near yours, until his lips are gently brushing yours. Your breath falters at the delicate touch, as this is your very first kiss and not the last in the next long months.

It’s just a matter of seconds though, before you decide to press firmly yet gently your lips on his, sealing them in a proper kiss.

Your heart suddenly burst in a thundering storm, pulsing violently as the thought that you will not be able to touch him like this for longer than you ever imagined hits you. It has your arms sliding across his shoulders and your feet to lift so that you can mold your body to his. You feel his stronger arms clasping your middle as his hands alt in the expanse of your back, as he also desires to never separate from you and to embed you forever.

In that moment, everything is casted away. The noises of the outside are a faint sound in the background, as you focus on the sensation the kiss you’re sharing with Jimin crash you like a wave of the ocean. It’s like you are in your own little bubble, excluding the rest of the world from it. Your chest blooms with love and affection for the boy in your arms, as your part your lips to let him search your tongue to deepen the kiss. Your hands caress the strands on the back of his neck, tugging slightly on them. You don’t want to let go, now nor never. It’s childish and egoistic, but you don’t want leave him.

That’s why, after what felt like interminable minutes passed too fast, you whine when Jimin detaches from you, chuckling before pressing his nose to yours and then in the crook of your neck, inhaling your delicate and flowery scent. The words “don’t go” are on the tip of your tongue, but you don’t voice them. Yet you seem to not let your grip on his coat loosen and that’s why Jimin has to calmly place his hands above yours.

“I need to go, love,” Jimin whispers, as these words wounded him the moment he let them out. He lovingly brushes his thumbs on the back of your hands in a soothing way before you finally let go, sighing dejectedly.

“See you in six months, then,” you snivel, wiping a tear from your cheek. He simply nods, before he goes in for another kiss. This time, Jimin just press his lips over yours in a sweet, innocent way, like he’s going out for practice or to the groceries store near your apartment. Not far away from you.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, hon.”

You wave your hand, eyes puffy and red as you carefully watch him lining up with other people, sniffing. It’s only when Jimin is nearly at the corner of the line that he turns to you one last time. He settles his mask below his chin again, smiling reassuringly. He sends you a flying kiss this time and you can’t help but chuckle as your cheeks burn red returning the gesture. You bless this century for technology, devices and apps for once. As you watch your boyfriend vanish, following the line, you start walking back to the main entrance.

You can’t wait to go back here to welcome him again.

[blu-joons]

DATING GOT7 HEADCANON A⇴Z ⇴ BamBam

A ⇴ AFFECTION

BamBam is more than happy to cling to you, he loves any type of attention, and if affection gives it to him, he’ll happily take it. The second you leave him he’ll pout and groan until you’re back with him once again.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

He was full of confidence, which quickly pulled your attention towards him at the event you both attended. He tried to play it cool, but he could feel your eyes looking in his direction, enjoying the attention you gave him. Being BamBam, he couldn’t help but push things a little more, but when he tripped over his own leg, he quickly regretted it.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

After his little mishap, he thought it was game over for trying to impress you, but when you appeared in front of him with a drink to check if he was alright, he was beyond surprised. BamBam quickly pulled himself together, shrugging it off as no big deal even if his ankle throbbed. He invited you to sit with him whilst he accepted the drink, and after talking for a while, he asked if you wanted to get out of the place with him.

D ⇴ DATES

There’s never a boring date with BamBam, he loves fun, and loves spoiling you too which creates the perfect conversation. He equally loves active and recreational dates, but also is fond to a nice restaurant where he can show you a different, much calmer side to him. He hates dates at home, he likes getting out and doing things, and exploring with you. You worry sometimes about being out in public so often for your dates, but BamBam is always quick to reassure you and put your mind at ease, putting your safety as his biggest priority.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

He’d had a few dates, maybe a couple of passionate nights, but nothing as serious as things were with you. He quite enjoyed being a flirt and having so much attention, but that all changed when he met you. He couldn’t quite put his finger on what it was about you that changed his personality so much, but he loved having a serious relationship. He loved waking up in the morning and still having someone there, or if he was having a hard time, knowing he had someone to talk to. After being with you, he never wanted to go back to being just the flirt again.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

There were times when BamBam could definitely be quite stubborn, but that never meant he liked arguing with you. If things began to get quite serious, he’d try to crack a joke or nervously laugh to brighten up the mood again, but when you didn’t smile back at him, he knew he was in trouble. He was usually a very calm and relaxed person but when you didn’t react and decided to drag out an argument longer than he wanted to then he’d get a bit frustrated, deciding to leave the room for a while and try again once the two of you had had some time apart to try and relax and clear your minds a bit.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

You’d only ever met his family through calls and Skype, which BamBam hated. He couldn’t wait for the day when he could take you home and introduce you to all of his family. Similarly, they couldn’t wait to meet you either, each of them was desperate to be able to hug you in person and thank you for putting up with BamBam.

H ⇴ HOME

He never thought too much about you moving in with him, until after the first night you stayed over. He had butterflies for the rest of the day, the feeling of waking up beside you, and seeing how you both seamlessly settled into a routine around each other was something he definitely felt he could get used to.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

BamBam was the first one to say, ‘I love you,’ just as he left for tour. He didn’t know when he’d have the chance to see you or speak to you as he moved halfway around the world, and for him, there were no words greater to leave you with than those. The best bit was grabbing his phone when he landed to see you’d text, letting him know you loved him too.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

No on tried harder to mask their jealousy then BamBam, but as soon as you’d confront him about it and the nervous laugh would appear again, you knew exactly what was happening. He’d slowly move closer towards you when he began to get jealous, little showers of affection would arrive that usually didn’t happen, and he’d talk to you, and only you, as much as possible. Each time he knew he’d get a lecture about how he had no reason to feel jealous when you were alone again, but sometimes he just couldn’t help the feeling.

K ⇴ KIDS

Having children was another subject he tried to remain calm about, but secretly he couldn’t wait for the day when he had little ones around for him to spoil. Whenever you asked him what he was thinking about he’d just say it was nothing but judging by his smile you knew he was thinking about something. Seeing you around children as well always made him smile, he knew there was no one else he wanted to have a family with.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

He loved to laugh and joke around, there were very few things in the world that BamBam found serious. Knowing that he made you smile, and laugh was the greatest honour for him, it didn’t matter how he did it, just knowing that he was the reason for it was enough. As already mentioned, he hated awkward tension or serious moments, so he’d often use his laughter and humour to try and bring a bit of light back to a situation, even if it wasn’t quite right for the situation, he’d do anything to get rid of the silences and tension.

M ⇴ MISSING

Before his first trip away from you, BamBam was pretty confident he’d be fine considering he’d spent years away from his family now. For the first couple of days, he was fine, but when he fell asleep in his hotel room alone for the first time, having spent the first few nights rooming with Yugyeom, he really began to miss you. The feeling of not having someone there with him through him completely, and then he began to spiral. All the little things that he began to take for granted with you by his side, built up every day. He never realised how much he actually depended on you being around until you were no longer there.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

You tended to just call BamBam, ‘bam,’ considering he was so fond of his nickname anyway. He loved to call you, ‘princess,’ it would always make you chuckle, and make sure you knew he loved to spoil you.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He was obsessed with your bum, he loved to lay over it or rest his hands against it when you weren’t expecting it, always making you jump and squeal.

P ⇴ PDA

No one could ever stop BamBam from being affectionate with you in public, he didn’t care at all what others thought. If he wanted to kiss you, he would, or if he wanted to wrap his arm around you, he’d do without a second thought. He wasn’t afraid to show you he loved you, no matter where the two of you were.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He’d love to ask for your opinion on the things he wore and his style. Shopping with BamBam at times was a nightmare, he was very meticulous on the things he wore, spending hours through the aisles, asking your opinion each time.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Being bilingual, BamBam was able to write in many languages, which often impressed you. In one of the languages that you couldn’t understand, he’d often leave little notes around for you to translate. It was a habit he often had when he was going on tour, scattering little notes around to remind you he loved you. He especially loved when you got the translations wrong and he’d have to sit and explain to you what it actually said.

S ⇴ SEX

He loved to try and dominate as he saw it as an opportunity to show off in front of you. Especially with how much his body has changed recently, he loves to impress you with his strength and move you around by lifting you high in the air. He craves a lot of attention, he wants to be able to feel your hands explore his body and feel your lips trace across his skin, just like he always does with you.

T ⇴ TEXTS

You’d receive many texts throughout the day from BamBam if you were busy. If he was at home alone, he’d ask you to come over, and beg you to finish your day at work sooner so that he could see you and cuddle you.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

He was very much a people person, who had plenty of friends, but out of all of them, every time, he’d choose you. No one connected with him like you did or understood all his quirks the way you’d learnt to.

V ⇴ VACATION

The minute BamBam had the chance to go on vacation, he was desperate to take you home. Weeks of planning had gone into your vacation to Thailand, both from him, but also his family. He promised you the adventure of a lifetime as he showed you all the places that meant the most to him, being able to make new memories with you.

W ⇴ WHINING

He loved attention, if he didn’t have your attention, he’d do absolutely anything to make sure he had it, he didn’t have any boundaries.

X ⇴ XXXXX

Again, he was very affectionate and clingy, and his kisses were no different. Luckily for him, you were absolutely obsessed with his lips and how they felt against your skin. Bambam’s kisses were often playful and teasing, inviting you for more, but he also knew when to give you something a bit more loving, especially if you’d had a bad day or you were beginning to fall asleep.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were the Pebbles to his BamBam, the two of you were the perfect match.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

He sought great comfort from having you there beside him at night, he’d always like to have some sort of contact with you, even if it was just being able to hold your hand under the duvet, he’d take anything he could get.

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[littledonkeyburrito]

Another one. If you ever wanted to learn about me, now is the time.

Have you ever been in your kitchen naked? Often Do you have any idea how to make cotton candy? If I had the machine I’m sure I could figure it out Would you rather go a week without showering or brushing your teeth? Teeth. This time last year, what was your relationship status? Single When was the last time you went to the mall? Saturday

Do you like the smell of coconuts? Yes, especially after my sailing trip through the San Blas Islands. We drank so many coconuts that we had literally just picked up and smashed open on a rock. We also cut some open and added spiced rum which was always a good idea. Who else in your house is awake right now? There is nobody else in my apartment. If you were in school, would you rather write a paper or take a test? I did a lot better on exams. How many of the Harry Potter books have you read? All of them

When was the last time you checked your MySpace? oh wow I have no idea. I think I deleted my page when I was like .. 15? Look out your window. How many people do you see? 6. I live in the inner city so there’s always people around Where was the last place you bought a clothing item? Mango

Are you the youngest person living in your house? Well I’m the only one, so yes. How many piercings do you have? Just my ears Could you honestly say that you’re a virgin? I honestly cannot even close to say that What color is your front door? White Did you reject or accept your last friend request? Accept I think Have you been suspended this school year? I haven’t gone to school in a long time. I only got suspended once, in year 10. What was your favorite thing to go on at the playground as a kid? Climbing things probably. I don’t remember Are you wearing any socks? No Can you play pool? I know how but I am super bad at it.

What’s the most relaxing thing you did today? I slept for a long ass time

Do you shop at the grocery store closest to your house? No. The closest big one is like a 10 minute walk and it’s right on the tourist strip so it’s expensive and full of tourists. I catch the metro to a cheaper one which actually involves less walking. Which one of your guy friends is the best looking? Idk let’s not go there

What does your car smell like? I don’t have a car anymore

Who could make you feel better right now? Probably any of my friends

Have you had an epiphany lately? I don’t think so What color shoes are you wearing? None

Which one of your friends is the most brutally honest? Hehe gotta be Maggie

Do you have anything to say to your ex bf/gf? Nope In what year will/did you turn 21? 2015

Who was the last person you gave a birthday present to? Gloria

Puedes hablar español bueno? No hablo bien, pero es suficiente para vivir

Which day of the week do you watch the most TV? Just netflix and any day

Which band do you have the most of on your iPod/music player? Probably Green Day because I never delete anything and I’ve been accumulating stuff since I was 16

What’s the closest pink object to you? I think the only pink thing in my apartment is a pair of bright pink chopsticks

Do you really weigh the weight on your driver’s license? Driver’s licences have weight on them? I don’t think mine does. It probably hasn’t changed much anyway

What’s your favorite non-carbonated, non-alcoholic beverage? Fresh orange juice, or cold milk tea

What’s the most epic thing you’ve done so far this month? One of several adventures in Panama at the start of the month. Ziplining approx 200m off the ground through the forest was pretty rad. Also fun was sneaking around and sleeping with my tour guide without anybody in the group finding out. And of course that crazy mexican restaurant in Panama City is fucking wild. Last week I did cocaine in my boss’s kitchen on a wednesday night so I guess you could call that epic too. It’s pretty a pretty interesting month actually.

Big Mac or Whopper? Big Mac

What’s your favorite vacation spot? So many good places. I think Panama City may have topped the ranks but other noteable places are Essaouira and the High Atlas Mountains in Morocco, Granada and Madrid in Spain, Cartagena in Colombia and Tolou Village in China.

What color underwear are you wearing? Purple. I don’t know why but almost all of my underwear are some shade of purple.

Have you ever slapped anybody? Yeah but jokingly

What are you listening to right now? General street noise

Where will you be in six hours? Still at home, probably still on the couch

What do you wish you had more time to do? I wish I’d had more time in Central America

Who was the last person to ride in your passenger’s seat? Fuck that’s thinking back a fair way. I haven’t had my car since January so I don’t remember

Would you ever let anybody else drive your car? Only Mum ever drove my car

Which one of your friends will be the most successful? I hope we all do alright How old will you be on your next birthday? 24. Shit I had to actually think about that and do maths in my head.

What store did you last shop at? Alcampo

Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed? No

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? Definitely not

Do you like someone? I guess so

Are you happier now or three months ago? Probably equal

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? I didn’t go back to that shitty job.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? idk probably never

Do you think you’ll be married in ten years? No idea

Does your ex still love/like you? Doubt it

Are you stubborn? At times

Do you tend to hold a grudge? No

Where were you at 9am this morning? In bed

How has the week been? Better now that I quit that job.

Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in.

Something you do a lot? Sleep

How many states have you lived in? I guess only one because the UK has counties and Spain has provinces

Can you commit to one person? Probably, never tried

Who was the last person to hold your hand? The boy in central america

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? I hope so

What do you miss most about your ex? His sweet sweet abs

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you? Yes.

What’s a fact about the last person you kissed? He has a lot of scars

Something you really want right now? A job I actually enjoy

How long have you liked the person you like? uhh since I met him about a month ago I guess

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? Nobody saw that kiss but I think his friends probably saw us kiss earlier in the evening

Can you recall the last time you liked someone? Like a proper crush? Not since I was in australia I think

Are you happy with the way things are going? Eh, could be better but could be a lot worse. I do okay.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? Probably not

What plans do you have for tomorrow? Just looking online for jobs and probably bingeing on netflix

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn’t? A friendship ended but tbh I’m pretty indifferent about it. Hadn’t really known him that long and he was starting to get annoying anyway.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? No

Do you and your last ex hate each other? Depends on definition of ex. I don’t hate anyone but they might hate me..?

When was the last time you were sick? I had a cold a couple of weeks ago

Are you one of those people who are always cold? My feet get cold easily.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money? Nah, I spend it all on travel.

Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Ehhh I guess so

When was the last time you got a haircut? About 2 months ago

Did you sing at all today? Yeah

Do you own any articles of clothing with skulls on it? No.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer? Isn’t everyone faster on the computer? I’m still pretty quick on my phone though.

If you won a trip to a nude beach would you go or give the trip away? I’d go with a friend probably.

When it comes to jeans: skinny, flared or boot cut? Skinny.

Honestly - can you say that looks don’t matter at ALL? No because there’s so many cute people in the world

Have you ever changed clothes in a public area (not a dressing room)? Yeah

How many months apart is your birthday from your best friends? About 6 months

Yes or no: Techno music? Nah.

They say diamonds are a girls best friend; what do you say? My dad used to be a jeweller so I’m very desensitised to the idea of them.

Have you ever kissed anybody who had a mustache? Yeah but not just a moustache. There’s always been other facial hair to go with it.

If you were famous do you think you could handle the popularity? Probably not

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter P? I don’t think so

Did you talk to one of your best friends today? What did you talk about? Yeah, about how I keep forgetting how dirty the lyrics to Despacito are and whenever I read them or actively listen to the song I’m shocked again.

Do you get on better with funny or serious people? Funny

Do you have mood swings around the time of the month? Sometimes

Have your friends met the last person you kissed? No

How old is your oldest cousin? 24 but my brother is the oldest in the family of our generation

What if you saw your best friend holding hands with your ex? That would be confusing

Your last relationship, who dumped who? Mutual

How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend? 14. Lasted like a month. Then no others until I was 20

Is your home town nice? It’s a beach town so tourists really like it but the only benefit it has for me is that my dad still lives there.

What if you got stuck in a lift with the last person who Facebook messaged you? I’d wonder what he was doing in Spain, firstly. But honestly he’d probably just make it a hilarious experience.

When/where did your last hug take place? No idea

Do you consider yourself mature enough to make your own decisions? Well I’ve made plenty of life-changing decisions on my own, such as dropping out of uni, quitting my job, learning a new language, moving to a foreign country, travelling on my own, etc.

Have your parents ever told you about their love lives, and any previous relationships they had before they met? I don’t know much about my mum’s history although I’m not sure she had much before dad. I know a bit more about my dad’s history and actually I have his first wife on facebook because we went to see her (and her current partner) when we were travelling in the south of spain a few months ago.

You get a text from someone saying that they want to hang out - who would you most like it to be from? Well I don’t have any friends in this country, so...

Do you and your friends have any inside jokes? Several

Do you think someone has feelings for you? Are these feelings returned? Honestly, I am unsure of how the central american guy feels about me. At first I thought we were just hooking up but after our last day together I got the feeling that he liked me more than that and then it made me all confused so now I don’t know how to feel about him.

What if the last person you texted were to ask you out? Last message I sent was to a small group chat consisting of me and two of my friends who are engaged to each other. So that would be weird

Would you prefer to be somewhere else right now? If so, where? And why would you prefer to be there? I want to be travelling. It’s cool that I’m in spain but because I live here I never really get up to adventures. 

Can you remember what you dreamt about last night? Uhhh I think I dreamt that my little cousin was blind.

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Fantastic Beasts: A World So New and Bright

This was originally a drabble prompt requested by @the-word-weaver-of-the-faeries and it got too long to be a drabble anymore. So here’s a full length fic. 

As I was writing this, it turned out to be less of one coherent narrative and more three drabbles I combined into one. So there’s no main plot lol you can tell when the fics change. 

Also, weirdly enough, I started to ship Newt and Credence the longer I wrote this, but in case that was weird and gross, I didn’t do it???? just very friendly and cute platonic domestic Newt and Credence presented here lol Hope you enjoy!

Words: 2,276

Credence was never one to interact with others, growing up with an abusive parent like his mother. He’d keep to himself, head down, never acknowledging anything. But he did hold a certain affinity for cats. There were strays all over the dreary neighborhood where he lived. And he’d long to take them in for his own. Living with an abundance of cats was better than living with his mother, in his mind. Better than living with any other humans, in fact. They were all out to hurt him. But not cats. 

The young wizard would go outside and put out bowls of food and water for the alley cats, hanging around outdoors long enough sometimes to get to pet them. 

And Credence hadn’t thought of cats since living with Newt, being more distracted by wild monsters and other such magical creatures. It wasn’t until he’d taken a stroll through the neighborhood and in a park on a bright sunny day was his reminded. He was passing by a turned over trash can and a small mew reached his ears. He paused and tried to take a look around the area of the trash can as to what made that noise.

A grey furry cat peeked its head out from inside the can, a lone noodle from someone’s thrown out food looping around its ear. Credence’s heart melted instantly. He knelt down, not wanting the cat to be afraid of him. He started to mutter and made hand gestures at the cat, holding his hand out. Eventually, the small mass made its way out. It was a little larger than the size of a kitten, so it was obviously still young. Poor thing. Credence let it lick his hand before he was allowed to pet it. And the cat purred, nuzzling into Credence. Oh boy. He’d have to make a decision sooner or later… 

Credence arrived back at Newt’s place twenty minutes after, and the sun had just started to set. Newt was busy cooking dinner for the two of them and he stepped out to greet Credence. 

“How was your walk?” Newt inquired, not seeing at first but he noted a peculiar bulge in Credence’s coat. And in the next second, a cat’s head poked out from the coat and looked around at its surroundings. Credence blushed and he set the cat on the ground, looking at Newt but not saying anything. 

Newt sighed but he smiled, “Well…. what’s one more creature around here, hm?”   

Credence smiled wide. He cared for Newt so much. The man was so nice to him, pleased with anything he’d do. It was a welcome experience after the life he’d led. The Magizoologist knelt down and tittered, the cat walking towards him after some hesitation. The cat warmed up to Newt unsurprisingly fast.   

“She’s a beautiful cat,” Newt pointed out, looking up at Credence through locks of his light brown hair.   

Credence nodded and asked, “How did you know she’s a girl?” 

Newt smiled and stood up, “I’m not an animal expert for nothing. Now come, supper’s almost ready.”   

Credence watched the grey cat carefully, making sure she was adjusting to her new environment. Newt put out a dish full of water for the cat and set it on the floor next to the table. She quickly trotted over and lapped it up.   

“Have you got a name for her?” Newt asked once he sat down and began to eat.   

Credence, chewing, nodded, “I was thinking Molly.” 

Newt smiled approvingly, “Molly it is.” For Newt, this was such a nice experience. Credence found something he clearly liked and brought it home. It was refreshing to have Credence pleased with animals for once instead of hiding his fears of the ones Newt worked with constantly. 

And so Molly became a part of their small family. Well, not so small if you counted all of Newt’s creatures. Credence would go to sleep cuddled up with her frequently. Newt would bring some other creatures of his to interact with Molly, making a note of who she clicked with and who she disliked. 

A rainy day seemed less frequent nowadays than in the past, but they did occur. And today was one of those days. Credence stood by the window and watched the rain pour from the sky. He looked down when he felt something furry nuzzling and swiping against his ankle. The wizard smiled softly and he sat down on the sofa, picking up Molly when she followed him. He settled her into his lap and stroked her like she loved.   

Newt emerged from his suitcase after feeding all the creatures, looking dirty and worn as always. But still immensely happy. Nothing could bring down his spirit, even the tiring job of having so many magical creatures to take care of. Pickett had stowed away in his vest pocket, and Newt didn’t mind.   

He plopped down into a lone plush chair and sighed, running his fingers through his hair. He looked out the window and hummed, “Looks like a day for staying in.” 

Credence nodded. He looked at Newt and asked him, “Would you like to read?”  

Newt knew what Credence meant and he smiled, “Yes, I believe they don’t need caring for for a bit. What would you like to hear today, Credence?” 

“Your choice. I usually prefer the ones you pick over mine.” 

Newt smiled and he went to his vast shelf of books, thumbing through the spines until he lifted one from its spot. Credence scooted over on the couch so Newt could sit beside him and Molly.   

“It’s the one we started a few weeks ago. I figured we’d pick up on it now.” 

“The one with the traveling banker?” Credence asked, tilting his head. Newt nodded in response and opened it up. 

“Chapter 6: A Game of Chess…”   

Credence sat back in the couch. He loved when Newt would read to him. It was one of his favorite things. And now Newt’s soothing voice mixed with the pleasant purrs from Molly as he pet her put Credence into a state of absolute bliss. Everything was calming. Even the patters of rain against the roof and windows was welcome. 

The peaceful state was only broken when Newt cut off one of the words he was reading and replaced it with a yelp and a brief giggle.   

Credence looked up, confused as to what had happened. 

Newt squirmed slightly, pressing his palm to different parts of his chest and abdomen, “P-Pihickett, come out of thehehere.” 

Credence now understood and he smiled softly.   

Newt giggled and he gasped, hunching over only slightly when Pickett reached his lower belly, “N-Nohohoho… Pihickett!”   

The small bowtruckle was heard emitting a mischievous little giggle as he crawled across Newt’s belly. It always worked out well for him since he knew Newt couldn’t move much because he feared hurting the small twig creature. But Pickett did soon exit through Newt’s sleeve, forcing another string of giggles out of his mouth. Newt held Pickett in the palm of his hand and he chortled, shaking his head. He couldn’t stay mad at the adorable little bowtruckle.   

Unfortunately, Molly had caught sight of the intriguing small creature. So she hopped off Credence’s lap with a meow and lunged for the bowtruckle. Pickett, sensing the danger, gasped and jumped off Newt’s hand.   

“No!” both Newt and Credence chorused, one trying to catch the bowtruckle and the other trying to catch the cat. They ended up crashing into one another, Newt on top of Credence.   

“M-Mahaybe this wasn’t such a grand idea,” Newt smiled and blushed, quickly standing up and running where Molly had gone, “Pickett, come out,” he picked up the cat as she was scratching at a small crack in the wall, “She won’t hurt you.”   

Credence stood up, “I’m sorry, this was my fault. I should’ve contained her.” 

“Not to worry, Credence,” Newt reassured, handing over the cat. He crawled close to the hole and spoke into it, trying to convince the frightened bowtruckle that it was safe. Once Pickett walked out, Newt picked him up, “Alright, back in the case you go. I know, I know, I’m sorry.”   

Credence felt bad now as he watched Newt retreat into his suitcase to put Pickett back home. He sighed and sat down again with Molly.   

When Newt returned, he looked bashful and relieved at the same time, “I didn’t think about the two being together, Credence, I apologize.” 

Credence shook his head, “Don’t. It was no one’s fault, really. Cats will chase things resembling mice, I suppose. It’s in their nature.” 

Newt nodded and he brushed his hands off, “I’m going to wash up for the night.” 

Credence didn’t object, and he heard Newt’s footsteps ascending the stairs. Oh no, what if he was mad with him? He hated whenever he felt tension within the household. He tended to create imaginary tension with his paranoia most of the time, which Newt had to help him work through.   

Turns out, they were both fine. Credence went to speak with Newt after the Magizoologist showered and cleaned up. There was no bad blood between them, and Newt even offered to finish the chapter in the book before they both went to bed.   

A few days later, Newt was having a particularly fun time with his creatures. He’d give many of them time playing with him. And he even managed to calm his Erumpent enough to let them roll around and start a chase. Newt was perhaps so livened with all the fun, it oozed out into the real world when he encountered Credence.   

He saw Credence laying on the couch, a book in hand as he read with a somber face. Molly was laying on her bed on the floor near the desk. Newt walked up to Credence and sat by the young wizard’s feet.   

Credence looked up from his book and grinned slightly at seeing Newt covered in dust and dirt.   

“Are you absolutely sure you wouldn’t care to assist me with them today? They’re all in delightfully playful moods.”   

Credence shook his head, “No thank you.” 

“Then perhaps I should describe to you all the fun we’re having down there,” Newt stood up and he began his depictions.

“The Occamy was teaching her children how to fly for the first time, and she was using me as targets for them,” Newt reenacted him having to run around and jump into the air to dodge and attempt to “fly” with the babies.   

Credence couldn’t believe the spectacle he was watching. Sure, Newt could be energetic and excited about his creatures. But he was never this eccentric. It brought a smile to the Occulus’s face as he took in what was before him. 

“And the Erumpent would charge at me like this,” he bent forward and pretended his head was the Erumpent’s giant horn as he nuzzled close to Credence. The wizard let out a giggle.   

“The Fwoopers were having a grand old time making me spin around until I fell down from dizziness. They’re quite fast flyers, you know,” and Newt plopped onto the floor after spinning around. His giddiness was only heightened by the amount of enjoyment Credence was getting out of this display.   

“Oh, and how could I forget the bowtruckles?” he hopped up and jumped up onto Credence’s waist, looking down at him.   

Credence looked back up at his friend, seeing the freckled and dirt-smudged red cheeks looking back down at him. It made him smile even wider. But he squeaked and started to giggle when Newt spidered his fingers all across his belly. 

“They all ganged up on me like this. So it felt like a dozen spiders running across my skin. It was so ticklish, I couldn’t believe it,” Newt smiled and he fluttered his fingers up to Credence’s neck. The young wizard snorted and he ducked his head. 

“N-Nehewt! Hehehe…” 

Newt slipped his hands under Credence’s sweater and he skittered his fingers all around the quivering tummy, “Doesn’t this all sound like fun, Credence?” 

Credence laughed harder and he shook his head, “Ihihihit’s ahaHA toohoohoo muhuch! Hahahahaha!”   

Newt hummed and he giggled, swirling a finger around Credence’s belly button, “Once you have a bowtruckle tickle you here,” he scritched one finger inside Credence’s navel, “You’ll realize you’ve never laughed harder in your life.” 

And Credence shrieked and dissolved into deeper laughs, being more high-pitched. Newt pulled his fingers back to give Credence a break. But he wiggled them above Credence’s face to taunt him.   

Credence squeaked and shut his eyes, “Noho more!”   

Newt let out a soft laugh and he lowered his hands, resting them at Credence’s waist, “No more,” he repeated. 

Credence opened up his eyes again and he smiled at Newt. The hands at his waist were still making him wary, but he let it be. Just the two smiling, panting faces were enough in that small moment. Now that the laughter had calmed down, the two could hear Molly meowing from the foot of the couch. She’d wandered over, seemingly wanting to get in on the fun, too.   

Newt receded off Credence and he sat with his knees under him on the couch. He picked up Molly and held her in the air, letting her lick at his face. He scrunched his nose and giggled softly before handing her to Credence.   

“Beautiful,” was the thing Newt decided to say at that moment. He reclined where he sat and shut his eyes, obviously tired from all the fun he’d had. Credence huffed a small laugh, having to agree with him. Things were beautiful.

[lovemesomesurveys]

Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed? Nope.

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? I am sure I didn’t imagine being twenty-eight and not doing anything with my life. I didn’t imagine my health taking over my life. I didn’t imagine I’d have a BA and let it collect dust on my bookshelf.

Do you like someone? Yep.

Is a best friend pissing you off right now? No.

Are you happier now or three months ago? Neither.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? Nothing. As I said in the previous survey, it’s only 3AM.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? I don’t know if I’m having kids how about that?

Are you waiting for something? Yes.

If you could change your eye color would you? Yes.

What was the weather like today? It’s been in the triple digits all week.

Do you think you’ll be married in ten years? Nope.

Does your ex still love/like you? Nope.

Are you stubborn? Very.

Do you tend to hold a grudge? No.

Where were you at 9am this morning? It hasn’t been 9AM this morning, yet, but I’m sure I’ll be asleep.

How has the week been? Hot and miserable.

Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in.

Something you do a lot? Eat.

How many states have you lived in? One.

Can you commit to one person? Yes.

Who was the last person to hold your hand? My dog was the last one to hold my hand. She likes to. Whenever she’s lying on her back and I come over to pet her, she likes to stick her paw up for me to grab.

How many chances do you tend to give people before enough is enough? Too many. I have a hard time knowing when enough is enough.

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? My mom and I will always be in each other’s lives and super close.

What do you miss most about your ex? His goofiness.

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you? Yeah.

What’s a fact about the last person you kissed? He wants to do something in the film industry.

Something you really want right now? For it not to be hot.

How long have you liked the person you like? Since 2009.

Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yes.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? Probably.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone? Yeah, now.

Are you happy with the way things are going? No.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? Nope.

What plans do you have for tomorrow? I don’t have any plans.

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn’t? Yes.

Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away? Yepppp. Twice.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? No.

Do you and your last ex hate each other? No.

When was the last time you were sick? Always?

Are you one of those people who are always cold? Nooo. I’m hot most of the time.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money? I do spend a lot on food.

Have you ever regretted kissing someone? No.

When was the last time you got a haircut? Like two years ago.

Did you sing at all today? Not so far.

Would you rather be able to control the weather or control traffic? The weather!

Do you own any articles of clothing with skulls on it? Yes.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer? Typing on the computer.

If you won a trip to a nude beach would you go or give the trip away? Give it away.

In your opinion which is the stronger emotion: love or hate? Love.

Tongue piercings - cute or trashy? Not my thing, personally. I wouldn’t call it trashy, though.

When it comes to jeans: skinny, flared or boot cut? Skinny.

Would you rather be a star ballerina or a star break dancer? Ballerina.

Honestly - can you say that looks don’t matter at ALL? No.

When it comes to Baseball would you rather be on the field or in the stands? Neither.

I’ve got to know, who do you prefer: Mario or Luigi? Luigi.

Have you ever changed clothes in a public area (not a dressing room)? No.

How many months apart is your birthday from your best friends? Two.

Yes or no: Techno music? No.

Yes or no: pigtails? No, not for me. It doesn’t look good.

They say diamonds are a girls best friend; what do you say? I say give me food.

Has anybody ever told somebody one of your secrets? Yes.

Have you ever kissed anybody who had a mustache? No.

If you were famous do you think you could handle the popularity? Noooooo.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter P? Nope.

Did you talk to one of your best friends today? What did you talk about? Not so far.

Do you get on better with funny or serious people? Funny.

Do you have mood swings around the time of the month? I have mood swings daily.

Have your friends met the last person you kissed? Yeah.

How old is your oldest cousin? In her mid 30s.

What if you saw your best friend holding hands with your ex? My mom would never do that.

Your last relationship, who dumped who? He did.

How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Sixteen.

Is your home town nice? No.

What if you got stuck in a lift with the last person who Facebook messaged you? Well, we’d be able to catch up.

When/where did your last hug take place? The other day at my house.

Do you consider yourself mature enough to make your own decisions? I mean yeah, but... I have a hard time making tough decisions. I consult with my mom about a lot of things.

Have your parents ever told you about their love lives, and any previous relationships they had before they met? Yes.

You get a text from someone saying that they want to hang out - who would you most like it to be from? No one. ha. :X

Do you and your friends have any inside jokes? No.

Do you think someone has feelings for you? Are these feelings returned? Not romantic feelings, no.

What if the last person you texted were to ask you out? Um ew, no.

Do you believe in love at first sight? No.

Would you prefer to be somewhere else right now? If so, where? And why would you prefer to be there? Somewhere where it’s nice and cold.

When you listen to music, do you ever find that the songs affect your moods and change how you feel? Yes.

Can you remember what you dreamt about last night? Nope. I rarely do.

[merailia02]

G E N E R A L  —

tagging : if you wanna do it go for it 

tagged by : stolen from @medicfist

HEIGHT.

         Mi kyong Shimizu's height stands at 154 cm ( 5'1" ) , most of her shoes do have an elevated heel which puts her at a rather sad height of only 160 cm ( 5'3 ). Many of her family members tend to tower over her , unsure why she grew to be so short , even her late grandmother was taller than her.

WEIGHT.

         Her weight is 54 kg ( 115 lbs ) , despite how small she is physically. most of her body is made up of some defined muscle , working in a kitchen from the age of seven , and professionally at the age of 15 , having to lift up things much more than she can handle , allowed her to build up some muscle , plus she frequents walks quite a bit.

ETHNICITY.

         Korean , born in the city of Seoul , more so the neighborhood of Cheongdam , a ward located in Gangdam district within Seoul. The majoirty of her childhood and early adult life was spent growing up in this lavish city , seeings others with brand name items was the norm.

OCCUPATION.

         What I like to call the happy end for both of my muses , mi kyong is the co-owner of Meraki , located in Fukouka , Japan. It's a hybrid florist shop and cafe , mainly specializing in arrangments , bouqets , or even just a local place to stop & have a break. They strive to have a welcoming atmosphere , so anyone is allowed to step in and able to feel like they are welcomed home no matter where they may be.

GENDER.

         Cis-female.

SEXUAL & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.

         Mi kyong at heart , is pansexual. in her mind , gender nor sex takes no consideration when considering any partner of choice. There wasn't ever a reason for this was , more so , this how she's been her entire life ? Never shy to express her romantic feelings towards anyone , regardless of what they may identify as. If someone is willing to love someone as broke as she is , that's all she needs , nothing more , nothing less. of course , it is rare for her to actually feel these romantic feelings and act on them. often , rejecting and putting herself in denial , seeing how she lacks any sort of PARENTAL love and is scared to be rejected once again.

MBTI.

         ENFP,  The  Campaigner;  Those who have the ENFP personality can be easily described as the free spirit , can be often described as the life of the party. Most ENFP enjoy the action of befriending and socializing with new people , rather than taking enjoyment out of being in the center of attention & emotions centered around that. They are fiercely independent , often craving freedom and creativity. Often in their mind , they have the notion that an idea can change the world , what they dislike most is being stuck in a role that they consider boring or mundane.

S P E C I F I C S  —

FAVOURITE  FOOD.

         Her tastes tend to align towards savory rather than sweet , granted , she is known to indulge in sweets every now & then. but , isn't very skilled at making them herself ? as for favorite food, that isn't something very easy. from working in a profession kitchen for much of her life , mi kyong has been exposed to an array of different types of food from all across the globe. even just pinpointing something to eat , tends to put her into confusion. wondering , exactly what would be best to eat. but , her favorites align with either Ddukbokki or Hot Pots , mainly foods that can be shared with other people. If you're cooking , then you better invite better around ! That's her motto & outlook on most things.

FAVOURITE  DRINK.

         Not known for her strong tolerance for alochol , but tends to indulge in the sweeter drinks. if not in a bar setting , coffee made by Nao tends to always hit the spot. Mi kyong vows by it , she will refuse to awake up unless she drinks something that nao had just brewed up , even if it's instant. call it , her loving way of dotting on him !

FAVOURITE  HOBBY.

         Let's see , when she's not busy working on recipe developments or the job front of owning a business. Going out on early morning walks or runs tend to put her in a good mood , granted , do not rush her. mi kyong prefers to go at her own pace , but being able to go on these bouts of exercise tend to let her reflect on what's happening in her life and just overall feel better. though , as soon as she gets home , mi kyong can be seen on the ground of the bathroom , claiming she's far too tired to climb into shower. when nao , promptly dumps a cup of ice cold water on her to move.

FAVOURITE  SCENT.  

         Anything that has to do with freshly baked anything puts her in a fantastic mood ! she has very special and precious memories of baking all sorts of desserts with her grandmother , when she was still living of course. granted , it never seemed to sink in && still unable to make baked goods as good as her grandmother nor nao. even so , she loves kneading bread it feels so good !

FAVOURITE  PERSON.

         A very hard question ! with one simple answer, Nao ! He's her everything and will do anything to put a smile on his face , though , sometimes it's hard to tell who's older and younger at times. Nao has done so much for her , despite how he may reject such claims , without him , she's certain life would've gone a lot worse && even may still be korea as well. But after nao , she isn't sure. Of course , Shiku & Aillah are on that least. But , at the very bottom is defintely Dae.

T E N   F A C T S  —

Mi Kyong's scars that trail most of her back , is why she refuses to let her hair grow out , it is a reminder every day what life could've been. if one , she allowed such behaviors to continue and second , her mother & father never cared for her whatsoever. To keep any lingering desires to rekindle her bond with them , whenever someone new is able to peak at them , it sends a sense of shame & guilt down her spine , she starts to break down & shut down , much like how she was the day that her aunt gave them to her.

The greenhouse behind their home , is what is used for Meraki's products. A combination between both Mi kyong & Nao's efforts to keep them afloat & healthy. Often purchasing seeds from in town , and seeing what type of new flowers and vegetables are possible to grow , naturally , there are failed attempts at this which often lead mi kyong to sulk for the rest of the day.

There's a secret book that Mi kyong keeps behind her bookshelf in her room , it is the first recipe book she ever received from her mother. at the end of it , there's a family photo from her childhood that she cherishes more than anything else in this world. Just because , she's unable to handle the relationship now , it doesn't mean she never had good memories of them.

Ever since the incident with her aunt , mi kyong had developed a dislike and discomfort around scissors , just the memory alone is enough to send her into a rather concerning shiver. Granted , she’s gotten better with them over the years , especially when she gets her hair trimmed. Thankfully , she found a stylist who understands her discomfort is able to talk with her during the haircut itself , she’s gotten much better with this , but does have her moments.

Mi kyong has a held her fair amount of romantic relationships in the past , often , pursued in her youth by classmates or even co-workers. She always considered them casual and not long term , tending to end them herself once they seemed satisfied , claiming she never intended this to be for a long period of time , but merely a time to make good memories. She admits , doing this in her youth did harm a few hearts and even had a few people contact her after the fact , still , mi kyong cannot help but remember them fondly && wishes for them to view it much the same.

The idea of marrying and having her own children when she’s much older , never has appealed to her && unsure if she’d ever to do it. Mainly , meraki has become such an important part of her life and she simply couldn’t even think of leaving it behind , along with Nao. He’s become such an integral part of her life , to stray from that is unthinkable. Plus due to her mother’s influence , the idea of marrying someone , just puts a nasty taste in her mouth.

When the mood strikes , her & nao’s kitchen is often turned in recipe labs. Either with herself testing different flavor combinations , or helping out with Nao with different ways to either brew drinks and or baking , granted she’s not much help with the latter , but does what she can. If someone decides to surprise visit them , they’d better be ready to help with taste testing.

Before she decided to stray from her parents , mi kyong could be described as an obedient doll. Always doing what was instructed to do without any questions or hesitation , her parent’s rather unorthodox parenting style , coupled with the heavy expectations they had of her didn’t exactly leave much for any sort of rebellion. Often , doing what was ever told with a smile , now when others try to make her do anything that slightly disagrees with her , she will say no outright. An influence thanks to Nao , she’s been able to reclaim her personality and who she is to the core , thankful to the growth she’s been able to make and never to become that doll ever again.

As kind and understanding that Mi kyong is , she does have limits on how much she can be understanding. If and when her kindness is being taken advantage of , she’s known to snap and tell the other person off. Understandably so.  But , when this does happens , everything is previously known about Mi kyong sort of disappears and out comes an unfeeling and rather terrifying version of herself , it doesn’t happen too often. But when it does , it isn’t nice.

Good luck trying to get her to talk about any sort of emotional baggage she’s had in the past , mi kyong has had a record of suppressing much and many of her feelings for SEVERAL YEARS. Often will revert to that state of smiling and saying nothing is wrong , when provoked , it takes someone who TRULY has her trust to open up about anything that happened before their name change && trust me , it is a rather nasty sight when it happens.

FIVE  THINGS  SHE  LIKES.

Going out researching for new ideas

Lazy sundays with Nao && just laying around their apartment all day long.

Making flower arrangments for couples , small children , elderly , basically anyone

Taking trips back to Korea to places she misses dearly.

Running into old friends & meeting new ones.

FIVE  THINGS  SHE  DISLIKES.

Remembering anything that has to do with her name still being SUNG.

Being reminded she doesn’t have a family to rely on , if MERAKI fails.

Nao being reminded of his horrible memories of his family.

Anything that has to do with disrespecting anyone.

Being lectured on what a WOMAN should be.

COMMON  WORDS / PHRASES  THAT  ANNOY  THEM.

         Anything that start off , ‘ well you’re just a _____ ‘ this is a sure fire way for her to start snapping back , in what I lovingly referred to as rapping without rhythm. Listing off all sorts of reasons why their statement is invalid , how dare you speak to me like that , you know nothing of me , and basically how you’ve wasted everyone’s time.

PERSONALITY  TYPES  THEY  PREFER.

         Someone is able to crack jokes with her or just be normally easy - going , not to say she dislikes anyone without said traits. But , finds it easier to keep on laughing than to face head on what may be bothering her. Call it escapism , with people like this she’s able to keep smiling on a moment more.

PERSONALITY  TYPES  THEY  AVOID.

         Anyone with sexist / racist / ism etc personalities , they are a complete no in her book. Also , the overly cocky personalities tend to tire her && quite frankly , doesn’t have any time for && refuses to show them the time of day. If you have time to be an asshole , why not try fixing your personality instead of wasting her time ?

WHAT  DO  YOU  FIND  DIFFERENT / DISTINCT  ABOUT  YOUR  PORTRAYAL?

        I mean she’s an oc , but , I like to think I’ve fully embraced in soft & kind characters are not boring and can be given depth when done correctly. I’ve seen so many angsty , I hate everyone blah blah ocs && I’m not a fan ? This isn’t about anyone , but just a trend I’ve seen. There’s a serious lack in ocs who have hearts of gold and just a good person overall ? They exist in reality , and I just want to bring more people like that to light , by writing mi kyong.

[lavieboheme930]

37

Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed? No

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? Not at all

Do you like someone? Yes

Is a best friend pissing you off right now? no.

Are you happier now or three months ago? Now

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? Hung out at Battery Park

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? Whenever it happens

Are you waiting for something? Yes.

If you could change your eye color would you? yes

What was the weather like today? pretty nice actually

Do you think you’ll be married in ten years? God I hope so

Does your ex still love/like you? N/A

Are you stubborn? No

Do you tend to hold a grudge? No

Where were you at 9am this morning? Just waking up

How has the week been? Busy working

Did you go out or stay in last night? stay in

Something you do a lot? Write

How many states have you lived in? one.

Can you commit to one person? Yes

Who was the last person to hold your hand? Eric

How many chances do you tend to give people before enough is enough? Well, I gave an ex-best friend 10 chances in a matter of 5 years.  And all he did was keep hurting me over and over.  That was more than enough chances.

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? Me and Beki have been best friends for 33 years and me and Mo and have been best friends for 20 years so I say yes.  And me and Ricky have been best friends for 1 year but I know that friendship will last.  He’s like my lil bro.

What do you miss most about your ex? N/A

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you? Somewhat.  And I shouldn’t be because he was a jerk to me

What’s a fact about the last person you kissed? He plays jazz music

Something you really want right now? boyfriend.

How long have you liked the person you like? almost a year

Does any part of your body hurt right now? no.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? Yes

Can you recall the last time you liked someone? now.

Are you happy with the way things are going? For the most part

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? I wish

What plans do you have for tomorrow? Getting together with Ricky

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn’t? YEah

Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away? Yeah

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? no.

Do you and your last ex hate each other? N/A

When was the last time you were sick? Today

Are you one of those people who are always cold? Yes.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money? No

Have you ever regretted kissing someone? no.

When was the last time you got a haircut? Ages ago

Did you sing at all today? Always

Would you rather be able to control the weather or control traffic? weather

Do you own any articles of clothing with skulls on it? no.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer? Pretty much equal on both

If you won a trip to a nude beach would you go or give the trip away? give it away  

In your opinion which is the stronger emotion: love or hate? love.

Tongue piercings - cute or trashy? Whatever

When it comes to jeans: skinny, flared or boot cut? skinny.

Would you rather be a star ballerina or a star break dancer? ballerina.

Honestly - can you say that looks don’t matter at ALL? They do to an extent

When it comes to Baseball would you rather be on the field or in the stands? stands.

I’ve got to know, who do you prefer: Mario or Luigi? Luigi.

Have you ever changed clothes in a public area (not a dressing room)? No

How many months apart is your birthday from your best friends? 1 month

Yes or no: Techno music? No

Yes or no: pigtails? YES!!!

They say diamonds are a girls best friend; what do you say? Not for me

Has anybody ever told somebody one of your secrets? yes.

Have you ever kissed anybody who had a mustache? No

If you were famous do you think you could handle the popularity? No

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter P? no.

Did you talk to one of your best friends today? What did you talk about? I did.  Me and Ricky talked about Sal and then about our plans for tomorrow

Do you get on better with funny or serious people? funny

Do you have mood swings around the time of the month? Yes

Have your friends met the last person you kissed? No

How old is your oldest cousin? 37

What if you saw your best friend holding hands with your ex? N/A

How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Never had a relationship which sucks

Is your home town nice? Yes

What if you got stuck in a lift with the last person who Facebook messaged you? I don’t even know them 

When/where did your last hug take place? Monday in the middle of the street LOL

Do you consider yourself mature enough to make your own decisions? Yes

You get a text from someone saying that they want to hang out - who would you most like it to be from? Ricky

Do you and your friends have any inside jokes? Yes

Do you think someone has feelings for you? Are these feelings returned? I don’t think anyone does.  And if they do, they should tell me LOL

What if the last person you texted were to ask you out? It would be weird cause he’s got a boyfriend lol.

Do you believe in love at first sight? nope.

Would you prefer to be somewhere else right now? If so, where? And why would you prefer to be there? Yes.  Scotland

When you listen to music, do you ever find that the songs affect your moods and change how you feel? yes.

Can you remember what you dreamt about last night? not in detail....but I know Sal was in it somehow LOL

[blu-joons]

DATING NCT A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Dong Sicheng

A ⇴ AFFECTION 

Sicheng isn’t a huge fan of being touched, which makes any affection from him something to be treasured and appreciated. He definitely is more open to affection as a result of dating you though, but only with you.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING 

The two of you met backstage as you worked at a concert. Throughout soundcheck and the show he was thinking about you, and after a polite nudge from Renjun to encourage him to speak to you and introduce himself, he finally found himself in your company right before heading home for the night.

C ⇴ CONFESSION 

He was usually one to give advice to others, but when it came to his confession, he needed all the help he could get from the others and all of the encouragement too. Sicheng’s confession had to be perfect as far as he was concerned, especially as he decided to make his confession at a show the next time the group were back at the arena where he’d first met you, and tell you how he felt in front of the fans.

D ⇴ DATES 

As part of the group, Sicheng was incredibly busy, so the two of you would often end up having Skype dates together, especially if he was away from home. They were perfect in making sure that the two of you still made time for each other in your busy schedules but also meant that the two of you didn’t end up getting too setback in your work either. The two of you both learnt early on in your relationship to be thankful for even the smallest dates that the two of you could enjoy together with his busy you were.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE 

Work had only ever been the focus for Sicheng, he had huge ambitions for where he wanted to go in his life, especially when it came to the group. He almost ruled out finding love, but when he met you, he was relieved that he didn’t. It was a huge concern for him at the beginning how he’d be able to balance work and a relationship equally, but the two of you made a great team and were able to soon settle into a routine that was one that you could both agree on and be comfortable with alongside each other.

F ⇴ FIGHTING 

Sicheng wasn’t one for fights, they’d always make him very shy and very fearful, just the thought of losing you petrified him. When he felt like that balance between work and love was tilting, he’d be terrified, especially when you began to notice too. The two of you would usually argue your way back to finding a middle ground again, you’d somehow just find yourself disagreeing completely with each other until you found a point where you would then suddenly start agreeing with each other again and sort things out without even realising that you’d done it.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY 

His family would often come and visit him, but it was actually an excuse just to come and see you. To begin with you worried a lot if it was because they wanted to keep an eye on you, but you soon realised it was actually because they just loved getting to know you and see their son so happy to be in a relationship.

H ⇴ HOME 

If there was one good thing about the dorm, it was that he roomed with Lucas, who always gave the two of you space. It made you both very reluctant to move out, Sicheng loved the dorm anyway, but you also loved being around all of his members too and getting to know them better with each visit.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU” 

Sicheng was the first one to say “I love you” by way of an apology when he completely forgot date night. He could tell straight that you were angry, but when you tried to leave the dorm when he got home he just knew that he couldn’t let you go knowing that you were still angry at him, so he opened up his heart to prove to you just how apologetic he was.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY 

There weren’t many times when Sicheng would get jealous, he wasn’t someone who would get angry if another member gave you a hug nor if they wanted to talk t you without him being glued to your side. He trusted you, and he trusted his friends, but strangers, not so much. He knew he was lucky to have you, and he knew that some people liked to push it. Even if he ever began to feel jealous on the inside, he’d always play it down, especially around you do that you’d never even be aware if he was feeling jealous.

K ⇴ KIDS 

There was no doubt in Sicheng’s mind that he was going to have a family at some point in his life, for him, it was just a matter of when. You’d seen first hand just how much he loved children, and he always hated to give them back, much preferring to just keep them as his own. He couldn’t wait for the day when he’d be able to have his own children, but he very much trusted that it would happen only when the time was right for you both.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER 

He was an absolute sucker for the sound of your laughter, it was one of the happiest experiences in the world for him to be able to know that you were happy and enjoying yourself. Whenever you arrived home with a frown was usually when he’d forget about his dislike of being touched. He’d appear by your sides and tickle you in an instant in order to try and cheer you up, and as he so cheekily often reminded you to ‘turn that frown upside down.’ As much as you wanted to hate him for it, just the sound of his voice whispering that phrase into your ear was enough to usually do exactly what he wanted the saying to do to you.

M ⇴ MISSING 

He tends to isolate himself a lot whenever he’s missing you on the road, there’s usually only ever one member that he’ll really open up to, and there Renjun. You often feel sorry for him as he ends up acting like a third wheel in your relationship when Sicheng is on the road, relaying to the other how each of you is feeling as you’re far too worried to burden the other with how you’re feeling. It was hard on him being away from you, he missed the company more than anything else and having someone there to always talk to him whenever he needed someone to listen or give him the same advice that he always gave to other people.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES 

His favourite nickname for you was ‘Ài,’ which was love in Chinese. He loved holding onto a bit of who he was around you, and showing you a lot about his own culture too, introducing you to plenty of cute nicknames he could use.

O ⇴ OBSESSION 

He’s obsessed with your smile, personality is what is most important to Sicheng, and your smile and it’s brightness was one of the first that he was drawn to when he met you for the very fire time.

P ⇴ PDA 

Sicheng wasn’t the biggest fan of private affection, so public affection was definitely something that he wasn’t a huge fan of. He kept it very minimal when he was out with you, he’d do enough to know that you were safe but also ensure that he drew no attention to the two of you together too.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS 

He loved to talk about the future and his goals with you, and ask about yours too. Sicheng always had huge ambitions for his future, and he had great intrigue in what yours were too to see if the two of you were on the same path with where you saw your lives going.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS 

His photo album on his phone is absolutely filled with photos of you, he loves to keep hold of the memories that the two of you make together as there can sometimes be few chances to make any. He loves being able to look back on all of the photos, especially when he’s on the road or working a late night and struggling for any motivation. If anyone dares look at the photos then he’ll slap them away, they’re for him only.

S ⇴ SEX 

These times are usually when he becomes his most affectionate and cuddly, if he’s in the right mood, then he’ll love to hold you as close as he can to your body. He knows that you deal with a lot being in a relationship with him, so these are also the times where he’ll make sure to show you just how appreciative he is to have you in his life and be sure to make sure that you feel as loved as you back him feel on a daily basis.

T ⇴ TEXTS 

If the two of you are apart for long periods of time, Sicheng will definitely send you texts quite a lot of the time so that he can still communicate with you even though you’re not physically able to be with each other.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE 

You’re his number one in everything that he does, he knows that he can be quite a demanding boyfriend, so he always makes sure to take you into consideration with whatever he does, after all, he has to start planning for forever with you.

V ⇴ VACATION 

If the two of you ever find the time to go on holiday, Sicheng will make sure to treat you like absolute royalty. You’re not allowed to so much as lift a finger when the two of you on holiday, he does everything for you to give you some time to relax after constantly having to work around him.

W ⇴ WHINING 

Your time is precious, and so if Sicheng knows you’re doing something important, he’ll wait patiently until he’s the most important thing for you.

X ⇴ XXXXX 

He has a tendency to kiss you a lot more then he hugs you. He enjoys that kisses are less physical, but also make sure that you know that he loves you and is thinking of you. For this, you make sure to savour each kiss you receive from Sicheng as it can often be the most affection you’ll get from him. He’ll much prefer to kiss your cheek or your lips usually over hugging you, knowing that he can still have he same effect over you than with a hug.

Y ⇴ YOU 

You were his forever, Sicheng never saw himself with anyone else.

Z ⇴ ZZZ 

How the two of you fell asleep together would often vary. Sometimes Sicheng would want his distance, other times he’d find himself freely wrapping his arms around you and holding you close, it was all a bit of a lottery.

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DATING NCT A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Moon Taeil

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Whilst Taeil doesn’t love to give affection, he’ll definitely make an exception for you. You’re his priority, and so if he needs to be there for you with a hug, then he’ll be there in a heartbeat to make you feel a little bit better.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

The two of you met at the company, you were at SM visiting, and of course, Taeil was working. When the two of you got in the lift together, he couldn’t help but say hello. Throughout the day he found himself continuously bumping into you, almost as if fate was trying to tell him that something was happening between you both.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

It took a little while for Taeil to build up the courage to confess to you. He was worried that maybe you wouldn’t feel the same way or that he’d read your signals wrong. So, when he told you how he felt, only for you to tell him that you felt the exact same way, he was definitely surprised. He was more than relieved that he’d read the right signs and that the two of you could finally get to know each other better.

D ⇴ DATES

Your dates were often quite homely, Taeil wasn’t a huge fan of taking you outside as he didn’t want anyone to hurt you or interrupt you both. Being the eldest meant he often had control in the dorm, so if he wanted the boys to head off so that he could spend some time with alone, then they definitely would. He loved to settle and watch movies with you with a tub of ice cream between you both, others may be mistaken for thinking that it was all a little bit cliché, but it was perfect for what the two of you wanted.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

Taeil had never even thought about dating, but somehow meeting you, everything changed. It took a long time for him to really begin to settle into your relationship, he was nervous, a lot, he didn’t want to do something wrong or hurt you or the fans. You were often photographed with the boys, but as Taeil wasn’t huge on PDA, you were often mistaken as a friend of the group or a member of staff which meant that you could often move with the group without too much trouble, which was definitely a bonus for you both.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

The two of you don’t tend to fight often, Taeil gets very emotional during heated moments, and will usually break before things can get too extreme. He doesn’t tend to open up too much either, but somehow when he starts defending himself, he can’t help but tell you every single thing about how he’s feeling so you can finally see things from his perspective. Fighting with you is a nightmare for Taeil, he hates getting upset, and he hates feeling like he’s let you down. It’s never nice for either of you, especially if you’re at the dorm, but once you’re both less emotional, you always sort things out together.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

He’d told his family a lot about you before you met them for the first time, so when they did meet you for the first time, you already felt a lot like a familiar face. It definitely helped you settle in with them all a bit better and get to know exactly who everyone was, sharing all your stories, much to Taeil’s embarrassment.

H ⇴ HOME

As one of the elder members, Taeil knew that he would be one of the first ones to move out of the dorm, but he was in no rush. The two of you had your own routine around the dorm, which Yuta especially was very understanding about. He knew when the time was right, he would find a place with you when you were ready.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

You were the first to say, ‘I love you,’ when Taeil returned from his first tour without you. You never imagined that having him away would be so hard, but the distance also gave you a lot of time to think, which eventually drew you to the conclusion that you were in love with Taeil, and desperate for the chance to tell him.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There were definitely times when Taeil would find himself getting jealous, and if he was, you’d always be able to tell. He’d close off from everything and become very distant, not even the sound of someone calling his name would bring him back into the room. You would be able to tell just by the look in his eyes that he wasn’t feeling, usually dragging him away from the situation to bring him back into the room and let him tell you exactly how he was feeling without anyone else being around to listen in.

K ⇴ KIDS

At times, he already felt like he had many children to look after, which meant he had plenty of practice for the future. He always imagined himself becoming a father at some point in the future, but he was also very conscious of the fact that it would be a little way off just yet before he became a dad. For now, he was more than happy being one of the elders of the other boys, learning everything that he needed to know.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

Taeil loved to make you laugh, at any possible time. The sound of your laughter was always what put the biggest smile on his face, to know that you were happy was all that he ever wanted. Your laughter helped him through a lot, it was at its best as a distraction when he met up with you after a long day. Being around you reminded him to smile and not fret too much about what was going on at work, it was exactly what he needed to hear to settle down and remind himself that things always ended up getting better.

M ⇴ MISSING

Being away from you was very tough, he would often close off a lot when he was missing you, even if the other members were asking him if he was alright, he’d always quickly shut them down by saying yes. It was only when he rang you or spoke to you, did he finally admit to just how much he was struggling. The boys knew that he closed off a lot, so you’d often send one of them a text to let him know that he was struggling and ask them to keep a bit of a closer eye on them. Even if he didn’t want the boys to worry about how he was feeling, you were desperate for the boys to be there for him when you couldn’t.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

The two of you never settled on specific nicknames for each other, Taeil would often call you ‘stars,’ though, as if you were the stars to his moon, like two things that just went together so perfectly as a team.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Taeil was obsessed with your smile, he loved seeing you happy, not just around him, but just knowing you were happy in yourself was a huge deal to him too.

P ⇴ PDA

It was incredibly rare for Taeil to ever be affectionate in public, he wasn’t a huge fan of skinship at the best of times, but in public, it would definitely be a big no. If you ever felt his hands against him, you’d often look around in surprise to make sure that the two of you were safe as it was such a rarity for the two of you.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He worried about you a lot, so he’d often just ask you if you were doing alright. It was an instinct he had as one of the elders anyway, but it always continued with you too, he always wanted to check on you and be there for you.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

For when he’s on the road, Taeil has a whole playlist on his phone dedicated to you. He loves to listen to music anyway, but when he’s away from you, listening to the songs that he knows you like brings him a lot of comfort. He’ll often fall asleep with his headphones in, humming away to the songs just like you always do when the two of you listen to them, so it begins to feel as if you’re there beside him, not thousands of miles away.

S ⇴ SEX

You receive the most affection from Taeil during intimate moments, he knows that he’s not the most affectionate person in the world, so he uses this time to remind you that he loves you. He’s very sweet and very caring, a lot of his barriers come down during these times with you. When he’s in the right mood, he can be incredibly affectionate with you, and any time the two of you are close is definitely a moment for it.

T ⇴ TEXTS

Taeil texts you quite often, just like his questions, to make sure you’re doing alright. He can’t help but worry about you, he’d hate to be out of the loop if anything did happen to you, so a response from you is always comforting.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

Whilst around most people, Taeil feels a duty to be the strong one and not open up too much, around you, he can tell you anything. He loves having one person that he can rely on with anything who will always support him.

V ⇴ VACATION

He loves to try and take you away whenever he has the chance, mainly to show you how thankful he is that you’re so supportive of his career. He knows it can be incredibly hard on you at times, so holidays are his way of making sure you know that he’s appreciative for everything, and his turn to repay the favour to you.

W ⇴ WHINING

Taeil doesn’t tend to whine too often, he knows that at times you want your own space, so he’ll wait for whenever you’re ready to be back with him.

X ⇴ XXXXX

He tends to kiss you more often than he will cuddle you, as kisses tend to be a little bit quicker. He’ll often surprise you with a kiss when you least expect it, or if you’ve sat and listened to him talk for a while, he’ll often press a kiss to your cheek as he’s too emotional to say thank you. You can tell a lot from Taeil’s kisses, whilst he often closes off with words, his lips are usually a strong indicator of what’s going on.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his favourite person in the world, the one that allowed him to be himself.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Whilst Taeil wasn’t a huge fan of affection when he slept, if you wanted him to hold you or cuddle you, then he definitely wouldn’t say no. He’d always do whatever you were happy with as all he wanted was for you to be comfortable.

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