#my mental health is in fucking shambles

[psyduckraidsagain]

[xeniawarriorprincesa]

My job has a DreamsWorks themed pride board up this month, and I've been tortured by this man every day

[anthropwashere]

So I got a survey in the mail from Veteran's Affairs today asking me how the Transition Assistance Program (TAP)* could possibly be improved. I had to brace myself against the kitchen counter and full-belly cackle a solid 30 seconds after reading that, because oh? My god? I medically retired at the HEIGHT of the pandemic. WHAT ASSISTANCE. NO REALLY. THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER GETTING MY LAST DENTAL WORK HANDLED, WHICH IS A LITERAL REQUIREMENT FOR RETIRING. They fucking handwaved SO MUCH of the requirements just to get me out faster!

God. TAP is a goddamn joke. I've been in survival mode every minute of every day since retiring 3 years ago, and the best I've gotten out of the VA is a surprise upgrade to 100% disability pay and a few voicemails suggesting I should get a pap smear. Fuck off.

*TAP is for transitioning out of the military, not for transing your gender. It is still very weird to me, somebody who signed up a solid 2 years before DADT was repealed, to get pro-LGBT+ e-mails from the VA. Very cool! But very weird.

[wrightandco]

regardless of everything else that’s happened in edgeworth’s life to fuck him up i think finding out that he unknowingly drove bruce goodman’s body across town in the boot of his car would just be the garnish on top of his cocktail of trauma

[learn-and-accept]

I can't be depressed, I ate vegetables two days in a row

[mistyycowoa]

Uh,,

[sparklingpax]

perhaps unimportant buuuut my idea for my Drawing class Final has been approved..........it's a Landiver animatic (traditionally done bc material requirements).......anyway, how do we feel about me posting it here when it's done like a month or so from now.......🫣✨✨

[nonegenderleftpain]

Caught covid for the first time after 3 years of this pandemic. It's been five days and my sense of smell and taste is gone. I haven't been suicidal in years, but it's creeping up on me. Not being able to eat, not being able to smell anything is so much worse than the pain and the fever and the chills. I didn't realize how much my quality of life depends on this. Sitting in the bathroom crying over my fucking lotion that I can't smell. How did we get here? This can apparently go on for months. I can't fucking live like this.

[actualaster]

so richter/emil is definitely about the only thread left holding my mental health some degree above rock bottom.

how's everybody else doing tonight.

[darththrog]

Lost the world cup and got player of the tournament

Just kill me now

[call-me-xyl]

Sad songs by men who could be my father are kicking my fucking ass

[regisraven-a]

i will have writing inspo for 3 days straight only to go [cricket noises] for the next six months

[pigaletta]

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[skxrbrand]

300+ hours in Warhammer (600+ total between all 3 games), and 80% of that time is just me ogling the models

[29121996]

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[hollow-prey]

really struggling to put all my current thoughts and emotions into words without spending a hundred hours just trying to explain them (writing is my passion and also my burden) so fuck it, maybe I'll make abstract art as an outlet instead. Jackson Pollock eat your heart out.