#nix-yaps

[phoenix-eclipses]

Talking in vc and watching a series with your moots is all fun and games until you make a noise at a scene and now they point fingers and say I'm into degradation smh smh

[nixotinix]

I dunno if I'm allowed to ask for another request, and if not I can donate to a ko-fi for this

BUT, could you please draw Arkham Asylum Scarecrow? Your art style is SO FINE and colorful and WOW I love it <333

it is baffling to me that this motherfucker was doin all that stuff in the asylum while pushing 60. like i haven't even hit 20 yet and I get winded going up stairs how does he manage

thank you for the second request moffy!! i'm flattered that you offered a ko-fi but i am also,, not confident enough for that yet haha! multiple requests are very much allowed <3

[ruinix]

Quinn is so beautiful. I know he has the miserable look but he's just so pretty??? His adorable hair wings are just giving everything. I hope it won't get cut soon so really, really, really ban him from barbers or something.

Someone protect this man at all cost. I'm still at awe with his career milestone. 313 assists in 388 games. Wow. Even when he was at 310 assists tied with Edler, it was impressive because he did 538 fewer games.

Also yay for being the second star of the week. He deserves everything especially after thay 31:04 TOI in dec 1 game against red wings (just give him a gun /lh).

I also love this picture from canucks twitter. Just look at that lil smile. I fear I'm so endeared with this lil canuck.

Lastly, LOOK AT HIM. He's just listening. Idk this photo is so funny for me coz brock is really TALKING 🤣🤣🤣 and quinn is just LISTENING.

Photos via gettyimages (Dave Reginek) and Canuck's twitter(x) and instagram. (Vancouver Canucks @ Detroit Red Wing, December 1, 2024)

[nixon-stars]

ooooooh you wanna yap about Clara so badddddd (please yap about her please please please please please)

HI YES I REALLY DO

I dunno how much I'll talk but I'm putting in the lil read more antway

HIIIIIII SO

For those not in the know, Clara is my sweet evil baby girl also the main antagonist for my oc world and story, rn going under the name 'Pakshapuram' (definitely going to change it tho, also 'paksha' coming from Sanskrit for wing and puram being a common suffix for towns in south india, like Kanchipuram)

She was born and raised in Pakshapuram, a city town thing that is one of a few cities around the area (this area is pretty isolated the only people that come through were born and raised or shifty guys working through black market sort of trades).

She was born the only child to Amara, who with no partner and no other kids and a big expectations on her, put everything into raising Clara. She's a pretty typical Indian mum though, rarely giving affection or praise, but it works, and Clara knows she's well loved.

She is also a bharatanatyam dancer!! Which doesn't help with the pressure but whatever, Clara's life is good, she has her mum, lots of friends, people all around her that want to help, and most importantly she has Xavier.

Xavier, I could talk about him forever, but what you need to know is that he and Clara are CLOSE. Always together, never separated, all the aunties look on and call them "heart and soul" (ഹൃദയവും ആത്മാവും) they don't leave each other's side right

But there's no good character without a touch 🤏 of trauma so, yayyyy

While dancers learn bharatanatyam, after they learn everything and stuff they get this big ceremony debut into their official career, it's called an Arangetram, and it's a bigggg deal okay?

Also like a year before this, Amara find out she's expecting!!!! Gives birth to a baby boy!!!! Very healthy!!!! Nothing will happen to him promise!!!!!!

Anyway on the day of Clara's Arangetram, she goes to her aunty's house to get dressed quickly in her saree (if you've ever tried to put on a saree you KNOW this isn't quick in the slightest)

She comes back and 😱😱😱 her mum is a statue wthhh?????

And her baby brother is gone?????? (It has nothing to do with amara's old wlw situationship that ended terribly and sourly and left a lot of unanswered questions and lingering feelings whattt)

She's confused af obviously and angry and WHO TF TURNED MY MUM INTO A STATUE y'know very justified, and she overhears some people talking about how Dragons???? might be responsible????

You need to know that dragons are heavily venerated in Pakshapuram, the religion of the city revolves around how important dragons are too the world right and how they shouldn't be touched or anything yeah

An old guy came up and said that he had known about a prophecy that something like this could happen and blah blah blah Clara's in charge now

But like she's sixteen so that's alottttt of pressure to put on a literal child you would think? NOPE they said make her queen now

So now Clara's in charge and also A GRIEVING TEENAGER and she is stressed

And woahhhjj perfect timing famine through the land!!!!!!!

Every one is really hungry and Xavier, who is now general, asked her what she wanted to do about it and maybe just maybe let's use the food we had stored just in case something like this happened????

Clara goes "no girl im using that"

And Xavier's like "what why we don't need to use those???"

And Clara like "yeah we do thats what I'm referring the troops I sent to go find a dragon for me to kill to get revenge for killing my mum"

And Xavier's like "you crazy bitch people are starving can you be insane later"

Clara throws a temper tantrum and exiles him woooooop #girlboss

Years pass and Xavier's making a under ground resistance against Clara because she has moved on from killing people with her ignorance to just killing them if they disagree with her which isn't cool

Clara goes very insane with the grief and stress and everything she's soooo unhappy and very evil about it she's talking to the statue of her mum and she's not doing well

And here's about where the main story starts, and I haven't even talked about the protagonists

Anyway I wonder what happened to that baby brother????? 🤔🤔🤔 I guess we'll never knowwwwww

[meanderingtext]

little details I liked from the new clip:

1. Eva and Sara unintentionally matching with star earrings - they WERE best friends, it makes complete sense. Evas being bigger and neon (i want them so badly btw) also makes sense in her arc - trying to prove herself to her new friend group and jakov simultaneously. She’s putting more pressure on herself, while Sara, who has the upper hand in this scene chooses to accesorise with something still unique but more subtle

2. Nora’s outfit ATE but WHY didn’t she follow eva after she ran off?? clearly upset? I know she couldn’t in order to set up the plot but she followed her literally moments before. Tbf thinking about it now maybe she wanted to give her space but given the context and a clearly overwhelming environment like it seemed a bit a strange.

3. Nix BEFORE he kissed eva. Trying to comfort her by being silly, asking if she wanted water or a friend and if he could stay - atleast he didn’t immediately jump at the chance to take advantage of the situation like some of his past namesakes. Made me like him a bit more before I met ines, of course.

4. I’ve been a bit confused about the characters supposedly being in their second year of high school, but being born in 2008 (as that would make them 16-17 instead of 15-16). I’d put it down to either the Croatian school system being different or the characters simply being aged up but Ines is in 3rd grade and not a senior, so it appears to follow the normal system?? If anyone is Croatian and could clear this up would very much appreciate it 😭😭

[com-i-cal]

how much do you think aquetas would like nix?(my conservative dragon grandma oc) (they'd make cookies and do origami or smth)

i think if you offered aequitas:

- books

- somewhere to study or read

- any relaxing activity

she would like you

[wexhappyxfew]

CHAPTER 15 - RISING IN THE RANKS

March 12th, 1943 - 0300 Camp Mackall, North Carolina, United States War Correspondent Esther Armstrong

OCS had proven to be both a welcome challenge and a goal once I had stepped foot into training. Not only did it improve upon my character, my capability to lead, and my communication skills, but it taught me a lot about the onset of war and what we were doing. Why we were fighting and continuing to bear grievance to the enemy. After my time in OCS and obtaining the rank of 2nd Lieutenant, I was immediately reconnected with Easy Company in Camp Mackall. With the rank of Lieutenant and a new wealth of knowledge, it seemed cliche to say, but I made Camp Mackall my oyster. I almost suspected by the time I arrived that we'd be shipped out sooner than we all thought to war. Or that maybe there was a set plan in place in case we needed to jump earlier. Everyone carried themselves with a different grace and stoicism than they had previously it felt. And that's when people seemed to notice some cracks here and there. Specifically in Captain Sobel's leadership. It became the pinnacle of Camp Mackall. - Esther Armstrong, on OCS, in her book, Stroke of Luck

[read the rest here on AO3!]

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[nixcloud]

I really do test all my jokes out on bluesky. Not to see if they get likes, but to see if i still laugh at them an hour later.

[phoenix-eclipses]

Random fun fact is that my mom has several times told me to wear bells because I scare her

Like it's not even on purpose she'll come downstairs to do laundry or something and I'll be like oo lemme go talk to her so I'll walk in the laundry room and say hi and it scares her

I used to think it was just a her thing because my sister never got scared of me appearing but I have scared like 4 different coworkers several times the past month and one almost fell over last week because of it

[nixotinix]

so somehow a,,, drama (?? idk if thats the right word for it) regarding scriddler has ended up on my dashboard so i'm gonna toss my cowboy hat in the ring and say;

how about we just? let people live? i'm just genuinely wondering what happened to "don't like, don't look" when it comes to fandom discourse. (do not misconstrue me here- if immoral or illegal activity is going on then by all means raise hell.) having opinions on a ship one way or another, so long as said ship is between two consenting adults of sound mind, isn't hurting anybody. these people are literally NOT REAL.

i don't mean to be rude here because i understand that a lot of neurodivergent people (myself included) latch onto fictional characters really easily. the blorbo phenomenon exists for a reason. but just... be nice to people? please??

[average-gay-walrus]

ive stop posting my nonsense thoughts on this blog if y'all are here for nonsense thoughts follow @artistic-gay-walrus

[hartigays]

hiii beloved, 20, 41, and 57 for fanfic writer ask game <3

hi nix beloved!! 🫶

20. Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc? ohhhhhg yes for sure, i could write an essay on this but i'll do my most common one (which also happens to be my favorite): forehead touch. there are not many fics of mine that don’t have at LEAST one forehead touch (that i can remember anw)

41. Do you tend to reread fics or are you a one-and-done kind of person? I’M A REREADER TIL THE DAY I DIE FR!! just did my (now) annual reread of make it up as we go along (aka fic that changed my life), and i think in the last two weeks alone i’ve reread take it, if you can 3 times bc it was my first foray into rdr2 fic a few months back and it also happens to fuck incredibly hard. i even ventured back to ffnet in recent months to reread a personal childhood classic, seven years of winter

57. Do you prefer editing as you write, or waiting until it’s finished? i do spot checking and some tidying up as i write, general housekeeping basically, and i save the major editing for when i’m finished. if i edit too much during the writing process then i will never finish the fic bc i get obsessive about random shit that needs to be changed when i’m in writing mode if i look at it too long. and then i look at it so long that i get annoyed and stop writing shdjdjdjd

get to know your fic writer!

[fangs-froth]

Diary: witch!

So she was avoiding me yesterday (today, it's just midnight aakdhajdhajd). Which. Whatever, were doing different things, different areas of work needed done. I have been spiralling a little bit since Monday but I had a nice interaction with a professor!

Said professor is a Witch who practices with a COVEN and all that (so cool) jazz, and I've been interested for a couple years and it seemed like the perfect time to ask about getting into the practice. He suggested a book! To take my mind off the girl, I started a pdf of this book on Wicca instead: "Wicca: Guide for the Solitary Practitioner" by Scott Cunningham! And so far so good with it!

I'm enjoying it, and it helped me focus my nervous energies onto something else other than her, which I almost broke down about my overthinking today too. I was really shaky and nervous all day, even after my cool professor and my's time together. I think I was overstimulated in a busy environment trying to focus on anything but the halfway of people, but nothing helped. But it got better as I refocused my attention to more important matters like work.

The day really turned for me when we had a rehearsal for a project we're involved in together, and everything went so smoothly! I was happy bc she was joking around with us, everyone was laughing and having a good time, and we got things done! I felt a lot better bc her attitude was so much better going into it!

Anyway, that gave me a little hope. But idk, let's see moving forward.

Xoxo

[cozymochi]

Nyoka Information & Class

(Gonna assume that’s a typo. Meme here.)

Class: Who is your twst OC's classmate(s)? How would you describe their relationship? Did they have different classmates in previous year and did they get along?

Nyoka is a third-year student in Class D. The only other cast member who is in that class is the Malleus Draconia. Their relationship is… classmates. Will interact a bit inside the classroom due to circumstance, but not so much outside of it.

Small talk may be exchanged if Malleus or Nyoka has something to say. Nyoka would never disrespect royalty, so he treats Malleus accordingly. Malleus treats Nyoka with courtesy as well, as he’s expected to.

They will be paired up often because the rest of the class fears Malleus on principle due to his reputation and overall presence, and Nyoka can carry an unapproachable aura too despite his docile behavior. He’s not scared of Malleus per se, just reasonably cautious. He certainly wouldn’t willingly venture to Diasomnia, though. I can imagine Malleus in his weird-fae-way teasing an invite every now and then if Nyoka ever asks a question (like, say about the loud reptile who keeps escorting Malleus to class every day). It’s probably a real offer laced in mild ironic humor, but it’s hard to tell. Besides, a Savanaclaw student waltzing into Diasomnia? Absolutely not.

I’d probably describe the relationship as amicable. Not unpleasant, but neither really go out of their way to hang out. They’re both kinda stiff and dignified, but Malleus has a cheekiness that Nyoka lacks, I think. Malleus can be kind of in his own world, and Nyoka is just going through the motions. Reptile solidarity 🤝 Sort of. Not friends though. It’s not a thought that crosses their systems.

It’s hard to say if Nyoka ever shared a class with anyone else in previous years because I don’t really know how NRC is structured in that regard. It’s possible, but I can’t be sure with certainty. I won’t rule it out, so I’ll put a pin in it. Might’ve crossed paths with Rook though in previous years, for sure.

Second answer as optional read under cut. Out of universe yapping.

Inspiration: Is your twst OC inspired by any villains? Concepts? Anything Disney-related?

YES! Primarily inspired by Ushari the Egyptian Cobra, secondary villain in season 2 of “The Lion Guard.” Visually, though, I focused more on the real species and some legends attributed to it.

So artistic liberties were clearly taken. Blud looks more like an Indian cobra. BUT! I will let it slide because red/purple hues are more visually eye catching for a cartoon snake than black (and in some lightning, looks gold), so I can kinda see the thought process there. I didn’t wanna nix that red/purple entirely so I just threw Ushari’s og color scheme and pattern into Nyoka’s eyes and eye makeup. That was my compromise. My little subliminal bell to ring.

I think the closest Disney-ish related concept that I also incorporated in subtext is something I can’t articulate too well.

Maybe it’ll be brought up in some future material.

HAHA SEE I ACTUALLY ANSWERED ONE OF THESE THINGS. TAKE THAT ME FROM MONTHS AGO WHO ALWAYS FAILED TO.

[sidsledge]

boyfriend who yaps about how to improve military operations and their intelligence (nix) vs. boyfriend who yaps about officers and their ineptitude (dick)

[makemeimmortalwithahug]

Once You Cross The Line

or: the formula 1 dbda au that I've been talking about for months

Welcome to this ride!! Nothing better for Valentine's Day than the prologue for an enemies to friends to lovers fic, right?

summary:

“'Prodigy' has slowly become a curse for Charles. Some might dream of being called that. All Charles can think of, though, is how he will never escape this weight. The word binds him to it, to him, dragging him into the depths of the lake Charles thought he long left behind. 

Oh, to have your name forever be said in the same breath as Edwin Payne’s. Some people dream of that, too.”

2024 is going to be Charles’ year. After a disastrous season in Formula 2, he is determined to not waste his chance as a reserve driver in Formula 1. It’s not like he has any other choice when his entire career depends on this. Immediately crashing and clashing with none other than bloody Edwin Payne wasn’t on his agenda, though.

tagging those that left comments or reblogged with tags on my various posts about this fic or that I yapped to because you all are such a huge motivation, love you <3

@oddessea @depressedandoverdressed @nix-nihili @mirellapryce @spacegirlsgang @northen-light @kamillenteetrinker @nightmaretarts @dear-lucrow @sasakisniko @majorlb

(those that I talked with on discord will get a tag there <3)