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chichis-interlude · 4 months
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things I'm gonna manifest already have.
-My desired face + body (duhh)
-Height reduction (5'7-5'3) bc why not?
-Weight loss (Kim K whooo?)
-Fast metabolism (my big back ahh needs it very much)
-My Pinterest board shopping list (lashes, lip gloss, etc)
-My desired room decor (hello kitty all day nigga!)
-My dad's business flourishing (million dollar baby who??)
-Moving to town (the suburbs are so dead smh)
-British passport for my family + family friends (Nigerian passport is ass ibr)
-Lenient parents (love my ma but she needs to step back sometimes)
-Being famous on social media (the clock app, the bird app, etc)
-Getting all 9s on GCSEs (I'm in y10 but gotta start early n that)
-My desired friend group for 6th form (baddie w her baddie frenns)
-Finding albums of my favourite artist (K.dot + Sade I'm coming for u)
-Thicker, longer hair (still gonna be 4b-4c tho)
-Being VERY sociable (I alr am but I'm tryna be outside dis summer)
-Being able to play the violin (UGHH I forgot everything ab it!)
-Speaking French + Igbo (my mother tongue)
-Having a voice similar to Shinobu Kocho Japanese VA (She's leng)
-Being a terrific writer (making niggas cry bc of books n shi)
-Being very lyrically gifted (freestyles finna be a breeze)
-Being a good rapper + singer (bc why not?)
-Being really fast + good at track (these dogs getting too fast ibr)
-Being good at cooking (gordon Ramsey who?)
-Being good at fighting (saw smb ik get beat up sb on snap + I'm not tryna be the next but my mouth too sharp for my own good.)
-Being good at insults + arguments (I alr am but why not even more?)
-Having my dreams wardrobe (I don't even got a specific style fr)
-Finally buying a HUGE house (house party finna be active)
-Lit sweet 16 (6 months from now as well)
-School being lenient (getting sent to detention for lip gloss is not it)
-Getting that baggg (money is my love language fr)
-My mannn (this is indeed built a nigga but in 6th form)
-Robux, Imvu money and Zepeto money (madre won't get them 4 me)
-EDIT: I can waistline like a Congolese (iykyk)
There's still some more but this is like the summary!
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the-starlight-project · 5 months
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First of all I LOVE THIS, AAAAHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤
Second of all I've been seeing people saying "oh god sonic had to watch people die but it actuality it was acting" but I see no one asking "how the fuck did he go super?" And "what about being a werehog?" And all the other form transformation that he has done over the years and also " HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN HIS FUCKING OWN DEATH TO HIM"
Like with the death one, did they put him I a forced coma? Did they tranquilise him? So many thoughts are going on it my head
On a other thought, what is he going to do now he knows that everything is 'fake'? Like he was no clue if sonic's world was real or not cause even tho we know there is no interdimensional interference going on we can't rule out that what happen to sonic was real, whether as an act or it actually happen, cause we know that in the games sonic fort a god(s) and won, and if those god(s) where real what is going on? Are all the actors playing roles that have no clue they are playing? Is sonic the only one who is in the right to believe everything is fake? Is chaos energy real or was it special effects? Is sonic like PROJECT SHADOW? Is sonic a GOD????????? (I'm twicking, or am I 🤔)
We have no clue what is real or not cause we are only the spectators. We are like sonic, we are seeing the things sonic is seeing and making theorys that sonic himself might have not even be thinking about cause our main man is going through like 30 intenal mental breakdowns in like 30 minutes, having an existential crisis and all that.
What is really going on cause it seems like 'shadow' also did not know that sonic had no idea about how they were actors in the beginning of the comic and now he is coming to terms that maybe everything he knew was a lie as well, cause we see reaction to sonic doing a spindash at the wall is when he really started to think the sonic is more then the main character of the story but an actual person who is in the dark and when 'shadow' was bring up all these things from the past we start seeing him get nervous cause he probably is thinking "oh fuck what is happening? I thought he was a actor like I am" and in reality is not
I have rambled a lot cause I love this and with The Truman Show being something I am actively studying for school my mind is going haywire
"Thank you for listening to my Ted talk"/ref
Okay, first of all, massive pretense - there are so many questions in this ask that I cannot (and will not) answer all of them.
HOWEVER.
A lot of these questions are very important, very well thought-out and certainly should not be forgotten - and rest assured, several things you ask about do indeed have answers to them (I'd go so far as to say that about 95% have answers to them, actually). I had a hell of a time reading through this with SB on a discord call and it was SUCH a doozy /pos
The problem with asks like this is that I literally can't say anything without accidentally spoiling the whole comic BUT! I will endeavor to say as much as I can!
Chaos Energy is very much a real force, but it's not universal. In fact, it's pretty much localized. Very localized.
Shamdow may have been acting with Sonic for a long time, but when you're running a long-standing show, you have sets, budgets and effects that reach well into the millions. He had no real reason to question Sonic because surely, it was all just effects. (It was not, in fact, all effects)
Sonic shares some similarities with the concept of Project Shadow, but not all - most notably, he's not an alien or a robot or whatever else Shadow has gone through when trying to figure out what he is in the games. He's not the product of science, he's very much natural.
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jadzio · 1 year
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My costume submissions for pansear-doodles halloween contest!
@pansear-doodles made a contest some time ago and since its over now i wanted to post my submissions and talk a lil abt them
Artificer
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This is a costume of arti as Artemis from Hades. I love goddess Artemis and i thought it fitted arti pretty well, as well as hunter tho i had a different idea for them. I wanted to experiment a bit with maybe just being inspired by the Hades version, with some sort of creature bone/skull mask/helmet, as well as adding a bit more flare. I love Hades god designs, but Artemis was always my least fave ngl. tho i wasn't able to experiment much and stuck around to the Hades version due to time and not having many good ideas.
Enot
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Im so glad the Once-ler Enot got through and the other shown costume ideas i love em so much. I love joke characters, but i'm clearly isn't the best at designing them heh. This is gamer Enot with all the cringe gamer merch, dressed up as their computer having an LED gamer keyboard and mouse. Maybe now looking at it i should have added maybe some consol (tho they struck me as a religious pc gamer) or some LOL or other popular game merch to sell the gamer look. Maybe also add some doritos and mountain dew.
Gourmand and their pups (matching set)
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I for the longest time could not decide, if i wanted to put gourm as dt asgore or ut asgore. Because it had to be asgore no questions asked, i mean look at the guy! I choose ut cause the way asgore is treated in dt just kill me internally. Also ut asgore family is much more functional. For the pups I wanted them to look like they’ve been face painted. Idk if chara and asriel really work for their personality, but i didnt really have any other idea with them. Also the one as asriel could’ve brought those like galaxy swords and some cool stuff from asriel dreemurr fight.
Also i wanted the drawing to resemble those monarch painted family portraits, so that’s why this style.
Hunter
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I didnt have any good ideas for hunter, until i was scrolling through my reblogs and saw puss in boots the last wish fanart. It worked so well with the hunter's personality i had to!
Iterators (matching set)
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It was so hard to have a good idea for those 4, because tere were 4 of them. You have so many trios everywhere, but 4 gang nahhh. I thought at first to dress them as their slugs u know a classic really, but too basic for me i knew someone would submit that. Maybe cult of the lamb bishops not a bad idea either tbh, but something didn't vibe right. So
I shit u not
the iterators were suppose to be
for the longest time
glamrocks from fnaf sb
yeaahhhhhhh i did have any better idea for a 4 gang and fnaf franchise was the only thing coming to my mind that vibed with me. But then i was scrolling through my alt for reblogs and i saw inscyption fanart i reblogged at some point, and i had that moment: NEURONS ACTIVATE, and decided to not be cringe and make them into scribes ighodghgdoa. I had i lil moment wondering between srs and nsh and leshy and magnificus, but it was quickly resolved by pushing nsh into a bush. and 5p as po3 and lttm as grimora was a no brainer.
Martyr
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i dont know why i thought this was a good idea, but i vibed with it. I thought to make them a Julius Caesar from asterix and obelix comics.
This guy:
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Monk and the lizards
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Monk was always supposed to be a pokemon trainer. It works so well with them. At first i thought to give them Reds outfit, but then i decided to make them an N, a character from Black and White. His closeness and kindness to his pokemon, tie well with monk and their lizards.
Lizards are painted as spindas. i thought abt giving each individual pokemon, but i also wanted to make it quick and easy for the comics, so spindas! infinite patterns for an infinite amount of friends.
Survivor and Nightcat 9matching outfits)
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Okay so this reference is like really obscure. It's the main characters from the movie Mune: guardian of the moon. I think i watched it only one time, long ago, i think the plot is really basic, but the lore and the art from it is great. it's one of those: if it was 2d it would’ve been so beautiful.
Anyway i wanted to do a lil swap: survivor is mune and nightcat is glim, cause it worked better personality wise.
anyway go watch it or look up art for it, its really cool
Rivulet
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Big big thanks to @kociamieta, because i really could decide where i wanted to go with this. I had an idea for a shark hoodie, undyne, a sci fi speedster and perry the platypus. (if it comes up that someone submitted perry the platypus costume and it didnt go through, idk what i will do) So they were like: why not combine the shark hoodie and a sci fi speedster and jaga u are a genius. im not too proud of this one, the colors could be a lil better and the suit needs some work, but it was the last day of the competition and didn't have that much time.
Saint
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Saint as snufkins, very original (i wanted for the Jessica Rabbit costume to win). i don’t have much to say here other then my 10000 environment brushes as always carry the piece
I wondered for a bit if I should make them some cosmic horror god. Not with body horror, but those gods that will stand in the middle of the forest and just look at u.
Scav king
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Very basic, jack sparrow inspired scav king costume, inspired by the helm comic part.
(king julien for the win lets gooooo)
Spearmaster
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My personal proudest one. A simple spray painter, but i put much care into this one. Now looking at it, I should rethink some colors, but i still like it. The spray cans could’ve been swapped out for needles (optional, not a correct). The tail is a paint brush with a swirl that isn't very visible in the colored piece.
Wanderer
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Hollow knight gang! I think quirrel works well with wanderer. I mean the name, the character, the mission. They work well, I think.
Thanks yet again to @pansear-doodles for organizing the whole thing. It was very fun! Congrats to all the other winners too!
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send-me-a-puffalope · 6 months
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NAT MY BRAIN IS HUGE… yk how people would make those aus where Michael was in SB with Gregory and they became The Father And Son Duo ™️ right. And obviously it’s post scoop Michael and it’s usually like “oh I failed my brother so now I’ll save this kid” right. SO I WAS THINKING. Papillomatosis happens. Vanessa is depressed cuz y’know. And while searching for William Afton cuz He Is Back ™️ she runs into Gregory. And Gregory has to stick with her cuz they’re in Pizza Sim or smth idk dawg I didn’t write the lore. ANYWAYS. The become The Sibling Duo and Vanessa burns in the fire but Gregory lives on for her. I’m literally a genius. I am cooking.
OH OH OH NO YOU’RE COOKING— Vanessa escapes the House™️, eventually takes up the role at Fazbear Frights and burns it down cause Springtrap was found, only to realize that he didn’t actually perish (maybe there’s been local murders and elderly reports— I mean cryptid/large animal reports) and decides to Pizza Sim it to tie up all loose ends instead of hunting them down one by one. On the final day, Gregory manages to sneak in past closing hours and Vanessa realizes and spends the night trying to help him escape (while Scraptrap, Scrap Baby, Molten Freddy, and Lefty are in the building and actively hunting him). And maybe the climax is Vanessa sacrificing herself to distract the animatronics so Gregory can escape.
I always wondered why Michael didn’t just burn the whole place down as soon as he them all in one place. Like why tf did you have to survive through the last night at all?? Was plumbing the toilet that important if you were just planning on burning the whole place down??? Though, ig it was more of Henry’s plan than Michael’s (tho in this AU, it’d be Vanessa)
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s1llydr3amscape · 3 months
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🐰🩸, 😈❓, 🎂🫂, 🍬
sorry for multiple, i am curious!! (feel free to not answer any of em if you dont feel like it!)
🩸🐰 :
EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES SPINS INTO THE SKY!!!!
Vanessa wahhh!!!!! Sometimes I feel like if put to much off myself Into her because that's what usually happens when I love a character too much. I feel like another reason Vanessa doesn't usually ask for help is because whenever she did ask for it it just ended fricking her over.
Like growing up 4 me asking for help is either a life or death sentence. Like idk probably culture shit but asking for help Is a sign of weakness and if you can't immediately do something you're a failure. Your value is how useful you are and probably why Vanessa is reluctantly obeying Glitchtrap like that shit is ingrained with you. It doesn't go away! Even after she gets to be free from their control asking for help is still to hard for her.
Vanessa after sb probably overwokrs herself because now she has things to worry about and also like mouths to feed. She has to be useful she has to. Why else would she be allowed to live and like thankfully she learns it's OK to rely on others. She learns it's ok to ask for help it's not a burden.
😈❓️ :
Imma be real Im kinda me with willy that much but that's because being autistic abt vanessa and during her early days and ppl kept shipping him w her left and right left me very very bitter. But like I do like how most ppl write him and how much off a freak he is!!!! I think he did it for immortality honestly. Sometimes, I feel like he preferred robots over humans because he wanted to be a robot. Like no hunger, no pain, no tired that kinda jazz. Also why he likes wearing the springbonnie suit a lot!!!
Also hearing summaries abt the book willy it's like damn bro wtf 😭 Gaslighting ur own kids and giving children heart attacks with the nightmare gas?!?! In this au tho I want him to care abt his kids in his own fucked up way.
So what happened was when he became Springtrap he was ecstatic yay I'm my fursona forever now but also AFGHGHH THE SPRINGLOCKS.
Also like im so glad in the graphic novel they made him bald when he was experimenting with remnant!!! LIKE YEAH BRO DECAY DECAY DECAY!!!!! Also probably why he killed more kids than adults is because he probably thought younger people would make his immortality last longer.
🎂🫂:
I like to think they did. Why because I love bittersweet endings a lot. Charlie thinking she could save them by giving them another chance at life. Yet they remained trapped in those dingy suits forced to stay there and do the same things over and over and over again. I'm sure some of them were bitter with what she did.
They're all kids after all sometimes they just see the black and white and not the grey off it all. But before their tension they were probably the closest friends ever. I think they all drew alot and even made characters roleplaying with eachother!! Projecting hehehe my irls and I would draw and self insert eachother into different media. I think they'd do the same!
🍬 :
Im in a Elizabeth mood. Sorry i love ffps a lot!!
I never really focus on the human characters in my aus besides Vanessa because I feel like I can't write ppl that well. Like idk how to describe it It's like I feel like seeing others work of the human characters is freaking more peak to me. Also just like not feeling like a person sometimes and just going oh yeah these are human activities!!!! Also i think cuz like when I joined fnaf when it first came out I liked the animal characters more like we can attach any headcanon we wanted because well heheh they barely had any personality traits
I do write them in my more serious au and me just hyper analysing the game they're from and anything that could be related to em especially with the afton kids specifically Elizabeth my fave out of em because ughhh this poor girl like I haven't read the silver eyes trilogy sadly but from the summaries. God this poor girl just gets taken over by the robot AI and its like ughhh 😭😭😭 and apparently William told Baby to kill herself LIKE WHAT WHATS GOING ON IN THOSE BOOKS? I love father daughter dynamics.
FFPS Just hurts more because she's like this is a gift you've given us before getting cut off by Henry but it hurts more becayse she's trying to be a good daughter and follow in his father footsteps!!! William doesn't even acknowledge it at all in the game. No lines nothing he's just it's like he's avoiding her embarrassed by his own mistake about letting his own creation kill his own kid again. Leaving her to rot in the basement and letting Micheal go in his place instead like why did you do that why why why she likes to play pretend.
In the end maybe she pretended to much that her father loved her so much and that's why she has to be good. He must've left her down there because she went to visit baby without his permission like ughhh 😭😭😭😭 The fact she got kicked out of Ennard too like she's still bossy and in charge and I just love that cuz we got a sick ass fnaf design. But also since the funtimes have their own AI maybe being trapped down there for so long with her believing her fantasies and trusting her to go into Micheal before being ejected out from him. They ended up hating her because they wanted to kill and kidnap kids cuz off what Willy wrote in their AI
So she's just left alone again after having the people she spent her entire childhood with leave her because unlike people they're not like her. And just wahhh her and Charlie 😭😭😭😭 I could go on about that (ended up liking em cuz of some fanart) like they know eachohter right both the daughters of their fathers who work together. Like in FFPS they hate eachother. Projecting again but my parents used to love shit talking my friends parents so I wonder if it ever happened.
Do they hate eachother too?? Is it passed down?? Are they friends here did they both realise they both went a different path in life. One bringing life the other bringing death. Do they ever get to reconcile in the fire realising that in another life they could've been friends or even more.
Like HUHHHH THAT FANART KILLED ME 😭😭😭😭 also I think k the main reason I got so attached to Vanessa is cuz off how they both lowkey parallel eachother. Like Liz dynamic with Willy and Nessie dynamic with Glitchy.
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flyingcookierambles · 8 months
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So in case graduations happen again soon, I looked up PLs on the niji sub which has gone basically rogue and is actively discussing PL. I followed RZ's PL, which I was like. Holy hell, 1 million subs. All the comments joking about RZ being his side hustle or a side quest and RZ was a big animation storytime youtube joke make sense now. Brooooo what are you doing in niji.
EA's PL was surprising. I didn't follow her previously, but I was more active in the vocaloid fandom and the vocaloid song English fan dub circles when I was younger. I watched some of EA/Shannon's videos and in hee comments are other singers I know and follow like JubyPhonic and rachie! From like 5 years ago! Crazy. I want to try to rewatch some old YouTube utaite chorus collab projects and see if I spot Shannon. It's so weird to think they I may have seen her years ago become she became a vtuber/ EA and didn't even realize.
For FO, I actually know and still follow his personal danmei reviewing twitter which he has since privated and his still public old vtuber PL. my friend who is more into danmei and manhua that me actually recommended his older twt and youtube channel to me. Then like 2 months later he privated his stuff and left and then FO debuted lol. My friend who knew him longer immediately recognized his voice in his debuted stream lol.
Edit 2/13 - that public explanation steam on EP's yt....oof. wtf. That only made things worse guys. These are the worst lawyers with the worst advice I swear wtf is even going on anymore....??
I think im following PG's past life acc on twitter and I don't even know why. I'm not subscribed to her old YouTube account where she did utaite type music. I'm just baffled. I just say that her old twitter is locked but I'm somehow following her and I can't even remember why. Lol.
Anyways saw some funny posts on a certain fruit farm website about SB falling his death a second time to get out of this situation. And I'm just like. A second time???
Turns out he is/was a legendary tf2 player Pyro main. It sounds like he had a video game addiction or something that was really ruining his life and/or he got burnout playing tf2. So he decided to fake his death so he could return to school or something. Like. OK, congrats on the therapy and college completion or whatever, but like you couldn't just have a normal hiatus post????? he like vaguely mentioned in his final stream that he had a terminal illness and then just stopped streaming for 5 years, so everyone thought he died. Like, on one hand, I and many other commentators seem to think it's a bit funny and totally ridiculous. I guess that only learning that this is a hoax years after and also not being tf2 fans/his fans helps make this like a weird prank to outsiders. On the other hand, faking a terminal illness and your death is really stupid and insensitive to people who actually have those issues. Plus to his old fans who knew him for many years who respected and trusted him, that's gotta hurt bad. Like. Bro what. SB unprivated his old YouTube videos though, I'm curious to see the highlight reel of supposedly the world's best tf2 player, even tho as a person who doesn't play fps or moba or tf2, I don't really understand how much skill it takes to do his playstyle, so I might not appreciate it as much as it is.
Anyways kusosanji has shit pr and lawyer team, but their talent scouts/audition people knew how to pick them very well. Like one of the top apex players and tf2 players, multiple musicians and comedians, etc. All these extremely talented peoples' past present and future careers being totally ruined by a company that doesn't care about them and their wellbeing at all. Even if they tried to leave via terminations (shout out to SY liking a company critical comment and then outting "returning soon" message on her pl youtube) and return to their past life, people have lost trust in them due to kusosanji (or due to already existing past life drama like above with SB). If they tried to make a new indie vtuber account they would be starting from 0 and even then if people match up their voices or life story details from some off hand comment during a zatsu, it'll be over for them again, back to 0 and having to reincarnate. Just a waste of potential, it's sad for all livers involved. Incredibly cowardly to have the public facing employees who have the mpst to lose take the worst of the harassment while the neglectful and abusive managers and rich ceo and investors can stay safe and anonymous and in a totally different country. I hope no poor indie vtuber decides to audition for any new en waves, which I doubt they'll even do anymore going forward. Being forced into a black company sounds awful. Comments online theorize that at this point, the investors and so management are seeing this workplace culture clash and deciding to deliberately sabotage the remaining EN branch so they have an excuse to merge it to the main branch and gradually dissolve/graduate/fire everyone like for the OG EN (india) KR and ID.
Edit edit: yeah.....even if the whole rrat / great unifying rat king theory from 4chan is true, that still really only means that like 5 people of a clique are bullies, plus mayyybeee AA?? But like really, other than those 6 people, like there's still the 25 other people (who as far as we know) are not bullies or even involved in this, that really were just trying to grow their career and make friends in a new place. They couldn't have known about the massive apocashitstorm pr disaster that was coming up. I feel so bad for the new kids Krisis and TTT too...like.. holy crap they JUST got there....
*insert meme that Vivi is the unluckiest new member*
Just because the management is bad and maybe 6 people are guilty of bullying, all 25 other innocent incredibly talented people are being dragged into this. It's just awful.... :(
I want so support them, they're unlucky innocent bystanders in this I think, but not as they are right now. Still not exactly normal vtuber etiquette, but this whole situation is totally abnormal, but I'll just find their pl youtube or twitch accounts and follow them there, patiently awaiting if/when they return to those accounts. People on reddit are all saying like "I hope my oshi graduates/gets fired" and that might literally be a better ending for them right now. So weird.....
Edit edit edit: oof yeah. Again, as an outsider to SB's pl and the tf2 moba fps genre community, plus 7 years have passed, I have some forgiveness towards him for the fake death thing that i can understand his older OG fans may not have. Still, it sounds like he talked about his past in a zatsu. He legit had a video game addiction and ended up homeless and jobless. I can understand toa degree why he had to make his hiatus/break from tf2 and video games in general so final so that he would not be tempted to play it again. Still, just an extreme decision to fake an illness and death instead of just admitting you want to go to college and not be living in japanese net cafes and the streets.
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chaninfused · 4 years
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🤸🏻‍♀️
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moumjn · 4 years
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im bout to redo my mobile + desktop theme soon u know what that means ...
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loumauve · 2 years
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🔥?
🔥 How has the way you think about yourself changed since you realized you were queer?
good question..
here's the thing, realising that I was queer came in multiple steps. first there was figuring out that I like A GIRL. then was realising that even tho I finally knew why maybe the boys hadn't made me feel any of the things the other girls had been describing to be feeling.. I still didn't want to do most of the things the other people were talking about doing, mainly the whole being sexually active part, and ngl I think I remember feeling like I was still broken somehow.
and how could I not want to do any of those 'super normal to do' things with this girl I supposedly loved. and believe me, back then asexuality was not talked about.
I found maybe one video and (bc of how different we aces all are) I did not feel like I could relate to all of the things they talked about, bc I was interested in sex I just couldn't imagine myself being part of it, if that makes sense, so I refused to acknowledge that maybe I was ace, bc again, it wasn't really a thing just yet, and continued on believing I was bad, and wrong and that I needed to work harder to one day be able to give my gf what she'd supposedly be unhappy without.
idk. I also remember telling her that I wouldn't mind it if she found sb else to do those things with that I didn't feel comfortable doing (bb!poly lou without a goddamn clue, kinda funny in retrospect. easier to accept poly behaviour than ace behaviour.. HOW kiddo YOUR BRAIN??!)
but yeah.. I think a few years down the line, when asexuality started to be more known about, and talked about, and I finally realised that I wasn't broken, I was just on the ace spectrum it helped a lot.
bc feeling like you're broken or messed up or just unable to give your partner what they 'need' (lbr more like what they want most of the time) ..well, it took some time to unlearn all that toxic bs that I'd subjected myself to. and that past partners had put on me.
it's.. helped quite a lot, to know I'm not alone, and that I can be myself and someone who actually loves me and cares about me would make more of an effort to find a way for both of us to get what we need and want.
I used to think I was bad, and broken, and wrong, but now I know I'm just another queer idiot doing her best to figure out the evershifting tides of her life. and I kinda like who I am
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comfort-reads · 3 years
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hello hello everyone!!! im here with a little update of my masterlist! sorry i haven’t been active here recently, but school is killing me and im trying out for the really important scholarship so im working my ass off rn (literally dead inside now)
I’ve updated some masterlists (Timmy, Paul, Regulus Harry, Kaz and Peter) and also I’ve added completely new masterlist for Tom Holland! (u can probably tell that i’ve watched new spiderman already but i looove it!!)
sooo in total i’ve posted:
➳ 20 (!!) one shots (most of them are by @thestarsaregivenonceonly so check them out!!), 1 headcanon, 1 blurb and 4 insta posts (another great acc @chal-latte) for Timmy 
➳ 3 one shots and 3 insta posts for Harry (great acc with insta posts - @harrysfolklore check them out!!)
➳ 4 one shots for Regulus (no new recs here, most of the authors here are my usual picks and i adore them <3)
➳ 11 one shots for Paul ( @lex-the-flex still has the best Paul one shots and my obsession with Dune is still going strong as u can see <3)
➳ 6 one shots and 1 headcanon for Peter Parker (Andrew’s Peter is the best and any other opinion is wrong tho)
➳ 1 one shot for Kaz
andddd finally 
➳ 2 one shots for my current obsession Tom Holland <3
so i guess that’s it, my ask box is open so u can request fics i should find
i’m also thinking about doing a taglist cause there is a lot of things here but if sb is interest in it dm me or comment under this post
i hope i will be more active as i’ve already started christmas break but i still have a lot of school projects to do so we will see
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theharellan · 4 years
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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.
fill out & repost ♥ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OC’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm. tagged by: stolen from @dansiere tagging: @ghiassan, @deathsreflection, @altuspavus, @windrunnerrs (velanna), @hopewrought, @willbeshot, @seahaloed (iron bull), @asterfed​ (noctis), @ anyone who wants to steal it! also multis feel free to choose a different character
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My muse is:   canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless / complicated (i’m open to roleplaying with non-dragon age characters, and have AUs for other fandoms)
Is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO. solas is both wildly popular and wildly hated. he’s been more consistently popular than the controversial women in the series, like sera or vivienne, who have only recently begun to get to the point where their tags are less vitriolic (although i’m sure it’s still out there), but there’s still a sizable hatedom that can’t have his name breathed in their vicinity w/o them talking abt how much they hate him. even if you’re currently cosplaying him!
Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. again, you have ppl who are super into him and ppl who think he’s ugly. my personal opinion is that i think he’s weirdly pretty, and wish ppl would commit more to his unconventional features rather than try to chisel him into sb more traditionally attractive and that ppl who don’t find him attractive would maybe chill w/ calling him ugly. find him unattractive by all means, but lets embrace the fact that inquisition let their love interests have skin flaws etc and accept that some won’t be our cups of tea.
Is your character considered strong in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. its hard to deny at this point tbh.
Are they underrated?  YES / NO / IDK. frustrating as the hate in the tags he has enough fans that i couldnt say he’s underrated w/ a straight face.
Were they relevant for the main story?  YES / NO. he’s the reason the game starts with a bang and not the inevitable dissolution of the conclave b/c the sides are disparate.
Were they relevant for the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. regardless of solas’ relationship with the inquisitor, there are parallels and contrasts in their stories and he also is the reason they survive inquisition.
Are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. fen’harel is well-known and revered, if feared, among the dalish, yet at the same time he’s not remembered for a lot besides locking the gods away-- and the context of that decision has also been lost. as solas he’s relatively unknown until inquisition and especially trespasser.
How’s their reputation?  GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. again, polarising!! he has loyal agents and people are willing to speak well of him despite everything, including his enemies sometimes (depending mostly on the inquisitor). 
How strictly do you follow canon?  — generally i try to have a canon basis for my interpretation, even if i interpret the text differently than the author.
SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.  —  solas is an immortal who is simultaneously jaded and very much invested in the small moments of life. far from being weary of the day-to-day lives of ordinary people, it is systems and orders he is most tired of. he walks an interesting line that feels far less misanthropic than other immortal characters i’ve experienced, yet still he’s quite cynical. as a character who has fought against religious based tyranny before, but in a completely different era, he is in a unique position where what he sees around him is both horrifyingly familiar and yet completely new. it allows an exploration of the wrongs of thedas’ society from an outsider’s perspective. his motivations are complex and multifaceted, often condemnable and yet also understandable. his character arc in inquisition (if befriended, or regardless in the case of my solas) takes him from a dispassionate, disconnected antagonist to someone deeply invested in the people of thedas, deeply conflicted and actively hoping he will be proven wrong again. i think his story is a testament to human (or elven, or dwarven, or-) connection and how even when we resist we can’t resist creating bonds with the people in our lives. i personally see this bond going beyond the inquisitor hence why i play low-approval solas as conflicted as high-approval, if not when it comes to the inquisitor.
Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?).  —  solas is selfish and motivated solely by revenge, he’s clinging to a past that clearly no longer exists, if you ignore all the people from it who are still alive. he’s totally unaware of all his flaws and never owns up to any mistakes ever. no, i haven’t listened to a single word solas has said in my life why do you ask. he’s also critical of my faves which means he’s #cancelled, there is clearly no validity to what he’s saying. ksjdf no but in all seriousness i think a lot of reasons ppl don’t find solas interesting are just... weird readings of his character that sometimes have no basis in the text of inquisition, but also there are plenty of perfectly valid reasons to not find him interesting. usually those ppl don’t like... talk abt how much they don’t find him interesting constantly tho. they just chill and aren’t invested in this particular villain. for one thing i think the game missed out on opportunities for exploring how someone who may not have even had a body at the beginning of his existence would feel about gender and sexuality, so making him presumably straight and cis was a boring choice. i also think that the dragon age games being very protagonist-centric hurts solas’ character, there’s no real reason why the inquisitor is the only one who can throw his plans into question but making the player the center of the universe means he’s not allowed to change due to the effects of other companions or NPCs. thank god this is rp and i do what i want.
What inspired you to rp your muse?  —  i have a history degree so when the inquisition companions were being teased, solas describing bias in primary sources from the memories he’s seen got me interested in him. but my first playthrough i didn’t actually take him with me all too often, i think my main party was dorian-blackwall-varric. i liked him, and i think he or dorian were my first friends in skyhold, but my initial interest was in other characters. between his dialogue that appealed to the historian in me tho and how his spirit opinions sort of turned everything i’d felt about spirits in the last two games on its head, i started vibing with him more the farther i went in. like merrill set me up for the “spirits are people” thing and solas hit it out of the park. then temple of mythal happened, and i did bring solas with me there. i found his dialogue fascinating and also suspicious, i’d just finished masked empire like the day before da:i came out so i definitely thought solas was an ancient elf in the same vein as felassan. it was after temple of mythal that i actually decided to make his blog, although like as one idk linchpin to cement my status as solas trash... i was hit BAD by the banter bug on my first playthrough, probably got like a dozen banters total. but then at some point late in the game i took solas to the forbidden oasis and he wouldn’t stop talking to people, and i really loved his banter with the rest of my party at the time.
What keeps your inspiration going?  —  replaying inquisition, new DA content when the bioware gods deign to grant us a lifeline, but the biggest thing is my rp partners. i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for the people i write with, new and old. my activity of late hasn’t been the best, work and the summer heat has really been sapping me of energy, and does even during years when we aren’t going through a pandemic. but it’s the thought of my rp partners and love of solas that keeps me coming back.
Some more personal questions for the mun.
Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.
Do you think you give your character justice?  YES / NO / I SINCERELY HOPE I DO? i have my doubts sometimes, but i think i do ok.
Do you frequently write headcanons?  YES / NO / SORT OF? there is no headcanon too small for me.
Do you sometimes write drabbles?  YES / NO. but not lately * gestures to the low activity * i’ve been in this cycle where i get anxious abt late replies, so prioritise them, then burn myself out and can’t write the fics i want. i’ve had two i’ve been DYING to write tho i just... need to find the space in my brain to let myself.
Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO. i mean it depends on the day. if i work closing shifts at my store it gets very quiet and boring around 8:30 so i spent the next 90 minutes thinking about character stuff.
Are you confident in your portrayal?  YES / NO / SORT OF? 
Are you confident in your writing?  YES / NO / SOMETIMES. 
Are you a sensitive person?  YES / NO / SORTA.
Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal?  —  i’m going to say ‘no’ because like, i don’t ask for criticism. this is a hobby based on my interpretation of a character, if you think i write solas too soft then you’re welcome to think that, but i’m happy with the balance i’ve struck with his internal versus external behaviour and how he changes based upon who he’s speaking to. if you think i’m erasing straight people by making solas pan then ksjdfs. ok.
Do you like questions, which help you explore your character?  —  yes!!! even if they retread ground already trodden, a) my interpretation may have adjusted since the last time i played or b) a reminder is nice. if it’s new stuff then it’s fun to think about.
If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why?  —  it’d depend on why they disagree. if they just disagree on a subjective opinion about what i took from a certain line, then they’re welcome to their opinion but i don’t necessarily care to hear it. if it is unintentionally hurtful then i would like to know. although rather than a comment i’d rather a non-anonymous message.
If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it?  —  same as the above.
If someone really hates your character, how do you take it?  —  if they’re vocal about it i typically just unfollow / softblock if i was following in the first place. people can feel how they want about solas, but i’ve found over the years that if people really hate solas ooc it can often bleed into their ic interactions. it’s really weird seeing your character being brought up repeatedly in threads with others specifically to dunk on, for no reason other than i guess solas is living rent free in their heads, so at least we have that in common. but anyway unfollowing is just the best choice to avoid getting kinda pressed if i’m having a bad day.
Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors?  —  roleplay is the wild west of writing, so i think it’d depend on what the error was. coming at me like “you shouldn’t start a sentence with a preposition” would get a laugh, but i don’t edit my replies much if at all and mistakes will 100% happen. pointing out typos is chill so long as you do it politely.
Do you think you are easy going as a mun?   —  it depends! i’ve learned that being too easy going actually just means i’m subjecting myself to negative emotions to please people. so i’ve gotten less easy going as the years go by. how does one define “easy going” anyway? does asking that question mean i am objectively not easy going? the longer this thought goes on the more the answer seems to be “probably not,” but i like to think it could be a lot worse.
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swingxilly · 5 years
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I was tagged by @sapphicmadameumbralis hehe This time I tag you @rottentidepod !
time: 18:14 last song i listened to: I have no idea bc I turned the volume off instead of pausing bc I thought sb was coming and didnt turn it back on.. So it kept running and I literally just noticed. Now I put on Caro Emerald other blogs: necrotic-hex and qu-artz, the first one I created for a great prank, the greatest prank of all times. The second one is an artblog I should be more active on bc I uploaded some digital stuff when I made the blog... but never anything of my traditional stuff... bc Id have to scan it or sth first and I never got around to do that why did i choose my username: haha okay, so. It used to be sphinxilly. sphinx bc its a nickname of the Riddler, who I really liked at that time. illy bc Thilly is my nickname. I used this name on Pokemon Go. At some point I decided I wanted to start over bc I wanted to be in Team Instinct instead. But I couldnt use the name again so I made a new one. Swing bc of Electro Swing and the x to tie it together, a remnant of the past lucky numbers: 5 relationship status: single! favourite colours: orange, green and pink! three books: The Song of Achilles (it was sooo goood), The Name of the Wind (wonder when the next book comes out honestly! But its been one of my favourite for years), Howl’s Moving Caste (simply bc thats the one Im reading rn!) three tv shows: Brooklyn 99 (Im waiting for Netflix to finally release the next season man), Queer Eye (makes me smile and cry basically the whole time), Over the Garden Wall (has such a nice mood!) books I’m reading now: Howl’s Moving Castle, although Im almost through... I did order the next one already tho! how many blankets do you sleep in: 1 anything I want: rn Im just hungry so I want some nice food + Describe yourself as aesthetic things: little sunshine whos hiding from the sky
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justekasmindx · 2 years
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Sunday's eyes
It was last Sunday when I went to the local market, decided to eat at KFC (since we only have Jollibee nearby our workplace, bigla ako nag crave for this one)
Sunday is usually being spent as my "me time" so my plan was after my lunch at KFC, i'll go to Starbucks to treat myself with my favorite salted caramel coffee and cinnamon bread which I promised not to eat for 6 months and now it's time for it again. I have avoided going to expensive places to discipline myself in spending money, the most expensive I've taught my mind is to eat at fastfood restaurants (tho I know this maybe cheap for others but this is how I set my mind to be more practical not because I don't have money to spend but this is to achieve my goal: to live a very neutral life because growing up I learned how life turns upside down)
I can remember that during that week, i've been feeling burnout at work, basically I felt exhausted so I went out and thought of the one I deprived myself from: SB
I was sitting nearby the window in the right side to avoid crowd and the image of the vehicles passing by outside. I chose the corner and quiet one.
One last bite of my chicken. One last bite and i'll go to SB na. When a lady approached me and asked me for coins while she's clutching up, holding her tummy. Then my eyes rolled to her face saw her eye to eye, her tears almost roll down.
I'm not a very good person. In my everyday life of commuting from Makati to Cavite vv, I ignore every person who ask for something, esp money. But this lady, I saw myself in her, I suddenly recalled those times when I experienced hunger or not being able to buy what I crave for. Those school days that I had a very limited allowance that I can spend during recess, only bought those biscuits since I couldn't afford a meal and I still had to save for my extra curricular activities so that it won't add to my parent's list of expenses. That time I refused to ask for more from my parents because they had to prioritize my tuition fees. I instantly felt guilty for even planning to buy a cup of coffee from SB.
After seeing her, I looked down in my plate and my own tummy, and thought "Busog ako, at masarap kinain ko, how about yung taong nasa harap ko?"
And I finally speak up, told her na ibibili ko nalang sya ng pagkain. I immediately stood up, held her in the back (It felt like i'm treating my lola with her favorite food) together we went to the counter and asked her ano gusto nya.
Surprisingly, she said three times "Yung pinaka mura lang" til I asked again, "Ano po yung gusto nyo?" She then paused and said "Spaghetti nalang ma'am"
Then I told her to look for her preferred seat (of course just like me I want her to enjoy her food in her chosen spot) then she chose the one near the door that can be seen from the counter.
It took a while before I got her food because of the limited crew working at the time. I patiently waited but I can sense that she has been so anxious while waiting. She checked up on me to tell me where she is seating, and when the food has been released she insisted to carry the tray to her table but I held on tight and I said "Ako na po nanay"
Walking back to her chosen spot she wanted to walk alongside me, and I told her mauna na. When we're approaching the table, another lady is staring at us. I immediately thought she was a karen due to her stares. She asked me taga saan ako, I said Imus, then she became teary eyes. She said "Nakita kita binibigyan mo sya, nagugutom din ako, gusto ko humingi pero alam kong nakakahiya na"
It didn't really matter to me if I spent my Starbucks money for her. It was just an ordinary moment until something happened next that really touched my heart:
The lady who has the food gave a part of her meal to the other lady. "Ibigay ko nalang chicken ko sa kanya, then sakin tong spaghetti, okay lang ba ma'am?" Then I quickly nodded.
I was amazed by what happened to the point that I cannot move or speak anymore. I always have this habit of walking away from a situation whenever it feels strange to me (I know. I'm working on my confrontation issues na).
Right after that scenario I immediately waved goodbye and went out from the restaurant, jump in the nearest jeepney then went home.
I always thought what I see in social media with the same scenario are all acts to get views. But experiencing it on my own is an extraordinary one for me.
I'll just probably go to Starbucks after 6 months again but this was way better than a cup of coffee and a piece of bread.
We can still consider life is amazing when for a moment we lose our focus in ourselves and instead, dig in other people's lives.
Our sight may go dark but we can still hold on to the light that other beings see.
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It's SB again . You are so sweet and thoughtful.💙💙 I am the kind of person who is really introverted . And as I have grown up in an unaffectionate family( it's not toxic tho,everyone in my family just feel distant ), I always think that I will be able to find comfort and warmth in my future spouse and my future family. But the quote you linked for me really made me realise that it is my life and it's about "me". Now, I believe that there is a lot more to my life and I will try to explore it all.
Thank you for the heartwarming quote.🌸 I really needed someone to say that to me. And the creative energy you mentioned that I have within me, I never got a chance to go for arts cause my parents wanted me to go for Science stream so I am studying it right now . But I have decided to go for arts after graduating my high school in few months and I have kind of convinced my parents so hopefully I'll be able to do what I want .
You gave me a lot of comfort. 💙 Thank you so much! I really mean it.🌻🌻🌻
wow!!! this.. i’m so grateful that you’ve been positively impacted by anything i said :’) i completely relate to you. i’ve been through some family difficulties and it always triggered my need to find a boyfriend. i started to let that go when i put my energy towards learning skills i really wanted to learn! i’m currently teaching myself embroidery and maybe that could lead to me having a fashion business, who knows! the things we learn and experience add on to each other so don’t feel pressure to quit your current life to do another, everything adds up. like on the side, you can be taking classes for another interest of yours, or learning it yourself as a hobby, finding friends with similar goals and interests and also making friends with the people around you! all these things add up to you feeling more emotionally satisfied. and if there’s nothing bad actually going on in your family and everyone is just naturally not very affectionnate, maybe try to organize family movie nights or little activities to bring you guys closer!! have your cousins come over! these things all help me and i really hope they help you! give it all to yourself because you are your own true love!! thank you S.B for sharing this with me, it means a lot and you’ve made my day :’) 🥰❤️❤️❤️
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That’s exactly what I thought. Do you know anyone who works 12+ hours a day and then drives home in the dark, only to get up a few hours later? That’s how KJ apa got into that accident. And the crew DEFINITELY should be driven home, they get just as little sleep! Hollywood treats its people like crap.
No argument from me!
Fun fact: Tom Welling dealt with a similar driver situation on Smallville. Shows don’t usually provide drivers to the actors bc of some SAG union thing where if 1 gets a driver then ALL of the main cast members must be provided one. So the rest of the Smallville cast relinquished their rights to a driver so that Tom could have one & it’s likely the Flash cast did the same for Grant.
Aww, that’s really sweet of the cast. And it is hard on the actors (and crew).
What do u think of this caity’s situation? personally i think she was joking but she shouldn’t have said it but i still like her just like ppl still like grant/keiy after they said some problematic things in the past ppl need to learn to not hold celebs to such high standards.
I definitely don’t think she should have used the slur when she’s not part of the community and has no idea who might be upset by its use or not. It may be something she says in her private life, joking with Maisie or other LGBT friends who are fine with it, but that doesn’t translate on a public platform like this. 
I hope she apologizes, but I think it’s up to the individual fan to decide how they feel about it. You can still like and support her, or you can withdraw said support.
Oh yay! thank you for your response about the Magicians :) I look forward to the podcast :)
Hope you like it!
@eboniangelvibez said:
I’m glad to see that I wasn’t the only one that wasn’t blown away by The Magicians finale. It’s a great show. I loved the season overall, but I found the finale somewhat underwhelming. I’m curious to see what S4 brings.
I’m very curious as well. Also crossing my fingers we get our Penny back.
Does anyone else get a bit jealous when they see SA & EBR at a con doing a panel together & photo op together and wishing that GG & CP would do the same. I mean four seasons & not even a photo shoot, WHY?
I know plenty of people are jealous, but I’m not one of them. Yes, it would be nice if Candice and Grant did more cons together and took pics together with fans etc. But I will happily take my consolation prize of them giving it their all in their scenes, which are written in such a way that you know the show believes in them.
You’ve pointed out specifically why I’m uneasy sometimes about liking Caitlin still. I still like her and KF but DP as a person? Not a fan. It’s the whole thing of separating the person from the art I guess.
Yeah, I get you. It’s hard to decide what to do sometimes. You don’t really need to feel guilty, though, it’s not like you’re actively supporting her by not disliking her character.
now that AJK has left, is there any chance that DP will follow him? she never auditioned and he hired her as a personal favour. KF/CS isn’t part of TF canon & before DP cashed in on her White-Affirmative Action, the role was supposed to go to an older woman who would be an ally of Wellsboard. What do you think? Exit Killer Frost?
I do not think AJK was the sole thread keeping DP on the show, and I’m sure the writers as a whole are attached to her as a person regardless of their lack of passion for her character. So if she goes, I think it’ll be her decision, and given how cheery she always is about the show there’s no way to gauge if she’s planning her exit. 
To those wondering, no. DP didn’t audition to be CS. AJK admitted this as he said he had to let go of an actress that was the “perfect” CS for DP. SV also didn’t audition to be Patty. CP was the only one that auditioned to be Iris West-Allen.
I actually had to re-listen to the interview Kevin did with him to verify this, because I thought something might have been accidentally taken out of context. AJK said, “She came in to read, and I was like ‘I don’t really see Danielle as Caitlin… [Originally] a Maria Bello type… tsk tsk relationship with Cisco… possibly even a love interest for Wells.” But they changed the character to have Danielle. Granted, AJK and Greg both knew her from Eli Stone, which they worked on together, so that’s probably why they wanted to change the role for her. But she did audition first.
BTW, immediately after that, AJK compared seeing Danielle in her KF outfit to “seeing your sister dressed slutty for Halloween.” How did he get away with being so gross for so long?   
I have a theory on why candice unfollowed danielle: what if dp is getting paid more than cp even tho cp is 2nd billed and cp approached her about changing this so they can earn the same amount (since we know how cp feels about that) but dp said no and that’s why when cp spoke about her friendship with caity it made it seem like dp didn’t have her back at work unlike the other cw ladies. thoughts?
We don’t know how much either of them makes, but it is possible. I definitely expect that it had something to do with not feeling supported on set by her costar.
Not to drag this out, lol, but I disagree that DP didn’t know what she was doing. Back before the show even aired, she liked a tweet from SB fan claiming that the fandom already liked Caitlin for Barry better than Iris. I wish I could send screenshots via anon, but the tweet was explicitly pitting Iris and Caitlin against each other. Since she was liking stuff like that from the beginning, I don’t buy that she genuinely didn’t know what she was contributing to.
I remember that tweet, but that’s generic love triangle stuff and she obviously wanted a love triangle. She was probably hoping she’d take off like EBR did, but at that time she didn’t necessarily know EBR’s take-off would lead to KC (who is her friend) being killed off lol. And what I actually meant was she may not have realized at the time that the reason she even had a shot was racism lol. But I agree with you for sure that she was trying to hype up a ship that didn’t exist in the hopes that it would leverage her a better role.
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leppu · 7 years
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HELLO EVERYONE!
Here’s some news on what’s been going on, and what to expect in the future from me and my comics!!
First of all, I cleaned up and put all my tags in order on my tumblr! Here’s the new ART TAG that you can go through and check out all the pics I’ve drawn in the past six years on this website. THAT’S A LOT OF YEARS....
I also cleaned up my TWITTER completely! I want to put everything in order and make my stuff clear and easy to find, as I have severe focusing problems myself and I tend to lost everything and all my links and emails are a mess and all over the place, so now I plan to keep everything clean for now on so I don’t get too overwhelmed! 
So that’s about the social media, I usually post stuff on twitter so you might want to check that out more often if you want to keep up with the latest updates, but I will keep on posting here too, maybe just pictures tho and every now and then a notice that my comics have updated.
AND! About PRAGUE RACE and TIGER, TIGER! Hiveworks staff is currently working with me to make a brand new site for both of my comics! It’s gonna be one main site, under which both of the comics will be. There’s also gonna be a blog, that I’m planning to use to actually be more active with my readers, posting wips and talking about the drawing progress, characters, maybe post some polls every now and then and answer some questions if I get any! I sometimes get fanmail on my email, and I think that’s super sweet and I’d really like to make it a habit to read through them and then post about them every week or so in the blog. Kinda like Oda makes with One Piece SBS!  I want something like that so bad!
I’m planning on updating Tigers twice a week, and PRace once a week. Depending on the buffer I might post more pages, but I won’t make any promises.
I don’t know if I have the energy to moderate comments on my comic pages, even if comments are SO IMPORTANT TO ME... Feedback keeps me going, but at the same time it’s very time consuming to weed out the spam and keep the conversation civilized. I’ll see how it goes! Disgus kinda sucks and also posts ads in the comment section and I don’t want that haha.
Also I’m currently working on my patreon revamp, and I’d like to thank all of my patrons for making all of this happen. I wouldn’t be able to make comics if it wasn’t for you guys, and I hope to deliver more comics in the future, and post more side stories exclusively for you to read.
So all in all, I’m pretty excited for the new site? AND THE NEW COMIC? AAA?? If PRace was something I started drawing on uni classes every now and then for my own pleasure, Tigers is planned out thoroughly and it’s clear, compact and doesn’t dwindle away into million subplots that I kinda did with PRace. I learned so much while drawing PRace, but all and all it is a comic I started making when I was 21 years old, there’s no consistency and it’s just, there’s so much on the plate! I’ve had so much fun just coming up with new things to draw, but in the end it sort of spread the story too big, and now I’m having trouble bringing it all together without it taking a five million years to draw. So I needed to work with something that makes more sense to me, is in “movie length” so it won’t take too many years to finish, and most importantly.... It’s about issues that are closer to my heart at the moment than the ones I had when I starter PRace, so many years ago. I love PRace from all my heart and I wish to finish it in a way that it honors my younger self, no matter how long it takes to finish. I’ve had a huge help from Hiveworks editor Isa with this issue, and I think I know now that what it takes to bring this story to an end. 
So worry not, PRace will continue and I will deliver you the ending I had in my mind from the very first moment when I decided to start drawing a webcomic! And what journey has it been, since it’s now my day job. Couldn’t have predicted it in any world to happen lol but HERE I AM, doing this, and I hope you will enjoy my comics as much as I enjoy making them!!
THANK YOU ALL for reading this! I will see you soon with brand new comics, and in the meantime I’m working on making a big, BIG buffer on both comics so there’s lots to read when the new site finally arrives!
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