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ququoquaw · 2 years

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Thinking About Kobenxi Again ._.

Quanxi pretending not to know how to do something so that Kobeni is forced to spend more time with her. Then Kobeni messing it all up, leaving Quanxi to clean up whatever mess she made and comfort her

I feel like Quanxi has a lot of love in her heart but isn't very good at showing it. She probably realizes this, so once a month she'll go all out on Kobeni and buy her anything she wants

Quanxi's not as good with this but she tries to (at least semi-regularly) tell Kobeni that she really does love her

Kobeni also wants to do things for Quanxi so every once in a while she'll gather the courage to ask Quanxi out on a date

During their date Kobeni would be clinging on to Quanxi the entire time. If they go to a restaurant there's a 50/50 chance that Kobeni will make Quanxi order for her (Let her be, she's doing her best)

Going out in public takes a lot out of Kobeni so Quanxi spends a solid hour sitting on their couch and petting Kobeni's head while holding her

Kobeni is very close to passing out so Quanxi has to carry Kobeni around and help her get cleaned up and into more comfortable sleepwear. They go to sleep with Kobeni holding onto Quanxi

#thinking about quanxi cleaning a sleepy kobeni #quanxi spends the last 5 min in the bath just holding kobeni #my brain is very happy #i thought that adding songs that make me think of kobenxi at the end of these posts would be nice #chainsaw man #csm #kobeni #kobeni higashiyama #kobeni csm #quanxi #quanxi csm #kobeni x quanxi #kobenxi #Spotify

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mangozic · 3 months

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pre-distortion michael shelley but pointier and more shaped

#yeah redid his design because boy was I not happy with the last one #sorry to all the folks that liked it #michael being the first thing I draw for myself after the hell that was finals is very in character #and a bit concerning #he’s permanently residing in my brain now i’m afraid #don’t have enough time to render these so all y’all are getting are colored sketches #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #michael distortion #michael shelley #tma michael #tma distortion #tma fanart #digital art #fanart #illustration #sketch #my art

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hinamie · 19 days

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spiraling

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #gojo satoru #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11 #i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having #cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right #until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible #but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god #it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised #which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED #when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333 #filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think #im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood #but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes #had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately #anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268 #bc that panel is S tier #i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like #u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane #art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok #so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row #:)

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improvapocalyps · 5 months

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You have 90 minutes to complete. (original poem: r.a.)

In participation of the MCYT Recursive Exchange 2024 hosted by @mcytrecursive!

Inspired by know that all my love will be your breath (i will save you when your lights go out)

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1. Have you ever been in love? (Please circle your answer.) a. It's me and him b. Our hearts beat in sync c. Our lives intertwined

2. Do you understand what you’ve done? (Please circle your answer.) a. I couldn't do anything b. I lost my balance c. I doomed us both

3. It's been god knows how long since you felt phantom hands on your neck and there is no one in sight. If you were soul-bound to him and both of you died at the same time then why are you still waiting in the void? Please answer clearly, in full sentences. (Not a correct answer：I just wanted to see him one more time).

4. Define two (2)： Fate | The feeling of his forehead against yours Curse | The moment you realise he isn't linked to you anymore

5. True or False： i. It was your fault. ii. You wish you had met him under different circumstances. iii. You can’t regret a single moment that you had him. iv. You would do it all over again if you could. v. It ended long before either of you said anything.

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#team ranchers #team rancher #rancher duo #jimmy solidarity #tangotek #trafficshipping #mcyt recursive exchange #events #fic fanart #my art #“canary has butterfly-shaped wings it cant do a dramatic spread like that” watch me. (draws dramatic wings) (sorry)#“you have 90 minutes” have been rattling in my brain for so long ever since i suddenly remembering a web weave using it (yes the beeduo one #very glad i can release it (using it in art) from its confines (my mind)#hm i suppose the title would be more in theme if its abt limited life ranchers #← havnt watched limlife yet #but! happy with what i come up with. lil bit proud even #had so much trouble with the panelling and layers in p2 cause it looks too busy (explodes)#also punching the floor bc i only noticed the “yes-no” pair(?) in the original poem when im already half-done w/ the comic #me when making silly comic makes you do poem analysis #i dont even go there ← does not have enough poetic braincells

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wardingshout · 9 months

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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abessive-art · 3 months

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*Archives your Magnus*

#the magnus archives #tma #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #melanie king #basira hussain #daisy tonner #fanart #alice tma #tarantula #PLEASEEEEE PLease please please I love them so much this relisten is wrecking me #messing with my brain so bad i start thinking about tma and my heart n brain get scrambled #(i am very normal about media)#This podcast means sm to me :´) im so glad I came back to it <3 #I have nothing new to say about the podcast i.e. literary analysis but oh man i am enjoying the hell out of it #makes me feel happy #myart

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 year

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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

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sensitiveheartless · 7 months

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#I am very fond of the idea of Dazai getting EXTREMELY sappy once he’s completely comfortable in a relationship lol #also hiii I live! kind of struggling to adapt to my current schedule but I will survive once my brain gets the message that it needs sleep #anyway happy Valentine’s Day lol :D #bsd #my art #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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chatlote · 3 months

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Waiting for as long as it takes.

Bonus comics undercut / Explanation of Crow's Nest

#goro akechi #shuake #persona 5 #akeshu #p5r #persona 5 royal #ren amamiya #my art #akira kurusu #im not too happy with this comic ngl #apart from the fact that i am very attached to crows nest as an idea #anw horror comic coming next #maybe tomorrow? idk its already done but i like spacing them out so I can take breaks #i had a stressful day my cat got injured and my brain is hazy #so i am rambly

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kbsd · 4 months

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bucky egan // "free" by florence + the machine

the feeling comes so fast and i cannot control it i'm on fire, but i'm trying not to show it

#masters of the air #mota #motaedit #bucky egan #john egan #clegan #hbowaredit #etc.#OK WOOOO #this video has been 80% done for three weeks while i was on vacation #i got home yesterday and viola!#very happy with it; it's definitely my Bucky Thesis video #this song was SO fun to edit to. the beat!!!! normally i wouldn't include two full reps of this chorus #but i wanted one that was his ups and downs with the war in general + one that was his ups and downs with loving buck specifically #and yes if this sounds different than the original song #i did a LOT of chopping and movings sections around to make it fit my vision lmaoo #but i think i did a decently seamless job. who knows #my brain the entire time i was editing the dance section of this was just that one pic of kermit screaming with all the hearts #also there are SO many match dissolves+cuts in this video bc well. i like to have fun #it's my signature move what can i say #tw gore #tw blood #just in case for that shot of dickie #kbsd.amv #kbsd.mota

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sneez · 9 months

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family portrait :D young sam and sybil are behaving themselves and vimes is throwing a hissy fit because they tried to make him wear the helmet

[id: a digital painting of three people sitting for a portrait in a domestic interior. young sam is standing with his hands behind his back and beaming proudly. vimes is standing behind him with his hand on his shoulder, wearing a shiny military uniform and a surly expression. sybil is sitting on the right with an arm around young sam, smiling at the viewer. a plumed helmet is sitting on a table on the left. end id.]

#discworld #sam vimes #sybil ramkin #young sam vimes #artwork #discworld is inspiring me so much at the moment ive got it on the brain #vimes wore the helmet for 3 seconds and then took it off and refused to comb his helmet hair which is why he looks like that #also idk where the idea of sybil wearing wigs came from (i havent read all the books yet so i am not sure if it’s canon or headcanon) but i #am so besotted with that idea so assume sybil is bewigged any time i draw her #thats why she has no grey hairs here. i imagine her having very short wispy hair underneath #i literally love her so much ive been thinking about her for days she means the world 2 me #this is the first time ive drawn either her or young sam and im so happy with how they came out thats exactly how i picture them in my head #ive drawn vimes once before but i can usually get him close to my Brain Picture without too much difficulty #i just think Grumpy Bastard (affectionate) and there he is #also happy end of the year my friends! may 2024 bring you all the things you desire i love you

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ellalily · 8 months

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Soldier, poet, king.

For @cinnacrafts, happy holidays!!! You had an epic list of prompts, and it was a bit of a struggle trying to pick just one idea. (Or, technically, three😅) But I had a lot of fun working on this project, and I hope you like!

For @hermbi-discord's yearly gift exchange:D

(Tumblr crunched the quality a bit, tap on them to see properly)

#pearlescentmoon #traffic smp #hermitcraft #empires smp #cw blood #insaw you had all three series and pearl as options and my brain went a little haywire #her character is so so cool throughout all these smps #i hope i was able to do some justice:D #(favourite detail is the stitching on pearls empires dress >:D)#again happy holidays !! (or merry december!) i had a lot of fun working on this so thank you very much:D #my art <3

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drawnfamiliarfaces · 29 days

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