#nalini vishwakumar

[dragonsareawesome123]

1.02 // 4.10

Never Have I Ever (2020-2023)

[blues-valentine]

Devi Vishwakumar is one of the best main female characters and I will deeply miss her.

I love how unapologetically messy and chaotic she was. It was a wild ride seeing her make some questionable decisions. It was great to see a woman of color allowed to be messy and entangled in romantic affairs. It was amazing to see Tamil representation and how it focuses on family relationships and how difficult it is to handle cultural and generational differences. Ultimately, NHIE is about a teenager navigating grief and such a traumatic event. Devi and Nalini’s relationship was extremely complicated but perfectly illustrates how difficult it is to raise your kid when you have been raised differently so seeing their relationship grow and evolve to such tender and supportive bond was such a beautiful journey to have witnessed.

Devi was messy, cringey, confused, frustrating but also funny, driven, smart, kind and deeply human. She was allowed to make mistakes and try again until she figures it out. Her growth this season was so brilliant to see and she’s going to make many more mistakes in the future but already has such great support system in her life. Has learned to value herself and her worth. I love she got to have her romantic ending, her dream school and loved for all of her messiness.

I will miss Devi and every character in NHIE, as a show is definitely one I will rewatch multiple times and I cannot wait to see what Maitreyi does with her future because she’s brilliant.

[stevenrogered]

NEVER HAVE I EVER “...said goodbye” 4x10

[sylvies-casey]

NEVER HAVE I EVER 4.02 ...GOTTEN SWEET REVENGE

[livelaughsmut]

Ethan Morales One-shot

warnings: just smut fr‼️‼️‼️

I walked into the science lab because i left my textbook, as i look up i see ethan. damn he seems hotter everytime i see him.

“sup y/n” he said with a smirk on his face

“sup ethan what are you doing?” i said anxiously because just his presence made

me nervous.

i have liked ethan since we were young and we’ve definitely made out at a few house parties but i always was yearning for more than that.

“well i was about to skip my next class. what are you doing?” he looks me up and down and licks his lips. i could just pass out, i want him so bad.

“i just needed to grab my textbook” i stepped toward the lab table and began to pick my textbook up but ethan pushed it back down on the stack of books it was resting on. i looked at him confused. he put a finger under my chin and looked me deep in the eyes.

“i think maybe you should skip class with me” he starts tracing my jawline.

i gulp hard. “that’s bad, i’m trying to get a scholarship” ethan pulled away and walked towards the door closing it and locking it.

“one class won’t kill you” he says walking back to me. he puts his hand on the small of my back and pulls me close to him. he leans forward and whispers in my ear “i know deep down you like to be bad” i exhale slowly and put my hands on the back of his neck. he starts kissing down my neck and i gasp, i feel his smile on my skin.

i pull his shirt over his head and he is quick to help me take it off. he knocks all the books of the lab table and picks me up and puts me on it. he kisses me deeply and he pulls my tank top over my head and starts kissing down my boobs. he continues kissing down my stomach until he gets to the top of my jean shorts. he looks up at me while he’s practically on his knees and starts unbuttoning my shorts.

he pulls my shorts off my legs and starts kissing my thighs. it doesn’t take him long before he pulls down my panties and starts kissing my clit. he starts licking slowly and i gasp. i can just feel his amusement as he starts eating me out and i can’t help but start moaning super loud. “fuck ethan!!!” any other guy would prefer to not get caught but ethan doesn’t care.

i lock my fingers in his hair as he enters his fingers inside of me. my mouth hangs open and i am breathing heavily. i’m so close to cumming and ethan can tell by the way i’m clenching his fingers. he quickly pulls away and i get pissed.

“what the fuck” i sit up staring at him.

“i just wanna be fucking you while you cum” he says as he’s unbuckling his belt. he quickly pulls down his boxers and im shocked by his size. like actually shocked. he opens his condom with his teeth and puts it on. he steps forward and lines his dick up with my pussy. he starts rubbing my clit with his tip and i feel so on the edge i need him to fuck me.

i grab onto his back and pull him closer and he finally slides into me.

“fuck” i yell so loudly that someone had to have heard me.

he starts sliding in and out of me and i cant keep my composure. i start uncontrollably moaning and he starts groaning in my ear. it’s so hot. he picks up his pace and starts rubbing my clit with his thumb.

“im gonna cum oh my god” i scratch his back and he just keeps going faster.

“fuck fuck fuck” he says in my ear. “y/n im so close”

“me too” im holding onto him for dear life as he fucks the shit out of me.

i cum all over his dick and he cums inside the condom.

we’re both panting and are stuck in place. he pulls out of me and leans forward and kisses me deeply.

i pull away and our noses are touching and i can feel his breath on my face as i say “maybe i do like being bad”

he smiles “yeah you do” and starts kissing me again.

[neverhaveievergiffed]

NEVER HAVE I EVER ... had my dream stolen | 4.06

[elif-ants]

yay benvi endgame cool BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE GROWTH BETWEEN THE FAMILY ?? FROM HER BEING BITTER ABOUT KAMALA LIVING WITH THEM TO HER ADMITTING SHE WAS LIKE THE OLDER SISTER SHE NEVER HAD ?? FROM "I WISH YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DIED THAT NIGHT" TO BOTH OF THEM ADMITTING THEY WEREN'T READY TO LEAVE EACH OTHER ?? ACCEPTING HER DAD'S DEATH AND BEING FINE AND SETTING UP HER MOM WITH SOMEONE ELSE?? IM SORRY THE VISHWAKUMARS ARE JUST SO IMPORTANT TO ME.

[girllookingoutwindow]

Never have I ever 4x9

[mellarkably]

queen nalini vishwakumar over howard gross anyday BUT the parallels of these two scenes will always tug at my heart. healing. we love to see it

[ferrisbuellers]

I love you too, Mom. NEVER HAVE I EVER (2020—) 3x09: ...had an Indian boyfriend

[bewilderedbuck]

devi's relationship with nalini, and the way they grow through their grief together, is the true foundation of never have i ever but some of y'all don't seem to give a single fuck about that

[crescentcampbell]

Nalini: You can’t date anyone. 

Also Nalini: Yes, I brought home one of your classmates for dinner because he cried in my office and he’s also the same boy you don’t shut up about. 

And the same Nalini: THIS IS ABOUT BEN GROSS????! 

[stevenrogered]

NEVER HAVE I EVER “...had an Indian boyfriend” 3x09

[beesly-pam]

Oh, see, I’d be worried about your own safety if I were you.

NEVER HAVE I EVER | 3x03 .... liked a bad boy

[fishyyyyy99]

My dad just asked me why I want to get married or have a boyfriend if I don't want sex or kids. And he made it sound like I'd never find anyone who is on the same page as me. And it's genuinely scary. The truth is, while I'd greatly prefer being alone forever rather than forcing myself to have sex, I really, really don't want to end up alone (I mean romantically). I genuinely do want to be in a romantic relationship, and it's hard to have hope when your own parent thinks that you can't find someone who will accept you the way you are. I need a Nalini Vishwakumar to tell me that I'm always enough. But would Nalini have even said that to Devi if she had come out as asexual? I don't know why I connected this to Never Have I Ever. But I just need hope, I guess.

[rainparadefromhell]

the core four of season 4 🥲