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luck-of-the-drawings · 2 months

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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

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fiendishartist2 · 11 months

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jon becomes an english teacher in their somewhere else and is completely baffled by how much highschoolers hate english class

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(left): "mr. sims, can we pls watch you play chess.com?" (macbeth essays submitted: 5/27) [i'm too old for this shit"]

(right): "and they're like obsessed with chess? but only on the computer" "at least they're engaged?"

#theres smth so calming about imagining jon in a classroom reading macbeth #like hes in his natural habitat or smth....#idk if this is true in other schools but at my highschool kids fucking hated english class. like disproportionately #yeah math sucks and there were some shitty math teachers but across the board ppl could not stand our english classes #its esp funny to me bc of how much i imagine jon would love english classes + reading classic lit #he just cannot wrap his head around the fact that most of his class spends the entire period playing chess.com #my art #doodles #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #the day magnus protocol drops expect me to either never shut up or completely disappear #the hype is all consuming #i still dont have a computer nor do i have a job so all i can offer is these sketches #more to come....

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spaghett-onaplate · 3 days

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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bijoumikhawal · 7 months

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WRT to Kai Winn I hold two opinions constantly at the same time

The writers and fans often position her in a way that is inconsistent with their world building by giving her more power than she actually has (thinking of her as a white catholic or evangelical when in universe she just isnt in that position) and the show occasionally gave her views that were "radical" in what felt like an attempt to delegitimize them

In 60 years Bajor will have its own version of the Hinduvta movement or some shit and they'll fucking love Kai Winn, because she has horrible politics and will have sown the seeds for their existence

#cipher talk #Most of my annoyance with the mainstream ds9 opinion is people don't get WHY she sucks #Because of this typology where she was intentionally written to remind them of a mean Catholic american teacher #Instead of one of the nastiest Orthodox Jewish women you could scrape out of a barrel or Coptic church bro #She has suffered! And she does understand politics in a way I sometimes agree with! But she's also terrible #She's like one of those guys on Twitter who acknowledges Copts are Indigenous and what that means for us but calls other Indigenous people #Slurs and evokes racist stereotypes against them because they aren't Christian and the Western churches were active in their slaughter #So they can't separate action against the roman catholic church from their own trauma

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roguemonsterfucker · 3 months

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Sorry to talk about it again but I'm just still flabbergasted by the whole plagiarism thing

Like... When watching hbomb's video the first time and seeing him point out the rewording of stuff to change it *just* enough to (hopefully) not get caught stealing... I flashed back to my college days of when I did exactly that. 😅

There was a limit on how many actual quotes I could use, so I got around that by literally looking at my sources and rewording it enough to get past the plagiarism checker (TurnItIn.com my belothed) without losing the meaning of the text that I honestly didn't fully understand because I was writing on topics I had no real knowledge of myself.

BUT BUT BUT

I still cited my fucking sources.

Yes, I was using other people's words so I could get through the hell that was college, but if you read my stuff, you'd know exactly where I got it from. I never claimed credit for all the ideas.

And... again... I was just doing it to survive. I wasn't making money. I didn't even end up actually graduating, so it didn't even help me academically.

Somerton on the other hand not only rarely *if ever* credited the people whose words he stole, he was doing it for money, while also putting down fellow queer creators. He *wanted* full credit for all the ideas in his videos. To cite his sources would be to pass the credit on to others. And he couldn't do that.

Edited to add: It's probably a bit extreme to say I "stole" anything for my papers. Like I said, I cited my sources. I just paraphrased what I could when needed, probably to a degree that was questionable at worst. I just have anxiety and feel like "OH NO I"M A TERRIBLE PLAGIARIST."

#should i be admitting to kinda sorta plagiarizing a few college essays?#probably not #but again: i didn't graduate #what are they gonna do? take away my nonexistent degree?#i was literally only taking online college classes to avoid being kicked out of my parents' house #at the time my options were get a job or go to college #and i couldn't get a job because of my disabilities #and honestly i only even did this on *a few* papers #because most of the time i actually was very interested in the subject matter and enjoyed writing my own perspective #it was literally only a few subjects i was forced to write on that my brain couldn't comprehend at all #i didn't like doing it #i wanted to write about things i understood or enjoyed learning about #but some of my required classes... uh... sucked #as did the teachers =/#i was not suited for that type of situation #but i did learn a lot in a few classes that i think helped me become a better writer #overall though college was a waste of time and money and i ended up having a mental breakdown when i was only one class away from graduatin #literally *one* more class and I'd have a degree #but my brain noped out and so here i am ten years later with nothing #a degree wouldn't have helped me though #i still wouldn't be able to get a job because of my disabilities

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 2 years

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Tweetie lost in the Woods

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bandzboy · 7 months

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it's insane to me how back then my teachers thought i had a problem because i didn't participate in class or barely talked with anybody when i was just fine and because of that they would always send me to psychologist and my mom would go insane because every single one of them would tell her i didn't have a problem so after all of that i genuinely thought there was something wrong with me when it's just... my personality...?

#they thought they knew more about me than my own mother #who raised me and knew how i was #and to think that many people probably went through something similar is quite harmful #because i think it had a lot of influence in who i am today yknow #i get that teachers want the best for you (well most of them some of them are not that good people like yknow everyone in life)#but basically assuming a student has some disturbence #because they don't participate in class is crazy #when introverted people exist?????????????????#i always felt bad for being an introvert bc of these people #like why can't kids be introverted #also the fact that if you don't participate in class your grades will be influenced by that is such bs #anyways the education system just truly don't care about students and it sucks #tris.txt

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balconyswirls · 1 day

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#i don't like when a character feels like they're supposed to be relatable but i can't relate to them #like there was this normal setting of a 16 y/o girl going to school and she's the only main character other than her dad who is almost 50 #so obviously she's going to be a fleshed out character #and she's in history class and her teacher's divorced #and the moment her teacher shows a hint of sadness the narrator is like 'she imagined mrs. sonso touching herself alone at night etc.'#and the description continues for like four lines #i read this book at 15 and again recently like 😭😭 i've personally never thought things like that about teachers it just feels invasive #or anyone else for the matter #and i don't like how the author's trying to be like 'look this is the mind of a 16 year old girl' and to a predominantly adult audience #it sucks that i'm thinking so much about it because it's literally a minor part of the book there are so many other more meaningful topics #i don't know what most people around my age think i'm completely in the dark apart from the things i read online and in books like these #i can't help but feel a little alone bc i know it's normal to let your mind wander i just don't think much about this sort of stuff at all #and i don't know if it's because i'm still young and i'll grow out of it one day but i've been waiting to grow out of it for a long time #idk i think it's not normal whenever i read intimate scenes by a certain point you'd think at very least i'd be desensitised #and i've tried but it's like every time i read it has an adverse effect on my mind #anyways...

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tariah23 · 10 days

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I just woke up uhh i probably would’ve still been asleep but my sister kept on calling me… and i was having a bad dream about Arknights…

#mainly having to redo a level a million times because I suck lmfao #my Arknights trauma is now manifesting into my dreams #rambling #also random but I #just learned that Gojo was inspired by a minor ass character in Naruto who most people probably don’t even remember that’s hilarious #I forgot all about that guy but I can see it #Gojo never gave kakashi the most they have in common is having light colored hair and being teachers with trauma in their late 20’s #literally nothing else

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sleep-nurse · 9 months

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this school sucks ass holy shit

#sunflower rambles #i think this is like the second week #honestly everything has been fine except for my fucking MATHS TEACHER #(which is great because i suck at maths)#people say my class got the most severe maths teacher out of the entire school #(the school is really massive it's like an entire fucking hospital)#not only does she explain really fucking fast (the entire class also is scared of her and hates her)#but today she UNREASONABLY fucking moved me (and others) out of my place #which was near my friend and near my sister. for the record we legit don't disturb during lessons #we just know eachother and also we're like. 3 girls + 2 we don't know #so it's only 5 girls out of the entire class which is like 19 classmates #AND ALL THE BOYS FUCKING SUCK. SO SHE JUST MOVED ME WITH THIS FUCKING BOY WHO I DON'T KNOW #FOR BASICALLY NO REASON?????? and also it's in a shitty corner i can't even see the whiteboard well #and she claimed this is for all the subjects too. i hate her so much #i hate this fucking school i hate it. i hate her

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my-thirteenth-reason · 2 months

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bro she needs to chill fr

#i may be better off without her #shes so toxic on god #sorry u gave me the silent treatment bc i was chosen for smth u wanted. sorry i gave u all my sympathy n offered to talk to the teacher 4 u #sorry u suck ass and are the most self absorbed person i know #who gives their friends a picture of themself for their birthday #(she says that *I* said i wanted to frame it ok well i could've been able to if she wasn't making a fucking ah*gao face)

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cimicherrychanga · 9 months

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just emailed last years college secretary, looked into signing up for 2 other colleges, got the details for a job im interested in + texted the friend whose sister works there to see if she can get me Connections and i got another job offer from the place i interned at im soooo cool and adult

#shut up dave #passes out and explodes!!!#its stiiiilll like. so scary #aaand overwhelming #the uni stuffs most stressful once thats over with itll probably be easier to like. deal with having a job #cause even if i dont get the bookstore one i can still go work w the kids ( plus i dont rly wanna like. leave them.#their other young teacher goes on maternity leave this week. so if i dont go there theyll b left with #teachers that not even one of the kids considers their favorites #and thats kinda sad!!#but also i DO need money and. the other month i worked 30hr weeks for a total of $200 a month #so like 50 a week #and current offer is for like 2 hrs a day? thats 3 times less #also it takes me almost an hour to GET there. but i love the kidsss its like worth the effort sometimes. but not rly. every day i think #BUT if i MANAGE to get a part-time thing like a 4 to 10? since my work would end at 2-3 and it takes an hour to get ANYWHERE from there #its be like having a full time thing except i go work in 2 diff places!#sigh. adult life sucks tho i wanna stay inmy room and draw

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boydykebarista · 2 months

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love going through the tags on that post about gatsby to see people mentioning the ya novel and there’s a good handful claiming it is meaningful and good and then the rest are like “no it’s really bad”. for the record as a student teacher that just spent two and a half months analyzing gatsby and is certified trans and queer i think it’s bad.

#the person complaining that gatsby is a bad book about whiny rich people also sucks though #like it kind of is but it’s also like. literally dunking on them most of it. Fitzgerald was a shitty guy but he was a pretty good writer #sorry you guys willingly followed an english teacher #my text

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sol-air · 2 months

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Okay I gotta just put this out there I don’t care. It is really tough finding a place for yourself in groups of people as an extremely white passing mixed race person especially when your family was ashamed of their culture and never taught you anything.

I feel stuck all of the time, I swear I’m just constantly seeking to belong in a group but none accept me. I see posts all of the time that are like “even if you weren’t raised in our culture but are from our race, yes including mixed race people, you are still one of us” but to me it’s just performative. I need to see that and feel that. I have been denied access to so many groups and clubs because I’m not black enough or not native enough. And I know that some people are like “why not just hang out with white people?” Because it’s not the same, I want to belong somewhere too, I still go through struggles, just not as many, but I’m outcast from white society as soon as they learn about me. The only other people that I can ever talk about this with are other mixed race people. I can barely talk about this with my siblings because both of them are obviously poc or mixed race…

This isn’t really to say anything about or to anyone, it’s just really frustrating feeling cast out from so many groups when it comes to talking about heritage and cultures. I have them!! I truly do but I can’t celebrate anything because I’m not “x” enough to belong, or I’m too much of “y”.

#my most cherished thing I have is a cake recipe that comes from my grandmas great grandma and sadly I’m the only person alive that even has #that recipe and it makes me really sad and lost… just like how the recipe feels to just be stuck to this one person who has no one to share #it with. it’s not specifically a cultural dish. but it’s a familial dish and it has a lot of significance to us #also I remember once in college I was denied access to joining a queer poc group by the leader because I was too white… not the students.#but by the teacher #it was a request access thing only and I knew the teacher (who was white btw) and she was uncomfortable with even allowing me to find the #president of the club to ask if I could sit in a session and ask if everyone would be comfortable with my presence #but the fact that I even have to ask people if they’re comfortable with me being there sucks #like yeah I know I have privledges because I look white… but I also lose out on where I belong and it hurts a lot

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 2 months

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me on tumblr: oh i just love flowers they're so pretty and i love the symbolism so much-

me in my head while creating bouquets: HOW MUCH PAIN AND ANGST CAN I PACK INTO A SINGULAR PLANT WHILE MAKING IT STILL SEEMINGLY INNOCENT

#personal #random #so anyway's solar's bouquet is picked out #i just have to slap some color on that bad boy #which is unfortunate cuz I suck at coloring #i wanted it to look more natural so i'm putting the colors over the lineart #but now I'm having trouble with shading it #anyways this is really fun and I'm immensely enjoying myself #i found the most perfect flowers #i love analyzing symbolism so so so much #my english teachers would be so proud #symbolism is just so cool cuz it's the equivalent of the author sliding up to you and giving you something #and it looks really innocent and simple but in reality that thing has a ton of lore packed into it #and you now know the struggles of the character because you can see the connections to both the plot and the overall theme of the novel #and it's so fun to tie these things to human nature #and the best part about symbolism is that you can read it in anything and that different people have different ideas!#like if i give you oh i dunno glasses or something #it can represent knowledge and wisdom or it can represent flaws within a character and broken infallibility #or it could just mean glasses!#it really just depends on what you're looking for!#and since i really like tying things to human nature i always find this stuff really fun :)#anyways ahaha sorry for rambling #flowers are so cool...

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deityofhearts · 3 months

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ya know it’s honestly funny and weirdly comforting when my friends call me a fake gremlin or green tea bitch because like despite that they still love me and like having me around

#deity dialogue #idk like I’m the past I’ve struggled a lot with like ‘performative positivity’ where I wouldn’t ever let myself be anything other than peppy #24/7 even when it was exhausting and I wasn’t happy #and then irl I deal a lot with being treated like an idiot and infantalized and so I’ve in an attempt to make myself feel better #started to lean into it like sure make whatever assumptions you want about me I’ll find a way to benefit from you treating me like this #I’ll pretend to be an uwu sweet angel if that pleases you or whatever.#but like it’s also nice because like around my friends and loved ones I can have actual emotions other than happiness 24/7 #that being said I still talk like an elementary school teacher I cannot change this I’m sorry #that’s not fake I just talk Like That I know I use and excessive amount of exclamation points and question marks this won’t change lmao #I also like to think I’m somewhat peppy and social? sure my social skills suck ass and I’m terrified of everyone ever #but I also love to talk to people and hear from people I’m just kinda at a point where I struggle to even reach out first to most people any #more. it feels like if I try to maintain contact or reach out first that I’m overstepping and should be killed in sight lmao #so again sorry if y’all don’t hear from me much or at all it’s not anything y’all did I just struggle a lot and idk how to not T-T #I have to hope that someday it’ll get easier #rn the main thing helping is the reassurance and patience from ny beloved friends <3 I love my friends sm #the tags r all over the place sorry I’m half asleep

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