For ✨reasons✨ I can’t divulge because of spoilers, you need to play Gaiden 😭😭😭
ough I really, really want tooooo!!
I might end up buying it and basically brute-force my brain into developing the RGG hyperfixation again 😭
Like I tried with Judgment, and pretty much immediately noped LMAO (sorry Yagamer but I prefer Kimura 😂 genuinely not sure why that one didn’t last tho? Maybe the slower pace?)
Then, Y0 which lasted longer but realized maybe dragon engine was the problem because I kept getting overwhelmed with the amount of stuff you could do!?! Which, that used to be my FAVORITE part. That’s why I fixated in the first place wtf???
Then I was like FINE BACK TO BASICS…
booted up 4…
Was really happy because I was understanding Akiyama without subs happy dance
but I didn’t even FINISH HIS CHAPTER 🙃
Maybe Gaiden can fix me 😭😂
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i need to sto reblogging so mcuh the majority of my posts are just relbogs oh ogd
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hello i think schools giving students more work during the holidays and having assessments due during the holidays should either be illegal or at least regulated in some way. like i don't think that's ok. that is the student's downtime to take a break from working. that is THEIR free time to relax that schools are taking up with more and more work to do after the term is finished and done. students are already overworked and burnt out as is, and their weekends are already taken up by either more work, jobs or extracurricular stuff. school can be incredibly strenuous on the workload they churn out when the students are actually going to school. a stack of homework can take hours per night, and simple assignments can take weeks to finish. people can't just keep doing that all the time, they need a stress-free break with no obligations to rest their minds. that is the reason the holidays are there. they're not an excuse for schools to cram in more and more work because "they'll have more time", students need a break otherwise their brains are literally going to stop working properly. let them take time off ffs.
(the same goes for teachers. teachers shouldn't be made to constantly work during the holidays, they deserve a break too. everyone deserves a break.)
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After two years of writer’s block, I pick up and finish a long lingering chapter of a WIP. And then decide to go try and fill in the placeholder markers I left, pull up Wookieepedia to double-check myself and—
—guys I think the post-KOTOR, pre-Shadow of Revan lore for Manaan specifically is a fucking mess.
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Me: I'm moving past this because it's what's best for me and I can't let things like this ruin my months of progress. But I can't sleep. What should I do
My brain:
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hi!! i've already mentioned this to a few of you, but i'll be almost completely MIA this week, and like the first couple of days of the next one bc i'm so busy it makes me wanna cry (i've been acing my tests, though, so it's worth it!). i'll catch up w drafts and get to ims once i have more time!! love u all, talk to u soon <3
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( so i have three days off this week, im planning to get a lot done then!! i still have everything saved if you're waiting on a reply/prompt from me :> i also may spend some time trying to fix my bg3 since it is in shambles ( mods and game are just broken )! which is a shame because playing gives me so much more muse :') i may be quiet tonight but like this if you're interested in plotting! )
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sometimes i get so into solving technical issues or finding a way to do something i forget about doing the thing by the end of it.
this is from
i wanted to
maybe play with some quilt layouts and i didn't like any of the free software i found for it and i do not enjoy drawing geometric shapes and filling them in and there's too many things to try out and it seems inefficient anyways and-
figured i need to get more practice with vectors anyways and familiarize myself with inkscape because it's open source and wonderful and so fucking ugly and i need to establish a strong bond so its ugliness becomes endearing to me lest i become enslaved by a*obe
struggled my way through learning about cloned tiles to a sloppy but functional way of working, discovered so many interesting functions and... forgot to play. BUT I REMEMBERED TODAY! :D
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all my blood tests came back normal which. cool nice love to hear it but also hate to hear it bc I was hoping for answers as to why I'm exhausted all the god damn time
also my housemate called the psychiatrist and it turns out I've book an appointment with them already (completely erased from my memory???) but the earliest appointment I can get is September 1st. I dont know if I can survive that long without a complete mental break
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