#myself to my coworkers as well

[soapypartiallycleandishes]

I wish I could wear a pin with the trans flag at work or something because I feel so bad when I see a fellow transexual (or fellow queer in general really) and I stare at them cuz I wanna send brain waves like, "ME TOOOOO" but then I realize I just look like an asshole

[notbecauseofvictories]

I went to see an opera about the jazz age and then, while biking back home, stopped dead to listen to some performers at a street fair sing "Dust in the Wind"---at least, before they lurched into a laughing "Happy Birthday" at the crowd's request. I pedaled the rest of the way home singing to myself, so actually, everything in the world is wonderful and good. I can't believe my brain repeatedly tricks me into thinking otherwise.

[thatskindarough]

Celebrating the last day of the full time job before I get to go back to only 1-2 days because of school. GET ME OUTTA HERE

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier

[grocerystoreanxiety]

Being a hater towards the ed today, shit’s super fucking dumb. What am I planning to achieve with this???? Literally like it doesn’t even go the way your ed-brain wants you to think, like you get to ur ugw and suddenly everyone is jealous & wants to look lik you. Like nah, you’ll just get pity & weird looks from strangers bc everyone can see you’re not doing well and they’ll treat you as if you’re dumber than you are (the infantilization of ed ppl is so real out there (whole another topic but in short: I hate it)), what the actual fuck am I doing this for ?????

[carcarrot]

gauging how much my coworker wants me to infodump about this movie over our banana pancakes and scrambled eggs

[themarsbar]

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[rookflower]

i kinda like brackenfur, he's fine, but i find the sheer amount of "luigi wins by doing absolutely nothing" fandom he's accrued downright ridiculous at this point. he's the most inoffensive warrior cat but he's also the most "there's fucking nothing there" warrior cat. he doesn't overstay his welcome but it's because he only has like 3 vaguely memorable scenes or relationships total in all 6 and a half arcs he's been around for. you could replace him with a rock and basically nothing would change. where is the bar.

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

i love my friends so much. i feel like yesterday i had a lot of shit going on in my head and i woke up to my friend explaining things in a way that put my mind at ease. i dont feel as anxious anymore because i know i was overthinking. i think my dad said it best when he told me that he thought my wonderful brain of mine just wants to think problems are bigger than they actually are. he is right! im just inexperienced in life and half of the time im scared im doing something wrong but- HEY. i need to be more confident in making mistakes. making mistakes doesn't define me as a person!! i need to stop worrying about doing life right and just live for the sake of living and doing what makes me happy!!!!!!!

[pardonmydelays]

top 5 things that are wrong with the delivery guy?

no but why is this so funny

ok, i guess it's time to spill the tea (just keep in mind most of these are just things that i've heard from someone & i'm not 100% sure any of this is true):

he's divorced & i've heard that he's been cheating on his (now ex)wife - don't know if the cheating part is true

he had problems with drugs - again, i don't know if it's true

i know he had a girlfriend last year (i saw them together), i have no idea if they are still in a relationship but maybe??? again, not sure, i haven't seen her around for a while & if they are still together, don't think any less of me, i'm not even flirting with him, he's just there being hot & i suffer (i actually stopped flirting with him as soon as i found out he's not single, now we basically just talk and smile at each other when he's passing by)

i've heard he's been flirting with lots of girls at the mall (and even slept with some of them) - i can't confirm it's true, only one person told me this & that's not even a person i can 100% trust (i guess it may be a rumour circulating in our mall)

despite all those things i still want him but i guess that's actually something wrong with me not him

[gilbirda]

the urge to text "oh worm?" to my coworker

[starbuck]

this morning i was just living life as usual and now i have applied for one of my dream (seasonal) jobs and have mountain goats tickets so like. :))

[cactusringed]

Girl help I can't stop meowing

[anotherpapercut]

working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

[scribefindegil]

anyway thanks to:

Findegil, King's Writer in Minas Tirith c.a. Fourth Age 172

the person who had taken 'findegil' as their Tumblr url when I was overcome with a love of fictional marginalia and wanted to change my handle about it back in 2014(?), forcing me to add 'scribe' as a prefix

my friend Snadge, who first started calling me 'Scribe' based on my url and also went on a cross-country roadtrip with me where I embraced the name bc I wanted to alliterate with her

the online friends I stole to Minnesota, especially Nate, who knew me on here first and thus use 'Scribe' for me irl

for conspiring to give me a great and non-gendered name without the baggage of my old internet pseudonym which is now what like 85% of the people I know call me in real life

[moeblob]

Then they dance all night long the end.